#For now I'm gonna take the W

[atlas-five]

either Alice is absolutely fucking done for or she's about to tgirl swag her way through The Horrors (As Yet To Be Seen™) and I'm honestly terrified to find out

#tmagp spoilers #the magnus protocol #honestly who knows #basically everything w the archives is a curveball of fuck you <3 #its already bad enough that celia Knows Something For Sure #so Alice getting apollo dogeballed or Also Knowing Something are both possibilities im afraid to see pan out 💀 #there are many theories and im doing my best to refrain from running w any of them yet #only ten episodes in and theres sooooo much information to take in so I'm just gonna mull it all over for now

[sweetbeagaming]

Willow Creek YSAC

(Young Sims Activity Center)

#ok i'll stop annoying yall w this build now lol #i'm gonna take a nap maybe build more later idk #ts4 build #ts4 screenshots #ts4 screenies #ts4 simblr #ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 nocc #ts4 rec center #willow creek #ts4 willow creek #sims build #sims community #sweetbea save

[fisheito]

do u understand. i need them side by side greeting eiden after a long day and i need eiden to suffer emotional whiplash from the subtext of his nickname enunciation

#yakumo is unabashedly. that happy ;w; emoji #and kuya's just like lolololol “eito-san???” girl. he's an insect #eiden: hey!!!!!!! just for that i'm gonna crawl all over u and break into your lighting fixtures. i'll show YOU insect #for the record i still hate kuya's hair #WHY DO YOU TAKE ME SO LONG TO DRAW! WHY!! #idk why but it was 5 in the morning and i was suddenly compelled to draw this #i could not rest until i did #i need kuya making fun of everyone. i need yakumo being completely unaware of kuya's mockery. specifically kuya's #i think i have enough characters hanging around now that i may start tagging them properly #yakumo #kuya #nu carnival

[hood-ex]

I have seen you talking about Dick & Dami's relationship and Dick & Tim as well,but what are your takes on Dick and Jason actually?

Like how you wish their relationship should be portrayed today and where are them missing when it comes to making those two acting like siblings?

Do you think in the past their dynamic was better?

How Dick views Jason and how Jason views Dick?

This is difficult to answer because there are like 8 different stages to Dick and Jason's relationship with various dynamics. They also view each other a bit differently depending on which stage we're talking about.

The way I would like their relationship to be portrayed today isn’t necessarily possible thanks to Jason’s integration into the family and acceptance of the no killing moral code. For me, their ideal dynamic is portrayed in Outsiders #44-46. And I know people are gonna find that regressive as hell but, tbh, that dynamic is far more interesting than the kinda awkward thing they have going on now.

Although, I don't mind that they acknowledge their brotherhood in a serious manner now. Like before they'd kinda be like, "Eh... I mean... we were adopted from the same guy but... brothers? Eh..." And now they're more firmly in the, "We're brothers," camp. So that development is interesting.

Character progression wise, it wouldn't feel right for for them to be super close in the way that, say, Dick and Tim are (unless we saw a lot of trust and relationship building between them), but at the same time, there is part of me that kind of wants them to have that older sibling bond (except Jason is closer in age to Tim than he is to Dick sooo actually let's just leave older sibling things to Dick and Cass... not that Cass is much older than Jason though so LOL this is why Dick has to lone the oldest sibling thing by himself... which is funny because Dick is technically no longer the oldest sibling, he's a baby brother now... except Dick and Melinda's relationship really hasn't progressed much sooo you could say they share blood but don't consider each other family yet, in which case, Dick is still the oldest... I mean, regardless, Dick is the oldest sibling of the Waynes... god why did they have to make all of this so difficult 😫).

#jason's like blerghhh dad always loved you best. but also hey we should work together bc you're a killer like me #and then jason's also like hey dick you were the most amazing thing i've ever seen and idk you're cool but i won't say that to you #and then he's also like hey dick i've got girl advice for you and i also need your opinion on my hair. oh now bane is trying to kill us #and then he's also like oh you got amnesia? i don't give a fuck about you and maybe i'll kill you #and he's also like oh you trust me? okay well... we're brothers and i'm gonna save you #and then dick's like oh hey kid call me if you need me. oh you died? i am literally devastated i'm so sorry #and he's also like wow you're very good at what you do but i don't trust you... okay but i trust the intel you're giving me sooo.... #and then he's like why the fuck are you dressing like me and killing people?? quit doing stupid shit!! #and then he's like jason what the fuck are you doing--let me help you!! #and then he's like kinda indifferent to jason but jason is still Ugh this family is stupid why am i here #and then dick's like ofc i'm gonna come help you if you need me but also this is awkward af and things are weird between us so bye #except not bye because i'm staying here to help you and your team #and then dick's like i'm being controlled by joker so i'm gonna kill yoooou #and then he's like eh i trust you and i'm gonna help you bc we're brothers but you literally wrecked bruce's car you numbskull #and then he's like you're doing dumb shit and i have to take you down but oh thanks for not letting the train kill me #and then they're both like meh we're doing shit w the batfam even though neither of us should be here rn #and yeah that's how it goes. that's. literally it. writers cannot keep their relationship consistent in the long term #Dick Grayson #Jason Todd #relationship analysis #anon

[synonymroll648]

"And she [Sophie] couldn't help noticing how good he [Keefe] smelled—like wind and salt air and something a little citrusy."

hey guys remember when on page 646 of stellarlune shannon confirmed that keefe is a bit fruity (/hj)

#kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #kotlc shitpost #keefe sencen #soph ty for giving us this detail while you were off being a sophie-koala <3 #(sophie-koala is now a term used in canon once so far and i am taking it and RUNNING) #sokeefe #because this is from the sokeefe chapter we've all heard about by now (42) #but also. the fact that he smells like wind and salt air and something a lil citrusy? #using that for at LEAST one keefitz fic #actually that's just gonna be a staple detail about keefe for me now. keefitz sokeefitz sokeefe something else i WILL use a similar #description to this no matter what. keefe absolutely WOULD smell like oranges. to me. #just because i love the idea of him going from eating oranges to use the peel for a smiley face the way kids love to do in elementary #to do it for that and because he just likes the fruit #salt air is pretty self explanatory because he likes the ocean but like. wind? #i'm pretty sure the context in this one is that he was off flying w/ silveny but. i love the idea that he ALWAYS smells like wind #like wind in your hair on a roadtrip like wind whipping against your clothes in a summer thunderstorm like wind blowing through lonely #hilltops like wind trying to catch you when you're falling off a cliff knowing damn well it won't save you but trying anyway #wind is never here to stay. keefe's never here to stay. he's wired to always be on the move #keefe being equated w/ wind is just. yes #damn i kinda derailed from keefe being a fruit but. he can be both guys i promise

[avelera]

I know everyone is writing "Hob rescues Dream from Burgess" fic but like, what if I also wrote one, huh? What about that?

#hob gadling #dreamling #the sandman #maggie's writing progess #I've got 2000 words of a very telling heavy prologue but I think I can start couching in scenes now that I've got the preamble out of the w #what if Hob became an occultist to try to track down Dream after their fight #what if that put him in just the right place to rescue Dream? #idk it's the one take I haven't seen so I'm gonna take a stab at it we'll see

[automatonknight]

some wips(that i probably won’t finish sigh!!)+doodles :3

#mostly because firealpaca fucked me overrrr!!!! raaaaahhh!!!! #learning to draw in krita will probably take me a minute too so take these for now!!! #art #body horror #body horror tw #i'm not gonna tag it w/ any media i think because there's fuckin. everything in here #that guy with a laptop in its lap is meee ^__^ i drew it to comfort myself but it truned out cute so you can have it :3 #and more me! as a cardassian also!!! yay #but mostly walenty..... #and there's an izzy here and toby...that izzy one i might just. start over in krita tbh because it's a banger #and i guess an updated werething design?? i hardly draw it anyways so XP

[raiiny-bay]

they've come a long way

#i've been meaning to remake the original monster boyz post for sooo long #when i first made that edit they were essentially just dhes & kel in costume #like. i honestly didn't want to write any lore for the mbz for a long time #but the lore practically wrote itself #they sort of just naturally evolved into who they are now #& now that i have lore for them i have so many edits & story stuff i want to do with them that i literally cannot keep up #i have a literal list of shit i wanna make & do w them & i just do not have the time to do any of it!! #it's gonna take me all of next year to get through this list!! #they're like. genuinely my favorite lil guys #i'm glad i joined simblr bc i never would have made them otherwise #i never had any interest in apocalypse stories or even horror for that matter #i mean. i like horror movies but as far as writing goes i was always more of a slice of life kinda person #y'all have opened my eyes to the horrors #(in a good way) #n e way. i do plan on making a few lore/story related posts at some point #i have NOT forgotten about the boys' origin stories. i just don't have tiiiiime #rainyrambles

[jendoe]

okay it has been. Months. BUT i wanted to pop in since today is my birthday and let yall know how much i've appreciated the patience and kindness that's been shown to me this year 🫶 i am really proud of myself for getting here and i can only thank the wonderful people in my life for it 🤧 so lots of love from ME to all of you and also here's a picture of my fosters bc i Have been doing things in my absence

#*ajtxt #their names are fruitcake and moonpie and yes if you know me i Am bad allergic but its fine #more updates is i'm down to one therapy session a month and i'm now the office manager for my job. tho things are Real Slow rn #and ig i went blonde but it'll be blue. eventually. bc i dyed it blue in like september and decided thats my color #idk i'm just taking it day by day and its still not Easy but i'm starting to actually feel like myself again #which is again thanks to all the love and support 🫶 i love yall im so serious #im gonna try to post more in the new year just please continue to be patient w me #bc i missed out on SO much and its a little daunting #mwah

[khaotunq]

The window is open because that's how Nick exited the caravan. Obviously after Ray just wandered in they realised they should probably lock a door for once in their lives but then Sand put the key in his pocket and that way lay danger with Ray "don't take me up on the threesome i'll cry" Pakorn around so Nick just Kobe'd himself out of the window.

Obviously.

#also 3 boys in a tiny bed? shit's gonna get s w e a t y #someone is going to have half consciously sat up and shoved it open #and also folded ray's jacket over the sill because it being at the end of the bed was annoying #catch me outside doin backflips to explain away perceived continuity errors xoxo #it's not a continuity error if there's a several hour time gap #it just means characters have existed in the space #or something #i'm coherent #i'm not sure why i'm taking this so seriously #unfortunately i couldnt figure out how to dopdle nick leaping over sandray and out of the window. #adventures in ofts #i'll stop now

[mintjeru]

don’t go where i can’t follow

open for better quality || no reposts || ID under the cut || ko-fi

[Image description: A 4 page comic of Xiao and Aether that takes place right after the Archon Interlude II quest cutscene.

On the first page, Xiao emerges from The Chasm and glances to the side, sensing Zhongli’s presence. Aether approaches and asks, “Xiao! Are you okay?”

The second page consists of dialogue with panels focusing on Xiao and Aether. “You aren’t hurt anywhere, are you?”  asks Aether as he puts his hand on Xiao’s shoulder. “Even if it’s a small injury, we shouldn’t ignore it-” Xiao turns away and replies, “I’m okay, Aether. Really.”

On the third page, Aether starts, “Seriously, you...” A series of panels depict Xiao turning to look at Aether. The final of these panels shows his eyes wide in shock. The majority of the page portrays Aether, staring directly at Xiao with tears dripping down his face. A hand clenched into a fist is raised to his chest, while the other rests on his lap. “Don’t ever do something like that again,” he says.

The fourth page begins with a sparkling teardrop falling down. “I’m sorry,” Xiao says. “I won’t.” At the bottom of the page, Xiao and Aether sit on the ground as they hug. They are small compared to the scenery of The Chasm.]

#xiao #aether #xiaoaether #genshin impact #genshin #fanart #myart #comic #this can be interpreted as ship or platonic it's up to you! #so this is actually a product of a weird drawing ability boost #like sometimes you draw and suddenly it all looks good? but it only lasts for a day or two #i'm literally in love w/ the perspectives i used i still can't believe i drew that #also oops the way i drew crying for the first time in a while and my first thought was how aether looks pretty when he cries #i have many feelings about this quest. as you can see. #i have not shut up about it to my friends for days #ty hyv for providing me with such good xiao content #i love him to the ends of the earth #and now. i'm gonna take a break haha i've been drawing nonstop for about a day

[brookheimer]

okay. i need to rewatch the episode probably but i think my current feeling is that i like most of it a lot (rome, ken, the siblings not getting ceo, etc), think the tom ceo makes sense from a logical/character perspective but not sure how i feel about it from a broader more thematic lens (altho i'm leaning towards fine with it), and am very mixed on shiv's ending because i think it's well-conceived and meaningful from a broader thematic lens (shiv becomes her mother, the cycle always repeats, etc) but doesn't quite make sense to me from a logical/character one -- it could've worked, it could've worked brilliantly, but it was far too rushed and forced. it makes sense as an ending for shiv, but not her next step. i'm largely talking about her decision to return to tom, not her decision to vote against kendall (which i think should've been executed better and given more space but can understand given her character, mostly). i'm fine with it as an ending for shiv, but what i'm struggling to stomach is the way it played out -- it didn't feel like a choice the shiv we know would've made. it's an ending that makes sense thematically and for her character arc, but not a decision that makes sense for her character at present. that's kinda where i'm at right now

#long shiv post talking ab this upcoming lol #bc so far i haven't seen like any shiv takes i've actually agreed with #it's either entirely anti ending or pro ending #whereas like. to me the ending works as an ending for the character. it's tragic dark devastating but it works and works well #but shiv making that choice does not make sense for where she is right now. it was rushed writing that forced an ending on her #that would be a satisfying ending but not a satisfying character choice and thus NOT a super satisfying ending #could've been EXTREMELY satisfying. but shiv wasn't there yet. her fatal flaw is blowing up good situations when she feels she's being #disrespected -- she's respect > power when it comes down to it #even tho she thinks she wants power more she NEEDS respect and is unable to stay quiet or make the smart choice in the face of disrespect #or men thinking they're superior etcetcetc. so her making a choice that allots her power (wife of CEO) but is the singular least respecting #outcome imaginable (meekly returning to your husband who betrayed you and stole the job you've been fighting for your entire life right out #of your grasp alongside your closest ally/flirt guyfriend who tapped him to do it explicitly to fuck you over because you're a pregnant #woman and thus inferior to the man who inseminated you -- and EVERYONE KNOWS ALL OF THIS! everyone knows you're the daughter of #the previous CEO and on two separate instances were meant to be CEO and now the weak man you married publicly betrayed you TWICE #but you still meekly return to him and place your hand in his and have his baby like the good pawn you are...) #that does not make sense for shiv. if we saw some development on the power > respect front or had a few more scenes or episodes developing #shiv as someone who would choose to become her mother (powerful and rich yet a disrespected pawn) over literally anything else #given her fundamental fear of being disrespected than maybe this would've made sense. it could be a great meaningful devastating ending #but it's one that just does not track for shiv as we know her right now. #ok tags got long as always sorry LOL i'm gonna write a longer thing explaining my hashtag thoughts bc i haven't seen much i agreed w on thi #front yet oops. ok bye 4 now tee hee #succession #succession spoilers #casey shut the fuck up about shiv roy

[moe-broey]

WAAAHH I GOT HER BANGS ANF HAIR BEING PULLED BACK PERFECT......... although I'm not sure how to attach everything now 🤔

#wip #WAS gonna post pics after all the hair was sewn on but. look at her bangs boy (i'm really happy w them!!!!!!) #ALSO HUGE. HER HEAD SHAPE IS COMPLETELY FIXED NOW!!!!!!!!!! she was so flat and blocky before 😭😭😭😭 #i also gotta figure out how i wanna do the gradient w textiles. i have pink felt but i think i might have more options too #but i do also gotta consider how i'm doing it on alfonse as well... like i'm sure it'd be easy to experiment on blonde/yellow #but trying to get a much lighter highlight on a dark color. i do think felt is the go-to option #it'll take some trial and error i'm sure! 🫡 #sharena #my art #plush tag

[gregoftom]

ok thank GOD we survived another week CMON TOM GIRL THAT’S IT. okay well here’s my tg two cents since i’ve finished the episode. 

so here’s the thing. i seen a post or two really crushing their rs down to bare bones basic cynicism it’s only about what they can do for each other businesswise and i gotta say, kids could you lighten up a little? tom wasn’t especially nice to greg this episode or anything, but i don’t think he was like. awful? or anything? he’s exhausted and stressed ofc he’s gonna snap, and ofc he’s not going to like greg being distracted and not paying full attention to him when they’re alone together and he specifically made sure no one else was there. he let greg go to the funeral first even though we Know he feels safer when greg goes in to things like this with him [re: logan’s wake] and ofc he’s gonna need greg going to bat for him to mencken making sure to repeatedly mention tom and putting what he’s learned into putting tom forward and while i get that it can suck not to see some sort of appreciation towards greg i mean, was it really that bad?

did he throw anything at him? did he call him any cruel names? did he bully him specifically beyond what he might say to other atn employees? did he do anything from his old ways except for order greg around?

no. and see, tom is probably very insecure at this point. what does he have to offer greg, except his love? and where has he been before where his love has been rejected? where it’s not been good enough? where it’s not been respected? so he’s gonna order greg around bc he wants to give a show of, see i’m still your superior and i can still take care of you i promise!! even though they both know full well that greg outranks him by now. if greg reaches a point in power and prosperity rivalling or even surpassing shiv then, oh boy here we go again! i’ve got nothing to offer you but my love and it won’t be good enough, just like last time. 

tom has all these grandiose ideas of romantic runaways, leave this life behind and come with me but regardless of everything going on, for him personally it’s not as simple as that. he doesn’t see a worth to the other person unless he can give them protection or give them something in return. with shiv i think he figured that great sex, being servile to her and helping her rise to power to gain his own at the same time is what kept it going. and then after that falls apart he has his love. but the type of love he wants to give is not what shiv wants or responds to i believe. that’s not a slight on her it’s just. i don’t see them being able to work at least not without a lot of personal and marriage therapy and like. i don’t think either of them would go for that. he also has these very traditional ideas of a relationship i feel, and the way that he justifies his feelings towards greg is to make a joke out of it, go along with the whole disgusting brothers bit [which personally i think is Only referring to them being each other’s wingmen in scoring, which is interesting considering what shiv said about it and how annoyed she got about greg, bringing him up by name so i’m not exactly sure how much “scoring” was done, at least with women lmfao] add a splash of internalised homophobia, etc. and i think shiv, understandably, due to her repeated experiences of misogyny pushes back against that.

hear me out. it’s actually GOOD for tom to act the way he did towards greg in contrast to how he did to shiv! mattmac has said COUNTLESS times that tom is afraid of shiv. we’ve seen him with a black eye caused by her [before anybody starts i KNOW he flicked her ear and that was NOT cool, but let’s not forget this] and mm commented on how he changes his voice to a higher pitch around her, both in servitude and in being afraid. he’s on eggshells around her. the balcony fight was the first time we saw that not being the case. yeah i get that it’s disappointing to see him backtrack slightly with shiv, be kind to her and not to greg. to see him have to get permission from her to do things like sleep in contrast to with greg, where his basic needs are just met instead of begged for. but he’s NOT backtracking with greg! he’s NOT reverting to previous behaviours with him! and he’s being his honest true self with him!

yes okay he’s snapping at greg! he hung up on him! he’s ordering him around! but he’s insecure; of course he is, he probably thinks greg will walk! greg has gravitated to power repeatedly, why shouldn’t tom be afraid that his feelings for greg aren’t enough to keep him loyal to him, esp when those feelings have not been enough before? yes greg has proven himself a couple of times but cycles and fears are hard to break! we already have “you’ll do it with matsson and not with me?” paired with “i want YOU gregging for me!” like, what more do you need? tom wants to present as still in control and at point where he has the right to tell greg what to do because he wants to show he can make good on their deal, not knowing that greg actually cares about him personally too [which we know for a fact because he goes so mf hard for tom and has done ever since the deal in 3.09. it is not just about gain and i think we can see that’s a fact by now. what leverage does tom have that he could maintain?]

i’m not about to say that the business side of their relationship doesn’t exist at all. i’m not about to say that greg will not use tom, or tom will not use greg. i’m not about to say there’s no negative or manipulative parts of their relationship. but to reduce it to simply this, is just not true. there’s much, much more to it than that. i guess i get a little defensive on this part bc i hate a mlm pairing being lessened to just a joke, or not to be taken seriously, or well pack it up guys, because it didn’t mean anything and was Only a way for the both of them to get ahead and that’s all it ever was.

nah. it wasn’t just that, sorry. and i know the show will probably ditch them, i’m not gonna say succ will let them run off into the sunset. this ain’t my first rodeo. i’ve been in fandom for like 17 years, i know the game, i know how it works. i know tom/shiv is probably endgame in the long run. but i’m just saying, y’all gotta stop reducing it to something so minimal when clearly the dynamic between them captured not only shippers, but general audiences around the globe. i guess i don’t like when ppl contribute to letting the show give it a back seat and give in to it trying to really demean it to less than it actually was. bc we know and THEY know that it was deeper than that. honestly i have a feeling jesse might’ve been held back by hbo judging by the scripts, plus we know there was a lot of shit cut for time, but i digress.

i’ve been saying this for a while now, but if tom and greg are still in each other’s lives in some way by the end of the show, there’s always hope for tg. they don’t have to kiss or declare their love. it’s not as though it’s never been done with a het ship before, take x files mulder and scully for example. yes i know they were eventually “canon” to the point they were in a relationship, but not for years! years! and even then at one point they broke up but were still in each other’s lives with the chance to find each other again and reconcile, which they did!

tom and greg just have to be able to reach other in some capacity, for it to be a possibility. and we have creators in the community to explore how that would work.

<3

#tomgreg #SORRY THIS IS SO FUCKING LONG #but i'm. como se dice....... a lil bit pressed!!!!! #the show is probably gonna have me eating my words but idc i'll take the l. i'll be satisfied as long as i get the base i wanted #now to get some lunch and then continue w my next tg art wheeeee

[forestofsprites]

that's the third department that's asked me to undertake their masters program 🧍🏼

#AND IT'S WONDERFUL #AND EACH OFFER HAS COME FROM SOMEONE VERY HIGH UP WHO I RESPECT BEYOND BELIEF #but i wasn't gonna come back next year #but they all want me to stay #i've had an offer from religious studies - 2 from history- and now 1 from anth #and the offer from anth is FOR the franklin expedition #by the dude leading research #HE'S ASKED ME TO A MASTERS UNDER HIM #AND IT'S BRILLIANT #BUT I WASN'T GONNA COME BACK NEXT YEAR #realizing that i'm smart and having professors go hey. you are smart and your research is not only valuable #but WANTED??? #oh man #i wasn't gonna come back... i was gnna go back to the uk.... do it there..... #but i know my profs here... id love to work w them.... ohhhaaj #i was gnna take a year off #bc i've been dying a lot #and i guess i don't know when this treatment will fail and i'll start dying again #so maybe i should just do it

[welcometogrouchland]

raine theowlhouse? I've never seen the show but they are so shaped

[ID: two variations on a drawing of Raine Whispers from the owl house. They're depicted from the waist up and have their arms folded, smiling widely with closed eyes. Text next to them in both versions reads "no biney? I sure hope it does". In the first image Raine is coloured with their regular palette and edited over top a nonbinary flag. In the second version they're coloured with the palette of the nonbinary flag. End ID]

Marina I love you thank you for indulging me. You're right they ARE so shaped.

(EDIT: THE FUCKING READMORE KEPT SCREWING THINGS UP so have this uncut doodle of the old gays trio. God)

[ID: a cropped sketch based on the misery by maroon 5/CPR by cupcakke/Reese's puffs mashup from TikTok. Raine is depicted under the lyrics of Misery, Eda under the lyrics for CPR, and Lilith under the lyrics of Reese's puffs. Raine is coloured in Red, Eda in Gold, and Lilith in Teal. End ID]

#the owl house #toh #raine whispers #pride icons #pride headcanons #THIS GAVE ME A LOT OF TROUBLE I couldn't get their face right and was unsatisfied w/ the pallette on both versions #but i futzed with it a bit and kept shading and now I'm like. it's alright and i don't think any of the things i dislike abt it- #-are immediately visible to the average observer #also decided I'm just gonna post these guys all at once (ish- it takes me a while to draft these) #and then give em a couple of nudge rbs and just. let them sit? idk I'm out of practice posting art on here it's fine #ALSO PLEASE LOOK AT THE DOODLE UNDER THE CUT I didn't include it in the main body because most ppl don't like longer posts #but it's funny and you should look at it #it's SOO funny to me Raine was spending s2b thinking ''i have to keep eda safe...but we're being torn apart for the cause...angst'' #meanwhile edas calling them a nerd on fantasy instagram and lilith is going on time travel adventures with her niece #it's funny! the clawthorne sisters said fuck it we ball!