#Being of many limbs!

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 184

“Well damn.” 

Jason wrenched his gaze from the mess of red and green spattered across the room, searching for the source of the voice. His head hurt, he wanted his Dad. He wanted Bruce. He… his head hurt. His everything hurt. 

“Honestly, didn’t expect them to find another half-breed. Didn’t think there was another halfa out there…”  

He tore his gaze away from the floor- when had it gotten there- finally finding the other… person? The person giving him an empty smile through some sort of muzzle and missing an entire arm. Well, he couldn’t judge, he’d torn his nails off while digging out of his grave before… this. 

“Hey, kid, don’t sweat it, it’ll grow back,” the man apparently noticed where he was staring, shoulder twitching as he shrugged and more green pouring out. Jason couldn’t stop staring, eyes slipping from the growing pool to the rest of the chains apparently keeping the person on that side of the… room? Cage? Cell? 

“Shit, hey, kid, kid, don’t cry, uh, fuck, shh, kid don’t cry-” the person made a noise, some sort of hum or croon that caused him to relax. To his already brain-damaged confusion. “C’mere, away from the door now, shh…” 

Oh, when had he started to move? It was like he blinked and was stumbling away towards the chained person, practically tripping over a limb before the person managed to catch him. “Ope, oh you’re just a little baby-” a hand, clawed, carefully ran through his hair, tucking him against a rumbling chest that nearly made him tear up again. He wanted Bruce. 

“It’s alright kid, shh, they won’t get you,” the man rumbled, everything about him green to his rapidly closing eyes. Pale skin like a corpse, black scales like rot, hair white like snow, all stained green with blood.  “They’d have to kill me again for that.” 

#dcxdp #dpxdc #prompts #Instead of spending 3 years with the league of assassins after digging himself out of his grave #Jason spends it in a GIW lab with an adult Danny #Danny is totally doing okay he swears #He’s FINE and definitely didn’t see the scientists Kill Vlad and Dani by taking things too far #He’s definitely Not feral and slowly losing his humanity with every piece taken away #Danny missing half his limbs and restrained but dragging himself forward: U touch my kid and I will bite your throat out ya hear #He’s not going to let them hurt this Baby Ghostling who is Sick and Hurt #There’s going to be so much Angst when Bruce finds out not only is Jason alive but he’s trapped in a lab being experimented on #Danny does his best to protect Jason but stuff happens #halfa jason todd #guys in white #Danny eventually goes from having 2 arms to 4 in those three years #His 'human' body is mutating with every “test” #Where is Clockwork? Trying his best but he can't see Danny's timelines thx to the time medallion & the Observants being Assholes #Also not helped by the many knots the speedsters have created that resulted in several timelines being completely blacked out to him

[fma-03lric]

Sometimes I think about how Ed must struggle w shit that requires more fine motor skills. Like basic things that able bodied people don't think twice about. We know Ed can't write with his automail hand. Flesh is so useful for getting traction on items. There's give to flesh, so you can pinch and hold things without worrying it'll slip between your fingers.

I imagine Roy's team becomes much more aware of the difficulties of having prosthetics through littler instances. Maybe somebody in the office asks for a pen when Ed's flesh hand is preoccupied with whatever. He reaches to pick it up with the metal hand and it just kinda skitters around. So he just keeps chasing it so he can pass it over already but he can't get a grasp on it. It becomes an elongated and frustrating affair and he's committed this long to getting the damn thing so he isn't gonna switch hands despite the stares he feels.

And by the time he gets a grip he's so pissed he fucks up the pressure control, clenches too hard, and the pen breaks and ink stains his glove and the surface below it. He gets that horrible wash of embarrassment for being unable to do what most anyone else could no problem. To think about things like this, when Ed is so incredibly capable and competent, is really interesting to me.

Compiling it on top of all his insecurity and self hatred I imagine he gets sick with anger when something of that nature occurs. Especially in front of people he feels compelled to prove himself to.

#edward elric #fma fmab #fma 03 #fullmetal alchemist #i have many many thoughts abt how ed would adjust to automail and the new frustrations he'd have with a body that betrays his command #you can only have so much patience and ed has very little on a good day #can't smack the offending limb for being dumb cause bro wouldn't feel it anyway

[kelocitta]

What a worthless animal

#oc: siggy #first image is babies attempting to figure out their ideal limb count #anyway having a bit of a 'never trust how you feel about your life at 3am' moment but i think the artfight brain plague is beginning to hit #dont worry about me im fine #just feeling a lil bad about maybe not being able to clean up the revenges i would like too and theres sooo many i didnt even get to sketch #and am only at like 50% of how much i 'scored' last year so it makes me feel a lil eh like im not doing as much #but ultimately i did way way more revenges even if it mightve been a mistake LMAO so at least thats something #although i feel bad cause i didnt even revenge some of the coolest ones i got!!! augh!!!!!!!!!! #ah well beetles dont have to deal with these problems we should be more like them #if you read my tag rants sorry about the lore on how my brain works you should check out the wooly chafer beetle

[halfusek]

meet weles! he's my sniffer oc :] he is perun's boyfriend <3

he's this kind of lizard except his leggies are like petrified wood. oh also there's plants and stuff growing on him. normal lizard things

#after perun i also gave him a name of a slavic god adnfkjdfd #i was considering leszy but too many characters called leshy these days #which is nice! i just wanted to go for something different #i love being autistic about designing creatures actually #minecraft #minecraft sniffer #sniffer #minecraft oc #original character #weles #perun #warui smp #halfart #ohhhhhh to be a fire and plant based minecraft mobs but both our limbs got turned to stone from our respectful elements #oh well we can hold hamds now :)

[paleplumeria]

inspired by these fics x x

yjh as the knight that reincarnates every generation to battle. stuck in a cycle of death and rebirth, only wishing for a true end. (a devout worshipper though he has forgotten his god). and the god, distant yet familiar.

[id in alt]

#omniscient reader's viewpoint #orv #kim dokja #orv kim dokja #yoo joonghyuk #god i have so many feelings about world of zero #kim dokja sacrificing himself again and again #in the form of limbs and probability to see the story he loves #and then #being surprised that the story loves him back . kimcom repeating the scenarios #0th yjh regressing #orv spoilers #this is also vaguely inspired by zelda

[breezy-cheezy]

You are deep in the paint about One Piece and me and my datemate watched OPLA recently so I will tell you this thing I said while we were talking about Shanks.

He said something to the effect of Shanks is CRAZY STRONG, perhaps one of the strongest, and has some special ability that allows him to tell anyone weaker than him to GTFO, so it's a fucking mystery why he lost his arm when by all rights he never needed to lose the arm. He's still the strongest without it, but why'd he lose it in the first place if he didn't have to???

So I replied, after like a minute of thought, "Because he might not need the arm, but Luffy needed him to lose his arm". Luffy needed the lesson he was going to learn for Shanks giving up that piece of himself to save Luffy's life. He needed to see the stakes and be given that lesson of actions, consequences, collateral damage, giving pieces of yourself for the sake of your crew/family/nakama.

Furthermore, with Sanji and Luffy being connected through "my mentor/surrogate father literally gave up a piece of himself to save my life", stands to logic that Sanji also needed that lesson in the narrative sense. These older guard pirates passed along something vital, giving up something that they don't need to live fulfilling lives but would be seen as incredibly important, to teach the next generation something and give them tools with which to do better.

I don't go here (I don't have the spoons for the entirety of One Piece tbh), but I liked the conclusion I came up with and wanted to share it in the hopes that you might like it too. I don't think I'm breaking any new ground here tbh but as an outsider, it was neat to think about.

I SURE AM, BUDDY X'''D Thanks for popping in! 👀 I got thoughts (and manga screencaps since you won't read it anyway, FREE REIN:

Hm. I mean point taken, but I mean...even the strongest people aren't infallible? Even IF Shanks has Conquerer's Haki (the power in question) which is something very special someone has to be born with and trained to use to its fullest, that doesn't mean it'll fix everything. Also like. He's also been shown to kinda....lose control of it when nervous or on edge.

Like my dude did not have to do this. He mentions later he doesn't like being on different territory or something LOL (he's visiting a different powerful pirate leader here).

Anyway to rescue Luffy at that time, he had to act FAST and was probably SCARED FOR HIM so like. Maybe didn't have the time to make the Haki register? It came down to losing Luffy or bodily thrusting his own arm forward to block the bite from the sea king....and well. Shanks has 2 arms. Only one Luffy. The choice was easy. Even upon losing the arm he didn;t seem upset by it really.

For the sake of the new era he says....the face of it being Luffy himself. And yea the wording really is "I gave it up" and him clearly having no regrets.

STILL I think you do have a point, this was VERY important for Luffy to learn. This same kid stabbed his own face to prove he was "manly enough" to be a pirate (so Shanks wouldn't leave without him....like his brother Ace....like his brother Sabo, to an extent, through "death" in his case) so the realization that being a pirate....would not be easy. There would be sacrifice. There would be pain. But also in a way, it was Shanks showing how important Luffy was to him. This, and passing down that straw hat much to big for Luffy....yeah.

It's clear then he's not ready. Not yet. It's with these parting gifts that Luffy is finally able to let Shanks go, and improve himself so he's strong enough to protect others, so they don;t have to do for him what Shanks did. Luffy learned to live, and while Shanks's sacrifice was devastating to Luffy, he took it to heart to keep going and grow stronger. And yea, that Nakama is just that important, more than limbs. More than life.

NOW SANJI ON THE OTHER HAND....similar but different. Luffy and Sanji were very lonely kids, but for different reasons. Luffy was clingy to anyone who showed him anything close to kindness, while Sanji....puffed up like a scared cat. Without going deep into details, he's from an extremely abusive family that beat into him he's not worth anything because he's weak. Especially from his father. So when Zeff gives him all the food, and sacrifices his own leg....well...

"Why did you do that for me?! I never gave you a reason to be kind to me!!!" And Zeff responds with their shared dreams of the All Blue...but I also feel like it's just. Sanji is a kid. He's just a kid. Again a face of the new generation to come. Zeff had his chance to search for the All Blue and be a pirate, but Sanji's life is just beginning. I'm sure that fueled his decision too.

But unlike Luffy, this just made Sanji cling harder. In a way he gave up his dream to support Zeff, out of guilt, out of a sense of duty and kindness he'd....not really experienced and didn't know what to do with. And Zeff probably allowed it for awhile, because goodness Sanji is just a kid, and he needed someone to help him grow and learn.

But it took Luffy to come along, bringing "I will live for you" to challenge Sanji's "I will die for you" conclusion.

Which uh. Didn't really fix Sanji's self sacrificial nature, but it HELPED, lmao. Eventually he was able to let go of suppori=ting the Baratie to finally chase his dream...as long as he doesn't die for a crewmate in the process hsdhfhdsk

So YEA IDK how much their mentors/father figures knew/thought about their sacrifices, but there sure were willing choices to give up their limbs for the upcoming generation/era, no matter what. I loved Zeff emphasizing that to Garp in OPLA, I think that's extremely important and a huge theme to One Piece in general. Cycles, power, and how many conflicts rise from powerful forces refusing to let go of their power, thus suffocating the new generations (the World Government smacking down so hard on the age of pirates).

Shanks and Zeff gave their support and protection to ensure these kids could live their fullest lives, and I think that's beautiful!

#nsfi #breezy replies #one piece #meta #op #idk if this made sense I have many thoughts all the time in many directions #op manga spoilers #one piece spoilers #ageofzero #sorry if you got back more than you wanted kjHSKJDLHFKSD I SURE AM DEEP IN THE PAINT #LOST IN THE SAUCE IF YOU WILL #zeff and shanks gave up their limbs willingly because wow they're just kids #their own ways of support #they had no idea how said kids' traumas would react to said sacrifices tho LMAO #ie Luffy letting go and needing to be stronger #whiiiich only got worse with Ace heyo abandonment issues babeyyyy #meanwhile Sanji and kindness being complicated and even RARE....why would he let that go.... #love these kids they got issues and their parental figures sure are trying their best lolol #thanks for the ask!!! #shanks #luffy #zeff #sanji #i understand....one piece is very long..... #I personally am super enjoying the manga tho heheheh

[irenespring]

Me: I'm going to get back into writing fanfiction for a fun creative writing outlet, while I work on other humanities and social sciences in classwork :) Also me: Has now read at least one official medical study, multiple interest/support group and government reports, and several online testimonials re: House's possible amputation vs. non-narcotic pain treatments sans amputation, and now has a pretty good mental chart going of decidedly STEM things.

I have been tricked into researching STEM. Creative writing has betrayed me.

#house md #gregory house #fanfiction #hatecrimes md #if anyone is interested my research so far: it seems like while phantom limb pain is likely #it is manageable using the same things he would otherwise use + other things not otherwise available #and is more likely to go away and/or be less severe #the study conducted using data from people who suffered multiple kinds of chronic pain shows 81% were glad they amputated #not to mention that the House TV show “we create medical fact” ethos suggests House has a random cure for phantom limb pain #based on that one s6 episode #I now know many weird medical things that I only sort of understand but could possibly be used in writing #Is this what being a House screenwriter feels like? #This explains why some episodes are medically dubious: a bunch of humanities majors with loose grasps of medicine just rolling with it #Anyway I'm still unlikely to write a longer fic about this specific issue unless I do more research over time

[x-i-l-verify]

Post Pluto episode 4 moodboard

#pluto netflix #pluto anime #xi yammers #i refuse to believe Atom is dead he wasn't ripped limb from limb he didn't even have the horns #also this is based on an Astro Boy storyline so it would be weird if they just unceremoniously killed the most recognizable character off #halfway through the series #something doesn't add up #however they could be being ~subversive~ in which case I will flip many vehicles #but if the raging human supremacist asshole literally gets more screen time than the Astro Boy expy then the show is losing points

[actualaster]

I know media does it to most easily showcase how much pain a character is in, but you don't actually need to be in so much pain you're screaming from it for a limb to give out from pain.

Sometimes it's just a white-hot flash of agony so sudden it takes your breath away and the next thing you know you're on the ground/bed/back in the chair/whatever.

It's so abrupt and intense and quick that it's over before you have even a chance to make a sound and all that's left is the deep, lingering ache of it.

And sometimes it's not even pain! Sometimes a limb can just... Stop working and down you go. The pain comes after.

(That's what happened to my knee where I ended up needing to be wheeled around because I couldn't walk--just gave out and hurt after it stopped working)

There's pain you cry out from, for sure, but there's plenty of pain--pain that can be literally debilitating--that you don't scream from, either, but that doesn't make it less of an impediment. Depends on the person themselves a lot, as well as the type of pain itself.

#i have a lot of thoughts on pain and the ways it impacts and manifests and we react to it #because i have a lot of experience with all sorts of different types of pain #(i would like to not have those experiences but we can't always get what we want in life) #just kind of reading a thing right now and the emphasis on the screaming to showcase the pain #feels almost as if it's an attempt to justify a character being unable to use an injured limb #but you don't really need to be screaming for the pain to stop you from using it #you can be in the worst pain of your life and not screaming and that pain can be all-consuming #there are so many words you can use to describe the feel of pain and what it does to the body #so many words you can use to describe the countless ways the body can be broken #there is a reason some consider the giving and/or receiving of pain to be an art form after all #there are so many ways to inflict it and to experience it and to see it in another... #(...sorry if that sounds unsettling but pain is an incredibly varied and often personal experience) #(it's just that people often don't seem to consider the personal aspect of physical pain)

[pyrriax]

having such a hyperspecific au concept that borders on becoming completely original work.

#haunted ecosystem #anyways uuuuuh who here wants tortured gods and the concept of deification being more akin to death than life? of holiness being a #worse fate than even hell itself? of being the one to witness the death of your world and knowing that somehow this is your fault for #having the desire to go home? to want to return to what you used to know only to realize it's all gone now with destruction in its wake? #that your return is the apocalypse you were warned of for so many years. that around you nothing remains but the melting mass of what #used to matter most to you? that this is what was always going to happen. it was inevitable. you have become your own god. everyone #is afraid of you and there is no going back as the last of what made you *you* melts away into the vague shapes and twisted flow of #incorporeal limbs and an unholy halo. to have a body so changed that is no longer your own. to lack the basic recognition of identity. #haunted bookshelf #just because of *that* holy shit lol

[soldier-poet-king]

When other characters suffer in the mirror and/or dramatically change their appearance because they look like their parent(s): good shit good shit we love the angst

When /I/ look in the mirror and realize that I'm only ever going to be a mutt of my parents: I should just ***

#like #the zuko ozai. adam robert parrish. SO MANY GOOD EXAMPLES OF THIS #meanwhile im out here like. i need to intentionally disfigure myself and also chop off all my limbs #because i cant resemble them. i cant. i cant anymore #franposting #anyway. i need 2 shave my head. tattoo. pluck out my eyes #idk anymore #i DO miss my nose ring alot. the stud is nice but also its RESPECTABLE #and i dont want that #fuck being an adult with a job #i want to be loud and angry before im old #teen angst except. im almost 27

[archersartcorner]

“To think I thought you must’ve hated me…”

“My child… I could never.”

When does Volo get to talk to Arceus GF. Nintendo. Pokemon Company. Let him HAVE HIS MOMENT WITH GOD-

ID below cut!

[ID: Four sketchy, non-colored, digital images done in Procreate. They feature Volo, who has long, dark hair, that lightens out at the ends, and parts to the right to cover the (viewers) right side of his face; a squared face; a wide nose; full lips; and a hint of scarring underneath where his hair is covering his face. He’s wearing eye makeup that mirrors the design of Arceus’ eyes. The images of Volo are only chest-up, but he’s wearing a “kimono” and vest reflective of traditional Ainu wear (I unfortunately could not find the proper terms for the clothing), drawn in a way that mirrors the design of Arceus. Arceus is also present, a Pokémon that is goat-like in appearance, but if that goat was a god and had eight eyes and was almost 11 feet tall and it’s head was elongated. Fucked up goat.

The first image is Arceus staring at the viewer, but implied to be staring at Volo off panel. They appear to be crying. They say, “I wouldst never claim to be a perfect deity. Contrarily… Thou art the imperfect creations of an imperfect god. A mere fragment of one greater, with only a fragment of thine’s divine abilities. However…”

The second image is of Volo, looking to Arceus off panel, grief and sadness present in his face. Arceus continues, “… I love each and all of mine creations more deeply than thou might imagine. Thine included, even if thoust does not believe it. … Had I the ability to create my world without suffering, so that mine own creations I adoreth so much need never be troubled… I would have.”

The third image shows both Volo and Arceus. Volo has his head bared down, not looking Arceus in the eye, tears trailing down his face. It’s hard to discern from Arceus, but they appear to be saddened as well. Arceus continues again, “… I love you, Volo. But I have let thou down. Let thine people down… I am sorry. I was… never as strong as thou all believeth me to be… an imperfect god, indeed.”

The final image shows Volo and Arceus again from the same angle, but Arceus is resting their head on Volo’s forehead, their eyes closed. Volo is reaching a hand up to Arceus in a comforting manner, now looking Arceus in the face. Volo says, “Oh creator Arceus… What I wouldn’t give to understand your divine psyche, your doubts and uncertainties that feel so… human. I know them well, my lord… I wish I could ease your fears. Divinity must be a difficult burden to bear…” Arceus responds, “It is a burden I would not wish upon anyone… certainly not thou, who hast been through so much…”

END ID.]

#my art #this is also referencing some hc of mine I’ll expand on in tags lol #volo #pokemon legends arceus #pokemon legends arceus spoilers #?????? kind of???????? jic I suppose #pokemon wielder volo #pokemon volo #arceus #described #so the hc I’m working with is kinda based on the theory that the Arceus we see in the games is just one aspect of the whole creator. #one ‘arm’ I’ve seen it be referred to. where my hc differs is that the original being isn’t actually Arceus. Arceus split off from this- #-original eldritch being and left to create their own universe. particularly because the original being wasn’t a creator - #- it was a devourer. and it’s had many children who have went off to create their own worlds only to have them devoured by their parent #it’s a cycle and one that Arceus is desperately afraid of. they’ve moved their world so many times to avoid the ever reaching- #-limbs of their parent. Arceus loves their world too much; loves their creations too much. #this is why the ultra wormholes and other space-time distorting events occur commonly. Arceus is constantly on the move and sometimes- #-different timelines will interact with one another due to this movement #it’s an incredibly self indulgent hc and is not anywhere supported by canon. I just like messy gods in fiction anbdjsbs #Arceus is not a perfect creator. they couldn’t create a perfect world. but they deeply love their creations anyway. #their creations are a direct reflection of themself in the end. flaws and all. and they refuse to be a destroyer like their parent #probably also ties into Arceus’ great disappointment with Giratina when they betrayed them. to think they could create a child with that- #-same desire to destroy; to devour… it scared them. #anyway LONG TAGS HAVDHSBHS

[alubear-makes]

Made this for @rwyverna for chapter 1 their fic Schrödinger's Cat! I am SO HAPPY that they're posting it! (Poor ingo tho ksnsjdnd)

The fic is AMAZING and i love it so much

Check it ouuuttt!! (Heed the tags and warnings though its intense!)

#cw blood #tw blood #cw injury #tw injury #cw broken limbs #tw broken limbs #tw gore #cw gore #(im trying to cover all the bases hopefully this works #ingo #he is having a Bad Time #this is technically spoilers but they wanted me to post it so ldndkdnd #the scene was so amazing i had to make this #i reread it so many times to make this as accurate as possible djbdjd its burned into my brain #i made this MONTHS AGO LMAO #honored to be a beta reader! again so so so happy to see it being posted!!!!!

[guideaus]

i swear, i never wanna hear anything abt ai again. it just goes back and forth between reactionary takes from both sides

#personal #ai girl w no hand looking sad at colored pencils vs ppl being like 'well this person with no limbs made masterpieces so can you!!' #saying all art is WORK. claiming it has soul or heart. trying to use effort as a quantifiable thing. supporting copyright laws #other shit i cant remember rn. can we focus on the being anti capitalist part of it? paying people?? #idk im sick of following artists for them to mindlessly repeat shit from bad ppl that dont care just bc they said an anti-ai thing #i understand if ur a popular artist and weirdos online would rather die than respect u. i get complaining when someone's #saved all examples of art to train a machine off of. i guess #i get theres also a difference between the artist making fanart they never show anyone and someone selling their art for income #but i feel so many of the complaints against ai dip into bad territory. esp bringing up copyright w/o understanding

[sugarsweetvirgo]

headcannon: Seto likes to use eve as a fidget when he is concentrated and working. Squeezing her, flipping her around his fingers like a pencil and messing with her hair

This, but it's actually the reverse.

Kaiba isn't a very touchy-feely kind of person, and when he's working he tends to get extremely hyper focused on what's in front of him, not entirely needing something to fidget with because he's so preoccupied with the task at hand. He also thinks that Eve wouldn't really appreciate being treated like that, considering Eve has a very big stance against being treated as a toy, and tries to keep that in consideration when he's handling her. The only thing he'll really do is hold her hand in his fingers or brush her hair a little bit.

It's actually Eve that tends to use Kaiba to fidget. When she's reading over something she'll reach out and gently pet his fingers, when she's lost in thought she'll absentmindedly stroke his hair, when she's resting she'll run her hands down Kaiba's cheeks and nose, etc. She's essentially Kaiba's opposite, and Kaiba doesn't mind too much because she's so tiny that he barely notices it.

#ssv #ssv talks #ik it's definitely not what you expect from a size couple #And he tries to keep his fidgeting behavior minimal and not too overwhelming out if respect for her #like she despises it when people poke/prod at her or lift her up by her limbs just because she's small. She thinks its demeaning #like eve genuinely hates the idea of being treated like a toy in any compacity #but Kaiba does try to keep Eve's big boundary in mind #but Eve is fair game #there's probably so many hidden braids under Kaiba's mullet that she's absentmindedly made while with him #Kaiba thinks some of her habits are cute. like when she pets his cheek and such. but he's not entirely too keen on being a fidget for Eve #oc #yugioh au #giant/tiny #yugiohoc #canon x oc #bondshipping

[caffeinatedopossum]

People be like "you don't look autistic"

Bestie I may be wearing metaphorical shoes but I promise you underneath this, all I feel is wet socks. All the way down. My deepest emotion. Wet sock.

#other autistics please tell me you know what im talking about #my deepest emotion really is wet sock and im convinced this is why i have depression #hrrg its like whole body gag. like the feeling of a limb falling asleep but on all of my skin #its like being able to hear rats in your walls all the time. the sensory. why the world so sensory all the time ;-; #anyway im a bit unhinged because ive been very sick and very overstimulated for days #and i swear to go i cant do anything without wanting to bite myself in frustration #literally if i want to take a drink? oopsie i spilled it and now im wet AND sticky. two of the textures ever #PLUS my wrist hurts now because i lifted something and im still thirsty because i cant move or think when all i feel is wet and sticky #hnng wet socks. wet socks ;-; #and i cant really stim to help because im way too tired for that #plus my main stim is just. pacing. and my balance is shit right now which means i will walk into walls so many timez #and yes it hurts a lot when i walk into walls #i got the No Proprioception update for Autism apparently -_- im so tired of being inhumanly clumsy #send backup im so sleepy