#DEATH'S HEAD HOLE

[lotus-pear]

regret

#literally excuse the shitty anatomy and cell shading i was thinking abt chuuyas reaction to what he'd done and i decided to make it skk #bc skk copium :') #the way i've hated dazai so fucking much but i still cried like a bitch when he died #he's not dead the bsd fandom has this phase like the elevator chapter where we're like ''dazai's not gonna make it he's done for!!'' #and then he comes back next chapter like surprise bitches yall thought i was dead lmao #this chapter fucking HURT for skk shippers tho like we rly lost this time around huh #deluding myself into thinking that chuuya used gravity manipulation to slow the bullet #bc we didn't see a bullet hole behind dazais head like when chuuya shot his shoulder even though the bullet to his skull was fired at close #the reason theres a wound is bc the compressed air that was still fired was enough to wound him #and the shock wave that followed caused him to pass out bc of the sudden tension to his head intermingled with the blood loss and poison #we also know dazai can control his heart rate at will so maybe he can drop his pulse to zero for like thirty secs #enough to make fyodor believe he's dead #in the event that all of this is untrue and dazai rly does die the way my entire being will go numb and cold and dead #knowing that fyodor will most likely use dazai's death as a weapon against chuuya effectively chaining him to his side #like bffr chuuya may dislike dazai but that's his partner his reflection the boy that makes him desperately want to be human #dazai is the embodiment of chuuyas humanity and once chuuya loses that tether to his human side he will snap and the facade will shatter #and we will truly see chuuya unhinged with nothing more keeping him bound to his mortal shell #this wasn't the skk reunion we wanted asigiri what the fuck :( #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #nakahara chuuya #chuuya nakahara #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #skk #soukoku #lotus draws

[bigcatbulges]

Source - Marshyymoo

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#gay furry #gay furry pecs #gay furry bulge #gay furry death lobo #artists twitter above #i see this approaching me and im already on my back with my legs above my head w/ my hole puckering and studdering like porky pig

[shadow0-1]

Which should I regret?

What I became?

Or what I didn't?

#call of duty #modern warfare #call of duty modern warfare #MWII #CoD MWII #CoD MWIII #MWIII #blender renders #Johnny Mactavish #MWIII spoilers #MCD #tw major character death #wanted something with the bullet halos again but uhhhhh #he has a hole in his head jKDGKJDSGB it's not nice to look at #it's partially covered at least? oopsie

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

people practice w Them <3

#posting this and then shoving my head into a hole Bye #i am! Not Confident!!! in my people scribbling abilities!! #but im trying!!! im fucking trying!!! #i already see improvement #not enough to make me go 'wee the masses are gonna love this' #but enough that i can fathom posting. i can handle it. i can do this #if i dont do it now then i never will!!!! #im still gonna scream into a pillow rip it apart and then eat the stuffing!!!! #ah... the mortification of Existing... of Being Perceived... #it is ever present and inescapable! youd thing id be used to it by now!!! #ill be on my death bed asking people to leave the room so that i can die w/o feeling horribly self conscious and Seen #no seriously every time i think about my potential death and or coma should that happen #i prematurely cringe at the Attention. people potentially crying at my bedside Eugh No Thank You Please Do That Elsewhere #either call me a loser and drop off a single flower or leave me be <3 #THIS IS A WELCOME HOME SCRIBBLE POST. IM SORRY I FORGOT #scribble garnish #uh um uh so uh wally and barnaby am i rite fellas- #in my mind they're picking up takeout for dinner <3 #yeah no im not tagging it with a fandom tag. i dont want to be perceived As We've Established #im somewhat satisfied with that first wally.... swag <3 #& do i have major gender envy for barnaby? yeah #im not used to drawing people but i should be... i need to be... #THERE ARE GUYS I WANNA DRAW! mine and others!!! ngl mostly mine!!!

[husband]

I am sick to bastard death of that two headed calf poem at this point I can't take it anymore

#prattle #its so nice #but the way that tiktok and twitter users specifically will learn about something #and then beat it to absolute death socially #like that rat hole situation of everyone leaving trash on the sidewalk and partying around it and being a nuisance #that two headed calf was born in Louisiana yesterday and if i see that poem one more time ohhh my godd #every comment every reply

[roychewtoy]

impaled

#nathan being impaled on that tetanus inducing loose steel pipe. tho tetanus is the least of his worries on account of. well u know 🕳 #nathan can be a body horror fans best friend if u let him into ur heart. living human crash dummy #i really cant believe he gets impaled. twice. #hole moment! #love turning nathans immortality round in my head. but healing factor....? #thinkin today about how the video game guy tim threatens to cut one of them in half with a chainsaw and simon is like: #[😐nathan u obviously have to volunteer] #but what woulda actually happened if that followed through [probably why it didnt lol] #would the others have had to drag each severed bit of him back to the community centre and let his guts re fuse #fucking hold him together with gaffer tape and plasters. cause i doubt he coulda regrown a whole half #his 'healing factor' only comes into play when he dies. fresh canvas etch a sketch reboot and all that. hes not fuckin wolverine #all the deaths r: impaled on fence. impaled on pipe. beaten to death. blows his own brains out. falls and snaps his neck #but chainsaw... ? one can ponder. fingers to head i can imagine anything image #readin his wiki rn 'his body will never get sick. rot. age. or truly grow old' #may not get sick but he can still shit his guts out. hashtag oblivious lactose intolerant king hashtag milk drinker #forever the worlds most annoying twenty yr old #and then the wiki goes 'the user does not need to eat drink or breathe' ....hello #ive rotated him not aging any further cause it lines up with the whole stuck in his ways. never changing [kelly voice: its just who u are] #but eatin and drinking and breathing??? we know he still experiences hunger [<-kebab] #and he dunks his head in a bucket of water when hes testin for powers with simon. gaspin for air afterwards right #firm believer in the. he suffocated to death several times in the coffin before they dug him up #oh waaait. is it stating this like. he doesnt need foodwaterair. cause it doesnt matter if he dies.. ohhhhhh..... Oh..😃 #staring at nathan sleeping in the community centre surviving on bags of crisps from the vendies so hard i burn holes through my monitor #this got away from me. uh. living crash dummy. oil pastel guts and water colour jumpsuit yessir #having fun doin art. expect more hole art. sorryfor putting this in the misfits tag hehe. not really #gore #blood #misfits #my art #chewtoy

[plulp]

WORLDBUILDING???? 👀👀👀👀👀

you seriously dont want to ask about my ocs. i swear to god you dont. we're all going to have a horrible time. the last time i talked about worldbuilding it was all refrigerators. its all fridges. we'll all have a bad time

#asks #bastardcherub #thank you for asking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but once i start talking about this its all over for everyone. #i still need to write about siphonophores. for my world #the animals need them. #maybe i should just open my side account now. if i keep thinking about them my heads going to explode #i have like 1 person i infodump about my ocs to (my best friend) and they take the brunt force of my insanity #i still need to draw a map. i havent even written about the hole yet. #i need to finish writing about death rituals. are you kidding me #ive only done farm and forest animals this is so sick #its all just the ramblings of a madman #you really dont want to know #i havent even #oh god #too much information #i need to clear my head. i cant keep thinking about this. #IIIVE ONLY WRITTEN ABOUT. oh god. i need to do aquatic animals still. and oh my god #aaaaaaaagh auuraaghghhhh (sound of me being pulled apart by 1 million ants) #maybe one day once its all polished over (read: 10 years) #ok i need to stop. before i go insane. its okay. its alright. im okay.

[lil-vibes]

dazai might be taking every L imaginable but chuuya is serving cunt to the highest degree

#pookie i missed you sm 💞💞💞 #dont think abt the devastation that is gonna be when he comes to and sees his longest standing 'friend' lying with a bullet hole in his head #ah yes unkillable dazai who survived hell and heaven and seems allergic to death (unlike all the other people u cared for ) #now laying dead at your feet #what a wonderful feeling that must be :') #bro if i see a grieving chuuya AGAIN im gonna end it all #c-coruption 👀👀 just like the dragon head conflict 👀 #TRUST this is part of a plan trust me guys (delusional) #bsd #pebbles (me) ramblers #bsd 109 #chuuya my love #skk

[warlenys]

digging a grave for my cat but my head is just replaying the donggg sound effect from macdennis suburbs and then what’s that. dog grave. huh.

#also got diggin a hole by rhett and link stuck in my head #healthy coping mechanisms #tw animal death #+

[velvetjune]

person who’s gotten too into the collectibles and world of control: penny bartwell should appear in control 2

#she’s probably dead but I just think it’d be neat if control 2 incorporates more of the characters we only saw in documents/videos #penny is the dead letters head archivist and runner of the book club btw #u know it must be hard getting the dead letters project approved by Trench AND have to manually go through forgotten mail for unusual things #all the elevators that are closed off because they were about to burst with letters 😭 #like what the hell happened there #and the love letter altered items that just appeared there 😭 #AND the haunted book that predicted everyone’s death in the book club #that place is cursed #control 2019 #control remedy #would also love to hear from Carla and Hubert (darlings assistants) if they’re alive too #im too far into the control rabbit hole but its ok. 😃 #penny bartwell

[dilfkuza]

thought a little too long about what readjusting to being in each other's lives again must have been like for Majima and Saejima. coming back to one of the only people you still have left only to realize they're not the person you had to leave behind. the commadarie is there, but in a new font because you lived an entire life away from each other. how long did it take for Majima to ease up on the Mad Dog persona around Saejima, to register that he was still safe and wouldn't be taken away from him again?

only for Saejima to go back to jail and set them back to square one, adding another name to the list of people that Majima is patiently waiting for. another hand holding the leash that grounds him because they're all he really cares about at this point, Tojo be damned. how long did it take for Saejima to learn how to navigate the minefield that is the Mad Dog? how many times did Majima metaphorically bare his teeth and fight against someone seeing under the mask? it would be safe to let him in, it's just his Taiga, but for almost 30 years raising his hackles is what he's known best.

and how many times did Saejima push through regardless, because despite the showmanship and the decades lost, that's still his kyoudai.

#you know that post about bringing the wife back from the dead but shes not the same? #that but Majima's near death experience in the Hole/Saejima's decades lost being institutionalised #both were forever marked by their situations while their idea of each other remained frozen in the 1980s. #the constant they assumed they could come back to no longer exists and something new has to be built out of the rubble #a stranger wearing the face of a loved one. interactions that should be second nature suddenly foreign. #is this a word salad or does this infact make sense? your guess is as good as mine lmao #currently so eepy. allergies knocking my ass out got me feelin like Majima when he thought he was goin zombie #need to rest my head gently on Saejima's tummy so i can get that cartoon snork mimimi honk shoo honk shoo sleep goin on #majima goro #saejima taiga #bulletin board #saemaji

[grimalkinmessor]

No but Matsulight being intrinsically connected to nearly every other Light ship is so, so dear to me because:

-you've got the mirrored grief of killing your loved one and regretting it with Lawlight

-you've got the blind devotion and regret of said devotion and the matching moral compasses of Mikalight

-you've got the hope and adoration and "puppishness" of Misalight

-AND you've got the shared grief for L of BBLight

Matsulight has it all and my playlists are a mess 🥲

#matsulight #death note #they legitimately encompass everything and the more i think about them the further down this rabbit hole i go #i couldnt think of any parallels for moonriver or terraito right off the top of my head but if you got some feel free to add on to this #or any other light ship really #OR matsuda ship im not picky i just like connecting the dots even if there are no dots :3

[hangingoffence]

wanna act in a war film and be the person who's the first to get shot in the head, breaking the illusion of the heroism and flipping the atmosphere of the whole movie in a matter of a seconds

#like everything is fine i have a small smile on my face and then boom there's a hole in my head #a friend beside me having to process what just happened #i lift my head just a little too far up from the trench and thats my death sentence

[solivagantingrebel]

I might've just had the most ND moment of thinking about how they took away 3 inches (height) from mw2 Soap and then remembering the,, that scene of mw3 and how if he had three inches on him, it might've landed more on his jaw, and then research about how bullets affect different parts of the skull and bones (jaw in this case) and then reading up on how bullet to the skull causes instant death because I never knew the medical reasons for it (it's like, blood vessels exploding & instant tissue damage) and since neurons in the cortex is arguably what creates consciousness, it is the most 'instant' way of being mentally dead and then, I read more about the consequences of getting shot in the jaw etc and it was within the span of fifteen minutes.

Now? Now I'm consoling Soap about how they took 3 inches away from him (height) just to give him an NPC death in the fucking game.

#all of this happened because i read a commemt where someone was like 'reboot soap is roughly 6'2' #mcd #mw3 spoilers #cod mw3 #spoilers #soap #rabbit hole moment #look okay i know this might not be accurate but makarov wasn't like concisely aiming at that little shuffle and ARGUABLY he could've missed #they made the man shorter & gave him the shittest death known to man kind #soap you deserve so much more beautiful military man #he wouldve still been knocked down and bleeding but ghost would've felt a pulse and confessed his eternal love for him right there and then #it's true okay #i was there (when the scene was taking place in my head)

[stylistic-nightmare]

Autopsy - Hole in the Head

#autopsy #hole in the head #metal #death metal #music