#And Sam I miss you too

[thankstothe]

Some notes on Wilson's marriages/divorces, and how he met House:

• House didn't just meet a freshly divorced Wilson. He met barely married Wilson, who just got notified about his #1 divorce by a lawyer, not his wife

• Wilson walked around with papers on hand, long enough to give House a chance to sneak a peek. The same day he received the news. (there's a chance it was some sort of middle step in the divorce procedure, but "just served", checkmate your honor)

• House 100% knew that when he bailed him out. No, I don't have any concrete evidence besides "it's fucking House"

• House had Wilson observed the entire time to know he didn't open the papers. The divorce lawyer prob gave him an idea of what it is, and he was just marinating in the suffering juice

• House had to be nosy and stealthy when he checked the package Wilson clung to, he saw what's written on it

• They didn't actually talk at the conference itself, so House did it silently too

• There was a law firm address on the papers, and you couldn't just google shit then. House's had to remember it to investigate it further, or he already knew of the firm (or it said "BLAH LAW FIRM BLAH HERE'S YOUR DIVORCE PAPERS, LOSER", which is possible)

• Wilson likely opened them in a hotel room (or he looked at the package sadly/angrily there too), needed a drink, and House was at the bar

• House was watching Wilson at that conference, then at the bar, then meltdown over the song, then the whole fight and the mess, then the detention, and was like yeah I'll bail that

• "First words you ever said to me." This is when they first talked, Wilson was in jail and the one in need

• Ok alright, hear me out, if House didn't know what the papers were at the time of bailing. There are 2 paths for him to find out

• Wilson STILL had them on hand in jail

• Or Housey saw them at Wilson's hotel room. Yeah

• It's been over the decade since they've met and they both vividly remember the details of that drunk night (I get why for storytelling purposes. Still... Much to think about)

• That conference is either the last one, or one of the lasts, House attended. And that one was already boring to House without Wilson. 15 years prior to s06e06 "Known Unknowns", can't do the timeline magic I just eyeball it

• House also introduced Wilson to Cuddy pretty soon, since she was a witness to the levels of despair he was apparently in

• House might've pestered Cuddy to hire him, or she chose to do so herself (whenever she was dean). Maybe House chased away some poor oncologist to make an opening. Even if House isn't as obsessed with Wilson at the start of season 1, he's always plotting

• There's the brother thing too. Wilson still fresh out of med school, still divorcing, still guilty af and looking for the brother in Princeton, so he was happy to work there

• Prior to that, Wilson was working 2 jobs to support himself and Sam and was ready to follow her to Baltimore

• The divorce and meeting House happened in 1991, the same year USSR completely fell apart. Just thought I'll throw that in #educational

• Wilson was married, non-fraudulently, for 12 years total

• Marriage #1 has only lasted 1 year

• That means every marriage House was present for has lasted longer #math

• Wilson found a way to get fulfilled while in the marriage

• Now he's got a needy bitch with infinite problems and who will slurp any poison he has to siphon

• I'd argue House is what made Wilson bearable at home

• At the same time, House is what kept Wilson away from home, ultimately contributing to the divorce

• Wilson himself describes his marriages as crappy - he doesn't really need help destroying them. House still helps~✨

• Timeline gets wonky, but there couldn't have been much of a downtime between marriages, a couple of years max

• "Fell in love at the wedding" - whatever the fuck that means for Wilson

• Either Wilson met Sam through that wedding, and she also aimed to work in medicine - how they've connected. Or they went there as a couple, both being med students? Got high on emotions and jumped into marriage

• Wilson speedruns relationships once he's in them, so it could've gone "hey that was a nice wedding, how about we have our own?"

• He fucking sucks at proposals, his looks and general air of niceness carried him all 3 times, I will not be hearing any objections on the matter

• When Wilson talks to Cameron about cheating. He says, "I have (cheated). I always told them"

• "Them"

• It's could've been every marriage (#1, #2 and #3). If boy managed to sneak in cheating in his 1-year lightning marriage #1, while he was studying + 2 jobs (now I don't doubt his time management skills, but it's still a hassle. On the other hand, all that stress couldn't have been helping)

• Or it could be #1 and #2, or #1 and #3. But #3 is pretty much a certainty (he flirts with nurses on screen, House is also there), and it's "them", so why would he randomly stop in the middle? Don't think so

• What's most likely is - #2 and #3. When arguing with Sam (#1) again she didn't mention or allude to the cheating, her problem was that Wilson didn't communicate ANY emotions to her, she even admitted to House she made the most mistakes in that marriage, let's say there's some truth in that

• Wilson either didn't tell Sam about cheating, she didn't have a problem with it, or he lied to Cameron

• OR he didn't cheat on Sam

• He started to cheat after the first divorce AND his marriages started to last longer, which is funnier too

• He could've started cheating prior to House entering the picture, but much more likely - after. Divorce and/or House are the cause

• Speaking of. Meeting House is very tightly linked to the #1 divorce. Every time Wilson would think back on it, he would have to think about all the turmoil and getting bailed by House. And vice versa - every time he'd think back on meeting House...

• "I met someone who made me feel funny. And I didn't want to let that feeling go." Another Cameron talk. Ur honor, there's something on that wall

• btw, he is STILL married while meeting House, so if you hilson 1st-night-fuck truther, that meeting is his cheater origin story in a more practical sense. He then could've really meant all the marriages, but then he lied about telling Sam/Cameron, he might not count it since he's divorcing to tell Sam

• Ultimately, he's a huge liar, and I'm wasting my time. What I'm saying - nothing is really off the table with this guy in terms of hcs

• Aftermaths of #2 and #3 aren't really talked about like #1. It must've been really nuclear

• House says neither of them recovered from (#1) divorce to Wilson's face, Wilson doesn't contest that in any way. Even tho House didn't know Wilson before the divorce he usually right on the money with these things

• After the divorce #2 Wilson got 3 legged cat

• After failing to secure marriage #4 (#1 part 2) he got a diabetic cat

• Just like the thing he has with missing phone calls, after every divorce, consciously or not, he might expect a savior to bail him out

• After and during #3 he crashed at House's, then surfed hotels, then moved in with a dying patient, then Amber's, then House moved in with him (still Amber's)

• Maybe his wives kept taking properties in the divorce, and he just stopped getting them

• Man frankly didn't have a home for a while (HOMELESS BUT NOT HOUSELESS)

• Then Wilson finally commits and gets the place for himself and House, from Bonnie (#2)

• Wilson adamantly remains on good terms with his ex-wives (but not random exes. One helps House with a prank, House kept tabs bc of course)

• But Wilson thinks they hate him. Did he ever pay attention to them?

• While spending all the time with House, then cheating, telling his wives about it, Wilson gave them more attention and emotions to delay the divorce

• He also learned how not to get attached in marriage, to not get destroyed by the divorce (excellent gambit if you expect your marriage to fail)

• He has a better support system now too. Can't believe House is your support system, fucking lmao and ouch. Cuddy is his only other friend we see, maybe Stacy at some point (he kept in touch with after the incident)

• All his other friends and family we hear next to nothing about, at best they're surface level

• In season 5 he's only visited by the coworkers/House's team + Cuddy <- all that is pretty much House's tolerance circle

• House is pathetic, but Wilson is something else entirely

#house md #gregory house #lisa cuddy #james wilson #sam carr #bonnie #his failed marriages and house #studying Wilson under a microscope #I was just trying to piece all of this shit together and speculating none of this is gospel lol #ive compiled this thinking i dont have much to say. look at us now #not even touching his “divorces” w house here #that's entirely different beast #might've missed something obvious - feel free to add/correct #prob got carried away and tunneled #but wow that first divorce must've been rough #if i was house and saw the man so distraught at some dusty conference breaking shit over a song id fall in love too #you might think im obsessed but im really not #long post #longpost #like actually longpost

[merverelli]

"who would have thought it would be a moral quandary about eggs?"

some noise boys fanart celebrating one of the bits on youtube that made me finally get dropout <3

(feat an indecisive 2nd version and a lil sam👼🥚😈)

#dropout #game changer #make some noise #josh ruben #zac oyama #brennan lee mulligan #sam reich #HELLO i finally was able to finish this #my temp internship ended up getting extended and it finally ended a week ish ago #gonna miss watching d20 while getting paid but what can you do!!! such is life!!! #but i hope youve been doing good too!! gn!! #just like art

[finalgirlsamwinchester]

Alex Irvine, "John Winchester's Journal" | 3.07, "Fresh Blood"

#got up to the entry in john's journal where baby sam kills a deer for dean and this scene was all i could think of........ #i worked on this TOO long not to post it even if it's UGLY 💀 #i miss owning photoshop. #sam winchester #dean winchester #sam winchester edit #spn 3x07 #i have such mixed feelings abt this scene lol. on one hand. the cycle of hunting/violence coming full circle btw sam and gordon #the blurring of categories btw predator/prey/hunter/hunted in john's entry AND in this arc's conclusion #but on the other hand. spn's obliviousness to its own racism and racist subtext #“I taught them everything should be seen as a threat” gives me chills! the conservative hardline thinking at the root of hunting #rip gordon you were genuinely one of my fave antagonists... #j.edit

[le-fandom-prince]

we should bring back superwholock content

#please please please #please pleaseeee #i miss it #bring it back #superwholock #more content #pls #pls pls pls #i beg of you #tumblr gods #hear my plea #BRING IT BAAAACK #sherlock holmes #john watson #bbc sherlock #bbc john watson #doctor who #tenth doctor #10th doctor #supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #castiel #destiel #eleventh doctor #too many tags #too many people #aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh

[loving-delusions]

made a quick doodle comic bc im revisiting some old asf episodes from the show lol

picked a nice lil episode to dissect lunar like they're a frog from bio class

anyways. do u think lunar thought their interaction with moon made them feel off. like. that's not really the same guy they knew before they died, just saying.

(( reunited with lunar in vr chat episode. yeah it's 5 months ago ))

more rant in the tags as usual

#lovingdelusions #sun and moon show lunar #sun and moon show #sams lunar #not adding the lunar and earth show tag bc this happened in the sams channel. also this is before the laes channel got made lol #sams moon #tsams lunar #tsams moon #the moon with red eyes is meant to be the older moon lol. the one before he got his memories wiped and all that #I THINK!! i think lunar would miss the old moon #yeah sure he's mean but i think lunar found that a wee bit as a nice thing #it's familiar to him (cough. old eclipse. cough) and it's the guy he got along with after deciding to betray eclipse and fully side w moon #like. the old moon is the one that was there for lunar when they said 'im done working with eclipse' #and now that moon's memory is wiped. lunar would kinda notice its not the same guy he had known before #and losing that bit of familiarity is fucking scary lol #imagine that. nearly all the people you've known before you died. all that sense of familiarity. fuckin gone #killcode is off in god knows where (bc i hc that kc also kinda adopted lunar and no u cannot change my mind) #bloodmoon was dead (in this ep bm still hasn't been 'remade') #and eclipse. as much as lunar hated him. is gone. and that scares him too #im GGRGRGG #im trying to get back to the stuff i genuinely like and im using this episode to kick start that little kindling flame rn #i LOVE dissecting this little bot

[ardentpoop]

they're actively trying to kill me again

#isnt that dean's 8.01 Abusive War-Vet Husband flannel lmfao #anyway someone please get jack out of here i can't bear it #ppl who call these samndean arguments ''intolerable'' how do you not understand that this is who they ARE at their very core #the whole thing is broken and always has been. did you totally miss the hideous implications of s4. none of this is new #when theyre Good it's almost invariably bc sam's too tired to fight it #spn #liveblog tag #15.17

[soullessjack]

cool callum fact: every time somebody on tiktok says that dean isn’t jacks dad I appear in their doorway to curse their bloodline

#somehow it’s always a samgirl too #like miss girl your hubby drank half of a nurse and half of his sympathy for Jack came from projection #my hatred for sam and deangirls and their nonstop pissing contest grows stronger every day #AND USING JACK AS A STUPID LITTLE NUMBER ONE DAD TROPHY TOO #I HATE ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!’ #I am losing it today. #cal.txt #spn #jack kline #dean winchester #society if people understood dean and jack the way I do

[ooey-gooey-angel]

Who do you think would be most fun to pick apart like a lab rat and study? Just for fun, I'm curious

#i know every character has some form of brainworms but. #who would be the most fun to pick apart #whose brain has the best damage #I included just a blanket other option because there are just too many side characters #i would miss one and then somebody would say “you forgot about x!” so you get just one option #spn #polls #spn polls #supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #castiel

[pocketgalaxies]

thanks marisharaygun for bringing to my attention the moment in ep 84 where the npc says "what's going on??" and sam goes "uhhh. ...uhhhhh.........i DON'T know."

#i've been missing a lot of things recently lol too much initiative that i don't have the attention span for #but this made me laugh out loud just now #marisharaygun thank you so much for your service #2h51m c3e84 #text #critical role #cr3 #cr fandom #sam riegel #fresh cut grass #about me #laugh tag

[arsenicflame]

hey does anyone wanna bounce bellhands/they all went to pirate school together ideas with me? im trying to figure out the missing pieces of my personal set up and it might be easier with someone else!

#if youve never spoken to me before please be aware i will type a whole paragraph in response to one (1) sentence #but if ur down for that! please. #ive got like. the start and the end and a couple bits in the middle fleshed out but it doesn't f l o w #this is the problem with trying to condense more than a years of ideas into one cohesive narrative. i usually swap and change things as #and when it suits so im like. i don't know what i need in this #its just for my silly little tumblr post but #i would appreciate it <3 #i can send you what ive wrote and we can go from there or we can start from scratch bouncing ideas or u can just ask me questions #or something to help fill in gaps idk whatever works for u! what ive got is like. a fuckin mess honestly its ramblings and half finished #thoughts and just. its. a complete state and thats not even touching on whats missing (like. anything that matters in the middle basically) #nyxtalks #ofmd #bellhands #sam bellamy #izzy hands #israel hands #if you're unfamiliar with the concept: its Hornigold era stuff; jack + ed + izzy + sam all sailing under him and learning the ropes togethe #im not trying to go into too many details; just the underlying structure that is what I think of when i think of them #its probably not something anyone else cares about but i think i need it for some of the more fun 'what if Izzy went with sam' posts #i realised if i wanted to say what the divergence point was i Needed to establish all this lol #'oh yeah its when izzy chooses sam after the mutiny despite their argument' NYX WHAT ARGUMENT. you need to tell us what u mean

[nthflower]

Pepe larraz #700 issue cover have two cables and arakko funny name lizard mutant but no kwannon or synch or destiny or any member of five or shitton of other characters who were very important in krakoa era 😭😭

#like you have Deadpool but no kwannon??? really??? krakoa era was her era literally also destiny too #maybe i am biassed but they were like the ones who benefited the most?? #synch too like i domt like any of his writing but you cant say he was a background character whole era #jubilee is missing too literally xmen poster girl #beto is also missing but sam is there #xavier not wearing his twink suit also like how it is krakoa goodbye cover without xavier twink suit

[mareastrorum]

My inner 90s kid is overly excited for slap bracelets to come back.

#cr liveblog #critical role #daggerheart oneshot #did you see Sam's face? he was excited too #i didn't realize how much i missed accessory-related violence

[korrolrezni]

And now Maxine is crying, and Sam is giving her company in doing just that.

And of course New Canton is also under fucking attack!

*Inhales* I miss Sara.

#zombies run #zombies run spoilers #zombies run s4 #zombies run s4 spoilers #zrs4 spoilers #zrs4 #and the midst of it all I've discovered a new favorite song #it could work for Five and Sam #I am calm!! #New Canton is always under attack when you need em #Berny *shakes fist* #I miss Archie too #where the fuck is Steve Sissay when you need him

[whysamwhy123]

Hoo boy, I am still inexplicably trying to make this dumb, trashy Ricky/Christian thing happen, even though no one wants it, no one will read it and I am not equipped to handle it. But...it's fuuuuuuuuun. Even though I'm sure it sucks. I haven't written the smut because LOL, I never do. Maybe I'll try and circle back to it or maybe I'll just do my usual fade to black. But even so...there's some real self-indulgent, gratuitous stuff here so far, despite the lack of actual smut. Who is this for exactly? Other than me? Why am I doing this?

*chants while glaring at myself in the mirror* SHAME. SHAME. SHAME.

#What is wrong with you Sam you should not be allowed to write #Sometimes my writing tag is so very accurate #I do not know what I am doing but I am ENJOYING it #But still - shame. #I've missed getting to write Ricky my premier blorbo #And like with every other time I've written him it's basically an excuse to pay tribute to his...assets let's say #And also... *heavy sigh* I think I'm finally ready to admit that that Christian fella is fine as hell too. #Thirsting over a man who's almost 50. I've become a cliche. But whatever I'm old as shit too and boy do I feel it so who cares LOL

[quietwingsinthesky]

or, what if kevin was lucifer's prophet to protect?

ft. kevin being extremely traumatized. and lucifer not being much better off.

#kevin is literally a baby he is a teenager he is younger than me and it is breakin gmy heart watching s8 #someone fucking hug him oh my god. make him take a nap. can you not see that he's killing himself. #spn #fanfiction #kevin tran #lucifer spn #also lmao. i try and focus on them and out of left field here comes sam like hi hello please mention how fucked up *i* am about lucifer too #and how could i deny my favorite boy #yes the title IS from the barbie song lucifer is a BARBIE GIRL in a BARBIE WORLD (plastic melted off and scribbled on and missing limbs)

[godsprettiestprincess]

Idk. I have feelings about Lucifer & his motives being boiled down to ‘evil man trying to get what he wants at any cost’

#maybe it’s bc I don’t have experiences like that but flattening anything he does in s5 to fit the human definitions of assault or abuse…… #misses the point imo #it’s just too simple #ramsey barks #lucifer #(obviously this doesn’t mean you can’t describe Sam’s experiences that way) (just Lucifer’s intentions)