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#Bucky Barnes x plus-size!reader x Steve Rogers
carrotfantasimp2 hours ago
Not to brag but the playlist I made for my story "Love in the suburbs" is pretty good 馃槏 but maybe I'm biased 馃槀
If you want to check it out, go to my Ig carrot.writes 馃挏
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carrotfantasimpa day ago
I am very excited for chapter 9, one scene in particular, as I wrote it I got CHILLS 馃槱 and 馃ゴ so chill anyways read my story 馃槀鉂わ笍
I'll post post part of a Smut scene so u guys can see what you're missing out on 馃槈
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carrotfantasimp2 days ago
Just posted Chapter 8!!馃グ How will Jo's first mission turn out?
Everyday I fall more and more in love with Jo 馃槀馃槱
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willsimpforanyone4 days ago
Marvel Characters- They Love Your Tummy
Various Marvel characters and how they love your tummy
Steve Rogers Steve is gonna think your tummy is the cutest gosh darn thing in the world. Every time your t-shirt rides up slightly, he's gonna have to bite his tongue to keep from squealing in delight. Dress clings to your stomach? He thinks it's absolutely precious. If you don't like people touching you there he's gonna be respectful, of course, but goddamn is it gonna be hard when he just wants to show you how much he loves you.
Tony Stark Can and will poke at you with various implements. Not even just your tummy, anywhere he can reach, but it's a gentle reminder of 'hi, I'm here, you're here' and poking your stomach happens to be a way for him to get close to you without seeming like he was missing being close to you.
Bucky Barnes He knows that you sometimes don't like your tummy touched, so it's such a display of trust when you do. This is especially important when you let him touch you with his metal arm, the arm that has squeezed the trigger and the life out of people more times than he can count. He treasures those moments. However, with his flesh arm plus a mischevious mood? You're gonna get tickled, I'm sorry.
Natasha Romanoff Your tummy is her safe space, where she can rest her head and feel like if you're here, nothing can go wrong. She's gonna plant the occasional kiss on your skin, expect many kisses if you're feeling insecure. She won't stand for any slander against any part of you, and will murmur praise against you- if she's feeling flirty, she will playfully nip at your stomach, leaving delicate little bites in the wake of her lips.
Wanda Maximoff Wanda is a cuddlebug and I will hear nothing to the contrary- her hands wrapped around you while your face is at the perfect height for her to kiss incessantly? She is A-Okay with that. Hands running over you, over your waist, your hips, your tummy, and she's gonna smile when she smoothes her hands over the skin of your stomach. She would use it as a reminder to ask when you last ate, and if you haven't? She's gonna drag you to the kitchen and make you cook with her.
Thor He adores the way your tummy looks, forever dressing you up in some of his Midguardian clothes to see how they look on you. Seeing his love flaunting themselves proudly in his clothes when he knows they might be insecure otherwise? Just about his favourite thing, ever.
Loki Maybe he's not that into physical affection, but he'll never, ever admit that when it's just the two of you, lying in bed, late at night when everyone else is asleep and his head is down by your waist, face buried in your stomach? It's his favourite time, your hands in his hair as he places careful kisses along your skin, whispering promises you can barely even hear.
requested by @lilacprincessofrecovery thank you for the request! if anyone wants a part two with more characters, then you're more than welcome to ask!!
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carrotfantasimp4 days ago
In today's chapter Jo and Steve will work together! Will they finally get along or are things gonna get worse? 馃槬
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Find out later today! 馃挏
I'll let you know when I post the new chapter 馃グ
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carrotfantasimp4 days ago
Marvel fans! I call upon you to read my seggsy fan fiction, it's not shitty and I would really appreciate it if you could check it out 馃槀馃檹馃ズ
Let me know what u think 馃挏
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alloftheimaginesblog7 days ago
Life Without Colour (PART SEVEN)
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Soulmate AU: Your vision is in black and white until you meet your soulmate. You and your boyfriend, Steve Rogers, aren鈥檛 each others soulmates but you love each other. He introduces you to his friends, the Avengers, and a very odd thing happens.
Characters: Steve Rogers x Plus Size Female Reader, Bucky Barnes x Plus Size Female Reader
Warning: descriptions of violence, death, gunshot, blood, break in, bad guys, swearing, angst, dramatic
Note; hope u like it! this is OVER 8000 words!!!!!!
Taglist: 聽@domainoflostsouls鈥 聽forgetthisbull 聽handon-h-art 聽yourspecialcrush 聽giulsgotmusic 聽mrsbarnes-rogers 聽luosymekawa 聽linzeyzarcone 聽forgetthisbull 聽 calamityreads 聽talgra 聽 marina-darling 聽btsforlif 聽lamoursansfin 聽classic1985 聽lovesicksofi 聽fandomsfallnomore 聽thebivirgin 聽classygladiatorcupcake聽聽 lowlyapprentice聽 mishafaye聽 cececolbert聽 trenchcoatedwhiskers
Dear (y/n),
Hi, sweetheart. I鈥檓 writing this hurriedly just a short while before you leave so I apologise if it鈥檚 a little scattered and all over the place. If you鈥檙e reading this, it means that you have began to feel something for Bucky and that鈥檚 okay. Truly, it is okay. Please don鈥檛 blame yourself or feel guilty, I hope this letter eliminates those feelings.
When I realised that I鈥檇 need to send you and Bucky somewhere safe and secluded, I knew that I would be writing you a letter. I planned that letter out. I was going to write every single reason why I loved you and why I wanted you to stay loyal to me. I was going to tell you that growing up with Bucky caused me to feel slightly inferior because of his good looks and his charm and that I didn鈥檛 want that to be the case again. I was going to pour my heart out, asking you to stay with me and reliving our greatest hits through the past year together. It wasn鈥檛 until I sat down just a moment ago, I realised how selfish and unfair that would be of me to do to you. So, no, this letter will not be me begging and pleading you to stay with me... the opposite actually.
Right now, you are going through a high risk, highly stressful and emotional time in your life. You are in danger because of me, you are in a foreign place with someone that you only recently met and only recently discovered is your soulmate with no contact to me or the outside world and here I was, about to practically beg you to stay with me. You see, it would be so easy for me to write down and list why and how I came to fall in love with you; it would be so easy for me to ask you to stay and knowing you and knowing how fiercely loyal you are, I think you would stay had I asked... God, sweetheart, there鈥檚 a large part of me that wants to do that, that wants to beg you to choose me but I just can鈥檛. What kind of person would I be had I sent you away knowing fine well that you would have conflicting feelings and then given you a letter begging you to ignore those feelings for your rightful soulmate? I鈥檇 be a fraud. You are going through a lot right now and I need to respect that, I need to respect how intense things are and how confusing it all is for you right now. I want to make your life as easy as possible, you might want nothing to do with Bucky and I or you might want space to figure things out...
So, (y/n), this is me writing you a letter and letting you go. Your decision is entirely your own to make and I cannot and will not have a say in that. You have to decide what you want and if you want to pursue things with Bucky then I will bow my head and take a step back. If you want to continue to be with me, I will smile and hold you tight and we can continue from where we left things. If you choose something else, I will absolutely respect that. I wish I could be with you right now, I know that you鈥檒l be stressed out and I just want to help you, sweetheart. In order for you to make your choice, you need a clean slate so... I鈥檓 letting you so, sweetheart. I say that as though you have聽to pick one of us, you don鈥檛 and you certainly don鈥檛 need my permission to have feelings for Bucky but I thought this letter might help... or maybe it鈥檒l make things more confusing. Ugh, I鈥檓 usually good with my words but I just can鈥檛 seem to get it right. What I want to say is... if you wanted to pursue things with Bucky then you have my blessing, sweetheart. You and Bucky both have my blessing and I do not want either of you to feel guilty about it because you didn鈥檛 choose for this to happen.
Bucky鈥檚 a good man, (y/n), and when he cares about someone, he will love them with his whole heart. He鈥檚 been through so much in his life and he has built his walls up so high but I know that you could help him. You are just what he needs. You are so kind, loving and caring; you鈥檙e exactly the gentle sort of person he needs right now. When he gets scared, he lashes out, ignore that, he doesn鈥檛 mean it. I鈥檝e known Bucky a long time and I know that he鈥檒l protect you and keep you safe so please, try to trust him and show him that he can trust you. I don鈥檛 know how Bucky feels but, sweetheart, if he鈥檚 anything like me then he would鈥檝e fallen for you the moment he met you at Tony鈥檚 party. You don鈥檛 give yourself enough credit, sweetheart. You are so beautiful, so worth it and so goddamn important. Do not let anyone treat you as though you鈥檙e less than what you are. You don鈥檛 need my approval or Bucky鈥檚 or anyone鈥檚, you just need your own, sweetheart. You have helped me so much, you have shown me how to trust and how to love even despite all odds and we had it good, didn鈥檛 we, sweetheart? We had a pretty good year and if that鈥檚 all we have then I will be so thankful for the rest of my life that I got to spend that little year of perfection and happiness with you. I never wanted you to be in danger and I never thought that I would have to send you away to keep you safe but I hope you know how sorry I am for causing this. I am going to make it right, I will make it right so that you can come home and be happy. You deserve so much love and happiness. Remember that you are so loved. It鈥檚 going to be hard and I cannot imagine how hard it is right now with conflicting feelings but you鈥檙e (y/n) and you are going to be okay.
I love you, you know how much I love and care about you, but I will not try and beg you to stay with me or persuade you with all of the fun times we had together (not even by retelling the story of the old man and his cat down the hall). I wish that things could have been different, I wish that Rumlow and his men hadn鈥檛 have found you but they did and I had to protect you. So, I鈥檓 letting you go, (y/n). You will always have a place in my heart and I will always love you and I will always be here to support you but I鈥檓 letting you go because that鈥檚 what needs to happen in order for you to make your decision. I don鈥檛 blame you for your feelings and I won鈥檛 blame you for the choice that you make. I鈥檝e only ever wanted you to be happy, (y/n), so be happy and don鈥檛 you dare feel bad about it.
Take care of yourself, sweetheart. Take care of Bucky for me, too.
Yours with love,
Steven Rogers
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Over the course of that night, you read the letter over and over again, drinking in every single letter of every single word. It felt comforting to see Steve鈥檚 writing, to have something that was familiar with the slightest hint of his cologne. The contents of the letter made you sad, made you smile but ultimately, just made you even more conflicted than you already were. He was so sweet and that just made it worse that he was so forgiving and so kind. You didn鈥檛 ask for this, you didn鈥檛 want to have feelings for Bucky at all but... you couldn鈥檛 help it. You couldn鈥檛 control your heart, you couldn鈥檛 stop the feelings even if you tried. Steve鈥檚 letter was letting you go, did that mean the two of you were broken up or on a break? Oh, god, not a Ross and Rachel situation.
You barely slept that night, mind reeling and body in a clammy sweat because of how stressed you were. You had no idea what to feel, what to think or what to do. You and Steve had been together for a year and you had only known Bucky a few weeks but still, you tossed and turned thoughts full of questions and no answers. You had sworn to yourself that you would never fall for Bucky Barnes but you couldn鈥檛 control your heart, you couldn鈥檛 force yourself to forget those feelings and you couldn鈥檛 force yourself to care for Steve more. You loved Steve, you were in love with Steve, you weren鈥檛 in love with Bucky... were you? You had strong feelings for him, sure, but you hadn鈥檛 fallen聽in love yet. You didn鈥檛 want to hurt Steve, you really didn鈥檛, but you felt like you couldn鈥檛 be with Steve fully if you had feelings for Bucky... You didn鈥檛 want it to be a contest like a stupid love triangle like in a stupid movie. You would rather have neither of them before you had them both competing for your love and attention. Right now, your heart still belonged to Steve and as you tried to get comfortable, you decided that your relationship was worth fighting for. Bucky was convenient because he was here and you were lonely and you kind of latched onto that but it wouldn鈥檛 work, it wouldn鈥檛 last because you were too聽different. Steve was the safe choice, the comfortable choice.聽
You tossed the blanket off of you and frowned at the ceiling. It was as you went to get out of bed that you heard a yell from Bucky鈥檚 room. Quickly, you shot upwards and rushed out of the bedroom, throwing Bucky鈥檚 bedroom door open and turning the light on. He on the floor, legs tangled in the knitted blanket, a thin sheen of sweat coated his torso as he panted and looked up at you.聽He looked so different than usual, he looked... sad, broken? He looked lost. He鈥檇 had another nightmare. You gave a breath of relief as you saw him awake, terrified but awake and alive.
鈥淚 woke you up?鈥 He asked, breathing heavy as he focused on his hands, counting them once, twice and three times; a tactic that kept him grounded and made him come back to reality instead of focusing on his nightmare.
You shook your head,聽鈥淚 couldn鈥檛 sleep.鈥
鈥淲hat was that one about?鈥
Bucky puffed out a long breath before answering you,聽鈥淢y Winter Soldier days. This one was a memory of a man I killed a long time ago. He didn鈥檛 deserve it, he wasn鈥檛 my target... he was just in the way.鈥
鈥淥h.鈥 You swallowed,聽鈥淎re you okay?鈥
Bucky rubbed at his face tiredly,聽鈥淵eah, I鈥檓 amazing.鈥 Sarcastic bugger. Your face fell and Bucky quickly realised that now wasn鈥檛 a time to be a dick,聽鈥淪orry. I鈥檒l be okay. You don鈥檛 have to stay, honestly, I鈥檒l be fine.鈥
You watched him with narrow eyes before disappearing out of the room. Bucky frowned, thinking it was a little weird that you鈥檇 go back to bed without so much as a goodbye. It wasn鈥檛 until a minute later, you came back carrying two glasses of water that he realised you weren鈥檛 leaving at all,聽鈥淒rink,鈥 you urged him as you handed him the water,聽鈥淢y mom always told me that drinking water after a bad dream or nightmare would cleanse your mind and make you sleep better. Load of crap but it鈥檚 a placebo effect so just drink up.鈥
Bucky gave a small laugh before he took a long drink. He was glad that you came back, despite what he had said, he hated being alone after having a nightmare. It was nice to have company. You walked around him and climbed onto his untouched bed as you sipped your own water. He barely managed to hide his surprise at you so casually hopping onto his bed,聽鈥淐an I ask why you were awake at this time?鈥 He asked.
You faltered and decided to opt for something that wasn鈥檛 a lie but wasn鈥檛 the full truth either,聽鈥淚 couldn鈥檛 seem to shut my mind off... too much going on in there tonight,鈥 you tapped the side of your head once before taking another sip of water. It was then that Bucky was very aware that he only had a pair of boxers on, it seemed like you hadn鈥檛 even noticed. He sat up straighter, pulling the blanket around himself. 鈥淚 already saw that you鈥檙e half naked, Buck. No point hiding now.鈥 You turned away with a smirk as he pulled the blanket around himself.
Bucky tried to fight the smile but couldn鈥檛,聽鈥淵ou really don鈥檛 need to stay, you know.鈥
鈥淚 know. I don鈥檛 feel like going yet.鈥 Bucky nodded, moving so that he was leaning against the wall, looking at you. You scooted backwards, resting against the headboard,聽鈥淭ell me about Wakanda.鈥 His eyebrow quirked in amusement but he complied.
He began to tell you about Wakanda. He told you about T鈥機halla and what kind of leader he was, he spoke fondly of Shuri and her intelligence, he spoke a lot about the Dora Milaje and how he trained with them most days. He spoke for ages, telling you about how Wakanda was so different to anything he could鈥檝e imagined. He tried to tell you about the technology but then gave up half way through saying聽鈥業 barely understood 40s tech, I don鈥檛 understand modern tech and Wakanda tech is way聽more advanced than tech here so I have no fucking clue but it was cool!鈥.
鈥淲hy did you come back to New York?鈥 You asked, glancing over at him,聽鈥淣ot to sound rude, just curious.鈥
鈥淚t was time,鈥 he said with a sigh,聽鈥淚鈥檇 been free from the mind control of Hydra for a while and it was time to reintroduce myself to civilisation.鈥
You snorted a laugh,聽鈥淟ook where that got you. A soulmate who鈥檚 dating your best friend and now you鈥檙e stuck with me. Bet you鈥檙e glad you left Wakanda.鈥
Bucky sat watching you with that intense, serious stare that made you shift nervously. When he stared at you like that, you couldn鈥檛 read him; you had no idea what was going through his mind in that moment and it terrified you. You always prided yourself on being able to read other people well but with Bucky, it was near impossible. When he eventually spoke, it surprised you, 鈥淚 am聽glad, actually.鈥 You didn鈥檛 really know how to respond so instead you looked down to your hands. What did it mean? Did it mean that he was simply just glad to get back to normality after being in Wakanda? Did it mean that he was glad to have met you even despite the situation? Did it mean that he was glad to be here with you? You had no idea and honestly... you didn鈥檛 feel like asking for clarification. You were struggling enough with your own feelings for him, you didn鈥檛 need to confuse yourself with how he felt towards you.
It was a few moments later before you asked him something else,聽鈥淲hy do you get called Bucky?鈥
鈥淢y name is James Buchanan Barnes. I鈥檝e always been called Bucky,鈥 he shrugged.
鈥淐an I call you James?鈥
He nodded,聽鈥淚f you want.鈥
鈥淛ames Buchanan Barnes,鈥 you mulled his name over in your mouth, seeing how it felt. Bucky didn鈥檛 know why it sounded so nice to hear you say his name,聽鈥淲hen鈥檚 your birthday?鈥
鈥淏orn 10th March 1917.鈥 The two of you were unsure as to why it was like a game of twenty questions but you were distracting yourself from the questions you had surrounding your feelings and it was distracting Bucky from thinking about his nightmares.
鈥淕od, you鈥檙e old... looking good for being over one hundred though,鈥 you teased with a laugh. Bucky gave a quiet laugh and agreed with you. You began to ask him more questions, finding it was a good way to take your mind off of the feelings you had and the letter. The pair of you spoke about everything and nothing simultaneously. His favourite colour was blue,聽鈥榓 dark navy blue not that sky blue shit鈥, his favourite modern day invention was food delivery apps,聽鈥業 can order that shit from my phone and they鈥檒l leave it on the doorstep so I don鈥檛 even need to talk to them, amazing!鈥.
It was around an hour later when you lay down on the bed,聽鈥淐an I sleep in here tonight?鈥 You asked him, eyes already closed,聽鈥淚 don鈥檛 feel like being alone tonight.鈥 You knew that you probably shouldn鈥檛 have. You knew it was against your better judgement but you would sleep on the bed and Bucky would sleep on the floor. You wouldn鈥檛 be near each other like that, you just needed to be near someone; you needed to know that you weren鈥檛 alone and that someone was there, even if that person turned out to be Bucky Barnes, your soulmate. You and Bucky were friends, that was it. You were friends... who were you trying to convince? Yourself?
鈥淎ctually... I don鈥檛 feel like being alone tonight either.鈥 It was an innocent conversation but Bucky could feel the balance shifting from beneath him, the trust that was gradually being formed like stepping stones across a river. He could almost reach the other side of the river and he was nearly to you. It scared him. He didn鈥檛 trust easy, especially after Hydra, but with you... it was still scary but it felt okay, in fact, it almost felt good.
鈥淐an you read to me?鈥 You asked him,聽鈥淚 always listen to an audiobook, usually the Hobbit audiobook to sleep... I like having noise. Will you read to me?鈥
鈥淚 don鈥檛 really know what you just said but I鈥檒l read The Hobbit to you.鈥 He grabbed his copy from the beside cabinet and began to read the words to you,聽 鈥淚n a hole in the ground there lived a hobbit. Not a nasty, dirty, wet hole, filled with the ends of worms and an oozy smell, nor yet a dry, bare, sandy hole with nothing in it to sit down on or to eat: it was a hobbit-hole, and that means comfort.鈥 It felt weirdly intimate, reading to you as you slept in his bed. It felt almost too聽intimate and yet, Bucky still read to you. His voice was nice to listen to, deep but soft.
You breathed slowly as you let the words carry you away to sleep,聽鈥淕鈥檔ight... James...鈥 you said softly before falling asleep.
Bucky faltered, glancing at you, looking at how peaceful you looked as you snored slightly before smiling and standing up. He put the book back carefully and turned the light out before moving to you. He watched you for a moment, drinking in how peaceful and quiet you were as you slept in his bed. It was innocent, two friends sharing a room because they were lonely and bored. That was all it was. You slept in the bed and he was on the floor, there was nothing sexual or creepy or romantic at all going on.
That was until Bucky lay back down, wrapping his body under the blanket and all he could think was three words. Three words that he tried to push away, tried to ignore but they came back almost screaming in his mind. He had dreaded this moment ever since seeing colour. As he lay in the dark, he succumbed to the thought and finally allowed himself to whisper it into the darkness of the night.
鈥淚 love you.鈥
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鈥淒o you know self defence?鈥 Bucky asked you a day later as you both sat in the living room reading.
鈥淜ind of?鈥 You shrugged,聽鈥淣at taught me how to throw a basic punch. If anything was to happen, I think I would probably just cry, forget everything and run away.鈥
Bucky frowned thinking that it wasn鈥檛 good enough, he needed to teach you something,聽鈥淐ome with me.鈥 He moved to the painting where the safe was and punched in 0407聽before pulling the gun out.
Instantly, you leapt backwards,聽鈥淣o way in hell, Bucky!鈥
He rolled his eyes,聽鈥淵ou need to know how to use it.鈥
鈥淛ust in case something happens.鈥
鈥淚f something happens, I have you聽to protect me!鈥澛
Bucky scoffed,聽鈥淐ome on, princess, what if something was to happen to me?鈥 The nickname made an eruption of butterflies fly wildly around your stomach.
The thought of something happening to Bucky was a thought that you鈥檇 not thought of, a thought that now set alight a whole new bunch of worries,聽鈥淚 don鈥檛 like guns,鈥 you whined pathetically as you followed Bucky outside and out to the great outdoors. He told you聽鈥榯ough鈥 before leading you out to the thick green woods where no one would hear the gunshots ring.聽
Despite your hesitation and your worries, you allowed Bucky to teach you the basics of the gun. He taught you about how to hold it, about making sure to turn the safety off and on, about the pull of the trigger and about how to reload if you needed to. Bucky went through all of this with you over and over until you felt confident enough to try it yourself. You fumbled at first but as you practiced unloading and reloading and making sure you were holding it correctly, it got a lot easier.
鈥淣ow, pull the trigger,鈥 Bucky instructed.
鈥淚 don鈥檛 want to,鈥 you said as you shook your head,聽鈥淚 know how to and if it comes to it, I will but right now, I don鈥檛 want to.鈥
Bucky stepped towards you,聽鈥淲hat if I was a bad guy standing in front of you right now? You say that you would pull the trigger but what if you can鈥檛? What if you freeze up?鈥 He was standing in front of the gun, the nozzle pressing against his chest,聽鈥淵ou have to shoot it. There will always be hesitation but you need to do it.鈥 You shook your head again and Bucky sighed,聽鈥淧lease, (y/n)... I need to know that you know exactly what to do if you need to.鈥
You took a deep breath before sniffing and nodding,聽鈥淚 can鈥檛 shoot it when you鈥檙e in the way though. That鈥檚聽murder.鈥
Bucky smirked slightly before stepping out of the way,聽鈥淵ou know what to do?鈥
You nodded and took another few breaths before aiming for the tree about twenty feet in front of you. Bucky watched you carefully, he could see how much you didn鈥檛 want to do it but he admired that even though you would鈥檝e rather have done anything besides this, you were still doing it.
You took one final breath before squeezing the trigger and shooting. The gunshot was louder than you expected, echoing in the dense woods. You jumped at the recoil of the gun, not expecting it to be so powerful. You had shot the middle of the tree perfectly. Bucky smiled,聽鈥淣ot so bad, right?鈥
鈥淔ucking terrifying,鈥 you said as you let out a breathy laugh. Bucky asked if you wanted to shoot again, just for one last practice. You nodded and aimed for the same spot. It wasn鈥檛 as聽terrifying second time around, this time you knew the noise and the hit back but it was still scary. Quickly, you turned the safety off before slamming the gun back into Bucky鈥檚 hands,聽鈥淣o more.鈥
Bucky smiled,聽鈥淵ou did it!鈥 He said as you began to walk away,聽鈥淵ou should be proud. Tomorrow we鈥檒l practice throwing a punch.鈥
鈥淐ouldn鈥檛 we have started with that?鈥
鈥淒ecided to throw you in the deep end.鈥 He smiled as you rolled your eyes with the hint of a smile on your face,聽鈥淚鈥檓 kidding... How do you feel?鈥
鈥淟ike I need to go lie down,鈥 you muttered quietly before shrugging,聽鈥淭hank you for pushing me to do it but for the love of god, if anything happens, you have to protect me because it鈥檚 fucking terrifying.鈥
鈥淟et鈥檚 just hope that it doesn鈥檛 come to that.鈥
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A few days had passed with you and Bucky growing closer and closer. He鈥檇 taken you into town a couple more times just to do some grocery shopping. You weren鈥檛 as bored as you usually were because now, you had Bucky. The pair of you spoke a lot more, sharing stories from your past and you catching Bucky up on modern day times. The dynamic the pair of you had was good, friendly with hints of something else bubbling under the surface. After learning how to shoot the gun, he didn鈥檛 bother teaching you about throwing a punch because you knew how to shoot and that was the main thing. If you could shoot, you could survive.
It was one night as you slept that something happened. Something bad and something terrifying. You could hear the creaks of the floorboards, it was dead silent in the cabin so you could hear everything that went on. You rolled over in bed, assuming that it was Bucky getting up during the night for something... until, a hand clamped over your mouth and a rough hand was pulling you upwards and out of bed.
Your eyes shot open, automatically kicking and trying to scream when the person hissed a,聽鈥淪hh! It鈥檚 me, it鈥檚 Bucky!鈥 Your heart was racing, instantly going back to when Rumlow and his men had kidnapped you the same way. Bucky saw your wide eyes and realised that he鈥檇 triggered something that wasn鈥檛 just fear; he recognised the real and very genuine trauma in your eyes. He slowly released you not wanting to further any discomfort but put a finger over his lips, a silent motion to be quiet. Your eyes were wide and already, your hands were clammy. What the fuck was going on?
It was then you heard the gruff voice of someone from somewhere else in the cabin,聽鈥淵eah, they鈥檙e definitely here. Call for more back-up.鈥 You could practically feel yourself blanching as you stared hopelessly at Bucky. Bucky鈥檚 face was hard as he glanced at you. You were fucking terrified and he knew that but this is why he was here; to protect you and to keep you safe long enough until you could get back to Steve. He had no idea how they鈥檇 found you both so quickly. He held up two fingers mouthing聽鈥榯wo agents鈥. There were only two right now and that was okay, Bucky could deal with two by himself. He could deal with more but when he had to protect you simultaneously, he could only deal with a couple of agents.
Your whole body trembled with fear as adrenaline began to rush through your veins. You were definitely in flight or fight mode and my god, you wanted to take flight and run away. It was Bucky who pulled you back to the ground, placing his hand on your shoulder. You looked at him, tears in your eyes. God, you hated feelings this way; you hated feeling so powerless. You knew how to shoot a gun, yes, but you weren鈥檛 fully prepared for a full on fucking attack! This shouldn鈥檛 have been happening, what was聽happening? Was it Hydra? Had they found the two of you? How would they have found you so fast?
Bucky crouched so that he was looking directly into your eyes,聽鈥淲e鈥檙e gonna be okay,鈥 he whispered quietly,聽鈥淚 need you to hide.鈥 You shook your head frantically, grabbing at his arm desperately. You didn鈥檛 want him to leave you. Had it been under different circumstances, Bucky would鈥檝e been smirking at you.
Bucky gave your arm a reassuring squeeze as the deep murmurs grew closer and closer to the bedrooms. Bucky helped you climb into the wardrobe and closed the door. Of course, it would be the closet you hid in; ultimately the worst hiding place in the world though it was the only place in your bedroom that you could hide. Your heart was racing as Bucky closed those closet doors and so much for your claustrophobia. You squeezed your eyes closed as you tried your best to steady your breathing. I鈥檓 going to die. This is it. I鈥檓 going to die in a cabin in the woods. Holy fucking shit, I鈥檓 going to die.
Bucky withdrew his knife from his ankle, he was going for a stealth attack so the quieter the weapon, the better. He knew that there were two men, potentially more on the way, but right now, two was absolutely okay to deal with. This is what Bucky was trained to do; he was the Winter Soldier, a secret assassin and his mission was to keep you safe. The only difference was that Bucky didn鈥檛 need the code words to do the job. Bucky would keep you safe and make sure that you were okay, he had to; there was no other option.
The house was quiet as Bucky crept towards the bedroom door, standing at the side. He would stay here, waiting for one of them to walk in before stealth attacking. A creak sounded from a few steps outside of your bedroom door. Bucky鈥檚 eyes shot towards the closet, he couldn鈥檛 see you and couldn鈥檛 hear you but my god, he wished that he could grab you and run with you. He knew that you would be terrified, the only saving grace in this situation was that he鈥檇 been able to at least show you how to shoot the gun. If it came down to it, at least Bucky knew that you would be able to protect yourself... he just hoped that if it had to come down to it, you would find the courage to shoot.
The door slowly began to creak open and Bucky stayed hidden in the shadows until the Hydra agent was fully inside of the bedroom. It was then that Bucky carefully closed the door behind him. The Hydra agent wore dark with a dark cap and a mask that covered half of his face. You couldn鈥檛 really see much but to be honest, you didn鈥檛 want to see much. Clamping your hand over your mouth to try and limit any noise, you squeezed your eyes shut. Your heart hammered against your chest, almost painfully, and you were almost kind of paranoid that the Hydra agent would be able to hear your heart thundering against your ribcage. You closed your eyes at exactly the right time as Bucky lunged for the agent.
In one smooth motion, Bucky had grabbed the agent鈥檚 head on either side and with a fluid movement, snapped his neck. The crack made your stomach churn and made tears well in your eyes. Bile rose in your throat but you swallowed and forced it back down. You had to stay calm. It was much louder and harsher than you鈥檇 ever expected not that you had thought about a neck breaking that much. Bucky gently led the now limp agent to the bed and laid him on it. Yep, never touching that blanket again.
鈥淵ou okay?鈥 Bucky asked, voice a husky whisper in the dead of night.
You sniffed in response and that was all Bucky needed to know that you weren鈥檛 doing okay at all. He hadn鈥檛 expected you to be okay with the events, the most drama you鈥檇 witnessed was someone stealing a pizza from the pizza shop down the road from yours and Steve鈥檚 apartment. That and Tony trying to pick a fight with an empty Iron Man suit. You鈥檇 never been around a lot of violence, Steve shielded you from that part of his life but now, you were forced to see it and take part.
Bucky moved towards the closet, not realising that the second agent was looming in the doorway. You squinted through the tiny crack, most of your vision that you could see from the gap was Bucky but as you squinted, you could see a figure sneaking up from behind Bucky. Your eyes widened and you let out a scream of,聽鈥淏EHIND YOU!鈥 It had been a rookie move on Bucky鈥檚 part, he knew better but he needed to check on you and needed to make sure that you were okay. His downfall was you.
Bucky spun but was too late, the Hydra agent raised the object that he had and shot it. It wasn鈥檛 a gun, it was electric? What the fuck? It was like a taser that shot out and wrapped around Bucky and buzzed and hissed; much like an electric belt. Bucky鈥檚 body convulsed as he was knocked to the other side of the room. He tried to fight it but the more he fought, the worse the pain was. He could feel the darkness trying so desperately to take over his vision but he fought, he fought because he had to. He needed to save you, he had to fight it and protect you. All that stood between you and the Hydra agent was a closet door and now the agent knew that you were in the there. Bucky tried and he tried so hard but the pain of every muscle in his body convulsing was too much and he began to lose his consciousness.
This was it. This is where I die. The Hydra agent was three steps away and he knew where you were, this was it. This was it. Fight or flight. Fight or die. There was nothing in the closet except you and some hangers. Quickly, you grabbed some of the hangers, they wouldn鈥檛 do much damage but they鈥檇 be annoying and get in the way. If you could get a hanger attached to the electric shooting taser thing, it might make it harder to use. Being a bigger woman, you decided to use your extra weight and extra might to your advantage. You had to, it was your only weapon.
His hands reached for the door handles but you didn鈥檛 give him the chance to open it. You pushed yourself to the back of the closet as though preparing to run a race in the Olympics and steadied your body before leaping and bursting through the door with all of the strength you could muster. It was like watching a lion pounce on its prey; you roared loudly and leapt. The doors flew open and the Hydra agent absolutely hadn鈥檛 been expecting a roaring plus size woman to leap from the closet. The last thing Bucky saw before he let the darkness take over was you toppling into the agent and knocking him to the ground armed with various coat hangers. The agent gasped for breath, the impact winding him, heh, take that motherfucker, and quickly, whilst you used that to your advantage you looped some coat hangers on his weapon. It wouldn鈥檛 stop him from using it but it would take at least 15 seconds to get them off. You didn鈥檛 spare a glance to the dead agent that lay sprawled on your bed. You couldn鈥檛.
Quickly, you clambered to get off of the agent. Your heart was beating fast but you had no time to think about how terrified you were; you just had to survive. You slammed the door shut, thinking that any obstacle would be good. You had to get to the safe, you needed to be able to protect yourself. Safe, 0407, gun, safety off, aim, shoot. You repeated the steps in your head as a mantra over and over again. You threw open the bathroom door (which opened outwards) to cause another disruption. You could hear the agent clambering to get up, coat hangers falling to the ground, he was seconds away from coming to get you.
With bare feet slapping the hardwood floors, you grabbed the painting from the wall and chucked it backwards behind you. The Hydra agent was thundering down the hallway. With violently shaking hands, you punched in 0408 -聽鈥淪hit!鈥 - quickly, you punched the聽鈥楥LEAR ALL鈥 button before trying again, 0407 and throwing it open grabbing the gun and darting to the other side of the living room just as the Hydra agent burst into the living room, panting and angry.
He gave a loud laugh as he watched your shaking hands try to flick the safety off,聽鈥淲hat鈥檚 Captain America鈥檚 girlfriend going to do? She gonna shoot me? Really?鈥 He scoffed. He expected you to be weak, expected you to give up easily. Now, you were crying and you were terrified and sure, you weren鈥檛 very strong but you would never just give up. You would fight with what little strength you had and you would try you goddamn hardest to survive.
You flicked the safety off and threw your arms out, readying your aim to point at the Hydra agent. It was when you looked at him that it really sunk in what was happening right now. Your eyes darted between the gun and the agent and you could feel the tears burning in your eyes. You couldn鈥檛 do this. You thought you could but you couldn鈥檛; you weren鈥檛 strong enough and the Hydra agent knew it. He laughed again, throwing his hands up and walking closer. He was a hulking brute of a man, easily over six foot, towering over you. You couldn鈥檛 launch yourself at him now, he would be prepared for it and you couldn鈥檛 fight your way out of this. You weren鈥檛 fast as running, he would catch you. Your whole body trembled as adrenaline pounded blood through your veins.
鈥淚 can鈥檛 wait to see this,鈥 he smirked, stopping about two metres away from you. He held his up and you couldn鈥檛 see a weapon on him. He was expecting you to be weak, expecting you to drop the gun and freak out and let him take you away willingly,聽鈥淐aptain America鈥檚 girlfriend isn鈥檛 going to shoot me.鈥 Your eyes darted to the hallway, trying to will Bucky to appear. The agent smirked,聽鈥淵our other boyfriend will wake up just in time to see you either bleeding out on the floor or taken to Rumlow, depends if you want to do this the easy or the hard way.鈥
He took a step closer and you raised the gun yelling,聽鈥淪tay back!鈥
He rolled his eyes,聽鈥淵ou鈥檙e not going to shoot me. You鈥檙e weak, you鈥檙e nothing聽 without your boyfriends protecting you,鈥 he began to reach behind his back, hand wrapping around his concealed weapon,聽鈥淵ou鈥檙e nothi-鈥
The gunshot wasn鈥檛 the most disturbing part. Oh no, the most disturbing part were two different sounds. The first was the bloodcurdling gurgle that came from his throat as his blood was forced upwards until it spilled out and bubbled from his mouth. You watched in horror as his eyes were wide with fear as he clutched at his stomach. You had shot him. You鈥檇 really, genuinely shot him. Bucky had told you to either aim for the stomach or the heart. You picked the stomach, bigger target and with trembling hands, easier to get right. Blood poured out of him at a speed much greater than you could have ever thought. It was already pooling on the floor like red hands seeping and reaching out to cover everything in its way. The man took a few gurgling breaths. The second disturbing sound was as his body collapsed to the floor with a horrifying thud as he began to bleed out onto the floor, barely holding onto consciousness.聽
Your hands trembled violently, gripping the gun with all of your strength, arms still outstretched, staring at the man on the floor. He had been trying to kill you, trying to kill Bucky and you did what Bucky taught you... you used the gun, you shot and... he was going to die. He was losing blood at a rapid pace and you were no doctor but you鈥檇 seen plenty episodes of Grey鈥檚 Anatomy and Criminal Minds to know that he had mere minutes left. The world around you began to slip away as you stared at the body, eyes wide and watering from the shock and lack of blinking, it felt like time stopped and all noise around you stopped. It felt like you were underwater, as though you鈥檇 jumped into the sea, sinking deeper and deeper, the world getting more faded and faint with every passing second.
As Bucky groggily came to, the gunshot radiated through the cabin. No. He rolled over with a grunt, wooziness crashing over him like a wave. His world spun as he flipped onto his front and scrambled to climb upwards as he tore the electric wire which had stopped electrocuting him and chucked it to the floor, 鈥(y/n)...鈥 he murmured softly as he fell against the bedroom wall, struggling to stand. His vision was blurred and hard to focus and it felt like the world tilted a new direction every second. Bucky stumbled forwards, grabbing out to catch onto the doorframe to hold himself up with,聽鈥(y/n).鈥 Every muscle in his body ached painfully, burning with every movement and every breath but he pushed through. He had to get to you. He had to get to you to see what had happened. The gunshot woke him up and where did the gunshot come from? Who shot a gun? Who... Who got shot? Bucky didn鈥檛 dare think of the answer being you. Right now, he couldn鈥檛. He had to get to you, had to protect you and make sure that you were okay. This is why he was here; he had to protect you, he had to make sure that you survived this. So far, he鈥檇 done a piss poor job at protecting you and now, he just needed to see you.
He called out for you as his vision slowly began to focus again. He took a tentative step forwards and then another, the world began to stop swaying. He stumbled once but with every step forwards, the fuzziness began to fade and he began to pick up speed. He burst into his bedroom,聽鈥(y/n)?鈥 Nothing. He turned on his heel,聽鈥(y/n)?!鈥 He yelled before bursting through into the living room.
You were stood, frozen in place, arms outstretched as you clutched the gun. Bucky scanned the room. The safe was open, you鈥檇 grabbed the gun from there and... on the floor lay the barely alive Hydra agent. Bucky carefully stepped over to you, repeating your name. He could tell that you were in shock. When he was at your side, he could see how violently you were shaking, how you gripped the gun in a white knuckled grip and how tears slipped down your cheek every second. You were alive, you were safe聽but... at what cost?
鈥(y/n),鈥 Bucky鈥檚 voice was loud, enough to break you from the trance but not enough to scare you. He grabbed your shoulders and stepped in front of you, blocking your vision from the body on the floor,聽鈥(y/n), you need to give me the gun.鈥 Bucky had stepped in front of you to hide the body from your view but the gun was pressed against his chest, exactly where his heart was.
You blinked. Once. Twice. The gun. You looked to the gun and realised that it was pointed at Bucky. He repeated to give him the gun. You opened your mouth, trying to form some sort of coherent sentence,聽鈥淚-I-I-鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 okay, (y/n),鈥 Bucky said, voice gentle for such an intense situation,聽鈥淚t鈥檚 okay...鈥 He knew you and he knew that you wouldn鈥檛 be able to cope with this situation alone, he needed to be there for you.
鈥淚s he- Is he-鈥
鈥淣o, not yet.鈥
鈥淏ut- but he鈥檚 going to- he will-鈥
Bucky sighed,聽鈥(y/n), I鈥檓 going to take this gun from you now, okay? You need to give me the gun.鈥 He paused, taking your silence as an agreement, before carefully and slowly prying your fingers from the gun. Once he鈥檇 taken it from you, he turned the safety on and slid it into the waistband of his jeans all the while watching you carefully.
Your heart pounded painfully against your ribs as adrenaline coursed through your veins. Your mind whirred unable to focus on anything,聽鈥淚 killed him.鈥
鈥淣o,鈥 Bucky said,聽鈥渉e鈥檚 not dead.鈥
鈥淗e will be and once he鈥檚- once he鈥檚 dead... I killed him.鈥
Bucky sighed before he shook his head,聽鈥淣o, I did. I killed him.鈥
It took you a second to comprehend what he said but in that second, Bucky had grabbed the gun from his waistband, turned safety off and shot the almost dead Hydra agent right in between the eyes. Bucky still shielded you from the body but you knew what happened. The gunshot made you jump harshly, causing a new wave of fresh tears to well in your eyes. Bucky turned to you, once again, pocketing the gun,聽鈥淚 killed him, see? I聽killed him, (y/n).鈥
鈥淏ut- but...鈥 You couldn鈥檛 understand. You were in shock and you couldn鈥檛 process or comprehend his actions. Bucky crouched down, forcing you to look him in the eyes as he spoke to you.
鈥淚 killed him. I鈥檓 taking all of the blame from you and putting it on me. What you did was self defence, you were shooting an intruder; I was the one who killed him. It鈥檚 okay. It鈥檚 okay now.鈥 Bucky had shot him, Bucky had killed聽him for you. Bucky knew and understood the guilt of taking someone鈥檚 life and he couldn鈥檛 bare to see you take on that guilt. He knew that it would crush you, you were too good of a person to have that darkness in your heart and in your soul. You were too good and he... well, what was one more? Bucky knew that if he hadn鈥檛 have killed him, you would鈥檝e let the guilt destroy you... at least he knew how to cope and deal with it.
You broke down then. That kind of loud, wailing, ugly sobbing that you can鈥檛 control and you can鈥檛 stop. Your knees gave but Bucky was there to catch you. He easily caught you, pulling you up and to his chest. He held you tightly, holding you as you sobbed into his shirt. His head fell to yours, breathing in the smell of your shampoo from your hair as you cried. When Steve sent you away, this isn鈥檛 what anyone had in mind would happen. Hydra had found you and Bucky somehow and now... you were in more danger than ever before. He held you like that for a few minutes until you had calmed down. You could hear Bucky鈥檚 heart beating slow and steady, even under a high pressure situation he could still keep his composure. You stayed in his arms, listening to his beating heart, timing your breaths to match his. Bucky鈥檚 arms held you tightly, one around your back and the other holding your head to his chest. You took a long slow breath before feeling ready to pull away. Slowly, you pulled back and it was as you did so, something changed.
Things had been changing for weeks, dynamics and feelings had been developing and changing a lot recently but it was in this moment that things really began to fall into place,聽鈥(y/n)鈥︹ Bucky whispered softly. You noticed that his breathing changed, faster and more shallow; more erratic than the slow steadiness only mere seconds before. You eyes stared into his dark shirt and it felt like the moment of seeing colour for the first time again though... this is how it should have felt,聽鈥淟ook at me.鈥
You didn鈥檛 want to look. You knew what was going to happen; Bucky knew what was about to happen too. You knew what seeing those blue eyes would do and you couldn鈥檛 bear it. Bucky鈥檚 hand moved from your hair to your cheek, delicately wiping away a tear. When his skin touched yours, you gasped, a feeling that you鈥檇 never felt before tickling at your skin. It felt electric almost like you were being touched for the first time. The shock reverberated through your cheek and to the rest of your body. You could truly feel the聽鈥榩ull鈥 that they spoke of.
Bucky took a deep breath, feeling strangely overwhelmed. The pull had never been stronger and he knew that in this moment, you could feel it too. You could feel the feelings of what soulmates should feel like. In this moment, nothing else mattered except him and you. He said your name again and slowly, so painfully slowly, your eyes began to look upwards. You almost couldn鈥檛 stop yourself from looking, it was inevitable... it had always been inevitable.聽You sucked in a deep breath when you reached his eyes. They were so unbelievably piercing and they were so blue. Bucky鈥檚 eyes had been the first colour you had ever seen before and now, here they were when you most needed them. Everything faded away and it was just you and Bucky, it was just those eyes of his. Your breathing began to slow as you found yourself tilting into his hands on your cheek, wanting to feel him touch your cheek fully. Bucky鈥檚 eyes flickered to look at your lips and then to your eyes and then again.
鈥淏ucky...鈥 you whispered, voice barely more than a whisper. Hidden in the whisper was three quiet words...聽I love you.
Bucky moved closer so slightly, just enough that you could feel his breath tickling your face. Your heart skipped a beat. You wanted him to kiss you. You wanted to kiss him. Suddenly, nothing mattered; it was just you and Bucky. He frowned slightly as he glanced between your lips and your eyes. The desire to kiss you was so strong and you were right there but... his hand fell from your cheek to his side and he cleared his throat, tearing his eyes away from yours to check the time,聽鈥淲e gotta go.鈥
You snapped back to reality in that moment and a wave of guilt crashed over you. Steve. Oh my god, Steve. Bucky stepped backwards,聽鈥淲e gotta go,鈥 he repeated, without giving you a minute to process,聽鈥淚f two agents found us that means that they aren鈥檛 far away. We gotta go... now.鈥 He didn鈥檛 give you another second and instead, repeated that you had to move now. There was no time to waste anymore, it was now or never. Bucky shielded your view from the body on the floor, he didn鈥檛 want you to see the gory mess but he couldn鈥檛 hide you from the body in the bedroom.
Silently, you and Bucky rushed around the cabin, grabbing your essentials. You grabbed your duffel bags, abandoning the blanket and cushion and Bucky grabbed his bag, blanket and your photo of you and Steve. As he held the photo, waiting for you to grab one last thing, he glanced down at it and felt a pang of guilt. He was in love with his best friend鈥檚 girl and he knew that you were in love with him too. You appeared a second later, clutching at The Hobbit, Bucky鈥檚 copy that he鈥檇 read to you, and an envelope in the order - Steve鈥檚 letter.聽The two of you nodded at each other and then without a word, you left the cabin for the final time.
The black SUV from the two agents was still parked out front and you both knew that there would be more on the way. You piled into the car with Bucky after he checked for any tracking devices before he began to drive. Your mind raced almost as fast as Bucky drove the car. He was silent, thinking about how they could鈥檝e possibly found the two of you. They must鈥檝e checked airport footage already and from there tracked you, maybe the hire car worker had given them the car information and they鈥檇 tracked it... he didn鈥檛 know. In your hands you held two things, one was The Hobbit that Bucky had read to you and the other was Steve鈥檚 letter. You clutched them tightly, so tightly that your hands cramped around them. As Bucky drove, all you could do was stare out of the window, watching in shock as the world whooshed by you.
鈥淲here are we going?鈥 You asked Bucky hoarsely.
He glanced at you,聽鈥淲e鈥檙e going home.鈥
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carrotfantasimp8 days ago
Jo Fey is a formidable woman, she struggled for years and her powers were getting out of control, she was under the radar of the Avengers and now has to deal with all the drama, will she find love or only more trouble?
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carrotfantasimp9 days ago
Just posted Chapter 6!! It's so good I promise! Lots of steamy moments and one badass woman 馃槑
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Announcement: HELLO! I know you have all been EAGERLY awaiting my re-arrival, so BEHOLD I have returned! And with a brand new fic for all of you to enjoy. Curious why I was gone? check my blog to find a little Q/A between me and Anon!
Warnings: None, except for teeth rotting amounts of fluff lol
Request: The reader (me ) is dating chris evans it's the readers birthday,聽 and chris evans spoiling her, taking to the hair salon and to the nail salon ,聽 and then throws a party for her, and he asks her to marry him, and a couple months later the reader is asked to been on say yes to the dress and a lot of fluff please (@maximeevansblog)
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You awoke to soft nuzzles against your cheek and gentle fingers tracing your midsection.
鈥淗appy Birthday, baby.鈥 A soft voice murmured next to you.
You turned your face to your boyfriend, Chris Evans.
鈥淕ood morning, Love. Thank you!鈥 You whispered to him, moving closer to his body.
Chris wrapped you into a hug before tipping your face up and kissing you.
鈥淚鈥檓 going to spoil you today, dear.鈥 He hummed into to your ear.
He pulled you closer, and you melted into him, tucking your face into the crook of his neck, and you whispered 鈥淚 love you鈥 before pulling him closer to you.
The two of you cuddled for another half an hour before he announced that the first stop was the nail salon. You pulled yourself out of bed and were met with a new dress, courtesy of Chris.
鈥淥h! This is beautiful! Thank you so much!鈥 You grinned, rushing to put it on.
鈥淚 knew you鈥檇 like it.鈥 He hummed, pulling you in for a kiss.
To his surprise, you pushed him away and snatched your dress, running frantically to the bathroom to put it on.
He smiled to himself, and he loved you too much to be upset.
You exited the bathroom and grinned at Chris. The velvety (Y/F/C) fabric of the dress hugged every curve of your body perfectly, and the draped pattern of the dress only accentuated your beautiful body. You did a little twirl to show it off, smiling all the while.
Chris鈥檚 eyes lit up, and his mouth fell open, 鈥淚 knew I made the right choice! You look perfect, my love.鈥 He said from the bed where he was sitting, wearing a button-down and khakis.
鈥淣ow, let's go before we miss our appointment!鈥 He announced enthusiastically, grabbing your hand.
Chris pulled into the parking lot of a swanky nail salon and opened your door for you.
He put his arm out for you to hook yours in and walked you into the nail salon.
You stepped inside, and a friendly woman greeted you.
鈥淗i! Do you have an appointment?鈥 She asked cheerily.
Chris nodded and told the employee your name, and she led you to a rack of nail polishes and gels.
鈥淚f you could please select a few colors for your mani-pedi, I can have someone with you in a moment.鈥 The receptionist smiled before leaving you and Chris.
You gazed thoughtfully at all of the colors on the wall, but so many were enticing, and you entirely gave up on choosing.
鈥淏aby? Can you pick some out for me, please? I don鈥檛 know what to choose鈥 I鈥檓 torn between a combination of sky blue, Fuchsia, bright yellow, seafoam green, and black, or dark blue, vibrant magenta, sun yellow, white, and warm grey.鈥 You sighed.
鈥淲oah there, you just named a lot of colors.鈥 He grinned. 鈥淚 can barely tell the difference between some of those polishes.鈥 He shook his head.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e no use.鈥 You pouted sarcastically.
He rolled his eyes at you but was smiling nonetheless. 鈥淗ow about just one color? What about this blue?鈥 He selected a dark turquoise.
鈥淚 love it!鈥 You smiled. 鈥淚鈥檒l do that one on my toes. For my acrylics, I want one of those cute heart patterns. I鈥檒l show you a picture!鈥
You pulled out your phone and showed him a vibrant pattern of overlapping hearts, and he only shook his head and chucked.
鈥淵ou do you, sweetheart.鈥
After your nails were finished, Chris ushered you back into the car, going on and on about 鈥渁nother surprise.鈥
After 15 minutes of driving, Chris pulled into a hair salon, opening his own door and rushing around the car to open yours.
鈥淢鈥檒ady.鈥 He bowed, holding your door open.
You giggled and gave him a light swat on the shoulder, curtseying after getting out.
You entered the salon and were ushered over to a chair. Chris stayed in the lobby, giving you a thumbs up before your hairdresser started asking questions.
After a long while of cutting and styling, you finally had your dream haircut and color, and it looked great! It framed your delicate features perfectly, and the color complimented your skin tone and eyes.
You thanked your hairdresser and lightly jogged over to Chris. He did it once over and looked impressed.
鈥淲ell you clean up well, all thanks to me, of course.鈥 He chided.
鈥淥h yeah, take all the credit.鈥 You rolled your eyes. 鈥淲hat鈥檚 next, though?鈥
鈥淣ow we go home, and have dinner.鈥 He smiled, but little did you know, there were already about 100 guests at the house ready to surprise you for your birthday.
鈥淭hat sounds nice.鈥 You sighed, embracing Chris as the two of you strode out of the salon.
鈥淪URPRISE!!鈥 Was yelled as you entered your and Chris鈥檚 house.
You jumped back, startled, but then started beaming from ear to ear, knowing Chris had set this up for you.
鈥淎wh you big teddy bear!鈥 You hugged Chris as he entered behind you. 鈥淭hank you guys for coming! And thanks for all the gifts, woah!鈥 You gestured toward a table full of wrapped boxes and bags.
A chorus of happy birthdays were heard throughout the house, and you just couldn鈥檛 be happier. Everything was perfect.
Before you could say anything or thank everyone, Chris ran in front of you, and on one knee.
鈥淐hris!鈥 You yelled out, throwing your hands over your mouth to stop any tears of excitement from falling.
鈥(Y/N) (Y/L/N), you have made these past two years so amazing. I don鈥檛 know where I would be without you. You and your spirit are so beautiful and admirable. I love you so much, (Y/N), and so I need to ask you, will you marry me?鈥 He popped open the case of the velvet box he was holding, and inside was one of the most stunning diamonds you had ever seen in your life.
Everything felt so surreal, and all you could do was cry.
鈥淵es! Chris, yes, I love you so much!鈥 You choked through sobs.
He began to cry himself, and stood up, slipping the ring onto your finger before crafting your face in his hands and kissing you. Everything around the two of you erupted into cheers and applause, and you could swear you heard trumpets and a choir singing. It felt like a fairy tale, a happily ever after, and it was only going to get better.
News of your and Chris鈥檚 engagement had spread like wildfire, it was all the internet could talk about for 3 weeks. You received fan mail and gifts from fans around the world, congratulating you and Chris.
One fateful Tuesday morning after scrolling through your private email, you found something marked important. Curious, you opened the message to find an invite to 鈥淪ay Yes To The Dress: Celebrity Version!鈥.
You were beyond ecstatic and forwarded it to Chris and your agent, intending to get an appointment set up as soon as possible.
Chris was just as excited as you were, and your agent was quick to get everything set up.
You simply couldn鈥檛 contain your excitement, everything was going right. You bounced around the halls of your home for days, not being able to bear waiting any longer for your filming.
A week before your appointment, you nestled into bed with Chris and hurried yourself in his figure.
鈥淚 love you, Chris Evans. Thank you.鈥 You sleepily mumbled.
鈥淎nd I you, (Y/N) (Y/L/N). You were the best decision I ever made.鈥
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imaginedreamwrite10 days ago
The Auction: Part 11
The event was being held outdoors, and despite your initial protests, you let Tony take the reins of the party planning, with the clear message to keep the event in a style that Steve and Bucky and yourself would like. With the promise that the theme wouldn鈥檛 be outrageous or an eyesore, or something that would even be jabbing toward Steve or Bucky, the event was planned under strict promises.
When you arrived at the estate Tony had rented out for the night, the first sight that caught your eye was the row of Edison string lights that were hung from the gate separating the entrance to the estate grounds, from the large wooden doors that granted access to the inside of the home. The light emits a soft glow that encapsulated the fairytale aesthetic of the building; the faded grey stone exterior had almost looked like a castle in New York.
鈥淲ow,鈥 you gazed wide-eyed at the mansion and the light and pastel-coloured roses that spun around the stone support pillars on the front steps and the red carpet that rolled down the broad steps into the building beneath the closed front doors, 鈥渢his is beautiful.鈥
The car that picked you up and drove you from the city to the rented mansion had stopped just short of the staircase. As the car came to a stop, the driver got out of the car and walked around to your side. He opened the door and held his hand out for you to take, which you did, and when you stepped out onto the red carpet-covered stone, your attention was drawn toward the two wooden doors that had now since opened, and the two men standing in the threshold.
You lift your head and made eye contact with them both, Steve on the left dressed in a dark blue suit that matched his eyes, and Bucky dressed in a black suit that made his entire figure seem more imposing.
鈥淵ou look good.鈥 You stood on the landing, speaking to both of them. 鈥淵ou look outstanding.鈥
鈥淪o do you,鈥 Bucky came to your side and wrapped his left around your waist, tucking himself against you.
鈥淵ou think so?鈥 You tilt your head and turned in his embrace, chest to chest. You leaned in and kissed him softly, your hands running up and down the lapels of his suit. 鈥淲e could leave.鈥
鈥淲e could,鈥 Steve spoke from behind you, 鈥渂ut do you want to hear Tony whine about it for the next month?鈥
You turned from Bucky and cast an appreciative gaze upon Steve. His suit not only brought out the colour of his eyes, but it also made his eyes look brighter and more captivating than they already did. His suit, like Bucky鈥檚, made him appear larger and more foreboding, which in turn made you feel comfortable between them. They made you feel normal, despite being a plus-size woman, and that was only a part of what drew you to them.
鈥淚鈥檇 rather not,鈥 you laughed under your breath.
鈥淚 hope you鈥檙e ready to dance, dame.鈥 Bucky slid his arm back around your waist.
鈥淒on鈥檛 think you can steal her all night, punk.鈥 Steve followed behind you, his eyes burning holes into your back and lower, as he checked you out shamelessly.
鈥淵ou gonna make me share, Stevie?鈥 Bucky flashed him a grin.
鈥淒amn right I am.鈥 Steve stopped you two before entering the garden before other people would consume the whole night. He closed the distance and placed his hand against your cheeks before he dipped his head and brushed his lips against your own.
Your hands grabbed onto his suit and pulled him closer, trapped willingly between Steve and Bucky. While you were delightfully pressed against Steve, with your back to Bucky, you felt his hands slipping around the front of your waist and back to your hips.
鈥淐ome on, love birds!鈥 Nat broke the moment; she interrupted the kiss and the small touches with a smirk on her face and a look in her eyes that spoke to her pride.
鈥淲e could slip out the back,鈥 you mumbled into Steve鈥檚 shoulder when you rest your forehead against him, 鈥淭ony be damned.鈥
鈥淐ome on, doll,鈥 Bucky whispered into your ear, 鈥渁nyone who looks as good as you needs to show themselves off.鈥
You laughed and shook your head. You all indulged Tony because he wouldn鈥檛 let it go. You all just went along with it because that was how Tony showed his love for his friends, but when it came to the actual engagement party, it would be much smaller. This was more of a PR stunt, a public celebration.
鈥淔ine,鈥 you pulled away from Steve and sighed, 鈥渂ut you two owe me.鈥
You cracked a half-grin, walking behind Steve and in front of Bucky as the three of you finally made it to the garden.
The flashing that immediately followed the three of you stepping out was blinding. The ear-splitting chaotic mess of people trying to speak over one another was irritating, it was grating, and you fought against your instinct to turn around and go back inside.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e okay,鈥 Steve mumbled into your hair, wrapping his arm around your shoulders and shielding you with his large frame as he helped you down the stairs and away from the shuttering cameras.
鈥淭hat was too much.鈥 You frowned, feeling like you鈥檇 just had your privacy invaded, despite being in a public space. 鈥淭ony owes us all.鈥
鈥淒amn right he does.鈥 The statement was unanimous. It was felt by all three of you who had indulged Tony because he would either whine about it most condescendingly or because he was a friend and he was only trying to help.
鈥淲e can still have fun, sweetheart.鈥 Bucky wove his fingers in with yours. 鈥淲e can spend all night on the dance floor.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 a terrible dancer.鈥 You countered.
鈥淏ucky鈥檚 a great dancer. Just let him lead.鈥 Steve kissed you silently and quickly, pulling back as Bucky swept you away. 鈥淚鈥檓 coming to steal her soon, Buck!鈥
He didn鈥檛 stop until you both were on the dance floor. As the band started a tune known to Bucky, but not yourself, his arm moved higher up your waist while his hand held yours firmly yet not painfully.
鈥淓yes on me, gorgeous.鈥 He grinned. 鈥淒on鈥檛 look away and let me lead.鈥
鈥淏ucky-鈥 you squealed when he started moving to the beat, moving to the tune. He was flawless; he carried himself with ease unknown.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e doing great!鈥 He complimented you and then threw you into a dip before he pulled you back up, your laughter the only incident that caused you to slip up, though Bucky was quick to recover.
鈥淗ow did you learn to dance so well?鈥 You giggled, leaning flush against him.
鈥淚 was a lady鈥檚 man, honey.鈥 He stole a kiss in the middle of the dance, completely ignorant, you both were, to the other bodies on the dance floor.
鈥淪hould I be jealous, Mr. Barnes?鈥 The beat changed, the song changed to something slow and sensual, which was meant to be loving and tender.
鈥淎ny of the dames I ran with are either dead or old,鈥 Bucky moved his hand again, his palm resting against the small of your back, heat penetrating and radiating from his hand through your dress, 鈥測ou have nothing to be envious of, Mrs. Barnes.鈥
You rest your head against the crook of his neck, your eyes fluttering closed. You hummed to the tune that you didn鈥檛 quite know and let yourself be embraced by the scent of his cologne and his warmth, by the strength in his arms and shoulders.
鈥淢rs. Barnes,鈥 you beamed, 鈥渢hat sounds amazing.
鈥淥r Mrs. Barnes-Rogers.鈥 Bucky鈥檚 rumbled against your ear, the vibration bringing you a sense of peace.
鈥淏ucky鈥︹ you pulled away and looked up at him, your eyes searching his. You opened your mouth to speak again, to say something to him, only to shut it again when his PA called his name.
鈥淢r. Barnes,鈥 Courtney came through the crowd with two champagne glasses in her hands, one for you and one for him, 鈥淢r. Rogers wanted me to let you know that Mr. Stark said you鈥檇 make a speech. The three of you.鈥
You sighed and hung your head back against his shoulder. You didn鈥檛 want to make a speech; you didn鈥檛 want to get up in front of all these people and say something. That wasn鈥檛 your job as a PA, and you didn鈥檛 want to do it now.
鈥淚t won鈥檛 be that bad, sweetheart.鈥 Bucky kissed the top of your head and grabbed the drinks from Courtney, nudging one of them against your arm. 鈥淥ne speech, and then we can spend the rest of the time dancing.鈥
You pulled away and sighed. You took the drink from Bucky and lift it to your lips, downing the alcohol inside in one swallow. When it was emptied, you rolled your shoulders back and cracked your neck.
鈥淔eel better, Y/N?鈥 Courtney asked, taking the glass from you once more. 鈥淔eel a little more relaxed?鈥
鈥淓nough to make a speech,鈥 as the champagne settled in your stomach, Bucky reached for your waist again. He pulled you into his side and kissed into your hair, leaving behind his PA, who only let her guard down when your backs were turned, and you were out of earshot.
鈥淲on鈥檛 be long, bitch.鈥
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alloftheimaginesblog11 days ago
Life Without Colour (PART SIX)
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Soulmate AU: Your vision is in black and white until you meet your soulmate. You and your boyfriend, Steve Rogers, aren鈥檛 each others soulmates but you love each other. He introduces you to his friends, the Avengers, and a very odd thing happens.
Characters: Steve Rogers x Plus Size Female Reader, Bucky Barnes x Plus Size Female Reader
Warning: mentions nightmares briefly, talks a little about them
Note; sorry for the wait, work was kicking my ass! this chapter is a bit of filler, i wanted to flesh out the reader and bucky鈥檚 relationship before something dramatic happens next chapter! x
this is like 6000 words!
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It was a rather turbulent night鈥檚 sleep on that first night. Everything woke you up, every creak, every hoot of an owl in the forest, every small or tiny noise woke you up and made you shoot upwards in bed. Your dreams quickly became nightmares and made your heart race and made your palms clammy. The night felt like it had stretched out to multiple nights. The only time you managed to sleep at least semi decent was when you could feel the sunlight that streamed in through the window on your face. It reminded you of when you鈥檇 be lying in bed with Steve wrapped around you, sun on your face before going to make coffee.
You woke up far too soon and definitely too tired. As you groggily came to, you stretched out your arm, expecting to collide with Steve鈥檚 chest but instead, your arm hit the puffy pillows. You frowned, rolling over, feeling for him before you opened your eyes. It almost gave you a fright when you realised that you weren鈥檛 where you expected at all, then you remembered.
You fell against the pillows, defeated and sad. How you wished you could talk to him, call him up and talk about his day or just hear his laughter one more time. It had only been a day and yet you were already struggling horrendously. After last night鈥檚 scuffle with Bucky, you weren鈥檛 sure if you wanted to interact with him today. The note made up for it but you couldn鈥檛 read Bucky and didn鈥檛 know how he鈥檇 take things.
With a sigh, you forced yourself to get out of bed and go shower. Everything was just wrong. Your bed was a little too hard with pillows that were a little too soft and you couldn鈥檛 get the shower temperature right and the towels were too rough on your skin. Everything was just off and you hated it. You didn鈥檛 want to cry anymore, crying made you feel weak and small and you didn鈥檛 want that but as soon as you stepped into the shower, the tears wouldn鈥檛 stop. You wished that Steve could鈥檝e been holding you, stroking your hair back and telling you that everything would be okay. You hated that you relied on him this much but he was the one thing that comforted you through all of the changes and scary stuff that happened and now you were knee deep in all of this shit without the one thing that made you feel okay again so you were allowing yourself to be upset. You couldn鈥檛 deny yourself the privilege of having feelings any longer.聽
As you stepped out of the shower, wrapping the towel around yourself, you could smell the faint scent of coffee. You frowned, knowing that there hadn鈥檛 been any coffee in the cabin yesterday. Quickly, you got dressed before walking to the kitchen. Bucky鈥檚 bedroom door was cracked open slightly and you could see a makeshift bed on the floor, next to his actual bed. You frowned, does he not sleep on the bed? You shrugged before walking through to the kitchen. You saw Bucky pouring a mug of coffee. He glanced at you before asking how you take your coffee. You told him before asking where he got it.
鈥淚 went out, got back an hour ago. Went into town and stocked up the kitchen. Help yourself.鈥
You nodded, accepting the cup of coffee that he slid across the table,聽鈥淭hanks... What鈥檚 the town like?鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 nice... People are nice. It鈥檚 quiet. Maybe in a few days when we know that we鈥檝e not being watched, I could take you too.鈥 You nodded, thinking it would be nice to get out and see the town that you鈥檇 be living in for god knows how long. Bucky snapped upwards,聽鈥淥h, I just remembered. I got us some things as well.鈥
He grabbed a bag from the top of the table, taking out a mountain of books and dumping them on the kitchen counter,聽鈥淕ot these for really cheap. Some puzzle books, some fiction, non-fiction... Take what you like.鈥
You rifled through the books, plucking a few before giving him a smile,聽鈥淭hanks... About last night-鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛 mention it, we were both tired and cranky.鈥
You gave a soft laugh,聽鈥淚 just wanted to say thank you for compromising. It means a lot.鈥 With that, you carefully balanced the coffee and your books along with some fruit and went back to your bedroom. You鈥檇 spend the day in bed, reading some books and eating some food. You were still so tired so you thought that you might end up napping at some point.
Bucky watched as you left and waited until you鈥檇 closed your bedroom door before he pinched the bridge of his nose and released a long breath. There was something there, bubbling under his surface and he could feel it. He鈥檇 been around people when they spoke about a聽鈥榩ull鈥 that soulmates had, a pull to be together, a pull that began very gradually and then encapsulated them all at once until they were wholly and completely in love. Bucky could feel that bit of thread beginning to pull. He didn鈥檛 know why, he鈥檇 had four conversations with you but you were soulmates and that had to have been for a reason.
He rubbed a tired hand over his face, he hadn鈥檛 slept well at all, though that had become the norm for Bucky these days. His night had been plagued with nightmares of the Winter Soldier, old memories that bubbled up and had haunted his dreams. Bucky was used to the nightmares, he was used to the cold sweat and the grasping at the sheets, gasping for air when he shot upwards. He was used to it but it didn鈥檛 mean that he liked it. He hated the nightmares, he hated remembering what he had done; he hated the guilt and the panic that went with those memories. He hated remembering because it just made him feel awful, made him feel like he was still a monster. Sometimes when he woke up from a nightmare, he would instinctively grab the knife he kept under his pillow and would be ready to attack the air. He was scared of what you would do if you found out about his nightmares. Steve had probably mentioned something about his nightmares but he probably never told you the true extent of his nightmares.
Bucky shook his head, trying to shake the thoughts away, and picked up his coffee taking a quick sip before taking one of the books and heading to his own room. He paused by your door, hearing you humming as you read the new books, before walking into his own bedroom. He would do what he did best; he would push those feelings away until he could barely feel them and he would ignore them. Bucky was used to supressing his feelings by now so if he had to do it again, so be it. He would do that.
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The days passed slowly. Bucky had went into town a couple of more times to pick up some more groceries and new books as the pair of you had worked through the books he鈥檇 originally bought pretty quickly. Life in the cabin was swiftly growing old and you were starting to develop cabin fever from being stuck inside for too long. You and Bucky had barely spoke, there wasn鈥檛 really much for the two of you to say honestly, it was the occasional聽鈥榙o you need anything from town?鈥 or聽鈥榟ere鈥檚 a new set of books鈥 or聽鈥楲ock the doors and stay quiet鈥. There really wasn鈥檛 much for you both to say at all.聽
On the sixth day, you snapped. You鈥檇 had enough. You could hear shuffling coming from Bucky鈥檚 room, meaning that he was up and getting ready. Quickly, you followed suit and began to get ready as well. He usually went out early in the morning to go to town and you were going to tag along whether he liked it or not. You put on the wig that Natasha had given you and covered it with a cap, deciding that you鈥檇 skip the contact lenses today.
You smoothed your shirt down before leaving your room. Bucky鈥檚 bedroom door was open and as you exited your bedroom, you found yourself staring into his. He was sitting on the bed, shirtless with black denims on as he pulled his boots on. He hadn鈥檛 noticed you yet. You took a second to look around his room, the makeshift bed was still on the floor, the actual bed looked untouched besides the fact that he鈥檇 taken a pillow from it. His gun sat on the bed beside him and you could see the sliver of silver from the knife that he had strapped to his ankle. His bedroom looked the same as yours; bare and impersonal. You frowned.聽
It was then Bucky realised that two eyes were on him. He lifted his head, meeting your eyes. He was frowning, those lines in his forehead creasing as he studied you,聽鈥淲hat are you doing?鈥 He asked as he finished tying his boot and stood up. You tried not to look at his body but it was like a magnet attracting your eyes to his muscled torso and perfectly chiselled arm and then your eyes landed on the scarring on his shoulder where Hydra had taken his arm and replaced it with the metal arm. The longer you looked at his body, the more scars and blemishes you could see on him. He鈥檇 had a long life of fighting and killing so of course he would have some scars. Your eyes landed back on his arm, the metal arm that could snap every bone in your body in less than a minute. It was Wakandan technology and they had done some great work, it moved and reacted exactly how one鈥檚 arm would and it was just incredible.
鈥淲hat are you doing?鈥 He repeated as he cleared his throat,聽鈥淥r are you just going to ogle me all day?鈥
You tore your eyes away from his arm to his face to see him with an amused expression,聽鈥淚 wasn鈥檛 ogling you!鈥 You scoffed, refusing to let your cheeks burn,聽 鈥淚鈥檓 coming with you to town.鈥
Bucky rolled his eyes as he turned and dug through his bag which was on the bed before choosing a black t-shirt and pulling it on,聽鈥淟ike hell you are.鈥
鈥淚 need out of this cabin, Bucky,鈥 you told him,聽鈥淚鈥檓 coming with you.鈥
This continued for a few minutes, the whole聽鈥榶es I am鈥櫬犫榥o you鈥檙e not鈥 squabble went on until Bucky finally let out a long sigh,聽鈥淔ine, but you can鈥檛 draw attention to us.鈥
You grinned,聽鈥淚 won鈥檛, I just need to experience something that鈥檚 outside this freaking cabin. I just want to explore the town and maybe buy something nice.鈥
Bucky rubbed at his face tiredly,聽鈥淵ou really are stubborn, aren鈥檛 you?鈥
You smiled proudly at him,聽鈥淵es, I am.鈥
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The drive to town was around twenty minutes. It was a small town, a quiet town which was good. The car ride was silent but you didn鈥檛 mind it. The awkward silences had honestly become kind of comforting in a weird, slightly twisted way. If you closed your eyes when it was silent, it was easy to imagine yourself in the apartment with Steve, your head on his lap as he read a book and as you rested. The silence comforted you though at night it was almost the opposite. You missed the sound of Steve鈥檚 breathing and slight snores, the hustle and bustle of the city... you missed your old life.
You opened your eyes and sighed. Bucky glanced at you, almost feeling聽your sadness at breaking out of the daydream. Bucky had been thinking of Steve a lot that morning, he wondered how the mission to take Hydra down was going. He wanted to be a part of it, he wanted so bad to take down the organisation that turned him into a monster but, as he glanced at you, he knew that you had to be his number one priority for now. Steve would probably kill him for letting you leave the house so soon but you would be with Bucky at all times and it wouldn鈥檛 be for too long, plus he couldn鈥檛 put up with your stubborn arguing any longer.
The town was a mixture of old buildings and old architecture with a lot of modern twists and modern designs. It was slightly run down but had that classic, simple charm. You had never been so excited to be in a small town than you were right now. When Bucky parked the car in a back street, you practically jumped out of the car, impatiently waiting for him. Sure, it had been nine days and ten since you鈥檇 had your normal life but ten days contained practically to the four walls of a bedroom that wasn鈥檛 yours was hell. You had no cell phone, no movies, no nothing. You had done your fair share of reading and you wanted something different now. You didn鈥檛 know what you specifically wanted, Bucky had brought you along to help buy groceries but you wanted something else as well. The cabin was very impersonal and you couldn鈥檛 do much in the way of decorating since you didn鈥檛 own it but you could add some personal touches.
As you walked through the streets of the small Estonian town with Bucky, he couldn鈥檛 help but smile slightly at your excitement. You pointed out every single detail of the town,聽鈥淥h wow, look at that!鈥 You said excitedly,聽鈥淚t鈥檚 so gorgeous!鈥 Bucky enjoyed that you were so happy over the smallest of things like a bird sitting on a window ledge or the old church and it鈥檚 intricate detailing or the painted windowsills of someone鈥檚 home. He enjoyed how much you appreciated it. To be honest, when Bucky had been into town before, he never took much notice of those things, he never noticed the flowers that sprouted through the cracks in the sidewalk, but you did, he never noticed the soft music that came from the someone鈥檚 kitchen as they made breakfast, but you did, and he never noticed how beautiful the small town actually was... but you did.
Things began to change then... not that he would admit it to you.
Bucky showed you the way to the grocery store. It wasn鈥檛 a huge grocery store, just a simple one but it had more than enough food to do you and Bucky. You never realised how good it would be to have Bucky doing grocery shopping with you, he was able to carry the basket with his metal arm and had no complaints. You grabbed the basics with a few extra treats before heading out of the supermarket. Bucky told you that there was a marketplace around the corner that always had some nice things to browse.
The marketplace was quiet, it was early in the morning after all, but the people wore large smiles offering you and Bucky samples of the foods they sold. You brought some fresh fruit and vegetables from the market and you wandered further down. You came to a stall that sold some knitted good like jumpers, blankets and matching cushions. The knitted blankets weren鈥檛 the most incredible looking things in the world but they reminded you of your grandmother who always seemed to have her knitting to hand every time you saw her. Bucky was a few steps behind you and he stopped just short of you, smiling slightly as he saw you fawning over the blankets. You picked up two blankets, two cushions and a large jumper. The jumper was big and stretchy so you wouldn鈥檛 need to worry about it being too tight over your stomach or your arms. Searching for plus size clothes was hard and finding a big, soft, knitted jumper like the one your grandmother knitted for you years ago was almost an impossible find so of course you weren鈥檛 going to let the opportunity pass up.
It was a few minutes later when you turned to him, holding a bag full of knitted goods, that you grinned,聽鈥淚 bought us blankets and cushions.鈥
Bucky nodded,聽鈥淚 saw, you know that we have blankets back at the cabin.鈥
You followed him to a few more stalls,聽鈥淵eah but... these remind me of my grandmother and how she would always have her knitting in her bag. She used to knit me blankets when I was a little girl and... I thought we could benefit by making the cabin feel a little more like home. I got one for you too, it might help make the floor a little bit more comfortable?鈥
Bucky frowned, turning to you quickly,聽鈥淭he floor?鈥
You nodded,聽鈥淒o you not want me to talk about you sleeping on the floor or..?鈥
He hadn鈥檛 expected you to know that he slept on the floor. It embarrassed him a little that you knew his聽鈥榮ecret鈥 but then he remembered that you鈥檇 seen the inside of his room. Seeing the worry on his face, you spoke up again,聽鈥淵ou know, Steve couldn鈥檛 sleep either. After being in the army, he got used to hard beds or sleeping on the floor so when he came to modern days, mattresses are much too soft for him.鈥 Bucky glanced at you,聽鈥淗e struggled a lot, he told me. When me and Steve met, he had pretty much gotten over it but sometimes, sometimes he tossed and turned and complained of how uncomfortable the bed was. It鈥檚 okay, I understand why you have to sleep on the floor.鈥
The two of you ambled down the street, Bucky was processing what you had told him,聽鈥淪teve struggled sleeping too?鈥
You nodded,聽鈥淥h, sure. Steve coped and kind of retrained his brain into sleeping in a normal bed but sometimes, he would wake up and the warmth and comfort would scare him. He would get up and sit or lie on the floor. He said that it kept him grounded. Sometimes he would toss and turn so bad that he had to take a sleeping pill.鈥
Bucky watched you intently as you explained. He watched you with a hard expression but curious eyes. He was always so interested in what you had to say,聽鈥淪am, Sam Wilson, he helped Steve cope with the changes and helped put motions and strategies in place for Steve to be able to cope with life after the war better. Sam鈥檚 really helped him.鈥
Bucky rolled his eyes,聽鈥淗e seems like a jackass.鈥
You laughed loudly,聽鈥淏ucky, it鈥檚 not a contest to see who Steve likes more. You鈥檙e both his friend.鈥
鈥淵eah, well I liked him when he was stupid, skinny Steve.鈥
You rolled your eyes at him. It was funny because you and Sam had a conversation similar to this about Bucky and Steve鈥檚 friendship. They acted like children who wanted to be their father鈥檚 favourite son,聽鈥淲hat was he like back then?鈥 You asked Bucky,聽鈥淚 mean, I鈥檝e heard all of Steve鈥檚 stories about those days but what about your stories from back then?鈥
The pair of you were just aimlessly walking around talking. You鈥檇 been through the markets and were now approaching a large open park. Bucky smiled slightly, looking out to the view before responding,聽鈥淪teve has always been the same. Didn鈥檛 matter if he was skinny or jacked like now; his appearance never changed the way he thought. He was always getting into trouble, always picking fights with guys three times the size of him but you know, he never backed down and he never dared to give up. He always fought for things important to him, always stuck up for himself and stuck up for the little guy. He鈥檚 still the same but now he can actually throw a decent punch.鈥
You and Bucky approached a bench and the two of you instinctively sat onto it. The view was nice. It overlooked a pond where a few ducks swam, quacking happily in the morning sunshine. Bucky laughed,聽鈥淚 would always be the one saving his ass. I would follow him to the ends of the Earth. He taught me the true meaning of friendship. We did everything together. Most people always assumed that he was the sidekick but honestly, it was me that followed him around. I would always take him on a date, set him up with my date鈥檚 friend but he was never interested. He wanted to help the world not himself. When he met Peggy, things changed for him.鈥 Your smile faltered slightly and Bucky was quick to apologise,聽鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, I forgot, I, uh-鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 okay,鈥 you said, stopping Bucky鈥檚 apology by placing a hand on his clothed knee,聽鈥淪teve鈥檚 told me all about her. I don鈥檛 mind, honestly. Keep going.鈥
Bucky glanced at your hand on his knee and this time, you noticed. Quickly, you pulled your hand back, assuming that he didn鈥檛 want you to touch him but actually, it was the opposite. It was the first time someone had touched him so gently in almost a century. He was used to violent touches, to punches and hits but not... not this. Clearing his throat, he continued.
鈥淚鈥檓 sure you鈥檝e seen photos of her, she was beautiful and she was so strong. She stood up for herself and what she believed in much like Steve. He first saw her when he joined the army and I remember when I saw him weeks later, he was so excited to tell me that he saw colour and that they were soulmates. They were happy but it didn鈥檛 last long and you know what happened after that...鈥
There was silence for a moment before you asked,聽鈥淲hat about you?鈥 Bucky frowned and asked聽鈥榳hat about me?鈥,聽鈥淲hat were you like back then?鈥
He never expected you to ask about him, he thought you would just want to know about Steve but not about him,聽鈥淯h, I was an arrogant son of a bitch,鈥 Bucky laughed, you smiled,聽鈥淚 was cocky and a bit of a ladies man...鈥 You laughed slightly,聽鈥淪teve taught me so much and I鈥檒l probably never be able to thank him enough for it.鈥
鈥淲hat happened?鈥 You asked him, looking out to the water,聽鈥淪orry if this is a bit too personal but... what happened to being a ladies man now? Steve told me stories of you having a different girl on your arm every night.鈥 Your tone was teasing but you were genuinely curious. Bucky was a very, very attractive man and women usually were into the whole mysterious, dangerous bad boy and Bucky had that going for him! Looks wise anyway. When you spoke to him, he spoke carefully and calmly, much different to what you expected.
Bucky sighed and it took him a minute to muster up the words,聽鈥淎fter Hydra, I just... I barely trust myself never mind with someone else. I don鈥檛 think I鈥檓 ready for that yet. Steve used to tell me that I鈥檇 feel differently when I met my soulmate.鈥
There was a pause and then you asked something without even thinking,聽鈥淎nd do you? Do you feel differently?鈥 You don鈥檛 know why you asked it, you were still Steve鈥檚 girlfriend and yet the burning desire to know whether Bucky felt as though he could be with you was eating you alive. You didn鈥檛 know what answer you wanted, whether you wanted him to say no and be disheartened or say yes and be uncomfortable.聽
The question surprised Bucky, it was bold and slightly dangerous but he was impressed that you asked him. Bucky was in two minds, would he tell you the truth or would he lie?聽
Neither. Bucky picked option number three and instead evaded the question thinking that would be much easier to deal with,聽鈥淥h, did I show you the bookshop?鈥 He asked, standing up, grabbing the bags,聽鈥淟et鈥檚 go, they鈥檒l be open by now.鈥 He began to walk away, leaving you staring after him wondering why you were so sad that you didn鈥檛 know the answer to his question.
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The bookstore was small and full to the brim with books. Books lined the shelves from top to bottom and had piles stacked in corners and on every available surface. It smelled musky, like old leather and parchment. You smiled,聽鈥淲ow,鈥 you whispered as you inhaled,聽鈥淚 could stay in here all day.鈥 Bucky hid his smile from you as he wandered off to another corner of the store.
You touched the books carefully, not wanting to damage any of the covers. The majority were old but some were new, a good mixture and the elderly man who was the owner of the shop told you that聽鈥榝or such a nice smile, books are half price鈥. You had plucked a few from the shelves and soon, you and Bucky had bought your books and were heading back to the car.
You couldn鈥檛 stop thinking of the question that you鈥檇 asked Bucky. Did he feel differently? Did he feel like he could be happy and begin a relationship- no, what were you thinking? You and Steve were happy so why were you so focused on what Bucky thought of you? Why was it like a burning desire inside of you to know how he felt towards you? The whole car ride home was silent. You were berating yourself for thinking of that stuff when you had a full ass boyfriend waiting for you to come back home, a boyfriend who was so kind and good so... why wasn鈥檛 that enough? You knew the lore of soulmates that no matter how strongly you feel for someone else that your feelings for your soulmate would always be stronger but you didn鈥檛 want to believe it. You believed that you and Steve were soulmates even if Bucky was your true soulmate and it killed you inside to know that you were beginning to have real genuine feelings for Bucky. You felt terrible, you shouldn鈥檛 be thinking things like that. You would push them away, push them down and supress them, that would be much easier than living with them. You didn鈥檛 have feelings for Bucky, of course you didn鈥檛; the pair of you had only had about 5 conversations, you didn鈥檛 have feelings for him!
Bucky couldn鈥檛 stop thinking of the question you鈥檇 asked him. And do you? Do you feel differently? You were asking about how he felt towards you, if he could see himself getting involved with you... why did you want to know that? Why did you care about how he felt? Did that mean that you聽felt something for him? Did you have feelings for him? Surely not, you were with Steve, it was probably more of a general question or a hypothetical... Right?
Oh fuck.
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鈥淪ee,鈥 you smiled to yourself,聽鈥渢hat鈥檚 so much better.鈥 You stepped back, triumphantly smiling at the blanket that you鈥檇 draped over the bed and the colourful cushions. It was a mess of clashing colours and you had never been so glad to see colour, it reminded you of your grandmother鈥檚 home, the clashing patterns and colours that somehow worked and simultaneously didn鈥檛. You smiled as you looked at it before heading out to grab the books that you鈥檇 bought.
Bucky was in the kitchen making a sandwich and coffee. You walked to the counter and took the books out,聽鈥淗ey, wait a minute,鈥 you frowned,聽鈥淚 must鈥檝e picked up two copies...鈥 Bucky glanced at you seeing that you had two copies of The Hobbit in your hand.
鈥淥h, I picked up one.鈥
鈥淵ou did?鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 my favourite book.鈥 The pair of you said simultaneously.
鈥淣o way!鈥 You said with a smile,聽鈥淪eriously?鈥
Bucky nodded, stopping what he was doing and turning his full attention to you,聽鈥淵eah, I was there the year it came out.鈥
鈥淥h shit, yeah. Sorry, it鈥檚 so easy to forget that you鈥檙e actually from the 40s. Wow, that鈥檚 crazy. You were there when it was first published!鈥 You smiled, 鈥淗ave you ever seen the movies?鈥
鈥淭he movies?鈥 Bucky reiterated with a frown as he shook his head.
You rolled your eyes,聽鈥淪eriously, Buck? Look, I know you were hiding away from the world for a while but surely you heard of The Hobbit movies! They created three movies based on the one book.鈥
鈥淭hree movies from one聽book?鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛 knock it, I love the movies, not as good as The Lord of the Rings movies but still, pretty good!鈥
鈥淲hat鈥檚 Lord of the Rings?鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 the sequel to The Hobbit. It鈥檚 three books and they were released in the 50s. The Hobbit is my favourite but the Lord of the Rings movies are incredible too. I can鈥檛 believe you鈥檝e never watched them yet!鈥
Bucky shrugged,聽鈥淢aybe we could watch them together?鈥 What the fuck? Was he seriously just suggesting that you and him watch them together like a date?
鈥淵eah, sure. I鈥檇 love to see your face watching them.鈥 What the fuck? Did you just agree to watch them with Bucky like a date?聽鈥淲ho鈥檚 your favourite character from The Hobbit?鈥
鈥淚 like Thorin, I think his story is so interesting. I like Balin too, wise old guy, can鈥檛 go wrong with that. What about you?鈥
鈥淕andalf! He鈥檚 great and Sir Ian McKellan plays him amazingly in the movies. I love Fili and Kili too, I wish they could have survived to see Erebor in its full glory.鈥 The next half an hour was spent with you and Bucky discussing The Hobbit lore and opinions. It was funny, a week ago you would have never thought that you and Bucky would have had similar opinions and yet here you were, getting excited over your favourite book sharing favourite moments and favourite quotes.
鈥淥h, wait, come with me,鈥 you suddenly said, remembering that you hadn鈥檛 given Bucky the blanket and cushion that you bought for him. He followed you to your room, abandoning the cold coffee on the worktop. You grabbed the blanket and cushion from the bag on the floor and handed it to him,聽鈥淭here, I know they鈥檙e a little gaudy but-鈥
鈥淭hey鈥檙e perfect,鈥 Bucky accepted them with a smile. He walked to his bedroom door and faltered but opened it after remembering that you already knew he slept on the floor,聽鈥淢aybe this will stop the nightmares.鈥
鈥淒o you still get nightmares?鈥 You asked, following him as he perched on the end of his bed, taking his boots off.
He gave a curt nod,聽鈥淎ll the time.鈥
There was silence for a minute as you watched him. You didn鈥檛 know why you stayed, maybe you wanted him to tell you more or maybe you just liked being near him, either way... he continued.
鈥淭hey鈥檙e not as bad. Seeing a therapist really does help, who knew?鈥 He gave a slight laugh,聽鈥淚 don鈥檛 sleep much though, still working on that aspect. It鈥檚 always nightmares of my Winter Soldier days, nightmares about what I did and about who I killed. The memories and the faces haunt me... The bed thing that you said about Steve, same applies to me. I feel like sleeping on the floor keeps me grounded, reminds me of where I am... When I sleep on a bed, I feel like I鈥檓 getting sucked into it, like I鈥檓 suffocating. The nightmares are bad enough never mind sleeping on a bed to add into the mix.鈥
鈥淲ell that sucks.鈥 Oh fuck. Word vomit.
Bucky snorted, he hadn鈥檛 expected you to be so blunt like that,聽鈥淵eah, it does.鈥
鈥淪orry,鈥 you said with a small laugh as your cheeks burned,聽鈥淲hen something that makes me uncomfortable happens, I tend to get word vomit.鈥
鈥淲ord vomit,鈥 Bucky said it a few times, mulling it over to see how it felt in his mouth,聽鈥淚 like that. Man, people these days come up with such cool phrases and terms... Wait, I didn鈥檛 make you uncomfortable, did I?鈥
You told him quickly that it wasn鈥檛 him but instead talking about things that you didn鈥檛 have a good enough response to made you uncomfortable,聽鈥淒ealing with other people鈥檚 emotions tends to stress me out.鈥 Bucky looked at you and smiled, a real genuine smile,聽鈥淲hat? I barely cope with my own emotions never mind someone else鈥檚!鈥 You told him with a frown. The way he looked at you made your cheeks burn and made you feel nervous. You shifted on your feet uncomfortably.
鈥淣othing, just... I can see what Steve sees in you,鈥 Bucky said quietly. There it was. His feelings. Sure, Bucky never outright told you how he felt but it was there, hiding just below the surface of the words he鈥檇 just said. He watched you carefully, watching the slight raise of your eyebrows and the slight tinge of your cheeks. You鈥檇 abandoned the wig about an hour ago and had changed into something more comfortable. Bucky liked you better this way when you looked like yourself, when you wore your hair up and wore clothes that didn鈥檛 hide the rolls and curves of your body. You were more confident this way and he could tell. You鈥檇 long since accepted your body and its curves and rolls and Bucky appreciated that you could be yourself around him fully. You looked beautiful as you were. In all of the years since gaining control over his brain, Bucky had barely spoken to another woman let alone look at them in this light. Bucky knew you were beautiful but as he got to know you more and got to know your likes and dislikes and habits, he began to fall; really and truly. It terrified him, the thought of meeting his soulmate, falling in love with her and not being able to be with her. For a moment though, a very brief and small moment that seemed so insignificant to many but to him it was more, he felt like he saw a sliver of a smile on your face. Hope.
You stared at him for a moment, an awestruck look on your face, before you nodded once, unsure of how to really process things and process what he said,聽鈥淚鈥檓 going to go lie down, I鈥檓 pretty tired.鈥 Bucky didn鈥檛 say anything as you left and closed the door behind you. Instead he let out a long breath and fell back against the bed.
Oh fuck, I have feelings for Bucky Barnes.
When you closed the door behind him, you practically collapsed onto the bed. You didn鈥檛 know what was worse; the fact that Bucky had basically told you that he had feelings for you or the fact that you kind of liked it? You couldn鈥檛... You couldn鈥檛 have feelings for Bucky. You were with Steve and, oh Steve. Steve predicted this would happen, Steve knew this would happen and yet, he still sent you to stay with Bucky alone for god knows how long. Was Steve letting you go or did he believe that your love would persevere through this? There was one way to find out.
With a deep breath, you got out of bed and went to your duffel bag that lay discarded on the floor. You dug around for a few seconds before pulling out a white envelope that Steve had given you just before you left. In his messy handwriting was your name written on the front of it and inside contained the words that you weren鈥檛 sure if you were ready for.
鈥淚 want you to read this letter when you start to feel things鈥 things for Bucky. If that happens... You鈥檒l know when to read it.鈥
You tore the letter open and began to read.
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carrotfantasimp12 days ago
I say I hate love triangles and yet my subconscious made a love triangle in my story 馃槀馃う馃徏鈥嶁檧锔
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The Auction: Part 10
The headline read a positive however you knew that not every headline and critic would be enthusiastic about your engagement to the two men. You knew that critics and those critics would focus on one thing specifically that you head dealt with all your life as a 鈥榖igger鈥 woman. The comments and statements made about why those two men would want to be with someone who didn鈥檛 care about herself or her appearance would undoubtedly be circulating and filling the spaces between the positivity. The cries of injustice from young women who vowed that they could be better would be better than themselves, for Steve and Bucky would be at the forefront of many people鈥檚 minds.
You weren鈥檛 na茂ve when it came to how people looked at you and what they thought, and when the articles started circulating about how the 鈥榩lus-sized community鈥 didn鈥檛 need an ego boost like this, or how the 鈥榩lus-sized woman鈥 who won the hearts of the two bravest soldiers must鈥檝e been conniving and manipulative, still affected you.
You were used to the comments made by people you knew, but having the world look at you and judging you for your appearance, not something you were used to. It was the constant flashing of the camera鈥檚 anytime you went out, and the threats of death by underage girls and young women who thought you stole something from them was entirely new to you.
You had announced with Steve and Bucky, you had done the interviews and told the story of your love, albeit sweet and short, that led to the engagement.
The 鈥榮hort and sweet鈥 had fired another rumour that the engagement was purely meant to be a way for them to 鈥榮ave face鈥 because you must鈥檝e been pregnant.
For every positive review and congratulations, there were four negative reviews and scathing comments about you, not Steve or Bucky, but you personally.
It had gotten to the point that you could no longer work with Natasha as her PA because you would soon require your own. It had gotten to the point where so many people wanted to unfold the pages of your relationship with Steve and Bucky and had become so invested in the events and the engagement itself that you were having a hard time handling both Natasha鈥檚 personal life and your own.
鈥淪orry, sweetie,鈥 she apologized before giving you the news you knew was coming, 鈥渇or the time being, you鈥檙e no longer my PA. You can鈥檛 handle both your booming social life and my shit-鈥
鈥淎nd you shouldn鈥檛 have to.鈥 Colbie was ever-present around you when she could be, threatening anyone or anything which dared cross the line emotionally and physically.
鈥淚 understand, Nat.鈥 You knew the 鈥榳hy,鈥 and you wouldn鈥檛 argue. You didn鈥檛 think you wanted to do both jobs right now, not when you were so consumed by your engagement and the flurry of craziness that surrounded it all.
鈥淵ou need your own PA,鈥 Nat dug her phone out of her pocket and unlocked the device, scrolling through some app on her phone, 鈥渢he world seems to be obsessed, whether it be good or bad, and your schedule, should you want to make appearances, could be very busy.鈥
鈥淚 know,鈥 you chewed the inside of your cheek, 鈥淚 expected it but not really鈥a know?鈥
鈥淚 know,鈥 Nat nod her head, 鈥淐olbie offered-鈥
鈥淚 would be your kickass PA sidekick-鈥
鈥-but you need someone with a more level head.鈥
鈥淚 wanna know what Steve and Bucky are going to do about their little slutbag PA. I know you told them not to fire her, but she can鈥檛 be around forever. What if she tries to poison your coffee or something?鈥 Colbie ran her thumb across her neck, mimicking the act of being killed.
鈥淚 told them not to fire her so she could wallow in it. She鈥檚 been oddly silent lately.鈥 You told your shoulders and let your head fall back, extending your neck. You closed your eyes and took a slow, deep breath before exhaling and lowering your head.
鈥淰isitors,鈥 FRIDAY鈥檚 AI voice announced before the door opened, and the two men you couldn鈥檛 get enough of walked into the room.
鈥淭alking about us?鈥 Bucky teased, moving directly toward you. He didn鈥檛 wait for you to answer before he bent down and slipped a hand behind your neck, securing your lips against his. He kissed you softly and tenderly, his lips moving against yours in a slow dance that picked up in intensity and speed when your hands gripped the front of his shirt.
鈥淗ey,鈥 Colbie interrupted, 鈥渒eep that up, and those rumours about you being pregnant won鈥檛 be false.鈥
You had pulled away and slowly licked your lips, your eyes moving from Bucky toward the small box in his hand that was wrapped in crushed velvet with a slight bow on the top. He was holding onto the box rather tightly while Steve moved around the back of the couch. He stood behind you, and like Bucky, had leaned down to kiss you softly, though his lips were moving in a slow trail on your neck, his hands reaching for and grabbing your shoulders.
鈥淲hat鈥檚 in the box?鈥 You asked with an airy voice, Steve鈥檚 kisses stealing your breath and captivating you through simplicity and building eroticism.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 your ring, sweetheart.鈥 Bucky came to sit beside you and opened the box, giving you a first look at the ring they had chosen.
The ring had two separate platinum bands, yet each held on the pear-shaped statement diamond surrounded by smaller diamonds that enveloped the central jewel. The ring bands were also encompassed with smaller diamonds that accentuated the shape and the platinum bands that made the whole ring sparkle and catch the light in such a beautiful and breathtaking way.
鈥淚t鈥檚 amazing,鈥 the ring mystified you, the dazzling ring that was representative of Bucky with one band and Steve with the other, 鈥渢he ring doesn鈥檛 matter, though.鈥
鈥淲e know,鈥 Bucky plucked it from the box and slid it on your finger. Despite that, adjusting it, so the narrowest part of the pear-shaped diamond was pointed toward you, 鈥渂ut now it鈥檚 official.鈥
You gazed at the ring on your fingers with delight. It was official, it was happening, and you were engaged. Truly. You were hired by two of the most amazing and brave, tenacious men you鈥檇 ever known. They weren鈥檛 perfect, but they were good.
鈥淚 love it,鈥 you held out your hand and studied the beautiful ring with bubbling and boastful admiration. 鈥淎nd I love you. Both of you. I love you so much.鈥
Steve hummed into your neck, starting the process of kissing up and down your neck, leaving small little love bites on your flesh as he trailed up and down.
鈥淵ou need a kickass PA,鈥 Colbie broke the slowly building affection between you and Steve, 鈥渁pparently not me-鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e a little too mouthy, babe.鈥 Natasha grinned, a quick flash lighting up her green eyes, 鈥渂ut I am going to start interviewing PA鈥檚 for you, Y/N. If you don鈥檛 mind?鈥
鈥淕o ahead,鈥 you waved her off, 鈥淭ony wants to throw an engagement party for us, but I don鈥檛 know how much planning I want him to do鈥.鈥
鈥淗is parties are a little crazy..鈥 Bucky continued,
鈥淎nd we鈥檇 all like a little privacy.鈥 And Steve finished.
鈥淚鈥檇 rather have an event, maybe, something separate from the actual party.鈥 You hummed and leaned against Bucky, melting when he kissed into your hair. 鈥淚 don鈥檛 want everyone diving deep in our personal lives.鈥
鈥淵ou mean more than they already are?鈥 Colbie questioned, collapsing onto the adjoining couch.
** **
There was no turning back. Her emotional range had gone from jealousy and envy to a twisted and dark need for vengeance. The entire time she had been working for Steve and Bucky, she had been planting herself into their lives.
She had been the one who handled everything they needed when they needed it. She was the one who had worked tirelessly, and had she was the one who had worked tirelessly; she is the one who knew everything there was to know about them.
She should have been the one they wanted; she would have been everything they needed. She was beautiful; she was perfection.
They wanted her until you came along. They wanted her as much as any other man did, however unlike those men, all Courtney wanted was Steve and Bucky. All Courtney wanted was to have the two men who were just as equally perfect as she was to love her. God knows she loved them.
鈥淎re you sure you want to do this?鈥 The only voice of minimal reason came from her partner, the man she dug her barbs into.
鈥淚 have to,鈥 she teared up, her bottom lip quivering as she put on a show for the man so easily manipulated, 鈥淵/N took everything from me. She鈥︹
鈥淚t鈥檚 okay,鈥 he squeezed her shoulder, 鈥淚 promised to help you.鈥
He slid a jar across the lab desk toward Courtney, the warning labels on the jar painting a grim fortune for anyone who would mishandle what was inside. It was lethal and slow, but what it lacked in speed was quickly made up for pain caused once enough was built up in the body. It was only a matter of time.
鈥淚 have to ask again,鈥 he was nervous, his hands shaking and his voice cracking, 鈥渁re you sure you want to go down this road?鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛 you want to be happy?鈥 Courtney asked, her eyes moving from the jar of poison to the man caught under her spell. 鈥淭his is the only way that we can be happy.鈥
He stuttered and stumbled, hesitating just enough to give himself a chance to back down. He had even reached for the jar to take it back before Courtney swooped in and pressed her lips delicately to his.
The kiss deepened the spell; the kiss solidified the plan and returned him to the palm of her hand. He melted into her touch and she found her pawn again, the good little pet that would do whatever she wanted.
鈥淚t鈥檚 slow acting and it takes some build up to see the results. You have to make sure the plant is ground up as fine as possible. If you want it to work well, it needs to be a steady dosage.鈥 He warned, his eyes searching her face as she studied the plant.
鈥淎nd it will cause pain?鈥 There was too much glee behind her eyes, her smile too wicked and tainted.
鈥淚t鈥檒l be agonizing.鈥 He swallowed thickly.
鈥淎nd untraceable?鈥
鈥淚f it鈥︹ he paused to gain traction again. 鈥淚f it is used correctly, there should no known source.鈥
Her grin widened and the darkness in her light eyes in aged a dangerous and vengeful beast. The prospect of enacting revenge while simultaneously being so innocent was perfect.
It was a perfect plan, and no one would see it coming.
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imaginedreamwrite21 days ago
The Auction: Part 9
鈥淪hut it off,鈥 Bucky complained, burrowing his head further into the crook of your neck, 鈥減lease shut it off.鈥
You were stuck between Steve and Bucky, trapped between their bodies as you lay in their bed in their suite. You groaned and tried to turn over in Bucky鈥檚 embrace. However, the weight of his thick arm had kept you stuck against his back. He wanted you to leave, yet between his arm around your waist holding you close to him and his leg over yours, you鈥檇 have a better chance crawling through him than over him.
鈥淵our phone鈥檚 ringing,鈥 Steve groaned and rolled over, snatching your phone and placing it in your palm.
Your hang tightened around the sides of your phone, and you opened your eyes just enough to see the name of the caller flashing on the screen. You sighed and accepted the call, lifting it to your ear.
鈥淐ongratulations!鈥 Your sister鈥檚 squeaky voice screeched through the phone, and the pitch hadn鈥檛 just bothered you. The sound of the shrieking had caused Bucky鈥檚 nose to scrunch against your neck and his lips to be pulled back into a sneer.
鈥淲hat are you talking about?鈥 You spoke through exhaustion, too tired to deal with your sister鈥檚 shit.
鈥淥n getting engaged!鈥 She screamed, and you could imagine her jumping up and down in her kitchen, her curls bouncing with every micromovement.
鈥淓ngaged?鈥 You questioned, your eyes opening and your sleepiness being replaced by the cold bite of confusion and shock. 鈥淲hat are you talking about?鈥
鈥淲hat am I talking about?鈥 She sighed and held the phone up and put it on speaker, the announcement on the news sending ice water straight through your veins.
鈥-the engagement of Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes to a PA that works under Natasha Romanoff. We鈥檙e getting word that the PA鈥檚 name is Y/N L/N-鈥
鈥淲hy didn鈥檛 you tell me? Or at least tell mom?鈥
You threw the covers back and flew from the bed, pushing yourself off the bottom end of the bed, half naked and barefoot.
鈥淪hut up!鈥 You hissed at your sister and scurried into the living room. You swiped the remote from the coffee table and turned it on to the news, the breaking news story unfolding before your eyes.
鈥淭hat was rude. You know I-鈥
鈥淚 have to go.鈥 You hung up the phone and stumbled to the couch, watching with wide eyes and bated breath as your picture flashed on the screen.
鈥淥h my god鈥︹ you covered your mouth with your hand, stunned at the picture they had.
The picture was from your date weekend with Steve and Bucky. The picture was taken the first night you were there, at dinner. The picture that followed was of yourself at the beach, in a bathing suit.
鈥淲hat the fuck is this?!鈥 Bucky stumbled after you, his hair messy and his eyes narrowed, he came to the couch and wrapped a blanket around your shoulders, covering you in the soft material and shielding you from the cold.
鈥淚鈥檓 on the phone with Tony now.鈥 Steve followed him, completely dressed in a pair of slacks and a button down dress shirt despite the lack of time that passed from the time you left the bedroom to now. 鈥淗e has no idea what happened or how this got out.鈥
鈥淥h my god鈥︹ You groaned and hung your head in your hands, your fingers gripping your hair.
鈥淵/N we鈥檙e-鈥 Bucky tried to comfort you, but his attempt at easing you was paused when the door was slammed open.
You lift your head and watched Colbie and Natasha, Wanda and Vision walk into the room, though none were more pissed than Colbie.
鈥淭hat little whore did this,鈥 she hissed, stalking toward the couch and stumbling down on the cushion beside you.
鈥淲hat whore?鈥 Bucky sat on your other side, brushing his hand up and down your back in comfort.
鈥淵our assistant.鈥 Colbie crossed her arms over her chest.
鈥淲e don鈥檛 know-鈥 Vision tried to combat the tension.
鈥淲e know,鈥 you sat up and closed your eyes, rolling your neck from side to side to crack it, 鈥渟he got confrontational the first day I was back.鈥
鈥淲hy didn鈥檛 you tell us?鈥 Steve approached from behind you, Colbie and Bucky, his phone shoved back in his pocket.
鈥淐ause Y/N fucked her shit up.鈥 Colbie smirked and laughed under her breath. 鈥淚鈥檓 still laughing.鈥
鈥淲hat鈥檇 you do?鈥 Steve sat on the couch to the left, his elbows resting on his knees.
鈥淭old her not to be jealous cause you fucked me in vacation.鈥
鈥淭hen Y/N told the spawn of Satan that you had plans to fuck her again that night.鈥
鈥淲hich they did.鈥 You added with a grin.
鈥淪o now your little slutbag PA, is enacting some childish revenge.鈥 Colbie snapped.
And you stood, with the blanket wrapped around your body. You stood from the couch and moved away from the living room to head back to the bedroom.
鈥淲here are you going?鈥
鈥淪he started a fire,鈥 you glanced over your shoulder, your eyes flashing, 鈥淚鈥檓 going to get gasoline.鈥
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When you emerged, Vision and Wanda had left. Steve and Bucky were talking amongst themselves, and judging by the furrow of Steve鈥檚 eyebrows, he wasn鈥檛 entirely pleased.
Beyond Steve and Bucky, Natasha and Colbie were on their phones respectively talking to their own circles.
鈥淕asoline,鈥 you placed one foot in front of the other.鈥
You chose one of the new outfits Natasha and yourself had found when you went shopping. The shirt was knotted above the skirt, showing a small sliver of your stomach and was long sleeves, grey in colour yet soft against your flesh.
The skirt was high waisted, and hip hugging, however there was a sharp angle of the shirt that showed off your smooth, and powerful, legs in a manner that made you feel like a plus sized goddess.
鈥淵es!鈥 Colbie shrieked in approval. 鈥淟IGHT THAT BITCH UP!鈥
You rolled your eyes and placed your hands on your hips, your gaze moving throughout the room before they landed on Natasha. She was still in the midst of a conversation, with her phone pressed up to her ear, yet her lips were stretched into a smirk and she looked impressed and approved of your choice.
鈥淪he鈥檚 fired,鈥 Bucky said immediately upon reaching your side, 鈥渁t the very least.鈥
You turned into Bucky and snaked your arms around his neck and leaned in. You brushed your lips against his, kissing him softly and tenderly. His hands gripped your hips and he pulled you even closer, grinding himself against you.
鈥淒on鈥檛 fire her,鈥 you pulled away, 鈥渘ot yet anyway. Let her stick around and wallow in it.鈥
鈥淲allow in what, baby?鈥 Steve asked, his appreciative gaze looking you up and down.
鈥淭he fact that I said yes.鈥 You raised your head and locked gazes with Bucky, your eyes searching each other鈥檚.
鈥淭o both of you.鈥
鈥淎re you sure?鈥 Steve stood flush behind you, his lips brushing against your cheek. 鈥淲e haven鈥檛 been together that long.鈥
鈥淵ou already have the ring,鈥 you turned and focused on Steve, your hands sliding up his chest, 鈥渘ot that a ring matters because I would say yes anyway. If you鈥檒l take me?鈥
He slid his hand around the nape of your neck, and pulled you closer, his lips meeting yours. It was a flurry of kisses and mumbled declarations until you both pulled away.
鈥淪o this is it?鈥 Colbie asked. 鈥淎re you engaged now?鈥
You retained eye contact with Steve and slowly nod your head. While it wasn鈥檛 by any means conventional or how you envisioned your engagement. However it hadn鈥檛 changed how you felt about Steve and Bucky, or how they made you feel.
It hadn鈥檛 changed the chemistry you had or the connection that drove you together.
鈥淵es ma鈥檃m,鈥 Steve stole another kiss and then pulled away to a dress Natasha who had come up on your left.
鈥淚鈥檒l make some calls and we鈥檒l put out a formal statement,鈥 she smiled widely and pulled you away from Steve into a hug, her arms wrapped around you were squeezing tightly, 鈥淚鈥檓 so happy for you sweetie. I told you from the very beginning that they were wild about you.鈥
鈥淚 don鈥檛 remember that conversation,鈥 you pulled away and placed your hand on your chest, 鈥渃ross my heart and hope to die.鈥
Natasha brushed her hair over her shoulder and slid her phone into the back pocket of her jeans. She looked as flawless as ever, with her red and blonde hair half up and half down in a knot at the top of her head.
鈥淓xcuse me for interrupting, Captain Rogers,鈥 FRIDAY鈥檚 ai voice filtered through the speakers, 鈥渂ut Mr. Stark would like me to inform you that there is a rather large crowd of reporters waiting in the lobby.鈥
鈥淚 didn鈥檛 do that,鈥 Natasha defended herself.
鈥淣o,鈥 you rolled your shoulders back and held your head high, 鈥渂ut I鈥檒l work with it..鈥
鈥淏URN IT DOWN!鈥 Colbie cheered, moving her way to the door, 鈥渕ake that bitch sorry!鈥
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ilovefandoms10223 days ago
Steve Rogers:
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+Roommate or Husband?
You love teasing Stevie...
Plus size!reader fics:
+^A Disease called Steve Rogers
Feelings are confessed between you and Steve...
^It鈥檚 You
Steve realizes his missing piece isn鈥檛 Peggy, but it may be too late...
+*Going to Bed
You head to bed with too many clothes on to Steve鈥檚 liking...
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Bucky wants to borrow some chapstick...
Being there when Bucky wakes up from his nightmare...
The new Cap takes a liking to you...
Zemo orders you to attack, and Bucky can鈥檛 take his eyes off of you...
After a blow out, you and Bucky are reunited...
After years apart, you and Bucky are finally reunited...
+I鈥檒l have sex with you
Bucky wants to get down and dirty...
+^*You and Me Against the World
A new era had begun...will you and Bucky survive this transition? Or will your relationship fall apart?
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imaginedreamwrite25 days ago
The Auction: Part 8
While you were expecting Natasha to come through the door into the boardroom to discuss the upcoming mission, you were not expecting Steve and Bucky to be following her.
You were busy laying out the files they needed, the Manila folders containing handwritten case files and names of the suspected places of origin and the necessary targets that needed to be eliminated.
You were keeping your head down and your mind busy, trying to ignore the way they were looking at you. It was only when their eyes wouldn鈥檛 stray that you had raised your head and caught their gazes.
鈥淚 promise we鈥檙e clothed,鈥 he states the obvious with a lopsided grin on his face, 鈥渁nd the next time you see us naked, we鈥檒l at least buy you dinner first.鈥
The sound that was ripped from your throat was a chaotic mix of a squeak and a gasp, the sound a verbal proclamation of your embarrassment and the memory of the first meeting.
鈥淵ou saw them naked?鈥 Natasha tilts her head, her eyes green eyes bright with amusement.
鈥淚 did not!鈥 You shout, slamming the file down on the table, then recoiling and turning into yourself. 鈥淭hey were only half-naked.鈥 You mumbled.
鈥淲hy didn鈥檛 you tell me?鈥 Natasha spoke with a laugh, glancing between Bucky and Steve and yourself.
鈥淚t wasn鈥檛鈥︹ you huffed and shook your head. 鈥淚 didn鈥檛 mean to see that鈥t was just鈥.鈥
You stole a glance toward the door, ready to make your escape. You were done with your task. You could leave if you wanted to. You had a pile of other tasks to complete and confirm the pilot for the flight that would take the three of them to their destination.
鈥淚 happened to walk into the training facility to get the stupid device, and when I walked in, they happened to be there, and they were-鈥
鈥-shirtless.鈥 Bucky tilted his head and looked you up and down, his arms crossed over his broad, muscular chest. 鈥淎s Steve said, the next time you see us naked, we鈥檒l at least buy you dinner first.鈥
You lowered your head and studied the manila files, finding the raised tape on the top the most exciting thing in the room, out of pure purpose. They couldn鈥檛 have been flirting with you. No one flirt with you; no one wanted to flirt with you.
They couldn鈥檛 have been flirting with you because you weren鈥檛 thin enough. You weren鈥檛 attractive enough.
They were just friendly.
Or making jest on your behalf.
鈥淒oll, I didn鈥檛 mean to鈥 you stood up and moved toward the exit of the boardroom.
鈥淚 have to go.鈥 You opened and closed the door, taking your cellphone with you along with the self-made promise that you would distance yourself from them as much as possible.
** **
The noise in NYC felt ear-shattering after your weekend on a private villa in Mexico. The traffic and the sounds of near-constant sirens, the steady flow of people rushing through their day to get as much done as possible, felt suffocating.
You鈥檇 only been gone for three days, but it felt as if you had entered an entirely different world where time wasn鈥檛 a variable you had to concern yourself with.
Only to come back to an overpopulated and overcrowded world with constant noise that created this sort of drone that pulled you from your wonderful and relaxed haze.
鈥淲elcome back!鈥 Peter鈥檚 PA warm greeting was welcomed and rather energizing after spending 18 hours flying. 鈥淗ow was the trip?鈥
You eased yourself into a chair across from hers in the PA lounge, the room where you all could distress and converse together. It was a room that was only granted accessible by the PA鈥檚, with no Avengers allowed to cross the threshold.
鈥淎mazing,鈥 you couldn鈥檛 hold back the eagerness in your voice, nor could you hold back the smile that was building on your face, 鈥淚 didn鈥檛 want to leave.鈥
鈥淵ou look, tanner,鈥 she commented, crossing one leg over the other.
鈥淢ost of our time was spent in the sun,鈥 your voice wavered with a yawn. The jet lag from the trip was slowly seeping into you and creating this sort of fog that hovered around you. It was not going to be pushed back by coffee or an energy drink, as much as you鈥檇 like it to.
鈥淎nd in bed?鈥 She wiggled her eyebrows and smirked. Her suggestiveness was not far from the truth, and the look on your face, the way you responded physically, was all she needed to pick up on the fact. 鈥淲ith both of them?! At the same time?!鈥
You pressed your lips tightly together in a vow of silence, neither confirming nor denying her assumption verbally. What happened in Mexico between you and Steve and Bucky was your business and your business alone. While they could infer and guess what activities had occurred between the three of you, they would never know entirely.
鈥淵ou lucky bitch,鈥 she was happy for you, and you knew that. Of all the PA鈥檚 you had to work with, she was one of your favourites. She was crass times and had no filter, but she was genuine and had a bleeding heart. While some of the other PA鈥檚 had bragged about the avengers they were working with and used that to boost themselves on the social ladder, but she hadn鈥檛.
Neither had you.
The two of you slipped into a conversation of ease as you worked on Natasha鈥檚 schedule, and she had worked on Peter鈥檚. You went back and forth with your simple-shifting topics until she had stopped and raised her head, her brown eyes narrowed into a glare.
鈥淲hat a ray of sunshine you are, Courtney.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e back.鈥 The deadpanned and monotone announcement behind you had come from Steve and Bucky鈥檚 PA.
When you glanced over your shoulder, you studied the natural redhead and the chosen outfit she decided to wear today with suspicion. While she usually wore high-end clothes and luxe, this was something else. She wore a tight dress fitted to her body and was far shorter than you would鈥檝e expected appropriate.
The only minor saving grace was the long cardigan that made her whole look toned down. However, she continued with the runway model look with her smoky eyes makeup look and her red hair flawlessly curled and part over her shoulder.
鈥淪hut up, Colbie.鈥 She sneered and walked further into the room, her heels clicking on the floor as she struts further into the room.
鈥淲hat are you all dressed up for?鈥 Colbie focused her glare on Steve and Bucky鈥檚 PA, unimpressed.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e back, Y/N,鈥 Courtney called over her shoulder, she painted red lips upturned in a smile. 鈥淲e鈥檝e all missed you around here.鈥
鈥淚 just got back.鈥 You crossed your arms over your chest and watched her with caution and suspicion. You didn鈥檛 trust her or her intentions. From the moment you started working for Natasha as her PA, you鈥檇 been made aware that she didn鈥檛 like you and held quite a lot of disdain for how you looked.
鈥淪o the charity date is over. Now you can go back to the cave you crawled out of and let Steve and Bucky return to the people who belong around them.鈥
鈥淚 hope you鈥檙e not talking about yourself.鈥 You sneered and unfolded your arms, slowly standing from the chair.
鈥淲ho else would I be talking about?鈥 She turned and faced you, her eyes looking you up and down with scrutiny. 鈥淚 mean the comparison鈥.鈥
鈥淎re you suggesting that because you鈥檙e a skinny little bitch, that they鈥檇 rather be with you?鈥 Colbie stood up in your defence, adding to the crackling tension building in the room. 鈥淭hey did spend $50,000 on a date with Y/N.鈥
鈥淔or charity.鈥 Her face was scrunched and contorted into an ugly expression built upon jealousy. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 all it was.鈥
鈥淛ust because you wouldn鈥檛 get a single bid doesn鈥檛 mean you need to be a jealous bitch.鈥
You looked between the two women, trying your damndest not to crack a grin at the way they were ready to go after each other. Colbie may have been small and almost pixie-like, but you knew for a fact that she could鈥檝e laid Courtney out.
鈥淚鈥檓 not jealous!鈥 Her voice was shrieky, her hands balled into tight fists. 鈥淚t was just for charity!鈥
鈥淎nd yet they still spent all weekend fucking me.鈥 You threw it in her face with a middle finger, grabbing your things from the table and tucking them under your arm. 鈥淥h, and just an FYI, they plan on fucking me again tonight.鈥
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