#And if his blog disappeared overnight I'd be like. Okay about it you know

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You know what's such a fascinating notion? The whole idea of being like. Done with a character. Not out of boredom or disinterest but like 'I told my story I exhausted every ounce of creativity and I'm done and I'm content' and you still love that character and could talk for hours about them but you're also like. Free to put it aside, if that makes sense.

#;ooc tag #Wrong blog but this is absolutely how I feel about my Eobard like #Don't get me wrong I love writing him but every new thread now feels like Bonus Rounds #Like. Idk I wrote him so much and so extensively that he had a whole arc with a beginning middle and end #And what me N my writing partners did and the story we wove #And if his blog disappeared overnight I'd be like. Okay about it you know? Because his story has been told #Idk! Finality has been a recurring thought in my head lately #Especially with my future plans inching ever closer there is this overall sense of like #Moving on in a way? #Like I have future plans I want to pursue and I am absolutely going to focus solely on that when time comes #And I can't help but think my feelings with Eobard is like a prelude to my feelings with the site as a whole #Which is a long winded way of saying I ain't planning on being around in two years time if all goes well lmao #At least in terms of like. Role-playing. I might make a personal blog to dump my shitposts in lmao #But yeah idk it's like five am I always get introspective then