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#GRRRR SDFJSKASK OFF THE SHITS!!!!!!!!!!!!
wowitslowki · 3 years
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NO CUZ THE LOKIUS/DEANCAS PARALLEL IS MAKING ME UNHINGED
LOKI HAS SPENT LITERALLY THOUSANDS OF YEARS OLD AND HAS DEVOTED HIS LIFE FOR HIS GLORIOUS PURPOSE AND THEN HE GOES TO TVA AND HE FINDS OUT THAT FREEWILL IS A SHAM AND THAT HE WAS ALWAYS MEANT TO BE THIS ONE, STATIC THING—A FOOTNOTE IN THE WRITTEN BOOK OF THE UNIVERSE—AND THAT HE WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE MORE THAN THAT
AND THEN THERE’S MOBIUS, WHO IS BOUND BY HIS DUTY AND OBLIGATIONS. HE BELIEVES, MAYBE MORE SO THAN ANYONE, IN THE SACRED TIMELINE AND SURE HE HAS HIS DOUBTS AND HIS DESIRES BUT ULTIMATELY HE KEEPS HIS FAITH. THEN HE MEETS THIS LOKI, WHO IS NEVER EVEN SUPPOSED TO EXIST, BUT THEY’RE MAKING IT UP AS THEY GO—AND HE HAS SO MUCH???? FAITH??? IN LOKI??????? LIKE HE BELIEVES THERE IS SO MUCH MORE THAN THE PAIN AND SUFFERING?????
AND LOKI DOESN’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THAT???? HE HAS SPENT ALL THOSE YEARS BEING THE SON HIS FATHER NEVER WANTED, A BROTHER OVERSHADOWED. THE ONLY PERSON WHO HAS REACHED OUT TO HIM AND BELIEVED IN HIM WAS THOR AND LOOK HOW HE FUCKED THAT UP. BUT THEN MOBIUS, WHOM HE BARELY EVEN KNOWS, BUT APPARENTLY HAS KNOWN EVERY FACET OF HIS LIFE. THIS WAS SOMEONE WHO KNOWS HIM, PROBABLY EVEN BETTER THAN HIMSELF AND STILL CHOSE TO SEE THE GOOD, AND HE FUCKING VALUES THAT. HE DOESN’T WANT TO DO ANYTHING THAT MIGHT FUCK THAT UP SHHSHSHSHDHHEHSHSHSHHS
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OK BESTIE BECAUSE YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EXACTLY !!!!!!
LOKI’S LINE OF “That means that, you and I, here in the TVA, we are the only ones with true freedom” IS JUST “Dean, you asked me, what about all of this is real. We are”  AM I WRONG???????????????
ALSO,, THE SMALL TOUCHES,,, THE TIE FIXING, FEELING SECURE ENOUGH TO FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO HIM (VERY DEAN),,, ALSO LOKI BEING FORCED TO BETRAY MOBIUS BECAUSE OF THE CURRENT CONFLICTS HE’S FORCED INTO,,,, FEELING AS IF MOBIUS WOULD EASILY WANT TO KILL HIM IF HE SAW HIM AS UNREDEEMABLE,, (VERY CAS)
MOBIUS WAS THE FIRST PERSON BESIDES FRIGGA TO TRULY UNDERSTAND LOKI AND APPRECIATE HIM AND STICK WITH HIM DESPITE EVERYTHING HE HAD DONE AND CONTINUES TO DO. AND LOKI DOESN’T REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT. THERE’S THIS PART OF HIM THAT TELLS HIM HE SHOULD JUST BETRAY HIM AND TAKE OVER THE TVA TO GET POWER, BUT THERE’S ALSO THAT PART OF HIM THAT UNDERSTANDS THAT POWER ISN’T EVERYTHING, HE DOESN’T WANT POWER, HE JUST WANTS A CONNECTION WITH SOMEONE. HE NEEDS TO BE LOVED. 
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