#Easy and simple hairstyles of relaxed hair

[judasgot-it]

Kaldo x Reader - Can I kiss you?

Side note - WHEN IS HE GETTING HIS ANIME EPISODES are not ENOUGH IMAGES OF HIM OMG

word count - 1.5 k

It first started when you were paired up for potions class, paired up with the mysterious boy from the powerful Ghenna family.

You heard a lot about him, how he was excellent with fire magic - how he was guranteed the position of the Fire Cane, just like his mother before him had. Everyone had known this about him though, he wasn't exactly hard to spot, with his rather noteable hairstyle and weird hobby of carrying a giant sword with him.

“So, is it true that you put honey on your sushi?”

His face stayed concentrated, trying to remain hard at the task at hand - his hand expertly waving his wand as if he had done this spell thousands of times before. He probably had, considering his lineage and all. You didn't even bother to participate, seeing as he had rather handled it all himself.

“Where did you hear that?” His voice was deep for you would have thought, rather smoothe and thick than what his stature gave the impression of. Kind of like honey. Ironic.

“I heard it from your roommate. But do you?“ You had taken your nails and started to draw simple patterns on the desk, making little animals made of light that danced along the wood. They entertained you in the lieu of the awkward silence.

”So what if I do? It's not weird.“

He had mumbled the last word, his closed eyelids twitching as he somehow watched your 'group project' bubble over into a perfect reaction. It was an easy A, wasn't it.

“No, it's not. I think it's kind of cute how sweet you like everything, actually.”

You had gone back to watching your little light animals dance around each other, too distracted too see how Kaldo's face flushed. That had been the first time he had heard himself be called 'cute' let alone his 'weird' eating habits.

It was something about being called that, in his mind, would never be replacable.

-

After that project, what you had once known as the rather intimidating 'kid from the Ghenna family' had become some weird shadow that wouldn't leave your side no matter what you did.

Even when he became the Fire Cane, or when you had both graduated - he hadn't ever left your side, running back to you every moment he could.

He was still cute, drenching his sushi in honey every chance he got. Although now he was half a foot taller and had a new outfit, it still made you giggle watching him eat with honey smeared all over his face.

“Kaldo, you kind of look like a cute bear.” Reaching over, you wiped the honey off of his face with your thumb, giving it a taste yourself. It was strangly salty as well, although that was probably blamed by the mixed-in soy sauce.

”Wh' d' m'een k'nd 'f?“ Whatever Kaldo had said, you didn't understand a word of it. Simply nodding, you went and took a sip of your water, watching as he had no trouble swallowing the swathes of honey and bits of fish in his mouth.

“You know, Y/n - you've always called me cute.“

He was serious, facing his entire body towards you. His posture was relaxed, although you've known him long enough to see how his eyebrows crinkled in a sort of nervous tension.

“Do you ever…mean, anything by that?“

The pearl haired man swallowed nervously after saying this, trying to stay calm as his eyes watched for your reaction. You simply blinked back, taking all of him in at the moment.

The Fire Cane, one of the most powerful magic users in the continent, was torn to shreds by flirting. His face said it all to you.

”Kaldo, what do you think I mean by it.“

He looked down to his plate as if it was the most interesting thing in the world - as if the well dead fish had miraculously could answer for him.

“Um. I don't know, it's why I asked. I've been wondering, it just seems, you know…“

”You know? What?“ A smirk pulled across your face as Kaldo struggled to say the word out loud. Romantic. Like a child who just learned a naughty word and was too scared to hear it out loud.

Maybe you should go easy on him, though. Afterall, you did like him. Even if he was taken down so easily by mere words, it seemed. And had more than strange tastes.

”I'm flirting with you. I've been doing it since highschool, actually. Did you just notice?”

The great Fire Cane himself had curled into himself, his tall figure trying to hide into bar seat as best as he could. It didn't work, but seeing a peak of his bright red face and mock of white hair was more than entertaining for you.

It took him a while to bring his composure back, his face still flushed and his posture still taught as he looked down at you. Hard to believe he could be embarrassed so easily.

”So does that mean you like me?“

”I thought it was obvious. Do let anyone else lick honey off of your face?“

”No, but you aren't just anyone.“

Kaldo tried to keep his face serious despite how his embarrassment was still very evident on his face.

”And what do you mean by that?“

You leaned over, your nose almost touching his as you enjoyed watching him fall apart at the realization. He only leaned away slightly, not enough to have your shoulders no longer touch his chest though.

His body was warm, even through his layers of clothes. It made you press up closer against him, continueing your teasing tirade. You had never gone this far before, and you could feel your own blush creep along your cheeks as you felt his hand brush along the back of your neck, pulling you closer-

”Are you going to pay for that, sir?“

The both of you jumped, staring at the disgruntled chef who was glaring at Kaldo's honey covered sushi. His eye's were dark and cold as he watched the two of you awkwardly unentangle from one-another - you even having to scoot back into your chair, after having almost sitting in Kaldo's lap for that near kiss.

You were now the one embarassed, trying to hide your face by staring at the table and hoping no one would notice as Kaldo smoothely paid for both of your orders, as if it made what happened between the two of you any better.

It did not, as the chef's eyes were still felt even as you walked far out of his line of sight.

-

”You know, we should do this again sometime.“

The two of you were walking the same as you always had, side by side - Kaldo slowing his steps to match yours, while you stayed just close to his shoulder, letting his mere status clear your path.

“That chef was so mad at us, though!” You were still freaked out about the look in his eyes - how you had almost kissed Kaldo, had it not been for that guy. You could still imagine the warmth of his gloved hand along your neck, and it made you feel even colder as the wind blew against your face.

Kaldo just laughed, wrapping an arm around your shoulders and pulling you closer to his side. His confidence had returned, the embarrassment from earlier only seen by the small blush still visible in his cheeks.

”No, I mean, this. I think we should go out again. Like this.“ He shook your shoulders for emphasis, groaning as if to shake sense in your head.

”We do go out like this.“ You were fighting a blush on your cheeks, as well as trying to keep your walking even with his as he pressed his weight on top of yours. He was heavier than it seemed.

”No, but not in this way. Telling each other things, and when before the chef came over. It's nice.“

”Do you just want to kiss me?“

Kaldo blinked his eyes open, staring right at you. His face had turned into the same color as the ribbons in his hair, although you were not one to talk - saying that sentence had made you so weak in the knees you had started to rest your weight against Kaldo's chest, greatful he worked out.

His arm pulled you in closer by the shoulders, forcing you to stop in your tracks. His eyes nearly glowed in the dim streetlights, scanning your every feature.

“I can't help it. You look kissable.”

“Well, I was going to kiss you before, wasn't I? So do it now.“

He didn't need to be told twice, his gloved hand taking your face and pressing it against his. It was messy, your noses mashed against one another and his teeth gnashing against your lips.

You took your hand to card through his ivory hair, thumbing over the red ribbon holding it all together. You gave yourselves room to breathe, and moved against his frozen face as you tried to salvage the awkward kiss.

Kaldo pulled away first, heaving a large breath and eyes wide and blown out. He looked as if he had ran a marathon in that moment.

You tried to catch your breath as well, gaining your footing again as you still felt his warm body pressing against yours. It was either that or the kiss, that had started to make you sweat.

”That was great.“ Kaldo looked insane, coming down from a high that had essentially left breathless. His hair was messy, and his face was broken into one of the widest smiles you had seen in a while.

Sorry y'all, not my best but I think there's some demon that's taken over me and it made me write for Kaldo. Also sorry to the Mashle community.

#mashle x reader #kaldo gehenna x reader #kaldo x reader #kaldo x you #kaldo gehenna x you #mashle x you #kaldo gehenna

[basilly]

𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐒 𝐏𝐓. 𝟐

|| ➼ where they react to you playing with their hair

characters: kuroo, kageyama, kenma, akaashi, & osamu

warnings: none! pure fluff

a/n: highly requested! part one here !

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ osamu takes this in as his guilty pleasure. he used to think that it was just a simple gesture until you begun to play with his hair. he wouldn't even ask for it because of his pride, only laying his head near where you are sitting so you would do it automatically.

he groans in disappointment when you stop- "come on, five more minutes please?" he loves being around you and frowns everytime you have to part. he won't admit he loves it, but he knows he's addicted.

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ kuroo was a little taken back at first, wondering what you were doing. it's a nice surprise though, he finds it calming. being the jokester that he is, he says something like "hey this gorgeous hairstyle isn't easy to acchieve, be careful". he closes his eyes in comfort as you scroll on your phone in the other.

in reality he doesn't really care what you do to his hairstyle, he loves physical touch. after you stop he will drag you to the couch or bed for even more cuddles, trapping you within his toned arms.

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ kageyama freezes up a bit, but quickly relaxes. as a child he found comfort in his mom patting and playing with his hair, so he immediately loves it when you do it. when he asks you to do it when he's stressed, he's so nervous and twiddling his fingers.

he will unconciously frown when you pause to text someone back. he gently nudges you to signal you to continue. the frown immediately disappears when you continue, leaving a cute smile that you can't resist placing a kiss on.

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ kenma starts to get drowsy and ends up taking a nap. when he's struggling to fall asleep he will plop down next to you, head in your lap so you could run your fingers through his hair. he looks so peaceful, as if he hadn't been up for the past 32 hours.

sometimes you will end up braiding his hair, to which he admires and leaves in when he wakes up. he just feels so safe, looking up at you when he wakes up and smiling before snuggling into you more and falling back asleep.

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ akaashi smiles softly back up at you as you thread your fingers through his dark hair, intently listening about your day. he is the best active listener and does not interrupt. he gently presses his cheek against your other hand that is cupping his face.

he takes this time to observe all your features, subconciously reaching up to gently trace from your browbone down to your cupid's bow. when you ask, all he says is "i'm listening, i just love how you look right now."

#haikyu x reader #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu fanfiction #kuroo x reader #akaashi x reader #osamu x reader #kageyama x reader #kenma x reader #haikyuu fluff #osamu fanfiction #osamu x you #osamu scenarios #kenma fluff #kenma x you #akaashi x you #akaashi fanfiction #akaashi fluff #akaashi drabble #kageyama fluff #kageyama headcanons #kuroo fanfic #kuroo fluff #kuroo headcanons #osamu imagine #basilly

[dailydragon08]

SW OT Gang reacts (Luke & Leia edition): how you do your hair

Requested by @pomplalamoose I would LOVE to hear about what Luke's and Leia's preferred hairstyles are for the reader <33 like what really makes their heart go 🦋🦋🦋🦋

Leia is a sucker for a smart, but practical updo and thinks you look amazing with your hair pulled back from your face. She’s said before it really shows off your cheekbones, jawline, and one of her favorite faces – but if you decide to do Alderaan-style braids, oh Maker, she’s a goner. Especially if you surprise her with them. If she first sees them in public, there’s a flash of shock and her eyes might even get a tiny bit watery before she collects herself so that no one even knows what happened. Later when she asks you why the braids and you explain they’re easy, practical, don’t weigh on your head, make you look polished, and it’s a nod to her culture and you want to help preserve it, she just hugs you tight and holds on for a long time. She doesn’t outright say it, but the fact that you took her lost homeworld into account means the galaxy to her – and she’s excited to teach you all kinds of different braids and bond over doing each other’s hair in the mornings.

Luke will profess that he loves whatever you do with your hair. And although he does mean it, his absolute favorite is when you’re fully relaxed with your hair down and a bit messy. He treasures being one of the few people allowed to see you in this state. Work in the rebellion often requires your hair to be up and out of your face, so at the end of the day – no matter how simple or complicated your updo is – he loves watching you undo it. His eyes always follow how your hair falls down towards your shoulders with the biggest look of awe on his face, even before you get together, and he’s always itching to play with it and run his fingers through it. Once you do get together, he relishes the chance to be able to pull your hair ties or pins out himself and gives the best head massages, and is always complimenting your hair. But if he had to pick a favorite updo, again, he’s a sucker for a bit of a messy look – especially something a bit looser that has some face-framing tendrils out in the front and is always gently brushing them out of your eyes and tucking them behind your ear (sometimes on accident before you get together out of pure impulse – and then of course fumbles over an apology and his entire face, neck, and ears are bright red for several minutes after).

Thanks for the ask! My inbox is open for more!

#star wars #luke skywalker #luke skywalker x reader #star wars x reader #luke skywalker imagine #star wars fanfiction #star wars imagine #luke skywalker fanfiction #leia organa #leia organa x reader #leia organa imagine #leia organa fanfiction #luke skywalker headcanons #leia organa headcanon #ot gang reacts

[i99zhuo]

How to live like yena ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁₊˚⋆ lazy day routine

This is a guide on daily routines inspired by Choi Yena! These routines are ideal to do in a lazy day when your motivation and energy are both low, but you still want to get some things done!

content list (routines):

morning

study

workout

shower and self-care

night

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✸ ꒰ morning routine ꒱⋆ ࣪.* ࣪.⋆

Yena starts her days checking her phone, it's important to not do it immediately after waking up, take some time to remember your dreams or drink water until you're fully awake. Checking social media in the morning can change your mood drastically, so always make sure to detox your socials! Unfollow or block people you don't want on your feed + follow inspiring accounts.

Next step is to get ourselves our favorite sugary drink, although it's not healthy to have this amount of sugar every day, giving ourselves a treat, specially when we are feeling off can't be harmful! (just remember to drink water the rest of the day (;° ロ°)!)

Now it's time to play video games! Choose one that gets you out of bed like just dance or some kind of VR game, if you don't feel like moving because you're sick or have period cramps, you can play a phone game like kartrider rush+.

After having fun, it's time to make chores (っ- ‸ - ς) Yena doesn't really like to do them, she even tricks her older brother Sungmin to do them for her! But still, she ends up doing them anyway ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა some chores you can do is making your bed, clean your room, organize laundry and do the dishes or anything that makes your room clean and functional for the rest of the day.

Time for breakfast! Yena's favorite is inspired by the movie "howl's moving castle", basically it's eggs, bacon, toast and cheese with a cup of tea, if this doesn't seem like your type of breakfast, you can try another recipe based on movies or shows or just one that you've been wanting to try for some time now!

Finally, it's time to get ready! Do your skincare, brush your hair into a comfy hairstyle and only wear comfy clothes. You decide if you want to wear makeup today or not, but if you do, try some new styles or colors to refresh your style, you can even try Yena's makeup looks!

✸ ꒰ study routine ꒱⋆ ࣪.* ࣪.⋆

When we're feeling tired, the last thing we want to do is to study, but sometimes we don't have other option. If you have no other option than study today, you can do a little revision of the content, organize and delay some tasks to do any other day and do some simple things like easy homework, you can listen to your favorite songs to boost your mood!

After this short study session, you can "reward" yourself and watch some kpop content (Yena is a huge kpop fan!) like variety shows your favs appear in, MV's or live presentations.

✸ ꒰ workout routine ꒱⋆ ࣪.* ࣪.⋆

Yena is actually not good at doing heavy workouts, usually she does short routines with Sungmin! So what are we're going to do is a do a 5 min workout for our target area (arms, abs, legs, etc.) or a low impact full body workout!

If you actually feel a little more energetic now, you can do a kpop random dance, these are so fun to play especially if you're a multistan! Or you can try and learn some new choreographies from scratch too.

✸ ꒰ shower + self care routine ꒱⋆ ࣪.* ࣪.⋆

A relaxing bath is always a good idea on a lazy day! First, set the mood with some relaxing music and your favorite scent, then wash your body using a sweet-scented body wash and then use a scrub to soften your skin, for extra soft skin, use a light body lotion after. Only use dry shampoo today, you’re probably too tired to wash and dry it today ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ

After refreshing it's a perfect time to take a break from your phone and do some journaling, search for prompts on Pinterest to see why you were feeling down or lazy today and search for a solution, if you're feeling creative, take some stickers, memo pads and cute pens to start scrapbooking! Listen to some music if you find it too boring.

✸ ꒰ night routine ꒱⋆ ࣪.* ࣪.⋆

Yena starts and ends her days gaming, so get comfy in bed and start playing cute games! Some ideal games to play at night are animal crossing (pocket camp, new horizons, etc.) hello kitty dream café, cooking mama or hello kitty world 2!

Before going to sleep, watch an episode from a kdrama, cartoons or anime! Some recommendations from Yena are saiki k and chainsaw man

don't stay too late tho, you need to sleep well tonight (ᴗ˳ᴗ)💤

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ty for reading!!! I really wanted to do this guide cuz yena is my fav soloist, her style is so cute and i don't see much content about her often + I'm really into routines and self care, but they always require to do so much stuff everyday and i can't help but feel tired after doing them, but then i feel guilty if i don't do them, so i wanted to make a toned down version so I can recharge energy while being productive :3

Remember to always take breaks!!!!!

Next part of these series is going to be about a le sserafim member so stay tuned if you're interested 👀

anyways I think that's all

toodles 🍡

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[mikkokomori]

So I decided to make a list of Sunny coma AU headcanons, tell me what you think.

Sunny has decided to keep his hair long, initially it was out of laziness but after Mari put his hair into pig tails, he came to like it. This inevitability led to all his friends randomly styling his hair, sleepovers, at home, or on the bus his friends all take turns testing out hair styles on him and he quite likes the talks and feeling of friendship from that. Basil tends to use flowers in his hairstyles, Aubrey like to test out braids patterns, Mari usually just does pigtails or a simple ponytail, Kel loves doing buns, and Hero typically just styles it with a comb.

Kel has made up a strict diet and workout routine to slowly build up his strength, Hero’s cooking, and some vegatables that Basil grows helps a lot with this. Kel is pretty careful with pushing Sunny, but Sunny is dusky the one who wants to try to push himself so he can not tire out so quickly.

Mari and Basil get incredibly nervous anytime Sunny sleeps in super long (like 10 or 11 hours), it happens sometimes just because he’s a growing boy but also a easily to tired boy. He often wakes up to Mari sitting next to his bed while reading or something, and at Basil’s home he often finds Basil trying to keep himself busy with watering plants to help with his anxiety alongside glances at Sunny until he wakes up.

The hooligans love having Sunny around just because he’s so calm and nice, it helps that Aubrey noticeably relaxes her guard a bit when he’s able to kept an on eye by her in person. Sometimes Kim also likes to style his hair like Sunny’s main group which Aubrey happily watches.

Sunny is easy to get sick, so all his friends are INCREDIBLY careful doing cold and flu seasons, often.

Sunny being the smallest and thinnest of the friends Is often seen wearing the various hoodies and t-shirts of his friends.

Mari sometimes fears that Sunny secretly resents her but these are often pushed by by Sunny’s constant kindnesses.

Mari has nightmares sometimes out of the guilt, when that happens Sunny usually stays in the same room as her to sleep while or calls the gang over to all have fun together.

Sunny constantly visits Basil to help him with his flowers and hear about all the cool facts he has learned while in his coma, so which Basil enjoys just talking with his best friend like nothing has changed.

Sunny does homeschool from a computer due to his weak health and fear of his parents and Mari of bullies picking on his weak body. Mari who dropped out takes the same program as his, though at a different level since she’s catching up ahead of him, but it allows them to spend more time together, making snacks between homework.

Eepies sleeping

And clothing mashup jumpscare BDHCHDHXB guess which belongs to who!!

#Sunny Coma AU #omori #omori sunny #omori mari #omori aubrey #omori basil #omori hero #omori kel #omori spoilers #thattiredone asks #miko panta #miko talks #miko doodles

[jaynahh]

hi ! can I request albedo and xiao as big brother figures for a child reader, and the reader always asks to braid their hair, or asks for them to braid reader’s hair ? thank you !! english isn’t my first language sorry if this sounded weird </3

Albedo + Xiao and Child!Reader

I'm a guy and never experienced braiding hair, but I tried writing this anyway.

Strictly platonic.

Albedo:

Albedo is quite experienced with braiding his hair, so it's pretty easy doing yours.

He'll sit you down on a chair and quietly braid your hair. If you seem gloomy that day, Albedo would ask you questions like if everything's alright, what you had for breakfast, just simple questions.

When he's done, your hair would look absolutely perfect. Not a single strand of hair poking out, and it looks just like how you imagined it.

If you express how you're happy he did a good job, Albedo would probably bend down to hug you, pat your back, and go along with his day.

If you want to braid his hair, Albedo will have no complaints. He sits down for you to reach his hair, and he's completely still.

When you're done, Albedo will look in the mirror. He thinks it's cute, he thinks you're cute.

Albedo would say something like, "It's beautiful." And if you're lucky enough, he'll say it with a smile. Even if it looks horrible.

He would definitely go walking around in Mondstadt, proud of his braided hair.

Xiao:

Xiao doesn't know how to do anything with hair, not even a hair tye.

Well, he might have some experience. He might've tried doing the other yaksha's hair, but that was way too long ago.

If you insist, and teach Xiao how to braid, then depending how close you are he'll give it a try.

He's nervous the whole time. Xiao worries if he's hurting you, yet his hands are very gentle. It feels like a nice massage.

When he's done, he gets all shy and asks if it's okay. When you reassure him with a smile, Xiao let's out an inaudible sigh of relief.

If you ask to braid his hair, Xiao surprisingly doesn't decline. He'll be very hesitant though, but in the end he'll say yes.

Xiao's very nervous at first, wondering if he's moving too much or if his head is in the wrong angle. After some time, he'll ease up and relax, thinking how nice it feels.

He would say it looks good. He doesn't know how else to compliment it, but he secretly loves it.

Xiao wouldn't go out in public with that hairstyle... But he would do his adeptus duties with it.

He soon finds out that braiding his hair helps him see better when fighting, his hair doesn't get in his face. So, if he wants you to braid his hair, Xiao will look at you from his side while fidgeting with his hair.

#genshin impact x reader #genshin x reader #genshin fluff #genshin platonic #genshin comfort #albedo x reader #albedo fluff #albedo headcanons #xiao x reader #xiao fluff #xiao headcanons

[wonderfulworldofmaeth]

My Name? Oh, it's Van...

Van Cruz

Full name: Vance (Van) Manuel Cruz

Age: 28 years old

Birthday: November 13th

Sexual orientation: Demisexual (Male Leaning)

Pronouns: He/They

Familiar: Jali, the tabby cat

Personality:

Likes: Learning new things by reading, cloudy days, waking up in time to see everyone's morning commute, his eggs over easy and still runny, going to work early so he can come home earlier, freshly ironed clothes, going on coffee runs for his family or workplace, bagels and sweets, lazy afternoons with a good book, slow folkloric music to relax to, buffet restaurants, when the circus comes to town, playing baseball in the park, the dentist, provaleta, rollerskating, organizing documents, doing his friends' taxes, dressing up for Halloween, children, birdwatching, taking walks on the forest trails, painting his nails, playing billiards with his friends, jewelry, playing guitar, shopping in Maeth's retail district, the color purple, helping Marcos in the garage even if he doesn't know anything about automobiles, going to the cinema theater, picnics by Lover's Lake, bow ties, being a guest to parties and gatherings, waiting in line if he's with his friends, visiting the bakery to talk to the owners, long journeys, buying cute and useless bobbles at the antique store.

Dislikes: Hot days, working outdoors in the heat, arrogant or brash men, working long days with no breaks, when people get him expensive gifts he feels like he doesn't deserve, not having fresh produce in the house, having laundry to do on a rainy day, letting his home repairs pile up, neckties that are too long or too short, having too strict of a schedule, wearing suspenders, hosting things at his house, talking about his father or family in general, killing bugs, mowing his grass because it makes his nose runny, the color black, spending a long time in the bath because he gets wrinkly.

Abilities: Van has picked up a few trades here and there and has picked up the reputation of a "do it yourself" type of man. Back in Villa Noche, he's done his fair share of handiwork for pipes, roofs, fences, wagons, and all sorts of other things. He's had to work hard for all his book smarts, but he's incredibly intelligent and dedicated to learning. He becomes a library assistant in Maeth to further his knowledge. He's good at baseball, the most popular sport in Villa Noche. He can cook and bake okay, nothing exceptional. He really likes studying animals, specifically birds.

Favourite food: Ham & cheese empanadas. Provoleta

Favourite drink: Black coffee and Modelos

Favourite flower: The blooms of the Jacaranda tree

Appearance:

Height: 6'0 or 183 cm.

Weight: 140 lbs or 63 kg

Hair: Van has dusty brown hair, thick and silky. It's pretty easy to comb through and almost never tangles. He used to keep it short growing up, but since his decision to leave Villa Noche, he has been growing it long. It's to his shoulders now. He often keeps it back in a ribbon or a satin scrunchy. He likes to experiment with different hairstyles, but most of the time he likes a simple ponytail or his hair down by his shoulders. He has quite a few grey hairs that he's gathered over the years from stress, but now he's just convinced he's greying early. He hopes he doesn't bald too soon.

Eyes: Van has big, deep-set eyes, much like a squirrel. They're chocolate, just light enough to differentiate the iris from the pupil. They glow like maple syrup in the sun. He's got a distinct pair of long, dark lashes, and the skin around his eyes wrinkles when he smiles.

General description: Van is a soft-spoken and empathetic young man. He has a passion for learning both skills and learning about others. He has a host of bad habits he's been trying to unlearn, often struggling with interpersonal relationships between friends who aren't like-minded to him. He's polite and gentle, and he loves to keep in the company of others. Van is very generous and it shows in his everyday life. He is an excellent employee and a caring friend as he will go to great lengths to do more than what is asked of him for people he feels like deserve it.

Van is tall and lanky, sometimes incredibly awkward. He's grown to be more comfortable with himself but still has an awkward walk and a small stammer that stems from his low self-confidence. Van has long skinny legs and thin arms. For a man of many trades, he has quite delicate hands and he likes to keep his nails short. Van has a host of freckles all over his body, lightly washed over his face, but a more intense brown all over his back and arms. Van has thick brows and easily grows a beard, however, he likes to keep it shaved completely or, at the most, keeps a small mustache and stubble.

Van has a large aquiline nose with a distinct bump which is naturally the most distinguishing part of his face. Van's face is defined by high cheekbones and a naturally contoured jaw. His chin is pointed, and he does have a small cleft in the middle. Van has dimples when he smiles, making for a soft, more friendly appearance. Overall, Van is very handsome and his combination of features is quite unique.

Fashion sense: Van isn't overly particular about clothes. He's used to living in a very cold, mountainous region so he's used to dressing warmly. However, once he moves to the more central part of Maeth, he experiments with different styles since the weather is more temperate and isn't as limiting. For the most part, Van enjoys a denim pair of jeans, loose or tight fighting, with a long-sleeved shirt or a sweater of some type. He likes to layer, but always ends up rolling his sleeves to his elbows. He really loves an oversized cardigan. Van usually sports leather or vinyl boots on a daily basis. Sometimes for a more casual look, Van likes cork sandals. Van comes to find that he likes sneakers and is impressed with Central Maeth's wide variety of shoe stores and shoe styles.

A brief look into his life:

Occupation: During his years in Villa Noche, a small village in mountainous Souther Maeth, Van was a sheep and livestock herder like his father. He'd go around doing odd jobs for extra cash since he barely saw any take home from his and his father's work. Upon moving to Central Maeth, Van saw an opportunity for learning and decided to apply as one of the library assistants. He wasn't particularly well-versed in books, but he brought to the table an eagerness and willingness to learn and help others. He often goes to Maeth's primary school library to read to the children there or bring them books they might not otherwise have access to. He likes to pop in at the petting zoo from time to time.

Love interest:

Marcos

Family and friends:

Valerio Cruz, father

Rosalie Rivera, mother

Ignacio Rivera, stepfather

Penelope Rivera, sister

Oliver Rivera, half brother

Petra Moretti, former love interest and best friend in Villa Noche

Nina Yanez and Marnie Ursil, close friends in Villa Noche

Lalo Hernandez, estranged friend in Villa Noche

Fausto Guerra, rival in Villa Noche

Linda Firraldi, former teacher

Marcos, love interest and partner

Thomas, Cole, Matías, and Emilio, his best friends.

Victor Esperanza, mentor at the Maethisse College of Literary Arts

Miscellaneous facts:

Despite an unathletic appearance, Van is really good at baseball and swimming. He is also very good at riding horses and has learned to do so from a very young age

Van is very good with children and animals and both tend to like and trust him easily

Van has many great ideas but often doesn't share them

Van doesn't anger easily, so when you've made him angry you know you've gone too far

Van isn't typically one to forgive and can easily hold a grudge, despite his soft nature

In Villa Noche, Van started participating in bull running and bull riding to fit in since the dangerous sport was considered 'cool' amongst all the young men there. He got to be quite good at it, much to the annoyance of his peers

Most of Van's friends have been girls, which is the main contributor to his empathetic and kind nature

When younger, Van found other boys intimidating and difficult to get along with. He can count on one hand how many close male friends he's had in his life.

Van kept his sexuality private for a very long time, and upon arriving in Central Maeth, he feels relief in not having to hide anymore

Van isn't afraid to explore cosmetic enhancements and body modifications and has often expressed a desire for a nose job or fillers

Van likes piercings on himself and others, but he's yet to get anything beyond a nose ring and double ear piercings.

Although Van appreciates having feminine qualities, he often still opts for a mostly masculine appearance and prefers that in his partners

Story:

Vance Manuel Cruz was born to his mother and father in the small mountain village known as Villa Noche. Quite secluded from the rest of the country, the village of less than one hundred had to be quite sustainable on its own. Because of that, most of the townspeople had practical professions and lived humble lives. Van's father was a sheep herder and a keeper of livestock, while his mother was a seamstress. From a young age, Van had been trained in his father's line of work. He took to it easily enough, not to say it was something he preferred. He did, however, enjoy working with the animals. He was never any good at slaughtering them.

Van had a good relationship with his mother, who often tried to hide the abusive nature of her marriage from her only son. Her husband, and Van's father, Valerio, was a very traditional man. In this sense, he worked long hours and prioritized his duties outside of the home. His wife's responsibilities amounted to taking care of the home, their child and also working long hours. Valerio didn't allow Rosalie many freedoms and she was often unhappy. Their fights would sometimes come to blows when Van wasn't around. The most prominent disagreement between them was that Valerio wanted more children, and Rosalie did not. Life was hard enough already. They didn't have much money, time or means. Having another child would be impossible.

When Van was four or five years old, Rosalie discovered she was pregnant again, this time with a daughter. She kept it a secret from her husband. Not being able to stomach the uncertain future they would both have in Villa Noche, Rosalie gathered what little possessions belonging to her and planned quietly to move away. Although she desperately wanted to take Van with her, Rosalie knew her limitations. There was nobody to help her travel north, and it would be harder with Van with her. It would also give Valerio more cause to run after her. Ultimately she had to convince herself that Van would be okay here in Villa Noche, and she disappeared in the middle of the night, never to return.

After Rosalie's disappearance, Valerio became incorrigible. He was always angry, speaking about how ungrateful Rosalie was. For Van this was difficult. He didn't know who to believe. His father and the preconceived notions of the townspeople, or whatever information he'd gathered about his parents' relationship managed to slip between the cracks.

The more his father spoke ill of her, the more Van began hating his mother.

Van soon took the role of his own mother, taking care of their home as well as himself and his father. He began learning how to cook meals and keep everything clean, doing laundry and maintenance. He took up his mother's place in more ways than one. Van had a very busy schedule between helping his father with the livestock and all of the house chores. He hardly had any time to play, as a child should do.

Valerio seemed to have nobody left to push around, so he set his sights on Van. He was very critical of him, complaining when things weren't done up to his standard. He would lament about not having Rosalie around and that Van was a lousy replacement. Van was often the butt of jokes his father would make at his expense, discussing how he'd make a much better daughter than a son. This bothered Van a lot, but it bothered him more once he began discovering things about himself.

Due to Villa Noche's small population and the value placed on practical work, there wasn't much in the way of formal education. Because of this, Van didn't attend school for very long. There was one schoolhouse in the village that the children could attend. Not very many did because they were helping their families with the labor-intensive work required at home. Between his duties at home, Van attended school as much as he could, much to the disapproval of his father. Here, he learned to read at a basic level and was taught basic mathematics.

The schoolhouse was shut down as the school teacher, who had become a safe and trusted adult to Van, was moving away. Her name was Linda Firraldi. She was a widow and had no means to provide for herself here. The teaching she was doing went unpaid. Many of the children were saddened by this news and donated money to her so that she could afford to leave. Some of the parents were upset by this news, while others were in support of Linda. Since Villa Noche did not have a formal government, not much could be done to accommodate her. Linda didn't want to be a pity case either. So it was decided. Van was so upset that his teacher was leaving, realizing he'd be without a friend and without a safe place to hide from his responsibilities.

All through Van's late adolescence, he struggled to make friends. All of his time was spent at his house or at work. One day, when Van was about eleven years old, he got a knock on his door. He looked through the window to discover it was a girl about his age. Hurrying to open it so his father wouldn't, Van was face to face with one of his former peers from the schoolhouse.

Petra Moretti.

They hadn't been well acquainted then, but Van distinctly remembered her long dark hair and her delicate features. He thought she was so beautiful and well-spoken. Her mother had been friends with Rosalie.

"Hey... hey Petra."

"Hi, Vance. Is your dad home?"

Van quickly nodded. Petra held a small piece of paper in her hands.

"Yeah... he is. Why, did you need him for something?"

Petra shook her head. Handing the piece of paper to Van.

"No... I actually came to see you. I'll make it quick, but my mom and I are holding school lessons at our house. I was hoping maybe you'd come."

Van looked down at the paper, then back at Petra. This was the first time he felt like one of his peers actually cared for him.

"Yeah... yeah I'll try to make it if I can..."

Van was already hesitant as he didn't have any school supplies or anything left from his time at the schoolhouse. He was also afraid that his father would find out. He'd been so relieved when Van stopped attending school, so he definitely intended on keeping this a secret. Petra knew the look on his face.

"Don't worry about the books or anything. We have everything you need."

Van wanted to count all the freckles on her face. He couldn't do it because he didn't know enough numbers.

"Thank you, Petra..."

Before she turned to leave, a cold gust of wind blew her hair back. Her cheeks were red. It made Van's stomach warm.

"Anytime. And Van?"

"Yeah?"

"He doesn't have to find out."

Van looked at that piece of paper all night. It had a list of times that they would meet, written in Petra's neat handwriting. The subjects were on a rotating schedule, so everyone would learn a little bit of everything at some point. There was even a class on Saturday. Van had never been more excited.

So in secret, Van started to attend school at Petra's house. Her father, Gino was one of the village's farmers. He was well respected in Villa Noche and spent long hours at their patch of land some miles out of the village. Petra's young mother, Julietta, made jams and preserves that she sold at the market. She was also a midwife and had helped deliver many of the children that attended her house for school, including Van.

He learned a great many things there and began friendships with some other kids. He got a hunger for knowledge and a taste for learning. In his early teens, Van spent a lot of time at Petra's house. He learned how to make jam with Julietta and he and Petra would spend all afternoon reading and learning together. They would make lists of things they wanted to learn about. Petra would ask her father to see some of the traveling merchants and request books on the subjects. Gino would come with books from all over Maeth for Petra and Van to share. It was the beginning of a beautiful relationship. Van was even able to confide in her about his suffering relationship with his father. He felt like she was able to understand.

In his time learning there, Van met a few other boys his age. He'd refrained from befriending boys in the past, because of conflicting feelings he's had toward them. Despite this, one boy named Lalo Hernandez managed to win him over. Lalo was the son of a metal worker and a seamstress. He was kind, but rowdy with a crooked smile and a lazy eye. He adopted Van into his group of friends. Van thought it felt good to be accepted. His father spoke less ill of him when he discovered he had some friends that would be a masculine influence. The group would often play baseball in the field, travel the forest together, and share stories over their father's alcohol. They would provoke and fearlessly hop atop the bulls of the village to feel danger and impress the girls. Van loved the security that group provided him, but he couldn't help but feel he was an imposter.

Friendship with Lalo and his buddies felt like a double-edged sword. Van was often teased because he wasn't like them. Lanky and awkward, he often felt out of place next to his muscular, confident counterparts. They teased him when he refused the advances of girls and didn't participate in their locker room talk. They joked that Van was only their friend so that he could see them bathe naked. Lalo assured Van it was all just childish jokes. Van wasn't sure that they were, but for years he stayed. Finally accepted by his father, the feeling of belonging coerced him to stay close to the same people he couldn't fully relate to. They liked Van well enough, but Van had again found himself a house with no home.

Van grew older, into a young man. He kept with his studies at Petra's house and with his work herding his family's sheep. He kept with Lalo his group of village misfits through all their ups and downs. Van found his friendship with Petra to be the type of friendship he preferred. It was gentle, nurturing, and intimate. As Petra began to discover herself, their friendship crossed over into something more. She was a beautiful young woman, but Van discovered that wasn't why he was infatuated with her. He loved how he could let his walls come down around her. He loved how they could touch each other and feel safe. Petra was never threatened by Van, nor Van by her. Their physical relationship came long after their strong emotional connection and it was one of discovery.

Van couldn't help but feel drawn to his friends. He explained what he felt to Petra after long contemplation. He explained how Lalo, with his swagger and his ruggedness, made him feel things. Things he was ashamed of but told her anyway. Petra listened.

"Would you be happier with someone like that? With Lalo?"

Van shook his head, quickly putting himself in that situation. He didn't like what he imagined.

"Oh no... I can't have a conversation with any of them about anything important, Petra... I feel like it's so hard to connect to them like I connect with you. I don't want to be with someone like that... I just think he's..."

"Beautiful. Your body thinks he's beautiful, doesn't it? And it feels things when you see him."

Van nods. He was so surprised by her insight.

"How'd you know?"

She shrugs.

"Because that's the feeling I'm missing. Mama said I was supposed to feel things in my body when I look at a boy... Nina too. But I don't. Not what they speak about."

Van rubs his chin.

"What do you feel when you look at me?"

Petra smiles. The kind of smile that reminds Van what real love is.

"The same thing you feel."

It was safety, understanding, companionship, love, and all these other words they already knew.

By the time he was seventeen, Van could consider himself Petra's boyfriend. They spent most of their time together beyond their work, and Van often stayed over at her family's house.

Petra was so happy with Van. The pair had decided to keep their love private for a long time, and Van was okay with that. He actually preferred it. As much as he wanted to prove himself to his father and his friends, he realized that wasn't what he wanted. That was what his surroundings conditioned him to want. His desire to protect Petra and her virtue was far greater.

As they approached the common age of marriage, tensions reached an unbearable point within his group of friends over his relationship with Petra. She was well sought after by the boys of the village because of her beauty and poise. She received endless advances and pursuits from the young men in town, but to all of them, she refused. They despised how close Van was to her, calling it a waste.

"You don't even like girls, Vance. You could at least let one of us put her to good use."

This was the statement that angered him the most. As if Petra's womanhood had anything to do with why he loved her.

Van had always known he didn't see women as toys or things or objects. What he had only recently discovered is that not everyone felt the same. He was beginning to realize why his mother had left his father. He feared finding out the things she'd endured that made her think her only option was disappearing into the night without him.

The friends were beginning to fall apart and they would often bicker over Petra's affections. They would relentlessly harass Van about her most intimate details, but he would never provide so much as a clue. Just the thought that Van had to shield her from their prying eyes was enough to justify his relationship with her. He would be with her. They would never be.

One of their group, Fausto Guerra, was particularly vile. He was the son of the tavern master. Van had never liked Fausto. Fausto was his foil, his antichrist. He was the most braggadocious person he'd ever met. He was haughty, arrogant, and self-important. He expected others to serve him, and his mouth demanded respect before his hands warranted it. His crass opinions of women and his love for alcohol rubbed Van's skin raw with contempt. His greed was insatiable and he had boasted of deflowering many girls in the village. Van doubted the consensuality of his claims. In many ways, Fausto reminded Van of his father. He hated that.

Fausto loved to proclaim that one day he would 'conquer' Petra and make her his wife. Van would die before that would ever happen.

Fausto would buy Petra all the most elaborate gifts in an effort to get her to agree to marry him. Petra would always politely refuse them, as her mind was made up.

"Why doesn't he ever listen Vance?"

Van spared her from the disgusting things that entered his mind from Fausto's lips.

"Because men don't know how to listen."

Her laugh lifted like a feather in the wind.

"You do."

"Yeah, well sure Petra... but I'm different."

"Sure you are... and that's why I love you."

Petra looked out the four-pane window, a book in her lap. Her hair was to her waist now. Vance would brush it often and put it in a ribbon for her.

"It's laughable to think Fausto expects me to consider him at all. I would never marry a man like him."

Van lays on her bed with his arm above his head. His eyes couldn't choose between Petra's elegant form and the orrery hanging from her ceiling. He had a small, teasing smile.

"Why ever not, Petra?"

Her playful scoff made Van warm inside.

"Because I have bigger plans for my life than to be the wench of an insufferable tyrant."

Van chuckled.

"That we do, Petra. That we do."

This wasn't the end of Fausto's advances. When Petra was at the tavern with their friends Nina and Marnie, Fausto tried again. Her answer would always be no. She just feared what this exchange would bring. She knew men often became dangerous when humiliated.

Van had heard the whole commotion from outside the tavern. He'd finished up his work for the day. The sheep were sheared and in the northern pasture. He'd made plans to join Petra and their friends at the tavern for a drink, then walk Petra home. He hadn't known what Fausto had planned on doing. The way things went, he assumed nobody had. When Van arrived a crowd had gathered around the door.

He heard yelling. He heard a glass break. He heard Petra's angry yell.

"I said no, Fausto! No! Doesn't a woman's word mean anything to you? You ask, ask, ask, but it does not mean you will receive. I say no and you do not listen. What kind of marriage would that make for me? Answer me that!"

Van could hear the tears in her voice. He shoved through the crowd and had seen Petra wrapped around herself. Nina and Marnie were in a wall between her and her aggressor. Fausto was red in the face. He grabbed her drink and threw it on the stone floor, glass scattering across the floor like shrill mice.

"Why won't you just give in, huh? I've done everything a man could possibly do. You're so ungrateful. You'll see, Petra! You'll die a spinster. You wouldn't know a good man if one fell into your bed."

Van saw Petra, his poetic and poised Petra, falling apart at the seams. He saw her cowering behind her friends. He saw her dainty hands shake as she held them close to her chest. He saw that the silver button on the cuff of her blouse was gone, the threads slithering out like snakes. Van pictured Fausto reaching out to hurt her. This sent Van into a rage.

"Get out of here, Fausto."

Van parted the crowd like a sea, taking a few steps in front of Marnie and Nina. Even though Van towered over the brute, he couldn't tip the scale at half his weight. Fausto glowered at him, broken glass crunching under his boots.

"And what are you going to do?"

Van clenched his fist. For the first time, he did not know fear. All he felt was anger.

"What do you think?"

"I think you're a bitch, Vance Cruz. You always have been. A bitch like Petra knows how to pick 'em."

Van didn't remember anything after that.

There were flying fists and blood and teeth.

Fausto's father had to pull Van away from Fausto. By then there was blood on the floor, his face, and splattered all over his shirt. Some had gathered to watch, and some had fled. Van didn't feel pain. He felt satisfaction. He didn't hear Mr. Guerra yelling at him to leave. He just heard the ringing in his ears. He didn't see the surprise on the faces around him. He just saw him with his eyes swollen shut, barely recognizable on the ground. Anyone else wouldn't have been able to tell if that was Fausto Guerra or not. This made Van happy.

He reached out for Petra. She went into his arms like it was the only safe place in the world. Van didn't regain his sentience until all four of them had made headway to Petra's house in Marnie's mage light.

After they'd made it out of earshot of the tavern, Petra burst into tears. It broke Van's heart. He'd never seen her so upset, violated, and vulnerable. They supported her along the beaten path to her house on the hill. She'd cried so much she'd exhausted herself, and Van had to carry her. When they got back, Nina and Marnie helped her wash up. Van did the same, helping himself to one of Gino's shirts. He was out of town trading with another village to the east. He wouldn't miss it. When Van had finished, they all went to Petra's room, surrounding her with love and support as she fell asleep in Van's grasp.

"So what happened?" Van asked quietly.

Marnie could feel the anger melting off him in waves. In all the years she'd known Van, she didn't think he was capable of such raw, unchanneled fury. He'd always been so gentle to them.

They sat on the bed together, Marnie's calming magic seeping into Petra's skin.

"Fausto walked into the tavern with a grand gesture. He had flowers and gifts for Petra. We all looked at each other not knowing what to do. He came over to us and sat down next to Petra... He tried to hug and kiss her. Petra had pushed him away."

"We didn't know where he got that idea from," Nina said. "Petra has never wanted to share space with him, let alone touch him. Everyone knows Petra doesn't like being touched by just anyone. Everyone knows she doesn't like Fausto."

Van shakes his head and seethes. The look of worry on his friends' faces told him everything they didn't say with their words.

"And nobody tried to help you..." he mumbled. He wasn't surprised. There weren't many people brave enough to stand up to that tyrant Fausto. Not even the grown men of the village. Van hated that.

"No... we tried to ask him to leave before Petra get any more upset. I'm afraid he didn't take that well," Marnie continued in her soft voice. "He tried to calm her down with sweet talk and fake apologies. He was too dense to see it wasn't working. He ordered her another drink to get on her good side."

Van looked down at Petra, fast asleep in his arms. She only had good sides, but they were for people who were good to her.

"He grabbed her hand and tried to put the ring on her finger saying his much he fancied her... He'd torn the sleeve of her blouse when she tried to rip her hand away from him."

Nina scowled.

"After that, Fausto went berserk. He shoved all the empty glasses onto the floor and banged on the counter, raising his voice at Petra. She told him bravely to leave her alone, but he wasn't listening. We were scared, but we stood up to that pig. We told him to scram or we'd use our magic to blast him out of that shit hole..."

Nina wiped her face, trying not to let the tears escape. Marnie held her hand.

"And that's when you arrived."

Van placed a soft kiss on Petra's head, covering her shoulders with her quilt.

"I'm glad I arrived in enough time... and I'm sorry you three were alone."

Marnie smiled softly. "It's not your fault, Van."

Nina was chewing her finger. Van knew something was eating at her.

"What is it, Nina?"

"He's just... so horrible Van." She looked at Marnie and back to Van.

"She... told us not to tell you. But Fausto has been sending Petra letters."

"What kind of letters?" Van saw his vision get hazy.

Manie was the one to answer. "Very detailed letters of what he would do to her once they were married... Or even before. She hasn't felt safe and we've been staying with her every night until her parents return. She hadn't told anybody."

They told him while Petra slept in his arms. They sat there and told Van everything while the planets spun above them. Van's world seemed to stop. He was so sad for Petra. So sad that she didn't tell him. But he understood. He understood that sometimes people kept secrets because the minute you said them out loud they seemed too real for your comfort. Maybe she feared Van would do something stupid to stand up for her... and maybe she thought Van didn't stand a chance against Fausto.

Maybe.

Walking away from that fight with a bloody nose and a broken rib was the least of Van's worries. It showed how much of a man he'd grown into, despite the examples he'd been given. Van was proud of that.

Van didn't go against Penelope's wishes. He waited to see how Petra wanted things handled. Nina and Marnie had told him what happened when Gino came back. Petra told her father everything, sparing him a few details that would make her ashamed. Mr. Moretti settled things personally with Fausto. Petra had wanted to go and receive her apology. She brought her friends with her for support, and so they could get an apology as well.

Mr. Moretti brought the letters to Fausto's house, making Mrs. Guerra read them. Nina said that she'd never seen a woman so disgusted and offended. The letters made her cry. It was a hard pill for her to swallow, but she needed to see the son she raised. Marnie said she felt terrible for Mrs. Guerra. But she felt worse for Petra. She needed to see the son she and her husband raised.

Mr. Moretti told Mr. Guerra he would no longer provide his produce for his tavern and told Fausto he would kill him if he ever saw him near Petra again.

Fausto apologized to those girls, but it didn't mean as much to Petra as she had thought. Mr. Moretti asked her if she had anything to say.

"Until you raise a daughter of your own, Fausto, you won't know the violation you're capable of projecting onto a woman. And I hope you never have the chance to. I feel sorry for your future wife, and I feel sorry for your mother. I feel sorry that I ruined her perception of you, but you deserve to have your reputation ruined. Since your precious reputation is the only thing I could ruin to make you see the value of a woman's life."

And Petra had spit on him.

Van had just wished he could be there for that. Because when they told him it was all over, it didn't feel like enough.

It was a few months after that, Petra told Van she had decided to leave Villa Noche.

"We're moving to the north so I can study, Van. You should come with us."

It was a casual conversation over provoleta at the Moretti household. Van nearly spits out his drink.

Van didn't know what to make of that. He'd worked so hard to make himself belong in a place he didn't. Now the opportunity to travel abroad with the family who took him in was right here... He didn't know what he'd do.

They'd all talked about it. Gino had a few prospects for their farm lined up. The money from that should be enough to get them anywhere they needed to go. Anything else they sold would be extra cash in their pockets. Julietta was so excited, looking forward to moving to a new place and supporting her daughter's ambitions. They invited Van with open arms. He was a part of their family for more than a decade. They knew he came from a situation that he really wanted to leave. There was never a doubt in their mind that Van was going to be a part of that family for the rest of their lives.

Van felt honored. He had wanted to go. He really, really did. He wanted to go with them, with Petra, but something was telling him not to.

He'd gone home and thought it over. He talked to his friends about it casually, the ones he really trusted anyhow.

Lalo had told him it was self-sabotage, he should just move with them.

"It's a big wide world out there Vance. There are opportunities taller than the mountains."

Van wanted to believe him, but things weren't so simple. He wished to all the planets that it was.

Until this point, Van and Petra had discussed their relationship so regularly. They were best friends. They were two people who shared intimacy and felt safe when making love with one another. Petra and Van loved each other more than the world itself. They discovered many things by being together.

Petra didn't love men. Petra loved Van. Van loved women, but in the way that he wanted to be one and was envious that he wasn't. He still wasn't sure what that meant. Petra was okay with that.

Van desired men in the way Petra did not. Although he'd found this out about himself, Van knew there wasn't a single man he could fall in love with like he had fallen in love with Petra. He asked himself why. Why, why why.

Because Petra was Petra. A soft, sensitive, caring woman that opened the doors to space and time. She was the woman that changed his life.

There wasn't a man Petra could see herself in love with... because there was no man like Van.

Van understood Petra and Petra understood Van. She was the only one who had known his secrets and he was the only one who understood hers. Their lusts and confusion and their skeletons in the closet that, when in each other's company, never seemed so bad.

Their bond was so strong and although they thought they were soulmates, they realized you could be soulmates in a way that belies tradition. Their relationship had become... celestial.

But on the tangible side of things, Petra wanted so much more than Van was sure he could give her. She wanted to try out a big city. She wanted to study the stars. She wanted to love women. She wanted a different life than the one she had. Van was okay with her having all of those things. He wanted her to have those things. Petra had a feeling when she asked him...

She knew Van was unsure if he was okay with uprooting with her. She saw the stars from his eyes disappear and be replaced with uncertainty.

"So you're not coming with us... are you, Vance?"

Van couldn't help the tears in his eyes.

"I don't know... What if I.. what if it's not the right thing for me?"

Petra smiled through her disappointment.

She couldn't help but think it was Van's sweet way of saying

'What if you're not the right thing for me'?

Van tried to think of something, anything to say. He had some things lined up, but he knew those words were already written in Petra's mind. She'd already read and memorized them.

And she'd forgiven him too.

"That's okay. You'll find the right thing for you, Van. I'll write to you."

"You will?"

Petra sniffled and wiped his face with her bare fingers. He was honored. She'd normally reserve her pocket kerchief for something like that. He'd miss these things about her.

"Of course, I will. I'll tell you all about my studies, and mama and papa too. Just don't move away before I do, okay? You have to promise."

Van cupped Petra's face and gave her the kiss he hoped she'd never forget.

"I promise, Petra."

"Are you going to be okay... with your father?"

Van didn't know. He didn't want to worry her. He'd grown into a man now. Whatever issues he had, he would face them head-on. He wouldn't have Petra to cry to anymore. He couldn't hide under the covers with her while his father drank himself into a stupor. He would really miss that.

"I'll be fine. Don't worry."

She nods and grabs the keys to the house from her pocket, looking over her shoulder at her father packing up their wagon.

"We sold the farm to Nina's family, but the house is yours. I told Papa that I wanted you to have it."

Van took those keys into his hands like they were sacred ambrosia.

"Petra... I don't know what- Petra... thank you."

"You're welcome, Van. I'm really going to miss you, you know."

Van took her into his arms and hugged her tight. He was going to miss her more than anything. The sobs in his throat were telling.

"We'll see each other again. When you're an astronomer discovering new stars in a capital city."

"Yeah... we will, won't we?"

"Sure, we will."

Gino's voice yelling for Petra was the calling card. Van found it so hard to let her go. They'd all said their goodbyes about thirty minutes ago when he was helping them pack up the wagon. But now it seemed real. It seemed too terrible to bear.

"I love you, Petra."

Then sunrise peeking behind the mountains cast a gorgeous ray of angelic light upon the face Van had loved. The face Van will always love. He'll remember that forever, the way his Petra looked.

"I know, Van. Don't worry."

___

It was four years after that day. Four years of living alone in Petra's old house. Four years of working in distant silence with his father. Four months of a dry spell that ruined the pastures. Four years of pining that he didn't understand over men he didn't want to love. Four years full of nights dragging your father out of one of the four bars in town. Four minutes of something with Lalo he never wanted to happen. Four long years of writing to Petra, reading how happy she was. Four long years of regret.

Van realized he did make the wrong choice. That was a realization he made hours after Petra had made her departure, but spent years trying to convince himself otherwise.

He wrote to her.

Dear Petra, I don't know how you'll take this. If it's with anger, I understand. If it's with pity, I agree. If it's with compassion, I'll be so ashamed. But I wish I came with you. The four years I've spent here were four years I'd rather have spent in a grave. I miss you. I miss being happy. I miss having meaning. I miss the strength that I had before that would've let me admit that. Petra, my muse, read the stars and tell me what to do. From, Van

When she read the letter she cried. She cried that Van hadn't found himself like she had. She was sad that he couldn't find what he wanted with her. She was sad that she was right. She was right all along that he wouldn't find himself in Villa Noche. She wrote back, tears still fresh in her eyes.

To Van, I take it with sadness. I'm sad you've lived with regret. I'm sad that you haven't been happy. I'm sad that you didn't tell me sooner. I don't need to read the stars to tell you what to do. I don't need to read them to tell you that it's not too late. You know you can come to me. You know you can always come to me and I will be here for you. But Van. You won't find yourself with me. If you didn't before, you won't now. I know that. You need to find yourself with you. Do as I did. Start today. Pick up everything you can bear to bring with you. Pack it in a bag. You're simple, I know you. All it will take is one bag. Take that bag and move away to somewhere you'd never think you'd go. It doesn't have to be grand. Make it suit you, Van. Move there and find a job you like. Maybe a job with sheep, maybe a job without them. I know how much you do like them. Find a place to learn. I know you'll be happier learning new things, just like we were. Once you've done that, write me a letter with everything you've felt over these years. Write me the truth. Let me listen. Or better yet, come visit me when those four years are just an unhappy memory that you'll tell me about in passing. I love you, Van. Go be happy. If not, you can always run back to my arms. Love, Your Petra

It took about three weeks for her letter to reach him. He cried his eyes out, reading it. But she had spoken. Petra was right. He had to go find him.

Van rose from the desk in his bedroom, the bedroom he once nearly shared with Petra. He grabbed his leather bag and began laying out clothes to put inside it. He searched the attic for a second suitcase. He'd prove Petra wrong at least once. He took a few things that belonged to her. Her small collection of hair scarves that he liked to wear sometimes and her rings that were much too small for him, but he liked to wear as necklaces. He pocketed the nail polish she'd left behind, deciding he'd be able to use it wherever he went. He applied a coat before he left.

He walked the thirty minutes to Nina's house. Knocking on the door, he felt the weight of the house keys in his hand.

Mrs. Yanez opened the door. She eyed the bag on his shoulder and the suitcase sitting behind him on the porch.

"Van? Hi honey, how are you? Going somewhere?"

Van smiled softly and tossed the keys in his hand, swinging them on his finger.

"I'm well, Mrs. Yanez. I actually am... I'm moving away. I talked it over with the Moretti's... they said to give you the keys to the house."

Needless to say, Mrs. Yanez was shocked. But she understood. She understood Villa Noche wasn't for everyone. If she was being honest, she wasn't entirely sure it was for her.

"Well, I'm sad you're leaving. I'll tell Nina you stopped by."

"That would be great, Mrs. Yanez. Thank you. Tell her I'll write."

"Of course, Van... Where are you going?"

He shrugs.

"When I figure that out, I'll let you know."

Van gives her a hug and leaves the keys with her. It was feeling real.

He went to tell his father. When Van walked into the front door, the young man found Valerio splayed out drunk in the living room. His snoring was so loud, it seemed to shake the paneled walls. Between the drunken slurs on the long walks home and the agitated mumbles when Van came to start the morning's work, Van and his father didn't speak very much. When they did it was about work. It had been a long while since Van had a decent conversation with his dad that didn't involve how many bags of wool were waiting to be washed, or where the grass was best for grazing. It had been a long while since they had a conversation at all. Van frowned, looking around his childhood home for a pen and some paper.

Going through the desk, he stumbled upon a faded picture of him and his mother. Van remembered those big, clunky cameras that would take his picture every year. He remembered going to the church with his mother where a few other people were taking photos too. They always had to wait a long time. It would be him and his mother, holding hands, waiting for their turn. His father never came. Van realized she must have the one who liked the family photos because when she left, his family had never taken another one. Van stared at it, the picture. He stared at his young face and the beautiful face of his mother whom he'd nearly forgotten. He shook his head and put it in his bag, paperclipped between the photos of him and Petra. He wished he could cry some tears about that photo. About how he was taking one of the only tangible things his father still had of his former wife. About how much he missed his mother. About how betrayed and lonely and angry he felt. He couldn't cry anymore. His feelings about this were so absent, it bothered him. Van wished he could cry, just to feel something. Feel something for this broken family.

Van remembered the paper. When he finally found some, he wrote a note.

I'm moving away. I won't be around to help you anymore. If you need anything, I hope there is someone you can call. Please don't forget about my sheep. -Van

He put the piece of paper on the messy kitchen counter, by the coffee press. He'd be sure to find it there. He took a long look around. He didn't recognize this home. He'd lived here for years, yes, but he couldn't recall happiness here. Petra was right. How could he ever have found himself in this mess?

A rustling in the half-open pantry caught Van's attention. There was a young cat making a mess out of the bag of grain on the floor. Van had seen it a few times when coming to tuck his father into bed after a long night who knows where. He'd made some trust with this cat, feeding it leftover fish from the pub and giving it milk from time to time. He assumed it was a stray that his father took in because his loneliness was killing him. Van's replacement. Van clicked his tongue. The cat was emaciated, ribs showing and all. This was no way to live. If Van was rescuing himself, he could make room for one more on the ship to salvation. He just hoped this cat was up for the adventure.

Van scooped up the cat and put him in his backpack. He curled up quite nicely in there. He must have known Van was trying to save him.

That was that. With all the moving and shuffling Van had done in the house, his father still hadn't sat up to see what the commotion was.

Van left without saying goodbye.

As Van was walking along the road out of town, he thought about Lalo. Their friendship had fallen apart ever since that day.

That fateful day.

It was Sunday.

Lalo and his friends were day drinking at the tavern and he'd come all the way to Van's pasture to find him and tell him to quit working for the day. Van had listened, for once. He wasn't one to spare any expense when caring for his animals. Lalo had helped him round up his sheep and put them back in their pen for the day. They'd not even washed up before they headed to resume their merriment.

The two of them were the last ones to leave.

Maybe Lalo had suspected him all along. Maybe he'd know what Van had been thinking of him. Maybe he'd been too afraid to say anything about it sober, risking his reputation and his street cred with his friends... but he thought he could explore all of it under the influence of drink. So they did.

Not for very long. It was a short time. But the hungry way Lalo kissed him was borne into his soul like a brand. It was nothing like the sweet love he'd bad to Petra. It was hard. It had hurt. It was rough. It was dirty. Van hated that he'd done it. All those years of fantasizing about his friend, a friend he didn't want to think of in such a carnal way... summed up to the heaviest guilt he'd felt in his life. And he walked away. For good.

He avoided Lalo after that day. Even when Lalo was begging him to stay. He put on his pants and disappeared, kept to himself as much as he could. He say Lalo less and less, and it hurt him, to watch a friendship die like that. He felt responsible for ruining it. What was worst of all, was that he told no one.

Lalo had chased him, asked him why. Why couldn't they try things out. Asked him if he hadn't been good enough in bed, if he didn't like boys like he thought he did. That wasn't it. It wasn't a question Van knew the answer to. Not right then. In short, Van told him he wanted to try it, and he did. He wished he never did. Not with him.

Van later realized it was that he placed such a price on Lalo and his affection that when he finally paid it... the cost was too much for too little. He thought sleeping with him would provide clarity to all his confusion... make him feel better. He thought it would give him closure and maybe even a relationship. He thought he could make something with Lalo like he'd made with Petra. Something beautiful and safe and sacred. At least he wanted to think that. But Van found out... the things he loved, truly loved, about Lalo, he had made up.

He never told him that. It would've hurt him too much.

Before he knew it, he was on the edge of town. He was really leaving. He'd made his plan before leaving his front door: travel the day to Lola, the nearest town near the base of the mountains, get a room, and in the morning find a wagon to take him north. While in thought, a deep, baritone voice roused him. A passerby on the road.

"You leaving?"

Van turned.

Speak of the devil.

"Oh... yeah. I am."

His lazy eye was squinting against the mid-afternoon sun, shining right in his face. By his bags, Lalo assumed Van was leaving for good.

"Well... I'll make sure your old man takes care of your flock."

The statement sat in Van's stomach like a stone.

"Thank you... I'm sure he'll need reminding."

Van wanted to hug Lalo goodbye. He missed Lalo's hugs. The hugs that he cherished and savored in secret where he'd smell his clothes and wonder what it was like to kiss him. Before Lalo ever knew what his insides felt like.

Hugging him now, he couldn't stomach the thought. The only hug he thought of now was the one locked in close with sweaty grunts in some foreign animal language. He felt bad, knowing Lalo probably wanted the same thing.

Van was quiet for a minute as they stood there, shoulder to shoulder facing opposite sides of their destiny.

"I'll miss you, Van. Maybe one day we can talk... about everything."

Van felt strange tears prick at the back of his eyes.

"Yeah... maybe one day we can... I'd like to."

"Me too."

"Take care of yourself, Lalo."

"You too."

And as Lalo's footsteps were the last to sound behind him, Van was off to start his new life.

#van cruz #petra moretti #the maeth post

[iamnot-theboynextdoor]

okay but props to neil gaiman, miranda richardson and the costume, hair and make-up teams for creating two very distinct characters!

i love that madam tracy and shax look and sound SO different, and yet there's one thing they have in common: they're both huge fashionistas who always dress for the job they have. and underneath that layer, they're total opposites again. here's why:

the first time we see madam tracy, she's got these long girlish lashes and very pale shades of eyeshadow/lipstick on for her Intimate Relaxation gig. her eyes look so *round*. she's got her light curly blonde wig in an up-do, and her baby pink sheer negligee and sheer dressing gown (which is apparently called a peignoir- so fancy!) and it's all perfect for someone trying very hard to Be The Fantasy (read: look way younger than she is).

and for her Spirit Summoning gig, she's got much heavier lashes and darker lipstick, but her eyes are still the focus. they're shaped *less* round, but still *round*. her wig's coppery red, eye-catching, styled much shorter but very neat. she's wearing a long, flowy top in jewel tones - paired with the heavy lashes, you take a mere glance at her and go "ah, yes, fortune teller".

and when madam tracy dresses down for her lunch with and proposal to shadwell, her make-up is very light. she doesn't have *big* fake lashes on, but you can still see her coat of mascara. as marjorie, she looks like she's *really* trying to show shadwell that she's just a Normal Person too- not a Jezebel or an Occultist. but she's not wearing *no* make-up - marjorie's still going for a very feminine and pretty look. she's still wearing a bottle blonde wig, but it's down and tidy and not super styled like her other wigs, it looks simple, like she only ran a brush through it. her clothes are plain and comfortable looking - the thought i keep having for this look is it's very English Mum. it's just as curated as her other, way more ostentatious looks.

madam tracy dresses for the jobs she has, marjorie dresses for the life she wants. (she would be a fucking great LARPer. i'm just saying.)

conversely, the first time we see shax in her Undercover-As-Human look, her eyelashes are barely noticeable and the focus is on that heavy, perfectly straight winged eyeliner that could cut a bitch! it makes her eyes look small, narrow, *sharp*. her lipstick's colour-coordinated to her incredibly elegant outfit- this is a demon who went earthside for the first time and decided to fucking serve!

shax is going for glamour, mystery, slightly intimidating, and perfectly put-together... to compensate for the fact that she's a little bit lost in her new role. ("was it always this easy?") it looks like shax worked So Hard on this Human Disguise, only to make it topside and discover her job is mostly superfluous. she's still learning the ropes ("either make a phone call or appear mysteriously, don't do both") and under her mature look and low-profile, quiet voice, there's still a degree of naivety ("are you making fun of me?" "would you know if i was?").

(she doesn't have the winged eyeliner on in her battle outfit, but she also doesn't look Fucking Gross like the other demons. she went to all the effort to put badass Hell armour on, but her face is pristine.

maybe as the Earth Operative she's expected/allowed/tolerated to not look Fucking Gross - crowley never looked Fucking Gross (in a demonic way; period-accurate facial hairstyles aside, i say lovingly) and i think he would refuse to look more demon-y if told to - he's got the eyes and the tattoo, what more would you want? i don't know yet if shax Secretly Enjoys looking nice and clean for once, or she's just very dedicated to dressing professionally.)

it's all the perfect accent to miranda's brilliant acting. Madam Tracy The Sex Worker has this light, airy, faux-innocence voice (unless she's discussing details up-front- she drops the babygirl voice when telling newt it'll take her a while to squeeze into the leather pinny). Madam Tracy The Veil Parter is low-key and Fake Dramatic; she does her Little Colleen O'Leary bit and a terrible cold read- and then miranda goes absolutely hogwild and Real Dramatic as aziraphale (and then ron) possess madam tracy. and i could write a whole separate post on miranda-as-aziraphale (it's michael in the ADR booth, of course, but he has to match her performance and mouth movements). and as marjorie, while her Normal Person Outfit is so deliberate, she's not putting on a voice. she's relaxed, generous, making plans, and going after what she really wants (nothing like the world almost ending to give her some perspective!), and she's doing it as *herself*.

all of tracy/marjorie's voices (even when she speaks as herself) have this sort of breezy, upper register tone to them. but as shax, miranda drops the pitch of her voice right down. shax does not airily dance around vocally; shax sounds very mature (to match her outfit!). she's not monotone, though, just subdued and subtle. she knows crowley is persona non grata, but brings him his mail, feeds him information, hoping for some reciprocity (train me how to be an Earth Operative, maybe take on some of my assignments under the table, "hell doesn't care *how* it gets done", we could have our own Secret Arrangement *crowley is blatantly ignoring her, Arrangements are for his angel only*); even after a few years of trying to convince crowley, she hasn't seemed to notice that he's Not Interested.

madam tracy tries to sound young, innocent, entertaining, and heightened; but underneath it all, is quite sensible, knows she's Of Retirement Age, and is ready for it. she's done pretending to be ditzy; it's very emotionally mature of her. yay, character development!

and shax is the opposite; she tries to sound mature, knowledgeable, competant, and cool. but underneath it all, she's very much The Oblivious New Guy At Work. she doesn't get why it's redundant to have a face-to-face and phone conversation with the same person at the same time. she doesn't understand crowley's sarcasm, or pick up on him not caring to help her with her work (he'll gladly hear whatever information she's freely offering, though. shax, this is not an exchange, you are not slowly wheedling him into a business partnership, you are just doing favours for the *persona non grata*- which is quite nice of you, actually!)

#i love the Process i love character creation and writing and acting choices and costume/make-up that backs those choices up! #good omens #go2

[thedragonagelesbian]

cyrus hair evolution goes:

childhood/pre-ostagar: single long braid. cyrus has always loved & taken a lot of pride in his hair, but there was a time after he first came out when he considered cutting it. he wanted it to look more like malcolm’s because. what is a hawke if not someone desperately trying to imitate their father, but also because he thought it would make people in amaranthine misgender him less.

at the same time, the thought of cutting it bummed him out a lot! short hair isn’t gender affirming for him, he just thought it would make the transition easier (while also knowing that it would make leandra even more upset about the whole thing). he & malcolm talk it all through, helping cyrus feel happy about his decision to keep it long.

misgendering is also less of an issue after they leave amaranthine & malcolm helps him lower his voice. everyone in lothering just knows him as the most helpful and cheery young lad on the farms, the person you go to if you need any heavy lifting or if you, like buttercup from the princess bride, want to give him an endless series of pointless tasks so you can watch him run around being cute/handsome/beautiful/all of the above.

ostagar through leaving kirkwall: da2 elf mod hairstyle with the ponytail and side braids; quintessential cyrus look i love it so much. a bit more practical for fighting (minus the little hair floof he refuses to pin back for the AestheticsTM), but still casual & easy to disassemble if, say, you want to run your fingers through his hair while you’re making out. or if you’re fighting for your life by his side and you watch his helmet get knocked off as he throws himself in front of a blow meant for you and his hair is coming undone around him (bisexually and transly)

9:37 through the end of inquisition: dai braid hairstyle; the most composed and refined and formal that cyrus ever styles his hair. part of his blue to red shift more generally as he now only ever relaxes and lets loose when he’s with his family in private. it’s stylish but. at what cost.

varric hates it. too many fucking bobby pins in their bathroom, in their bedroom, in between him and being able to pull cyrus’ hair and hear him moan.

post-inquisition: mostly only ever a simple ponytail; he’s still happy to let his family braid it if they want to, but he doesn’t have a lot of energy for it nowadays, and it’s a small tribute to varric to wear it like this

#cyrus hawke #cyrusXvarric #hes very important to me.

[toriluv607]

💅🏻🎀💁🏻‍♀️10 Simple Ways To Be More Feminine Everyday!💄💋🎀

Femininity comes naturally to some lucky women, while for others, it has to be practiced with a conscious effort.

Being feminine is both nature and nurture. If you didn't naturally gravitate towards playing with dolls, or you weren't encouraged to be girly, soft, and gentle as a young girl, chances are, you were probably more comfortable operating from your masculine energy growing up.

Many women went through a tomboy phase, and it wasn't until they reached puberty that they started experimenting with being more girly and feminine. This can sometimes stick with us or fade once real life starts to kick in for us as young adults.

The good news is it's easy to tap into your divine feminine power with a few daily rituals. But, like any habit, it takes a bit of discipline, patience, and consistency.

Aim to incorporate a few of the below into your daily routine, and watch your feminine energy start to flow more naturally.

1. Take Good Care of Yourself

The best and quickest way to connect to your femininity is by taking good care of yourself. Make a conscious effort to nurture your beauty, your physical and mental health, and your environment. Take action by doing at least one good thing for yourself every day. It also helps to add it to your to-do list, so you're motivated to do it.

“When you take care of yourself, you subconsciously tell yourself that you deserve to be treated well.”

Do you want to feel more healthy? If so, perhaps one of your goals could be to drink more water and do hip stretches, so you feel hydrated and relaxed. Or what about going for a 20-minute walk every day to clear your mind? Maybe try buying a bunch of your favorite flowers to lift your mood and brighten up your home.

When you take better care of your needs and wants, you're subconsciously telling yourself that you deserve to be treated well.

2. Hair and Makeup

One of the foundations of being a feminine woman is looking your best, starting with simple hair and makeup.

You don't have to wear a full face of makeup every day, but taking the time to apply your makeup correctly and brushing your hair so you look well-groomed is critical. Have some fun with it and try out different hairstyles. You could put your hair up in a bun, or sweep it to one side, or try on a hairpiece. Explore with hair and makeup, and take the time to feel beautiful with different looks.

3. Dress Up around the House

If t here’s one thing that makes a woman feel alive, it's dressing up in a gorgeous outfit.

Instead of throwing on your everyday pair of jeans and top, grab something more interesting from the closet. Most women have loads of clothes they've only worn once or twice. For example, what about all those cute outfits you bought for your honeymoon that you haven’t worn since? Pull them out and wear them again! Or what about that stunning dress you bought for your cousin's wedding last summer?

“Add accessories and heels to your outfit to feel more feminine.”

If you feel like you don't have anything to wear, maybe it's time to update your wardrobe. Clothes are so cheap nowadays you can buy an entire wardrobe for just a few hundred dollars.

Pair your outfits with accessories and some nice heels to transform your look to feel more feminine.

4. Wear Perfume

Spraying on a bit of perfume can instantly make you feel like a feminine woman.

Again, most women have many perfume bottles that they hardly wear because they associate perfume with going out or for special occasions. Get into the habit of spraying perfume when you're getting ready. Not only will you smell good, but it will put you in the mindset that today is a special day and that you deserve to look, smell, and feel special.

5. Wear the Color Red

Wearing the color red can instantly make you look and feel more feminine, and science backs this up. Research at Glasgow University shows that the skin on women's faces becomes redder before she ovulates, which could be the reason why women appear healthier and more attractive when they're blushing.

“Men find the color red magnetic and attractive.”

It's also the reason why men are drawn to women who wear red lipstick or a red dress. They find the color red magnetic and attractive because it sends a biological signal to their brains that you're at your most fertile and more likely to be "in the mood."

6. Wear Silk Pajamas

Don't go to bed in any old pair of sweats and t-shirt. Treat yourself and invest in a beautiful pair of satin pajamas. Silk is more expensive, but synthetic satin feels just as lovely and is a fraction of the price. You could go for a cami nightdress, a short sleeve and boxer shorts set, or the classic blouse and trousers PJ set.

Not only does silk feel luxurious and delicate against your skin, but it will make you feel prettier and elevated as a woman.

7. Get a Manicure

Your nails look so much prettier when they’re done, so embrace your femininity by getting a manicure. Or if the budget is tight, do them yourself.

You could get gels, extensions, a classic French polish, or try a completely brand new color. Having manicured nails can feel like a treat and makes you look more put together.

8. Dance

Dancing is a great way to get out of your head and more in touch with your body. Set aside at least 10 minutes to dance to your favorite songs or playlist. You may want to do this in privacy so you can completely let yourself go.

“Set aside at least 10 minutes to dance to your favorite songs or playlist.”

Start by closing your eyes and taking a deep breath to ground yourself. Then start moving your body slowly to the rhythm of the beat. Move your arms, torso, and hips in sensual motions to feel in the flow. Once you're done, notice how much softer and grounded you feel.

9. Create

The essence of being feminine is all about creation; even our bodies can create another human being! So take some time to work on a creative project. You could try painting, knitting, cooking, decorating, gardening, pottery, or singing. Being creative is fun, freeing, feminine, and gives you a feeling of satisfaction.

10. Connect with Other Women

Sometimes the best way to connect with feminine energy is by being around other women. Call up that girlfriend who is always positive and uplifting, or have lunch with that friend you haven’t seen in ages, or reach out to a woman you look up to for inspiration and guidance.

We women can have a profound influence on one another. We also have a unique capacity to understand each other's feelings and emotions on a much deeper level, which can leave you feeling rejuvenated and powerful.

Closing Thoughts

Being a woman is truly amazing, and embracing your feminine energy can be a beautiful thing. Practice some of these action steps to transform your life and watch your confidence grow.

#ultra feminine #just girly thoughts #girly style #girly glam #girly girl #girly tumblr #love and relationships #thatfemininegirl #feminine inspiration #feminine woman #hyper feminine #hyperfemininity #soft girl #dioraddict

[shan676]

French Hair Clips and Claws: The Perfect Hair Accessories for Every Occasion

Hair accessories are an easy and versatile way to add some style and interest to any hairstyle. Whether you have long or short hair, there is a hair accessory that can work for you. Among the most popular hair accessories are French hair clips and claws. These hair accessories are not only functional, but they also add a touch of elegance and sophistication to any look.

French Hair Clips

French hair clips, also known as French barrettes, are one of the most classic and timeless hair accessories. They are typically made of metal and have a clasp that is designed to hold the hair securely in place. French hair clips come in a variety of sizes, from small and delicate to large and statement-making. They can be used to hold back hair from the face, to create a half-up, half-down hairstyle, or to secure an updo.

One of the best things about French hair clips is their versatility. They can be worn with any hairstyle, from a simple ponytail to an elaborate updo. French hair clips can be dressed up or down, depending on the occasion. They can be embellished with decorative elements, such as rhinestones or pearls, to add a touch of glamour to the hairstyle.French hair clips are also a great option for those with thick or curly hair. The clasp on a French hair clip is designed to hold a large amount of hair, making it easier to style thick or curly hair. They are also a great option for those with fine hair, as they are less likely to slip out of the hair than other types of hair clips.

Claw Clips

Claw clips, also known as jaw clips, are another popular type of hair accessory. They are typically made of plastic or metal and have two hinged pieces that open and close like a claw. Claw clips are great for creating a quick and easy updo or for holding back hair from the face.

Claw clips come in a variety of sizes and styles, from small and simple to large and decorative. They can be used to create a sleek and polished look or a more relaxed and messy style. Claw clips are also a great option for those with thick or curly hair, as they can hold a large amount of hair securely in place.

One of the best things about claw clips is their ease of use. They are perfect for those mornings when you are short on time but still want to look put together. Simply gather your hair into a ponytail or bun, secure it with a claw clip, and you are ready to go. Claw clips are also great for those days when you want to keep your hair out of your face but still want to look stylish.

Choosing the Right Hair Accessory

When choosing a hair accessory, it is important to consider the occasion and the style you are going for. French hair clips are great for more formal occasions, such as weddings or fancy dinners, while claw clips are perfect for more casual occasions, such as running errands or going to the gym.

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#Muse answer to Basic Q&A ★

Mun Ari: I want to thank the cute anon-chan that sent me this questioner! ♡

Whats your name? Is there a meaning behind it ? :

Ariadna: *giggles* My full name is Ariadna Koizumi Martínez, nice to meet you!

According to my mom and internet jeje: Ariadna means "kind-hearted", "compassionate" or "pure". I like it very much, it's cute.

Any prefered Alias or nickname that you'll like to be called as? :

Ariadna: You can call me simply Ari, everyone calls me like that.

What kind of person do you think you are? :

Ariadna: hmm... I think I could describe myself as shy, insecure and quite clumsy. However, I consider myself to be kind, patient and honest. I’m an easy-going and relaxed person and as such I rarely get in trouble.

When is your birthday? How do you celebrate it? :

Ariadna: My birthday is on the 21 of November! I love celebrating my b-day! Is the best day of the year to me *giggles*. I like to do different things each year, but I like that that day I'm like a princess and I get to choose! I like to be pampered and spoiled! I want to have fun from the moment I wake up until I go to sleep!

What's your age? ：

Ariadna: *proud* I'm 18! In my country I'm an adult you see~

What's your gender?：

Ariadna: I'm a woman as you can see ^^

How tall are you? Are you satisfied with your height?:

Ariadna: I'm 1.56 m... I'm not going to lie: I'm not that happy with my height since it comes with disadvantages. In my country I was considered to be in the mean height for women, maybe a little shorter, but I'm mostly so short in comparison with many! I wish I could have reached at least the 1.60 m though...

Where did you come from?：

Ariadna: I'm from Mexico! More specifically from the capital, Mexico City!!

What charm do you suppose that you possess？：

Ariadna: *fidgeting her fingers* I-I'm not sure I have such a thing... but people sometimes says that my empathy or kindness are what makes me charming. Others says that my height or even my shyness are charming, but I wouldn't know or any of them.

Do a voice impression, will you?~：

Ariadna: *blushes* F-From who? Eh...

*lowering the voice* "Yuriii... Shortcake... have you seen my phone?? I'm so booreeed!! Hey, shortcake~ do something to entertain me~" *giggles all red*

Name one of your favorite activities, can you?~ ：

Ariadna: I really like writing on my diary! Also, I truly enjoy either explore the city or to stay at home relaxing with a good book or play with my phone! Baking is also a thing I enjoy doing from time to time~

How do you greet someone in the morning?：

Ariadna: At school I simply say good morning to my classmates or friends. To show my respect towards elders, I learnt to bow accordingly.

However, at home is different: I greet Yuri with a simple 'good morning', but I greet Kino with a morning kiss either in the cheek or in the l-lips... depends! *blushes*.

Back in my country, it is a cultural thing to greet your friends with a kiss on the cheek and acquitances with words alone.

What's the last thing you say to someone before going to bed?：

Ariadna: To Yuri, I simply tell him 'good night' and to Kino I give him a good night kiss and a hug *blushing*

Favorite possession (item)? ：

Ariadna: My diary is my most precious possession.

Why not talk about your hairstyle a little?~：

Ariadna: What an odd question... *giggles*. Well, I usually style my hair in a half ponytail. Is simple and I like how it looks on me! I do change my hairstyle from time to time or decorate it with some accessories.

Any unique characteristics on you?：

Ariadna: Aside the fact I'm quite short? It could be the way I dress that is strange to where I actually reside. Oh! At least here in Japan, my appearance is considered to be a little unusual since I have Latina characteristics ^^'

Do you have a special nickname to call someone as?

Ariadna: *blushes* I-I only give nicknames to those I'm closed to. I like calling Naomi 'Nami', but it is an inside joke. Yuri is Yuri. And to Kino is varies: I mostly call him 'Kino', but when I feel like it I call him 'amor', 'querido', 'my love', 'honey', and 'your highness' to mock him.

What's your favorite color and why?:

Ariadna: I like all colors really! But I love pink and lilac above them all!

What do you enjoy doing?：

Ariadna: I mentioned writing is my main hobby, exploring the city and play on my phone... sometimes baking too.

What's your special skill?：

Ariadna: Is keeping Kino in line considered to be one special skill? I dare to say I'm good at giving advices and listening to people. Pampering and comforting people too!

Demonstrate a short love confession! I dare you~ :

Ariadna: *blushing* Oh no, please no! I-Is embarrassing!

Mun Ari: You have to ^^'

Ariadna: eck! W-Well... *closing her eyes* I love you. I want to be by your side for as long as we can. I never felt like this before, but I only feel like it when I'm with you. You make me so happy... I-I can’t go on! Next! *blushing*

Your favorite food, and why?：

Ariadna: I love Japanese and Mexican food! But also Arabic food! Specially noodles or Ramen, sushi, pozole and curry!

Your favorite drink, and why?：

Ariadna: I love tea, coffee, calpis and tepache!

Any favorite book?：

Ariadna: hmm... pride and prejudice I think.

Any favorite genre of movie? Hmm, why?：

Ariadna: I love comedy, romance and fantasy! I like to have a good time when watching a movie and to get absorbed in the story! I know sometimes they picture love as something irrealistic or exaggerated or 'perfect', but I know is not true, yet it doesn’t affect the fact I enjoy watching them!

Favorite game? (If none can skip)：

Ariadna: Any Mario game are so much fun!

Favorite music? Why?：

Ariadna: I like pop and classical music. One for dancing and singing and the other to relax!

What's your weakness？：

Ariadna: S-Socializing... presenting to a public... being rude...

Anyone that you respect？~：

Ariadna: I respect those who are hard-working and passionate with what they love! Those who work to achieve what they dream! The brave and extrovert too.

Do you have a wish?：

Ariadna: *a little sad* I wish I could see my family once again. To apologize for what I did back then and to make them part of my life was again...

Anything to say to those that are watching your interview?~：

Ariadna: thank you for coming! It was fun and entertaining!

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The curly hair bun scrunchie

Curly hair is beautiful, versatile, and unique, but it also comes with its own set of challenges. From frizz to tangles, maintaining curly hair can sometimes feel like a daunting task. However, there's one accessory that has been gaining popularity among those with curly locks – the curly hair bun scrunchie. In this article, we'll explore what exactly a messy curly hair bun scrunchie is, how it works, and why it's become a must-have for curly-haired individuals everywhere.

What is a Curly Hair Bun Scrunchie?

A curly hair bun scrunchie is a hair accessory designed specifically for those with curly or textured hair. Unlike traditional hair ties or scrunchies, which can sometimes cause breakage or damage to delicate curls, the curly hair bun scrunchie is made with materials that are gentle on curly strands. Its unique design allows for easy styling and helps to prevent pulling or tugging, making it the perfect accessory for creating a variety of curly hairstyles.

How Does it Work?

Creating a curly hair bun with a scrunchie is simple and straightforward. To start, gather your curls into a ponytail at the desired location on your head – this could be at the crown, the nape of the neck, or off to the side, depending on your preference. Then, twist the ponytail around itself to form a bun shape. Once you have the bun in place, simply secure it with the curly hair bun scrunchie by wrapping it around the base of the bun several times until it feels secure. The scrunchie's soft, stretchy material will hold your bun in place without causing damage to your curls.

Why Choose a Curly Hair Bun Scrunchie?

There are several reasons why curly-haired individuals are opting for a curly hair bun scrunchie over traditional hair ties or scrunchies. Firstly, the gentle material of the scrunchie helps to minimize breakage and damage to delicate curls, making it a healthier option for curly hair. Additionally, the scrunchie's design allows for easy styling and versatility – you can create a sleek and polished bun for a formal occasion or a more relaxed and casual bun for everyday wear.

Furthermore, curly hair bun scrunchies come in a variety of colors, patterns, and materials, allowing you to express your personal style and add a pop of color or texture to your hairstyle. Whether you prefer a classic black scrunchie for a timeless look or a vibrant patterned scrunchie to make a statement, there's a curly hair bun scrunchie out there for everyone.

In Conclusion:

The curly hair bun scrunchie is a game-changer for those with curly or textured hair. Not only does it provide a gentle and stylish way to create a variety of curly hairstyles, but it also helps to minimize breakage and damage to delicate curls. With its easy-to-use design and endless styling possibilities, the curly hair bun scrunchie has become a must-have accessory for curly-haired individuals everywhere. So why not give your curls the love and care they deserve with a curly hair bun scrunchie today?

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Discovering the Perfect Hair Salon Near Victoria Park: Your Guide to Style and Pampering

Nestled in the vibrant community surrounding Victoria Park lies a treasure trove for those seeking the perfect hairstyle hair salons that cater to your every need. Whether you're a local resident or a visitor exploring the area, finding the right salon can elevate your grooming experience to new heights. With a plethora of options to choose from, it's essential to know where to look and what to expect when seeking out the ideal salon near Victoria Park.

Location is key when it comes to selecting a hair salon, and fortunately, Victoria Park boasts a variety of options conveniently situated within reach. From trendy boutique salons to established chains, there's something for everyone within the vicinity. Consider exploring the charming streets surrounding the park to uncover hidden gems that offer personalized service and expert styling.

One crucial aspect to consider when selecting a hair salon is the range of services it provides. Whether you're in need of a simple trim, a bold new color, or a complete makeover, the right salon should offer a diverse array of services to suit your preferences. Look for establishments that employ experienced stylists trained in the latest techniques and trends, ensuring that you receive top-notch service tailored to your unique needs.

In addition to services, ambiance plays a significant role in creating an exceptional salon experience. Seek out salons with inviting atmospheres that exude warmth and relaxation, allowing you to unwind as you indulge in some much-needed self-care. From chic and modern interiors to cozy and intimate spaces, finding a salon with the right ambiance can enhance your overall satisfaction and leave you feeling rejuvenated.

Of course, convenience is also a crucial factor to consider when choosing a hair salon near Victoria Park. Look for establishments that offer flexible scheduling options to accommodate your busy lifestyle, whether you need a quick touch-up during your lunch break or a leisurely pampering session on the weekend. Additionally, consider amenities such as easy parking access or nearby public transportation for added convenience.

Lastly, don't forget to consider reviews and recommendations from fellow patrons when selecting a hair salon. Online platforms and social media provide valuable insights into the experiences of others, helping you make an informed decision about where to book your next appointment. Pay attention to customer feedback regarding quality of service, professionalism, and overall satisfaction to ensure a positive salon experience.

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5 Formal Hairstyles For Women

After you’ve chosen your formal outfit and perfect shoes, the last thing to do is finish off your look with a cute formal hairstyle. Whether you’re attending a wedding, prom night, or another special event, a chic and elegant updo will make you feel confident and look beautiful. From easy braided hairstyles to a sleek ponytail, these formal looks are guaranteed to wow your guests and take you to the next level of elegance.

Braids are one of the easiest and most popular formal hairstyles for women. They can be as simple or as complicated as you like, and they can easily be matched with your dress. You can try a small fishtail braid, or go big with a bold lemonade style. Braids are also a great way to add texture and volume to a high or low ponytail. To give your braids an extra special touch, wrap a piece of hair around the base of the elastic to conceal it.

This formal hairstyle is perfect for long, thick locks. Use a comb to smooth any knots and pin the rest of your hair in a low bun with a pearl clip. Leave a few strands of hair out in front to frame your face and complete the look.

If you have shorter hair, consider a loose half updo with a romantic boho flair. Gather a few small sections of your hair and tie them together in the shape of a triangle. Then, tuck the remainder of your hair into a low bun and leave a few strands hanging out for an ethereal look that will turn heads at your next formal event.

Embrace your inner princess with this glamorous updo. Start with a low bun and add a crown of flowers or jewels to the top. This beautiful look will match any dress and will make you feel like a princess on your special day.

For a more formal take on this style, try a low woven bun that features both a teased top section and a voluminous bottom. It’s easy to do and will look amazing with your dress and accessories.

This look is perfect for wavy or straight hair. Take a piece of your hair and weave it through the bottom of your ponytail. You can then secure the end with a bobby pin and tuck it underneath your bun.

Give your ponytail a formal twist with this updo. Tease your bangs and pull them back to create a classic pompadour look that is both sophisticated and on-trend.

Embrace your curls with this chic updo that’s perfect for all formal occasions. Pull your wavy locks into a low bun and add a pretty bow to complete the look. This style will match any dress and is the perfect formal hairstyle for black women.

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𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭 𝘨𝘶𝘪𝘥𝘦 (school essentials, study tips, hairstyle and more)

This guide is designed to help you navigate the educational landscape and provide insights into what you can expect during your journey starting a new school year. A new school year can bring a mix of excitement, this guide will equip you with valuable information and tips to make the most of your school experience.

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UNIFORM - Looking good in your school uniform involves a combination of factors, including proper grooming fit and confidence. Here are some tips to help you look your best in your school uniform. 1. Proper grooming. Maintain good personal hygiene by showering regularly, keeping your hair clean and well-groomed, and practicing good oral hygiene. Neat grooming is a fundamental aspect of looking good in any outfit.

2. Tailor the uniform. If possible, have your uniform pieces tailored to ensure a proper fit. Avoid wearing uniforms that too loose or too tight as they can affect your overall appearance.

3. Follow dress code guidelines. Adhere to the school's dress code guidelines and avoid any modifications or additions that are not allowed. Respecting the rules shows maturity and responsibility.

4. Keep your uniform clean. Regularly laundry your uniform to keep it looking fresh and presentable. Remove stains promptly, and ensure that your shoes are clean and polished.

5. Good posture. Stand and sit with good posture as it conveys confidence and poise. Avoid slouching or slumping, as it detract from your overall appearance.

6. Supportive undergarments. Wear a will-fitted and supportive undergarments to ensure a smooth and flattering silhouette.

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ACESSORIZE

1. Outwear. When allowed, choose a stylish jacket that complements your uniform and reflects your personal style.

2. Trench coat and blazers. If the dress code allows adding trench coat and blazers, consider adding a trench coat/ blazer in a complementary color to add sophistication to your uniform.

3. Shoes. Classic Leather Oxfords. Leather oxfords are timeless and formal options that adheres to most school dress codes. They are versatile, comfortable and appropriate for both boys and girls. Loafers. Loafers in leather are another suitable choice for a strict dress code. They are easy to slip on and off, making them convenient for school days. Mary Janes. For girls, classic Mary Janes with low heels or flats are a conservative and feminine option that usually complies with school dress codes.

3. Ties and scarves. If your dress codes permit ties and scarves, choose one with unique patterns or colors that complement your uniform.

4. Jewelry. Opt for tasteful and minimalistic jewelry such as simple earrings. necklace, and bracelets. Avoid jewelries that are too distracting.

5. Hair accessories. Use hair accessories like headbands, hairpins, or bows that match the color of your uniform or add a pop of color that complements it.

6. Socks and tights. If permitted, wear fun and stylish socks or tights that showcase your personality. Consider patterns or colors that stand with out violating the dress code.

7. Cute bag. Don't get a bag that is too flashy or too plain. A cute handbag or bag neutral color would be a great addition to your outfit. Choose carefully and make it count, because if your bag is one of the few thing that might not be checked or have or have a dress code.

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HAIRSTYLE -When choosing a hairstyle for school, it's essential to consider both style and practicality. Here are some simple and suitable hairstyle for school. Messy bun. A messy bun is a relaxed and effortless hairstyle that works well for school. It's prefect for days when you are running late or just want a relaxed look. Ponytail. A classic ponytail is easy to do and keeps your hair neat throughout the day. French braids. French braid are both practical and stylish. You can braid your hair down the back or create 2 braids for fun and cute look. Top knot. The top knot is a stylish and easy-to-create hairstyle that keeps your hair off your face. It works well for both long and short hair.

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NAILS

1. Keep nails clean. Regularly wash your hands to keep your nails clean to maintain proper hygiene

2. Trim and shape nails. Keep your nails short and well groomed. Avoid long nails or press-on nails that are distracting or nails that violates the dress code.

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SUPPLIES School essentials vary depending on the grade level and specific requirements of the school, but here is a list of common school essentials that most students may need.

1. Backpack or school bag. A sturdy and spacious backpack to carry books, notebooks and other essentials.

2. Notebooks and paper. Various of notebooks, loose-leaf paper, and folders to keep notes and assignments organized.

3. Writing Instrument. Ballpens, pencil, highlighter, correction tape and eraser and a pencil case to store them.

4. Calculator. A basic or scientific calculator for math and science class.

5. Ruler, geometry set. A ruler, protractor, and a compass for geometry and technical drawings.

6. Planner or organizer. Have a planner to keep track of assignments, due dates, and extracurricular activities.

7. Identification Card. As required by many schools, and ID is used for identification and access to certain facilities.

8. Personal Hygiene items. Hand sanitizer, wipes/tissue, napkin, and other personal hygiene products.

9. Reading materials. For leisure reading during break.

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ATTITUDE

1. Be confident. Believe in yourself and your abilities. Confidence can help you overcome your fears and help you achieve your goals.

2. Set goals. Setting goals can keep you motivated and focused in your studies and extracurricular activities.

3. Be respectful. Do I even need to explain this?

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Thank you for reading this. I hope this helps you and thank you for your support because this is my first post in my blog. Thank you 💖🌠 

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