#BUT HHHHHHHH

[elvenbeard]

Ya boi has a job interview for a graphics design job today, wish me luck 🤘

#what I'm worried most about is whether or not they'd be okay with me not wanting to do full time 😭 #skills-wise I think I'm definitely qualified - and more than willing to learn and improve! #but hhhhhhhh #this is what didnt make my last job opportunity in this field work out #but I'd have weekends again for the first time in >5 years #and could start streaming at more reasonable hours again #and I know for a fact that other employees there also work part time so HHHH #please 😭 #personal stuff

[pinksilvace]

The dialogue in the most recent chapter (ch13) of At the Dawn of the Light by @lasymit is giving me about 10000 different emotions

#I've been reading solely via online translator and am so sorry if I got the dialogue incorrect #but HHHHHHHH #this particular part. man #when your evil uncle mixes up dreams and reality and then just. says stuff. #when he remembers you one minute and asks for your name again fifteen minutes later #when you learn from him that something's wrong with the spell but he's no longer capable of telling you what #when he talks about his own death with such impassivity that you can't tell if he's joking or looking forward to it #UGHHHHHH I love this fic #this chapter in particular will be very fun to see officially translated #my art #fernart #the owl house #philip wittebane #at the dawn of the light

[severevoiddragon]

Getting into Owens pov of outsiders SMP a little late but goSH DANG THE ANGST??? THAT MAN IS AN AMAZING ACTOR AND I WISH HE WOULD STOP MAKING ME CRY WITH SOLDIER POET KING. (For those who have seen OutsidersSMP, yes I have got to That Bit, no spoilers, I'm only at hour 19 of the compilation)

Edit: This post suddenly breached containment wow!! I have since finished outsiders not once but twice, favourite SMP fr fr and cannot wait for Pirates now

#but hhhhhhhh #i got my friend to watch a bit of it #and shes still on fruit trio #its actually getting harder and harder not to scream whenever she mentions how wholesome they are #outsiders smp #owengejuicetv #owen outsiderssmp #mcyt #mcyt tumblr #screaming #screaming crying and throwing up #apokuna #rasbi

[rusquared]

if i actually manage to run this tourney to completion (SEVERAL WEEKS ????) i think everyone should give me a prize. commission me even.

#opening comms soon bc student loans and rent fucked me over btw #but hhhhhhhh

[wings-of-angels]

Joining a batman fandom thinking there'll be a bunch of content and fan works: 😍💕💕😍😍😍✨✨

It being telltale batman and there being literally none: 😐😐😐

#thats a lie there is some #but HHHHHHHH #there is so few stuff #telltale batman #max's rambles

[lepusrufus]

That's it I don't care if I have to sit here hunched over a chair as I use it instead of a desk, I NEED TO DRAW SMT

#furniture ppl pls hurry with my desk i am BEGGING you #my back is not gonna like thus #but HHHHHHHH

[emotional-support-carbuncle]

endwalker is ripping my heart out lol

#am not going to post spoilers bc I have friends who don’t want spoilers so I am just annoying One friend in dms #but HHHHHHHH

[jademight]

On one hand, I am too tired and scatterbrained to pick up any new muses / blogs

On the other hand

ya kno?

#;ooc tag #the way the kang comic really itched the deep recesses of my brain #hilariously I think my psd HATES purple #tbh it helps that he is basically Eobard but make him purple and more tech based #so I feel he'd be a SUPER easy muse to pick up #but hhhhhhhh

[amessageonthewind]

One thing I hate about being neurodivergent is...the ability to viscerally feel this

whenever I have a more than just mild disagreement with someone I’m friends or closer with.

Like hi, yes, I can feel myself getting a failing grade in social interaction which is definitely a real and normal thing to get a failing grade in and a totally normal thing to want a passing grade in :)

#ignore me #i'm fine #just #HHHHHH #anxietyyyyyyy #like realistically speaking everthing's fine #and everything is resolved and dealt with civilly and we talked through it #and it's not a big deal #but HHHHHHHH #my neurodivergent ass needs so much reassurance that i'm loved and cared for especially after a disagreement #my rsd is awful and i hate it #it lies and is mean

[some-complete-idiot]

The Masterest of Posts

The MHA Experience with Some-Complete-Idiot

How to Easily Port Fanfics to AO3 (Info Provided via @drsteggy )

The Shitter Needs Reminding (The Shitter is Me)

How I made a 500+ note post by talking about ass

Uhhhhh that’s all for now :)

Also hello, call me Peter if you want :)

#masterpost #masterposts be like #but hhhhhhhh

[pansyfemme]

i am not feeling good 😧

#god i fucking hope im not sick #im gonna sleep on it and if i dont feel good in the morning ill try and find a covid test #but hhhhhhhh #i rlly hope its not covid ive never had it before.

[siniov]

im doing what i think will be a very long term creative project i think it'll probably end up taking at least a year if i stick with it but idk why im pretty good at world building and stuff when i daydream but getting something down on paper while im actively thinking is impossible

#i straight up have no ideas for anything ever #also no technical skills to bring it to life #will try to learn video editing and stuff #but hhhhhhhh #idk #screeching

[forecast-rain]

I wonder if it's bad that I'm posting so much of my thought process behind this au?

#cloud posts #claire oopsie moment au #cause I'm thinking about like... isn't this spoilers in a way? #but then again... #hmm... #well anyways #ask blog would probably be set before claire & the guys meet again #but hhhhhhhh

[factorialsotherfandoms]

... No, I'm still too tired for audio input siiiiigh. I wanna watch things but my brain is bad atm ;-;

#i think i killed it with doc's hermitcraft video followed by meeting yesterday #and like 0 regrets #but hhhhhhhh #my finger hurts i can't write much more and wheelchair on charge so kinda trapped and siiigh #factorial chatter #maybe a bath then try either finish this scene (making me 3/6 done) or try something small

[thenightthatendsatlast]

i find a certain irony in the fact that my pursuit of finally getting anxiety medication is making me quite anxious

#it’s happening MUCH FASTER than i expected #this is a very good thing #but hhhhhhhh #cw anxiety

[arsgoetiq]

i've only watched half episode of black mirror in my life because i don't have the guts but umm hello??¿ this poster????

#not me simping for a black mirror cover #but hhhhhhhh #nghhnhg #happy pride #🏳‍🌈 #im printing it to decorate my bedroom