Cowardly walked away from every responsibility after 38 years. 38 years. 38 years.
Left every personal belonging behind except his dark secrets - those were hand delivered to covert storage for safe keeping.
Shredded hearts. Broken dreams. Stolen futures.
Pornography and dirty secrets more important than everything and everyone.
All encompassing. Watching it. Writing it. Reading it. Hiding it. Protecting it. Not just adults. Not a damn thing to do. Not enough probable cause.
Hidden cameras with night vision in our sacred space. More terrible secrets. More denial.
Many new tool kits, window breaker purchased with terrible intent.
Taking tens of thousands from his elderly father with dementia. No conscious. No consequences.
Elderly father left suffering on the floor for days with a broken arm while preoccupied with porn at the hotel. No daily calls happening knowing it was absolutely necessary.
Daughters devastated, confused, depressed.
So. Many. Lies.
Addict behavior turned on wife: psychological abuse, emotional abuse, stonewalling, victim blaming.
Fifth job loss in six months.
Divorcing him a must. But how?
Decisions about whether to pay the mortgage or attorney on a $20/hr salary while there’s no accountability for the money frivolously spent for months.
Trying to shift focus away from the terrible he’s become; the lies to his attorney begin about everything and anyone, especially her.
Upon his father’s passing, this stranger will have spent life changing money on this terrible darkness, will receive a beautiful condo, full social security, the disgusting addiction, oh, and his new girlfriend he’s been buying lingerie for with his father’s credit card. A new girlfriend found less than four months after walking out on a beautiful family.
Ruined a family in every way a family can be ruined. Life has never been easy. So. Much. Trauma. He knew every wound but did it anyway with full knowledge. Knowing the human cost.
Sister a prostitute. Died of an overdose.
Brother a gang member. Shot in the head and killed at twenty one.
Nephew/adopted son died of overdose in 2020.
Aren’t men protective, brave, and courageous? When?
Biological father (doesn’t deserve that term) abused, violated and completely broke four of us growing up. Decimated three generations. He “has no problem sleeping at night”; suffered no repercussions.
The reality of addiction. The ugly truth. The secrets families have to keep while the addict continues the damage.
Something has to change.
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⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ this cat doesn't bite! 🐈⬛
CATTIE STIMBOARD!!!!!!!
grayscale--black, gray, white
cats, glass & ceramic, dresses, broken/glitchy tech
gift 4 @julietheidiot
might make a winston stimboard... and also... a yandere winsattie board... because i am that bitch...
x x x x 🐈⬛ x x x x
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THE PURGER
The purge is an american anthology
The purge meaning that crime arent illegal
The people can be violence and insane they kill people and torture them, put to death or otherwise eliminate(undesirable or unwanted member)
This might be horrible experience
They kill people they hate or mad at
People can be violence and insane they wear different mask to celebrate the purge, they kill each other too
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It's so so hard to live sometimes act like
I'm fine to everyone when I'm really not,
honestly I'm not, I pretend I'm fine all the
time and no one even notices I just wish
somebody would notice how not okay and
broken I am about everything and help fix
me, unfortunately though life's not like
that, I don't know if it ever was but I sure
wish it was now, I'm helping out people
putting their broken pieces back together
when, well me myself I'm still completely
shattered trying to put my own pieces
back completely alone. No one knows
what I go through I'm not much of an open
person, yes I do tell people when I'm upset
over little things or not in a good mood
but never does someone know the times
that I don't want to be here anymore, at all
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I absolutely LOVE how much of a dork Baron Dark is. Playing with dolls of his enemies to destroy them to unwind his rage and ask for more like a game, and his husband- I mean Dr Cyborn just watching him do shit and going "oy no you stop you have better things to do here go outside" by giving him something that can work IRL all while wanting to cheer him up with his newest invention made specially to help him because he sees he is down. I love this married couple
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"I am destroying myself so other people can't", she said, "and it's the worst kind of control but it's the only form I know."
(via: sofijasofia)
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