#BE RIGHT BACK: Blog Updates

[kissahten]

Anyway, I'm going to spend this weekend fixing up my muselists and blog in general. I've already gone ahead and soft blocked half of the people I had so if you're still around, that means I WANT to interact with you. I'll start posting wanted plots for muses and plotting calls hopefully by the end of the weekend.

And just to be self indulgent, I do think I'm going to add a new page to my muse roster for on-request horror muses. Since I am iconless already, I don't think it'll make a huge impact on how I operate already and I will be posting tw tags for themes such as: gore, violence, stalking, etc. Though if particular muses do bother you, they will always be tagged and I will not be upset if you blacklist them. I want to be respectful to those who have stuck around for a while. I love y'all MWAH.

Until then pls don't look at my muselist it's so messy it makes me want to cry.

#BE RIGHT BACK: Blog Updates

[front-facing-pokemon]

#something is very obviously different about these two compared to my normal images on this blog. i acknowledge this #also the sv model is Really good. and since they always stare straight at the camera anyway… and no one pays attention to the background… #and the only high-quality phantump model i could find was so horribly shiny that its eyes were just white voids #in my defense‚ phantump always just stare straight at you in game #the lighting is different‚ yeah. that's probably the dead giveaway. beyond the background. but like. i'm the only being on the planet who #really likes phantump anyway. i feel like it's a generally forgettable pokémon to most folks #phantump #HELLO this one is a weird one. i have some explaining to do. so when i did this one i didn't know how to edit models really at all #and when i got the models for these‚ the xy models were super shiny. shiny to the point that it made their eyes fuckin invisible #and i decided that since you could barely tell it was phantump‚ i needed a different way to get these images #i remembered that in the SV dlc‚ every time you find a wild phantump‚ it just fucking. stares. at you. and i was like. aha #i kinda remembered because of the test stream that i did. tumblr user alligayytorr (am i getting the right amount of Ys) said #“haha i am getting a sneak peek” when i zoomed the camera in on a phantump. and i remembered that. and i was like. i can utilize this #and ended up using just an in-game screenshot of SV in replacement of the regular content. later on‚ after that #once we got into gen 7 and it became less and less reliable to find models‚ i had to learn how to edit them manually to remove the shine #i am a software dev. not a 3d modeler. this ended up coming down to editing the code of the models directly (which i ended up writing a #script to automate). now‚ today‚ january 22nd (the day of me writing these tags and updating this post)‚ i remembered this post was in the #queue and was not normal. so i went back‚ ran the script on the phantump and trevenant models‚ and unshinified them #then edited these two posts to be normal. i have left the original pictures i took under the cut for reference and as bonuses #because i really enjoy phantump. so that's why those images are there‚ and that's why these tags are here #just for posterity's sake‚ the folks who come here mostly for my commentary‚ i've left the ORIGINAL tags of the post when i initially #made it with the SV pictures up at the top (i wanted to rearrange them‚ but tumblr makes that Very difficult‚ so i left them as-is) #so if these tags are confusing to read i Apologize. but i hope now that you're at the bottom you understand what happened #i'm gonna go edit the trevenant post now

[the-empress-7]

"I wish that Heaven had visiting hours And I would ask them if I could take you home But I know what they'd say, that it's for the best So I will live life the way you taught me And make it on my own"

Visiting Hours by Ed Sheeran

#blog update #life is busy and overwhelming right now and I wish I had time to blog #in other news #nothing has changed #I still stan William and Catherine #I hope to be back soon #take care

[peppizza-au]

Ok, if you don't feel like drawing your story, you can always put it in text form. we won't be mad. i just want to know what happens next

hey, i understand if you didnt mean anything malicious, but please dont do this, guys. even if i change to an easier format, im still not obligated to give you guys content, and ive currently been exhausted with work and other personal projects. i may get it again at some point, but i currently have no motivation to update this blog specifically, and i heavily struggle with motivation already. i honestly thought itd be a miracle if i even got halfway through this story before losing my drive, but i wanted to try anyway.

forcing myself to create for an optional project i started for fun purely to meet demand isnt healthy for me, will result in a dramatic drop in quality for updates, and possibly ruin the story i want to tell. an unfinished story is better than a rushed and half-hearted one.

it really warms my heart how many people love this blog, and im not exaggerating when i say i read and appreciate every single ask (that isnt blatantly mean-spirited). but im a human, not a machine. if peppizza doesnt continue, its for a good reason. if peppizza does continue, it will continue with time. please think before sending asks like this, even though im pretty sure it wasnt intended to be impatient or inconsiderate, it absolutely comes off that way.

thats all for now, thank you for reading.

#ooc #im already falling behind on the many projects and obligations im committed to right now #adding updating this blog back on the list when i cant genuinely work on it would be insanely harmful to my mental health

[gremlinhourz]

i hate tumblrmart i hate tumblr live i hate the tumblr app put the blog tab and search tab back where they are supposed to be

#like i have tumblr live snoozed so idrc about it #but tumblrmart?!? #wtf are you talking about?! #if i can snooze it do what you want #like i understand and appreciate why tumblr is selling merch but like you dont have to reorder the whole app because of it #this may just be some temporary joke from the tumblr staff and i look like a fool playing right into their handa #but like no stop changing where buttons are i am old and like consistently #okay update i dont actually hate tumblrmart but i am begging them to put the blog tab back

[ask-imaginary-dreamers]

Flicker, Fade, Casey, and Begonia sit under a tree, a picnic basket just out of view. They’re all chatting happily.

Ask them something?

#pokeask #pokemon askblog #pokemon ask blog #ic #flicker zorua #begonia deerling #fade houndoom #casey grookey #also i have updated the ask hints! they are all up to date now #probably won’t actually answer asks I get right away but! figured maybe as well open them again. #also back to old pin but hhh it is very old art so I will be making a new non-arc specific pinned art. soon.

[sanchoyoscribbles]

Its UPDATING! The first pages are out NOW!

[READ TOKYO MIRACLE HERE! ✨]

This is old promo art I made back in...2022? In the back of my mind I always wanted to retry making tm2 as a webcomic...this was going to be the lil post I made to reblog whenever new pages went up, but I decided not to do that and instead post page previews weekly (over at @tokyomiracle) I can def do better lettering now, but I still think this art is pretty dang cute so I thought I'd share it 😊

#tokyo mew mew #magical girls #webcomics #tmm oc #fan mews #original #comic #tokyo miracle #tm2 #but last post abt the comic on this (my art blog!) blog if u want more news + updates u gotta follow @tokyomiracle!!! go go go!!! #wil also not be spamming the tmm tag every update so like. yeah follow that blog if u want news!!! #if u were following that blog u would have seen the ~midnight release~ for the first few pages hehe :3c #only doing that for new years bc i woke up to post then went right back to sleep and i am Not doing that everytime lol <3

[objecthusbandry]

added upcoming caresheets to the masterlist - i'll work on them as soon as i'm able!! let me know if i missed any

#blog updates #not husbandry #(( sorry for lack of caresheets lately )) #(( my special interest right now is consuming me but i wanna get back into writing these because they're fun ))

[loulines]

June 21st, 2020. We were in the middle of the first wave of a global pandemic, the entire world turned upside down.

Season 7 of The Clone Wars ended less than two months before. And on that day I did something that would forever change my life.

I joined a rexsoka group chat.

It was a small group, since Tumblr group chats weren't really big to begin with. And it was rexsoka, after all, I remember when we had only about 300 fics on AO3 at the time. I remember being very anxious about joining because I felt that I'm not gonna fit in and no one would like me.

If only I knew...

That moment was the beginning of the biggest rollercoaster of my life, full of both the happiest, and the most heartbreaking memories.

The group chat moved to Discord well before Tumblr removed the bugged and broken feature, to the server owned by the most amazing person I have ever known. The members joined and left, but a portion of the OG members have become my closest friends. We shared secrets with each other that we'd never share with anyone else, we joked, laughed, argued... But we'd still stick together, even if we spent less time interacting.

In the meantime I started drawing again, after being art blocked for years. Even though I will never get close to the most popular artists in the fandom, I was still shocked at the amount of feedback I've received. I will be forever grateful for that.

Then I moved on from reading fics to writing my own stories, and I even collabed on a fic, which I never thought I would do. It was amazing.

Over those 3 years I've done things I never would've expected myself to do before.

Both good and horrible things...

Now, 3 years later, on June 21st, 2023...

I don't know what I'm doing anymore... I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know what to believe in anymore...

I kept hurting people, especially those closest to me, and I kept hurting myself.

Those anniversaries were always very important to me, because it was about meeting my dear friends.

But this anniversary...

I will spend attending my very first therapist appointment.

I don't even know what to expect from it, I'm beyond terrified. I'm terrified of the things I have to confess to them. I'm terrified of sharing my story and my problems with them because those memories make my heart bleed. I'm terrified of the diagnosis I might get or that the only "diagnosis" I will get will be the fact that I'm fucked up and just a terrible person in general.

But I have to do it. It's not only for myself, but in the majority it is. Because the only other option I have left would result in my name being put on my grave...

I don't know what will happen on the 4th anniversary. I no longer look into the future with anticipation. The past seems so distant nowadays and the present... Just is.

I want to thank everyone who's left a like, a comment, or a reblog on my posts. I'd like to thank each and every of my followers. I'd especially like to thank all my friends, the ones still around for still putting up with my bullshit, and to those I cannot talk to anymore, for putting up with my bullshit in the past. Thank you for the amazing memories.

And I'm sorry for all the trouble and drama I've caused.

I hope you guys stay healthy.

Maybe once I fix my mental health I'll go back to drawing and writing. And I'll stop being so overdramatic in my posts. And in my life as well.

x

#I haven't checked the blogs of my mutuals in over 6 months and I hate it #because I've missed very important life updates from some of them #I hope you guys are alright #I'm in a very slow process of getting my shit back together #although sometimes it feels like I'm taking two steps back for every step forward #the song I linked is from my favorite artist #and this song perfectly sums up my life right now #it's in Dutch though so you might have to google the translation #I could understand some of it without translating because I'm currently learning Dutch #not that important though #end of tag spam #tumbleweed field

[mobiused]

Hey, I remember a while back you posted about how JJs entire business strategy with loona was sabotaging them, and I do remember hearing somewhere that he sabotaged them on purpose... Do you remember where he said that? It just seems especially relevant what with these teasers coming out

JJ has never on paper talked about wanting to specifically keep LOONA underground - it was a common belief that orbits held that turned into "it came out of jaden's mouth directly" and people just assumed he said it somewhere amidst the hundreds of blogposts hes made. So that was espoused as fact, and then the JJ dicksuckers said it was a complete lie made up by orbits to make him look bad because there was no direct quote. But thats a whole other thing. Originally, the idea was that JJ intentionally restricted their promotion because the promotions were so small, and there was one blog post that *alluded* to him liking the notion of a mystery group;

"I was going to make a mystery filled girl group. In the age of information excess. In age of knowing too much too easily and information overflowing, I realised I wanted to make the greatest group that couldn't be known." <- this was back in 2012, arguably about lovelyz but vague enough to be about his general attitude to girl groups. To be honest it doesn't fit in well with the work he did with Lovelyz but does fit way more with LOONA & his ambitions of making unknowable lore, so shrug.

#sidenote im kind of realising that yukika's neon almost certainly only got popular thanks to orbits #right? #i don't remember how it blew up but seeing jaden work on it and it being the next blog update after xx that was back when people still like #him #ppl keeping tabs -> people tuning in -> the yukikavirus spreading #i should translate all of jaden's old blog posts one day #theyre stomach churning in such a strange way #the 9/11 reference ? #and the damn karl marx fx email...........

[fuckyeahyukiharu]

yOU ALL IM LAUGHING SO HARD

The archive is still there too, and all those fans who created works in the past still deserve some attention too, so please check out the archive if you haven't in a while and if you're also missing Tsuritama!!

Also, if you're interested, please check out my YukiHaru A.M.V \o/ (Made a few years back for YukiHarus shared birthdays specifically!)

{All I did was reblog some old gifs I missed to keep blog active, but I'm glad if people still appreciate this blog existing!!!}

(I may also have another A.M.V. or two planned for future years, if I can finish them in decent time!)

#fyeahyukiharu posts #fyeahyukiharu personal #fyeahyukiharu update #fyeahyukiharu blog #fyeahyukiharu tags #yukiharu fandom #(I was really surprised to see even a few people might be around because when I posted the A.M.V. things seemed really slow!!) #(Yes I'm still alive!!) #(THANKFULLY) #(I've also somehow avoided catching Covid this long but man Id be happy if I never caught it ever {Disabled}) #({since years before I even made this blog but right around when I was making it also the hyperthyroidism I never talked about}) #(Lets Just Say Last 10+ Years or So Had Experiences) #(If theres still fan base interest around I'll see if I can drop an image set later on or two again) #(Most of my fav scenes have been posted already I think but theres a small handful of ones people missed posting in full!) #(Like the scene I posted before even if it wasnt specifically YukiHaru {but YukiHaru relevant when it came to Sanadas + plot}) #(I also used to rp Haru for about two years back around 2k14 and super miss that too) #(So I do definitely still get nostalgic for it but if people were wondering about me I just want everyone to know I'm ok + still around!!) #(I think I did miss some art posts in recent years so I'll see what I can still find at some point and queue those too!)

[thebeatenandthedamned]

I’m back, I’m ok guys… I just needed time but I’m alright now. I decided I’m not going to abandon the blog I’m going to continue updating and posting on here, I just needed a little break - but I’m going to stay in the fan base and fandom for now.

#sorry about this #you must find me annoying and I don’t blame you #or confusing if you didn’t see my earlier post #I guess I’m weird like that #thanks for your patience #and understanding #I’ll try not to leave again #I’m just going through a hard time right now #so apologies for being a little unstable #but i’m back #personal #update #life update #blog update

[gir-posting]

good morrow geeks ive officially converted my informational carrd into a neocities website and it is a beauty. it's intended for people that don't know where to start with the walten files and its supplemental stuff (fjw.com, fck9, the other channels, etc) so it has links to everything you'd need to see to get into it. take a look :P

#twf #the walten files #also it's linked on my desktop blog page 👍 #update hmm. well this does Not display right on mobile but uh. oh well #feck it i made a cool site now its everyones problem LOL #might put the locket back eventually it holds a special place in my heart

[girlwiththegreenhat]

you ever hate on something you've never played/watched/read for what are still moderately good reasons given the circumstances, and then decide to go and play/watch/read the thing just to be fair. just to give it a chance

and then you were not only Right but its Worse Somehow and you're actually just more pissed off now

#liz blogs #vocaloid #this post is about project se\\kai. what a garbage ass replacement of project diva oh my god #i dont care about any of these random ass teenagers why does my vocaloid game have all these other guys in it #why are there 238928934 currencies why does it take so long to unlock new songs its just all too much and so convoluted #i wanted a rhythm game not a rhythm game that takes a backseat to visual novel and gacha game and watch 3298 ads #GET THIS OTHER BULLSHIT OUTTA HERE #i thought rhythm game on a touchscreen was a bad enough idea but i wanted to be FAIR because project diva doesnt get updated anymore #even though that was THE vocaloid game for a fucking decade and they replaced it with hot flaming dogshit oh my god #its just every other fucking mobile game im gonna start biting people #im in my Hater Year but i'm actually fucking right about everything aaaAAAAAAAAA #and look. i didn't play it for too long because it was just too fucking annoying and overwhelming. but it seems like you can only #play x amount of songs in a day before you run out of energy. which you need to Buy #you get more when you level up! it recharges! but it seems that it takes longer and longer to do that #thts the only Complaint i have that i cant actually verify because i would need to play longer and i am Not doing that #but if im right. thats the biggest load of shit of all #just go back to making project diva games. let me pay for the game so i can play interrupted without all this other BS in my face #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #the like... two little visual novel bits i saw that Just had vocaloids in them were cute. i will be real with u. but who are these like #six teams of random ass teenagers i dont know and dont care about. why did u put non vocaloids in da vocaloid game. are you nuts #maybe i just need to figure out how to mod project diva cuz at this point lord knows theyre not doing anything else with it #if you wanted to have other characters sega do u know how many Other vocaloids there are. you didnt have to invent random boring teenagers #pullin a fuckin transformers and backseating your Title Characters to a bunch of random ass humans im not here for #except you charlie watson from bumblebee i love you mwah

[galaxies-unknown]

Hey, guys. It’s- been a while, again. Haven’t really posted here aside from signal boosts since March... My energy has remained on my little passion idea, and... I don’t have energy for anything else. My panic attacks have begun to calm down, but I did end up reverting back to being on melatonin and caffeine... So, yeah.

TL;DR: The hiatus continues, may become a full-blown archive. RP’ing on Discord only, for now. Doing better, mentally and physically.

I figure this fixation of mine on MHA won’t last a full-blown year, but it’s... possible. It’s certainly looking that way, since it’s been about seven months, and Toshinori Yagi continues to infiltrate my every thought. In that time, I had a few thoughts- and honestly, I considered archiving all my RP blogs on Tumblr entirely, because I feel bad staying away so long and claiming I’m ‘on hiatus’, when all my energy is on one fictional guy.

I also considered making new multis- dropping the muse list down even further, and just keeping my Sonic muses, KS, Queen Chrysalis, and Yagi/Fin. Technically, I already have the potential Sonic and KS multis already made, and the YagiFin one has been around for a while... But I still only have energy and desire for the one idea.

So the hiatus is going to continue. Most likely, it will end in an archive. Also potentially, I will return once my energy for Toshi has waned enough that I feel a desire to come back here more than just keep everyone else happy because I loved all we built.

From the dynamics of Velte with Dusk, to the friendship of Peach and Rouge with Bel, to the Sensei family chaos with S-Mun... I do love everything that was made here. I loved chatting with all of you, and I do hope we can continue to do so- I’m just not high-energy in those fandoms right now, nor will I probably be for a while longer. I’m not gonna ask you guys to stick around, especially with how the hiatus has been going on for two months, and probably won’t be ending soon, if it even does.

I’ve by-and-large swapped to RP’ing on Discord for the time being, and accepting very few RP partners at a time.- All of whom are MHA RP’rs, since that’s what my brain is stuck on like a broken record...

I’m available on Discord, under Writer#7548, if anyone wants to still chat. I recently culled my friends list of people I figured wouldn’t want to contact me/I haven’t spoken to in ages/didn’t get anywhere with, so apologies if you find that I’m no longer on your friends list. You can feel free to re-add me if such a thing has taken place.

I am still faintly active on Tumblr, but that’s under a new main that is NOT devoted to RP. I won’t be giving out the tag unless asked, since I know y’all are RP’rs and... This is kinda me saying my goodbye. I don’t know if it’s forever, I want to make it permanent and just come back or stay away- but I’m not sure what it is, if I’ll be back, all the things... I just hope you all do well. I love you mates, and thank you for the 4+ years of crazy Tumblr RP chaos. Please remember to take care of yourselves, and do what makes you happy (within reason).

#a million worlds/a million ideas | mun #//I dunno #//just wanted to update you all since it's been a while #//but yeah #//blogs that weren't dedicated to RP will be sent under the other ma1n #//while I see if this fixation of mine either sticks around or chills so I can slide back to RPing in other fandoms #//I'm only RP'ing on D1sc0rd right now and even that's with a very select few ppl #//I love you all #//thank you for the memories- just in case this really is my goodbye from the main Tumblr RPC #//may be deleted if I ever slide away from hiatus/potential archive