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dotashor · 1 year
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Diary Entry 2
======================================== I made this short scene about an oc I have named Mell, I wanted to show some of my old work since my newer work is shorter and not as detailed as I want it to be ======================================= ( !!WARNING!! This short story contains abuse, yelling, and bad language )
Mell slowly walked down the stairs, each step creating a creak in the floor. Her mouth opened as her head bent back in a long yawn as it drooped back down, once she stepped down on the downstairs floor she lifted her hand onto the side of her mouth calling out “Mom I’m awake..!” She had a bit of worry in her voice as she awkwardly smiled towards the kitchen. Her body was lowered to the ground mostly as she once again began to step towards the kitchen carefully “I told you to get out of bed at 5:00.” Her mother said in a stern lowered tone, she turned to look at Mells terrified face as she watched Mells mouth frown completely, her mouth shook as her body began to close itself off hugging herself..Her hands gripping tightly onto her long tail as the skin turned red from the hard squeeze “Mom I’m sorry I didn’t see the time..” Her mother looked at her in disgust as her grip tightened to the pan she was using to cook food.
 “That’s not a FUCKING EXCUSE Mell Marie.” She quickly lifted the pan into the air as the eggs flung onto the wall with a splat “I don't think you have the right mind set Mell.” Her hand lowered in a side ways motion slamming the pan across Mells dark skin leaving a radiant red mark on Mells left hand side cheek, Mell whimpered in pain, her hands shaking as both of them touched the painful burn on her cheek “I..I’m sorry M-..Mom...please forgive me I didn’t mean to wake up so late..!” 
Her mother just slammed the pan onto Mells forehead sending her head back a little. Mell screamed in pain and agony falling backwards onto the cold hard checkered floor, 
The pan formed a cut on her forehead as the blood slowly escaped flowing down her head onto her hair, the blood dried leaving the strains hard and stained. “I don’t think you will ever understand. And don’t you dare start crying or I’ll give you a REAL reason to cry.” Mell resisted the urge to cry as her whole body shook from head to toe, she weakly lifted herself with her left elbow then slammed her hand down pushing herself upwards “I learned my lesson mother please believe me..” She got nothing but a cold stare from her mother. ============================================= Im not SUPER proud of this but I would like to hear anyones opinions and suggestions on how to make my writing sound better.. ============================================= ~🖤
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obsessed-bug · 3 years
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Bump it! I don't see enough 1010 and Reader. I might jump on the train, if i get the energy to do it >3>
Anyways, Rin x reader
Reader has scars from her past, depends on how you look at it, and usually hides them.
Rin comfort reader?
You should totally do it. I’d support you 100%! Also this turned into a comfort-confession one shot later on as I kept writing this, but I hope this what you sort of wanted! [I apologize this took so long to get out. Writers block you know?]
(Warning: mentions of scars and abuse. You have been warned…)
Rin noticed you've been wear long clothes ever since he's met you, even on hot summer days. He doesn't question you by any means, thinking maybe it's just your personal preference of clothing, but you usually get defensive whenever anyone asked you about it. Rin slowly grows concerned over you because of it. He wasn't quite sure why, but his metallic heart was just begging for him to ask you about it. He didn't know what this feeling was, being new to emotions and all that. After some thought, Rin made up his mind, getting up from where he sat with his brothers to go find you.
“Rin where you going?" Rin stopped in his tracks to look at Purl-Hew. "I thought we were-"
"Forget it Purl. I got something important to do right now. I'll join you guys later.”
With that said, Rin took a huge sprint to go find you. Purl-Hew and the rest of the boys looked at each other, but shrugged, not knowing what Rin was going to go do.
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Rin didn't know what he was doing, or why he was doing it, but his heart was telling him to just go. Over a simple question even. He didn't know why his metallic heart started speeding up when he got closer to the guest room you were staying in. Rin began to feel frustrated, not knowing how he was truly feeling. He heard from the other side you were watching something, so you were still in the mansion thank god. He just had to see you. Rin then felt something arise in him as he was about to knock on the door. It prevented him from doing what he wanted to do.
Not now dammit. Is this what... what is it called. Being nervous? Rin speculated and fought in his mind. He was able to do these things easily before, but not now.
"Hey Rin what's up?"
He must have been really out of it, not noticing you opened the door and looked up at him til now, a light white hue formatting on his coloured cheeks just from seeing you, and him from just standing there like a doofus.
"A-Ah hi Y/N."
“Is something wrong Rin?"
"N-No it's just, uh..."
You never seen him look or sound this anxious. He was usually proper, charming, and brave, but here he was, looking scared as a leaf. You immediately grabbed his hand, well-knowing it just have been his new emotions coming into play while dragging him into the room.
"Ok Rin. What's going on? Did something happen?" You asked, shutting the door behind you.
Rin seemed frustrated from the way he sighed. “Fine I'll tell you, just don't get mad at me ok? I'm just... what's the word again?” He paused to think- “Worried about you, yeah…”
Wait worried about me? You thought, walking to your bed, patting a seat beside you for Rin to sit down
"Rin I'm perfectly fine! There's nothing for you to worry about."
Rin took his time walking toward you to sit down, now bringing an arm around you. A long pause took place before Rin been spoke. “Y/N, what's the real reason why you wear long clothes?"
That's what broke you, feeling a surge of anger coming within you. Feeling yourself go in defence mode. "For the last time-"
"Y/N I apologize for asking again, but it's always been just excuse or something else." Rin cut you off, grabbing your shoulders lightly to face directly at you. His piercing white dots-for-eyes looked right through your soul at that moment. Not just that, but you saw something in him you haven't noticed before. Rin looked worried, scared... It surprised you seeing emotions on his face, especially in his eyes for the first time, so you knew he said it cause he didn't wanna hurt you or insult you in any way, but he was just looking out for you, being a genuine friend looking out for you. It was just like any good leader would do. It was about time you told him the truth, knowing Rin for longer more then the other members of 1010, he deserved to know about your secret first.
"Fine Rin just... Don't go tell everyone else after I tell you. I'll tell all the gang once I'm ready, but it will take time." Rin eyes soften hearing that, and his heart softened while also beating against his chest.
"Of course Y/N, I promise."
You grabbed one of his hands from your shoulder without thinking, tightening your grin around his huge hand in your small one. "W-Well Rin, it all started when I was younger. I didn't live in a decent neighborhood growing up, or a decent family either, so I had to fend for myself most of the time. Both my parents were alcoholic abusers, and my older siblings gave no shits about me once they moved out. They didn't even offer me to move out with them at all..."
Rin nodded, telling you to continue with curious, sad eyes.
"There were a few times my parents attacked me with sharp objects when they were on their alcoholic rampages, and that's when..." You rolled up your sleeve, revealing the multiple scars you've received in your past. Rin gasped seeing them, making you think whether you should have exposed yourself like this or not, but you continued anyway- "I got my very first scars. As I grew older, nothing got better. Still lived in a dangerous shithole. My parents didn't care wether I went to school or not, or worked. I worked as hard as I could to get the money I needed to be able to attend classes, plus I got help from some online friends that I still talk to to this day. I got into a lot of fights with other kids in school too, and the teachers of course didn't do jackshit to help me, nor the police." Rin was fully paying attention now, rubbing his thumb on your knuckle to comfort you, making you feel confident to continue - "From those kids." You lifted your leg sleeve up to show your bigger scars. "They did this to my legs."
“Y/N..." Rin's voice cracked, bringing you in a tight embrace. You felt something cold on your shoulder after a second.
He's... crying?
Him crying made you start tearing up yourself, nuzzling your face into his neck and brought him closer to your embrace. At this point you thought he heard enough and couldn't take it anymore.
"R-Rin it’s ok, I’m ok, so don't cry... please. I-I won't continue if me telling my past is hurting you this much." Rin sniffed, running a hand through your hair.
“T-Those bastards. How could they hurt something as precious as you?!" His grip tightened on you, making you gasp.
"I-I think you heard enough-"
“N-No Y/N please, go on... I-I don't even know why I started cry, just I-"
You brought a hand into his hair, hoping to calm him down. "Shh..."
Rin seemed to calm down after a bit from the gesture, making you smile. After a bit, you didn't hear sniffles anymore.
"You feeling better?" You asked, pulling away from the embrace to look at him. His eyes were stained with oil stains, making your heart hurt from the sight alone.
“Y-Yeah." Rin replied, wiping the remaining tears off his face. "Now continue..."
You wanted to say no, you really did. You just didn't want to hear or see him crying again, but he needed to know. "I-If you're comfortable with it, then I will. Don't worry it gets better."
Rin nodded, moving his head to be placed onto of yours. "I hope so..."
"I decided to drop of out the highschool I was in, and the job I had. I grabbed what I could and snuck out and never looked back. Best decision I've ever made. All because of my online friends."
Rin's eyes sparkled hearing that, a creeping smile appearing on his face.
"My online friends told me about a place called Vinyl City, which is were they lived. I was working on getting education when it came to music, and said fuck it and I flew over here with the remaining money I had to start a knew life. They help me so much to get me on my feet..." You paused, pushing yourself away from Rin to cup his metal cheek.
"If it wasn't for them, I wouldn't be where I am today, and I'd never meet my bestest friend in the world, and the one I love most that's always kept me going." You meant every word, but in the moment, you accidentally let the last words leave your lips, feeling yourself more exposed then ever.
Rin's mouth opened a little, expressing he was in shock. Your story was sad yes, but you beat the odds and made a better life for yourself, and the matter of fact that you loved him.
"Love... that's what I was looking for!"
You looked at him puzzled, now slipping your hand from his cheek. Rin noticed this and caught your hand, putting your hand back on his cheek.
"When I was coming here to ask you about this, my whole body didn't stop moving. All I thought about was you as I ran to the room. I wasn't just worried and scared." Rin paused, averting his eyes away from you for a second. "I-I also loved- love you! Even before the upgrade. I always had this urge to protect you. I didn't know why until now, and now I know."
This confession left you stunned, feeling the wave of emotion hit you. "Y-You're kidding right?"
"No I'm not! Y/N, I didn't know you were so brave just- I- you're incredible, I love you!" Rin stuttered his words, but managed to pull you into a loving kiss, he couldn't hold himself back anymore from expressing how much he loved you.
"Rin..." You muffled against his lips, feeling Rin push you down on the bed. You felt yourself smile, feeling so much better then before for finally telling someone about your past with no judgement or ridicule, and that you finally confessed your love to your best friend and he accepted them back.
Rin pulled away after a bit to let you breathe. He could kiss you forever if it wasn't for the fact you needed air to breathe. Your lips felt like velvet against his own. His coloured cheeks grew brighter the longer he looked at you when he pulled away, making you giggle.
"Can't believe the leader of 1010 is embarrassed, how cute.”
Rin looked away from you, laying down beside you to put his neck in your neck. “Mmh..."
You knew right then and there that he wasn't planning to move anytime soon, so you got yourself comfortable, and started running a hand through his silk-like hair. The silence in the room was nice. The sound of Rin's fans and heart calmed you. They seemed to slow down as the minutes went by, indicating he was fully relaxed. As you layed there with your new lover, you had high hopes for your guy's future, and you not letting your past take over you.
Mannn I almost started tearing up while writing this… thank you for the request @ringothesparkling. ;;
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itsthestutterforme · 3 years
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Firecracker 1/? (Dark!Ari Levinson)
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Summary: Your friend dragged you out of the house for a girls night out until Y/F/N came across a scammer getting beaten up by some men in the mob. You knew that it wasn't any of your business but Y/F/N insisted on helping him and now you're in big trouble.
Notes: GIF is not mine, mentions of physical abuse, mentions of child abuse, Y/F/N = your friends name, Y/B/N= your brother's name
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You can't believe Y/F/N managed to drag you out to downtown Boston. You can't deny that you're a hermit and Y/F/N is anything but. You never got the chance to leave your house except for school.
Your father was a perv that didn't like the idea of anyone talking to 'his girl' when he wasn't there. And your mother knew everything that was happening but decided to turn a blind eye.
You met Y/F/N on the one day you went to a cafe to unwind from your responsibilities. You turned off your phone and everything. Y/F/N said she knew a cool place that she wanted to take you.
It was a graffiti wall literally with beautiful pieces that spoke a thousand words about Boston's poverty.It was a learning moment.
You returned home around 11 pm and you got the worst of it. It was barely midnight when your neighbors called 911 because of your screams. You passed out and woke up in the ICU with three broken ribs, a fractured collarbone and a ripped rotator cuff.
Y/F/N was the only one who visited you and her parents made it their mission to get you out of your household and into theirs. You owe them everything.
"What's wrong?" "Nothing, why are we here again?" "To get out of our four walls. Between your training, school and work, we haven't had any time for ourselves." She explains. "True, but I would have thought a movie night and order a buffet of food, not going to germ central." You grumble.
"Take this, germaphobe." Before you could even turn your head, she lubed up her finger with saliva and shoves it in your ear. You duck your ear into your shoulder and shove her away with your free hand. "Ew! You fucking suck, Y/F/N." You scold.
Y/F/N's smile soon fades when she sees a man being held back by two men and punched by a third man. "They're going to kill him," she starts. "Don't involve yourself with the mob. The best we can do is call the police and pray they get here in time." "What if it was my dad back there huh? Or an old man?"
"Believe me, Y/F/N. That man is no saint. They don't pick up random people off the street, that man owes them something." "So we're just going to leave him there?"
"There's nothing else to do, Y/F/N. We don't want to get involved and put ourselves and our family in danger." "He has a family too," she turns to walk down the alley and you grab her hand.
She rips her hand away from your grip. "Hey! Pick on somebody your own size." She starts. "Beat it, lady. This doesn't concern you." One of the men grumbles. "Of course, we were just leaving." You announce, tugging on her arm but she refused to budge. "Please just go," you plead.
"Not a chance," "Why the fuck do you have to be this head strong, it's going to get you killed." "Then at least I'll die for something," the group of men approach us and you instinctively push Y/F/N behind you. You like to keep your head down and blend in, but you know what to do when shit hits the fan.
"Run when I tell you," you state. One man reaches behind him to grab a gun but you hit his throat with the curve between your thumb and index finger. He clutches his throat and you drop kick him in the face, ignoring the faint crack. The other man grabbed his gun and aimed it at you. In one quick motion, you step to the side and grab his wrist.
Slamming him into the wall with a fight grip on his wrist, you ram his hand into the wall until he dropped the gun. The remaining man let go of the injured man and ran into his car to leave. So much adrenaline was pumping through your veins that you don't even remember hearing the gun shot or the knick on your shoulder.
"Oh my God, Y/N. You're bleeding." She reaches out to touch you but you pull away. "I told you to leave it alone." You snap. You kneel next to the injured man who was spitting up blood. "You just signed a death wish," he says. "Yeah I know, let's get you to the hospital."
You and Y/F/N drove him to the hospital and they tended to your wounds. You were pissed at Y/F/N and didn't talk to her the entire ride home. "Oh come on, how long are you going to be pissed at me?" She asks but you just leave the car and walk into the house.
Scooping your cat, Iris, in your arms you walk into your room and kicked the door closed. "I didn't want anyone to get hurt," she says through the door. Iris hisses at the sound of her voice and you shush her. You lay on your back and Iris climbs off of you to sniff the freshly wrapped bandage.
"It doesn't really hurt that bad. Those meds work wonders." You tell her and she purrs as she rubs the side of her face against your nose.
"What do you mean he got away? The fucker owed me 100k." Ari grunts, jumping down from his chin up bar. He grabs a towel and wipes the sweat off of his face and neck.
"There were two women-" "Women? You let women get the jump on you." "One of them was smart, knew how to take away a gun with seconds. I'm pretty sure she killed Archer." Roy rambles.
"She what?" He stalks towards him and bared his teeth angrily. "Find the punk that stole my money and kill him. I don't care if he's in the hospital or not." Ari instructs.
"Dominic," he adds and waits for Dominic to enter the room. "I want everything on this.." "Y/N is all I could get and the other chick's name was Y/F/N." Roy finishes. "I want their exact location. I have to meet her myself before putting a bullet in her head."
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You huff in annoyance when Y/F/N knocks on your door for the tenth time today. "I'm headed to a party, I was wondering if you want to come." "Why, did you plan on interfering with more mob business," you snark. "Oh come on, when are you going to let that go?"
You stomp over to the door and flung it open. "I can't just get over the fact that we saved some guy from being killed by the mob. The odds are that he owed him money and now the money has to be taken from somewhere else."
"How do you even know this?" She asked. "My parents owed the mob money," you say softly, your shoulder sinking at the thought of your parents.
"Y/N, I'm sorry." "Just forget it, and no I'm not going." "Come on, you only live once." You really wanted to tell her that there was a chance that the mob already found out where you live so they could put a bullet in your head. But you knew that it would cause her to break down.
You called in some reinforcements. Your parents old friends. That was not something you looked forward to but at least you're safe for now. "Fine, but pull the same shit you pulled the other day, and I'm knocking you unconscious." You threaten.
"Ah, this doesn't mean you're forgive. What you did was reckless and you can call me a hardass all you want but in the end, it's me saving your ass." You add when you notice her trying to give you a hug.
"I'm grateful to have you as my best friend," she says, pulling you in for a hug anyway. You roll you eyes under her embrace but didn't pull away first. You waited until she pulled away to open your closet and find a cute outfit. "If I buy you the twenty five pieces of sushi that you love, will you forgive me?"
You pull out a t-shirt dress, a black beanie and black Adidas. "You're making it really hard now," you say with a chuckle. "Sushi it is,"
You were ready in less than ten minutes and met Y/F/N in the car. They drove fifteen minutes to the next town where the party is and as soon as you arrive, you could smell the alcohol and sweat.
The house was practically shaking from the bass of the music. As soon as you and Y/F/N walk through the door, you knew it was going to be an uneventful evening for you.
The majority of the guys in here are either drunk or high off their ass. And even then, they look like they only have 2 brain cells. You let Y/F/N mingle with her friends while you make your way to the kitchen to get a drink.
Little did you know that Ari was there, he followed you from your house and thought it was the perfect time to talk to you without tipping you off about who he was.
He walked into the house not too long after you guys. He made his guys wait in the car and bribed a couple of mostly sober college boys to try to rough you up so he could see you in action.
He rounds the corner and watched as you bend down in the fridge to grab a bottle of tequila. He cocks his heads to the side as your dress hugged the curve of your ass.
He ducks back into the corner when you close the fridge and pours a hefty amount of tequila in a plastic cup. You slap on a cup condom and poke a straw through before going back to the party. You sit down on the couch and scroll through Tik Tok as you sip on your tequila, barely making a face when the liquid burns your throat.
"Yeah, she's definitely built different." Ari says to his goons on coms. He watches you tell a guy to fuck off with just a glare. "Y/N, come on. You're suppose to have fun a parties." Y/F/N scolds.
"I am having fun," you say, holding up your cup. "Hey, I thought you were cute and was wondering if.." a guy starts but soon trailed off when he sent him a glare.
"Nevermind, sorry." He says before leaving. "You still have to teach me that," Y/F/N states before grabbing your hand and yanking you to your feet.
She spins you around and makes you drop your drink. "Y/F/N!" You scold. "Sorry," she links her hand with yours and you two swayed to the beat of the music until you felt a pair of hands on your hips.
You let go of Y/F/N hands and spin around to face the guy. "Did I say you could touch me?" You ask. "Relax, I'm not going to hurt ya," "Like you could if you tried," you say with a chuckle. "You bitch," you felt a hand on your shoulder and didn't waste a second thought before punching him in the nose.
"Oh she's definitely going places." Ari makes eye contact with the guys he bribed and made the cut it off motion. You pull away from Y/F/N and advance to the kitchen to sit on the counter.
Ari approaches you and leans his back against the counter. "You've got a mean swing," He says, crossing his arms and stretching the fabric around his muscles.
"I'm mean period," you look up from your phone and he was not at all what you were expecting. Your eyes widened as you set eyes on Ari.
His silky hair was brushed back except for the curtain bangs that touches his cheeks. His beard is well groomed and that denim shirt hugged his well toned body perfectly.
"Yeah, I'm not much of a saint either," he says, his eyes drifting from your eyes to your lips. "I'm Ari," Your heart was racing in your chest under his gaze but you maintain your mean exterior. "Hey, I-" some guy starts. Ari stands up straight and rolls up his cuff lengths as he stares at the guy.
"Whoah dude, I'm sorry. I didn't know she was your girl." The guy surrenders. "Then you must be fucking blind." Ari's words sent a shock through your body.
You have to get out of here before you do something that you'll regret the next morning. You jump off the counter. "It was nice meeting you," you mumble before leaving.
"Hold on a second, sweetheart." You turn on your heel a little too fast and fell right into his chest. Damn it, Y/N. Get your shit together, it's just a guy. He smiles down at you and his hands fell on your arms as he caught you. "I never caught your name," he adds. "Y/N, who is this?" Y/F/N says.
"I'm Ari, nice to meet you." You froze in your place, not knowing what to do or say. "I'll be in the car," you say before rushing out of the house. "She must like you because she treats anybody else like shit,"
"Yeah, I noticed." He says, watching you leave the house. "You mind giving me your number so I could give it to her?" Y/F/N asks. "Sure thing,"
Later that night, Y/F/N drove to the sushi place for pick up. You waited in the car and stared at Ari's contact. Then you heard Y/F/N's scream and you rush out of the car without a second thought. She was dragged into a van with a black cloth bag over her head.
You moved to run after the van long enough to memorize the license plate until you felt a sharp pinch on the side of your neck.
Your vision blurred and the images of your surroundings started to spin. The next thing you knew, a black cloth bag was put over your head and you were carried into another van. "Y/F/N.."
When you finally came to, you felt tension in your arms and legs. You slowly lift your head and tried to make out your surroundings through the mesh cloth. The stench of sand dust danced through the air and tickled your nose. "Oh look, she's finally awake." A man states.
"Y/N!" A smack soon followed and Y/F/N's cries. You shake your head ferociously until the bag felt from your head. You inhale sharply when you see Y/F/N with a cut above her eye and a bruise forming on her left cheek. "If you want money, name your price and I'll wire it." You say as calmly as you could.
"Really, and you happened to have a hundred thousand dollars?" "I have my side hustles, just give me a computer." You answer. "I don't want your money," "Then what do you want?"
"We don't know yet. Boss said to rough you up." You brought your head up to look at him and a firm fist collides with your mouth.
You wince as your teeth cuts into your cheek and you spit out some blood that was pooling in your mouth from your wounds.
"Y/N," she whimpers and you shush her. The sounds of your breathing and Y/F/N's whimpers fills the room. "Alright, let's see what we got here." A familiar voice says.
Your head snaps to the man you met earlier that night: Ari. Chills roll down your back when you heard a gun cock. "P-please, we'll do anything you want. Just please don't hurt us anymore," Y/F/N begs. "It's not you that we want, sweetheart." "This is about what happened on Friday, isn't it?" You say with a sigh.
"You really are a sharp one, honey. I almost don't want to kill you." Ari says, gripping your chin harshly. "You know that she hired hit men to watch the house? They were good, but my men were better."
You stare straight into his eyes with the same fire and he clenches his jaw. "Looks like we've found our new district boss, boys." You were greeted with happy chuckles and chirps. "Kill the other one. No witnesses."
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smolponcho · 3 years
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Haven't posted anything in a while 👀
But here we are!
I have gained a new art style and I decided to draw some Dreamswap stuff!
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Oh, these two aren't in the new art style, I just did these a real while ago, but yeah! I really liked these as they were my first two Dreamswap drawings! And if it wasn't obvious, I simp for DS!Blue lol- XD
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Here is with the new art style back when Blue was just a little kid ;o; I like to draw Angst sometimes, I did this on the 9th at night and the 10th in the morning(it's already the 11th for me-)
And I just did this starting at 11pm 10th of April.
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And I finished roughly 15 minutes ago(12:10am)
Dreamberry is an OTP and I wasn't planning to do them actually as females at all. I was planning to do them as both kids but I suck at drawing kids and hair so halfway drawing Blue I decided, "Nah, Imma make them girls because who doesn't love some Lesbian romance?" And that's the story on how they turned into females lol XD But it turned out really good in my opinion.
I know Blue probably no longer has their beanie/hat thing but like I said, I was planning to draw them as kids and I was too lazy and tired to erase the hat and it looks cute so I just kept it.
Dreamswap and their respected characters belong to: @onebizarrekai
I hope you like it ^~^
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Whisper of the Unknown..
~Sighing heavily as she relaxes against the cool grass as a September breeze washes over her, moving her right arm from over her face as she sat up and smiled to herself watching the dark clouds rolling in. “Looks like the forecast is cloudy with a chance of rain.” she would whisper to herself as she pulled her knees to her chest wrapping her arms around her thighs while pressing her calves to her arms, resting her chin on top of her knees watching the children being ushered by their parents into their safe warm homes down in the village. A sharp tone behind her causing a shiver to run down her spine “WILLOW! GET YOUR ASS IN THIS HOUSE! NOW!” her foster mother shrieked causing another shiver to run down her spine again, standing up quickly and brushing herself off of any grass and dirt that might irritate the wretch. Turning away from the village she would look at the foul woman’s features and frown before lightly jogging in and mumble apologies, now walking through the kitchen and into the living room before taking a sharp turn left into a small hallways until she reached a door at the very end of this particular hallway. Sighing again while walking in and across the floor to flop down onto her stiff springy bed, her foster sister giggling quietly as she whispered “You’re going to sound like Matilda if you keep that sighing up.” Willow lifted her head to glare at the girl with a face filled with freckles over a cute button nose, lips full and pink and the lightest of green eyes and blackest of hair washing out any color of her fair skin before giggling quietly with her “Oh shut it, Lily.” The girl would smile and yawn, stretching out and rolled over to face the wall leaving Willow to her own wretched thoughts before she too would turn towards the wall and slowly let the dark call to her pulling her into a bliss less slumber.
Groaning as she is disturbed from her slumber to the sound of muffled crying and the springs squeaking of movement, she would peek over her shoulder to see Lily with her arms pinned over her head kicking and struggling against a short, scrawny man with shaggy blonde hair, and brown eyes. Finally done with Lily the man would grab her throat and whisper something to her before stepping away and pulled his pants back up before heading back to his room with his wife Matilda, leaving Lily curled up in a mess of his defilement covering her mouth as she cried harder. Willow slowly got up from her bed and quietly crept over to Lily’s bed to crawl in with her, offering her a washrag she kept just in case she or Lily got sick. Lily took it to clean herself and then tossed it t the door before cuddling up to Willow sobbing her heart out whispering “I wish I were somewhere else...or dead..” Willow rubbed her back gently and started quietly humming to her “Hush now, sleep now, don’t let the world weigh you down. Sleep now, quiet now, fly through the dark clouds. When you wake is another day in hell, but worry not and rest for now. Be calm, be still, here in my arms. Feel my warmth, feel my love and leave your worries behind.” trailing off at the sound of Lily’s quiet snoring, Willow would close her eyes to sleep once more. Waking to the sound of Matilda waking her foster brothers in the next room she would carefully remove herself from Lily and her bed before quietly rushing to her own bed and lay down just as the wretch would fling open there door, startling Lily awake and Willow would sit up quickly. “Good morning you lousy good for nothings! Get up and do your duties before I have to drag you downstairs and let Fred discipline you louts!” Lily’s eyes widened with fresh tears as she was already half way dressed and moving down the hall pulling her shirt down the rest of the way, leaving Matilda to glare at Willow “Smells like he’s already been in here..” she looked at her feet to see Willow’s washrag and grimaced mumbling “..disgusting..” as she turned away and left her there. Quickly standing up and moving to the dresser her and Lily shared she would pull out a clean pair of faded black jeans and a gray T-shirt, slipping into them and rushed out and down the hallway towards the living room accidentally bumping into a tall, tanned athletic boy with shoulder length black hair, freckles lightly covering over his cheeks and nose and forest green eyes. Grumbling and shuffling away towards the dinning room, Willow would apologize “Sorry Jack..” before heading into the kitchen and out into the backyard to pick up sticks that were blown around during the storm the night before.
~Jack would watch as the short girl with ash brown hair and porcelain skin shuffle off, his foster brother/room mate bumped his shoulder and whispered “Freak touched ya, huh?” He would frown at the nickname given to her by the others as he found her eyes to be unique and beautiful, granted the first time he seen them he was shocked to say the least. Her right eye being a grayish blue while her left eye being an emerald green would often cause peers in public areas to shy away from her, but he only wanted to get closer and soon after his 18th birthday he will leave this awful place. Pain tightened in his chest at the thought of leaving Willow and Lily here in the clutches of Matilda and Fred, shaking his head as he went upstairs to clean their bathroom as plans to take the girls with him started forming in his mind. Hearing soft humming through their window Jack would push it open and smile to himself watching Willow move in a zig-zag pattern collecting all the sticks and trash, dancing a little while her jeans hugged her thighs and bottom making Jack groan and look away before his jeans got any tighter. Finishing with their bathroom he would head back down stair to tiddy up the entertainment room, watching Lily move around and spot a bruise around her throat causing a growl to rumble up and out of his chest. Michael, and Matilda all looked at him with wide eyes and backed away just in case claws started coming out of the ends of his fingers again. Shaking his head to calm himself and continue cleaning while ignoring the looks of fear, he would turn his gaze in Lily’s direction to see her precious smile aimed his way and her hands cupped to her chest in their way of saying “Thank you.” as she mouthed the words “Love you big brother.” before returning to her own duties. He would growl again as he glared at the floor while thoughts of how he would dismember Fred for defiling his only living relative, his baby sister. Some way, some how he was going to take the girls from here and he would make sure all three would pay dearly for hurting the girls, he wasn’t sure how he would calm himself down is he caught Michael hitting Willow again.
~Lily would rush to the bathroom and reach back behind the toilet to grab the douche her brother would leave for her before locking the door and push her pants down before climbing into the tub and proceed to rinse herself of any remaining fluids from the vile man. Grabbing a towel to dry herself off and climbing out of the tub she would pull her pants back up and clean out the tub before throwing the douche into the trash, hiding it under an at home pregnancy test box frowning. Like Matilda needed another child since she did such a great job raising Michael, Lily would roll her eyes at her own thoughts and shook her head before quietly moving through Matilda’s and Fred’s room out and down the stairs as the terrible woman would shout for everyone to join her for lunch in the dinning room. An ice cold shiver would course through her body as Fred walked in grinning like he took another virginity as he slide over beside Matilda and wrapped an arm around her, both of them speaking in unison “We have news!” Fred motioned for his wife to continue and she took it as she sputtered out “We’re pregnant!” Michael spitting out the mouthful of soup and slamming his hands down on the table shouting “Are you serious? How far along are you mom?” Lily would look down drowning them all out before a warm hand grabbed hers under the table and squeezed for comfort, a whisper rolling into her thoughts “We will get out soon little Lily.” A smile brushed her face at the nickname Jack still called her before a throat was cleared drawing her gaze up as Matilda shrieked “What are YOU grinning bout?!” Shaking her head and stuttering she answered “I~I’m happy for you m~m~mother...” cringing at calling the woman by the desired name that was drilled into her. Fred stared at her expectantly before she continued “..for both of you really...f~father must be p~proud..” he would turn his stare into a glare “D~d~daddy must be proud...” a smile finally pulling at his lips and a wave of relief coursed through her a moment before ice cold fear replaced relief as Fred winked and mouthed “Later princess.” 
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TL;DR – Well Last Night In Soho is a film that threatens to go off the rails at any moment yet somehow manages to hold on just by its fingertips    ⭐⭐⭐⭐ Rating: 4 out of 5. Post-Credit Scene – There is no post-credit scene, but there are images during the creditsDisclosure – I was invited to a press screening of this filmWarning – This film depicts scenes of abuseWarning – This film features…
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TRIGGER WARNING: ANTIBLACKNESS AND MEDICAL ABUSE
Alexus A (alexus0323 on tiktok) experienced horrifying treatment at the hands of the night shift nurse at Midland Memorial Hospital in Texas
Here are her videos:
She is crying in these videos and it's not extremely graphic but there's mention of blood and urine
Contact information for the hospital because they need to be held accountable:
Main phone number: +1 432-221-1111
This is fucking bullshit and this is why nurses need to have serious background checks because what if she did die? She has a child
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Whisper of the Unknown..
~Feeling the crisp chill of November as snow flurries dance around while the wind whips at them in different directions Willow looked around, feeling warmth wrap around her left hand causing her to look into the eyes of her best friend Lily. Willow watched her friend's eyes light up while walking away from the foster home as they followed Lily's older brother Jack who was leading them to a store to pick up some gifts for Michael's birthday. Willow watched with intense interest as Jack's jeans cupped his ass in the right way her gaze dropping towards his thighs which were hugged right as well, biting her bottom lip on the right side trying to suppress her voice before a giggle pulled Willow's attention away from trying to imagine what she would to to Jack. Staring into the eyes of her best friend, Lily, as heat rushed into Willow's ears and face "What are you giggling about?" Willow harshly spoke in a failed whisper as Lily whistled and released her hand before running to join Jack's side leaving Willow to follow after quietly. Glancing around at the storefronts Willow could hear Jack and Lily conversing as snow crunched beneath their boots, something flashed and Willow turned to walk towards it not paying attention to her friends' voices drifting off in the distance. Watching a girl try on a black plated skirt with purple and blue plaid design that fell down to mid length on the girl's thighs medium sized fishnet stockings and 3 inch platforms, Willow's gaze started back up to see a mesh long sleeve cover the girl's belly as a blue sleeveless crop top slipped over a bulbasuar sitting in the middle of it with squirtle standing beside it. The girl's hair was blonde with black, purple, red and blue highlights tied up into high side pig tails Willow muttered to herself "Gothic nerd? Cute.." before feeling a sharp kick to the back of her legs. Gasping as she fell back onto her ass she looked up to see Michael with his arms crossed over his chest tapping his foot with a guy 3 inches shorter than Michael stood beside him, his torso was almost as round as Matilda's while the guy's hair was a poorly tamed for of red curls. Frowning she stood up and brushed off her dark blue jeans as she snapped "What do you want, Asshole Junior?" staring daggers at the boy who started towards her and grabbed her by her jaw, pushing her towards an ally before shoving her away. Tripping backwards Willow shouted and fell into the metal frame of a garbage bin feeling the burning bite across her back and shoulder as Michael chuckled "You thought you could sneak up on me and offer an early birthday present? No thanks.." his voice trailed off as he turned away from Willow with his pudgy friend following behind "and FYI I don't like you staring at my girlfriend." was the last thing Willow could hear as they walked off and her vision blurred. Reaching back Willow hissed and pulled her hand away from the back of her head frowning as droplets of blood marred her flesh, looking in front of her she stumbled out of the ally and collapsed as she heard Lily's gasp and cry before everything went black.
~Giggling as her big brother made a joke she turned back to say something to her friend Willow about the joke wondering why her friend had gotten quiet, frowning as she didn't see Willow and stopped walking grabbing Jack's wrist. "Where did Willow disappear to now?" she spoke loud enough watching her big brother look around frantically with her, running back the way they came while peering down each and every ally way looking for her. Hearing a shout that sounds like her friend Lily looked at Jack as tears welled up in her eyes, he cupped her cheek gently and spoke softly towards her "Don't worry, she's a big girl. Let's go see who is picking on her this time so I can whoop their asses, yeah?" Lily nodded in agreement as they ran around the corner and seen Michael and his friend David disappear into the Hot topic store, just before seeing Willow stumble out of the ally looking paler than normal. Lily gasped and cried running towards her friend grabbing Willow's arm and wrapped it around the back of her neck trying to lift Willow, looking towards her brother as he stared wide eyed recognizing his anger rising "Help me, her eyes are closed!" she screamed at her brother feeling tears running down her face. Watching Jack quickly move towards them Lily felt her own anger subside slowly as Jack cradled Willow to his chest, she turned and started towards the store pushing at the door entering the store. Glaring down Michael who was lost in his conversation with David to barely even notice what was happening Lily felt fire course through her veins as she steadily approached Alyssa who was trying on a skirt on. Aching pain wrecked chaos along her limbs feeling heat pour from her hands as she shoved Alyssa towards Michael and growled. Realizing everyone in the store was staring at her she looked towards the mirror and seen her hands had claws as well as fire covering her hands, her jaw elongated into a wolfish like grin Lily turned and grabbed Micheal by his neck pulling him away as he screamed for someone to call his mother. Reaching the door Michael screamed for someone to call his dad and Lily froze as a cold shiver of dread ran up her spine, her grip tightening on Michael's throat before feeling something like bubble wrap popping as well as hearing a crunching sound she looked to see Michael's eyes staring wide up at her bloodshot and fading. A shriek erupted while people started throwing things at Lily she released Michael and ran out the store running towards the woods at the outskirts of the village, feeling fear yet excitement fill her spirit as air froze her lungs.
~Jack Stared in bewilderment watching his sister slowly shift into something more as her own anger rises, he turned his gaze to look at Willow's pained slumbering face before commotion erupted in the store drawing his gaze back to see Lily break Michael's neck. Alyssa shrieks and David faints while other people in the store started throwing items at Lily watching her move towards the exit he knew what was about to happen. Holding Willow close to his chest he felt his own anger rise watching people poorly treat his sister while a calm fell over his mind feeling Willow nuzzle her face against his chest, the scent of Honey-Suckle and rain filled his senses giving him a boost of energy. Looking away from Willow he started running after a bipedal wolf with smooth raven black fur watching it drop to all fours once inside the tree line of the forest, hearing a weird cry as bones cracked and muscle moved before a blonde she wolf struggled to stand up. Slowly approaching Lily's she wolf Jack knelt down and used a voice that usually made humans weary and shy away from him, he commanded Lily's she wolf to look at him while using his mind-link with her "You are early in shift and revealing yourself in such a way has caused some troubles. What is your name, little she wolf?" Hearing the little wolf whine before he heard a response in his mind "I was protecting from harm, I care not for traditions. Any proud she wolf would shift in the moment of battle!" the she wolf shook her body as if shaking water from her fur before continuing "I am Alexis." Jack watched the little wolf sniff around before whining as she slowly shifted back into a terrified naked Lily, setting Willow down carefully he pulled his coat off himself and walked towards Lily wrapping her up "I have much to tell you and Alexis will need to learn some manners.." he spoke softly before looking into Lily's teary eyes. Turning back around he picked Willow up and started away from the foster house turning to look over his shoulder "I was going to wait until you both were 18 before I moved out so we could all leave together without much hassle but...the circumstances..." he heard Lily sniffle and cling to the back of his shirt while walking some more through the forest. At the foot of the hill where the house sat was a cave hidden behind thick foliage where Jack stopped and spoke to Lily "Up on my back, your feet are not properly covered to walk through here." once Lily was settled on his back he jumped up onto a boulder and slid down the moss with his boots as the three of them disappeared from sight.
~A few days later Willow blinked away the sleep that over took her and she sat up confused looking around a cave filled with herbs and meats, looking down towards her legs she realized she was on a cot made from ferns, hay and branches tied together by twine. Blinking some more she looked towards the cave entrance and seen sun filtering in as a lake sparkled in the distance, shifting her legs so they dangled over the cot's edge she went to stand and stumbled a little before feeling heat pressed against her bare shoulders. Looking down she seen her chest was wrapped a white linen wrapping clothe while her dark blue jeans wear replaced with a black piece of clothe tied into a make shift skirt, looking up to see Lily standing bare. "What happened and why am I dreaming your naked?" Willow asked while reaching up towards her face rubbing at her eyes while her friend giggled "You've got so much to learn...Jack and the others are waiting!" Lily shouted before grabbing one of Willow's hands away from her face pulling Willow towards the entrance of the cave. Finally realizing Lily had a  raven black wolfish tail swaying Willow looked up towards Lily's ears and seen they were pointed and a bit longer than she remembered. Hearing Jack's voice pulled Willow's gaze towards him and seen a few others that had pointed ears and tails like Lily though the color of their tails were widely different. Jack stood tall and walked towards Willow cupping her face for a moment before pulling her close to him in a hug, Willow groaned when he pulled away and walked towards the other people. Willow's gaze zero'ed in on his basketball shorts and his exposed body, rumbling softly before blinking as she watched a shaggy blond wolf tail sway behind Jack. "Come sit, we have much to discuss." she heard Jack call out to her as she started towards the small fire surrounded by stumps she mumbled to herself "Yeah...I think I'm dreaming." her gaze locked onto Jacks as his hand stretched out towards her "How long was I sleeping?"
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