#Anyone else that would be some bullshit

[zeb-z]

on a less serious side, bad and foolish having witnesses who are somewhat normal and regular to their usual strange and deranged antics is so hysterical. bad playing the role of kidnapped and felon this time around, letting himself get captured, pretending to be soooo guilty and talking like he’s actually gonna snitch. foolish doing it half for fun, half for show, because he knows cellbit is the killer already - he just needs nails for bad’s coffin because he’s gonna be the scapegoat, and he’s bored. if they were alone maybe they’d trade more intel - they’re on the same page but can’t exactly confirm nor allude to that with an audience, so it just devolves into their usual antics. meanwhile bagi is sweating and convinced bad is definitely about to spill everything she’s told him, falling for bad’s little ‘oh I’m so easily caught and convinced’ act harder than anyone else, trying to avoid bad’s arrest or worse, cellbit’s - while really what’s going on is bad and foolish’s homoerotic batshit insane cop and robber routine, where you’re not sure if someone’s getting arrested or if they’re about to make out. and aypierre is just there

#like foolish and bad are engaging in the wildest ‘yes and…’ per usual but bagi is normal and genuinely concerned for bad jfjskgkdkej #I love bagi man whenever bad does his usual bit (lying for fun) (pushing buttons) she takes it so seriously like you’ll get used to it soon #and like yeah he did really want some info out of bad their bullshit usually ends in informational exchanges one way or another but like #idk it really is ‘they know eachother better than anyone else’ in the most batshit way possible. immortal nonsense I suppose #bad and foolish who would commit war crimes against one another to the horror of everyone else but that’s just like fun bonding for them #why are they landduo when they should really be batshit fucking insane duo 🤨 #mcyt #qsmp #q!bbh #q!foolish #q!bagi #bbh #foolish gamers #oibagi #z speaks

[zerodaryls]

i often find myself questioning reality and i'm thinking that maybe people shouldn't let their 8 year olds watch The Truman Show (1998) because it might actually create lasting psychological damage

#anyone else see The Truman Show as a kid and still catch themselves wondering if the entire world is a Set Up or nah?? 👀 #like i know it's a pretty narcissistic concept to believe the entire world revolves around you lmao but i mean. the paranoia sometimes... #i genuinely 100% blame that movie for this #like i actually think that if i'd never seen that movie then i would just dilly dally on my way through life #never questioning the very fabric of my existence #...i mean realizing that christianity was bullshit might've still ended up doing a number on me #but like. HELL what if watching that movie opened my brain up to be ABLE to consider that my concept of reality (in which YAHWEH is real) #was actually bullshit. and i needed that movie in order to be able to eventually break free from the bullshit. #who knows lmao #but dear god... the other day i was driving #and i noticed that most of the cars would like. ease off the brakes jUST BEFORE the light turned green. like they KNEW. #and logically i'm like. 'that is because they are watching the cross traffic slow down and anticipating their turn.' #but Truman Syndrome Brain was like 'THEY HAVE CUES. THE DIRECTOR IS TELLING THEM TO GET READY TO GO.' #which is dumb bc if i were running a large scale program and had actors driving around i'd just tell them to follow the basic traffic rules #but ya know. the 'Truman Syndrome' or 'Truman Show Delusion' is a legit thing. there's a Wikipedia article on it. lmao #that shit done fucked some of us up :| #unreality #unreality tw #my posts #ramblings #my life is not nearly interesting enough to warrant a tv show #...but then again neither was Truman's. which was the point.

[archduke-enver-gortash]

posting on here is like my sisyphean boulder i'm constantly rolling tbh

#god i am trying so hard to just have fun and be myself #but when i do that i'm immediately a strange outsider creep #and since i can't really mask my version of masking is just not talking and then obviously you don’t find any joy in fandom spaces either #i will always be a shitty unlikable freak no matter how much i pretend otherwise. it was obvious from the start that getting involved in #fandom spaces was a fucking mistake. it's always a mistake because you're some laughing stock at best and a horrifying freak at worst #i don't blame people for not liking me i've realised what an awful person i am long ago #but it's always so hard witnessing something like fun social groups from the sidelines knowing you'll never be a part of it #this is why my mental state has been deteriorating so severely in the last few months. that Realisation once again nothing fucking changed #i know it's stupid to get so upset over fandom but it's only a pattern for me #i stopped trying to be friends with people when i was a teenager because it hasn't worked a single time #this attempt at integrating myself into the wotr and bg3 fandom by sharing my shit was just one mistake #gortash/zeke is so different from anybody else’s work and i wish i could find joy in something that it isn’t fucking deranged but i can’t #like yes it’s just fandom bullshit! gortash/zeke is a fucking oc x canon ship! why am i getting so upset over it! #i love writing them. i’ve never been this happy writing anything. and it’s entirely indicative of a common pattern in my life #when i earnestly share parts of myself/things i’m passionate about people get creeped out. and honestly? rightfully so #i would leave the discord servers i’m in because it’s fucking crushing me dude. this is so petty but i’m so jealous of what you people have #but in one i am server owner and i don’t want to just dump that responsibility onto someone else and then dip #and in the other two i’m not sure anyone would even notice that i’m gone but i still worry about being rude #though i’m not entirely sure i didn’t get invited to one of those just so people could laugh at me. idk probably just being paranoid but i #it’s been gnawing at me #ok no if i’m being this vulnerable on tunglr.com i can also say that part of me staying is also still having the hope that i could fit in #one day. logically i know it won’t happen but it’s nice to have hope sometimes #watching you all from through the window having fun like a creep #so yeah. i’ve always felt like this but it’s been rapidly getting worse with my failed attempt at the bg3 fandom #idk just been crying non-stop for the last few hours. went through an entire pack of tissues in an hour it’s very disgusting #they’re all lying around me as i’m typing this like a pillowfort of snot lmao #so yeah. idk. if someone could come over and lobotomise me that’d be nice. orin where are you when we need you most #i never had any friends irl so i foolishly gave this a shot. i’m sorry #also doesn’t help that i can see someone dropping me for people that are easier to be around in irl rn #it just hurts because it’s always like that. someone you are around when you have no other option at best. not even that sometimes

[our-summer-is-winter]

Damn I always feel so nervous when I publish my writing. Won't sleep tonight for sure

#also some fact that i don't really want to include in the story footnotes but. beyond from one of my stories is partially based on #someone once close to my heart #(although the person i knew just ended identifying as nonbinary) #miss u babyperson #(it's a joke okay i wouldn't in my right mind ever call anymone like that) #and partially on my own struggles with gender #i know it's “controversial” confession in some circles but there was a time when i thought im a trans men #and i haven't stop because “r*dic*l fem*nism made me see the light” or “i realized it's a Woke Agenda meant to kill your children” or some #other bullshit #i just. can't really explain it. i drifted out of it #maybe partially because self exploration was also tied to great discrimination to me and most people were uhh very unkind about it #and im not saying this alone can turn anyone into being cis. just that it does matter on some level #then i learned about concept of being nonbinary but i felt like it also didn't suit me well #ended at using “cis woman” label but it's just out of convince really #i don't know what - and who - i am #if i had to pick a label i would call myself genderqueer i think?? #and i remember how i wrote a poem where i said i feel like a man badly dressed up as a woman who tries desperately to be seen as one #there are days when im fully fine with like. cis label and nothing else #other days i feel dysphoric af #idk venting mode off

[trans-leek-cookie]

as a certified Aromantic Asexual (I should make myself a certificate) I genuinely don't Believe there is systemic oppression that specifically targets Aromantic or Asexual people.

I do however believe that people Cannot be normal about ppl who don't have sex or romantic relationships, and that can Really Impact Aromantic And Asexual People.

Also like. Aros n aces are still. Experiences Other forms of oppression that can interact with the aro and/or ace-ness

#Like. Woman doesn't get married. Maybe aro maybe illegal for her to marry who she wants maybe no fuckin reason. She's probably gonna get #Some shit for it but that's primarily misogyny. While it does affect aro ppl disproportionately bc. Yeah. It's not based on them being #Aro it's a conicindental intersection. Also can y'all be normal about sex and virgins #Anyway slightly related dreaming of a world in which it was better acknowledged that sex repulsion while common for ace ppl #Was not synonymous w being ace so we avoided the ace discord phenomenon that a bunch of gay/lesbian/bi ppl mis identified as ace #Bc they couldn't deal w the idea of having sex w a person of the same gender #With the idea of actually having sex bc it was treated as gross (sex repulsion as a result of society) or that trauma survivors #Misidentified as ace bc they had issues w sex bc trauma. Also that sex repulsion wasnt like an identity but rather a Symptom that could be #Either a problem or neutral. Who else's brain was boiled by ace and also inclus/exclus discord and came out thinking everyone was fucking #Stupid. Like both sides had Points but it was mostly just bullshit and no one fucking talking. Also ppl kept talking about ace ppl #''stealing resources'' and multiple ppl joked Abt that which is a problem bc that means. A BUNCH OF LGBT PPL DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHAT RESOURCE #THEY HAD (anyway looking back on it. Idk if ace ppl were even taking up resources or anything like the common example was LGBT shelters #Bc like if u were gay u might be kicked out of a normal shelter but if u were ace u would probably not get kicked out so if an ace person #Went to an LGBT shelter then they might've taken a bed from someone who needed it more which. I guess is theoretically possible but also id #If that ever fucking. Was something to actually give a shit Abt. Correct me if I'm wrong) #ALSO the idea of ''all gay ppl should go to hell'' ''oh do bi ppl only half go to hell?'' sure thats probably a problem but also. A LOT OF #THOSE WERE EVERYONE DOING IT INCLUDING GAY PPL? LIKE THE FUCKING ''ALL GAY PPL SHOULD BE ON AN ISLAND AND THE POPULATION AUFNFJNSAJ'' #like does anyone else remember that. Everyone was making those stupid fucking jokes. This is just a rant Abt me being on Tumblr without an #Account for years and the psychic damage I've accrued. Anyway fuck AO3 goodbye

[be-the-glenn-to-my-maggie]

Fetishistic content anon here. So those questions were coming from a place of good faith, but you're right, I was asking them in a snarky tone. I shouldn't have done that and I apologise for it. I was genuinely curious about your responses to those questions, though.

I appreciate your answer. It's helped me see a bit more of your perspective. I disagree with it, but I appreciate you taking the time to answer and won't be bothering you any more. If you're interested in a respectful discussion around dark fic and such, I would totally be interested in engaging in that, but if not, I very much understand. Take care!

I very much appreciate the chill response anon, genuinely nothing makes me happier. I apologize if I jumped down your throat, you are not the first ask I've gotten on this subject and it can feel like it's the same person over and over if it's all anonymous.

You can for sure send me whatever you'd like to discuss about dark fic, I am cool with all discussions when people are being reasonable and coming from a good place. I don't mind dark fic, I read some dark fics; I've also read both Lolita (and seen the movie) and Flowers in the Attic, and It is my favorite book and it famously contains a very odd child orgy. Criticisms for that content should and do exist. Dark fic is a very wide category of content though, and I made my stance as clear as I could. I think people misunderstand me when they read it. They are topics that deserve to be taken with the upmost sincerity and seriousness, not as a smut oneshot or a disturbed dark romance plot.

#curse my kubrick class for all my lolita knowledge #but yeah people say they're like dead dove experts or some shit #dead dove is a tag to warn readers to take all other tags really seriously #i don't understand why anyone would rally around that tag #its like relishing in writing things that are extra triggering #i've never met anyone in the writing world that excited over a trigger warning #you are encouraged to state a warning clearly or mark it clearly on your manuscript and then give nothing else #no writer is excited about providing one bc it spoils your story by giving the reader an expectation and then it can turn readers away #it's one more publishing hurdle #melissa's asks #melissa bullshit #melissa does discourse

[kasarian]

tumblrs been pissing me off lately more than not so im just gonna fuck off for a while.

#again not like anyone else that isnt liam would care honestly #but yeah ive been more pissed than not #people coming out and supporting a/i and others spouting transphobic bullshit #man do i Quit #i give. im focusing on irl for now #kas speaks #if you wanna ask me about my ocs for some reason just dm for a dc server link #or something #send an ask ?

[kanansdume]

Wow what a wonderful day to remember that practically every character in Star Wars goes through some sort-of horrific trauma and feels outcast somehow and only, like, one of them goes on to become a horrific fascist misgoynistic racist child murderer.

Two, if we take the dude who intentionally styled himself after the first horrific fascist misogynistic racist child murderer into account.

What a wonderful day to remember that Leia Organa, Luke Skywalker, Obi-Wan Kenobi, Kanan Jarrus, Hera Syndulla, Sabine Wren, Ezra Bridger, Garrazeb Orrelios, Ahsoka Tano, Jyn Erso, Chirrut Imwe, Baze Malbus, Cassian Andor, Bodhi Rook, Tala Durith, Reva Sevander, Kawlan Roken, Bail Organa, Breha Organa, Mon Mothma, any and every other Jedi and Rebel you can probably think of off the top of your head are all intentional foils to the guy who keeps choosing to be a horrific fascist misogynitic racist child murderer for the majority of his life.

What a wonderful day to remember that all of these characters overcome tragedy and are offered opportunities to make the wrong choices and ultimately choose to actually make a difference and do good and make amends for any mistakes they have made, and uh. The fascist misgoynistic racist child murderer... does not.

#leia organa #obi-wan kenobi #kanan jarrus #ezra bridger #hera syndulla #luke skywalker #might be the wrong franchise but #as melinda may would say #they all had traumas. didn't turn any of them into horrific fascist misogynistic racist child murderers. #to anyone else who wants to come in and offer up some anakin apologia and anti jedi bullshit to any post i make #fuck off #blocked #this is an anti anakin space #fascinating character #absolute shitheel of a person who deserved a painful death #literally everyone except like palpatine is a foil for what anakin SHOULD'VE been and WASN'T #by CHOICE #BY CHOICE BY CHOICE BY CHOICE #YES #HE MADE CHOICES #FROM THE MOMENT WE MEET HIM AT NINE HE MAKES CHOICES #YEAH WOW NEWSFLASH NINE YEAR OLDS MAKE CHOICES #CRAZY #SOME OF THEM ARE SHITHEELS

[coldgoldlazarus]

Something ironic in how Prime 2 is so heavily dark and spooky, and probably the most consistent in that compared to most of the other games, but is also kinda the last time (chronologically speaking) that Samus has gotten to enjoy an uncomplicated win.

#not a reblog #metroid #metroid prime #also something something #the tension between Samus's well-earned status #as the most unstoppable force of nature badass in the galaxy #and the universe she's in being such a hostile fucked-up place #that she still goes through some absolute bullshit #later down the line #that would have completely broken anyone else

[ozlices]

really fucking sucks that it does not matter how openly we cry about how fucked up we are after everything this year has put us through, we are just. ignored. like. we're very open about having abandonment issues & a burden complex, but nobody gives a fuck abt ensuring that isn't. you know. constantly fueled in the aftermath of all the shit this year put us through.

we haven't suffered in silence. quite the opposite. but we're literally just. ignored. & left to rot. no matter how transparent we are abt how badly we're doing. & it sucks. like it's getting to a point where we're genuinely starting to get apathetic towards our friends & we don't fucking care to fight it off anymore.

if my friends were posting the kinda shit we do during our meltdowns, id be rushing to call them as soon as i could. maybe im just different. maybe im just a dumbass for caring so goddamn much! cause jfc it clearly isn't mutual no matter what!

how am i supposed to fight off my persecutor telling me nobody fucking loves me bc i don't deserve it when i can beg for somebody to lend their hand to me, & all i get is silence.

we haven't been checked up on. anyone we used to talk to daily has just decided we're too depressing or whatever to be around, i guess. like. idk what anyone wants from us anymore. i really fucking don't. all we want is to have somebody give a shit abt us & fucking MEAN it. actually be there for us. actually take care of us the same way we take care of everybody else.

but nah nah instead we're just. having our complexes fueled. our persecutor's ammo refilled, meanwhile we're left with nothing. absolutely fucking nothing.

the best relationship of our lives couldn't even last longer than a month & no matter what, we can't fight being made to feel like we just weren't worth keeping around.

we've never escaped being "too depressed to handle" as our token in a friend group, but like. idk. maybe if we weren't made to constantly feel so fucking alone & like nobody genuinely gives a shit abt us, we'd be able to At Least cope a bit better.

idek what to do or say anymore. like our persecutor gets on our ass for saying "nobody cares" like "oh well you're just being manipulative & fishing." bitch i GENUINELY fucking feel like nobody fucking cares about me & not a single goddamn person has tried to significantly fight that notion to any genuine degree.

it'll be fought with filler words in the moment, but again. nobody checks on us. nobody just randomly tells us they love us and care about us. nobody does the little things we've always done for our loved ones we know are going through rough times. even if we directly tell people it helps. so, what the fuck else am i sposed to say or think.

im tired of feeling like this. im tired of being lonely, and unloved, and uncared for, and like it's all fucking pointless. im tired.

i just feel like we're just forgotten about until we're needed. but when we are the ones who need someone else to help us? well, we can just fucking rot, then. i guess. we're just an annoying burden who's too depressing to be around. not worth any genuine effort. and we cannot keep fighting that notion when nobody gives a shit to stand with us against it.

#mine #vent// #i just had to get this out. like it's to a point where it's even significantly hurting our little. #they often are the one making our statuses the way they are on our priv discord #& like. idk. v much fucking sucks ppl KNOW we have a little in our system who tends to front the most #the statuses on the acc are not some uwu im depwessed moment. it's a little being hurt & crying for help #& just. being ignored. like... idk. idk what to do or say or think anymore. wtf are any of us sposed to do w this. #what does anyone want from us. we've been open abt how brutal this year has been. how badly off we are #& our health has only gotten WORSE & worse. we have no idea what's even going on w our body anymore #but like! the aspect of maybe smth is seriously wrong & we could be hospitalized or need surgery is just like. #cool i literally do not fucking care bc nobody else would. so what's the point! #im tired of being in pain and suffering alone. it hurts & it's cruel & it all feels so empty. #i just dont fucking know what to fucking do anymore. none of us do. #we just usually sit in a circle in the front & hold each other to avoid having a breakdown/meltdown everyday #bc we feel so suffocated by the loneliness & misery & having to fight it on our own. #fucking... bullshit. i wish i could stop caring i hate having a heart it isn't worth it i wanna tear it out

[arielmagicesi]

there are absolutely some terrible teachers in the world but idk why people think that the problems in the school system are the fault of teachers. as if policymakers, administrators, and board members don’t exist or something, and as if teachers don’t often get fired or at least severely get in trouble for trying to make the slightest positive changes in the classroom

#the idea that anyone would go through the bullshit rigamarole of teacher certification #and go every day to the exhausting not-that-well-paying job that teaching is #just because they hate kids so much especially kids with learning difficulties and want to bully them #and they have a passion for mind-numbingly running drills of how to trick your way into passing standardized tests #like... no... actually... no to that #some teachers are unpleasant people or bullies because some people are just like that #some people became teachers cause they couldn't think of what else to do and hate their jobs #and thus end up being snippy and reductive to students #some teachers once loved the job but got ground down into bitter assholes by the realities of the job #some teachers love teaching but hold shitty prejudices that make them think it's ok to treat some kids worse #but no teachers just love to torment children because they're power-hungry sadists #it'd be easier to just be a politician if that's your goal #written by me

[orcelito]

Pet peve of mine is ppl who genuinely call Akechi stupid. Like yes he makes some Real stupid mistakes & yes he faked most of his "solved" cases. But his wit in Sae's palace is real, & also he's like top of his school lol u can't forget that.

Akechi's smart, he just has a terminal case of Being A Fucked Up Teenager

#speculation nation #of course it's more hilarious to make fun of him for his mistakes bc he wants sooo badly to be taken seriously #which throws his mistakes into stark contrast. a little humility would make it so they didnt stand out as much #aside from ykno him literally sabotaging his own plans. that would screw him over either way #but like with the takoyaki lol. it'd be hilarious no matter what. but if that happened to anyone else it wouldnt be quite so bad #but dear akechi spends so much time trying to seem composed and cool. but he's Not. #and so it's a murder scene when he nearly chokes on spicy takoyaki lmaoo #of course he knows this. and so he delights in paying them back Brutally via the whole blackmailing thing #something else to consider. most of his biggest mistakes were done when he likely wasnt in a great physical state #him using Shido's name on the phone while under high stress #and of course the infamous pancakes line. which comes with the admittance that he had to skip lunch so hes jealous #he's HUNGRY. and who knows what else. probably sleep deprived too bc with his schedule he's Always sleep deprived. #so he wasnt thinking. didnt know about morgana. just wanted to get the conversation done with #but keeping up the Pleasant Facade with small talk is smth he's got hammered into his head #so he says some bullshit expecting it to just be Whatever. and it was what ruined him ❤ #so yea he made some stupid mistakes. but still. evidence points to him being genuinely smart too. #it's that high int low wis build guys. he's super book smart. but he is terminally a teenager & not a very wise one at that lmao

[icharchivist]

i’m still not talking about the game i’m playing and obsessing over (sorry, one look at the fandom means it’s typically the type of games i don’t want to connect with people over unless they’re people i already trust) but i’m laughing so hard 

because, there’s one chara i was obsessing over so hard that when i found his figurine in the manga store i somewhat bought it right away while i was still very early in the game, and i knew people hates this chara because of something he did later in game (i’m calling, betrayal and murders) and i had vague spoilers about what his deal was about but i couldn’t completely put those spoilers back in context

so there was a moment of fear of, was buying the figurine a good idea? would i finish the game thinking his crimes are too much for me to bear? (i mean i do have figurines for characters i don’t really like so i doubt i would really resent the buy since it’s a pretty figurine, but yaknow?)

But now i’m at a point where, they didn’t reveal what his deal is yet, but i have most of the pieces to know more or less what his crime is, and most of all, he’s currently lying extremely blatantly to everyone while going very 😇 about it (lies i only can totally figure out because of the spoilers i know), and i’m absolutely hysterical because it actually makes him even more my type than he was at the start of the game where he just seemed cheeky yaknow?

i was told everywhere this character’s twist is enough to have people hate him and instead the more i’m building to the twist the more i’m absolutely hysterical because he’s taking all the steps to be an Ultimate Fav Of Mine by checking all the boxes for my dubious fav character type (Sweet Talker, Criminal, and Massive Hypocrite Liar). I’m living. 

#i'm having the time of my life is what i mean #this is SO funny to me please help #characters: starts to tell massive lies // me already on my knees with a ring out: you fucking bastard (lovingly) #really sorry for being this vague (and again if you guess the game please don't mention it <3) #but wow i really dislike everything i've seen from fans so far about this game #and considering how much of the 'the characters are so badly written:!!' ive seen about this game #which made me not pick up the game for years bc i genuinely thought the stuff ppl were bringing up would make it a bad game #while i'm currently absolutely hysterical loving almost everything #really reinforce to me that i just don't want to discuss it with ppl like i discuss anything else #i already know that some ppl complain about two characters having narrative similarities and yet the 'writing is bad' #bc they don't like each other at the end #and it just reminds me so much of d///a2 bullshit about the A/nders and F/enris dynamic #'wee why don't they listen to each other if they did they would know they should get along' #like you get along with anyone who has the same past and trauma than you lmao #no amount of relatability is going to change the 'yes but consider: they're the most annoying person i know' feeling #and for what i can tell on those two charas it's a bit of the same type of deal so now im seething #ANYWAY. #ichatalks #edit: the reply has been deleted so it should be all good and all #but also even if you dont know who i'm talking about don't drop example in the comments of #'omg it's me with this chara' #bc since you don't know what i'm talking about there's still a chance you'd spoil me on my game #which is. hilarious bc the comment i got was exactly that it's genuinely so funny #lucky i was spoiled but YEAH POINT IS #dont drop example in comments you might hit bullseye on the chara i'm talking about #and it'd be a spoiler for me LMAO #i might know my spoilers but i'm trying so hard to pretend like i don't see the red flags #and being reminded of them does end up taking me out a bit #STILL THO THE SITUATION WAS REALLY FUNNY JUST NOW LMAOO

[mothbug]

you show me a tarot card at this point and i WILL go ‘oh like [revue starlight character]!’ they should never have done this to me

#revstar #arcana arcadia ruined my life some may say it ruins my life to this day #i am thinking about it always always. revstar in general i am always thinking about. #if i posted as much abt revstar as i think. well you would all know everything about stella and shiro #(threat) #let me tell you more about how they (in a franchise where it’s directly stated that the characters are trading their youths for theater) are #the ones who have lost their youths the most tragically because they never had a choice. #and have never really been friends as equals but are probably still the closer to each other than anyone else. #not even about aa . this is just . #like let me tell you about this shot where everyone else is interacting with stella as friends #and shiro just has #her hands behind her back. let me tell you about - #and i’m STILL a seisho girl at heart they’ve just been on the mind #like DUUUDE we haven’t even seen who shiro really is without all the BULLSHIT on her shoulders just little glimpses… SHES ONLY 14.. #and stella. well she is haunted by trauma apparitions very literally. and this is only AFTER the expectations of her family cause her to hav #an onstage breakdown and consider herself a failure #and her family have literally basically called her a disappointment iirc??????? get her OUT OF THERE!!!!!! #could talk about the symbolism with all of the second wave siegfeld characters for HOURS #they’re based on extinct animals that’s literally the thing i’m autistic about #ranting in tags so no one has to wade through all the posts i want to make #so funny this post is abt as and i didn’t even talk abt it… i promise i have just as many thoughts about it

[tims-missing-spleen]

I remember seeing someone say that Bruce wouldn't deny the Batman allegations. Like he will proudly tell everyone he is most definitely the Batman whenever he's asked, and it would actually do wonders with keeping the secret hidden.

Like it would be more suspicious than anything if billionaire playboy Brucie Wayne so adamantly denied any connection to the vigilante.

And yeah, so i was thinking what would his kids think about it? like they get asked during interviews and whatnot what they think about their dad being Batman.

I feel like Dick would just play along and say some shit like "if B is Batman, then I'm Nightwing" and get a look from the man

And Jason would take any opportunity to shit on B and say something along the lines of "B's Batman? I call bullshit. He's not even a man"

Tim would either:

a. pull up a 99 slided presentation about how Bruce Wayne is, in fact, NOT Batman and be internally laughing the whole time cause he is funny, and people just dont know what they're talking about.

Or b. (only when he's been up for a few days) confirm it and go "Well yes, of course he is. It'd be weird if he wasn't since the cave's under the house."

Cassandra would just smile and stare into the person's soul until they move on onto the next question.

Steph would deny it and claim that she's Batman and that Bruce is her Robin. She'd probably also manage to convince a few people to join her.

Duke would be like "He's Batman? Ohhh that explains the explosives I found in the cellar!" or something else, just as worrying.

Damian would just nod and go into a full length speech about how Batman is the best superhero (after Nightwing of course) and completely disregard the question. And before anyone can re-ask, he'd just walk off.

#batfam incorrect quotes #bruce wayne #batfam #dick grayson #jason todd #tim drake #cassandra cain #stephanie brown #duke thomas #damian wayne #idk what else to tag #dc comics #batman

[saudadeko]

ADHD tips from a girlie who was diagnosed in her late twenties and has had little to no support since and is being so brave about it:

1) Make it easy, make it accessible, and make it appealing. If anything this is the most important thing, all tips going forward are based around this concept.

2) That thing you think would help you but you haven’t bought/done it yet because you’re technically surviving without it? Buy it, you need it. It doesn’t matter if people around you might think it’s wasteful or that you’re lazy, you’re not, just do it, trust me.

3) Expanding on tip #2, if you’re like me and eggs are your main source of protein because they’re quick and easy and feeding yourself is a near insurmountable task- buy yourself an electric egg cooker, make a bunch of hard boiled eggs and keep them in your fridge for quick and easy protein to add to any meal (handful of crackers, a hard boiled egg and a banana? 5 star meal right there. Or mash them up with some mayo for egg salad sandwiches). Other easy proteins include: potstickers (put them in instant ramen), edamame (they have microwaveable snack packs), chickpeas (put in salads!), beans (can of beans microwaved with shredded cheese and some tortilla chips), peanut butter (with crackers, apple and cheese, adult lunchable style), and tofu (cut into cubes, throw them into a ziplock with some seasoning and potato starch, shake that shit up and bake it until crispy).

4) Spend a little extra (if you are able) on daily use items that excite you, it will make you more likely to remember/want to do said daily task. For example: the only reason I remember to use sunscreen is because I bought some fancy japanese sunscreen that smells like roses so I get excited to use it, same for laundry detergent and body wash! there’s a gajillion different body wash scents out there, switch it up!

5) If there’s a task you continuously struggle with take a moment to think about which part of the task is making it difficult, it could be something even as small as “I don’t put my dirty clothes in the hamper because my hamper has a lid on it and lifting the lid is one step too many-”, sounds a little stupid huh? But trust your gut, it’s not stupid if it works. See tip #2 and BUY A HAMPER WITHOUT A LID.

6) If you are having trouble starting a task, break the task down further, sometimes the way I start a task is just by going “Ok step 1) stand up-“ and so forth. Don’t worry about the task as a whole just take it one step at a time.

7) If you’re halfway through a task and have to stop, leave it out. All this, “Put things away when you’re done with them.” is bullshit. you will be much more likely to finish the task if restarting it is easier because you left it out plus it’s a visual reminder. You can also create faux deadlines like “I gotta finish this project before my friend comes over on tuesday because after I finish it I can clean off the dinner table.” etc.

8) It’s okay to outsource tasks and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise, humans are designed to ask for, and to require help (what do babies do when they’re first born?? cry for help!!) ask for help and receive help without shame, if it makes your life better, you are WINNING.

9) If you have one big overwhelming task that you think you need to get done before anything else, but you feel motivated to do other tasks, do those other tasks first, it’s okay. Otherwise in all likelihood (at least in my case) you’ll put everything off until the last minute and then have to do said overwhelming task and those other tasks won’t get done at all. Doing those smaller tasks also lowers the mental load and you can use them as a motivation launch pad to tackle bigger things.

10) If you notice you tend to not put something away/forget to do something, perhaps consider moving and storing the item closer to where it ultimately ends up or where you are more likely to see it. For example, my makeup, pills, and mail are all stored on my desk because that’s where I tend to do my makeup, take my pills and deal with my mail. I used to store my pills in my bathroom medicine cabinet but all too often I would forget because they weren’t in my line of sight. Now that they’re on my desk, I have multiple chances per day to pass by them, go “oh I gotta take those.” and take them.

11) Open storage, open storage, OPEN STORAGE.

12) Motivation can look like all kinds of things. sometimes the only reason I get out of bed is because I remember I have a fun snack and I get to go eat it if I get up. It’s okay to lean into those simple “animal-brain” type motivators, you’ll eat because then you can use that fun new kitchen gadget you got a daiso? Neat. you’ll shower because then you can paint your nails that fun new color you got? Fantastic. You’ll go to the dmv and do that annoying thing because you’ll take yourself out for boba after? Superb. Lean-IN to those small motivators, they aren’t stupid or childish, they are VITAL.

13) Don’t buy into the cult of “if it’s worth doing, do it properly” it’s guaranteed to set you up for failure. If it’s worth doing, do it in whatever capacity you are able to. I put sunscreen on once a day because that’s fucking better than not doing it at all and I sure as all hell will fail at reapplying it multiple times a day. If it’s worth doing, do it half-assed babieeee.

Go forth and prosper!!! xoxo ✌️🩵

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