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olivelouis · 2 months
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Im cold and i need to change out of my outside clothes and get into bed but it's so difficult to get up from where i am lying on top of my blanket trying to gather warmth through osmosis
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to-be-a-dreamer · 6 months
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I’ve been reading the Grishaverse books/watching the Netflix show for the first time over the past couple weeks or so and I just have to say that I think it's so funny whenever Kaz gets snarky about Inej's proverbs or Matthias's religious talk or Jesper’s Jesperisms or anyone else being even slightly philosophical or theatrical or whatever because Kaz Brekker is the most dramatic bitch in all of Kerch. Like. I'm pretty sure this kid graduated top of his class from the School of Dramatic One-Liners with a double major in "Commit to the Aesthetic" and "Writing Epic Love Poetry Whilst Maintaining the Bad Guy Reputation". Dude wanted to impress a girl and wasn’t sure if getting the whole ass king of Ravka to find her long-lost parents was enough so he bought an entire warship from his friend who absolutely would have just Given It To Him but noooooo Mr. Protecting-My-Investment over here had to pay a fair price otherwise it doesn’t count.
The only, and I mean the ONLY reason I don't say he's the most dramatic bitch in the entire Grishaverse is because Nikolai Lantsov exists and that man once wore his entire army uniform under his jacket to go volcra hunting in the Shadow Fold on the off chance he would get to make a dramatic reveal at the end. He put a spring-loaded curtain in front of the weapons rack on his personal ship just in case he had guests he wanted to show off for. I wouldn’t be surprised if he did the dramatic flourish every time he opened those curtains for literally no one but himself. I also wouldn’t be surprised if he made that set up after he had guests he wanted to show off for. That curtain either went up two hours before he used it or it was the first thing he built on that ship there is no in between.
I need copious amounts of Expo markers, PowerPoint slides, and glitter to figure out which one of them takes the title it is CLOSE.
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luck-of-the-drawings · 6 months
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IMAGINE. working at ur stupid uhhh job or whatever. pulling into your drive way and ready to work on some crazy project in your garage. opening the door to the most unfamiliar silence. did your wife and kid leave for something? could you imagine knocking on your kids door, hardly getting an answer, and opening it to find the splattered remains of your wife across his room your child is scared! hes hardly consolable, in a state of shock and terror. you are too, but youre the adult here. you need to take charge. you need to protect him. you need to do something. you need to do something.
#cw gore#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi pd spoilers#ashe winters#LOOOORRRD HELP ME THIS IS A YEAR OLD AND I HAAAATE LOOKIN AT IIITTTT ALL I CAN SEE ARE MY MISTAAAKESSS RRAAGHHHGGG ITS FINE THOUGH#ITS FIIIINE ITS ALL FIIIIIIINE!! IM HARSHER ON MY ART THAN ANYONE ELSE ITS FIIIIIINE IIITTSFFIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINEEEE#ANWYAY SO I THINK ALOT ABOUT THE FACT HE KILLED HIS MOM. FUUUUCKED UP. POOR GUY.. i wish i could learn more about what that day was like#the lil scenario wrote is my own silly little headcanon. but what really happened on that day? was mark there? or did he come home to it?#how violent was it really? was ashe awake the whole time? does he remember exactly how he killed her? does he remember?#who was mrs winters? what was she like? i like to think she was the one that gave ashe the book. taught him what she could before. yknow.#did ashe or mark try to destroy it afterwards? i could imagine mark throwing it into a fire. only for it to reappear with ashe#maybe ashe couldnt destroy it but i could imagine him hiding it. hiding away from it. and yet when we find him he holds it so close#its the only thing he can do! no super powers or anything. this was it. why would he ever throw away the only thing hes good at?#AND GOOD GOD MARK... TURNING TO MERCENARY WORK OVER IT ALL... SELLING HIS SOUL TO A LAbortory that changed him in immense ways#when did it get bad enough for him to start covering his face? what was ashe thinking? he knew his dad was up to something but what?#maRK HAS SUUUCH A CRAZY KILL COUNT TOO. I THINK THE HIGHEST IN THE SERIES IF WE'RE NOT LOOKIN AT THE GODS OR WATEV#MASS MURDER. MAN HAS COMMITTED MASS MURDER AND BROKE OUT OF SUPER VILLAIN PRISON WITH A PEN. MAN BUILDS IRON MAN SUITS IN HIS BASEMENT#OKay okay enough of my ramblin okayokay i just REALLY LOVE THIS SSHHOOOOWWW DUUUDEE EEUUGHTHTHHRHGHGH I LOVE THE WINTERS FAMILY...
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tswwwit · 1 year
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Wait, does the cheating thing on the bond always works? bcs that would be kinda freaky for R!Dipper like imagine you get pinned down by someone in the corner of a br or smthng and then said person kissed you and proceeded to explode into red mist and you literally have no idea what happened.
Also, would the constellation mark be a "cursed" Mark over the years, like you would give birth to a baby and the doctor says "😟 I am so sorry ma'am,,, I'm afraid your baby has the Cipher Companion mark. ( could also be something equally as science-y like Ursa Major, Constellation Calamation, etc idk)" And you just burst into tears.
Would that mean that dipper would get into a special program(demon wrangling program or smthng, demonologist? Maybe)? Or would the parents hide it away hoping that Bill would never take their child away?
(Sorry this au is just very interesting to me,,,, I hope u get more motivation, keep writing author 💪)
These are all options! The fun part of reincarnation AU being left ambiguous is that technically any of them could happen.
#Answers#Okay but for full transparency#I never really figured out what the 'cheating' consequence is#It's a nebulous concept since I've never had to write it happening#And left ambiguous because neither of these two are into anyone else - and as a writer I like to leave my options open!#I would assume that one of the few things they agreed on when making the contract was that unwelcome advances didn't count as cheating#But that the villain in question would get what was coming to them. Very Violently. They wanna step on a landmine? Let 'em have it#Dipper would have made a frowny face at the violence but agreed. Privately thinking well that's actually a *bonus*#A built-in defense system of sorts#(Something Bill was also thinking but absolutely phrased in the possessive aspect)#Whether or not the Consequences kick in before they meet again - their equivalent of their vow renewal - is up for grabs#Dipper trying to fend off someone only to have them burst into flames and/or blood would feel a terrified sense of relief#Who knows! Maybe Dipper has protection but has a chance for other actions before they meet again!#But the odds of that occurring are very slim. Partly due to his general awkwardness#And distinct hesitation on Dipper's part. Even though he *thinks* he should be enthusiastic#He looks at the person he's in bed with and just. It feels weird. Maybe because he hasn't (in his memory) done this before#Great job Dipper!! Someone in your bed and the best you can do is kinda grimace. Real sexy.#If he does ever manage to get up to something it's not even a tenth of the time he has with his husband#Dipper reincarnations are all very unfortunately attracted as hell to Bill Cipher and they're deeply alarmed by it#I do like the idea of different parental groups finding Dipper's birthmark and having different reactions#Perhaps a random incarnation of one of his family members ends up in charge of him one time#The results would vary *wildly* depending on who it was#On a scale of Mabel Mom to Ford Uncle how are you preparing this person for his invitable enhusbanding#(Stan remains pretty much the same but has a lot of bad marriage advice)#Wow that's a lot of tags even for me#I am going to queue this and sleep
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Mother Teach telling Ed fine things aren’t for them, it’s not up to them, it’s up to god, they’re not those kind of people and never will be
Izzy telling Ed the only retirement they get is death, but Ed has a plan, and Izzy will go along with the plan so Ed can retire, retire like a rich man does, as a rich man, he’ll help, he tries
But the plan changes, Ed stays a pirate, the rich man does something to his brain (something Izzy never did or could do, even if he wanted- he doesn’t want, he never considered, but why can’t Ed ever look at him like that, Ed doesn’t look at him at all anymore)
And then the rich man leaves, and Ed is still there, heartbroken, and fine things aren’t for them, and the only retirement they get is death
#what happened to mother teach after ed killed his father#did ed run away in guilt and shame? did he return triumphantly and tell mother that man would never hurt them again?#did he return silently and later hide his face when the floating body of known local drunk was pulled out of the water#did anyone see the rope marks on his neck. did anyone question it. or did they just say he must have fallen in#did mother have to work till she died. the only retirement they (the poor) get is death#did ed get an honest job first to try and take care of mother when her hands were too gnarled to clean the estate#did he try and then the illicit jobs became more lucrative#did she know what he did#did she kick him out#did she feel shame and sadness about the life her son had to lead. shame she couldn't change it#through no fault of her own but trauma and shame don't make a person logical#does she blame herself#does izzy regret trying to help#trying to push ed into a finer life. one of a retired rich man#does he think they tried too hard. flew too close to the sun#(sailed too close to a lighthouse)#and burned up and crashed#will he ever try again to help someone else get a finer life. or try for himself#or will he remember this lesson and keep his head down#the way he always lived his life. tried and true#will he work until he dies#until his hands are too gnarled to pull rope or hold a sword#will someone take care of him#will he be abandoned#mother teach#edward teach#izzy hands#ofmd#an ldd original#it's crying about mama t and izzy and maybe projecting a little hours
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spearxwind · 4 months
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druidshollow · 3 months
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"what would your character be like without their trauma?" is such a hard question for me because it makes me feel like a massive asshole LMAO
(im attaching a picture of a tundra literally to add context to my ramble in the tags because my posts are structured by a sane person) (you should read the ramble in the tags i talk so much about rivers fsr)
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#like. rivers would probably just purpose funky things for the hell of it and study lizards and stuff#i think environmentalism would matter to him since he was created long before the great equalizer when there was like. actually a view#have you guys ever looked at a tundra for real theyre so pretty. i think the colours would be funkier though#purples and blues along with the reds and oranges i think but id have to draw it tio be sure its not ugly#anyways. rivers would probably be interested in nature conservation especially since the ancients destroyed the world-#but the iterators construction obviously had a massive part in that so hed feel ownership#him and glass wouldve got along VERY well in this circumstance since that matters a lot to her (specifically animal conservation though)#but at the same time glass doesnt exist without rivers trauma right. she cant exist if flowers isnt in his life because he Literally built#her (glass) just to be mean to rivers#doomed for real#i....... want them to be friends in the walky au. my massive block is trying to think of some reason nights Needs to leave his can because#he wouldnt if not required. and glass just wouldnt leave him. in no circumstance would they willingly separate from eachothers company#theyd ALSO need to be really fast because the only opportunity nights would get to get out is when odyssey goes to him to help her build#the weapon she needs to kill dune. (odyssey has the gift. the twins dont know anyone else who does((other than phrases obvsly)))#this happens a considerable amount of time after phrases and rivers escape. they have like. a month's time on them#odysseys like “if you guys are for real about leaving do NOT go straight south. dont. dont. dont. youre like 2 feet tall you WILL die”#nights is like “DEAR GOD SERIAL KILLERS??????” and glass is like “wtf youre only like a foot taller than us”#anyways i think glass and rivers would get along and rivers has a positive arc here right and realizes hes wrong and hes glad he didnt.#kill the twins. yeah its good you didnt do that dude#i jsut really really think theyd get along if rivers had the chance to associate her with anything but flowers horrid treatment of him#because in the normal story all he sees when he sees her is flowers. and like flowers could the twins can tap into his work and see his#files and logs and such whenever they wanted. they didnt do this very often- glass really never looked at rivers work unless she was told t#but rivers was just made SO paranoid by flowers abuse that thinking of being watched makes him feel sick and horrible#and his whole thing is trying to find a way to feel less horrible right so thats (part of) why he decides to get rid of them#hm. if rivers wassnt traumatized hed like nature and creatures. anyways#oc posting#look to the tags for the oc posting
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azurtai · 3 months
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@cyneris, prompt, send a letter to the moon & stars ✧ ̖́- accepting ! ↪[ dance ] sender whisks receiver onto to ‘ dance floor ’ ( can be actual or pretend ) / i would not be a true ☀️🌙 fan if i didn't send this 🤚 it would be a disservice to them and against everything i believe in 😿 it's what they deserve !
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the world was aglow, or so it seemed within this grand castle belonging to one of caelustum's nobility, obnoxiously showing everyone who attended what he possessed. chandeliers swirled upon ceiling, their diamonds glittering and dancing upon the bodies of all who attended. and here they were, resident of the underground empire now within a land that once belonged to the skies, how fitting. figure wrapped in soft silken threads, gown carrying the colors of night, of kissed black & haunting blue: fading into something much darker downwards where it pooled around like the lunar sea itself. not even the soft glimmers that adorned layers of dress could match the ethereal hue that was much like a moon - kissed blush upon cheeks. pearls that were wrapped around bare shoulders & exposed back the perfect canvas upon which the stars that adorned body shined through, intricate tattoo's inviting to the eye, hypnotizing. rare it was for them to be out of uniform yet rare it was not for them to show up uninvited to a ball that was not meant for outsiders - here they wandered around as if they were part of the elite of a land that had once been unknown to them. and rare it was not for elyon to walk upon the very ground as if they were divinity itself, no matter how rotten & broken they truly were.
yet, was it too much for them to have sought him out ? was it too much for them to have kept their presence here a secret ? no, glossy tiers curve up into a secretive smile, no it wasn't. whatever they did he would always accept, look at the carnage and tragedy they left behind and call them a sight a behold. bared skin for them to sink serrated teeth into, taking him whole. the only person now and forever that would look at them and ask for their madness, their hunger, their hollowness. the only person that had looked at the abyss that was their soul and willingly stepped inside. no thought was paid to the crowd that had surrounded them the moment high heels had demanded attention with sound alone. words of praise, of wonder, of compliments and hope that the illusive moon would pay attention to a pack of rats they could care less about. nevertheless, elyon allows a gloved hand to be lightly held by a noble, glow within azure blue hues distant and unbothered, a cold moon deep within winter's night.
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and then, oh then ! they feel him before they see him, soul core thrumming loudly and was it not a blessing that none of these people were attuned enough to the vampyre ( their magic ) that they could hear it sing ? there was a time where elyon despised the fact that stars would expose their thoughts whenever eyes laid upon a sorcerer of red, of the very flames that reigned inferno and danced with their own frozen fury, wrapped around their snow & ice and dared to kiss it gently yet with such fervor that elyon wished to simply drown in it. gold, harsh & blazing with the intensity of a thousand suns held their gaze, he who was born of glaring daylight [ ... ] of a welcoming dawn filled with the colors of crimson ichor itself. adorned in black and gold he was, their sundragon and how it thrills them that the crowd parts for him as if commanded by a silent order. a vision to behold ! never had they found another, anything else for that matter, to be beautiful but esra solheim was exactly that and more.
they have long forgotten the pests fighting to hold their hand, clinging onto it, hoping to gain their favor ( their attention ) but there would be no universe in which night incarnate would ever look away when day had risen. the world seems to fade away and fading away it did, carried by the confident strides of long legs, boots clicking upon marble floors, stygian cloak fluttering along and elyon has already started to move, abandoning admirers to the dust: high heels fall in step with esra, to meet him, and they need not even to extend hand for golden claws had found digits covered in the softest silk woven from night skies & wrapped within stark white jewelry crafted from an ending star with such ease ! elyon allows body to be twirled around, gown fluttering around form, held tightly by the sun who was unwilling to let them go [ and they would never want to either ... ] a full circle and elyon, gracefully, falls right into broad chest, eyes glowing with barely withheld amusement. ignoring the gasps and the whispering of a stunned crowd.
❝ you found me, esra solheim. ❞ it's breathed out before they feel esra's hand gliding down exposed back, trailing across dangling dawn - kissed pearls, feels the warmth he carried upon much colder skin; settling upon lower back while other still held their hand ever so tightly. i am not letting go. it's unspoken: it's why the azure mage nods lightly, already moving in tune with the pillar of caelestum's movements. the orchestra plays only for them, it roars when the sun and moon slide across the floor as if it were the very skies, it hums when they step in tandem; their colors melting together as if they were one ( perhaps they were, perhaps they always were ). when esra holds them tightly and dips them suddenly the laughter that escapes blood stained lips is one only born when with him. movements synchronized, in harmony, every time their eyes met elyon could see within it a tomorrow [ ... ] another day. the crowd had long disappeared from their mind, becoming one with the swirling surroundings, swallowed by the darkness that invaded the ballroom at behest of the mage. if there would be light let there be only upon a pair that found & chose one another. movements slow down slightly, enough for their arms to wrap around strong shoulders, hands finding one another to rest lightly against the back of esra' neck; swaying with tunes that would not stop until daylight would be permitted within the space once more.
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❝ you always find me, don't you ? ❞ only meant for him to hear. it's habit the way elyon leans closer, it's habit the way esra meets them halfway, tips of noses brushing against one another. hello, again - stay longer this time. ❝ my darling dragon knight, ready to whisk me away at a moment's notice, i am thrilled. ❞ words barely leave lips or they're dipped once more, ink strewn locks dance along with the sudden movement; esra's laughter is like a warm bonfire, meant to warm up their frozen core, make a place for itself within the gaping hole that was their soul. he would never let them fall, ready to catch them, if need be with his own body and soul ( that much they knew ). he'd never let them fall and if, oh if they did, would he not fall with them ? opal dusted lids lower to hide the swirling blue that would expose the moon's secret: that they didn't mind being caught if it was by one born of heat and flame.
perhaps esra knew it too for when they were pulled up again they taste the warmth of his heart & devotion upon their lips and this they would never refuse for he could handle every touch of frost they gave him in return. maybe one day this particular mage could verbalize it, understand it exactly but had esra ever pushed them for an answer ? an explanation ? no, he held their hand, poured endless devotion into their skin and promised to never leave them - stay by their side in blood & ruin - the endless end. in return elyon promised to themselves they would offer him whatever he so much asked / and what if it was them ? oh, oh ! and so elyon presses tighter against the sun, allows the tunes of the orchestra to sink into their skin, hoping to carry over their own song into the one who's impact upon their life caught them first by surprise and then intentionally; to never be let go again: not even in eternal death.
#𓂅ooc❟ queued by the moon ✧ ̖́-.#𓂅eternal night❟ delivered by the moon ✧ ̖́-.#cyneris#ok hear me out. just hear me out. this will be the longest reply i will EVER write in my whole rp career#like wtf is this ??? am i writing a whole one - shot here ?? it had no business becoming this monstrosity fdshjhgjk#i was clearly caught in my own feelings and this happened.#i put the rest in a readmore bc lawd it's too long. take this as a gift from me. a one time deal tho dfisjkag bc i cant ever#do this again. i want u to know after i wrote this i checked out tmblr and left it for the day dsHJJD#anyway: ☀️🌙 make me craZYYYY!!!!! certifiably unhinged . feral and undone !!!!#elyon lit that one meme of this one person sitting in the middle#and all these men/people wanting to offer cigs or whatever else rn jhsdfiag#THEY LIT SNEAKED INTO A NOBLE'S PARTY BC THEY SNOOPED AROUND AND FOUND#out esra was going to be there. WHO DOES IT LIKE THEM?? get you a s/o that gatecrashes a rich mans house#acts as if they OWN the place. barely pays#attention to anyone and the SECOND they lay eyes on you they only see you ??#listen.... ely & esra dancing. being the only ones on the dancefloor ... everyone forced to simply watch them ???#enchanted by it ?? also i will never get over the way elyon just zeroed in on esra the SECOND HE APPEARED. like that was it. nothing#else mattered. YOUR HONOR THEY ARE TOO FAR GONE :sob:#but also the way elyon has accepted that esra /accepts/ them wholly.their malice. their evil. their horrific way of looking at the world#esra accepts it. me: writing elyon's gradual descent into not rejecting their first instinct. did you know that elyon lit ( in their mind#kept bouncing between: wanting to be with esra. then getting disappointed in themselves. DISAPPOINTED YURE. they were the#'i am not angry just disappointed' meme @ themselves. 'elyon...how dare you even THINK this is normal? it's time to#go back to the woods'. i call this growth fjd but also the fact they ALWAYS kept coming back anyway. they entertained the possibility#but never thought it would become so /real/ that it would also become an issue with their OWN conditioning *sighs* anywy#to be elyon and be dipped by esra. to be elyon and have esra's devotion. what a life fsGlkjsd#i think i am nearing the tag cap sjhdfj take this and indulge in elyon & esra dancing together until sunrise :sobs:#i love them. i love them. i LOVE THEM !!!! and how complicated but intrinsically horrifyingly beautiful their relationship is BC they#saw each other's horrors and went: yes. i want you just like that. you're perfect. THEIR GROWTH YURE *chef kiss*#ok i gotta end this its getting ridic. also#kiss kiss and lots more kisses for you !! you'll see me in ur notifs again probs very soon fsdhLKDSFK idk the queue will tell! mwah!
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resizura · 8 days
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biting my fingers off
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gynandromorph · 5 months
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in apologetics, the most common argument for why Evil exists is that God needed to allow free will to exist by letting evil exist. this is nonsense, because there are many things that people aren't freely allowed to do, like growing wings and flying around, and so on. in idletry, jessie struggles to get people to stop being evil as well. when it's suggested that she could simply make evil not exist so that evil choices could not be made, her reasoning is actually that she doesn't want to do away with the concept entirely, because then SHE couldn't do evil things. she can't get rid of murder as a thing that exists in their universe because then SHE couldn't murder people. she doesn't like being rhetorically cornered into admitting this even implicitly, but it IS more compelling to me than the free will argument.
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Two is a coincidence, but three is a pattern
I think it's time to admit I have a thing for intelligent/thoughtful characters who yearn for a better world, lose faith in humanity/the world, and decide the only way to fix it is basically genocide.
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Bonus points for all of them having a character they're really really close to (borderline love interest, or actual love interest if you like Solavellan) who tries to talk them out of it with varying degrees of success.
Something about them just hits different.
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quietwingsinthesky · 3 months
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thinking about rose and the master meeting and i have decided that it would be a constant flip-flop between ‘intense hatred/disgust that has (mostly) (well.) (sometimes.) been corralled into petty bickering that doesn’t end in anyone getting hurt (fatally)’ and ‘two girls at a party making out to see if their boyfriend will get jealous and do something about it (he won’t) (he wasn’t paying attention) (they’re still going at it out of sheer stubbornness at this point) (unfortunately discovering they’re both good kissers. this is not going according to plan at all.)’
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craycraybluejay · 4 months
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I feel rly weird around ppl w "maps dni" bc it just rubs me the wrong way that ppl equate others w those feelings to having committed an actual crime or done something otherwise bad for existing. It's like "bpd dni" or "intrusive thought havers dni" its all just thoughts i block people who make me uncomfortable thats it.
like its not my business what ppl r thinking yk. idc. also ive seen interviews n maps genuinely dont care/want to "invade the queer community" they know its a different thing ok. the fight to treat people like people is universal but the fight to do so for people whose thoughts you detest is closer to advocacy for unpalatable mental illness and general freedom to exist with badwrong thoughts than it is advocacy to be in a relationship with someone who can actually consent to you regardless of gender. Like. they know. everyone knows and if u think that would ever be a thing,, it wouldn't. the same way that groups for abortion rights are not the same groups you go to for idk trauma support.
obv sometimes its better not to post certain things even if its harmless text ppl will dogpile u and accuse u of things bc someone got triggered. but sue me if i dont think its a crime for ppl w badwrong attractions to exist and i think its weird that others think it is.
like im a sadist i know how this shit goes intimately. "killing and torturing people is bad." "yes." "you're a bad person and deserve to be hurt for it." "but i didn't kill or torture anyone and don't really plan on it?" "you're evil for even thinking or feeling it. you still deserve to be punished." "but i didn't DO.. ANYTHING??" "weirdo murder fetishizer is triggered lol xd get hit by a truck" "..." "ur disgusting and evil and you should kys for having badwrong thoughts." "but i'm not doing anything wrong." "idc ur a gross evil monster" "i have a feeling this isnt getting anywhere. bye."
^it's like y'all reach argument bedrock the moment someone drops the idea that you CAN HAVE "badwrong" thoughts and feelings that would be unethical to act on irl without acting on them or being a bad person by the simple sin of thinking them. this is puritan nonsense. all of you have thought "sinful" thoughts. all of you have wanted to do things that would be cruel or dangerous; because if you have a brain that just Happens, whatever the nature of the thought. If you want to yell at your kid that's fine, they're annoying you and you have every right to feel that way. If you actually yell at your kid you are hurting them and that's not OK. You want to go harass someone online because they said something stupid? Fine. You actually go and do that? Bad. how hard is this to understand. am i speaking alien.
also if u punch people and go to therapy for it you are not going with the goal of stopping this desire to punch people. you are going with the goal of finding ways to vent this feeling that dont hurt anyone and figuring out the root cause of it with your therapist to better understand how you can work together to prevent this from happening.
#pro para#thought crime#badwrong thoughts#thoughts are not actions#idk if u think someone can be evil or a criminal for having thoughts n feelings#how long before u turn on me and say the same thing for different thoughts n feelings#i dont trust people like that i dont like that#have u ever wondered why verbal/physical/sexual abuse are all real terms but thought abuse isn't#its because thoughts cannot abuse you#that's because thoughts exist outside reality and thinking something does not make it happen#it would be cool if people had telekenesis but i digress people DONT#i wonder what ppl expect when they say go to therapy for ppl theyve convicted in the court of fools as thoughtcrimers#like conversion therapy or?#because a good therapist if u come to them w thoughts ur guilty ab will ask you first 'who is this hurting'#and if the answer is no one or 'just me' the solution is to work on the guilt complex and understand that ur thoughts arent actions#literally the solution is to realize this basic thing#a therapist cannot and should not try to make you 'normal'#thats not what therapy is for#therapists want to make a plan with you as to how to deal with your thoughts and feelings in ways that work best for you without hurting you#or anyone else#you dont fight depression by trying to convince someone theyre wrong and their life isnt bad enough to end it#you fight depression by giving someone the tools and a plan to protect themselves from the thoughts and feelings that distress them#and by helping them accept themselves and fix anything in life thats bothering them#but you don't deal with trauma by telling someone they shouldnt feel like that and you dont deal w anything else like that either#idk point is#u dont go to therapy to be fixed u go to therapy to find out how to live a happier and healthier life#any therapist who claims they can fix whatever you think is wrong with you you should run far far away from#the point of therapy for people w paraphilias is to figure out how to cope and minimize any risk to the person or anyone around them#if its affecting day to day life
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tswwwit · 1 year
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So let’s say that Dipper never made the first move in Faking It- could they still have fallen in love?
Also father I crave whump!!! Take your time though, writing is hard :/
They would have! They were already dipping their toes into that particular water, Dipper making the first move just sped things along.
I think in an alternate scenario where Dipper didn't do the do, either: everything pans out the same with minor differences, OR: He's in a way less chipper mood when Ford arrives. Which means he's a lot more cagey with Ford, doesn't accompany his uncle when he breaks the curse. And since he didn't tell Ford where it happened, it comes out of nowhere when the thing's broken - but it's also done with less deadly intent. Which makes Bill (surprisingly, even to himself) alarmed, because, shit, Dipper just up and collapsed right next to him, did he just die? - and when Dipper survives despite the odds against him - Ford doesn't find out who Bill is, due to Dipper not wanting to hang out with him all that much.
Overall, these two idiots would be given a lot more time and space to bicker and argue and flirt for long enough that they get Domestic again, before they get freaky.
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elisedonut · 8 months
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me everytime tumblr is mean to me and doesn't put my silly little Percy post in the silly little Percy tag within seconds
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jimmyspades · 1 month
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This gif didn't make the final cut for my gifset but look at him what a weirdo. I would be a lawyer is this was the coworkers etc
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