#Benny Vents

[benny-basil]

why am i so unlovable, i’m so unattractive and just an utter pile of shit.

i should just shut up

#benny vents #actual sad

[mattiethematt]

a bit of angst since i am in a bad mental state!

Benny while he's abstracting!~

this is so me rn

he also wears a binder-ish top under his clothes thag gives him small tata chests

#gooseworx #the amazing digital circus #tadc fanart #amazing digital circus #tadc #the digital circus #tadc jax #tadc pomni #vent post #tw vent #vent #venting #personal vent #im so tired #benny goops #benny #lgbtq

[judesstfrancis]

see the thing is it's hard to make friends in your 20s but also if u don't do that how are u supposed to like. Find Someone right but then also in your 20s is when people start pairing off For Real so by the time you DO make friends they already have someone or are like making the steps TO have someone but it's also like well if I meet people for the specific purpose to date them I will never feel comfortable enough to actually Like them on a romantic level bc now I feel pressured to feel that way about them bc we entered some sort of weird social contract when we said hey let's see each other for the sole purpose to date instead of just hanging out and seeing what happens. but then like once again if u are just hanging out and seeing what happens then like okay neither of u are connected in any which way except that u like to watch movies on weekends and get dinner with the rest of your friends twice a month and then like okay maybe they find someone that they DO get together with for the express purpose to date bc once again u two are just hanging out so there's no obligation there and u cannot even get mad bc like. yeah you're just pals what are u gonna do say they can't have fun on a date so then you're just like. chilling. by yourself. which is FINE but you'd like to not be by yourself once or twice so like. lather rinse repeat u know. anyway what was I saying

#girl I'm going to bed I have work in the morning #anyway when I created my oc's benny and val and val said 'I'm just the guy people have a laugh with before they move on' I meant that sorry #look also blah blah societal expectation means nothing I can do whatever I want I'm a whole person by myself etc etc etc #I am not looking for reassurances or advice I am just venting before bed bc I stayed up too late reading romance novels. love u muah 🩷 #text post #long post

[fullmetaldevil-blog]

BatIM Green Eyes AU short: A Lesson of Inconvenience

This was a short story born from venting. That is all.

Warning: mentions of injury (a small cut, nothing major) and neglect

The midday sun beamed down upon the land filling those below with a warm tender glow. The wind held a slight chill in the air as the trappings of summer were slowly ebbing away to the graces of autumn. A perfect day for humans and animal alike to frolic within the comfortable weather, for which two young individuals were doing exactly that.

Benny cheerfully ran across the backyard giving chase to his little sister. The toddler squealed and giggled as she bounded through the grass with her ghostly brother on her heels. The young poltergeist staying just out of reach, luring her into a false sense of security before lunging from behind. Two sets of hands scooped her up tickling her upon securing his prize. The girl wiggled in his arms before managing to free herself, once again beginning the chase.

Alice ran as fast as her little legs would carry her before she lost her footing and fell. Tears swiftly welled in her eyes before being scooped up by her brother.

"Don't cry. It's ok." Benny tried to soothe the crying form in his arms.

He gently lifted her up in his normal set of arms allowing his second set to carefully pat her clear of the bits of grass before his eyes locked onto a red scratch running alongside her leg. His eyes bulged at the wound before they darting over to a small tree branch that was hidden in the greenery. 

"Oh no." The ghost internally began to panic. Allison was gonna be so mad at him. He let her baby girl get hurt. He didn't do his job. He's supposed to look out for his family and he let one of them get hurt.

Despite not needing to breathe, Benny found himself near hyperventilating with incorporeal breaths. Ok. He can do this. He just needed to patch her up himself and Allison won't suspect a thing. He's had enough practice patching himself up back on the day, surely he can do that now. 

With crying baby in his arms he quickly floated into and through the house and straight into the bathroom. He used his powers to block out the sound just in case either Tom or Allison would hear their daughter crying.

"It's gonna be ok." He ran a cool hand along his sisters cheek, his answer a small whimper.

Benny immediately sought out the medical kit he knew was under the bathroom sink. The young ghost pulled it out and set the box atop the toilet seat quickly digging into the chest.

He pulled out a small bottle of disinfectant pouring a small bit of the fluid atop a cotton swab before gently patting the scratch. The reaction was immediate as Alice began to cry.

"I know it hurts." Benny quicky patted the rest of the scratch before pulling her into a hug to try and calm her down. "It's ok. You're gonna be ok. It's ok." He gently rocked her trying to get her to calm down.

If his heart were beating it would have stopped the second the bathroom door opened. The ghosts eyes nearly bugged out of his skull upon seeing a very surprised Allison standing in the doorway. He could have sworn he locked out all sounds.

"What's going on?" Confusion laced his adopted mother's voice. 

Benny swiftly began to panic as tears picked at his eyes nearly matching his sisters. "W-wewereplayingandshefellandhurtherself. I'msosorryIdidn'tmeanforittohappen. Pleasedon'tsendmeaway."

"Hey, hey" Allison reached out pulling both children into her arms. "It's ok."

Allison could feel both Benny and Alice clinging to her as they cried. She wasn't sure what exactly happened as Benny spoke so quickly, but she didn't like seeing both of them upset. She held onto them until their cries died down to mere snuffles.

"Now then" the woman spoke as she relieved Benny of Alice. "What all happened?"

Fear and sadness practically dripped off of Benny's form. A shadow of a frown graced Allison’s face seeing literal ectoplasm dripping off the child ghost before her. She gently laid a hand upon his cool and slightly slimy shoulder.

"I'm not mad honey."

Benny took a deep incorporeal breath before recounting the tale of them playing in the backyard. How they were playing tag and Alice tripped over a fallen tree branch scraping the side of her leg. He didn't want Allison finding out so he took it upon himself to try and treat Alice himself.

Allison listened to Benny's story taking note of the scratch that ran across the side of Alice's leg. Her daughter long since having calmed down and hugging her mother. 

"I see." The woman nodded in understanding. "I'm not mad, but I wish you would have told me when it happened. Then I would have helped you."

Benny bowed his head in silence. Regret pooling off of him. 

"I was afraid that you'd send me away. That I was being inconvenient by letting her get hurt and not fixing it myself." Benny mumbled, Allison barely able to hear him. 

"Honey." Allison leaned down gently resting her hand on his cheek. "Never think you're being inconvenient. I would never send anyone away over an accident, let alone something that is normal in anyone's childhood."

"But she thought I was inconvenient." Benny mumbled making Allison’s heart seize from the statement. "Every time I got hurt, I had to make sure to not bleed on the floor or furniture cause it was 'too much of a mess' to clean up. I didn't want to bother you cause I was afraid you'd send me away cause a mess was made and I didn't do my job protecting her."

"Some people don't know a gift even if it bit them on the bum honey." Allison passed Alice to Benny with the little girl giggling lightly in his arms. "You are a precious gift to me, and never think otherwise. It is normal for children to get scrapes and bruises, it's a part of life. We all learn from them. Don't ever think I would send you away for anything. You're my son and nothing is gonna change that."

Benny looked up at his adopted mother in surprise and hopefulness before hugging her with his second set of arms. "Thank you."

"You're welcome honey, and lets make sure little sis is all better ok?" She lightly patted his head before pulling out a bandaid.

Benny watched in awe as Alice had a large bandaid on her leg with the little girl not even noticing. His sister giggling in her mother's arms as Allison kissed her to 'make it all better'. He was amazed that it was such a light scratch but the blood from earlier made it look worse then what it was. That small children are able to bounce back so easily from the scrapes and bumps of life.  

The young ghost had to wonder silently to himself; if he had someone like Allison in his life as a mom, would her love and tenderness be what he needed for all of his little cuts and scrapes. He would never know, but what he did know now was her wrapping him up into a hug alongside her daughter made him feel like 'it was all better'. He wasn't an inconvenience, and certainly not to his new family.

#batim green eyes au #green eyes au #ghost benny #alice connor #allison connor #venting through story #no context

[p4ulduck-a-d00rsstuff]

I'm really living a bad moment since my last suicidal attemp. Now i'm trying to focus on the study and I have a barely some inspiration,my comfort Is focused on a rpg indie that my Best friend loves

#myart #digital art #sketch #oc x canon #my stuff #vent post #benny oberwinch #beltboy #lisa the hopeful #lisa rpg

[nobodymitskigabriel]

Still hate what the did to Martin

#like suddenly he's “unstable” and “dangerous”?? #lets demonize sam for sending an “unstable” hunter after benny #thats so freaking sanist like there's already so much sanism in this show but this one makes me so angry #vent

[dolce-tenebra-toscana]

When you go to a friend's house to see Puss in boots 2 with the expectation of have a good laugh and chill....

But find yourself bawling your eyes out cause Goldilocks story hits too close to home...But that also reminded me how lucky i am as an adopted child, because my family really made me always feel like my existence made theirs " Just right"

I love my old folks so so much...After i'm done crying and laughing i'll give em a call

I mean, my mom and dad kinda look like big scary bears when they think i'm in danger ahah.

#personal #not related to the blog #benny rants #adoption #ignore this i just needed to vent #but go see Puss in boots 2 please #is a masterpiece

[benny-loves-her]

BENNY LOVES HER SO MUCH iTƧ DRiViNG HiM MAD!! i WANT 2 ƧKReEM!! <3

(Benny loves her so much it’s driving him mad!! I want to scream!! Heart)

#yancore #yandere vent #actually yandere #yan #lovecore #benny loves you #not delusional #queerplatonic partner #queerplatonic #i love my qpp #qpp #not an introject #not a fictonkin #not rp #mogai community

[incorrect-benny-quotes]

Hass: I wish I was a cat, but not in a furry way, more like a “I can sleep all day and hit people with no consequences” way.

#hass (bernice summerfield) #I mostly wish I didn't have a suit that let me vent radiation and help someone commit genocide with no consquences actually #incorrect benny quotes #incorrect quotes

[boardboxes]

ITS BENNY AND ME . i draw me looking like a disaster clearly

#probably cuz when I draw these I feel like CRAP #they’re mostly vents I guess? #like Benny sucks #that hoe is a physical manifestation of my mental illness

[3knecrotic]

The nodding off thing was a half joke guys I swear

#dk speaks #vent #thc rambles #... i dont think i have any bennies upstairs if i wanted to nod id need to wait until . the downstairs are. clear 💀 #and id probably stop caring by then #i think #prolly

[killerrqueztt]

internet truama is annoying.

because, it couldn't be that bad right? it was through a screen after all!

but then you find yourself triggered to front because a headmate was looking through the google drive for an oc ref and the art there reminded you of your friends and how amazing it was, and then you find yourself wishing you could go back and you're shaky and your a bit panicky and its all because of a stupid app about cats. about fucking warrior cats.

and then you can feel yourself wanting to return to app, despite knowing eventually you'll just leave again because its a never ending cycle.

and you realize, just because it was online doesn't mean it wasn't truamatic.

#vent #my ocs are now a negative front trigger #what the fuck man #bennie 🍀 #this post is about amino

[maisonslament]

I've been clean from dph for almost 6 months now. Just doing weed. But honestly been wanting to binge on dph and get drunk for some reason. I'm not sad Im just lost in my life and it makes time go by faster. I don't feel safe in my own skin and I'm having a hard time finding things that make me happy. Maybe it's serotonin syndrome but I thought I would be over that. Idek. I want the memories to die, the urges to go away. I want to run around the world and never settle but I want to feel be isolated and comforted. Dph ruined a big chunk of my life and I don't need a part two. Thought weed would be enough. Maybe I should start smoking tobacco again. But I can't because the people in my life would hate me for it.

I want to be at peace. I have something I don't want to lose but it feels like it's destroying everything else. Guess we will see what life has in store for me

#drugcore #sex and drugs #dph #bennys #benadryl #self callout #self care #vent post #personal #SoundCloud

[juneberrie]

ೃ⁀➷ dating benny weir

let me just say this before anything else: HE IS WHIPPED FOR U

he thinks ur the greatest thing since video games

constantly looking at you

sometimes people call him out on it and then he's like "oh no!! not in a creepy way!! im her boyfriend!!" and then he gets all giddy because he's like "i'm her boyfriend!!!!"

he likes it when u sit on his lap <3 not in a dirty way ofc he just likes being able to wrap his arms around u & look up at u <3

ur camera roll is mostly him. like stupid pictures of him

he rarely uses instagram other than liking ur posts, commenting on ur posts, and posting you <3 he's only ever posted five pictures and theyre of you. and one of ethan looking really stupid asleep

has that kind of "only *I* can bully my partner"

yeahhhh he makes fun of you

but its all light hearted

if you get hurt by one of his comments please for the love of god tell him. he would hate to know that you've been hurt by one of his jokes and that your bottling it up

hes kind of a bad listener when you vent to him but he's really good at cuddles and hugs <3

calls you things like babe, angel, sweetheart, baby

half of the nicknames are said jokingly ("did you miss me, sweetheart?" kinda vibes) but theres always a touch of sincereness <3

uses his magic sparingly around you?? actually??

like he sometimes does little spells. like pulling a bouquet of flowers out of his pocket, filling you up a glass of water, simple things like that.

but never big things. and he never, EVER, tries new spells on you or around you because he doesnt ever wanna risk you getting hurt

he loooooves youuuuuuuuuuu :(

#magic man (liz's version) #liz’s writing ♡ #benny weir x fem!reader #benny weir x reader #benny mbav #benny weir #mbav x reader #mbav #mbav fanfic #my babysitters a vampire x reader #my babysitter's a vampire

[dolce-tenebra-toscana]

" I'm sorry but I gotta go

If you'll ever miss me give this song another go

And I just keep on thinking how you made me feel better

And all the crazy little things that we did together

In the end, in the end, it doesn't matter

If tonight is gonna be the loneliest "

From " The Loneliest " By Maneskin

This is a lil personal, i needed to write it somewhere even if it's just for me.

I feel like i push away every friend i make along the way, i know it isn't true cause i have proof of that but...it still hurts

The doubt about me being actually good enough to be considered a friend by someone

The years of emotional trauma, the sense of rejection and people suddenly disappearing from my life hurts, like i'm being stabbed over and over...

I can deal with the " breakup ", like i get that sometimes people drift apart...but the emptiness of the messages left unread, the fact that i still hope for the other person to say " hey it's been a while how are you? ", the silence that i get after months of chatting and sharing...

Maybe it is me, maybe i truly am immature in that sense but is it so wrong to believe in friendship THAT much?

I still wanna do this, i still wanna make friends both online and in real life; and i have to learn how to be tough when situations like this happens

I have a soft heart, many told me to switch the cake batter with iron but that's who i am...and i know that even for a little while i truly created a bond with the other person

I'll cherish every moment, every laughter, every tear, everything...that's life.

I just wish it didn't hurt this much..

#me #sorry for venting #i needed this #i am sad af #personal #not related to the blog #benny speaking #even cupcakes feel sad sometimes #i need a hug

[musings-of-a-rose]

Here is my Benny idea. He gets worried his baby work nights. Reason why he takes her to and from work. Go out to their favorite hangout for a late dinner. Then spoil her as soon they get home.

Take Care of You

Pairing: Benny Miller x f!reader

Word Count: 1100+

Rating: Mature - 18+ ONLY!

Warnings: Just like ao3, “creator chooses not to use warnings.” If you click Keep Reading, that means you agree that you’re the age to handle mature themes. Also by clicking Keep Reading, you understand warnings may not be complete in order to avoid spoilers for the story. 

Notes: Thank you for being so patient while I wrote this!

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I never understood why Benny insisted on taking me to and from work. I thought his concerns about me working night shifts were silly and there really was no need to make such a fuss.

Until that lady was mugged, barely making it out with her life.

Benny never did the “I told you so bit”, only relived I had the night off that day. If he wasn’t insistent before he is now, arranging his own schedule so he can bring me to work and drop me off.

One night, he notices the extra exhaustion in my eyes, my shoulders slumping from a particularly difficult shift, and he quietly steers his jeep to one of our favorite late-night diners. 

“I figured you could use a burger and fries. Maybe a milkshake?” His blue eyes are full of concern as they scan my face.

“I fucking love you, Benny.”

He chuckles. “I love you too, sweetheart. Come on.”

He escorts me inside and orders 2 giant bacon cheeseburgers with a large basket of fries, getting me my favorite milkshake. He listens to me vent about my day, nodding and making helpful comments when I manage to pause my rant. 

Once we get home, I kick off my shoes, groaning at the instant relief I feel. Benny comes up behind me, wrapping his arms around me and kissing the top of my head. 

“Why don’t I fill you a bath?”

I groan again at the thought of submerging my body into a hot tub. 

He chuckles. “I take that as a yes.”

He kisses me again and heads down the hall to the bathroom, the sound of water filling the tub floating down the hall a minute later. I follow him, watching as he tests the water, adding a homemade bath bomb to it and giggling when the water turns a fun color. When the bath is full, he turns to me, gently helping me out of my work clothes, his fingers brushing lightly against my skin leaving goosebumps in their wake. His lips brush against the spot where my neck meets my shoulder and I shiver, letting out a quiet moan. He holds out his hand and helps me in the tub, making sure I settle down into it, my entire body submerged, head resting on the little neck pillow he’d insisted on buying. 

He grabs my loofah and soap, eyebrows raised in question at me, a silent ask if I want him to wash me. The warm bath water is seeping into me, making me feel lazy. I nod, leaning my head back a little further on the bath pillow. Benny lathers up my loofah and takes my hand, giving the back of it a little kiss before he starts to gently scrub my hand and up my arm, repeating the motion on my other side. He scoots back reaching down into the water to pull up my foot, gently setting it down on the side of the tub. He grips my foot, fingers applying some semi firm pressure as he massages the stress away. I can’t help the moans that escape me, missing the way Benny squirms where he sits. 

“Oh God Benny! That feels so good.”

He hums to himself and I crack and eye open to see a smile on his face, eyes focused half on my foot and half on my boobs as they poke out of the water. He repeats his massaging on my other foot, earning himself more praise as he works the knots out. He picks up my loofah, lathering it up and starts to gently scrub at my foot, moving slowly up and around my leg. He gets to the spot where my thighs meets my hips and pauses, glancing up at me before he slides the loofah over my cunt, putting slightly more pressure as he gently moves in circles. I moan, my hips moving up to meet the pressure, but the loofah is in the way of what I really want to feel. Reaching out, I still his wrist, an apology forming on Benny’s lips as I pull the loofah from his grip, setting it off ot the side. I take his hand and place it back on me, returning my arms to their original place of leisure. 

Benny understands what I’m asking for and immediately starts to slide a finger through my folds, softly rubbing circles into my clit as he does so. I groan, trying to shift my hips a little closer, but then he pushes 2 fingers into me and I sigh, his name on my lips as he curls his long fingers, seeking out that spot that makes my toes curl. He finds it fast, tapping lazily on the spot while still rubbing circles into my clit. The warmth of my impending release spreads through me rapidly, my head pushing into the pillow as my legs tremble, a soft cry of pleasure escaping me as Benny pushes me over the edge, still gently caressing those spots he knows will make me feel good. 

Once I’m down, Benny removes his hand, moving to grab the loofah and lather it up, washing my other leg, pausing to massage my foot there too. A soft smile plays on his lips as he keeps glancing up at me, his smile growing wider as he watches my heavy breathing. He takes his time, washing the rest of me and giving me one of the best scalp massages I’ve ever had. When he’s done, he empties the bath, helping me to stand and get out of the tub, which I’m thankful for because my legs are made of jelly at this point. 

He helps me into some pajamas, chuckling darkly when the towels brushes across my oversensative core and I twitch. I slide into bed, Benny pulling the covers up my body, leaning over to kiss the top of my head before he turns, starting to walk away.

“Wait - where are you going?” I ask, my hand reaching out for him. 

“You want me with you, sweetheart?”

I nod. “I need…”

Benny smiles. “Do you need some buddles?” (Benny Cuddles)

I chuckle at his made up name. “Yes please.”

Benny slides into bed, pulling me to him, practically purring as I burrow into his chest, inhaling the scent of him. Immediately I feel the last bit of stress melt away, and before I know it, I’m asleep. 

Benny pets my hair, somehow managing to lean over and kiss the top of my head, speaking into my ear how much he loves me.

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