#Can i confess to my sins

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

:/

#prayer request #just... some mental stuff and sin issues that I am perfectly capable of working through #but I'm still a bit stuck in the loop of ''if I do anything wrong in my mind I have to confess to my parents'' #like... no I'm in my 20s now I don't have to self report on everything. I can handle it myself with self control prayer and repentance #I KNOW THIS. I just spent so long depending on my parents for emotional absolution that I get stuck in it #anyway. yeah pray for me?? #idk how to explain it but yeah. I have slipped into some bad/sinful habits mentally lately? and got hit with it this week #so. yeah

[cosmoboba]

#heart. heart why #why heart . #there are so many other characters why . #why him . #why did he have to be the one . #why is he your highest character obsession . #I think I need to be CHECKED for every disease he's given me . #blonde SOLDIER boy #blonde SOLDIER boy don't save me . #blonde SOLDIER boy you've ruined my life . #look bitch I just KNOW that mofo canonically taken someway somehow and if not someday he might . #I mean hey listen. hand to god no hate on Clerith nor CloTi those are some great/cute dynamics that I also ship . #but can I just confess my sins on this internet on how I . sometimes. SOMETIMES . get a bit jelly #they're like...phases mk . #they come n go . in n out of me . #BUT LIKE....WHEN I DO GET JEALOUS I LIKE....YANNO... #DJ SPIN THAT IM SERIOUS BY DAY6 SHIT #(good song btw I recommend if you like kpop. it's an angst one-sided song basically Clexis/Clomina theme LMFAO) #and no im not just referring to Cloubri as I'm typing this(well. kinda both since Aubri is technically a self projection too) #but I also do selfshipping too so. keep in mind of that . #YES. YES IM THAT MENTALLY FUCKED UP THIS IS WHAT YOU SIGNED UP FOR WHEN YOU HIT THAT FOLLOW BUTTON #but GOD Cloud Strife why do you hate me to the point you made me love you . #what is this curse you have casted upon my very existence you are a DANGEROUS fuckin man . #Cloud Strife I hate you #Cloud Strife I love you #Cloud Strife go fuck yourself I can't believe you did this to me/affection #Cloud Strife you can also fuck m-/JJJJ.....unle- #I'm not gonna survive through rebirth am I . #MOM GET MY FUNERAL READY I'M PRECISELY GOING TO DESEASE ON FEB 29TH 12 AM O CLOCK SHARP

[marietheran]

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#Went to Confession (again) #am still at my most miserable and confused #look I am aware I cannot ask of the priest to tell me <<oh that was only a venial sin you needn't mind>> #but it's also just really freaking hard when you just cannot tell a venial sin from a mortal one #and I know - I know - if you looked at it my attitude towards life is pretty dumb #to write a scathing report: i view life as a path of least resistance. I'm governed either by whims or by fear #which means I have no middle perspective. It's either what's easier now or being afraid of hell #I hardly pay any attention to matters like health or whatever. if I wasn't afraid of sin I wouldn't care about how things impact my mind #If I wasn't afraid of sin I'd have read Game of Thrones or whatever. and of course I would feel unimaginably dirty afterwards. but at least #I'd have read something interesting right? /s #oh and also I'm literally Emma Bovary minus the adultery but that's a different issue #mostly. some of it is probably more connected than obvious at first glance #I'm miserable and it's not even the sort of misery you can make poetry about. #only scathing character portraits. if i was a character from a novel you would hate me #(i would find the novel boring. mundane. there's nothing romantic in this) #(i wouldn't *prefer* to deal with wars - death of everyone you've known - unbreakable badly worded vows or whatever. #but it makes for better stories) #but again you would hate me in mine #// #therese rambles #therese is in an emotional hole #possibly more than emotional but that's the tag

[spotlightstudios]

Y'know, experiencing flashbacks rn, and I'd like to admit this to the internet:

I was definitely a Warrior Cats kid, but in the way that someone gets second-hand smoke inhalation (in the good way tho-).

In elementary school there was this line of trees that kids weren't supposed to go by, but my friends and I did it anyways. They'd pretend to be cats, and I'd happily join them! (Mind you, I did not read any of the Warrior Cats books at the time, but I was a furry-coded child tbh. Animal Jam + Stuffed Animals galore.) I very vividly recall that I was either the Mother or Medicine Cat, and I'm honestly fond of that time.

Like, I read a few of the books, but not enough to make any sense of them (not for lack of trying) I just really liked the feeling of tackling my friends and running around on my hands and knees in the "woods". It was FUN.

And I'm sure I could go places w/ this story and explain how it shaped and kinda predicted who I am now, but instead I'm gonna say, shoutout to my friends who did this with me! (Also the girl who played dragons/witches back in fourth grade and gave me a blessing against hexes before she moved away-) It was fun, and I will *never* look back on that with any sort of distaste, because those people were who made the recess hour worth enjoying. Also thanks to them for making me really enjoy Warrior Cats despite knowing very little about it :)

#light's spot #this is half-inspired by my bunni moots recent posts #but also cuz #my wof ocs brought back a flood of memories #and now that I'm out of school I can confess my “sins” lmao #also remembering my friends who #convinced me to play a Fnaf themed tag game in like 5th grade #and I had NO clue wth they were talking about ever #and now look at me #i love everyone who's ever done something like this #you go guys!!! #kindred spirits

[soggypotatoes]

every now and then i remember when on orientation day i asked this girl 'whats your background' when i meant to ask what she previously studied/did and she looked at me like :/ and said 'samoan' and pointedly asked me what my background was

and for some reason instead of correcting myself i panicked and was like 'oh love that' and then realised how that whole interaction sounded and left immediately

you ever accidentally commit microaggressions and wanna die after

#it's ok i learnt a lesson #there are better ways to phrase things. jesus #ed mumbles #whenever i remember that i shrivel up inside im so sorry patience i didnt mean to say any of that #maybe if i confess my sins on here i can forgive myself #also do you think itd be weird if i happen to see her again to apologise and tell her what i meant lol #shes probably forgotten. im just anxious

[touchlikethesun]

— leviticus 20:13 on ao3

#i may or may not be working on a new typeset #saying no would be a lie. and lying is a sin. #like oh my god just take me out back and shoot me #what makes this extra ironic #but still when he wants to kiss tetsurou he cannot help but think of sin and trying to convince himself it's okay to ask for what he wants #by saying it would be a sin to lie and that's why it's okay #even tho he doesn't believe in god!!! even tho there's literally no one around that will smite him down or judge him or tell him off #he still impulsively rationalises his choices in terms of what is and isn't a sin #god it's just so painfully catholic #for the record i do not think like this anymore #and i did always think the concept of not sinning because it went against god was a bit ridiculous even as a child that didn't sit right w/ #but this is still relatable #and i think all catholics and ex-catholics can relate to the impulse to always moralise our actions breaking out of the need to constantly #justify TO YOURSELF why you do what you do or want what you want #god it's so exhaustinggggg #anyways this is exhibit a million why this kei in particular hits me quite hard #tsukki <3 #kurotsuki #haikyuu #also re my post a few days ago about the importance of tsukki being the one to confess first... prime example right here

[teamfortresstwo]

I went a little bit insane with excitement in a fic author’s comments and,,,, do I apologize?? Should I explain some of my odd behaviors and wording?? (As in the time it took for me to comment not being long enough to have read an entire fic because most of them were ones I’d already read and also the claim of a binge reading not being delivered on as most of the fics were ones I’d already read because this author is big brain-)

And I was a little bit hyper as I tend to get with authors I like and-

Idk I just feel guilty what if I made them feel annoyed or unsettled what if they think I’m creepy or something

#vent #I just- I can forget to keep a normal tone when I find an author I like #honestly this isn’t me actually pondering I know I won’t #this is more like me confessing and trying to explain my sins and therefore be absolved

[gemwolfz]

this would have been posted like half an hour later if i wasnt so suddenly compelled to draw the rest of the platoon as #girls so giroro could have friends to go to the mall with :), anyway the rest of todays frog doodles

#sgt frog #keroro gunso #gem art #giroro.ai got a lil froggy plush at the mall :) his name is dororo jr because hes blue #dororo is a FREAKIN CATHOLIC aw CRAP i gotta confess my freakin SINS #the way i see it female keronians are just fucking neotenous. thats my inuniverse explanation for questionable character design #like the only girls i know of who arent tadpoles are keroro and dororos moms (making them basically grandmother age) #why. if they were humans it would be oh its because younger traits are seen as more attractive on women. #and i know thats real in keronian culture. but like we're talking about a human mangaka here #and yknow. alien characters. #whatever man its not like i can ask him about it #if i did i would have way better things to flame him about 🔥 #anyway for people who are not staring intently at my every post the ignore the italian is because my buddy salty #responded to 'if i made a keroro askblog would that be fucked up or what' with 'do it and throw peppino in there too' #truly if i tried to make an askblog would that be fucked up or what. do people even do those anymore #askblogs were a big part of my experience growin up but i think theyve fallen out of popularity #it would probably be funny though 💪

[dykefever]

throwing a stick of dynamite into your inbox for this ask game and then running away...sirius x kingsley <3

evil evil!!! but yes okay let’s talk about it!!

essentially i do not see it at ALL i do not understand the appeal do these characters even. directly interact in canon? and we do get a bit of info on kingsley i’ll give you that but he is barely in the books in any tangible way but listen the actor that played him was hot so i can understand the desire to ship him with others. but let’s think about this i CANNOT imagine sirius with kingsley. kingsley was an auror and becomes the minister for magic my man my girlfriend sirius is not dating someone like that i’m sorry even though he should be leashed i can’t imagine sirius desiring someone so into .. a government organisation, so into it in fact that he becomes the head of it. i also think kingsley would not be into sirius other than thinking he’s hot. i could possibly see him being into remus i think he would be like this man is so pathetic i could fix him i think remus has an aura that attracts men into wanting to fix him but they can’t he needs sirius to make him worse.

anyway! i think the only reason people are into it is because the kingsley actor was hot and had a deep sexy voice. but alas i do not see it all from what we get of their characters. i think sirius needs someone obsessed with him and someone he can obsess over and kingsley could not be that… he has a maturity siurius would frankly struggle to ever have <3

#i confess to ridi my thoughts and sins and then they come into my ask and expose me!!!!! #listen everyone do what you want i can see how other peoples characterisations match more #but even a sirius that is looking after harry and being a dad. well i still can’t see it personally but i am just a guy!!! #everyone enjoy what u like!! #ridi tag #ask game

[d4r32bstup1d]

miles, mentally, upon seeing a priest: oh my god, i'm such a big fan

#literally about to get killed and he's like 'can i confess to my sins??? can i PLEASE confess to my sins?????' #bad times at the el royale #miles miller #lewis pullman

[watery-melon-baller]

i have insufferable brainrot rn god. am drawing to get it out of my system but i might turn it into a comic

#im in Hell #Aru is the only one ive confessed my sins to <3 #im not confident enough at all to try and write smthn and also I do not have enough plot but I can just do random doodles #lilac post

[baccan0pe]

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#me: *feels bad for not having much of a relationship with my mom* #my mom as soon as i talk to her: these are the end times confess your sins to god and ill meet you in the clouds #im so T I R E D #like i just sent you a cute picture of me with a cat can we not be fucking insane for a second here

[malhare]

Gotta love how every once in a while, a massive overwhelming wave of Catholic guilt and terror overtakes me then like three days later Im like "it's not that deep actually"

#Being raised Catholic is having to CONSTANTLY remind yourself that thought crime doesn't exist #I know it might seem stupid to non-Catholics but we are explicitly taught that your thoughts are a sin #You can go to Hell for your thoughts alone and have to repent/confess every bad thought you've ever had #And Im talking like INNOCENT stuff. If you dare think of a tiddy you better repent that shit or you're going to Hell #It used to fill me with genuine visceral terror because I was CERTAIN I was slated for Hell for my thoughts alone #That I could do good and be good my whole life and I'd still be destined for Hell because of my thoughts #Anyway. Im over it now. For now. Until the next time it happens again lol :| #malhare.txt

[the-one-and-only-bibliography]

wailing like a fax machine thats slightly broken such that it whines with even more pain and suffering than normal

#biblio babbles #uuughhhhh........ romantic attraction (derogatory) #im surprised we're still friends even. i have done so many bad ideas #and no i cant just confess because 1. incompatible orientation (<- the truth of my statement here is debatable but you get the idea) #and therefore 2. i do not want to risk ruining the friendship. i really REALLY do not want to risk ruining the friendship #i know even vagueposting about this is a bad idea #but im so desperate. i dont know how long i can fucking take this #on the bright side. im now fully consciously aware of my Sins™ and am actively attempting to minimize the impact my attraction has #shit sucks though. #oh yeah by the way ill post some content soon lmao. hopefully #also feel free to reblog lmao; the post text is made to be reblogged #if it helps you could consider me venting in the tags as just. coincidentally there! ignorable to your hearts content :)