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yourdearestdiana · 1 month

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what's next?

its very confusing.

some days I do not care. I feel like I have everything under control and I can carry on with the absence of the so called "essentials" that a 20-something year old would ought to have. some days I long for that specific feeling and pray that one day I'd be able to live the life my 16-year-old had hope for me when I turn 26.

26; a strange age indeed. the mid-20s but low-key you're almost 30 (omg yikes). you're definitely not old nor are you young. at 26 you're an adult, but you're not expected to know even half the things you're supposed to do as an adult. at this age, my parents are still worried about me but not too worried where they have to know my whereabouts. at this age, I'm still doing my undergrad and my circle of friends have no idea I'm older than them. half the people this age are either married with children, some are still acting like they're 21, and some are just about to start from square one all over again.

for me, I've learned to accept the fact that its completely okay to be in whatever phase of life I'm in and the last thing I really do is compare my life to others. I'm lucky to have the understanding that I'm living this life not to please anybody but God. though most days, I get carried away by the temporary delights of this life that God is not what I always think of. forgive me, ya Allah. make me a better person.

I question a lot of things, mostly about what is there for me in the future? am I supposed to work harder for this future? will I live that long to see a future? is God pleased with me? do I want my parents to worry more about me because they're so okay with how I am now but I kinda want them to not settle with how I'm doing? am I disappointing people that care about me and I don't know it? are there people that actually care for me in secret? am I really okay with people not caring about me as much? I question things that I don't wanna hear the answers to sometimes, too. which is again, confusing.

one thing that I've realized about me at this age, is that I am such a stoic. I truly put my trust and faith in my written fate and destiny that I truly do not give a damn if things were to go downhill. I must stop that mindset right now. I have to realize that a plan B is necessary. I have to work on my rationale. clearly, I have none and take YOLO too seriously.

but back to the real question; what's next? should I be worried or should I be calm about the future?

Sun 3/17/2024 5:56PM - Ramadan 7

#Diana's journal

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jellythefrogjournal · 20 days

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Here’s another Diana drawing before I design Beach Town Diana! Hehe she looks so cute ☺️

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fridayiminlovemp3 · 2 years

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hold onto hope if you’ve got it

#late birthday present for diana midnightcitv <3 #lyrics are from paramore’s 26!#art #my art #words #angels #<3 #collage #collage art #journaling #journal #journal art #lyrics #lyric art #paramore #after laughter #hayley williams #midnightcitv

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albertayebisackey · 9 days

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"Uneasy lies the head that wears a crown." - William Shakespeare

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fancyschmancyopinions · 2 months

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DIANA ARGON at the 2023 NYC Fall Ballet Gala on October 5th 2023 wearing CAROLINA HERRERA

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hyperallergic · 9 months

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Stitch artist Diana Weymar collaborated with the Economic Hardship Reporting Project to center the work of writers tackling economic and racial justice — using embroidery.

#diana weymar #economic hardship reporting project #textile art #embroidery #art #artists #journalism #design #activism #artivism

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fluffs-n-stuffs · 6 months

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Pokémon Horizons Episode 24 spoilers under the cut!

HEY AMETHIO BESTIE WHAT DOES THAT MEAN . WHAT DOES THAT MEAN

#fluff binges !!!#GUESS WHO'S OFFICIALLY CAUGHT UP WITH HORIZONS AND GOT TO WATCH THE LATEST EP FROM YESTERDAY !!! 💥💥💥💥💥#I have a bunch of posts to make about the previous eps because I enjoyed them a lot but first oh my g o d #adding an extra tag here before spoiler talk -------------------------->#I was still reeling from finding out that Hamber was Diana's old friend I like genuinely jumped from seeing that #butler jumpscare /lh #Hamber's essentially Gibeon's righthand at this rate and considering how Onyx and Sango were even scared of him that spells out bad news #NO BUT WHAT WAS UP WITH TERAPAGOS BEEFING WITH AMETHIO AT THE END I'M..................................................#AMETHIO HAVING AN EVEN BIGGER ROLE IN THIS STORY ASIDE FROM HIS OWN PERSONAL VENDETTA?????????????????AMEN AMEN AMEN #it's so funny for the past few episodes I was thinking to myself “man I miss Amethio I miss my edgy son where is he :(”#AND HE NOT ONLY CAME BACK BUT POSSIBLY HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE PAST CONSIDERING TERAPAGOS' REACTION...................#my current theory is like - maybe Amethio's a descendant of someone who knew Lucius?#and maybe they're the reason why he's been missing all this time? because that was anger Hatenna was sensing I feel #and terapagos was acting so aggressively thinking that Amethio was that same person from before /insane /insane /insane #I thought that Liko could possibly be a descendant of Lucius as well but it seems like Diana only knew him through his journals-#-not by relations like I initially thought #OOOUGHGGHGNNGG I NEED MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #next friday come soon huhu #pokemon horizons #anipoke #pokeani #amethio #amethio pokemon

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earlgreyandanime · 3 months

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There is something morbidly beautiful about this line, and I love it.

#I might put this in my quote journal #time's convert #deborah harkness #diana bishop #all souls trilogy #the book of life #shadow of night #a discovery of witches #matthew de clermont #marcus whitmore #phoebe taylor

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cottageshadowwitch · 6 months

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Greek and Roman Aspects of the Gods and Goddesses

A few days ago, I've begun to look into the history of the place I call home. And even though I know there is a lot of past Roman influence I didn't expect a goddess' sanctuary around these parts.

In the past, I have thought fleetingly of her Greek aspect, and recently it felt like I might be drawn to a nature deity of some sort, but I thought it might be someone else.

I haven't yet visited that former sanctuary, but I do plan to do so as soon as I'm able to. I have no contact with the Roman pantheon, I feel at home with the Greek and the Norse.

So now I'm wondering if I should approach Artemis or Diana.

How impolite would it be to talk to Artemis at a Dianic sanctuary?

Would I be talking to the same deity, just in a different expression of herself?

Could I even incorporate a Roman Goddess in my mixed pagan practice?

I know visiting that place and getting a feel for it is something I need to do, but I'd love to prepare myself beforehand. Thinking about it, I feel more at home with Artemis, but that place was one to worship Diana since it's made by Romans.

How closely related are the Greek and the Roman Pantheon? Are Artemis and Diana simply expressions or aspects of the same goddess?

#greek pantheon #roman pantheon #artemis #diana #greek gods #roman gods #paganblr #artemis deity #diana deity #witchy queue #chapter: journal #type: hellenic paganism

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imarvelatthestars · 10 days

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idk about anyone else, maybe this is just a me thing as the fandom shifts and evolves, or maybe it's just phases running their course, but i've been feeling for a long time just... tired of the smut fics

like, don't get me wrong, i enjoy reading and writing them, but at some point it just gets so repetitive? and then when fics start evolving into pure sex rather than plot or character study or whatever, it just feels even more boring. i want.... more.

and this isn't me trying to vaguely @ someone!! moreso just some thoughts i've been thinking that have also made me step away from writing for a bit

with time, i want to branch out more to characters beyond the clones (even tho i love them to pieces, they're easily some of the most intriguing characters in all of star wars). the sequel trio deserves some love, more side and niche characters, more of the rebels fam!! and while i'll definitely still be writing romance, ocs, and self-inserts, i wanna have fun with it again! maybe just try something different for once!

#diana talks #idk if this is anything #welcome to my internet journal i guess

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ecargmura · 4 months

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Pokemon Horizons Episode 33 Review - Amethio VS Rayquaza

Silly Amethio, do you really think you have the power to defeat a legendary? He got WIPED by Rayquaza and it was a bit humiliating. Though, I do wonder why Rayquaza showed up. It seemed like he wasn’t as chummy towards Terapagos as the other Heroes were. Does it not like Terapagos?

I feel bad for Amethio. He keeps losing. From losing to Friede and now to Rayquaza. I do wonder what it is he’ll do to get stronger. I do commend him for using both his Ceruledge and Corviknight in battle. At least, he knows he has two Pokemon and can use them efficiently unlike Liko and Roy who insist on training only one of their Pokemon and not both. When was the last time we saw Wattrel and Hatenna do something?

Why is Roy being so reckless again? I’d assume he had learned his lesson back in Episode 22 where he and Liko wandered into the deeper parts of the mines and almost got themselves in danger. He was being stupid yet again with the way he was yelling at Rayquaza to challenge him. Roy, it’s dangerous out there and what makes you think you are at the level to challenge Rayquaza when it beat the snot out of Amethio? At least Amethio had two fully evolved Pokemon, but you have two basic level Pokemon! What makes you think a mere Fuecoco and Wattrel is gonna make you earn Rayquaza’s respect? I just hope that this will be the deciding factor for him to get some development once and for all. I think the bad aspect of this reckless side is that he never gets reprimanded by the adults for his thoughtlessness. He almost got Liko and Friede in danger but not once did they scold him.

Terapagos’s Terastalized form is shown for the first time, but briefly. I do wonder what sort of relationship Terapagos and Rayquaza have because the former doesn’t seem too fond of the latter. Will there be a fight between in the future? I’d like to see that. I did like how the transformation was caused by it seeing Liko and Roy almost getting hurt and it didn’t want that to happen.

Diana is leaving the ship but only Friede knows so far. It’s interesting that Diana is leaving to investigate more on the pendant, Terapagos and the Explorers and she wants the Rising Volt Tacklers to keep searching for the Heroes. I do think she’ll return someday. It’s also interesting to learn that Hamber and Diana were once friends before learning he was a part of the Explorers. It just fuels more into the mysteries of who they are. I did like that Diana decides to train Liko and Roy with her Arcanine just so they can help them improve their battling. Good thing it was a practice match, which gave the two a victory. Had Diana been serious, she would’ve knocked them both out. However, the Diana segment does give me uneasiness. What if Diana gets hurt or gets captured by the Explorers later on?

The final episode of the mini Terapagos segment is out. I did get it right with how it was about the Paldean Starters. The finale is Terapagos going to the kitchen because it was hungry and then encounters Rockruff and Alcremie. Alcremie gives them her cream and Shuckle gives them its juice. Quaxly freaks out over the mess. It was super cute over all!

Now that everything has become peaceful once again, where will they go to find the other heroes? How will they encounter Kleavor and Entei? Will Amethio return stronger? Will Roy get that character development he needs? What do you think about this episode?