#GOD THIS VIDEO IS DESTROYING ME

[luck-of-the-drawings]

!!! FLASHING LIGHTS WARNING!!! [IM NOT FUCKIN AROUND!!]

REACHED THE CUSP OF 'THIS MAY NEVER BE ABSOLUTELY FINISHED N IF I DONT SHOW IT NOW, IT WILL NEVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY.' SO HERE, A PROJECT IVE BEEN ORBITING AROUND UHH SINCE 2021 OR SO.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #cw flashing lights #LOOORRD OF LIGHTNING SAAAAVE ME!!!! #RAAAHHHH I LOVETHIS SONG SO FUCKIN MUCH AND I LOVE GILLION SO FUCKIN MUCH RAAHHHH!! RAAHHHH!!! #BUT YES YES I HAD LIKE A WHOLE OTHER HALF TO THIS SKETCHED OUT BUT IT WONT FINISH COOKIN FOR A MILLION YEAARS!!!! #MAYBE SOMEDAY..... #ANYWAY. this is my first time actually syncing audio to my animations. normally i domnt know howww. #i animated it all in fire alpaca AND THEN i mixed everything in a pirated movie maker. it kinda uh. sucks. but its WHAT I GOT BAYBE!! #i relaly like how i animate swishy hair... i was inspird by eris from sinbad. i can only HOPE i got on that level w the watery flowyness #LIUGHTNING IS HARD TO ANIMATE TOO. I WATCHED ALOTTA VIDEOS ABSORBED MINIMAL TUTORIALS AND UHH I THINK I DID OKAY!! #better than bad!!! but i can still do better. eventually. ugh. FLASHING LIGHTS TOO HUH? U LIKE ANIMATINGB FLASHING LIGHT? #U LIKE MAKING THE BLACK N WHITE FLICKER RLY FAST UNTIL UR EYES BLEED OUT UR SKULL?? YEAAAHH YOU DO!!! #im also vry proud o the title cards i made at the beginning teheheheh. dependign on where riptide goes i MIGHT change it #BUT HEY THEORY TIME? I HOPE ONE OF THE GODDESSES COMES DOWN TO PILOT GILLIONS BODY SO THEY CAN BEAT THE FUCK OUT O THE OTHER GODDESS #WHO IS ALSO IN SOMEONE ELSES MORTAL BODY. GODS COMING DOWN TO WREAK HAVOC OVER PETTY DISAGREEMENTS OOOGH HOW FUN!! #GOOD ON YOU CHAMPION!! YOUR VESSEL HAS BEEN TRAINED TO BE STRONG AND HARDY. PERFECT FOR CHANNELING DIVINE ENERGY. #OHHHH WHAT A PERFECT WEAPON YOU ARE. NOW GO AND IMMANENTIZE A WATERY ESCHATON #PARAGON OF OCEANS WRATH I WANT TO SEE YOU DROWN THE LAND. DESTROY!!! EAT!!! BURN!!! RAAAGHH I NEED GILLION TO GET MORE POWER!!!! #ALSO in other news i uh. actually posted this onto twitter forever ago but forgot to post it here bc i can only post it from pc and BABY!! #IM NOT ON THE COMPUTER OFTEN! NOT ANYMORE!! NOT ANYMOREE!!! IM FREE BAYBE!! i used to be so miserable. sometimes i think abt that. #ANYWAY. pls enjoy. just this much took so long. i love makin the lil guys move.... ouh.... hava good day if u get the chance to.

[willowcrowned]

can we please stop pretending that every new mediocre-to-bad hashtag problematic tiktok romance novel is the death of all fiction. aren’t you guys tired of this yet. don’t you want to go do something more interesting

#this is directed at my youtube algorithm I truly could not care less about colleen hoover or whatever her name is #there has always been kind of bad problematic fiction. I promise no societies were destroyed by it #now let me go watch stupid block people videos and clips from would i lie to you #willow’s wastebin tagxon #god I’m SO tired. 12 hour limited life supercut here I come #fiction #booktok

[tsuchinokoroyale]

It’s so good to see you.

Lies of P (2023)

#I finished lying and penising for the last time… #I got the game for my PS5 after 100%ing it on game pass bc I was so impressed and obsessed I needed to get a physical copy #so I obviously had to 100% it again and I hilariously forgot to read a letter to unlock an achievement #so I had to play the game a FOURTH TIME since you only get the letter at the end and restarting the game wipes all letters from your bag #but that let me do something I LOVE doing with these shorter games #which is putting the effort to give these characters the best endings their quests allow #so I can leave the characters in the world with as much peace as I can #I also did this in majora’s mask with my final run of the game being about doing every single side quest I could and beating ever boss #so that termina would be as peaceful as it would be once the mask was destroyed and skull kid freed #that being said wearing the alidoro mask led to an unintentionally hilarious semi final cutscene #a tear is supposed to roll down your face at one point but instead it was just a completely still super close shot of the dog mask #and I burst out laughing like nooooooo #luckily I’ve scene the ending like 3 times already but can you imagine if that was the only time I’d seen it 😂 #I one rounded nameless puppet this time I truly felt like a god I’m so grateful for neowiz for making this game its been so fun #even after beating it like 7 times I know I’ll be playing it again one day and I’m gonna be a preorder ho for the Lies of series #the DLC and sequel can’t come soon I’m so in love with this game I need to eat it #Lies of P #video games #lies of p sophia #lies of p carlo

[enfinizatics]

i have just finished my first disco elysium playthrough. the tuesday therapy appointment is going to be LIT!!!!

#its 2am #sobbing #wow #this is an experience i will never get to experience for the first time again #i love everything about this game #it was so #god #i will never recover #it destroyed me #speachless #disco elysium #video game #moira games #moira speaks

[gonersgoners]

remember when i said over a year ago that vegapunk's arc would start revealing even more of sanji's power and potential and how hard that was worrying me? yeah

#i'm clearly talking to myself here since this blog is basically a corner of my brain #but last chapter having sanji deflect a light beam and both kizaru and franky reacting the way they did #and zoro commenting in wano you cannot possibly block a laser... lmao....lmao! #ooooh man i just. feel oda is cooking something for sanji. and since there was a parallel with the wings of the pirate king #in recent chapters (where oda typically shows both sanji and zoro fighting and not just one of them) #just... man. man! man. lol #i know i can't let myself go and talk about all things going through my mind anymore because of. lol guilt and fear of being annoying #but god. that moment stirred something in me. like you're resurrecting a fucking corpse #so i am both scared and excited about next chapters and what this means for sanji #i was saying from DAY ONE of this arc being centered about vegapunk that it would eventually #touch on sanji and this is it. this is happening #if this for some reason isn't it. and oda will for some reason just let this slide or die in the shadows? i won't understand it #because of JUDGE and VEGAPUNK and QUEEN being partners and being linked to vegapunk! like come on. the connection is there #and this laser deflecting thing seems to finally touch on this red thread i've been holding with both my fingers like an insane person #so yeah. lol. listening to a video right now about it and finally. FINALLY i see SOMEONE ELSE point out that #not mentioning judge still is giga weird. so here's hoping. here's hoping #also lol it was very fun to be on reddit and look at so many people being MAD that sanji managed to do that. and that we got a little bit o #mr prince vibes. LMAO STAY MAD. my boy is being treated good right now and i can't wait for oda to destroy me #(again) lol #GG rambles

[omegalomania]

i mean fundamentally. like when you take it all into consideration, if you leave all the other stuff out and think about it from a pure narrative/thematic perspective - not allegorical, not metaphorical, none of that - ybc is about love.

the youngblood chronicles is about four guys who have such a sincere and complete faith in and love for one another that nothing, literally nothing - not cults, not violence, not heartbreak, not brainwashing, not insanity, not death - could truly destroy that.

it’s about four guys who love each other. just love each other. and it makes them the most powerful thing in the world.

#*making poasts #i was having a small breakdown about this last night in the gc #multiple gcs actually. i was going through a moment #like...logically sure the thing makes vague sense at BEST #but i dont need a story to make sense. i just need it to mean something. #and god this one means everything. #it sticks the emotional landing. it has a core and a theme and it carries it through #i think about all those group shots at the end in the final video and how there are more of them in srar #than there are in ANY OTHER PART OF YBC. COMBINED. #like this is INTENTIONAL. #i think about how forgiveness between the four defenders is immediate and unconditional #and that ending shot...the four of them soaked in gore facing down the thing that wants to destroy them #it is them against the world. and they are stronger than everything thats tried to tear them apart. #it makes me lose my mind. it really does. #the way nothing was capable of destroying them. not truly. not in any way that really mattered. #because they had each other. they had each other god they HAD EACH OTHER fucking help me PLEASE

[so-you-melted-22]

One of the biggest questions I have for the Call Of Duty fandom is where the actual fuck the headcanon that Ghost is blonde and blue eyed comes from?!? Isn’t it canon that he has brown hair and brown eyes? Like isn’t that a pretty noticeable trait he has in the comics?

#and also the video game #idk i didn’t play it #but I saw enough clips at this point #and i read the comic #because if something has a comic you damn we’ll know I’m gonna read it and be a bitch about it #like it doesn’t really bother me that much but now that I know it I can’t unsee it #y’all are describing him like the guy from my German course who doesn’t think misogyny is real #who also happens to be named Simon unfortunately #idk it’s just weird #stuff #text #call of duty #simon ghost riley #also this guy is destroyed when it comes to mental health #the line 'all roads end in black rot' personified in one warpropaganda videogame character #that we all also have decided to babygirl like it’s our gods give right #wich it is tbh #anyways Post with nonsensical tags about my current petpeeve #is that how you write it?

[salsa-di-pomodoro]

OH NOOO.........OH NOOOOOOOO.............................

#i just found a video showing where five pebbles ia at the end of saint #i........were really not straying from hurt no comfort territory huh......... #i am deadass crying out of fucking grief you guys i dont think you understand #like real actual tears which i cant hold back #I HAVE KNOWN TBIS FUCKER FOR BARELY A WEEK AND A HALF HOW AM I SO INVESTED ALREADY ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ #spoilers here. god t.the obly fucking comfort is the fact that you can choose to finalky truly kill him and free him from this torture but #HOW LONG HAS HE BEEN THERE WITH THAT PEARL #PLAYING ON LOOP UNTIL IT WAS CORRUPTED AS HIS ONLY FUCKING COMFORT #I #I CANNOT DO THIS #WHY IS THIS FANDOM SO SMALL I MEED TO READ COMFORT FICS OH GOD THIS IS GOING TO DESTROY ME #i cannot under any circumstance let myself think about submas when im thinking about him. that. i havent tried and i dont want to. #i already know i will make myself sick with sadness #at least it's... healthier for now. i hope it stays that way. #rainworld: downpour spoilers #rainworld

[ben-the-hyena]

I love reaction videos of movies I like. I always ever since I was small wanted my family and friends to share shows and movies I loved and even kind of forced them to turn their head and watch or wake them up not to miss the best part so seeing these people discover those emulate that same childhood feeling in me

However I must share my concern about how so many of them lack general knowledge. I don't mean it a snobbish or disdainful way nor want to rub how I had access to information or whatever ! What I mean is I am legetimately worried so many people had no access to information in 2023 especially for stuff that are very simple and seemed like common knowledge to me I knew in first grade

A reactor to Eris from Sinbad and the Seven Seas wondering why she is evil if gods are supposed to be good and why she interfers so much

A group of reactors to The Hunchback of Notre Dame keeping searching for the Eiffel Tower the whole movie

The same ones not recognizing the seaguls from Finding Nemo as seaguls but supposing they have to be pigeons

A reactor watching Lady and the Tramp and no matter how everybody looks Edwardian assuming it must be the 1950's since it's a 50's movie

A reactor not recognizing the Wall of China and keeping wondering what Asian country it is and realizing it's China only when the soldier says the meme sentence

A reactor keeping mixing up China and Japan for Kung Fu Panda when it comes to names, food and objects

A reactor not knowing almost any piece of music in Fantasia

Again I don't say it a way to look down on them. Just I grew up in a nerd family so we have encyclopedias and we watch documentaries so I suppose not all do, but damn does it worry me and even sadden me a little not all do

#like that time a little girl I was teaching to had no ideas what the continents were and put the names randomly. she was 11 #not to sound like a boomer but my fucking god we need to go back to the old school system minus the abuse asap #and have books and documentaries like a mix of schooling and learning by oneself and by parents. a lot of those were common in kindergarten #it really worries me how this shows governments and their wish to destroy public education seems to be working... #reactor #youtuber #youtube #video #moi #tv show #movie

[megamindsupremacy]

To explain Superman's fate in the AU: I really really like the unpublished Golden Age story K Metal from Krypton. Written before kryptonite was introduced, the plot would have been a chunk of Krypton flew over Metropolis as a comet, granting all the humans Kryptonian powers, while ridding Superman of his. Clark would ultimately have to reveal his identity to Lois to deal with the situation. The ramifications of changing the Lois/Clark dynamic to her being upset he kept it secret but being who took care of things when the comet flew by, at this early a stage, would have been amazing but I digress.

Since the AU is supposed to give pre-Crisis vibes, Superman's fate will be a little similar to Whatever Happened to the Man of Tomorrow?. His identity was made public, and his body was almost stolen by the Ultra-Humanite, but to prevent that, he allowed Lex Luthor to inject his body with K-Metal. Following this, he takes on the new identity of Jordan Eliot, allowing the world to believe Superman had perished.

Eventually, though, Jordan Eliot discovers that, although he no longer has powers, his Kryptonian organs allow him to focus the radiation of the K-Metal, and grant powers to people around him (controlling which powers he gives, as well). I like the idea of drifter Jordan Eliot making people hero for a day.

Oh, I love this idea! I'm always interested in seeing how people think Superman will end, be that death or retirement or a nebulous third comic-book explanation. The idea that even though Superman is dead he's still making other people heroes in his own way is just wonderful. I always love people leaning into the inspiration/hope part of Superman, the "you inspired me to be a good person/to be a hero" so him literally, physically turning people into heroes for a day is a great continuation of that concept.

#i should make an ask tag #do you have an AU name I can tag this as? #that fact that you know about unpublished golden age comics is nuts to me i feel like i should go and read more comics skjdfn #i DID know about the 'whatever happened to the man of tomorrow?' comic from that OSP Superman video #god thats a great superman video everyone go watch it #also! drifter Jordan Elliot continuing Kal-El's story of never having a permanent home #krypton being destroyed; leaving Smallville; thinking he's planted roots in Metropolis but having even that taken away

[burnoutbeat]

Thinking about playing TF2 vs playing it are basically two different animals.

I sit there and think to myself

“Wow it’s such a cool game I love every moment I’ve spend in this game over the last 9 years.”

And then I get on the game and…

Bots.

Some of the most racist and vile humans on the planet.

Furries.

A child who is obviously too young to have internet access.

Some actually chill human beings who are wonderful to be around!

A man trying to mortgage his house with an unusual burning team captain.

Racist Furries.

The most alien individuals who spend an entire match staring at a wall investigating every last PIXEL for lore.

Bots again.

Conga lines that last entire matches.

A spy using the cloak and dagger to sit in a corner across the map plotting his hate crimes against engineer-kind.

The most adorable giant hunk of mann standing out in the open offering sandviches to anyone and everyone.

2Fort enjoyers.

And the last remaining spy crab in all of Team Fortress 2 history.

Team Fortress 2 never change. :)

Except for all the racists and bots they can go die in a fire.

#tf2 #gaming #video games #nostolgia #tf2 spy #tf2 heavy #not to mention the absolutely destroyed and overinflated tf2 market that just keeps getting more and more inaccessible to new players #this game has taken over my life #it has become part of me #I used to hear sentry idle noises irl when I was younger because I played it so damn much. #god have mercy #on my wallet #MvM is too much fun

[cattestrophic]

Screaming crying throwing up (came up with an absolutely gutwrenching plotpoint and dialogue exchange but has not hope of explaining WHY it's so fucked up to anyone)

#the cat(te) cries #the amount of infodumping. the amount of autism (affectionate) #do you understand the video essay i'd have to write just to convey why like 4 lines of dialogue from me own brains have been destroying me #for t w o w h o l e h o u r s #doesn't help that it comes like 3/4 of the way through something i DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I PLAN ON WRITING good god #i don't wanna write 17 chapters of plot i wanna beam agony into an unwitting onlooker's head

[neverendingford]

.

#tag talk #tumblr ads keep auto playing audio for me and I swear to god I will leave tumblr forever if this keeps happening. #idgaf I'll dust off my old reddit account if I have to. I fucking hate auto play videos and I do not want audio playing without permission #I'm on the app version so extensions and adblock won't do anything here. maybe I could just log in via mobile web browser? cause Firefox #I might try that. see if the interface works at all. #thinking about it gave me massive nostalgia vibes all of a sudden #cause that's what I did when I first got on tumblr cause my phone couldn't handle the app back in 2015/16 #anyway urrghhhh I will kill and maim and destroy if this keeps being an issue

[todayisafridaynight]

please don't feel bad tho!! i went after the jp og because i know japanese 🥲 tho i am but a student

i thought it was weird too when i saw your post bc i first played the game with portuguese subs and i couldn't remember where the hell masumi apologized to ichi and it turns out it's a eng sub only thing!! super weird that they would make that choice, it kind of mischaracterized him into thinking his son is a burden he needs to apologize for rather than just. regularly feeling bad for making ichi drop everything to help with his son (which is how you read the character!!)

a weird inclusion if it really is an english-subtitle-exclusive phenomena..

#snap chats #maybe its because in america we have the tendency to say sorry a lot #it's a thing i've noticed over the years and watching videos about other cultures #at this point 'sorry' just makes me upset LMAO but i get that from my mom i guess #oh god i should run into traffic then jesus christ #but its all good. if anything ill just continue to have grievances with translation issues #tho it sounds rude when i say it like that- i know the translators work hard to provide comprehensible translations #i guess im just made at /needing/ to translate or rely on translations #stupid heavenly father why did you destroy the tower of babel </3 why cant we all just intrinsically understand each other </3 #anger rage etc etc ill be over it in the morning

[noxtivagus]

ffxv makes me so emotional oh my god 🥹🫶🏼

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxv. ] #i love love love final fantasy so much like. video games in general i cld rlly ramble abt each of my interests for hours like i'm #v much ffxv mood rn. god esp that one story two years back i've mentioned it so much here atp but IT REALLY IS SO PERSONAL N #CRINGE???? IDK IT MAKES ME EMBARRASSED A BIT but like embarrassed /pos like. it's me. younger me. n i'm still v fond of it. #..still makes me shy though but even more i finished writing that uh oneshot back then w noctis #childhood friends to lovers uhuh secretly in love but both think it's unrequited uhuh #why has that always been among my fav tropes.. I DON'T EVEN RLLY HAVE CHILDHOOD FRIENDS? there's nothing irl that inspired it at all. #but then ^ that's also w my uhhhh original characters n then my wol too in ffxiv honestly n #even with other characters.. a v similar sentiment w claude n like lancelot or lucifer. ffxv / fe3h / gbf were my top 3 back in 2020 #botw hades octopath acnh & other ff were games that i rlly rmb then too. but ever since ffxiv i haven't been able to play much other vgs 😭 #the witcher 3. nier automata demo. code vein demo. genshin. hzd. rdr2. ac odyssey n lots more but god i've barely finished any #OH I NEARLY FORGOT.. I'M SO SORRY must be bcs i was listening to it earlier so i thought i already wrote it but kh3 yes #AAAA WAIT I'M RAMBLING AGAIN I WAS GNA WORK ON SOME STUFF BEFORE I SLEEP 🥹 sleep by 3 for more hours or by 4 so i can uh #get some stuff done before tmrrw? i will. do my best this week as quickly as i can so i can.. rest? my mind rlly needs a rest i think >< #yk what i can always write n do more the next day yeah i'll sleep no later than 3:30 #i think i'm going back more to my old self again but i'll do my best to not isolate or distance myself too much i don't want to destroy #things even more like. in that. dream n. in the past when. i thought i was over it but i think those wounds r reopening #but i'm stronger than them n. fuck. it's the same as before n that's why i'm crying that's why i'm so afraid that's why it hurts so much #but i've written too much here. it hurts so much but even if it feels too similar to.. back then it's. not the same it's not the same #i've improved i've gone this far i've made friends i've made so much memories. but i'm so afraid that i'll fuck up again n #i think i'm like this bcs. oh ffs my dream told me basically that i really do think i already fucked up. i'm sorry. i'm so sorry #the past.. present. the future. too fast too much n it's just like before n that's. why i'm helpless to it. i can do better but this #i forgave them but maybe i haven't forgiven myself. entirely at least. so. the familiarity of this rn is keeping me frozen in place? #n then other stuff r so overwhelming too n fuck i don't want to think about this anymore i'll be fine i'm fine i can do this on my own #..no. i can't do that again. fuck i'm crying so much why does this feel the same as two years back #i'm sorry please don't forget me please don't leave me please tell me i didn't fuck up please don't tell me i did it again #i'm sorry i was doing better i was healing but i'm back to this again i know better but i can't do any more rn n i'm sorry i'm so sorry #fuck it i'll wipe away these tears. it feels so empty inside but i'll feel better somehow by the morrow. i don't want to be a burden nymore #i know it's bad n i don't want all my progress to be for naught but.. no i can't fuck this up again but i feel i alrdy have. i'm sorry. gn

[captainshadowgirllostfan]

I honestly don’t find Harrison Ford charming, like at all. Maybe because the recent interviews I’ve seen of him is generally him being freaking old but there are a LOT of old actors who have life in them. People find the “I don’t care” attitude of Harrison Ford kind of idk breath of fresh air and I’m like no I’d rather hear from an actor passionate about his or her own work, THAT TO ME is a breath of fresh air because to me celebs and actors are more interested in themselves rather than the work their in. It’s crazy how far Ford has gone when his general attitude to me ABOUT EVERYTHING is just “I’m in it for the money.”. It seems those are the types of celebs and actors who actually succeed in the world.

Compare that to Mark Hamill and Hayden Christensen... though mostly Hayden, because when Hayden talks about star wars or any of the work he’s in, he’s really invested in the story telling and character he’s playing. He appreciates every one, even the characters that have set his career back. I mean I would think he would resent playing Anakin Skywalker/Darth Vader much like how Natalie Portman had come to resent Star Wars and playing Padme, but he isn’t and it’s just so incredible to me.  He’s so humble and grateful of the stuff he’s in and never shows this characteristic attitude shown by actors of how they’ve been wronged just because they’ve been in one bad movie that fans and critics have demolished.

Actors have it hard, but Hayden... all he did was buy a farm and move on with his life.

And he still talks about Star Wars, what a honor it was playing Anakin, and how much of a fan he is as well. 

Mark Hamill is the same.

Man... Mark Hamill and Hayden Christensen are so underrated. I wish we saw more of the them, or that we will anyway. Mostly Hayden anyway. I don’t like how Mark treated Rian Johnson. Mark’s attitude in things with Star Wars seems more aligned with what the fans want, while Hayden seems to respect the creator’s vision while telling fans they can want whatever they want but in the end of the day, art belongs to the person who creates it and what they wanted their art to be. Art is a form of expression by the creator. It’s never about what your fans want, it’s about what you want to bring to the table.

Still both Mark and Hayden are FAR more interesting than Harrison Ford, whose name I just forgot just by talking about Hayden and Mark ONLY because those two can talk about the stuff their in and I’m invested. Ford on the other hand always seems like he just got out of bed and can’t find his thoughts whenever you ask him a question. Maybe it’s old age, idk. But like why in the world to people love actors who are just there for the paycheck? 

I mean where’s the passion? 

I guess life is just about working for the paycheck and we know actors get a buttload. 

Can’t say anything about Ewan. I think Ewan takes his job seriously and he loves Star Wars, I mean he’s the reason Obi-Wan Kenobi became a tv series (even though I feel like the show was unnecessary, I love how it brought back the prequel love and I’m grateful for that.) Ewan is so damn likable, you can’t really say anything negative about the guy. I’m so glad his career has become so diverse over the years. Wish the same was for Hayden, but Hayden has been in some great some and I am sooo gonna bingewatch that shit, once I very very slowly finish some pages on my bullet journal, watch some youtube videos I have open and read some articles too lol.

I also need to start watching some movies on my movie list too.

And clean my room...

#so much to do #just wanted to rant because i saw a video on Harrison Ford at a Star Wars convention #I mean I don't have anything against him hating Star Wars #but I truly wonder #is there any work he has been in that he's genuinely proud of? #And I'm sorry but I don't sympathise with actors who resent their first work they were in that brought them to mainstream #I mean compare that to actors who've been destroyed by a franchise like Hayden who is still grateful for being part of said franchise #despite the ill treatment #and then you look at people like Ford and Jennifer Anniston and Johnny Depp who always say some neg stuff about their first work #or talk about how they want to separate themselves from that character or expand or whatever #like god it's just so self-absorbed and egotistic to me #sorry to judge #but like you are in the mainstream you are relevant precisely because of your first tv shows and movies #like be fucking grateful #i might be being stupid and harsh #but i just don't care for people who are careerists