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#ALEXA PLAY MY LONGEST YEAH BOY EVER
evolmaze · a month ago
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not like this
summary - you go to a party ready to hang out with your friends, but your best friend has other ideas that involve you, a closet, seven minutes, and a close friend you swore you’d never tell
pairing - jin x reader ft. other members of bts and other o.c.s!
genre - fluff, angst | ftl!au, nonidol!au
word count - 5.0k words
warnings - mentions of drinking, otherwise nothing else!
a/n: this is totally inspired by that one episode of New Girl where Nick and Jess are stuck behind the door and Nick tells Jess that he doesn’t want kiss her, “not like this” hence the title lol. Not quite the same plotline, but was definitely my inspiration for it!
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You had always loved Saturday nights, the one day a week where you could literally do nothing all day and not feel guilty about it. The one night a week where you got to see most of your friends, hang out, and of course, get tipsy and play a bunch of stupid games; tonight was no different.
You had arrived at your friend Alexa’s house, a little late, and by the looks of it, you were the last to arrive. Your friend group wasn’t enormously big, just around six or so depending on the night, any more and things usually got out of hand. There was you, Alexa, your mutual friend Lia, and then the boys: Yoongi, Jin, and Namjoon. You all had become friends while in university, and you’re happy to say you were able to remain friends afterward. Sometimes the boys would bring their other friends, ones they had met through work, and tonight you were happy to see Jimin, Tae, Jungkook, and Hoseok here as well. You didn’t know them as well, but every time you hung with them, they had been nothing but kind. If you’re honest, the people you knew best here were Jin and Alexa, the three of you had lived in the same dorm freshman year, and since then, you had been inseparable.
“y/n!” Alexa called excitedly, crossing the room to greet you. “I was afraid you weren’t gonna make it!”
“Sorry,” you exclaimed, “Literally got halfway here and realized I had forgotten the chips!” she laughed, taking them from you, and setting them on the counter next to the taco dip; a classic staple in your university days. “I see everyone else is already here.” you mused, scanning the room.
“Yeah, don’t worry though, Jimin and Tae literally got here five minutes before you,” she laughed, and set a hand on your shoulder, slightly turning you towards the back of the room. “But he’s been here all night, asking me every couple minutes if I’ve heard from you,” she whispered, you were sure she was wiggling her eyebrows at you.
You looked across the room, and saw Jin, laughing with Hoseok and Jungkook. He hadn’t seen you yet, and selfishly you loved that you were able to stare at him carefree, taking in all the things you loved about him. You hadn’t seen him in a while, school kept you both busy, and with both of you working part time jobs, a couple weeks had gone by since your last hang out. God how you had missed him. 
“You’re staring..” Alexa chuckled, as your best friend, and friend who had also known Jin the longest, she knew all about your crush on him. She was actually the one who called you out on it first, and from then on, she loved to tease you about it, but in all honesty, if she didn’t know, and wasn’t there for you to give advice or listen to you rant, you’re sure you would have gone insane by now.
“Ahhh, yeah,” you laughed nervously, tearing your view from him, and facing her. “God, it’s getting worse isn’t it?”
“Noooo,” she said, obviously lying, but you appreciated the false confidence. “Okay, maybe, but you’re in love, how else are you supposed to cope with that?”
“Oooh, I’d say drinking my sorrows away so I don’t have to think about how he’ll never like me back.” you laughed, grabbing a drink from the cooler. Alexa looked at you, concerned. “Lex I’m fine, seriously. I’ve come to terms with it, and at this point, he’s just a placeholder till I find someone new.”
“I’ve always said this, and I stand by it: Jin is so fucking stupid. Thick as a brick.”
“Yah!” he suddenly called from across the room. “Alexa are you talking shit?” you laughed, trying to figure out how much he heard.
“Absolutely not,” she said, looking towards you. “But y/n totally was!”
“Lex!” you yelled, embarrassed. You looked up, making eye contact with Jin, and his face lit up. 
“y/n! Why didn’t you tell me you were here?” he said, coming over to you. Alexa winked and left to go talk to Lia. He came up to you, immediately crushing you in a hug. Your face was right up against his chest, you could smell his cologne, and god was it intoxicating. 
“Sorry, I literally just got here!” you said, pulling your head back to look at him, he smiled down at you, his arms around your waist. You could stay like this forever.
“Hmmm, I suppose I can forgive you then.” he joked, slowly letting go of you, his fingers lingering a little too long. You tried your best to remain calm, and not think about the way it felt to be held by him. He cleared his throat, taking a slight step back, you looked at him expectantly. “Whatcha drinking?” he asked, and you held up your drink you had grabbed earlier. “Oh,” he laughed, ears turning red in embarrassment, and you grinned, god you loved this man.
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The night had progressed rather smoothly, you were impressed. Usually, nights like this took a turn for the worst during a game of Pictionary, but so far, things had been fine! Everyone seemed to be having a great time, and you couldn’t have been happier. Currently, you all sat in a circle playing a childish game of never have I ever. You knew these were childish, but secretly you loved them, all the games you never got to play in high school cause you didn’t go to parties. Except instead of fingers down, everyone also took a shot. Currently, Jimin and Lia were tied for first place with each having nine out of ten fingers down. You only had four down, but it didn’t really matter.
“Never have I ever recreated the scene from titanic in front of the whole school only to realize Rose was played by my professor,” Tae snickered, looking directly at Jimin.
“Not fair,” he laughed, putting a finger down, and taking a shot. “That’s targeting!” everyone laughed, and Jimin grinned, taking a seat back down.
“Okay okay okay,” Alexa said suddenly, gathering everyone’s attention. “Let’s switch up the game, we’ve been playing this for an hour, and if Jimin has to take one more shot, I don’t want to be the one responsible for taking him to the hospital tonight.”
“I’m fine!” he laughed, and it was mildly true, everyone here seemed to have a pretty high tolerance, and being out of university, it seems the activities had mildly mellowed out. No excessive drinking tonight. 
“Okay, what game are you thinking of Lex?” Lia asked, and Alexa paused before getting a thoughtful look on her face. 
You watched as she looked towards you, a knowing glint in her eyes. “Since we’re on a roll with high school parties games, why not a fun couple rounds of seven minutes in heaven?” The group was split, some laughed in encouragement, while others, like yourself, seemed confused, you all were friends wouldn’t that be weird? “Okay wait, let me finish. We’ll switch up the rules so it’s not weird. The two people can go in there and decide what to do, kiss or take two shots each.”
You laughed, it seemed stupid still, but why the hell not? You were probably a little tipsy at this point, so why not indulge in this juvenile game. “How do we decide who goes in?” you asked.
“We’ll start with a random person to go in the closet, and then the group decides who goes in after them. But the catch is, the person alone in the closet has to face the wall so they cant see who comes in with them. So since they can’t see each other, in order to drink or kiss, they have to correctly guess who it is. Make sense?” Everyone nodded, and you eagerly awaited to see who was first.
“Who wants to go first?” Jimin asked, and the group went silent. “What about y/n?” you looked up, confused.
“Why me?” you questioned.
“Why not?” he questioned back, and you laughed. 
“Okay fine,” you agreed, looking down at everyone as you stood up. “Alright, whichever one of you comes in, be ready to take shots!” everyone laughed, and you grinned, making eye contact with Alexa, that same stupid glint in her eye.
“Don’t sound so sure,” she laughed, and you blushed, quickly turning towards the closet. You opened the door, and entered, shutting it behind you. You wondered who they would send it, though with Alexa's knowing look you had a feeling it wasn't going to be good. It was a mystery how much time had passed by the time you heard the door open behind you.
“Hello mystery stranger,” you called, waiting for the door to shut again before turning around. 
“You have seven minutes, y/n!” Alexa called, followed by a chorus of cheers. “Guess correctly and you can thank me later!”
You furrowed your eyebrows at that, that must have been a clue, right? “Hmm, how should I go about this, because I’m assuming you’re not allowed to speak, right? That’d make it too easy,” you pondered, and with no response from the person in front of you, you presumed you were right.
“Okay, I have an idea.” you declared, holding your hands out in front of you. “My hands are in front of you right now, grab one of them.” You waited patiently for them to do so, and soon enough you felt something hit the side of your hand. “That’s my hand, grab it.”
They grabbed your hand, and you immediately registered that they had large hands, long fingers, there was no way this was Lia or Lexa, they both had comically small hands. On second thought, so did Jimin, so that left the rest of the boys. “Here’s what I’m thinking, I’ll ask you a series of questions, and if the answer is yes then squeeze my hand once, if it’s no, then squeeze my hand twice. Make sense?”
One squeeze. “Okay, cool cool. Let’s see,” you pondered, trying to think of a question that would get the most people out at once. “Oh! Okay, do you have roommates?”
Two squeezes, “Okay, well that rules out Jungkook and Tae since they live together.  Do you have a pet?”
Two squeezes again, “Well alright, then you’re not Namjoon or Yoongi either. So you’re either Hoseok or Jin.” you stalled for a second, wondering what the odds were that this was Jin in front of you. Alexa wouldn’t do that to you would she? Who are you kidding, she’s tipsy, of course, she would. Your heartbeat increased mildly at the possibility that this was Jin and the possibility that you two would kiss, but you knew deep down that if it was him, you’d rather just take shots because kissing him in this closet was not at all how you wanted to do it.
“Final question,” you said aloud, figuring out what you would ask. “Do you feel strongly about the financial crisis in Ecuador?” A laugh from the person in front of you confirmed your suspicions, it was Jin. Whenever the two of you were together and ran out of things to talk about, he would always ask you the most random of questions, that one is one of his favorites. 
“I feel very strongly about it, almost as strongly as I feel about the American peanut butter famine of 1834,” he joked, and you laughed, it was such a dumb joke, but it got you every single time. It absolutely had nothing to do with him, and you thinking he was the funniest person alive, not at all.
The two of you quieted down, and you heard Jimin call for four minutes left. Suddenly, you remembered why you were here, and what you had to decide. “So,” you said, trying to decide how you were gonna get out of this. “How’s it going?”
“Oh you know, just grand,” he said, and you heard him shifting his weight from one foot to another. It was then that you also realized he was still holding your hand, cute. “You have a decision to make, don’t you?” he asked, and you blushed, thank god for the darkness of this closet.
“I think it’s a group consensus, no?” you asked.
Jin chuckled, and you felt his thumb run over your knuckles, your mind raced at the feeling. “I mean sure, but I’m cool with either.” You were pretty sure that you died of cardiac failure after he said that, there was no way he had just said that.  “Plus the idea of taking two shots right now makes me wanna die,”
“Hmm, you did kinda suck at taking shots,” you joked, trying to ease your nerves, and he playfully swatted your shoulder. Your hand hung loosely at your side, and you took the moment to wipe the sweat off on your jeans. “So you’re cool with either? You’re sure?” you asked, your voice slightly panicky.
You sensed his arm moved as it wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer to him. You held your breath, what the fuck was going on. “I’m sure, are you?”
You felt your head get fuzzy and you weren’t sure if it was from the alcohol or the way you could feel each of his fingers as they rested on the small of your back, but you definitely weren’t sober anymore. “I don’t want to kiss you in the closet,” you said quickly, your hand instinctively balling into a fist. “Not like this.”
“What do you mean?” he asked quietly, a touch of hurt in his voice, your heart ached at the sound. “Would you rather take the shots?”
“No, no, no,” you said frantically, releasing his hand and taking a step back. Even though you knew this was low risk, you’d have to absolutely be blind to not understand the elephant in this closet with you two, you still felt terrified of rejection. “I-I can’t see you, I want to be able to see you.”
At that moment, the door flung open, the light from the outside streaming in, and all you saw was Jin’s face as he looked at you as if he had never seen you before. You wanted to cry, but instead, you pushed past him, and grabbed a bottle of peppermint schnapps off the counter, quickly downing two shots, before going out onto the porch. You absolutely needed some air. 
The commotion from inside followed you faintly as you shut the door, everyone was confused, but drunk enough to move on rather quickly, sending Jungkook into the closet, before sending someone else in after him. You paid them no mind, too busy feeling sorry for yourself that even when the moment was perfect, you still found a way to ruin it for yourself. He had literally told you he wanted to kiss you, and you had ruined it with your stupid insecurities, go figure.
The sliding door opened and you looked up as he stepped out onto the porch, blanket in one hand, and two water bottles in the other. “Mind if I join you?” you said nothing, but nodded in response, and he offered you water, and you took it before he sat next to you. You watched out of the corner of your eye as he wrapped the blanket around him, and it was in that moment that you remembered it was November. Unconsciously, you pulled your knees up, wrapping your arms around them, wishing you had grabbed your jacket. “Here,” he said suddenly, opening up one side of his blanket cocoon. “We can share.”
You peered at him hesitantly, before opting in because even your pride was willing to leave for warmth. He wrapped the blanket around you both, and you moved closer to him in an attempt to get the blanket around the both of you completely. Aside from your shoes peeking out, the both of you were completely submerged, he must have found the biggest blanket in the apartment. You peered up at him and watched as he stared at the street before you, not thinking twice of it, you rested your head on his shoulder. “Jin, I’m sorry for freaking out earlier.”
“Don’t be sorry,” he said, looking down at you. “You were uncomfortable, I should have been more aware.”
“I wasn’t that uncomfortable,” you muttered, and he chuckled.
“y/n you were actually shaking at one point,” you laughed at that, he was right.
“Okay, fine, but I was only uncomfortable with the circumstances, not the idea behind them,” you paled when you realized what you said, but when Jin wrapped his arm around you, pulling you even closer to him, you relaxed a little. 
“Oh so what you’re saying is that I didn’t need to take two shots?”
“Hmmm, maybe not,” you mused, and he laughed. “And neither did I.”
“So why did you?” he asked, the smile dropping from your face as you thought about how you were gonna explain this.
“Jin, I-” you said, your heart rate picking up with each passing moment; it was now or never. “I really like you, I have feelings for you so strong I feel like going crazy sometimes. I’m sure you already knew because Alexa has a big mouth, and I’m the least subtle person on the planet, but that’s why I took the shots.”
“You took the shots instead of kissing me because you like me?”
“Ah no,” you grumbled, getting stressed that he wasn’t getting it. “I took the shots because I didn’t want my first kiss to be in the dark, especially with you.”
“Ahhh, I see what you mean,” he said, a faint smile on his face. He looked down at you, and you felt all the air leave your body as you registered the look in his eyes. It was the exact same as yours had been earlier when you saw him. He had never looked at you like that, at least to your memory. He had, you had just never noticed. 
“I just, I just want to be able to see you,” you said quietly, unable to move, stuck in the way he looked at you. “I’ve never kissed anyone before, and I don’t want to mess up.”
Jin grinned, “You can’t mess up, y/n.” he assured you, and you blushed. 
“I don’t know, I’m pretty clumsy sometimes,” you pondered, you honestly had no idea how to do it, so chances were that you would mess it up. Jin was older than you, a year or so, and you’ve seen him with a number of girls, so you were pretty positive you were the inexperienced one in this pair. 
“It’s pretty simple,” he mused, reaching up to tuck a strand of your hair behind your ear. “I could teach you.” Your heart skipped a beat at his sultry tone, he was absolutely gonna be the death of you. “I’m sure you’d be a quick learner.”
“I’m sure you’d be a good teacher,” you said, and his ears turned a nice shade of pink. You mentally grinned at your ability to fluster him, even in this frenzied state. 
“So what do you say?” he asked, running his hand down your arm to grab your hand again. Goosebumps appeared in succession, as you realized where this was going. “Is it bright enough out here for you?”
“It’s perfect,” you whispered, grinning as he smiled at you. “You’re perfect, you know that right?”
“Says you,” he cooed, “You know how long I’ve waited for a moment like this? I like you so much, y/n, it actually drives me crazy how amazing and perfect you are.” You blushed deeply at that, unsure of how in the world you had ended up here, but hearing him say the things you had always wanted him to say made your heart race so fast you were sure you were dreaming. 
“So what’s the first step?” you asked, trying to keep your voice calm as you wrapped your arm around his neck. He moved, so you were facing each other now, the blanket falling slightly. You unconsciously tangled his hair in your fingers. He closed his eyes, obviously enjoying whatever you were doing.
“Well you’re doing great so far,” he sighed, his tone breathless. “I was right, quick learner for sure.” you smirked, your fears long forgotten as you felt him lean into your touch. You had no idea that would have such an affect on him, you’d definitely remember that for later.
“What next?” you asked, and he opened his eyes. They were darker than before, and you were sure you were hallucinating. He wrapped both his arms around you, pulling you even closer. His face was inches from yours, if leaned forward you would bump noses. 
“Well I’ll pull you close, close enough to kiss you of course,” he whispered, and you chuckled. “Then I’ll probably compliment you some more, telling you how much I like being around you, how beautiful you are, how long I’ve wanted to do this.” he paused, smiling at you. “Then I’ll lean in closer, and ask if you’re sure you want this.”
“And I’ll say that I do,” you said, “That I’ve wanted this for a long time, I was just too scared to say anything, how dumb was that, huh?”
You both chuckled at that, agreeing that you both had been so scared for no reason. “That’s good to hear,” he grinned, playing with the hem of your shirt. “Cause that’d be really awkward if you didn’t feel the same.”
“Oh I feel the same,” you said quickly. “Don’t even worry about that.”
He smiled at you for the millionth time that night, and even though you should have been used to it by now, you still felt like you were floating. “Well now I’m gonna lean forward, probably a little too slowly just to tease you, and maybe I’ll pause just in front of you,” he whispered, pausing with almost no room between your lips.
“And then?” you asked quietly, afraid to break the moment. “What should I do?”
“Whatever you feel like.”
You leaned forward, closing the gap between the two of you. His lips were as soft as you had imagined they would have been. You weren’t sure what to do once you two had touched, but you felt him move away before kissing you again, this time with more pressure. You hesitantly did the same, and you felt his grip on your tighten, so you must have been doing something right. He pulled away again, and you opened your eyes to see him grinning at you. He leaned forward so his mouth was by your ear.
“You're doing great,” he said, chills running down your spine. “You’re a natural.”
He kissed your cheek, before reconnecting your lips, you moved slowly, testing the waters on what you thought might work, gauging the success rate by how Jin reacted. You weren’t sure how much time had passed before you pulled away again, but you could see that his lips were red, and you imagined yours looked the same. 
“You’re amazing,” you said, heart seizing at the way he looked at you, and it was in that moment that you knew things were going to be okay. “Definitely the best teacher I’ve ever had. I might need a few more lessons though.”
He smirked, “Oh don’t worry, we’ll have plenty of time for more lessons. It’ll cost you though,”
“What’s the price?” you mused, fingers dancing around his face, tracing the outline of his jaw, his ear, his collarbone. 
“A date, with me, this weekend, at a restaurant of your choosing.”
You hummed, pretending to contemplate the idea, “I guess I can do that, but I charge too, ya know.”
“Oh yeah?” he taunted, curious what you were gonna say. “For what?”
You wanted to do something equally as romantic and sensual as him, but in that moment you were overcome with an urge to just hold onto him, to hug him. So you tightly wrapped yourself around him, stuffing your head into the crook of his neck. He returned your embrace immediately, slightly caught off guard by your change in tone, but welcomed it nevertheless. He ran his hands up and down you back as you took a deep breath. You turned your head towards him, tentatively placing a kiss on his neck. You felt him shiver slightly, the goosebumps rising on his skin. “For that,” you whispered, kissing his neck once more, before returning to your original embrace. 
He wasn’t sure what had just happened, but somehow you had managed to be adorable and extremely hot within the span of seconds, and it was in that moment he realized you would be the death of him. He held you for a while, enjoying your embrace, enjoying the way you fiddle with the hair on the nape of his neck every so often, enjoying the way he was finally holding you the way he had always wanted to.
You couldn’t have asked for anything better than this, you were so happy, you couldn’t believe your luck. Time passed, and with each minute, intoxicated by his scent, you felt yourself growing tired, wordlessly, you dozed off, the alcohol tiredness finally taking effect, and it wasn’t until Alexa knocked on the door, did Jin realize what had happened, and how much time had passed.
She quietly opened the door, “Glad to see my efforts didn’t go to waste,” Jin grinned at her, pulling the blanket over your sleeping form.
“Thank you,” he said sincerely. “Sorry I was so blind before, I owe you for what you did. If you hadn’t messaged me last week, I don’t think this ever would have happened.”
“No kidding, you both are scaredy cats, and we both know y/n never would have said anything, she liked you too much to risk it,” she said, and they chuckled. “Are you okay out here? It’s cold out here, things have calmed down inside, we’re watching a movie if you want to come back inside.”
“I’ll be in in a second,” he said. “Thank you again, Alexa, I owe you one.”
“Just put in a good word for me next time you and Jimin hang out, yeah?” she said shyly and Jin gasped. 
“Really?” he asked, an excited look on his face.
“I don’t know, maybe, he’s cool, he’s handsome, those aren’t bad things.” she explained, a blush on her face, Jin wiggled his eyebrows at her, and she sighed. “Okay I’m going, don’t make me regret asking for that. See you in a bit.”
She shut the sliding door, and Jin looked down at you again, still in awe of what had happened. You shifted in your sleep, in an attempt to get more comfortable, you snuggled closer, if that was even possible. “So Jimin and Alexa, huh?” you whispered, causing Jin to jump at the sound of your voice.
“You’re awake?” he asked.
“Kinda,” you mused, “I heard the door open. I’m glad she said something, cause you’re both right, I never would have said anything, liked you too much.”
He smiled, a deep blush on his face. He wondered how long it would take for your words to have a lesser effect, he secretly hoped it would never come. “Do you want to go watch the movie? Or do you want to sleep?”
You contemplated your choices, “Let’s go say goodbye, and you can come over?” you lifted your head to gauge his expression. “Unless you don’t want to, that’s fine too.”
“No, no, no,” he assured you. “I’d love to come over.”
You smiled, and kissed him again before standing up. Jin followed you inside, grabbing your hand the first chance he got. Your friends all watched as you came in, and Namjoon was the first to congratulate you both.
“It’s about time you did something, Jin!” Yoongi nagged, and Jin let out a shout of protest. You laughed, making eye contact with Alexa. Thank you you mouthed to her, and she smiled, so genuine and full of love. You’re welcome she mouthed back, a knowing look on her face. Next to her, Jimin sat, and you wiggled your eyebrows at her as Jin grabbed your jackets. She blushed, and you grew excited at the new prospect of their relationship. Jimin grabbed her attention as he asked her a question, and you watched as he rested a hand on her thigh, you had never seen her so bubbly and excited, you made a mental note to ask her about it later. Jin returned to your side, handing you your coat. You bid farewell to everyone, and made your way to your car. The drive home was filled with compliments, loud singing to the radio, and plenty of kisses from Jin as you drove. 
By the time you got to your apartment, you felt tired again, and you could tell Jin was finally falling victim to sleep as well. You grabbed some of his old sweats that you had stolen from your dresser, and handed them to him. You shamelessly watched as he undressed, slipping on the sweatpants, but opting out of the sweatshirt. This wasn’t the first time you had seen him shirtless, but it was certainly the first time you hadn’t looked away when he looked at you. Wordlessly, you smiled at him and stripped yourself of your shirt and bottoms. He felt his stare and you turned to take off your bra and put on an old t-shirt. You pulled on some shorts, and turned back to face him, he was laying on your bed, arms behind his head, his muscles on full display. You blushed at the sight, climbing into bed next to him, immediately leaning into his touch as he pulled you onto his chest. You felt it rise and fall with each breath he took, it was incredibly calming. 
“You’re beautiful,” he said, tilting your jaw up to kiss you. Your legs went weak at the feeling, and you laid your hand on his chest. “So so beautiful, I’m so lucky.”
“Says you, world wide handsome,” you joked, and he laughed. Things were gonna be just fine, you could feel it.
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5) THE WAY ALL OF IT WAS JUST THEM AGGRESSIVELY TURNING THE CAMERA AROUND AND AROUND --- PERFECTION AND THE CHOREO OH MY GOD IM SUCH A SUCKER FOR THOSE CHOREOS LIKE THAT LIKE THEIR ISOLATIONS WHILST BEING GROOVY,,SUCH SYNC IM SO MAD HOW DO THEY DO THAT ndndbwks we just gotta work with the winwin fancams at this point and segments of every NCT member showering him w love HELP W GO I WANTED TO BELIEVE IT AND I EVEN DID :] BUT ITS FORGIVEN BC GO ERA HYUCK ILY AND I THINK OF U EVERYDAY PLS COME BACK
6) T7S SUPERIOR YESS TAEYONG'S JACK FROST ERA...THE ONLY THING THAT EVER CAME CLOSE TO THAT WAS HIS BABY DONT STOP LOOK AND YESTODAY MY UNDERRATED QUEEN SO MANY DONT KNOW OF IT LIKE HAVE YOU HEARD DOYOUNG IN THAT? OH MY GODDDSNSBJAKAKSJAK shhh I went to public school and our jerseys were garbage dhshdbsnjs looking cool while playing?? UNHEARD OF!! BUT YES I WOULD LIKE TO IMAGINE THAT I COULD SINGLE-HANDEDLY TAKE THEM DOWN BUT ON ICE THO MY SHIT BALANCE WONT HELP AT ALL LMFAO
7?)BROOO THE 3D ANIMATION FEATURE I WAS SO AMUSED LIKE IF YOU LOOK UP ANY ANIMAL LIKE PIG OR DINOSAUR OR SMTH THERE'S THIS OPTION TO "View it in your space" and OOOHOHOHO I THOUGHT THAT WAS SO COOL I WISH I COULD INSERT PICTURES BUT I SPOKE TO SOON ABOUT THE UPDATE AND NOW DUMBLR'S CROSS WITH ME AND NEVER GIVING IT TO ME!! IM GOING TO BE STUCK W THE CHARACTER LIMIT FOREVER RIP ME OK BUT TELL ME IF YOU END UL TRYING IT OUT AND LOSE UR MIND JUST AS MUCH AS ME BC I THINK LIFE HAPPENED TO ME W THAT
8) YEAAAHHTHESE SM CROSSOVERS ARE SO COOL I REMEMBER SEEING JESSICA AND MINHO SHOWING UP IN EACH OTHERS MVS AND GOING CRAZY I MISS TTS SO MUCH AAAH YES SEBEKAI AND ALL BUT THAT PUPPY IN THE MV THO WHERE IS IT I HOPE IT HAD A NICE DAY ooo yeah tbh I can't wait to see aespa on variety shows more altho I think I saw something on sm's channel with their own thing tho!! so that's cool can't wait for the famous pro/anti mint choco debates to come up BUT WHICH ONE DO U PREFER THIS IS IMPORTANT QUESTION
9) EEE TAEYEON WAS ONE OF MY FAVE TOO :""") AND HER RECENT COMEBACK OH MY GOD WHAT A SERVE THE ENTIRE ALBUM KING CAME THROUGH AS ALWAYS IVE HAD IT ON REPEAT SINCE IT CAME OUT YESSSSSS WINTERS VOICE IS GOLDDD SM DID A SMART THING BY NOT MAKING HER SING IN THE TEASERS HE KNEW WE'D BE SHOCKED BUT TBH I EXPECT NOTHING LESS FROM SM (OR MAYBE THAT'S JUST THE SM HOE IN ME) I HONESTLY GET MRLE CONFUSED W AESPA BY THE DAY BUT I JUST KNOW THAT IM GONNA KEEP UP NO MATTER WHAT
10?) DAMN I FORGET THE NUMBERS TO THESE ASKS SO FAST DKKDHSKA and a few idols did test positive I'm hoping they get better real soon damn sk finally started acting like the rest of the world jdjakak bUT THE NEW STRAIN IF THE VIRUS? UM OKAY? I FEEL LIKE THAT GUY IN THE MOVIE 2012 IF YOUVE WATCHED IT WHERE I THINK HIS NAME WAS CHARLIE FROST? AND HES LIKE OOOO END IS COMING LET US EMBRACE AAAAH BECAUSE PROGRESS IS EITHER STAGNATING OR JUST STRAIGHT UP,,,FAILING RIP
11) OMG I HOPE YOUR FRIENDS ARE SAFE AND HEALTHY EEEE WDYM "REMEMBER CORRECTLY" BUT HONESTLY SAME I THINK I FORGOT MY WAY TO... EVERYWHERE LMAO OOO BUT THE PALM TREES IN THE MOVIES THO I JUST AUTOMATICALLY ASSOCIATED CALI W PALM TREES AND HAWAII WITH LIKE THAT DANCE IM SORRY I KNOW NOTHING ELSE 🤡 dbsmksks bro I feel you BUT YOUR COUNTRY IS BIGGER SO LIKE SO MUCH AREA AND SO MANY STATES MY BRAIN CANNOT TAKE IT GEOGRAPHY MUST HAVE BEEN HELL FOR YOU GUYS ooo I've checked 5uppp out
12?) and thought that was super cool and also saw ashley stream w Stephanie poetri WHICH HONESTLY WOW? SMALL WORLD I ALSO SAW STEPHANIE POETRI SHOW UP ON DIVE STUDIOS IN CASE U WATCH THOSE PODCASTS! JAE AND ALEXA'S IS SO GOOD! BROO ASHLEY AND KAITI'S FASHION ESP KAITI'S LOOKBOOKS!! SOO GOOOD! HELP HOW DOES ANDREW LOOK LIKE JK I DONT SEEE ITTT DUDE WHAT ARE U TALKING ABOUT OK MAYBE? BUT WHEN THE TENNIS BALL ZEROES DOWN ONTO U JUST BEFORE HITTING YOUR EYE? MOMENT OF VULNERABILITY I SAY!!
13) LIKE I REMEMBER GETTING HIT WHEN MY BROTHER WAS PLAYING (ALTHOUGH IT WAS FULLY MY FAULT FOR WALKING ONTO THE COURT IN THE MIDST OF THE GAME LIKE I OWNED THE PLACE BUT WE WON'T TALK ABOUT THAT) AND I SAW THE BALL BARELY A SECOND BEFORE IT HIT MY EYE AND MY ENTIRE LIFE FLASHED BEFORE ME..THE TERROR..OH GOD. reflexes? WHAT ARE THOSE MY NERVOUS SYSTEM JUST SLACKS ALL THE TIME I REACT TO THINGS 228292924 EONS AFTER THEY HAPPEN also if you think I was a klutzy child that kept falling and getting
14) ur absolutely right and a lot of it has bled into who I am today too yes zero personality changes as well rip bRO IF YOU KNOW HOW TO PLAY TENNIS U CANNOT BE ASSOCIATED WITH UNFITNESS (I thought that wasn't a word for the longest time but ok) bUT THE GRUNTS ARE ENTERTAINING THO RUNNING AROUND COVERING HALF A COURT BY URSELF IS SO PHYSICALLY TAXING I CANNOT IMAGINE UR SO POWERFUL WOOOOO BUT OK OMG NEXT TIME I WATCH I WILL LOOK OUT FOR BIG BUTT GUY XNKSALLAKS
15) To grow up with MasterChef US ma'am I'm sure ur tenacity and grit is like no other I'd start crying in front of the tv if some dude just kept screaming at people and calling them idiot sandwiches bUT I FEEL LIKE NOW MY ASSOCIATIONS ARE MORE TOWARDS WHEN HE TOLD THAT NCTZEN TO GET BACK ON TINDER AFTER SEEING MARKS EGGS THAT'LL NEVER GET OLD AHAHAHA TK UR HAVING A HARD TIME BELIEVING ME,,BY BREAD I MEAN REGULAR PLAIN STRAIGHT OUT OF THE PACKET I CAN JUST EAT IT IT'S SO GOOD
16) OOO I JUST LOOKED UP HAWAIIAN ROLLS AND OMG SUGAR BREAD IM IN LOVE AAAH WITH THE HARD CRUST I WANT IT NOWWNDNSKSK and yess BLAND FOOD FTW YOU DONT WANT THE BOWEL ISSUES WITH THAT OVERLY SPICY STUFF LOL oHOOHOH GARLIC NAAN IS THE REAL DEAL MAN FOR THAT MATTER ANY STUFFED NAAN WITH BUTTER AND A SIDE GRAVY IS THE FOOD OF THE GODS!! I genuinely thought I wouldn't survive without being able to run away into my parents' room but oh well here I am!! NOT DOING WELL AT ALL HSJFNSKS
17) TEACHERS AND THEIR EXHAUSTED DEFENCES :"""""""( PLUS THE "because I said so" is convincing NO ONE WE'RE JUST SAD AND WANT TO GET DONE WITH THE YEAR AT THIS POINT RIP HUH ANIME BOY DATING SIMULATOR PFFFTT HAHAHAHAH IM NOT GOING TO SWERVE INTO THAT LANE ANYTIME SOON TK, IF AT ALL I DO..I PROMISE TO ONLY DO IT AFTER I READ CK BECAUSE BOY HAS IT BEEN LONG IM GOING TO FORGET EVERYONE FOSHO BECAUSE I DONT SEE MYSELF FREE TILL LIKE APRIL MIGHT GO OFF TUMBLR TOO :( BECAUSE TOO MUCH MARK LEE ON THE
18) dash is really distracting ahhaha AH U A 2PM STAN :"") EXO/BTS>NCT TOO FOR ME! ONLY AFTER I GOT OVER ONE DIRECTION DID I GET FULLY OBSESSED THO LOL BUT YES JONGIN WAS REALLY THAT ONE DUDE THAT MY CLOWN SELF THOUGHT WAS OVERRATED TOO LIKE BUT THEN ONE DAY IT HIT ME LIKE A TRUCK THAT THIS MAN--THEY JUST DONT MAKE MORE LIKE HIM MUST CHERISH AND LOVE AND ADMIRE AND RESPECT FOREVER and yesyesyes HIS VOICE JUST HAS THIS HUSKINESS? MAN IDK MUSIC TERMINOLOGY IT JUST SOUNDS SUPER AWESOME YEA OKAY
19 methinks) THE ALBUM WAS THE REAL DEAL THE CHOREOS HOLY SHIT IM SWEATING AND TO SEE HIM WITH HIS NIECE AND NEPHEW SHIT DARE I SAY ..BOYFIE MATERIAL?? WHO AM I KIDDING 11/10 BOYFIE MATERIAL FUUCJSKKAJSJS oh god yesssss YUKHEI AND HIM WE'RE WILDING ALL THROUGHOUT MTOPIA I LOVED EVERY SINGLE BIT OF IT HOW ARE THEY SO FUNNY THEIR DYNAMIC IS EVERYTHING!!! OH MY GOD YOURE TOO KIND I DONT SEE MYSELF WRITING FICS BUT THIS IS SO NICE OF YOU SO IF I EVER DO I GOT MY PR HELP DMSLAKAJ THANK U <333
20) JOE AND NICK ACTUALLY LOOKED SO CUTE IT KINDA HURTS NOW THEIR HAIR THEN THO OHOHO WOW OK I WANT TO SMOOSH MY FACE AGAINST THE GLASS OF THOSE AQUARIUMS AND SEE HUMONGOUS FISH JUST LASS BY ME UGH I MISS THAT SO MUCH oH DUDE THAT HIT HOME LIKE I NEED TO MAKE CONVERSATION AND THEY'LL ASK ME "WHY SHOULD WE HIRE U" LIKE BRO IDK MY MOM SENT ME HERE RIP aND MY HOBBIES? APART FROM SAYING "THAT LOOKS GOOD" TO OTHERS' FOOD UHHH THERE ARE NONE BUT SOMETIMES I CAN BAKE W/O MAKING A MESS HIRE ME PLS
21? HOW IM SO SORRY I TALKED SO MUCH (or miscounted)) I HOPE YOUR SCHEDULE IS NOW CLEAR WAIT ITS THE23RD HEYYY THAT MEANS YOURE HAVING YOUR BREAK THATS AWESOMEEE I HOPE U HAVE A NICE ONE HSJAKKA YT REALLY BE GETTING US THROUGH OUR STUDIES AND OF COURSE I'D CHECK IN IM HAPPY TO SEE U BACK! :D ooo dude we all need recovery even after like 20 mins of studying taking a 2 hour nap and watching a movie--i fully condone. OMG 😭 SORRY FOR GETTING UR HOPES UP SERIOUSLY DONT SEE MYSELF READING FOR
22) A COUPLE MONTHS NOW, NOT UNLESS I LEARN HOW TO MANAGE MY TIME,, BRB GTG WATCH YT VIDEOS ON HOW TO MANAGE TIME...AND LIKE JUST STUDY IN GENERAL RIP BUT ITS A TOUGH FEW MONTHS NOW I HOPE I CAN DO IT!! I HOPE UR PROJECT GOT SORTED AND TURNED IN WELL ON TIME! 90S LOVE STAGES THE BEST EVER UR MAKING GOOD USE OF UR TIME BUT FR YUKHEI WOULDN'T STOP WINKING AT MAMA I THINK HE TRENDED BC KF THAT TOO DJKSDJSNSK THANK YOU FOR REPLYING TO ME AND WAITING AND I HOPE U HAVE THE BEST BREAK AND REST WELL <33
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SKSKSKSK HMMM THE BROKEN CONTEXT OF THIS FIRST PART HAHA i’m gonna assume you were gonna talk about the back button? so it’s like a finger scanner so that the screen can be huge and buttonless??? well as my counter i’m gonna say i love having the front button. that is all LOL but OMG you sound like you’re out here about to make a documentary on the history of emojis HAHAHAAHAH i think it’s just a visual upgrade from like ;-) :-0 >8-( KKSKSK BUT I GOTTA SAY THE OG EMOJIS WITH ONLY SPECIAL CHARACTERS. CLASSIC!! BUT OMG UR BREAK/WORK SCHEDULE IS SO ASS JKFHFKJDAF BUT HEY THAT MUST MEAN BY THE TIME YOU SEE THIS IT’LL BE LIKE THE 31ST? SO YOU’LL HAVE THE NEXT FEW DAYS OFF?? AYEE!! hey but i’m rooting for you for the upcoming quarter and year!!! UR GONMA KILL IT!!
bro u say in 3000 bc you’d have looked cool with the big ass helmet but my guy. i think i’d still clown you back then for it JKFHADKJFHDAKFSJAH and then you can headbump me to knock me out as payback :^) BUT HAKJHADJHSAD WHY ELSE DO PEOPLE HAVE KIDS THEN IF NOT FOR FREE CLOWNERY!! BUT YEA HAHAHA THE FEELING OF IMMINENT DEATH WHEN A KID CRIES IN YOUR PRESENCE BUT ALSO AS KIDS WHEN YOU GET YOUR OLDER SIBLING IN TROUBLE BECAUSE YOU’RE AN EASY CRIER? PRETTY A TIER STUFF KSKSKS
HAJKFAHKFHD SHEEESHHH OUR KOREABOO IS SHOWING NEOMU NEOMU. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT ABOUT THE C+. UR RIGHT . THATS WHY WE SAY C’S GET DEGREES OVER HERE HAAHHAH but yeah it’s basically like a 78/100 in the course KSKSKSK but i’ll just do better next time :) BUT HAHAHHA LOVE THAT YOU’RE OUT HERE TO CLOWN THE 90S LOVE LINE LMFAO LIKE EVEN THE OLDEST MEMBERS OF THAT SUBUNIT WERE 3-4 ONCE THE 90S ENDED SO CAN THEY REALLY CALL THEMSELVES 90S KIDS IF THEY DONT REMEMBER WHAT WENT ON LMAOOO BUT YESS NCT POPPING OFF WITH THE ALT FROM HOME MV. MAYHAPS THE TEARS APPEARED FOR A SEC. BUT YOU DIDN’T HEAR THAT FROM ME!! AND YEAAHHH 90S LOVE HOMEMADE MV. MAYHAPS THEY INVENTED LQ VID HQ, HOT, TALENTED BOYS. PERHAPS I’LL GIVE THEM THAT. BUT YEAH WINWIN LITERALLY HAS EVERYONE FALLING FOR HIM, MEMBER OR NOT KSKKS!! HAHAHAH DREAMIES IN GO ERA ON THE BIKES COULD NEVER BE REAL BECAUSE WE SAW JAEMIN DIE AFTER BIKING ON SEEMINGLY FLAT GROUND LMFAOOOO BUT FRFRFR I THINK ABOUT HONEY HAIRED HYUCK IN THAT RED JACKET ALL THE TIME. IT’S NOT HEALTHY KKSKSKS!!! AND T7S/BDS TAEYONG LITERALLY NEARLY MADE ME PUT HIM ON THE BIAS LIST HAHAHA!!!! IG HE’S USUALLY EVERYONE’S FIRST NCT BIAS FOR A REASON :^) AND YESSSS DOYOUNG OUT HERE SOLO VOCALS FOR THE CHORUS??? WHILE LOOKING THE WAY THAT HE DOES. HNNNGHGHGHGAJGHJFDHFKAJSDF!!!! LMFAO ITS OKAY BRO I THINK YOU STILL PROB ROCKED UR JERSEYS EVEN IF YOU THOUGHT THEY WERE TRASH!! NAH DUDE YOU WOULD BE THE PROTAGONIST OF A JOCK!Y/N FIC OK I SWEAR TO GOD!! bro you could use ur bad balance to like powerslide and knock down the opponents like pins KSKSKSKS
wait i just looked up the 3d animation feature and that’s exclusive on android??? OKAY THATS KINDA SICK NGL DFSJKAK APPLE IS COCKBLOCKING ME FROM VIEWING DINOSAURS IN 3D!! THE NERVE!! but damn this truly is a tragic saga as we wonder why you can’t use the updated askbox for tumblr on mobile QWQ 
OMG I NEVER KNEW JESSICA AND MINHO WERE IN EACH OTHERS MVS HAHAH THATS AWESOME!!! BUT YES I LOVE WHEN ARTISTS OF THE SAME COMPANY DO STUFF TOGETHER :3 OOH yeah i saw aespa released some of their own vids but i haven’t watched any yet QQ it would be awesome to see em on variety shows though yea! wait omg is it a thing for sm artists to have debates on the mint choco flavor or do you mean in general. i mean either way I DO LOVE MINT CHOCO OKAY LIKE BREYERS MINT CHOCO ICE CREAM IS SOOO FUCKING GOOD YOU CANNOT TELL ME OTHERWISE.
KJFHASKJF A N Y WYAYS HAHAHA YESS TAEYEONS ALBUM WAS SUPERBBB !!! BRO DID YOU KNOW THE MV FOR WHAT DO I CALL YOU WAS INSPIRED BY THE MOVIE ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND AND IF YOU HAVENT WATCHED IT I HIGHLY REC. I REALLY LOVE THAT MOVIE. V INTERESTING IDEA AND ALSO SAD. KSKSKS!! AND YESS I’M SUPER LOOKING FORWARD TO WINTER’S PARTS IN SONGS LIKE I HAVE REPLAYED BLACK MAMBA SO MUCH FOR HER QWQ HAHAHA SM REALLY KNEW WHAT TALENT THEY HAVE UNDER THEIR BELT TO SURPRISE US LIKE THAT!! AND IT’S OKAY I WILL BE CONFUSED WITH YOU FOR AESPA UNTIL WE BECOME PROS AT EXPLAINING THEIR CONCEPT LIKE DOYOUNG WITH NCT 127 FHKAJH!!!
DAMN i didn’t know more idols were testing positive for the rona but hopefully they don’t have super harsh experiences + i think vaccines are starting to be distributed now, at least in the u.s.! oh shit a new strain too KJHSDJKFHDSF BUT HOPING IT’S NOT TOO DRASTICALLY DIFFERENT FOR THE VACCINES TOO HANDLE QWQ OH I HAVEN’T HEARD OF OR WATCHED 2012 BUT “END IS COMING LET US EMBRACE” LMFOAJFAFKJAHF THAT GUY IS A WHOLE MOOD
AHH THANK YOU I HOPE YOUR FRIENDS ARE VIBING RONA FREE TOO!! AHAHAHAHA “REMEMBER CORRECTLY” ABOUT PALM TREES BECAUSE I DON’T GO OUT ENOUGH ANYMORE TO NOTICE EM KSKSK BUT LIKE I’M A FOOL BECAUSE I LITERALLY HAVE A COUPLE OF EM IN MY BACKYARD BUT THAT ONLY SPEAKS TO MY SEDENTARY HOMEBODY LIFESTYLE QWQ but yeah, florida + cali + hawaii all have palm trees as far as i know!!! we all have that temparate-tropicalish weather! bro FR we have so many states and for what!!!
OOH omg you checked 5up out O WO !!! hehehe yes i like his content and his emotes :D BUT WHOAAA I MEAN I ONLY KNOW OF STEPHANIE POETRI BECAUSE SHE SANG I LOVE YOU 3000 BUT THATS REALLY COOL FOR ASHLEY AHH!! BUT OHHH DIVE STUDIOS? I USED TO LISTEN TO TABLO’S PODCASTS !!! I’VE YET TO FINISH THEM SADLY JKFHKDJF BUT I’LL HAVE TO CHECK OUT THE PODCAST YOU REC’D! OMG YESSS KAITI’S FASHION + THE EDITING????? S++ TIER!! BUT HAHAHAH OKAY I THINK ANDREW HAS LIKE THE SIMILAR BIG SMILE LIKE JK?????? IDK LIKE PUT TWO PICS OF EM SMILING SIDE BY SIDE AND I THINK YOU’LL SEE IT HAHAH
OH GOSH OKAY A TENNIS BALL TO THE EYE IS FR DANGEROUS SHEESH DUDE CHILD YOU WAS A LITERAL MAD LAD TO RUN ACROSS A COURT WITH A GAME IN SESSION !!! luckily i’ve only gotten hit like a few times but they’re definitely better than a ball to the face, especially the eye LOL BUT HAHAHAH ITS OKAY BEING A KLUTZ IS LIKE BTS NAMJOON RIGHT. SO IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT THAT WAY IT’S COOL. HHAHA BUT KSKSKSKS THANAAKKKSS EVEN THOUGH I ONLY PLAY TENNIS LIKE 1-2 TIMES A WEEK I TOO WILL SAY I AM NOT UNFIT THEN HAHAHA BUT YEAH THE GRUNTING CAN BE SOMETHING ELSE BUT OMG PLEASE I MAINLY PLAY DOUBLES SO I ONLY NEED TO COVER HALF OF THE COURT HAHAHHA BUT OMG OKAY THE TENNIS PLAYER WITH THE DUMPTRUCK BOOTY IS DOMINIC THIEM HAHAHAHAHH BRO HE’S BUILT DIFFERENT!!
bro masterchef us definitely has not made me stronger HAAHAHA I WOULD STILL SOB SO MUCH IF GORDON RAMSEY SCREAMED AT ME HFKHFAKJFS!! BUT OMG HONESTLY LIKE MARK’S EGGS........ GORDON IS ABSOLUTELY RIGHT HONESTLY. IT’S WHY I BROZONED MARK FROM THE BIAS LIST. THIS MAN MUST BE ABLE TO MAKE EGGS TO HAVE A CHANCE!!! IT’S UNACCEPTABLE!!!! BUT BRO ONE DAY I GOTTA EAT SOME OF THAT BREAD YOU’RE SO HYPED ABOUT OMG JKDFHAKJDF BUT YESSSS HAWAIIAN ROLLS ARE THE SHIT!!!! AND SUGAR BREAD!!! UGH BREAD IS JUST. CHEF’S KISS. UGHGUHGUGH BUT HAHAHAH TRUEEEE BLAND FOOD GIVES YOU THAT REASSURANCE WHEN YOU’RE OUT WITH FRIENDS BUT LIKE. DURING QUARANTINE, ESPECIALLY SINCE MY PARENTS LOVE SPICY FOOD, I HAVE GONE THRU SOME SPICE BRO BUT IT HAS MADE ME STRONGER THAN MASTERCHEF US EVER WILL. HAHA BUT OMG THAT SOUDNS SO FIRE!!!!! once covid is over, i’ll have to make that stuffed naan and gravy with my friend omg :OOO bruh im out here getting hungry this late at night now HAHAHA UGH I CANT WAIT UNTIL WE CAN EAT OUT WITH THE PEACE OF MIND AHH!!!
BRUH FR i don’t get why teachers get so defensive. bro teaching + learning = accepting your mistakes and having an open mind to see other perspectives and improve and LEARN FROM IT LIKE DANG DUDE. KINDA HYPOCRITICAL FOR TEACHERS TO UH. NOT WANAN LEARN . HMM. I HOPE YOU MAKE IT OUT OF THOSE BAD CLASSES WELL AND IF YOU HAVE A REVIEW SITE FOR TEACHERS OR SOMETHING THAT YOU CAN SPEAK YOUR TRUTH ON THERE (WE HAVE SITES LIKE YELP FOR REVIEWING PROFESSORS HERE HAHA) BUT KHAHAHAHHAAH OMG I’M HERE FOR THE ANIME BOY GAMES FOR THE ART OKAY. THERE IS SOME PRETTY AWESOME ART AND OKAY THE STORY AND BOYS ARE KINDA ENTERTAINING BUT I’M HERE FOR THE ART I’M TELLING YOU!! AND DW i understand if you have to take a pause on ck + tumblr!!!! UR GONNA GET THAT BREAD LIKE A CHAMP, LITERALLY AND METAPHORICALLY!!! damn mark lee keeping you away from ur studies bro??? gotta bro zone him man. HE CAN’T COOK EGGS
HAHAHA OMG YESS 2PM HAD SOME BIG BOPS + DANCES LIKE I’LL BE BACK?????? THE SHUFFLING??? AND HEARTBEAT????? SO FUCKING GOOD HAAHA!! BUT DANG I KINDA WISH I HAD A 1D PHASE LIKE MOST OTHER PEOPLE I KNOW AHH LIKE I HEARD THERE WAS SOME EPIC FICS BACK THEN FOR EM LOOL instead i listened to basically just old maroon 5 and fall out boy back then :p OMG YEAH WHY DID WE HATE ON KAI FOR BEING POPULAR AND TALENTED WTF WHEN HE’S ACTUALLY SO COOL AND UHHH WHEN HE LAUGHS MAYHAPS ALL OF NCT DO NOT EXIST IN MY HEART LOOOL BUT A N Y WAYS YES HIS VOICE???? YESYES THE H U S K I N E SS !!! SUPERIOR!!!
BUT YEAH SHEESSSH KAI WITH HIS ALBUM IS BASICALLY A HUGE SIGN SAYING HEY. YA BOY. IS A MAN!!! HJFFJHAFKJADHFA!!!!! AND DUDE YESSSS HIM WITH HIS NIECE AND NEPHEW? UNMATCHED?? 10000% BOYFIE????? SHEESSHHH DUDE IM ABOTU TO BECOME EGGJONGIN FROM THIS CONVERSATION HAAHA HE’S JUST DEPENDABLE AND CUTE AND FUNNY AND. A GOOD FRIEND AND BRO. AND . BROAD SHOULDERS. PRETTY HAIR N SKIN. UHHHH HOT BOD UHHHH SHKDFHADSJHSDF AN Y WYAYSSSYASASAGSAJHBASD BUT YES ITS ALWAYS COOL TO SEE NEW WRITERS AND I WOULD HELLA SUPPORT U IF U EVER DECIDED TO WRITE FICS :D
OMG YESSSS NICK AND JOE WERE REALLY THE OG CELEBRITY CRUSHES (+ JESSE MCCARTNEY LOOL ALSO LUCAS TILL IN HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE. ALSO JUSTIN RUSSO WHEN HE GOT LIKE BUFF TF) BUT ALSO TFW KEVIN’S CHARACTER WAS THERE TO BE DUMB AND GET CLOWNED ON JGHKJDFHJKF BUT YESSS LOOKING AT FISH >>> but luckily my bro shared his game called abzu with me which is basically virtual snorkeling / scuba diving :D and YEAH bruj interviews are so bad but we can do it!!!! though at this point the biggest motivator to do well in school is to do well enough to breeze by once and then move up the ladder high enough to be the one doing the interviewing instead MUAHUAHAHA
BROOO PLS DO NOT APOLOGIZE FOR SENDING ME MESSAGES I LOVE TO READ N RESPOND TO EM >:0 BUT YEAH I AM ON BREAK!! I’VE BEEN MAD PROCRASTINATING AND WATCHING MOVIES AND PLAYING GAMES WITH MY FRIENDS + APPLYING FOR INTERNSHIPS OOP BUT I GOT AROUND TO THE MESSAGES EVENTUALLY QWQ BUT YEAH YT THE HOMIE!! WTF DID PEOPLE DO TO PROCRASTINATE BEFORE IT OMG FJAHFKJHDF BUT HAHAHAH YES LET’S ENABLE EACH OTHER’S PROCRASTINATION HABITS XD AND YESYES DW ABOUT CK BRO IT’S MAD CHILL!! OMG i literally just saw a vid about how to study and it said “active recall” is the best method if that helps + going over topics before the actual lesson in class to familiarize yourself with it so it’s easier to digest during lecture and ask better questions! sorry if this is like mad obvious but i have terrible studying skills so i think it sounds pretty good LOL BUT YEAH i got the highest grades in my other classes which is good!!! HAHAHAHA YOU TALK ABOUT YUKHEI’S WINKING AND SINCE THE TIME YOU SENT IN THIS MESSAGE YOU ALREADY KNOW BY NOW BUT TO REITERATE...... BRO DOYOUNG OUT HERE FOR WHAT. LITERALLY JUST WHEN OLD GIFSETS COME UP OF HIM ON MY DASH IS ALREADY SO PAINFUL. SHEESHH THE GALL OF THAT MAN! ANYWAYS I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY TOMORROW AND THEN YOUR BREAK IS AWESOME AND I WISH YOU THE BEST INTO THE NEW YEAR!!! <333
P.S. HYPE FOR THE SMTOWN FREE CONCERT WHICH IS IN LIKE 20 HOURS? HYPEHYPEHYPE ARE YOU GONNA TUNE IN!!!
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Winter Shenanigans
oneshot. bangchan x reader
genre: romance, fluff, roommate!au, college!au, friends to lovers!au nonIdol!bangchan
words: 8.3k
warning(s): some swearing, I guess
(Anyways~~~ it's my first longest oneshot using a first-person pov. I feel like I want to write this using it. I hope you enjoy it! Luvlots!)
Winter is the worst season for me. Reason? It's cold and melancholic. That's it. I never knew why people loved the winter the most. Ever since I was a kid, I never liked the idea of playing with friends on snowy roads, throwing snowballs here and there. I don't like the coldness of winter that brings me. And what made it worse? My ex-boyfriend dumped me on a cold, winter night. Fuck him and his shitty reasons.
Anyways, I've already moved on. I'm now happily living with my roommate slash best friend, Alexa. Same college sophomores and majors. We're both majoring in Psychology. My parents decided to let me become independent. I'm thankful that I have loving and supportive parents. We both live in a cozy apartment near our school. And that all makes it easy. I just need to think about my college life and our monthly rental pay. Simple, but full of pressure but I still enjoy it because I have my best friend with me. But still, I hate winter.
"Uhm y/n, can I talk to you?" Coming out from her room, Alexa called me softly as if she was hesitating to tell me what she wants to say.
"Hmm, what is it, Lexie?" I tapped the space between the sofa.
"You know about my mother right?" She carefully asked
"Uhm, of course. Why? Is she doing well?" I asked with a bright face. Her mother is ill. She's now bedridden but I hope that she's doing well.
"Unfortunately, no." She said and lowered her head.
"O-oh. Sorry about that. What are you gonna do?" I slowly caress her back.
"Uhm, I am planning to skip the next semester as I need to go back to Gyeonggi-do. It's hard for me. But it's my mother. I can do anything if it's her." She said. I froze, shocked at her confession. But my face softens as I understand her situation.
"Uhm. Are you going to stay there for good?"
"Maybe yes, maybe no. I'm not sure. But sorry to tell you, y/n. I think you need to find a new roommate. I'm really sorry. You can't pay the rent alone so I suggest if you look for another roommate. I'm sorry if I have to leave you. My bad, winter's coming, and here I am, leaving you alone." She said and half-smiled at me. She knows that I really hate winters, especially alone.
I smiled at her to let her know that it's okay.
"No Lexie, don't be sorry. Don't worry about me. How can I be mad at you if it's important to you? Don't mind me. I'm okay. I can find a roommate. But I'll miss you. I'll miss your rants, your screams, our drunk nights after exams. I'll miss hanging out with you. Just be good, and I'll pray for your mother's recovery." Alexa can't help but cry at me. I just hugged her tightly and shush her.
"Thank you, really, y/n. I don't know what will I do without you. I'll miss you too, idiot. Don't worry, there's facetime, and DMs yah know. We can update each other." She said while sniffing her cries. I'll miss my only college best friend. But still sad because I have to endure the incoming winter season. I need to find a roommate soon.
After cleaning the whole day. I decided to contact my new roommate.
Two weeks since Alexa left and within that period, I can't still find a roommate. I even asked the good landlord to help me find one. She gladly accepts it and now she's in front of me, delivering me the good news.
"So here it goes, y/n. I found you a new roommate." She gladly told me.
"Really? Thank you very much! Don't worry, I'll pay you tomorrow for the rent next month." I said.
"Oh no, darling. Don't mind it. He already paid your rent for the next month." She said. Wait, what?? HE??! As in a male? A boy? A man??
"Wait a minute, he, you mean-" she laughed at my shocked reaction.
"Yes, darling, it's a guy. Isn't he so sweet? By the way, he also goes to your school. And he's so handsome. Bet you'll have your eyes out when you see his gorgeous face." She said describing the guy as if he was some lost God who fell on Earth.
"Uh, really? I'm glad to know that we attend the same school. Anyway, when will he move? So I can clean at least the apartment." I asked as I take a look at the apartment. It isn't that dirty because I am a tidy person and so as Alexa, but I feel like it's kinda embarrassing if I didn't clean at least a little bit. Seems like I want to leave a good impression on my new roommate.
"He said he can move anytime if the apartment is ready. Here. Here's his contact. You can message him if the apartments ready." She handed me a card that has a contact number in it.
"Thank you for this," I said and accept the card she handed.
"I need to go. You can call me if you have any concerns. Have fun y/n, with your new roommate." She said and gave a playful wink at me. I just chuckled at her playfulness. Maybe I need to get ready.
I smiled as I send the message. Winter is now starting so I made myself a cup of hot tea. Winter sucks really. Fuck this cold weather. But I wonder why it doesn't feel like melancholic as I said it was? Maybe because of my new roommate? Is it because the landlord told me that he's handsome? Or maybe I'm excited because I got to have a new friend and luckily also attending my school? Who knows?
to: new roommate [22:47]
hello! This is y/n. your new roommate at Yellow Wood Apartment. I am glad to tell you that the apartment's ready. You can move tomorrow. Excited to meet you!
Winter season means there's a possibility of having no classes because of the weather. And that's what I'm facing today. I'm sitting on the couch with my lonely ass and cold feet. As I scroll on my phone, I can't see anything different but people posting their lives every winter, playing outside, enjoying the coldness of the weather. Ugh. Winter shit. I just played some music on my phone as I cook some ramen for myself. This is the only thing that makes me sane every winter. Calm music and ramen.
As I gave myself a hearty meal, the doorbell rang making me shift from where I sit. Maybe it's my new roommate. I fixed myself first in the mirror to make myself at least presentable even if I look like shit.
"Coming!" I shouted as I stumble on my way to the door. I gladly open it and froze in front of a god. Oh no, is he really my new roommate? Is this man sent from above my new roommate?
"Uhm, hi! Y/n right?" The man in front of me snapped me back in reality. I shook my head as he spoke.
"Oh yeah, h-hi .." I said shyly. Oh shit calm your ass down bitch. I look like I'm whipped for this man even though we only met for the first time.
"It's Bang Chan, but you can call me Chan, Chris, Christopher, or baby if you like?" He gave me a suggestive wink. Just what the actual fuck? Is he okay? How can he be this confident in front of me??! He just laughed at my shocked reaction.
"Just kidding. I'm a good person. You can trust me. But, Can I first go inside? It's kinda cold here." He said as he shifted from where he stands.
"Oh! Yes yes! Sorry. Here, let me get these." I said as I reached for his small backpack that was on the floor.
"No, it's okay. I'll look like an asshole if I let a gorgeous girl handle my things." He smiled sweetly to me as he grabbed all his things and went inside the apartment. Gorgeous? Me? Gorgeous? Oh god, what will I do now if I have this gorgeous guy as a roommate?
I showed him his new room and smiled brightly as he saw the cleanliness of it.
"Did you fix this yourself? Woah, It's an eye candy. I'm a minimalistic person. And this makes me so happy. Thank you for fixing this!" He said as he sat on the new fixed bed. I smiled as I saw how he enjoyed his new room.
"Uhm, thanks for appreciating it, Chan. I'm glad that you liked it. Would you like to have a look at the apartment?" I asked him as he still taking a look at his room.
He stands up from the bed and smiled at me. "I would love to!" I went first and he followed me everywhere I go.
"Well, I wish we have good memories as new roommates. I said and gave him a glass of orange juice.
"Yeah. I hope too. By the way, you're a college sophomore, right? Where do you study? Bet it's near the apartment." He said as he drinks his juice.
"Yes. I study at Levanter University. A psychology major. I heard from the landlord that you also attend there. What are you majoring in?" I said as I sit down on the chair.
"Really? It's good to know that we attend the same school. I'm also a sophomore, majoring in Music. I really love music. Ever since I was a child, I've dreamt of being a professional music artist and composer. That's why I chose it as my major." He said. I can see that he really loves music as his eyes twinkle when he talked.
"Really? I hope I can hear you sing someday." I clasped my hands in excitement.
"Oh yeah sure Uh, by the way, who used to live here with you? Is it also a guy?" He curiously asked as he put his elbow on the table with hands on his chin.
"My best friend used to live here. But sadly she needs to go in her hometown to look after her sick mother." I told him. His face saddens a little bit.
Time passed by and we grew close to each other. I found out that he has these gorgeous eight friends since middle school. But some of them are not studying in our school. Jeongin, his youngest friend, looks like my younger brother, so I grew close to him the most. He's so caring, sweet, and lovely. Meanwhile, Changbin and Minho are the ones who also study in our school, like Chan, Changbin is also majoring in music. Minho is majoring in Business Administration. While the others, Hyunjin, Felix, Jisung, Seungmin, and Jeongin are freshmen from other universities. They usually hang out at our apartment and I'm no against in it. I really love hanging out with them. They're so approachable and funny. 
"Oh sorry to hear that. I hope your friend and her mother are doing fine." He said and smiled at me. I nod at him in response.
"Isn't it nice today? Winter is already here! It's good to have a cup of hot coffee and a heartful talk." He said as he looked at the window outside.
"I don't think so. I'd never like winter." I shrugged as I drink my juice. He looked back at me as if I was some crazy woman.
"You don't like winter? But why? People love it. It's nice and cozy, I live winter actually." He said and looked at me.
"I just don't like it. I like warm summer, autumn, and spring. Winter never excites me. Even when I was a kid. And my boyfriend dumped me on a cold winter night. That made worse. " I explained to him carefully. He just nods at me. Accepting my hate for winter.
"Oh I see, so how do you endure winter? I mean what do you do when the season comes?"
"I just hang out with my friend. Drinking, eat ramen, or anything that makes us warm. But when I'm alone, I usually sleep or binge-watched some dramas." I said and he nods in response.
"Hmm, it's not that boring tho. Me, I usually write songs and make some mixtapes when winter comes. I just love the feeling and emotions that winter gives me. In that way, I can make my music."
"Really? Wow, you're talented. I wish I have that kind of talent too. But I suck at those." You shrugged and chuckled. He just smiled and talk further.
Alexa decided to study next semester but in her hometown. I'm sad knowing that she'll not continue to study here but we promised each other that we'll contact and update each other.
"Noona!" Jeongin surprised me with a hug as I opened the door of the apartment.
"Oh my Jeongin! How are you, my little boy? Come inside. Hey guys!" I let them inside the apartment. Another noise from the freshmen including Changbin. It's always like this. Every time they go here. It's always this noisy. But I love it. It makes me happy and not alone.
"Hey Channie," I said as I welcomed Chan who looks tired.
"Oh hi, y/n. how's school? Sorry, I let you go home by yourself. I was just busy and these stupid boys asked me to meet them."
"Oh, it's okay. I prepared you some food." I said and cling my arms to his. We always do this. It's very comfortable and I feel like I'm in my home.
"Thank you, dear," he said and ruffled my hair. Oh. That nickname. Fuck. It makes my heart do somersaults. Is it normal to feel this for a friend like him?
"Hey lovebirds, we brought some colas and pizzas!" Minho shouted from the living room as they prepare the food they brought.
"Shut up Minho! Mind your goddamn business there!" Chan shouted
"Okay then!" Minho replied and burst a laugh.
We just sat and decided to watch the newest drama we happened to saw on Netflix.
"I'm freaking tired. Chan-hyung! I think I need to go by now. We still have exams for tomorrow, right Hyunjin?" Seungmin said as he stands up and yawned.
"Oh shit! Right! Hyung! We need to go now! I need to review some past lessons." Hyunjin said as he ready himself to go. The others also get ready. I decided to stand up and try to clean up.
"Let's do that, later. Let's say goodbye first to the boys." Chan said and I just nod in response.
"Goodbye Chan hyung! Goodbye noona! Good night!" Changbin and others bid their goodbyes.
"Yeah, yeah goodnight! " chan said as he pushed the boys out. I chuckled and waved my hand at them.
"Maybe it's time to clean up," I said and Chan nodded and went to the living room to clean.
The annoying alarm woke me up. I still have my classes on Saturdays. But Chan doesn't. When he first wakes up than me, he usually asked me to walk me in school. But sometimes he wakes up late, I just prepare some breakfast for him and leave a note telling him that I left.
As I walk out of my room, I heard some shufflings and noise from the kitchen.
"Morning sunshine! Eat and get ready for your classes." Chan greeted me and smiled.
"Morning Channie. You wake up again early?" I said as I sit down on my chair.
"Yep. I woke up early and can't go back to sleep so here, I prepared us breakfast." He said as he finished cooking and sit beside me.
"Thank you then," I said and started eating.
"I'm going to the mall near the university. Mind if I walk you to school?" He asked
"Hmm. Is it okay?"
"Of course. Hah! " he said and chuckled
"Thanks though. What are you going to do in the mall?" I asked him
"Uh, it's Changbin's birthday on the 11th. I planned to buy him some gifts."
"Really? We should celebrate it here!" I clasped my hand as excitement fills me. It's my first time to celebrate a new friend's birthday.
"Sure thing. I'll wait for you later after classes. Just text me if you're done." I nod at him and he smiled. So excited to celebrate Changbin's birthday. It's two days from now.
We just walked from the apartment to school as I still have a lot of time before my first class starts.
"So see you later y/n. do well, okay?" He pinched my cheeks and scrunched his nose.
"Yes, I will. Now go to the mall and buy Changbin a nice gift." I waved my hand at him as I went inside.
I met Minho at the cafeteria. Luckily we have the same schedule of break time.
"Y/N!" Minho went near me with food in his hands.
"Oh hello, Minho! Uh, can I ask you something?" I asked him and let him sit down on the chair beside me.
"Uhm, what is it?" Minho said as munched on his food.
"It's about Changbin. Do you know anything he loves? Like favorite clothing? Perfumes? Or what? It's his birthday the day after tomorrow, right?" I said and sip on my drink
"Oh yeah, Changbin isn't a picky person. As long as it's from a good friend, he'll love it." He tilted his head and chuckled.
"Oh, it's kinda hard. But anyway, thank you for that. I'm going to buy him a gift later. And I asked Chan to celebrate it the apartment." I said
"Really? That's a good idea! By the way, it's already time. Need to go back! See you around!" Minho stands up and bid his goodbyes. I waved at him and decided to attend my last class.
"Y/n!" Chan waved at me as I saw him outside the campus.
"Hey Channie!" I smile while happily ran to him.
"You look cute doing that," Chan said and ruffled my hair. I lowered my head to hide the lingering blush on my cheeks.
"Channie, do you mind if we go to the mall again? I just want to buy Changbin a gift."
"Hmm.. Sure! I'll help you. " he said and took my hand. God, why is he doing this? He so freaking sweet. I feel like I'm having a date with my boyfriend. Wait-- fuck boyfriend?? Erase erase. We're just friends, okay?
After I got the best gift for Changbin, I decided to take a look at the shelf and found this cute little thing that caught my eye. I took it and stare at it like it holds my future in it.
"You like that one? It's cute." Chan said as he also takes a look at the music box.
"Uh, yeah. But nevermind. I didn't bring enough money for it." I put it back to the shelf as I have no plans on buying it. But I turned to Chan as he grab again the music box and grabbed my hand.
"Let's take it. I'll pay for it for you." Chan smiled and went to the cashier.
"Hey, Chan! You don't have to." I pulled back his arms.
"No. Think of it as my gift for you. A gift to my friend. Don't worry." He said and went to face the cashier and hand his payment to her.
"Thank you for this! I really appreciate it!" I said as I stare at it again and listen to the calming music playing.
"See? You love it. What will happen to you if I didn't buy it?" he chuckled and turn his head to me. Oh no, I know he's staring at me, and stop these loud heartbeats! He might hear it! Why are you like this?? It's a simple gift. Do I like him? Yes, I appreciate all the efforts he did and the small things that he did for me. Do I already like him? I mean, it's not a bad thing if it is. But I'm scared that he might not feel the same. But it doesn't matter to me for now. I just need to forget these lingering feelings.
Changbin's day dropped on a fine Saturday. All of the boys went here including the birthday boy to help in preparing for the party later.
"Need help in cooking?" Chan asked peeking from the kitchen entrance.
"Uhm, yes, please. Changbin's foods are quite a lot!" I said as I cut the ingredients for my own version of kimchi fried rice.
"Poor little y/n. here you go." Chan started to help me, asking what should he do, or what ingredients to put next.
"They're so noisy, aren't they?" Chan chuckled as he groaned to the noise from the living room.
"Don't act like you're not one of them Channie," I teased and smacked his arm.
"Why? I'm a good boy!" I glared at him and he just laughed at me.
"Hey sweethearts! Where are the foods?" Changbin went to us while wearing his birthday hat. It's his idea. 22 years old my ass.
"Just you wait little prince, the food is nearly ready," I said
"Go away Changbin! You're so excited as hell, it's still early! Mind your business outside!" Chan said and shoo Changbin away. He just huffed and pouted at us.
"Happy Birthday hyuuung!" The juniors greeted him cheerfully after we sang him a happy birthday.
After lots of drinking and eating, the other boys were now drunk. Leaving me, Jeongin, Seungmin, and Felix sober. I chose not to drink a lot as I thought of having atleast one here have a sober mind.
I woke up peacefully without the sound of an alarm. Sunday morning. No classes, a good day to rest. But I need to clean first the mess outside.
*ring ring
"Hello? Y/N?" It's Alexa! I missed her voice.
That night, Chan brought some pizzas and colas for us. Watching some movies before going to sleep.
After our classes, Chan and I went first to a fast-food chain to buy some food.
"Lexie~" I screamed at the top of my lungs running to Alexa
"So, how's living together?" Alexa said as she grabbed a slice of pizza and bite on it.
"What do you think you're doing Alexa?" I whisper shouted at her while Chan left and went to the bathroom.
Alexa slept early because of the long travel she took. Me, on the other hand, still resting on the couch, scrolling through my phone, when I felt someone sit beside me.
"Take care of my friend, Chan. I can count on you, right?" Alexa said turned to us before she goes outside.
Winter is near again. And Chan's one year here is near too.
I just need a simple outfit since it's fucking cold outside. But shit, we're going to his parent's house. Maybe it's not bad if I wear something nice beneath my thick parka. Ugh. Why do I feel so nervous? As if I'm getting judged by his parents later. Calm your ass down, y/n. it's just dinner. No more, no less.
Winter is now starting and here I am again, sulking at one corner. We're out of fucking tea! My one and only partner in this season! Fuck!
"Y/n! You ready?" Chan knocked on my door while I'm still getting my bag.
"We're here. I'm glad to show you around my childhood home. This is where I grow up together with my siblings. It's nice isn't it?" Chan said and faced me.
"So y/n, is Chan a good roommate to you?" Chan's dad asked me. Like him, Chan's dad is a good looking man. Like Chan in his 40's. something like that.
"Where are we going?" I asked Chan as he wears his shoes going outside.
I guess winter is not that bad. Especially when Chan is always here beside me, he can make my winter warm and comfortable.
"It's quite calm and quiet isn't it?" Chan said as he stares from nowhere. I just shrugged at him and swayed my feet.
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A Time for Spring Break (5/5)
I entered the restaurant and I saw Tom waiting for me in a lonely table. He arrived on time. He stood up and we shake our hands in an awkward way. I was clearly uncomfortable by the situation and he was unable to look at my eyes. 
“Wow, you let your hair grow. It has passed almost a year since that spring break. You wanted to amend things... So, I am here” I said. 
“First, I am so sorry for everything that happened. I know that I made bad deeds, I know that I lied to you, I know that I...” 
“Just stop there, Tom... what do you want me to say. That I hate you, that I wished that you were death, that I hope that you have a miserable future. I think that it would be easier if we never talked again. I really want to be mad at you, but you are the closest friend that I ever have... I really wanted to loathe you, but I cannot pretend that any longer. I don’t hold any grudge against you... still, that doesn’t make the pain ago”. 
“I am so sorry, I really am. I would do anything to do this right. I cannot erase the past, but we can try to start all over again” 
“I would like that, but first I want to know the truth” 
“Sure, what do you want to know?” 
“Everything... let's start with Hecate’s hourglass, where you find it?” 
“On a trip to Lebanon. I went to an excavation and saw it on a tray. I thought that it was very cool looking, and I stole it” 
“Lebanon? I remember that you went there... but...” 
“It was during our college years, more than 30 years ago” 
“You never told me about it, why you hold your secret for so long” 
“I was ashamed. However, when my wife passed away, I thought that I was going to die all alone.  I began to use it more frequently and, well, I thought it was time to share it with someone else” 
“So that means that you played with your son’s body since he was just a kid” 
“No, I rarely possessed Aaron. A couple of times, mainly during exams season. He always struggled with algebra, so I gave him a hand. The truth is that the longest time that I was in his skin was when I invited you to that stupid trip. You know, it felt wrong to be inside my son’s skin”. 
“Did you ever take over my body?” 
“Yeah... a couple of times” 
“When?” 
“On a couple of parties, special events, nothing to important. Well, I was also in control on your wedding night” 
“But I remember that moment. There was no blackout” 
“That’s a trick of your mind, I did a lot of experiments. The host remembers an altered version of the events. They have a clear idea of what happened, but some of details are gone. That is why none of the guys mentioned any blackout during our spring break, even though I kept jumping between their bodies” 
“So that was also a lie” 
“I told you a lie, so you didn’t feel guilty whenever you make a mistake in their bodies” 
“Who else do you possessed?” 
“Apart from the boys... Mr. Anders, Corey, Sam, your ex... 
“My ex?” 
“Yeah, I was never fond of using girls’ bodies... but I took Alexa a couple of times, you know... before the problems with her began” 
“Do we have...” 
“Yeah, one time... it's weird, I know. I have a phase where I wanted to experiment a lot of things. I really wanted to know what they felt when I...” 
“Was I good?” 
“You want to know that?” 
“Sure, I fucked you” 
“You fuck your wife, I was a mere spectator.... but sure, you were good” 
“When you possessed Derek for the first time?” 
“When he was 5. He quickly became a favorite of mine” 
“5, he was just a baby” 
“But I felt exactly the same way as the first time that you took over Ewan’s flesh. Our auras match and I just needed to return to his body” 
“How often?” 
“At first it was just a couple of hours every other month. When he entered high school, I must admit that at least once per week I took over his life. During college, there was no day that I didn’t stepped into his shoes.” 
“So, you were inside him during...” 
“The first time that he won a soccer match, his first date, on prom night. I was in control of him when he lost his virginity. I was in control when his grandpa died, and I was by your side when you receive the divorce papers” 
“Well... that explains why you have been able to play the part for the last year” - I said and then I began to cry. Tom, inside Derek’s flesh, hold my had strongly. - “Sorry, but it is a truth hard to swallow” 
“Sorry, I know that I crossed the line” 
“Well, you take over Derek’s life, I take over Ewan’s. I choose his life, you didn’t have that option. I am certain that if you knew what was happening, you will have taken Joshua’s life” 
“But I lied to you and I didn’t listen to your story. I was unable to react, just because I was afraid of your reaction if you find that I was inside your son despite our pact. I was a coward and that led to this.” 
“I know that I was harsh. I know that I am the only one to blame for my son’s demise” 
“Don’t said that, it’s only my blame” 
“Still, blaming you will not bring him back…. Tom… Derek, I have to believe that my son is still inside you. I know that deep down he is in there and that he can listen to me. Son, I want to be part of your life”
“I think that he would like that… I know that I want that”
“So, promise me that you will honor him the rest of your life”
“You have my word Ed, to be honest I have been a faithful man and more moderate in my way of being since spring break, just like your son was”
“I am glad to hear that, that means that he still with us”
“Well, I can tell you how my year was. But why don’t you tell me about yours. I heard that you recently moved in with Joshua”.
“Yeah, we are now cousins. Let's order something and I would tell you everything” 
We have a nice dinner, and, for a moment, I almost forgot all the bad things that happened over the past year. Time is capable of healing everything, so I was certain that we would be able to rebuild our friendship. After a couple of hours talking, we gave a fraternal hug and gave our farewells. We agree to meet the next week, one baby step for a very long journey ahead of us. There was no longer Ed and Tom, now we were Ewan (Left) and Derek (Derek). The last spring break change us in unimaginable ways, but I must say that I couldn’t wait for the time when we are both ready to travel again as the best friend that once we were. 
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