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omni-scient-pan-da · 1 year

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I posted 3,305 times in 2022

216 posts created (7%)

3,089 posts reblogged (93%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@jo-the-nerd

@emo-bi-mess

@the-starlight-papers

@sandersstudies

@that-one-bi-wizard

I tagged 1,142 of my posts in 2022

#panda posts - 283 posts

#panda practices patience - 122 posts

#bsd - 81 posts

#bungo stray dogs - 80 posts

#unreality - 41 posts

#sskk - 29 posts

#the all knowing panda answers questions - 26 posts

#the bad guys - 26 posts

#monster prom - 25 posts

#shadow and bone - 24 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#and you'll look back on this moment and wish you could tell yourself that things will be okay but this is your sign now to know that you're

My Top Posts in 2022:

WYLAN IN COSTUME GRISHAVERSE NATION HOW ARE WE FEELING???

199 notes - Posted September 24, 2022

LOOK AT MY BOYYYYY

See the full post

220 notes - Posted September 24, 2022

Y'know what, fuck it

*yearns for a platonic polycule again*

241 notes - Posted February 23, 2022

I assume hell has fanfiction, because there's some really terrifying fanfictions out there and y'know it's hell

And the Goetia Family is hell's royal family so like they're a pretty public figure

And we're all aware of how many rpf fics there are out there, y'know stuff about the players in mcyt, one direction, political figures, hockey players etc

So in hell there's probably more right?

You see where I'm going with this?

Therefore, there are probably fics about the Goetia family written in hell

And if you have fics about Y/N being sold to One Direction on earth

... you most definitely have fics about Y/N being sold to the Goetia family in Hell

Blitz was literally sold to the Goetia family

Blitz lived out a fanfiction trope

327 notes - Posted July 31, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Fuck having a cishetallo typical romance, I want whatever the hell qpr Aziraphale and Crowley have with each other

Do they like each other romantically? Platonically? Somewhere in the middle? Who knows, but at the end of the day, they always come back to each other, no matter how long they spend apart

Isn't that beautiful? That's all I want in life is a love like that

618 notes - Posted September 30, 2022

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lunarmochi · 2 years

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accidentally made myself cry backreading messages with them.

i even told myself "hey don't backread that's bad for you!" but i couldn't resist.

i miss it. i miss them. i know this feeling is going to go away later but fuck, if it doesn't hurt right now. i miss the feeling of being so openly loved in front of other people. i miss the feeling of talking about our future together, as if it was something set in stone. i miss the feeling of being able to freely call them nicknames without treading too close to the line of friends. i miss having a significant other, but mostly a significant other that was them in particular.

maybe there are other fish in the sea, but some fish are infinitely more unforgettable than others.

as shameful as it is to admit that i'm someone that experiences romantic attraction, there are some feelings i can't get by simply being friends. there are some needs i cannot fulfill without a romantic relationship or qpr. GOD i haven't acknowledged it much, but being around so many aroace people makes me feel ashamed to be allo romantic. it's not anyone's fault, but mine for internalizing all these built-up feelings. i shouldn't be ashamed to experience romantic attraction!! it's a part of what makes me me. but at some point, it feels like experiencing these things makes me less than. like wanting romantic love is a disgusting thing. like i should force myself to be fulfilled by platonic love and self love.

this got off-topic, didn't it? maybe someday i'll get to a place where i don't yearn for what i used to have, but instead cherish the things i still have. even if they're few in number.

it's times like this that i genuinely think "perhaps i'm not made for love at all" and that no one could ever love me with all my baggage. after all, baggage doesn't ever go away, does it? all of this will stay with me.

god, i feel like shit.

#vent #i wish i had more self control

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