#ANYWAY! mac and cheesed :3

[obsob]

once more around the sun!! :3

#mine #cats #happy new year!!! a little late but alas #i didnt like th colours here but now i love them hehehehehheheh #i hope everyone had a good holidays life development for me is i now like ice hockey #in my sports fan era...these greasy sweaty bloody white men...intrigue me #also i got a new diary!! im using th hobonichi cousin in kinda alarmed by it ngl a5 is a lot of space to fill #i tried the hobonichi techo a couple years ago n found it a rlly weird size 2 work in but now.........big page scawwy #im trying not 2 b too insane about it . like relax who cares #if i do cute spreads i will share them :3 #also in th same vein im not setting a book goal this year !! tbh i surpassed my goal last year by a lot and wasnt stressed about it at All #but i get so guilty about not reading sometimes like girl . guilty to who? god? are we catholic now? get a grip #anyway anway im going to toot on my flute and then eat my weight in mac n cheese #love how i had to get a new cork in my flute bc i didnt play for like 10 months n th guy was like play regularly! n i was like yeh will do! #and then did not do that #alas...time escapes me

[gideonisms]

Defeated the specter of takeout by being mentally physically and emotionally unprepared to speak to a human

#let! me! order! from! the! website! #definitely definitely would have spent $30 on a hamburger but the site wouldn't switch to the address that is closest to my home #i cannot try to make someone understand my order #i have worked 5am-3 pm since Tuesday and i just started my period i'm getting a one (1) day weekend i do Not have any brain cells left ♥️ #anyway. making my sad mac & cheese

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

home from work

#if I speak… #one of the girls walked out yesterday #the best worker we have is on the verge of blowing up on this bitch’s leaders bc since he can do everything quick and efficiently already #they’re putting 3 to 4 ppl’s workloads on him to see how far they can extend his worth and then they’re over his shoulder the whole time #micromanaging him so today he almost lost it and was literally walking around mumbling about his disrespectful they all are (facts) #and how if they don’t think he’s doing it right then they can do it and I know for a fact one of the ladies heard him #bc he wasn’t even trying to hide it at this point and like this dude is cool he has a lot of patience and helps out any way he can #so if HE’S on the brink of snapping then the rest of us don’t stand a chance LMFAO #anyways today was a fucking mess those leaders know nothing about our store yet so they have us making less than what we need until we need #it so we get behind constantly and they made prep a disaster bc again they think they can just prep a bunch of stuff in the morning #and it’ll last the whole day and yes that works in theory but the reality of the situation is every day is different and today #we sold double what we did yesterday so they had to move me to prep to fix their mistakes bc we were running out of stuff 4 hours in lmfao #and I’m the only one left who knows how to do everything on prep bc the other girls had never done it before #we’re supposed to prep 20 mac n cheese trays in the morning for the whole day #we open lunch at 10:30 tell me why I go into the cooler at 12 put more in the oven and there’s only 5 left #it’s been less than 2 HOURS and you’re already running out of macs which means those idiots prepped barely anything just to try and save mo #*money to cut down waste but that gag if you’re losing money bc now you’re short on everything and customers are leaving bc they’re having #to wait a long time for their food #and macs take 40 minutes to cool LMFAO #I get over there they’re out of parfaits they’re out of fruit cups they’re out of kale salads the front is coming in and having to take #stuff as I make it bc they keep getting orders and it’s all just a fucking mess #I have to make a custom wrap and what happens?? those morons didn’t pull the flatbreads out of the freezer like they’re supposed to every #night so now we have no flatbread and I had to run back there and put them in the warming drawer to defrost and we lost an order bc I had #nothing to make the wraps with <3 #I go back there to get more cold chicken SPOILER ALERT they didn’t have anyone make any this morning so now there’s no chicken for the wrap #and salad and it has to be grilled and then chilled for 2 FUCKING HOURS before it can be used #they’re a fucking disaster like 😭 #was the store perfect before?? ofc not but it ran quickly and efficiently as it should and now it’s literally just a mess #this bitch hasn’t even owned it for a full week yet and has already fucked it all up #womp womp!!!!!!

[woodnrust]

Mannn I'm literally trying to find easy recipes but they all call for ingredience... fucked up

#jelly.txt #WHY does my household not have ANY kind of food that is not pre-made. not even sauces bro #''you need to learn how to cook'' well that would be a lot easier to do if 90% of our pantry wasn't snacks. there are NO fresh fruits or #veggies in this house.. kms?? and every time i bring up that we should buy some they're like 'no <3' I'M THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS HOUSE #WHO LIKES FRESH FOOD and it sometimes drives me up the wall because every night it's like okay your options for dinner are #either frozen mac n cheese or frozen pizza or frozen chicken or fr #and it also sucks because THEY will not eat 90% of the food i enjoy because they're picky eaters. whenever i'm just minding my business #eating something that isn't American Slop they're like 'wow look at you eating your ~speshul~ food does it make you feel ~speshul~' -_- #but anyway now they're nagging me about saying i need to learn to cook but are also discouraging me from *actually* cooking if ykwm

[trial-by-yuri]

I just realized I didn't actually have a full meal today I knew I did something wrong.

#“I practiced self care” proceeds to forget to eat #I promise it wasn't intentional #Anyways I'm gonna eat Mac and cheese now so I'm all good :3

[yuukimiyas]

sighs it was suuuper busy today ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১ but my coworker needed to catch up on bsd so we watched most of s5 when we had a lil free time!! :3 now i am the sleepiest ever!! time for me to rest up to do it all again tmrw!! i hope your friyay was incredible just like YOU!!! ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals! #my coworker brought in tgiving left overs!! woo!! ໒꒰ྀིᵔ ᵕ ᵔ ꒱ྀི১ we had green bean casserole & homemade mac & cheese!!! it was SO GOOD!! #& i brought in a piece of pumpkin pie for us to share!! & w whipped cream ofc!! :3 def helped make my friday go so well!! <33 #i didn't get to half the stuff i wanted to on here :'< but tmrw is a new day!! & i always try to believe in myself! ૮₍ ˃ ᵕ ˂ ₎ა #remember!! even a lil progress is still progress!! <33 just smth i like to tell myself on days i feel like i fall short ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭ #anyways!! ILYASM!! but it's time for a certain girl & her lover boy to hit the hay!! ☆૮꒰ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ。꒱ა nighty night!! <33

[rosesradio]

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#i don't mean to vent when i just got back on here but like #so i haven't had a midnight snack in months--just didn't feel the need-- #but the night before last & last night i got a sleeve of saltines each--these were short sleeves of like 10-15 #i got the box for my dad when he was sick because he asked me & it had been sitting there for maybe 3 months since & no one wanted them #but then tonight we had soup & my parents asked about the saltines & basically found out #& my dad kinda chewed me out--not about eating the last of them because there was another box they used-- #but that that was way too much to eat & i eat too much & will get diabetes #which i feel just isn't true ? #without divulging too much i eat two meals a day (i don't like breakfast)--like a sandwich at lunch & then whatever me and/or my mom-- #makes at dinner #maybe a snack in between but not often #& then some (like a serving size) of ice cream for dessert #like a get a lot of cravings but it's not often i act on it because food is expensive #anyways i felt so bad about what my dad was saying i started crying & he said i was being overdramatic. but i didn't finish my dinner #& now i don't even want to eat around him #i should probably just ignore him--i love him but he's one of those dads that gets so involved at work that he just wants to watch tv when-- #he's off. & he thinks i'm basically the same person i was when i was eight years old--like i love mac n cheese & my favorite color is orange #but honestly i did suffer some disordered eating/body image issues in hs & i'm sure my relationship with food isn't completely healed #but it still hurts to see people think things about me that aren't that accurate #tw vent #tw disordered eating #rose.txt #To be deleted

[the-furies]

sorry for the aro & aplat positivity spam sudden ly I thought about my identity too hard for a second and then got really giddy and happy . it might happen again 👍

#pk;m encyclopedia🔵 #and then that sudden happiness turned into sudden anxiety and panic Because I realized things about me are Contradictory #but then e-chem made the body eat some mac n cheese [👍!] and I felt better #so in short: #1. This thought project is still not finished [It's been like since Feb!!!! Hello!!!!!!!!!! Tbis should've been done BY Feb!!*] #[*SAYS THE GUY who's still used to these things taking literal Hours hashtag just source/canon things] #2. We have mental illness [emotional dysregulation]. #3. We have mENTAL ILLNESS !!! [Emotional dysregulation. Again. Oh my god.] #I HAVE MORE THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS THOUGHT but i Can't do the words rn On account of itlf i think too hard abt ot #the cycle will continue . Happy into Oh My God into Anxiety into Panic rinse and repeat #TBAT'S NOT NORMAL IS IT? no. I should... eat. more food. #tbat mac j cheese was rlly good I'm surprised HL didn't yoink front immediately #THAT RAMBLE *WILL* HAPPEN EVENTUALLY THOUGHT i like talking about myself. I like. *talking.* #i liek. Information :] and sharing and learning information. the brain foes not like that tjough which is why I only infodump to like #One person out-sys lmao . . Anyways! #We are out. Of our adhd meds! 👍!

[killerchickadee]

It might not surprise you guys to know that I am the kind of person who is lonely and bitter enough to hope that everyone's 4th of July parties get rained out.

#i have 1 friend and 0 family so any party type of holiday is just depressing #also i have the worst fucking cramps today #and I'm hungry but only have mac and cheese to eat #which is the only thing I've eaten in 3 days #things are great #anyway we're supposed to get thunderstorms this afternoon lol

[calpicowater]

Week 34.2/52: August 22nd - August 28th 2022 | More Group Photos 😂

Trainers lowkey been taking group photos/wearing matching outfits everyday hahahaha how cute of us (took us like 10 minutes to decide on a dress code and we ended up with all white tops lmfao). Mobile training has been so exhausting I legit died at the end of the week 😭😭😭 I just want to be a salted (lazy) fish. 

#365 #52 #ootd #h white t shirt #white dress #adidas stan smith #sun emoji #also babes took me to eat mac n cheese hhhhh so yums thank u <3 #oh man the sleep deprivation lately is insane.... i would sleep for almost 9 hours and wake up exhausted and drained #i miss having a life.... #anyways big oopsies cuz i went 2 weeks without washing my hair AGAIN #legit only washed my hair twice in august that's just . #??? #lmao help

[trollbreak]

*throws paper ball at Jester*

[You catch him while he’s eating, crouched in his seat with his plate balanced between his knees, and your paper ball bounces off of him to land very comfortably in his mac and cheese, and he falls still, snarling first at the offending paper, then raising his gaze to you.]

“WHat, pray tEll, do you want?”

#ic #jester #no sprite bc I found such a specific mental image that I don’t have a sprite for it lol #also tho bc I. don’t think I’ve got an angry jester sprite lol #anyways. he’s having mac n cheese bc I’m having mac n cheese :3

[be-good-to-bugs]

why can i not clean my room?

#the bin #i was planning on cleaning it today but my sister called out and is having a friend over so im not #but its in a state :/ well maybe tomorrow i guess #going to try to draw maybe ill make smth or maybe i wont #feeling weird in my lofe all the time sucks a lot but im trying to improve it #i think first step is to clean my room second step is to clean my kitchen third step is eat actual fucking food oh my god #been loving off goldfish for the past month. a lil snack cakes here n there n occasionally some mac n cheese but mostly just goldfish #and goldfish r good but like. also not good for me for sure #well now that im not dreading the mornings so much cause they arent 3 hours of miserably working in a very empty kinda dark store #and instead im in close proximity to my v friendly coworkers i think maybe ill try actually waking up real early n eating and washing my #face and stuff before i go to work like a normal person. maybe. maybe not. but im gonna try #i need to be able to wake up at 4am easily anyway bc i could be working at 5am so its prob better if i wake so early anyway #but i dont like to go to bed that early either. well. at least winter means the sun isnt up for too many hours which is nice #idk. this new job has made everything about my life so much less sad and crushing #even starting it and being there is much less bleh than my prwv job was when i started. i think cause i talk to my coworkers a lot #and its not a constant and continue thing of work that does not end the whole time. the work comes and goes with orders #its nice. much kess monotonous. and since my life outside work is all the same every day its awful if work is also that #maybe omce im working more hours ill feel bad again but i honestly think ill still feel ok. and im not aiming for 40 hours a week anymore #either. more like 36. so i think its good

[todayisafridaynight]

class was Basically cancelled today so im looking at the next two sabu ttm movies i wanted to watch and i stg sabu really does love putting ttm in bad situations <- this is a good thing

#snap chats #idec at this point let me talk bout my movies im gon talk bout them anyway #after like half an hour one of my classmates just got up like 'ok its been well over fifteen minutes we can leave' and then we all did LOL #i hope my professor's alright.. this is unprecedented and she didnt send an email sayin class was cancelled... #im sure she's fine and something came up but i'll send her an email anyways just to make sure. moving on. #Our Little Sister was a really cute movie i really enjoyed it as a haver of two older sisters and a bad relationship with our mom #their banter was so cute with each other.. and them trying to ease suzu into their new home... wholesome.. #oh but right. anyway LOL NO I WAS LOOKING UP MORE STUFF TO ADD TO MY WATCH LIST #AND IM JUST READING THESE SUMMARIES AND IM LIKE 'i swear to god if i look in the cast list and see ttm is The Guy' #and wouldnt you fuckin know it He The Guy In Peril HEEEELP #i just imagine ttm walking on set and sabu handing him the script with a smile like :) Hey :) #and flippin through the script its just The Most Unfortunate Set Of Circumstances LMAO #its good for me tho I Repeat im an enjoyer of watching ttm scream and cry and have a terrible time. he does it really well i cant explain i #he always manages to look cute while doing it so </3 either that or so depressed/haggard im obsessed #the movies i plan on watching next are Postman Blues and Drive. they both sound goofy as hell and since its a sabu film ik they will be #trying to decide which one to watch.. they both sound good... plus drive was released my birth year lol.... #i prob wont watch either of them tonight since i wanna finish a comm at least but still.. just choosin for the future.. #ok bye i told mysellf id make myself mac and cheese. maybe a grilled cheese... im consuming cheese tonight is all i know

[starscreaming666]

Reheating literally the best mac n cheese I've ever had in my life in the oven due to sudden microwave explosion

#GOD #It's this brisket mac n cheese from a food truck #Employees at my restaurant got to eat free last night and my coworker Dave (love that guy he's great) let me try his because last night was #Hell and we were all starving and like. My eyes were opened in a way they've never been before #Like I HATE mac n cheese for the most part but I tried this shit and I could've cried really #The FLAVOUR the TEXTURE the BRISKET #SOBS #Yeah so I ordered some to take home but my microwave exploded (it's fine) a few days ago so I've just been heating things in the oven which #Sucks since I'm so bad at judging when I should take things out so they're always somehow COLD :) #Anticipated it this time though so I left the parchment paper on the tray and got that shit nice n toasty :) #Anyways last night was HORRIBLE but we pulled through lads we did it :) hope everyone else is doing well! :3

[luveline]

dad!steve eek!!! maybe some for kbd!? no rush, anyway love you!! <3

kisses before dinner au —mom!reader, 1.1k

Bethie squirms uncomfortably in your lap. “I’m sorry, mommy,” she says. 

“Well don’t be,” you say, hand to her forehead and holding her back so she can see your face, how you’re not angry. “It’s okay. You don’t like it?” 

“I’m not hungry.” 

You don’t get it. Bethie hasn’t eaten anything all day. She refused breakfast, snacks, smoothies, and hot chocolate. The plate in front of her repulses her, no matter how gently you plead with her to try it. “Honey, I don’t see how that can be true.”

She’s in your lap because you’d been hoping helping her eat might make it easier for her. She was thrilled to sit in your lap, but not even slightly inclined to eat her mac and cheese, or any sides. You offer her a slim carrot baton shining with honey, wiggling it from side to side. 

“Doesn’t that look yummy?” you ask softly. 

She looks down at her hands. 

You drop the carrot. You’re genuinely perturbed. Not easily panicked, this has thrown you off kilter. Beth has been picky ever since she started school, and you don’t mind, you’ll accommodate and feel sorry that she misses out on Steve’s chicken pot pie, but there’s a difference between being picky and having a total aversion to food she used to enjoy. 

Avery tries to pretend she’s not watching. Steve doesn’t bother, frowning deeply despite the baby in the high chair beside him and Dove on his thigh, the two girls giggling about something. The rest of them have cheeks covered in cheese sauce and sticky lips, but your Beth…

Maybe it’s too much to have everyone watching, you think. 

“Okay. Okay, let’s leave it for later, yeah? Will you help mommy with something? Is that okay?” 

Beth nods emphatically. “Yes!” 

You help her down off of your lap and take her little hand. “We’ll be back in a minute.” 

Steve shakes his head, at a loss. “Sure,” he says, though his face says something different. What are we going to do? “Take your drink.”

You grab the glass if only to appease your worrier. 

You and Beth leave the kitchen and the living room to sit on the stairs. There isn’t much privacy to be made in the house, but this will do. You put her on the step above you to sit eye to eye, and you take her little hand, rubbing circles slowly into the soft palm of it. 

“Is there something mommy can get you?” you whisper. “Anything at all. Because you’re so big now, you know you need to keep yourself nice and strong with dinner. Yeah? You need to eat so you can have lots of energy. I know,” —you smile at her startled frown— “you said you’re not hungry, but it’s okay. We don’t have to eat all of something. Me and you could go have McDonald’s, or pizza! We could have something special. We could go get donuts. Anything you want, even if it’s only one bite.” 

“I don’t know, mom…” 

“Anything you want, baby. Even if we get there and you don’t want it anymore, or it’s not what you thought.” 

Bethie decides in whispers that she’d like McDonald’s ice cream. You could cry. You almost do when you con her into eating half of ‘your’ cheeseburger on the drive home, her little feet swinging in the footwell as she licks ketchup off of her fingers. 

You show Steve the wrapper when you get home proudly. 

“Good job, mom,” Steve says, reaching for you in the doorway. 

Bethie brandishes the cup tray of ice creams to her sisters in delight. They scramble in screeches to get there first. 

“Wren!” Bethie cheers, wiggling an ice cream at her baby sister where she lays in a bouncer. “Mom, can I feed Wren?” 

“Only the plain one, baby.”

“Yeah, I know. Wren, look! I have ice cream. You want ice cream?” 

“Little spoonfuls,” Avery says, reaching for her own ice cream, big sister instincts quelled by excitement. “Oh my gosh, there’s fudge.” 

Steve nudges your hip with his hand. “Hey, you okay?” 

“That was a bit scary.” 

“It’s just a bad day for her. She’s okay. Did you eat anything?” he asks, curling an arm behind your back. 

“No. I got you a strawberry-kiwi smoothie, though.” 

“Anything for yourself?” 

You shake your head. “I knew Beth would only eat if I was eating it, so I had a bite.” 

“You’re a genius,” he says, hugging you to his side. His shirt smells like detergent under your nose. “I kept your dinner in the oven. Only take a minute to heat back up.” 

“Did you eat yours?” 

He puts his lips to your cheek and doesn’t answer. 

“This is nice,” you murmur. 

“I know.” He rubs your back. You’ve never had to ask him to do it, he just grabs you up and sets about soothing an ache you don’t have. He’s always been like this. 

“I can’t believe I had to sweet talk my six year old into eating fast food,” you say, watching Beth over the curve of his shoulder. She swallows a spoonful of ice cream and crinkles her eyes at the cold. “I never could’ve imagined this.”

“Thank god. You never would’ve let me date you if you did.”

You laugh and angle your head up for a kiss. “That’s not true,” you murmur. 

He kisses you but seems more eager for a hug, hooking his arm higher up behind your back and cuddling you into his neck. “I’m not sure what we’re going to do,” he confesses, “but if you keep being that gentle? She’s going to be fine.” 

You brim with a weird pride. Steve knows intimately the kind of parent that you are, and how hard you try, so if he thinks you’re doing a good job, you must be. “Dinner was great,” you promise. 

Steve laughs. “I know. It was fucking bomb. Honey roasted broccoli? These kids don’t get how good I am. I could go pro.” 

Dove wanders over with clumsy footsteps but better pronunciation. “Smoothie, daddy,” she says, holding his pink smoothie up to him with an urgent look. 

“Oh, thank you.” He pats your arm and breaks away to bend down. “Thank you, gorgeous,” he says, taking the drink and smiling huge at her. She says something in garbled kid talk and leans in to give him a hug, and then she runs back to her ice cream. 

Steve looks at you adoringly. 

“How’d you give me four perfect girls?” he asks, knowing he’s cheesy, his smile turning teasing. 

“A lot of hard work.” 

“I can tell.” 

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[rosesradio]

🦃

#…unlike my best boy ej i do not like thanksgiving. like at all #literally my least favorite holiday #i hate the obvious horrible history surrounding it as well as the getting together with family who never really liked me #& the stressing & cooking & cleaning & stressing some more when at the end of the day i only like about 10% of the stuff on the table #& that’s the Mac & cheese & mashed potatoes which you pretty much get year round anyway #it’s not even me being picky it’s just a texture thing like why do people like stuffing & cranberry sauce #ugh…i have the next like 3 days at least mapped out for me…i’ve already worked the past 4 days but my days off i’m gonna have to cook #when/if i move out i’m still gonna watch the parade (i really do enjoy the parade & the dog show) but i’m gonna make a lasagna #like it’s still a hard-earned dish but a lot easier & one I really enjoy #im also not gonna get to write for a while which is really upsetting :( #rose.txt