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#Christ is the mold
the-trans-dragon · 3 months
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Y'know it was REALLY goddamn evil and nefarious that the oil fields gave my mom (a single mom working 3 jobs to raise 2 kids) a single $5,000 check in exchange for her signing a nondisclosure to never complain about them.
Of course we fucking took the money. Even with her working 1 full-time job and 2 part-time jobs, she barely made over $1,000 a month. Of course she took the money. We though about moving but we still couldn't afford it. She was so frugal with it, though. It did give us a sliver of financial security for years.
But goddamn. $5,000 is table scraps to them, and they bought her silence with it because she couldn't refuse the chance to slightly lessen the weight of poverty on her family.
#sorenhoots#i remember i was like 11 or something. she didnt know if she should sign it. and its not like we had or knew any lawyers. she had ME read it#over and even i was like “this is a nondisclosure and it means you cant ever talk about anything they do even if they do something terrible”#i recall being very proud of myself for knowing what a NDA was. lord knows where my middle-school self learned that from. she did eventually#have a lawyer of some sort look over it and they said the same thing but.... $5000#it wasnt an option for her. that was more money than wed ever had or saved. she had two kids who would need cars bc we lived so far in the#country. she knew i wanted to go to college. i dont think i ever saw her buy herself clothes before then either. it was money for emergencys#and necessities and birthday presents and road trips and... i often wondered about the person who offered us that. i wondered where they#lived and wondered how much their clothes costed and wondered if their kids got to have art or piano lessons. i wondered if their home was#over 80 degrees in the summer and under 60 in the winter and if they lived in a house that wasnt filled with dangerous spiders (we had nice#spiders too but we did also have Very Dangerous Spiders) and id picture him in his office in a button up and slacks and it would break my#heart that my mom couldnt have all of that. we just had a $5000 check and a vow to not complain.#she still feels earthquakes from it. less nowdays but still. and sometimee it still smells like a jar of hot petroleum jelly. and the attic#smell is worse than ever and the tap water smells like sulfur and wet mold#goddamn what the fuck? jesus christ. she should move.
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curiosity-killed · 5 months
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could rlly use A Good Thing, world. A small Good Thing. Pls universe i am begging
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theauras · 1 year
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….HUH⁉️⁉️❓❓❗️❗️‼️⁉️❗️❗️❓⁉️‼️❗️⁉️⁉️⁉️❓❓⁉️
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klonpa · 8 days
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i sqear to god if i get covid a 3rd time from this stupid fucking job im going to quit the moment i get a positive test
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its-pluto · 2 months
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Dean, and God why has he never learnt how to shut up, why can he never – why is he so – “Do you think, though – That. Chuck wanted you to – Do you think there’s anything about you that Chuck kept writing away?”
The fucking gasp i just let it out when i read this. I. I cant. Jesus christ.
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derrygirlstrash · 2 years
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I try to keep my blogs all very positive and without any salt but… some fans sound like “We love when the show is realistic and speaks to both the loveliest and messiest bits of life growing up - WAIT NOT LIKE THAT!”
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puphoods · 1 year
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i truly cant understand seeing how the winged lion/the demons in general treats people and especiallythe dungeon lords as anything other than like. stomach-turningly horrific. genuinely sickening to me
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My brother in Christ….. need I remind you…
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reesespuffsofficial · 10 months
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top five playable characters in Any fighting game Go
This is so broad. And what this could mean varies so wildly. So I'm going to choose top 5 characters whose gameplay speaks to me & get into my soul & my brain & are just so satisfying to me.
5. Android 16 in DBFZ is SO fun. Because he's the same run speed as every other character in the game, he can actually move pretty fast for a grappler which is nice. It is unfortunate that due to how fighterz is played, he isn't incredible because his tools to skip neutral & run his offense aren't the best in the game, but his defensive tools are fun too. Dude rocks. If I liked dbfz more than he'd easily be higher on the list
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4. Incineroar in Smash Ultimate fucking rules. I have a ton of inside jokes about him with my buddies (iykyk) but playing Incineroar is so satisfying. He's got it all. The muscle. The attitude. Golden. It is unfortunate how much he struggled in a lot of matchups (at least back when I frequently played Ultimate) but entering flow when playing him feels so great because of how fast Ultimate is.
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3. Azrael from Blazblue is so fucking sick he rocks. Yeah he's kinda a little bit just Slayer Guilty Gear but where Slayer's personality isn't my favorite, Azrael's is. Because I fucking love fighting. I get really hungry. I am a scary loud bitch with sweet hair & look good with my shirt off. There is no fighting game character that makes me go he's just like me for real FOR REAL like Azrael. His theme is what my brain sounds like. It helps that his gameplay is just the tits. His specials. His SUPERS HIS FUCKING SUPERS BLACKHAWK STINGER IS THE BEST IF I SEE YOU THROW A FIREBALL I'M THROWING THAT SHIT OUT EVERY TIME IF YOU MOVE A FUCKING INCH TOWARDS ME I'M THROWING THAT SHIT OUT DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME I AM GOING TO FUCKING GET YOU
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2. Zangief! I love every iteration of this dude. This was honestly a tossup between him & Hugo because I've honestly just played more 3rd Strike than any other Street Fighter, but I can't help it. Zangief is just so charming & fun in every game.
He loves fighting & improving himself, & is also such a good dude. He inspires me when I spar to give my all every time & be kind to my opponent also. Zangief shaped a lot of my brain from an early age. When I was first playing Cammy in sf2 turbo, I'd always lose on his stage in arcade mode & get horny like losing to him over & over is what I think awakened me wanting to be dominated physically. He is like the only character I have ever wanted to write fanfiction for (it's a ROUGH work in progress about grief & perseverance don't ask).
And oh buddy his gameplay is the best. Zangief perfectly embodies to me my favorite thing about fighting games. He is an extremely rewarding character to play as. I have really poor execution, & don't have the time to just lab combos every day to get better, but I'm really good at predicting people's actions & reacting to those actions. Because I'm capable of anything at the very least, Zangief perfectly embodies what I love about fighting games.
I know that when I play a fighting game, whether I win or lose is entirely on me. I know that all I have to do to win with Zangief is be smarter than my opponent, which is easy, because I am a fucking genius. I am so excited to keep playing him in Street Fighter 6. I'm aiming for the top. I know I can do it, all I have to do is throw everyone else from the mountaintop.
I AM THE APOCALYPSE.
I AM NUCLEAR WINTER.
NONE OF YOU WILL SURVIVE ME.
THIS IS MY FUCKING GAME.
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1. Mika Returna Under Night In Birth has the most fun offense of all time. No other bitch does it like her. She also has my all time favorite character design trope of Big Meaty Claws. Unrivaled & unmatched in every regard. The Hand of God.
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docholligay · 1 year
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COULD IT BE???? G A S P. No, I know, this is a crime show and crime shows have certain assumptions and mostly I’m fine with them, but I am howl laughing about a friggin 45 year old cheap diary stored in a car truck and then OUT IN THE WEATHER being very likely readable all these years later. Okay girl.
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bluewanderings · 2 years
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my deep affection for and interest in a ship VS the absolutely insufferable fanon that's becoming more and more widespread
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yeslordmyking · 2 years
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June, 1 (Morning) Devotion
“The evening and the morning were the first day.”
Genesis 1:5
Was it so even in the beginning? Did light and darkness divide the realm of time in the first day? Then little wonder is it if I have also changes in my circumstances from the sunshine of prosperity to the midnight of adversity. It will not always be the blaze of noon even in my soul concerns, I must expect at seasons to mourn the absence of my former joys, and seek my Beloved in the night. Nor am I alone in this, for all the Lord’s beloved ones have had to sing the mingled song of judgment and of mercy, of trial and deliverance, of mourning and of delight. It is one of the arrangements of Divine providence that day and night shall not cease either in the spiritual or natural creation till we reach the land of which it is written, “there is no night there.” What our heavenly Father ordains is wise and good.
What, then, my soul, is it best for thee to do? Learn first to be content with this divine order, and be willing, with Job, to receive evil from the hand of the Lord as well as good. Study next, to make the outgoings of the morning and the evening to rejoice. Praise the Lord for the sun of joy when it rises, and for the gloom of evening as it falls. There is beauty both in sunrise and sunset; sing of it, and glorify the Lord. Like the nightingale, pour forth thy notes at all hours. Believe that the night is as useful as the day. The dews of grace fall heavily in the night of sorrow. The stars of promise shine forth gloriously amid the darkness of grief. Continue thy service under all changes. If in the day thy watchword be labour, at night exchange it for watch. Every hour has its duty, do thou continue in thy calling as the Lord’s servant until he shall suddenly appear in his glory. My soul, thine evening of old age and death is drawing near; dread it not, for it is part of the day; and the Lord has said, “I will cover him all the day long.”
Daily Bible and Devotional for Women - http://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=daily.bible.for.woman
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miss-morland · 17 days
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fuckin hell can i do one thing right
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cuntwrap--supreme · 3 months
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No matter what, I will put kindness into this world, even if it means hurting myself.
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hershelwidget · 8 months
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Came up with two different guys with a connection to sight
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Silon is LITERALLY the God of Sight and is physically linked to the Universe itself and is also known as the Ethereal Therapist
Sightserve is an impressively fruity little man who serves an evil overlord in my friend’s story
I think they know each other. Somehow they know each other but I just don’t know How and Why
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kissingwookiees · 1 year
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i just cant thank god of war enough for giving me the fat drunken red-headed thor who is A Bastard and A Fuck Up but has heart underneath all the bluster and revelry like ive been asking for in media ever since i got my hands on a copy of the collected norse myths when i was all of, like, 12
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