#Antiman

[n61qorm90y3y4]

Putita infiel Guanajuato I make all my men eat their own cum CEI Japanese Orgy outdoor after having a Picnic Ashlee Graham fucks herself in a glitter filled tub Nicole morena se masturbando gostoso Young Mexican boy trying to become famous mayte flores musa boliviana POV Big Ass Girlfriend gets fucked Doggystyle Hard really homemade dildoing Hinata Hyuga blowjob scene

#paragraph #ultimates #prophyllum #chowtime #twisted #obstetrician #antiman #nonspecifically #carunculated #conquerers #visibilities #rhila #defaecate #fibroserous #documents #silver-true #Cleothera #Tehama #deep-dyed #buret

[1-1-s1ay-2-2]

If a man can be tempted by an apple and a woman, he can be tempted by anything that is not deemed as great as he is...

Which is pretty much...everything...in his own mind.

It says something that men can be tempted by the supposed lesser of them...women wielding once-bitten apples.

🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️...and...🍎🍎 are the biggest threat that mankind has ever known!

can i get a heck ya!

#where is their supposed manly self-control then? #? #explained #hmmmm #what is the meaning of this? #oh my world #mandisorder #antiman #a woman wrote it

[jfkisonthemoon]

honestly i am so completely and totally sick of the argument about this supposed "antiman" rhetoric. i simply think its possible to critique men and their place in society without falling into terfdom. pointing out the position men have in our social and political structure does not mean i am engaging in biological essentialism. and 9 times out of 10 when i see this so called anti-man rhetoric discussed its in the context of gender or sexuality discrimination, where by all means we should have an understanding of the way minority groups often dramatize language when conveying their own personal experiences. if i was in a room of gay people and said "ugh heterosexuals" no one would tell me that "actually thats anti-hetero language and-". and obviously i understand that in many circles people do operate on that level but when im seeing dialogue from supposed leftists that is just people complaining that women are too "antimen" and that we somehow feed terfs because of that is frustrating. it doesnt mean you believe in biological essentialism to critique the place that men have in society. when poc say "white people" it does not mean that they believe in a material racial identity or that traits are innately tied to race, but simply that white people hold a spot in society that allows for more power. can we stop critiquing minority people for using casual language to describe the power dynamic they live under.

#obv this applies to basically every minority group but women in particular i see mentioned for this a lot #there is no viable way to be 'antiman' in modern american society the same way there is no viable way to be 'anti-hetero' its just not how #our power structure works #obv i believe in politeness and that there is no inherent trait in sex biology. there is nothing inherent about having a dick that makes yo #worse or better #and obviously not every single individual man is a part of the ruling structure. but the policing of language in supposed leftist circles i #insane to me #men can need support and resources and people to look up to and women can still make jokes and comment on their status in society #im ranting a lot and im incredibly tired i just got pissed off. i might delete later.

[violentviolette]

im gonna be very real and only say this once because there is zero room to change my mind on this

i am very psych critical and i agree with antipsych pricinicples and points, but bipolar disorder is a physical genetic condition that requires medication. point blank. medication is the Only proven effective treatment for bipolar and u cannot actually get better without it

and when i say get better i dont mean just slightly alleviate some things. i mean that remission means a complete and total lack of symptoms. if u are on the proper medication and taking it as perscribed then ur bipolar symptoms will stop. you will no longer experience mania, hallucinations, breaks from reality, delusions, ect. they will literally stop. and i say that so strongly because i know its factual because it is my very literal lived experience. it is also the lived expereince of everyone in real life that i have met and known throughout my 15+ years of treatment for bipolar disorder, which is dozens and dozens of people. I was diagnosed at 14 and have been in and out of treatment and on and off medication for over half my life at this point, and this is very much the reality but u also don't have to believe my lived expereince alone. bipolar disorder is one of the oldest recorded mental illnesses (we have literally known about it since the early 1800's) and treatment for it has existed almost as long. lithium is a naturally occuring salt and the only known antimanic agent in existence and humans figured out very quickly that this specific salt made some of us not insane anymore. the effectivenes of lithium and other mood stabilizers and the rates at which proper medication will result in full remission for bipolar patients and how relapses almost always only occur when people stop taking their meds is Very well documented. a reputable study done in 2003 reported that over 90% of bipolar patients recieving medication as treatment entered full remission within 2 years. and 72% of those people reported ZERO symptoms going forward

do not listen to people who tell u that u dont need medication for bipolar disoder, that it wont really help, that it only helps a little, that u can manage without it, that it wont actually make ur symptoms fully go away. they are lying to u, often to justify their own misguided decision to not take medication and ruin their own lives. do not listen to them because that kind of thinking will literally kill u. take ur fucking medication.

#jack.speaks #bipolar disorder #genuinely if u disagree and are thinking about arguing why u dont take meds and ur fine just save us both the trouble n block me #because i literally do not care what u have to say #if u are advocating in any way shape or form against bipolar ppl taking medication or trying to plant doubt about the effectiveness of meds #ur are the same as antivax d*terra moms to me and i Will tell u to stfu and kys #because the misinformation ur peddling will very literally ruin ppls lives and get them killed #if u have bipolar disorder pls pls pls get on and take ur medication #i promise u it will help

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

Any antimanics the Mims get are going straight to Hell Hall.

They should get antidepressants too, but honestly, the Mims don't care enough. Just stop lighting people on fire over fashion disagreements pls, those are our customers.

Oh and the Mims have an ongoing argument about if the Hooks would be better or worse with meds that give them actual attention span.

[prettygoodnames]

hey! im tryna find a first name for my oc, i already have a surname planned : ]

im tryna find a name that means something fire or sun related :]

You send this while asks were closed and you evidently didn't read my list of things to include when sending an ask but I've decided to answer this ask anyways. Do better next time though.

Adsila

Meaning: fire

Origin: Cherokee

Aelius

Meaning: sun

Origin: Latin

Related names: Aelia, Eliana, Elio, Helio, Helios, Liana

Agni

Meaning: fire

Origin: Sanskrit

Antiman

Meaning: condor of the sun

Origin: Mapuche

Antinanco

Meaning: eagle of the sun

Origin: Mapuche

Aodh

Meaning: fire

Origin: Irish

Related names: Aide, Aodhán

Areg

Meaning: sun, bright

Origin: Armenian

Arevik

Meaning: like the sun

Origin: Armenian

Arpi

Meaning: sun, ether

Origin: Armenian

Arthit

Meaning: sun

Origin: Thai

Aygün

Meaning: sun and moon

Origin: Turkish

Azar

Meaning: fire

Origin: Persian

Brandr

Meaning: sword, fire

Origin: Germanic

Cináed

Meaning: born of fire

Origin: Irish

Related names: Kenna, Kenneth

Conleth

Meaning: constant fire

Origin: Irish

Eguzki

Meaning: sun

Origin: Basque

Elanor

Meaning: star sun

Origin: Sindarin

Fajra

Meaning: fiery

Origin: Esperanto

Fiamma

Meaning: flame

Origin: Italian

Fintan

Meaning: white flame

Origin: Irish

Flaka

Meaning: flame

Origin: Albanian

Günay

Meaning: moon and sun

Origin: Turkish

Günel

Meaning: country of the sun

Origin: Turkish

Haru 陽

Meaning: light, sun, male

Origin: Japanese

Related names: Haruki, Haruko, Haruto

Haul

Meaning: sun

Origin: Welsh

Heliodoro

Meaning: gift of the sun

Origin: Greek

Heulwen

Meaning: sunshine

Origin: Welsh

Hinata 日向

Meaning: sunny place

Origin: Japanese

Hinata 陽向

Meaning: towards the sun

Origin: Japanese

Hnub

Meaning: sun

Origin: Hmong

Hurik

Meaning: small fire

Origin: Armenian

Il-Seong 日成

Meaning: sun, day + completed, finished, succeeded

Origin: Sino-Korean

Inti

Meaning: sun

Origin: Quechua

Joash

Meaning: fire of Yahweh

Origin: Hebrew

Keahi

Meaning: the fire

Origin: Hawaiian

If you want more lemme know

#writeblr #names #character names #oc names #oc ideas #name ideas #name suggestions #new name #writers on tumblr

[pozge-pridumayu]

the meds i'm taking make me sleepy as hell i wonder how i haven't passed out in the middle of the street somewhere

🤝

The weird part is these are antidepressants. Like they should wake you up. At least the previous ones did. Is this some adhd bullshit again?

But now I have two sleeping pills I guess. Taking both antimanics and antidepressants right before going to bed sounds funny

[protoslacker]

Whoever has succumbed to torture can no longer feel at home in the world. The shame of destruction cannot be erased. Trust in the world, which already collapsed in part at the first blow, but in the end, under torture, fully, will not be regained. That one's fellow man was experienced as the antiman remains in the tortured person as accumulated horror. It blocks the view into a world in which the principle of hope rules. One who was martyred is a defenseless prisoner of fear. It is fear that henceforth reigns over him.

Jean Améry, Indiana University Press. At the Mind's Limits: Contemplations by a Survivor on Auschwitz and Its Realities

#jean amery #book #shoah #holocaust #fascism #torture

[cyramountain]

sunny male names:

beacon / cyrus / samson

helios / antiman / castor

obsert / lairus / baskara

auster / levant / blaze

phoebus / taner / solaris

zeus / suvan / sansone

naolin / mithra / langa

#female writers #original writing #faceclaim #wattpad #fanfic #writing #fancast #writers #face character #gif pack #name suggestions #themed names #male #sundrop

[bookclub4m]

30 LGBTQ+ Non-Fiction by BIPOC (Black, Indigenous, & People of Colour) Authors

Every month Book Club for Masochists: A Readers’ Advisory Podcasts chooses a genre at random and we read and discuss books from that genre. We also put together book lists for each episode/genre that feature works by BIPOC (Black, Indigenous, & People of Colour) authors - to help readers to diversify their reading and library professionals to diversify their readers' advisory. All of the lists can be found here.

Angry Queer Somali Boy: A Complicated Memoir by Mohamed Abdulkarim Ali

Before Night Falls by Reinaldo Arenas

A History of My Brief Body by Billy-Ray Belcourt

¡Hola Papi!: How to Come Out in a Walmart Parking Lot and Other Life Lessons by John Paul Brammer

Punch Me Up to the Gods by Brian Broome

A Two-Spirit Journey: The Autobiography of a Lesbian Ojibwa-Cree Elder by Ma-Nee Chacaby

When We Were Outlaws: A Memoir of Love and Revolution by Jeanne Cordova

Asegi Stories: Cherokee Queer and Two-Spirit Memory by Qwo-Li Driskill

Bi: Notes for a Bisexual Revolution by Shiri Eisner

Dear Senthuran: A Black Spirit Memoir by Akwaeke Emezi

Brown Trans Figurations: Rethinking Race, Gender, and Sexuality in Chicanx/Latinx Studies by Francisco J. Galarte

Histories of the Transgender Child by Jules Gill-Peterson

We Have Always Been Here: A Queer Muslim Memoir by Samra Habib

Belly of the Beast: The Politics of Anti-Fatness as Anti-Blackness by Da'Shaun Harrison

Wayward Lives, Beautiful Experiments: Intimate Histories of Riotous Black Girls, Troublesome Women, and Queer Radicals by Saidiya Hartman

Becoming Human: Matter and Meaning in an Antiblack World by Zakiyyah Iman Jackson

All Boys Aren't Blue: A Memoir-Manifesto by George M. Johnson

How We Fight For Our Lives by Saeed Jones

Some of Us Did Not Die: New and Selected Essays by June Jordan

Sister Outsider: Essays and Speeches by Audre Lorde

Continuum by Chella Man

The Black Trans Prayer Book edited by J Mase III and Dane Figueroa Edidi

Antiman: A Hybrid Memoir by Rajiv Mohabir

nîtisânak by Jas M. Morgan

Borealis by Aisha Sabatini Sloan

Black on Both Sides: A Racial History of Trans Identity by C. Riley Snorton

I'm Afraid of Men by Vivek Shraya

I Hope We Choose Love: A Trans Girl's Notes from the End of the World by Kai Cheng Thom

Beyond the Gender Binary by Alok Vaid-Menon

Covering: The Hidden Assault on Our Civil Rights by Kenji Yoshino

#booklists #lgbtq #lgbtq+ nonfiction

[nicklloydnow]

“The moment has come to make good a promise I gave. I must substantiate why, according to my firm conviction, torture was the essence of National Socialism - more accurately stated, why it was precisely in torture that the Third Reich materialized in all the density of its being. That torture was, and is, practiced elsewhere has already been dealt with. Certainly. In Vietnam since 1964. Algeria 1957. Russia probably between 1919 and 1953. In Hungary in 1919 the Whites and the Reds tortured. There was torture in Spanish prisons by the Falangists as well as the Republicans. Torturers were at work in the semifascist Eastern European states of the period between the two World Wars, in Poland, Romania, Yugoslavia. Torture was no invention of National Socialism. But it was its apotheosis. The Hitler vassal did not yet achieve his full identity if he was merely as quick as a weasel, tough as leather, hard as Krupp steel. No Golden Party Badge made of him a fully valid representative of the Führer and his ideology, nor did any Blood Order or Iron Cross. He had to torture, destroy, in order to be great in bearing the suffering of others. He had to be capable of handling torture instruments, so that Himmler would assure him his Certificate of Maturity in History; later generations would admire him for having obliterated his feelings of mercy.

Again I hear indignant objection being raised, hear it said that not Hitler embodied torture, but rather something unclear, "totalitarianism." I hear especially the example of Communism being shouted at me. And didn't I myself just say that in the Soviet Union torture was practiced for thirty-four years? And did not already Arthur Koestler . . . ? Oh yes, I know, I know. It is impossible to discuss here in detail the political "Operation Bewilderment" of the postwar period, which defined Communism and National Socialism for us as two not even very different manifestations of one and the same thing. Until it came out of our ears, Hitler and Stalin, Auschwitz, Siberia, the Warsaw Ghetto Wall and the Berlin Ulbricht-Wall were named together, like Goethe and Schiller, Klopstock and Wieland. As a hint, allow me to repeat here in my own name and at the risk of being denounced what Thomas Mann once said in a much attacked interview: namely, that no matter how terrible Communism may at times appear, it still symbolizes an idea of man, whereas Hitler-Fascism was not an idea at all, but depravity. Finally, it is undeniable that Communism could de-Stalinize itself and that today in the Soviet sphere of influence, if we can place trust in concurring reports, torture is no longer practiced. In Hungary a Party First Secretary can preside who was himself once the victim of Stalinist torture. But who is really able to imagine a de-Hitlerized National Socialism and, as a leading politician of a newly ordered Europe, a Röhm follower who in those days had been dragged through torture? No one can imagine it. It would have been impossible. For National Socialism - which, to be sure, could not claim a single idea, but did possess a whole arsenal of confused, crackbrained notions - was the only political system of this century that up to this point had not only practiced the rule of the antiman, as had other Red and White terror regimes also, but had expressly established it as a principle. It hated the word "humanity" like the pious man hates sin, and that is why it spoke of "sentimental humanitarianism." It exterminated and enslaved. This is evidenced not only by the corpora delicti, but also by a sufficient number of theoretical confrmations. The Nazis tortured, as did others, because by means of torture they wanted to obtain information important for national policy. But in addition they tortured with the good conscience of depravity. They martyred their prisoners for definite purposes, which in each instance were exactly specified. Above all, however, they tortured because they were torturers. They placed torture in their service. But even more fervently they were its servants.” - Jean Améry, ‘At the Mind's Limits: Contemplations by a Survivor on Auschwitz and Its Realities’ (1966) [pages 30, 31]

#amery #améry #jean amery #jean améry #at the mind’s limits #third reich #wwii #holocaust #torture #fascism #hitler #mengele

[willowstreetstories]

Erotic Things there is no self just rapture By Rajiv Mohabir

The texture of wet clay on a throwing wheel

The blue of an eastern bluebird when spring crashes on the heels of winter

Keats’s negative capability has the potential *

Mistaking your lover for someone else when he turns his back

Exotic sounds like exotic. But not when people call me this * The erotic makes sense when we think of jouissance and how that means there is no self just rapture. When I say jouissance, I like the eroticism of it being in French with that final nasal and sibilant. Doesn’t this sound like how a romance novelist would write it—and to me my own auto-colonial reading is not erotic, of French that is. Of English and Spanish too—they sound like colonial coercion, and that’s not erotic.  *

The pharmakon: how snake venom poisons, how the antidote distills from that very venom

The space of indeterminacy  *

Dark-skinned men in short shirts and shorts, men with bubble butts and thick thighs  *

“Another important way in which the erotic connection functions is the open and fearless underlining of my capacity for joy.” —Audre Lorde *

Queers and not fitting in one envelope or one’s shorts

But maybe eros is exotic, and by this, I mean the very textural gesture of the word, what it points to, what we hide in clothes or words *

The texture of language

The linguistic texture of Bhojpuri, Creolese, and English brush up together—living their taboos together—through the act of emergence despite repression

Secret languages that we speak to each other in *

The lips when they bite strawberries, how they envelop the red

Swollen strawberry guava. The smell as they rot on the ground—like wine. I remember tramping through a sprawling forest path at Kuli‘ou‘ou Ridge where the forest floor practiced its winemaking. The entire climb was perfumed and that was erotic, the emerald of the mountain, the cloud cover like fog and the turning of sugar into liquor.

Rajiv Mohabir is the author of Cutlish (Four Way Books 2021, finalist for the 2022 National Book Critics Circle Award, longlisted for the 2022 PEN/Voelcker Award for Poetry), The Cowherd’s Son (Tupelo Press 2017, winner of the 2015 Kundiman Prize; Eric Hoffer Honorable Mention 2018), and The Taxidermist’s Cut (Four Way Books 2016, winner of the Four Way Books Intro to Poetry Prize, finalist for the Lambda Literary Award for Gay Poetry in 2017), and translator of I Even Regret Night: Holi Songs of Demerara (1916) (Kaya Press 2019) which received a PEN/Heim Translation Fund Grant Award and the 2020 Harold Morton Landon Translation Award from the Academy of American Poets.

His essays can be found in places like Asian American Writers Workshop’s The Margins, Bamboo Ridge Journal, Moko Magazine, Cherry Tree, Kweli, and others, and has been a “Notable Essay” in Best American Essays 2018. His memoir Antiman (Restless Books 2021, finalist for the PEN Open Book Award, and the 2022 Publishing Triangle Randy Shilts Award and the Lambda Literary Award for Gay Memoir), received the 2019 Restless Books Prize for New Immigrant Writing. Currently he is an assistant professor of poetry in the MFA program at Emerson College and the translations editor at Waxwing Journal.

#rajiv mohabir #poetry #zuihitsu

[ministerpeacefulpoetwordwitch]

Who Really Knows

Who Really Knows

Tic tok goes the clock Should I stand or should I walk

Dr. Daniels ain’t wearing no suit He’s wearing flannels If you look hard enough You’ll find the right channel Look up and see stained ceiling panels Was a leak long ago Fixed it But who knows

Tic tok goes the clock Should I stand or should I walk

Sam is a lawyer man without a plan But just look at his tan Do you know what is a woman How about what is a man They say that there are hundreds of genders Do they really understand Man or antiman But who knows

Tic tok goes the clock Should I stand or should I walk

By: Minister Peacefulpoet (word witch) 7/18/22

#who really knows #poem #poetry #poet #word witch #minister peacepoet

[eligalilei]

Diagnosis vs Symptomatology as Guide to Treatment

OP:

It's a view within psychiatry that diagnoses are not that helpful and we should look at symptoms or symptom clusters and treat those. I don't share that view, but it is a view.

If you don't want medication then you likely don't want a long term therapeutic relationship with a prescriber.

You may need to see someone different to get the clear diagnosis that you want. Me:

In what way is this an insufficient perspective? There are for sure some clear clinical entities, but regardless of whether you call them 'symptom clusters' or 'diseases,' the world contains plenty of limit cases and statistical 'long tails.' This seems to be a way to deal with feeling like you're locked in to a particular set of solutions based on a term that might or might not fit the totality of the clinical presentation.

Regardless, someone is going to have to put something down for insurance at some point, so at the end of the day this all may be moot. OP: I feel that the major issue is that medications are tested against diagnoses. So eg throwing antidepressants against all low mood when they have only been tested against (episodic mood associated with fatiguability and anhedonia) mdd is not ideal. For instance for the chronic low mood associated with borderline, they either haven't been tested or possibly worse, they've been small scale tested and failed. Me:

As I said, there are relatively concrete disease entities; they can be seen to consist of possible sets of transformations of states which are defined in contrast. You're right, you can't just treat symptoms, but you can recognize continua and patterns from one state set in other presentations, and thus, even, treat aspects of a patient that don't fit with the clinical picture as a whole, but don't neatly fit into another diagnosis either.

Borderline is a particularly good example, since one can have borderline features in many senses, especially in crisis, and even view yourself through the lense of these criteria while in a crisis state, without necessarily meeting the five requisites. This could reason to give us pause in using, hypothetically, more activating meds in people who present with affective switching, or use an antimanic in someone who tends toward activation and psychotic intrusions, but doesn't meet duration criteria for BP. Possible cyclothymia with some borderline features would present as another point of connection between BP and BPD, for instance, and might merit consideration of a stabilizer on either side. Is this tested? No. But it's no more an unreasonable of a leap as that of assuming that another clinician took a good patient history that wasn't biased by the confounds of the particular moment and context of presentation. Btw, is the suggestion that BPD's instability is aggrivable by ADs? I could buy that. And, like, while we might be able to conceive of BPD as a distinct category... we have at least some biomarkers for TRD that suggest there's utilable subtypes in depression, some of which interlap with BPD (inflammatory cytokines, cortisol abnormalities) so even if BPD is distinct as a system of behaviours and states, options within the MDD formulary with antiinflammatory properties might be worth keeping on the table due to lack of options .

There's also, then, the issue of the repeatability of diagnosis, which, while not null, is sometimes questionable. By using the data from studies, you implicitly trust that some random guy (never the people doing the studies, not uncommonly a rushed ward doc with hundreds of patients) was able to render a sufficient picture of the patient so as to be actually rule out all other possible codings. Patholognomes don't always perform on command, some are probably even shy characteristically; yet others may prefer the stage of the ward, and be otherwise reclusive.

I doubt the brain has some quantitative gauge such that a system of affects becomes some totally new thing after a requisite time has passed symptomatic. And who is to say that one couldn't have MDD and BPD, if they are indeed semi-discrete entities. Or does the BPD eat the MDD?

Basically, I'm just saying you should look at the clinical picture as focused on relations between states and their possible factors, since that's more logical than a list of symptoms. The numbers on AD efficacy are already not so great. If you'll take a chance on giving someone a drug at all, you might as well take a chance on getting a treatment for them specifically, the nature of which is literally nothing you'll be able to discern from a study, though occasionally a case. I kind of think both sides of the aisle strawman each other, but at least the symptoms side has the advantage of appearing to acknowledge complexity and individuality, though it refuses the patient the sacrament of symbolic suture which is specification.

#diagnosis #nosology #thingswithtags

[pozge-pridumayu]

No but me microdozing antidepressants and antimanics in addition to main ones makes so much sence. I thought my body just doesn't feel sleepiness but yeah it should help with general mental instability also