#But now I can't

[idcbabyialreadylostmymind]

there’s just something about homoerotic vampires that gets me so ARGHHGHG 😫

#i read a book #and it was a sapphic version of carmilla #but now i can't #find it #homoerotic #vampire #homoerotic vampires 🤩

[inevitablestars]

why did my head start hurting right when i was opening my laptop to write

#i was actually going to do it this time #i got rid of the bad thoughts (pushed them to a dark corner) #but now i can't

[little-lanterns]

this patch totally dry me up. I don't even have any module mats left for noir crone since I just maxed spectre and skadi module. Back to IS3 farm I go...

#I also ran out of lmd... #this event kinda sucks because I need to rely on rng on what reward I can get #which mean it is possible to miss some of the limited reward #even if I spend all my stamina for the event #usually I waste all my event currency on lmd on day 1 of the event for module... #but now I can't

[sharkie-stay]

I keep thinking about the spider in the sandwich

And I cried because of it again

Truly the greatest fear

#we get prepacked sandwiches at thw cafe i work at #and a client found a spider in her sandwich today #and i used to eat those sandwiches every day #but now i can't #i will be too scared to eat them #literally had a panic attack because of that situation #and talked about it in therapy #it got me shaken so badly i can't get over it #leo adventures #moon talks

[twijfelaar]

There is a strange person in my house and I cannot go downstairs to check!!

#my fiance is getting me a surprise and I am not allowed to go downstairs #I HEARD A VOICE THO #I am in my stitch onesie #it is not like I would be going downstairs #but now I CAn'T #and now I want too

[not-quitenormal]

Rage. In my heart. All-consuming. FUCK AI.

#i can't even function i am so fucking livid right now #they didn't even TRY to match the pattern!!!! #congrats!! you fucked it up!!! now burn your computer!!!!!

[lazylittledragon]

domesticating your vampire: a memoir

(beautiful high res version on patre0n)

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #astarion #tavstarion #KARLACH #i nearly forgot her #when you just escaped vampire slavery but now you have to save for a down payment #i can't stress how important it is to me that astarion has a birthday #i don't know why #also sex is fine but have you ever had someone wash your hair for you. there is nothing more intimate #i'm devastated that i had to desaturate the polaroid because the lighting was so pretty

[wongyuuu]

it's pouring down...

#i wanted to wear a dress tonight #but now i can't

[tawaifeddiediaz]

you know what boils my blood.

over the last 2 weeks, i've seen countless patients walk into my urgent care center, symptomatic for so many things, refusing to get tested for covid and flu, citing that they don't want to knowingly bring it to their holiday tables. i had a patient tell me, verbatim, "i don't want to test for covid, because i don't want to be the asshole who brings it on a plane."

i understand that - i understand that holidays are times where people look forward to meeting loved ones that they might only see once a year, or where they get a break from the hectic back and forth of their lives.

but here's the thing - whether they get tested or not, they will bring whatever they have to their holiday tables. it's pure recklessness to know that you're sick, and walk into someone else's house spreading the disease.

today, january 2, i saw 91 patients, many of them who have tested positive for covid and flu. many of these patients are the same ones who didn't want testing 3 days ago, until their events were over, and now, they will have to reach out to everyone they know to let them know that they were positive because they were showing symptoms well before their event.

the next week or two? we're going to see many, many more, all people with symptoms that started around christmas. these are the only two viruses we test for rapidly in our office, but they are potent and can be fatal in many people.

so here's why i wrote this post, and maybe it's a little late, but - if you care about your loved ones, please get tested if you know you're sick. it doesn't have to be at a clinic if you don't want it to, because the over-the-counter tests work just fine too (if you test within 5-7 days of symptom onset). just...please don't try to run from the knowledge that you might have covid, because immunocompromised people, elderly people, people with co-morbidities like asthma, pregnancy, diabetes, etc...many of them may not recover. and they may not be sitting at your holiday table in the future because of it.

#zee rambles #this isn't to guilt trip anyone #but im so so tired of people coming in and just refusing testing because they want to see grandma or whatever #and on top of that people are avoiding vaccinations and all that too?? #we all lived through the pandemic - everyone saw how many people unfortunately passed away from it #now because of vaccinations and some amount of herd immunity we're finding milder cases in healthy people #but that doesn't mean its gone #that doesn't mean it doesn't have long-term repercussions even in healthy people and that doesn't mean people aren't still dying from it #honestly i just needed a lil rant #and if this helps at least one person??? im all for it #also i can't sleep so here we are spilling thoughts into the voidddd

[heavierthanlaila]

Palestinians and their everlasting love for their cats 🥺❤️

#gaza #ceasefire now #free Palestine #cats #cats of tumblr #from the river to the sea palestine will be free #i just can't get over how much they care for everything including their animals despite all they've been through #i love them #i pray that this war ends very soon

[layzeal]

ok I'm curious so put in the tags what country you are from and whether or not you own/use a rice cooker

#i'm brazilian and yes!! #tho only now bc my roommate brought hers #back at my parents house we still ate rice everyday but NO RICE COOKER #now that i now the wonder of rice cooker i made them buy one #you just can't go back to the darkness of babysitting rice on the stovetop #edit: almost wanna add a ''and how much do they cost'' cause they're crazy cheap here #and i kinda assumed they'd be everywhere else #but in countries that don't eat a lot of rice i can see them being more expensive

[xxlumos]

*smooch*

#can't keep this any longer away from you #brainrot was brainrotting that day #I genuinely don't remember drawing this it just happened #just a sketch but maybe someday im gonna clean that up huehue #good omens #good omens season 2 #good omens s2 #gos2 #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #fanart #good omens fanart #myart #csp #digital art #illustration #fun fact: I was listening to Hozier while drawing this #GO LISTEN TO DE SELBY (Part 1) NOW ‼

[modelsof-color]

Donations for Gaza

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#palestine #i gonna reblog this post daily #some ppl can't donate right now but will be able to help in future .. for this reason its important to keep spreading links

[bright-thehawksflight]

You know at first I didn't believe it when fiber artists on tumblr would tell me to be wary of the fiber art slippery slope. And yet. I hear the siren call of the spindle. Fellow crafters help me resist. Tie me to the fucking mast. Please.

#fiber arts #crafts #craftblr #yarnblr #knitting #spinning #drop spindle #i can't start learning how to spin now i just can't #please i still live with my parents i have no storage space #it is the need for new stimuli #my enclosure is small but i yearn for enrichment #lisa says the things

[aza-trash-can]

There are two bugs in my room

One tiny one, one with long creepy legs that I'm like 83% sure is a mosquito

They love my desktop screen

I don't love that they love my desktop screen

But I turn on the overhead light and they fucking vanish

I'm so scared to turn off the light again

#aza's trash #I work in pitch dark except for my screen #that's just how i roll #but now i can't #also where the FUCK did they go??????