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#AGH IM SO STRESSED FROM THIS
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im so Normal. totally not shaking and crying rn
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years
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#dear diary. im sad again wah#agh not sad exactly. just brain fog. i can't focus and im so tired but i haven't even done anything#like ive done not that much this weekend. which sucks bc ive got so much to do.#i didnt even draw too much today bc i was so out of focus. i dont even kno what i did today#i think ive just kinda been laying here since like 4 or 5 and its almost 9 now#so idk. i wish i could control my attention and make it do things#ugh ill try to work on campus tomorrow. at least until 1 when i have to meet a guy abt a phd position#but i feel like im gonna die on campus bc there r ppl there :-( but i cant focus here either#everything's just foggy. i dont kno it might help if i met with my boss so we could talk abt things that need to get done#but idk i dont really have to. im afraid shes gonna tell me she never got the data i sent her at 3am bc she never sent it back#and then im gonna cry. but whatever#next week were going out to the field again. for a week. gathering more samples thst will kill me later#so i might freak out again. but its not as far a drive this time. and the other person were going with knows me fairly well#im not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing. ugh.#maybe i should banish myself from tumblr until i actually get things done. thst will increase my suffering but might shorten the duration#blah. i wish i could read. or focus. that would make reading papers less terrible#idk what im even gonna do tomorrow. program a thing. write some stuff. continue to be sad and out of focus#too much thinking abt the future and stressing out abt picking a program to join when i haven't even been accepted yet#i mean. to b fair i got accepted to all the schools i applied to for my masters and i didnt kno shit back then#so i feel like if u have a masters the grad school is like: ok u kno how to do grad school ur in#bc grad school is fucking weird#but im like do i wanna do 3.5yrs in the uk on a riskier program or up to 5yrs in the us where the vibe feels more stable#but idk i havent even started writing for the scholarships and i feel like im too late to apply for one of them anyway bc its like jumping#thru 90 thousand hoops. so idk. idk. i have to create a project proposal 1st and idk what to do.#i mean i sorta kno but like i dont wanna sound dumb so agh. im tired#i want the perfect idea to come sweep me off my feet but i instantly start talking myself out of everything#ugh. actually i kno what happened. i got all excited on Thursday. like properly excited. which i dont like to do bc my mood bottoms out#afterwards. like this. that's why i dont get excited abt things. i keep myself at a stable neutral. a light misery if u will#hhhhhh so im rambling and procrastinating and sad. but tomorrow will b better bc Tomorrow i. will. focus.#unrelated
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tigerzreal · 2 years
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Yoooo it’s my birth day ig!!! i’m closer to dying that’s scary. i don’t have any saved dbz art atm so take some doodles i made of me and my sister ‼️😈😈😈
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yestrnight · 1 year
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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ POCKET SLIME ! 
FROM: kaveh, alhaitham / gn! slime! reader
SUBJECT: you used to be a docile, little thing. a blob of extraordinary cuteness that just follows them around wherever they go. but how in the world did the pet slime they took in turn to be some sort of cum-hungry demon?
( this shit reads like a doujinshi, so don’t even bother using braincells; feels like im committing some sort of crime against the cute widdle slimes of genshin; unhygienic slime usage; reader has a diçk AND a pússy, reader also has a humanoid form don't worry; best of both worlds; urethra play (kaveh); dubcon; nipple play (alhaitham), throat fucking (haitham); they’re ALL on their receiving end; ahégao; )
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✧.*  KAVEH 
KAVEH who takes you in while you were plopping sadly around in the rain, sad little rumbles and bleps from your jelly body. he’s not so heartless that he’d kill some poor slime who doesn’t even have any interest in attacking him, only nudging its pudgy body against his shoes and looking pleadingly at him.
he likes to watch you eat the treats he brings home. it’s a stress reliever to see you munch on some sumeru roses he brought home, and he pats your blob figure fondly while you squeal in delight at his treats. you’re not a very picky eater, he finds out, but you’re more delighted whenever he feeds you something with elemental energy. once he learns of this, he brings home more and more elemental energy stuff, just to be on the receiving end of your cute lil snuggies.
KAVEH who lets you sit on his head whenever he’s working on his projects. while he sketches and measures, your cool jiggly body feels so comforting on his hair. sometimes he even falls asleep with you on him, and you slowly make your way to his cheek so you can protect him from the hard wood of his desk.
he genuinely brought you in because he thought you were cute, nothing more than that. he’s gotten fonder of you ever since the days pass by, and you thought of him the same. however…
KAVEH who wakes up to something warm and gooey sucking on him down there. as he squirms under the blankets, tiny little moans and whines escape his pretty little lips. the pink blush on his cheeks seems to brighten when he slowly opens his bleary eyes and sees his adorable slime sucking on the tip of his pretty cock. imagine the shock of seeing the pet he was so fond of doing nasty things to him!
“nnh–! [y-your name]! what are you– ahh ♡!” he tries his best to cover up and pull you away, but with no such luck. in fact, you suck even harder, the wet noises of his cum and your squishy body echoing throughout the room. you suck even harder, and the pleasure makes kaveh’s body jilt and shake every rhythm and pulse.
“angh… t- too much…!” he sobs and pushes you away, but his hands only sink into the slime. it’s only around this time he suddenly realizes the slow expansion of your blob body, slowly morphing into something familiar… something humanoid… something… cuter.
your wobbly smile looks so innocent even as you tongue the veins across his dick, and it sends blood to his head until he feels like he’ll pass out from a nosebleed. you gurgle something that sounds faintly like ‘master’ and ‘kaveh’... and gods does that make his dick hard.
“a s-slime turning into a human?” he gasps, sitting himself. “i must be going– ngH! c-crazyYY ♡ stop! s-stop!” using the dexterity and fluidity of a slime, your tongue compresses into something thinner. you ooze your way in into his urethra, the slimy thing bumping against the edges and leaves his toes curling and fingers gripping the sheets.
“ughk, mmh~!” he throws his head back, dick humping into your slimy mouth. “m-more ♡ k-keep going~! agh, ah, ah~!” your delighted gurgle sounds faint in his ringing ears, but he still manages to smile fondly. “g- good slime ♡ s-sucking on your master’s dick so h-ha-hARD! fuck!” he hisses when your tongue presses against his prostate. he pats your hair with one shaky hand and you nuzzle into it. “so ♡ cute ♡ you got even cuter ♡”
“‘m gonna blow! [your name]! ggh [your name]!” he whines and desperately grasps on the hair-like jelly. “s-slow down~♡! gh, nwah!” he wants to attribute your lack of understanding to your inability of comprehending human languages, but he swears he sees the shadow of a devilish smirk on your cute face before you griiiind your tongue right against his prostate.
as his climax hits him, KAVEH’s eyes roll and his back arches into the air as he shoots his seed into your mouth. the tears blur his vision, but he can see his white seed spurt into the jelly. satisfied with your meal, you finally pull out your tongue– getting some pretty screams from your master at the added simulation– and his body falls limp. you smile and giggle at him, kissing away the tears from his eyes, and slumping your cool body against him. 
“th– thanks, [your name],” he smiles at you, kissing you briefly before sleep takes him away again. “do that for me again, ‘kay?”
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✧.*  AL-HAITHAM
HAITHAM who is skeptical of the slime his fool of a roommate brought home. he raised an eyebrow when kaveh came home wet with a pudgy slime in his hands. “you know that can dissolve you, right?” he points out, ever the smartass. 
kaveh snaps back. “of course i know, idiot. but look at them! don’t you feel bad for them?” he raises you high and you give a warbly greeting, but alhaitham is far from impressed. his dramatic roommate rolls his eyes at him and kaveh carefully tucks you away. “let’s go, [your name]! this callous idiot isn’t worth your time!”
HAITHAM who didn’t pay you much attention, only ever seeing you while you drape off kaveh’s head when he enters for breakfast. you were well-behaved for a slime, anyway, so he shouldn’t concern himself much with you. but his interest is piqued when one day he hears devilish noises from kaveh’s room, sounds of slurping and sucking while kaveh whines pathetically muffled behind the door. clearly, it’s not kaveh doing the sucking and slurping, but…
HAITHAM who sees you again the next day at breakfast, draping off kaveh’s head as usual. he greets kaveh with his usual coolness, but kaveh, for lack of a proper word, looks completely fucked out. his legs shake as he pulls his chair, and when their hands touch while reaching for the food, he pulls back with a lip-bitten yelp. all the while, you garble incomprehensibly on him.
yeah, no. his roommate is definitely fucking his pet slime. haitham’s not chatty, but he’s got a million words for how fucked up the entire situation is. once kaveh is out of the house, he corners poor little you and stares down into your vacant little slime eyes. he won’t admit that he actually cares for his… once friend, so getting rid of the thing that has tempted him into immoral acts will be the best next thing.
“mm- mmgh?!” haitham doesn’t know how he ended up like this, gagged and bound by your slimy tendrils. while he tries to break free, he stares in astonishment as the blob slowly expands. the torso starts first, before extending into limbs, until the head takes shape and a very, very pretty smile is smiling innocently into haitham’s face. 
“☆♡♡?” your gurgles continue to be incomprehensible, despite the humanoid form. slowly, your cool hand caresses his face, holding his chin while your tendrils lift him ever so slightly up the ground. you kiss him, like how a lover would, the slightest bit of tongue swiping over his lips, but then you pull away— and he catches the devilish smirk before you lean in again and start fucking his mouth.
he thrashes in your slimy hold, slipping away only for the slime to thicken and tighten their hold on him. he glares at you with look of indignation as he tries his best to keep his mouth shut, only for you to slip your tongue between his lips and curl around his tongue. he shakes as you bring him closer to you so you can properly fuck him in his throat. you curiously watch as he gags and splutters on the length of the tendril, his glare never ceasing even though he looks like a proper slut with that dark red blush on him.
replacing your pseudo tongue for another tendril, you pull away from his face and eye his thin shirt. your curious hands roam over the expanse of his chest, and you delight in the softness of his pecs. feeling a bit too eager to get your hands under his shirt, you dissolve the cloth away and quickly reach up to rub his two pretty nipples. you roll them around in your fingers, giving each one a tight squeeze before going back to massaging them. 
HAITHAM, behind the slime gagging him, yelps when you lean in and bite one. you run a tongue over his wide areolas, studying his expressions to make sure you’re pleasing your master’s best friend properly. his glare is more subdued, the wriggling has lessened, and there’s an… anticipation in his eyes as he stares down at you. you’re more than delighted at the progress. this means he likes you, right? you always felt a little sad when haitham would glare at you, but now you can feel getting closer to him! best friends, even, just like him and your master!
and like every best friend does, you should make him feel happy too! lowering one gloopy hand down to his pants, you waste no time melting away his pants and underwear and morphing your hand into something akin to a suction cup. little tentacles line the inside of the cup, and a muffled groan from haitham convinces you to finally ungag him. he gasps for breath, staring at you with wide eyes and a fucked out look. “what… what are you waiting for?” haitham grits his teeth, trying to hide the desperation he’s feeling when you’re so, so close to finally giving him the relief he wants. “put that on me. now.” a pause when you don’t do anything, and the last left of his dignity leave him as he gives you a pleading look and buck his hips up. “please.”
you know from experience that that one syllable is the go ahead, and with enthusiasm and vigor, you put the cup on him and start sucking. “mmm! ngh, ah, too much! ah!” you think his moans are pretty. huskier and deeper than your master’s soft and light whines, and that only makes you sucke even harder. the stimulation forces him to bend his back as he dangles in mid-air, forcing his fat cock deeper into your suction-hand. the dizziness of the upside down world makes the blood rush to his head, and he feels his eyes rolling to the back of his head when you tickle the throbbing vein running the downside of his cock.
“ah, sh-shit, you’re taking me all in ♡” sweat makes his skin glisten, highlighting even more his soft pecs and his abs. tendrils reach out from your back as they glide themselves around his waist and guide him back up. he’s positively shivering as you continue pounding his cock in and out of your hand, and his tongue is shivering when you pull him in for another kiss.
somewhere in the back of his mind, haitham swears he’ll make a research paper on you– on how intoxicating and aphrodisiacal you can be.
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✧.* IT’S A THREESOME!
KAVEH bounces himself on your dick, your squishy body serving as his cushion as he lets his limp body get absolutely wrecked by a thick and veiny cock you fashioned from your ever-morphing body. his pretty dick slaps HAITHAM’s muscled torso as the younger one slaps his heavy balls against the pussy just underneath your balls. 
your slime encases the both of them flicking haitham’s nubs up and down and fucking kaveh’s urethra open, just the way they like it. it should be humiliating, the two roommates who could barely stand each other now open and so vulnerable to each other. but kaveh’s face is contorted in a lewd expression, eyes crossed and tongue hanging out of his mouth as he gets his ass destroyed, and haitham can’t find the energy to even insult him.
well, maybe a little bit. “you– ngh! – you really brought a beast into my home, huh?” he pants out, grabbing kaveh’s waist for stability as he thrusts his dick into you like a beast in rut. “you really couldn’t resist the chance to get yourself fucked silly, huh, my dear senior?”
kaveh whines when he feels haitham going even faster on you, and he tries to cover his face with his arm. “sh– shut up, okay?! i– a-ah ♡ i didn’t knooow! i thought they were a c-cute l-little thing ♡ but now they’re–” a sob escapes him as you abuse his prostate. “they’re just bullying me e-everydayyy ♡”
haitham locks eyes with you, innocent and vacant, not a single thought behind them. but it’s hard to see you as anything but innocent when you’re offering up both your cock and pussy to your two masters.
“you’re one crafty thing,” haitham bites out. but all you offer to him is a happy little noise when you think that you’ve made your two masters happy and fulfilled. just like how that man taught you to.
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late ask BUT director's cut for a home for two?
fuck, anon. you don't know what can of worms you just opened.
i was going to keep this concise to one point but upon rereading it for the first time in a while i just....have too much to say about a home for two.
it's my all time favorite fic ive ever written, if it's not obvious.
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firstly, i want to bring up these snippets (STARTING OFF STRONG....SORRY)
these were the moments where error finally started opening up to paperjam. and they mean a lot to me.
his personality is finally starting to shine through; his stubbornness and hotheaded-ness. it's the moments where it was clear that this kid wasn't as closed off as paperjam thought and had a personality masked by trauma and anxiety.
after so much struggle, seeing his personality finally peak through sends pj (and hopefully the reader) into fondness.
i love the little details. I KNOW I WROTE IT. but i love the little details.
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these snippets were the moments where error started expressing his safety and trust towards pj
he's really made a lot of progress over the course of the few days in the fic, and seeing him finally feel the safety and love he deserves makes me so....AGH. AAGRGRGHG.
the entire fic is so tense and mildly stressful that finally writing down error's new found stability makes me so mushy and gushy!! god
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i didn't emphasize it a lot but paperjam really didn't talk to error like most people would towards a four-year-old.
and that's not a bad thing! in fact, the opposite!
this is partly because paperjam is unprepared and does not know how to talk to children, but talking to kids like real, actual people and not dumbing everything down for them is actually really beneficial to their learning and growth process! (iirc, that is)
this scene and the dialogue earlier in it also really showed paperjam's frustrations. he's not perfect in any way, and he almost took it out then and there on error through a stern talking.
neither of it was their fault, of course. just a lot of misplaced love and stress from everything.
i like making my characters feel like people. and pj is such.....a person. i love him dearly.
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i could gush about toriel forever in any instance about the way she acts like such a mom, not just this fic. but mostly this fic.
i love toriel. if i could grab every toriel scene in the fic, i would. but one example is enough, and this one shows the best of her.
her fondness, her motherly attitude, her jokes, and her pride towards pj. god i love toriel in this fic i LOVE TORIEL DREEMURR!!!!!!!!!!
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i just think this is important. :p
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"holy shit they said the thing"
i think title drops are funny lol
ANYWAY YEAH. i had a lot to say about it LOL. i love a home for two and i reread my fics a lot, and this one is the one i reread the most. im so so so proud of it.
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ashterrope · 2 years
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k. ayato x gn!reader.
genre: angst.
Tw: reader’s death, regret, swearing, just Ayato being mean :(
my first time making a fanfic and write stuff so, enjoy!
also my grammar is a bit off.. so sorry about that.
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you loved him. you really do. But be as it may, it doesn’t change the fact that he doesn’t have time for you. Today is the 3rd time this week you had asking him to atleast spends some time with you, but ofcourse, you had been back at this damned room, your shared room. “Ayato… please, honey you shouldn’t do this to yourself.. you’re hurting.” said you, so full of concern for his well-being. “I’ve said this countless time [name]. STOP BOTHERING ME.” woah, this is new, he has NEVER raise his voice at you, shocked at his reply, you get out of his office, broken hearted. “[name]…? i’ve heard everything.. im sorry..” Thoma says while pats your head, comfortingly. You could only stare at your hands, dumbfounded at your ‘soon to be husband’. You only wanted Ayato to talk about your recent sickness, you got cancer. “It’s alright, Thoma, really thank you for always being there for me” Thoma smiles down at you, “anytime.”.
your sickness got worse on these pass couple of weeks. you couldn’t walk anymore. Ayaka stood beside you, feeding you while her brother still doesn’t know about any of this, “[name], we should really tell about your condition to Ayato” face full of concern while fidgeting her dress. “Really, it’s okay Ayaka, he wanted some alone time” You reply to her statements half-heartedly. You can’t stand him anymore, all of his bullshits, you’re so tired of his childish silly actions. Tears threaten to fall from your eyes, all you wanted was him to finally lay beside you, sharing your sweet-nothings to eachothers, and maybe even go out on some little harmless dates, actually, when was the last time he had taken you to dates? you couldn’t remember. You felt as your body began to ache- so bad that you almost screamed. It hurts, physically and mentally, you’re not ready to leave this world, you haven’t fulfill your wishes yet. “[NAME]!!! WHATS WRONG?!?!” Ayaka, your best friend, your fiancè’s beloved sister. “Aya… please, don’t tell him about this.. AGH… it.. hurts..” Tears started to fall on her crystal blue eyes, it hits your face like a rock falling to the ground. “Shhh… don’t cry, its all going to be alright.., i want you to tell him how much i loved him..” you smiled at her, for the last time.
A week has passed after that incident, the estate has a depressing aura surrounding it, even the fatui near the estate are concerned about what happened. Fortunately(or rather… unfortunately), Ayato has begin to notice this, how when you hadn’t come up to his office to “bother him”, how everytime when Thoma sees him his face falls into a saddened one, and how..how he has suddenly felt… troubled..? why does his heart picked up when he’s near your shared room..? everyone in the estate is so.. depressed, as if someone has passed. He connected all the dots and… no. There’s no way. He refused to believe that. And there he came searching around the estate, looking, searching, YEARNING, for any traces you left behind. Hell, he even goes out to Inazuma city to ask about everyone if they have seen you, but all of that comes to a waste. No traces was found, he’s stressed. Had you gone to another island? or even region? why doesn’t you tell him anything? do you… hate him..? He grips his Sumi(a japannese calligraphy pen or some sorts), it almost break because of how much power he used. “Godammit [name]. Where could have you been..?” all of the regrets, its all coming to him, it feels like a burden behind his back, guilty. He hated the fact that he had yelled at you, when he swore on his life he would never yell at you. He asked one of the guards regarding your presence, but all of the guards said that they cannot tell him, its not that they want to, but its an order. From a certain someone, someone he cherishes, he loved, he worships. He’s getting enough of this, “Ayaka!” his smooth voice rangs around the estate, Ayaka, who was practicing her swordmanship rushes to her brothers office, “Yes brother?” she asks him while also being nervous. “Where is [name]?”
Tears streaming down his face. How could.. how could you..?!?! you left him. In this world behind, alone, well not really but he doesn’t care. Why hasn’t anyone told him about your passing?? once he opened the letter that you write from him before you’re gone, he’s so, so heart brokened.
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To my dearest, Ayato.
Hello, dear. It seems that Ayaka has given you this letter i wrote days, weeks, or even months prior. Yes, i’ve probably am already gone from this beautiful world, im sure you’ve probably felt guilty about it. Don’t worry, i’ve forgiven you, so don’t think about it that much… just.. be happy for me alright..? I love you.
Full of love, yours only.
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thanks for reading, this is so shit, im so sorry
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odins-nsfw · 7 months
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MD x fem reader bj alex smut!!
Y/n pov
"And thats the end of my stream guys  come back next time where ill rate more toys for you~" i wink and shut off my camra i was a bj  for my braudcasts i would rate sex toys ibe never really gotten naked on screen ive always warn my underwhere and bra i sigh softly checking my watch " agh its ten already" i get up getting dressed today i was going to my boyfriends house his name was kim myung-dae hes tall and hadsome i lived him we met at a bar where i watch him get slapped by a small guy with blond hair and black roots i was later told his name was chanwoo he didnt like that myung never wanted to really be seen with him i comforted him from his brake up a few months past and we went from friends to lovers i would come over to his house and chill...he never really told me what he did for a living but i assumed he just didnt wanna talk about it i was really curiouse though "hey myung" i smile as he opens the door he looked a little distraught "uh hey " i look confused and came in seeing papers and his computer he removed everything and sat with me on the couch"uh are you ok you seem stressed" i tilt my head he sighed "y/n can i ask you a favour " i smile " definatly! Sure anything babe" i smile he held my hand a bit " i need you to help me with...my job" i smile " sure no problem what do you need help with ill do anything " he softly smirked and stood up telling me to follow down the hall there was a door i never really have went inside before"is this your office?" He smirked "you could say that...open the door~" i looked at him he stood back i turn the knob my eyes widen it was a...sex room!? With monoters,camras,a bed and sex toys coverd the walls  i blush deeply he closed the door " uh...t this...this is" i was so red and shocked alot made sence now
*Flashback*
"Good girl~"
"Can you sit at me feet...i want to pat your head~"
*Flashback over*
"A sex room y/n...is it to much" he said softly "uh n no!?" I said quickly he raised an eyebrow smirking "so...you like this sort of thing kitten~♡" he shut the door behind us moving falward " u uh....w w whatta you need my h help with i thaught i was helping with your work m myung" i blush dodging the question he smirked " you are helpingwith my work...im an MD i need..." he walked falward lifting my chin wispering " a sub~" i was 50 shades of red (lol or gray) h he wanted me to be h his sub i mean ...we havent had sex yet i said i wanted to know him more before i committed to it " u uh b but" he smiles softly " my job is broadcasting i do a live BDSM show where i play with subs the viewer's send in a point system calld chestnuts that converts into money that gets sent to me they can also request things ...dont worrie your face will be masked as will mine i wont say your name or who you are...so what do you say i know its a bit much you dont have t-" i cut him off " y yes" he looked suprised " yes?" I blush nodding  he smirked " wow that quick such a naughty girl~ i didnt know you where so eager you should have told me you liked this " he took me to the bed " i i thaught youd think im wired...also i know how the bj system works...i im one to i mean ive never been naked on c camera but i review...t toys" i blush he was more shocked " you share my beautiful  property with others thats rude~♡" i blush being calld his we discussed our safe words and how things would work as usual his safe word was 'macaroon' i choose 'strawberry' he told me to strip and get on the bed i obey he did his intro i where a red eye mask and he wore a black one "hello everyone MD is back ive been away for a while since i needed to find a new play toy~ but now i have found a beautiful one im sure youll like them as much as i do and to spice it up its a lovely woman since i havent had any woman on for a while~" the chat room flooded with commenters and chestnuts he stood up coming over showing me off " look how gorgeous this baby girl is~ such a cute kitten and that will be your name is that understood kitten~" he asked i blush nodding then he grabbed my chin " use your words~" i shake softly " y yes u understood.....master~♡" i purr out softly he was delighted as the show went on he had me binded up in red rope, nipple clamps on my now hardend buds and a vibrater deep inside i shake moaning as he walked over to a box "hmm what should i use dear viewers on this naughty kitten a riding crop....orrrr a paddle~♡?" He viewd the comments to see and smirk " riding crop it is~♡" he walked back over and moved my tied legs apart " oh look your dripping everywhere ...such a mess~..bad kitten" he strikes my thigh i shudder and moan out drooling " a a ah a a ah m mggs  s sorry" i wimper,smirking he struck my thigh over and over soon i was so pent up i squirt all over the toy the bed and the crop " oh my already~ well ill have to teach you a lesson next time then wont i because i didnt hear me say you could cum~" i whine as he went over to the camerai lay panting tired as i hear him say his outro ...that was a new ecxpiriance that i wanted more of...i loved that man our love was binding
"MD...out~♡"
Sorry for poor spelling and punctuation 😅
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wyldblunt · 1 year
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hi personal post just under a cut, it's not even serious or negative or anything i just feel like blabbering and it's embarrassing to have it out in the open lol
i NEED......... to get over how shy i am abt playing w ppl in game... it's not even just Running Content, i mean i get anxious/shy about even just. goofing around aimlessly/map completing with anyone i haven't known for literally years. or who i am not literally married to.
idk what it is!!! my brain immediately kicks into overdrive and gets completely clogged up with "am i not talking enough. are they getting bored. am i moving too fast/slow. i don't know what to do. this is stressing me out" and i have zero idea how to stop myself from getting like that. literally yesterday (SORRY IF THIS WAS YOU??? I THOUGHT YOU WERE NICE FWIW) someone came up to me and marina in game and said hi nicely and asked what we were up to and i like. Answered Once, and then did not talk again the whole time, and we sort of ran around together for a bit until i kind of lost track of them but the ENTIRE TIME i was agonizing over "am i being totally unfriendly and weird by not chatting. am i coming off like i want them to go away or just generally like an asshole" and as you can see i am also still agonizing about it now. even though objectively it was probably completely fine.
and EVEN WITH very good friends i've known for a long time i clam up like that... when i was trying to get into ffxiv some very good friends stopped by to give me stuff/say hi to my character etc and i got the exact same way!!! ppl i literally talk to all the time on twitter etc but then the second we're behind in game avatars i just get stressed out and start feeling super awkward and aside from like. jumping in place a few times suddenly forget literally every single thing i have ever known about human socialization
but it's dumb!!! and i'm so over it!!!! i wanna run dungeons and fractals and stuff, i even wanna scrape a group together to kind of activate my old guild again and claim a guild hall, stuff like that... and i KNOW the tumblr community is a great way to do that bc u guys are all so friendly and chill and it's way better than trying to throw myself into pugs or whatever. but oh my god. my fucking BRAIN, man
as i type this all out i do wonder if maybe a solution would be getting on voice chat w ppl while trying to play stuff together bc i truly feel like 90% of my anxiety comes from "i cannot type in chat and play at the same time, therefore i get super overwhelmed and confused about how to communicate naturally" and i feel like vc would solve that. but uh. if anyone does not mind sometimes running content with a guy who will probably be mostly silent and weird the whole time (the real glyndwr experience!!!!) please feel free to hit me up and i will get back to u between three and six billion business days
EDIT adding on more bc im still thinking lol. i just have a huge huge fear of coming off like a dick or like im unfriendly or something. ppl have constantly told me im intimidating for ages and it hurts my feelings and i get really antsy about it (this is why i never play reblog games abt like "rate how intimidating the person u reblogged from is" etc bc if anyone actually said they were scared of me i would get sad for real lol!!!). i naturally usually have a kind of flat/dry affect online and i make friends slowly, and i don't feel like changing how i express myself bc it's natural to me but. agh!!!! agh!!!! my wittle feelings!!!!!!
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bazthefirstborn · 2 years
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Yo baz, could we please get a good eating out sesh with our girl jean (make her extra sensitive cuz im feeling devious) :p and congrats on 100+ followers, you deserve it :)
sae stop being nice before I come over there and hug you very aggresively
sorry this took so long ily sae <3
huhuhuhuhu
tags: dom reader (no genitals mentioned and they/them used) oral (f!receiving) fingering (f!recieving) some pet names (love, darling, baby, good girl) actually very fluffy (FOR ME)
overstimulating jean <3333333333
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Jean works hard. Being the acting Grandmaster for the esteemed Knights of Favonius was a lot of work. She never had time to just... relax. Y/N, her devoted partner, decided to help her with that.
Jean worked overtime constantly, so when she finally got home at an average time, Y/N jumped off the couch to greet her.
"Y/N! I'm home!" Jean yelled, grinning as she lugged her bag off of her shoulder.
"Jeeeeean!" Y/N squealed, pulling their girlfriend in for a hug. "I missed you so much!" They continued, kissing Jean's face all over.
"I... missed you too... love." Jean stuttered, blushing ay Y/N's actions. "How was work?" Y/N asked, untying Jean's shoes and setting them off to the side.
"Oh, you know, the same as usual. Tiring." Jean said, sighing when Y/N went to massage her feet.
"You looked so stressed, Jeanie, can I help?" Y/N said, from their current place on the floor, making direct eye contact with Jean, a smirk on their face.
"W-what does that entail... Y/N?" Jean was furiously blushing now, unable to look Y/N in the eyes as they picked Jean up off the chair.
"Ah! W-where are we- mph!" Jean landed on the couch, with Y/N in between her legs. Y/N's face was dangerously close to hers, so close that Y/N could feel the heat of her blush.
"Let me take care of you, baby. You know I'm good for it." Y/N said, drawing patterns on Jean's thighs.
"I- I suppose it... it couldn't hurt.." Jean could feel Y/N's eyes burning into her face, with a look Jean couldn't even begin to understand when Y/N spread Jean's thighs apart, pulled down her pants, and tucked her panties to the side. "Y-Y/N! Agh! What are you- mmh~" Y/N licked up Jean's folds with the flat of their tongue, before swirling it around her clit. "Shit!" She moaned out, her thighs trapping Y/N's head. Her hands found Y/N's hair, pushing their face deeper into her dripping pussy and grinding her clit into their mouth. A hum came from Y/N, shocking Jean to her very core. Suddenly, Y/N plunged their tongue in Jean's cunt, feeling it pulse. Jean came, creaming all over Y/N's face. She rode out her (very early) high by grinding on Y/N's face, with Y/N happily licking Jean through her climax. Only when she came down, did she realize Y/N hadn't stopped. The burn of overstimulation on her clit was almost too much to bear. "Y-Y/N~ I just came~ I- fuck! I need a- ahn! I need a break~" She whimpered out, with Y/N withdrawing their tongue from Jean's hole, only o thrust a finger into it instead.
"Fuck! Y/N! Please! Gonna- Gonna mmh~ Gonna cum again! Please!"
"Cum for me my darling~"
Y/N placed their tongue on Jean's clit, while working two of their fingers in her. With a particularly harsh suck, Jean came again, grinding desperately on Y/N's fingers and tongue.
Y/N pulled their fingers out of Jean, earning a whine from the (now empty) Jean. They put their fingers on Jean's bottom lip, which she obediently cleaned off.
"Feeling more relaxed, my gorgeous girl?" Y/N said, smirking.
"I- yeah... I am. Thank you." Jean said, giving Y/N a chaste kiss on the lips.
"Of course, darling. Any time."
Was I... good for you?" Jean blushed, looking down, completely embarrassed about what came out of her mouth.
"You were perfect, my good girl."
end note: I AM IN LOVE WITH JEAN MY QUEEEEEN
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sunshinereddie · 1 year
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8 shows to get to know me
thanks for the tag @jwilliambyers !! <3 sorry it took a little while for me to reply heheh but now that i’m back from my tumblr break let me answer!!
1) supernatural. i feel like this one is pretty obvious LOL this show…….. permanently changed my brain chemistry- for better or for worse who can truly tell,,, but seriously, i had SUCH an attachment to this show as a 13/14/15 year old and at the time it was like,, the only important thing in my life lmao. it was the best show in the world and i lived and breathed spn for many of my teenage years…. and even though now i do recognize that it’s not the best i still love rewatching spn, it brings me a sort of comfort that’s hard to explain! and when i was struggling with things as a young teenager, spn was what i always turned to to make me feel better :’) plus,,, it was my introduction to tumblr fandoms lmao so. you’ve all got spn to thank for this account i guess!!!
2) derry girls. i finally watched this show a few weeks ago and i binged it all in just a few days because everything about it was AMAZING!!! i loved all the characters so much and i loved how this show really embraced its silliness. i feel like we don’t have enough “silly” shows and derry girls is just the perfect example of an amazing silly show!!! i highly recommend it to everyone!!
3) how to get away with murder. this show was SO GOOD and so so intense,, like i was stressed out every single episode lmao. but in a good way! i loved all (well, most) of the characters and this show does such a good job of getting you very attached to certain characters……. and then breaking your heart bc of them :’) the amount of times i cried aahh!!! also, all the plot twists are super well done in my opinion!! such an insane show i was literally watching like 😨😨😨 90% of the time lmao. also, queer rep!!!!
4) gilmore girls. okay. i am both a gilmore girls lover AND a gilmore girls hater. there are certain parts of this show that i absolutely adore and that make it such a comfort show for me, but other parts (and characters…) that annoyed me so much that it actually made me stop watching the show for the while lmao. but overall i do really like gilmore girls, it’s both a comfort show and a hatewatching show to me hehehe. the vibes of season 1 in stars hollow is unmatched though!!!
5) great pretender. i think great pretender is probably my favourite anime! i love a good found family heist story so this really just hit all the marks for me hehehe and in case you couldn’t tell,,, im a very character-driven person with my media, so if there are good characters in a show, there is a 99% chance that i will just love that show regardless of the plot lmao. i love laurent and makoto and abby and cynthia so much ;-; i also just loved all the twists and turns that this anime took, it’s unlike any other anime i’ve watched and agh!!!!! it’s incredible :’)
6) mob psycho 100. mp100 is like the perfect mix of shounen with action and fighting and stuff (and all the fight scenes are AMAZING like the animation ???? it’s so good oh my god and im not even the biggest shounen fan) with like. just slice of life and it’s so perfect :’) it’s so fun to watch, but it’s such a well written and exciting story and of course. AMAZING CHARACTERS!!!!!
7) haikyuu. haikyuu was one of the first animes i ever watched back in like 2014! so again, it has a very special place in my heart :’) i never thought i could care this much about a volleyball team but i do!! also, the rewatchability of haikyuu is UNMATCHED,, i think i’ve rewatched season 2 at least 10 times because it just brings me so much joy!! and again, i don’t know if i’ve watched a show with characters i care as much about as the haikyuu characters!! each and every one of them are so well-written like it’s insane to me- they’re all so good i can’t even pick a favourite!! also fun fact: haikyuu is the fandom that i’ve written the most fanfiction for! i’ve never posted any of it, but i’ve got a LOT of little haikyuu drabbles and one shots and planned-out fics in my google docs lmao- more than all my reddie fics actually! maybe i’ll post some if anyone is interested :’)
8) our flag means death. last but certainly not least,, ofmd is such a special show to me!!! i always had a little interest in pirates growing up, so when i first heard about 1. this new pirate show and 2. this new QUEER pirate show, i knew that i had to watch it!!!! and im so glad that i did because it is spectacular :’) again i feel like this is a show that embraced its silliness, but also the serious moments and plot points were so well written and such an amazing contrast to the silliness. i love this show so much and i’m so excited for season 2!!!
thank you again anita for this tag!!! im going to tag @edskasbpraks @lemonleafloser @scrunchi @reddieswift and @transkasp and anyone else who wants to do it !!!! no pressure though :)
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I will try (Gus x reader) [NSFW]
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-This is short, rushed and certainly not edited because you know me xddd
-Im a sucker for Gus and fuck mw3 if it has no Gus and no Soap I ain' buying shit.
Enjoy Gus' strong mommy kink, guys
"Fuck me like you own me."
You thought you heard that wrong, so you asked Gus to repeat himself to what he clicked his tongue staring at the far corner of your office. He took off his beret nervously playing with it's edges trying to summon the same courage from before to say out loud:
"Please, Miss Hound. F-Fuck me like you own me!"
Your eyes shot to the closed door to your left praying to any gods above that no one heard what Rodriguez just shouted. This was so unlike him.
So, today was your typical day just after returning from a long-ass mission. First you would finish mountains of paperwork, ask Ghost to sign up some papers (praying to God he wouldn't try to make a move on you or I'd get awkward quickly as you played oblivious), give them to Price or Gaz, pester Johnny, eat something and finally find Gus to have the fuck of your life until you took a shower, had dinner and went to bed.
But it seems your little pet was tired of you keeping him as the final plate.
You looked up at the clock hanging on the wall right above the door, then made a tsk tsk tsk sound lightly tapping the pen to the wooden table thinking of your choices.
"You really had missed me. Right, pet?"
His hooded eyes lit up, tan cheeks flushed and his moustache quirked in a shy crocked smile. He nodded looking down his feet. He was so fucking adorable.
For once you thought: "Hell, why not." It won't hurt to break the routine at least once.
Gus smiled wider this time taking half a step back to lock the door with a click! Never looking away from your amused eyes. He didn't even know what he was asking.
Your hand shot to the handcuffs inside your bottom drawer, always ready for an emergency, and a needy and disobedient pet was surely considered an emergency.
"D-do we have to...?" He stuttered looking at the pink fluffy cuffs.
"You question me? After stomping into my office wasting my precious time with your dumb needy cock?" You spat.
Gus shivered (in delight, he adored this mean role you put.) "I-i also wanted to be sure you were okay after the mission, cariño..."
Of course he did, your sweet dummy boy was worried. But that wasn't enough to lighten your mood when you harshly shoved him to the side, he lost balance and with a yelp his ass landed on the trashy red couch of your office, it creaked in protest announcing it's retirement.
"I want you naked from head to toe, cuffed and ready to satiate me." You growled throwing the lube to his side. "Time to relieve some stress."
Gus gulped and obeyed, doe-eyes ate the way you so-easily took your own garments off leaving only the socks on.
.
That was forty minutes ago.
The air on the office soon turned wet and hot, your clothes scattered on the floor near the couch and the light of your table had been turned off.
"Is that what you want?"
"Yes! Si mami... I wanna empty myself in you please! AGH FUCK! SI, SI, SI, SIGUE!"
You had been at it for what it felt like hours, your knees started to protest with painful cramps, the force of your bounces surely took a big part on that. But how could you stop? When this man turned into a whimpering pitiful mess under you, his eyes were half closed amber pearls following your every move specially your bouncing tits, his moustache topping his open panting mouth, whimpers and half animalistic noises came from the depths of his very being, your pussy making wonders to his titanium cock. Sweat ran though his caramel skin giving it a glow that made you salivate and crave for a nibble, that's originally how Gus' neck and chest had turned purple and pink with love bites in the time you two had been at it, his bouncing pecs and thick neck were just too sexy to be left untouched.
Even riding him in your uncomfortable couch that surely was beating the crap out of his back and tailbone, his big fat cock still remained hard as a rock inside your crying pussy, as if his very goal was to (like he groaned more than once now) breed you, milk his cock, empty his balls inside you, claim your body and soul starting by your sex.
"M-MAMI... IM SO CLOSE I CAN FEEL IT- I...AY, AY- MIERDA!!"
He was so pathetic.
Fucking pathetic. You were sure you were fucking him so hard the dopamine you provided made his tiny brain convince itself he truly was falling in love with you. He was, but you didn't need to know that.
He sobbed again mid-scream, pumping an alarmingly huge load into you, Gus' tongue soon got assaulted by your eager one while you both moan in desperation for more swallowing each other's breaths away, your wet muscle violently wrestled his as you rode out your orgasm prolonging his, thick muscular thighs spasmed in overstimulation finally bringing you to the edge and coming around his flushed cock. You looked so beautiful, his hands shook from behind him, the cuffs around his wrists bit his tender skin in protest.
"M-Muh...mami.. I-i... I want..."
"Do you think I care about what you want or need, pet? Mommy's too angry at you for interrupting her job. You are going to take whatever mommy gives or she will give you NOTHING at all." You should win an award for never stuttering such long sentence after riding the orgasm of your life.
He cried, fat tears ran down his cheeks, you brushed back his curly, sweaty locks and he hums in appreciation. Gus' pouty lips glistened with his saliva knowing fully well you couldn't help yourself but devour them. He may be a brat, he may be your dumb-dumb but he knows how to get what he wants. And he wanted to kiss you so bad, but he knew not to launch to your mouth, that'd hit your nerves for disobeying your orders. So he begged with his tearful eyes and pouty mouth.
"Fuck, you drive me crazy..."
You wiggled your hips back and forth as fast as you could reawakening his crying dick, he cried out and you silenced him by making him suck on your tongue to which he quickly complied internally celebrating the mouth-to-mouth contact. Your hips never relented digging his aching sex into you, he was balls deep inside your abused pussy, cum drip with the force of your thrusts as his hips shot up to drill impossibly deeper and deeper contradicting the pain he was feeling.
What a dummy! You can't go any deeper, honey!
But how could mommy teach him this? When you were currently chocking him with your tongue as he greedily took what was given, gagging in your wet muscle yet pushing further to swallow more, panting, moaning, growling, sobbing but never screaming like he wanted because mommy had made clear that if he was to make a sound loud enough for anyone out there to hear she would stop immediately and get back to work. It had taken some pathetic pleading and cute pouting for you to promise to help him not to scream, meaning cover his mouth when he seemed to be about to shout out his orgasm.
You were still training the boy to take your rough fucking, so you took that mercy on him. And he loved you for it.
The sounds of the old couch's legs scratching down the wooden floor hitting the wall with the back legs encouraged you to lift yourself up and down even harder just to try and break it more. Gus was shaking, he was sure he was about to break the fucking fluffy cuffs while you demolished his pelvis with the force of your violent humps, he wanted to manhandle you, a primal desire to be the one mounting you turned his sugary honey eyes into intimidating yellow flames, you returned his stare with a dominant one of your own, your mouths separated from the steamy make out only for your tongues to wrestle and fight for dominance in the hot air of your office.
You bit down his lip and he growled in protest seeking your mouth once more when he felt you moving your head away. You shushed him when he desperately called for your attention with loud demanding moans, hips rolled against each other, Gus threw his head back at another heavy upcoming orgasm. Your hand flew to his cheek slapping him with mean look on your face, he was so fucked out he couldn't even process the delicious sting on his cheek only drooling and rolling his hips against your now stilled ones encouraging you to keep going. He was about to cry, sobbing away his previous revelry for you to please let him ride out his orgasm.
Look how fast he dropped the dominant act! Isn't he just fucking ridiculous? A slave for your pussy. Disgusting.
You must have voiced this because he was crying out loud "I-i'm your disgusting pet yeah..." Gustavo nodded desperately "Y-y solo tuyo, mami...por favor, POR FAVOR, PLEASE FUCK YOURSELF IN ME! Puh-...PLEASE!"
He said it, not you.
"You got that right, boy. Just mine."
You slapped his thigh roughly and he whined when you set up a very slow pace, Gus teared up with a frown and a hurt look on his face, his left cheek a little red from the slap you gave him. You couldn't resist his silly little pout so you easied down your mean facade massaging his aching balls with one hand, your other nuzzled his stinging cheek and your lips kissed down his neck softly.
He was letting out low babbling sounds you could only make out a "mami.." and "que rico..." in between them as the rican nuzzled his cheek against your hand and offered you his neck. How silly he looked.
"I'm starting to feel guilty, pet. I might even be generous enough to get those cuffs off." You kissed his wet cheeks sweetly and awaited for his response but by the looks of his fucked-out state it would take a few seconds for him to manage to say a thing.
"Plah-...please ...p-...f-fu..." At this point Gus was afraid of raising his voice again now feeling self-conscious of how he has been behaving.
"You like spreading mommy so wide, huh? Filling her with your seed?"
He gulped but couldn't answer while he was still trying to catch his breath, you patience runs thin.
"Fuck, you are such a disappointment sometimes."
That stung,
That stung so good his eyes rolled back, his cock twitched pathetically inside you, your tongue soon following one line of tears from his right eye, he huffed biting back a moan. Gustavo raised his hips slightly angling his thick member on one particular gummy place that made you hiss.
You craved more of that, of his reactions, of his moans, of his cock, your pussy was so wet your darling's lap looked like an Olympic pool.
"Fuck can you feel me? So nice and wet... So fucking warm for my pet whom I miss all this fucking months..." You whispered slowly moving back and forth slightly peeking up the pace, Gus' breath hitched, his eyes closed shut focusing on the delicious feeling of your cunt and your seductive voice right next to his ear. You kept talking about how much you had craved him, how your fingers could never compare to him, and how pathetic he must have looked humping his pillow thinking about his mommy. He could only nod slowly and moan, Gus let out a squeak of delight feeling your hands reaching for the keys and finally FINALLY setting his sore wrists free from those cuffs he bought for one of your play times all those months ago.
As soon as they were free he took a hold of your cheeks and pressed your mouths together in an all tongues and teeth kiss, his hips stayed unmoving allowing you to rock yourself into him as lazily as you pleased.
You bark a mean laugh in between his desperate kisses. "Now. Don't you want to give mommy what she craves, pet?" Gus moaned at this.
You didn't need to tell him twice when both of you went straight to set an animalistic pace.
"OHOHOO- FUCK T-that- yeah... That feels good,- I want you.. yeah! I want you so bad...M-mami you are so-" the Rican was suddenly so vocal, it seemed like he appreciated getting his hands back, and how good it felt to have them clawing at your back and massaging your ass cheeks. You cried out at the feeling of your approaching orgasm, the merciless pace you both kept made some tears of your own join Gus' as he reached one hand to massage your clit and another one to take a hold of one of your breasts for him to nibble on groaning in delight at the sound of your pleasure. He pistones his hips to your heat desperate to reach his end and hopefully cum with you, his balls made loud clapping noises hitting your ass aggressively fast you two were sure someone was listening out there but you were so high in the clouds of pleasure you simply didn't give a flying fuck.
"M-milk that cock yeah- si, ay... ASÍ, AH, AH, AH!!"
"SHIT, FUCK- GUS I'M..."
"GIVE... GIVE IT... I WANT IT, MI AMOR! W-WITH ME...!"
You kept on jumping on his lap when Gus' thick thighs shook violently, his hips paused in the air, his balls injected waves of cum inside your already swollen womb filling you compleatly to the brim. You had half the mind to thrust your tit to his mouth so his screaming orgasm was muffled while yours was bitten back with difficulty almost piercing your lower lip compleatly. You lifted your hips enough for his leaking dick to slip out of your cavern.
If it wasn't for your birth control you were sure as hell this ride with Gus surely would have impregnated you for real. And your big goofball thought the same, he kissed your nipple and licked a line from your chest up to your neck nibbling and kissing your salty skin.
You threw your head back to the feeling of his tongue and soon got an idea.
"Why don't you clean mommy a bit, pet?" You managed to breath out.
Gus raised his brows at this request mid-lick, the pink tip of his tongue peeked under his moustache. It was something you two had tried a few sessions back, he brought the idea to you when he had a long talk with Reyes about his own experiences. He still felt a little nervous about it, of course the idea of eating the cum out of you made his aching manhood itch a little, Gus hissed already feeling spent yet he fixed your cunt a look with a new type of hunger.
"I'll... Do what mami pleases. P-pero... I-it's too much cum, mami..."
"It's too much cum, mommy!" You whined mockingly. "Should have thought that before stuffing mommy's cunt with your filling right?" You rose up on the couch, presenting him your naked and abused womanhood. He was quick to sandwich his own face your thighs kissing your skin and humming in delight.
"Ready for lunch then, pet?"
Gus was quick to hide his hot red cheeks between your legs, his hands lovingly massaging the meat of your thighs adoring your mean act.
Your hand went to his forehead angling his head so that his mouth was inches apart from your and dripping hole.
"It's a shame... I thought my boy would like to taste our sweet juices..." You whispered feigning disappointment for his silence.
Gus gasped angling himself closer ready to lunch to your cunt alarmed by your tone. But you quickly stopped him covering your cunt with your palm right. He kissed your hand instead with puppy eyes.
"Ah ah-... You need to apologize."
"A-apologize..." He repeated.
"Yes, pet."
"Mommy's upset..." Gus lamented. "I'm sorry, mommy. I-i will drink you, I want to drink you... May I please drink you?"
You tilted his chin upwards uncovering your cunt, the sweet aroma of your arousal hitting his senses and making him instantly drool.
"You mean, drink US." You corrected, and he dumbly blinked at you with desire. "You want to drink mommy's juices and your delicious milk combined?" You tempted him, he licked his lips his dripping moustache made him look funny. "A love cocktail. Only reserved for good boys"
He nodded enthusiastic as you hovered his wide awaiting mouth with your dripping cunt, some of the juices fell to his hot tongue and he hummed desperate for more. Your hands went to his nape and roughly brought him to your pussy, he didn't waste a second eating you out greedily drinking your liquid love. You moaned loudly and he groaned in delight.
"M-mami..." He moaned shaking his head side to side furiously brushing your clit with his nose.
"B-baby give me a taste..." You panted. Gus made sure to spoon a good amount of cum with his tongue as you lowered yourself to drink it from his mouth, his strong arms held you so you wouldn't lose your balance. He moaned out loud as you sucked on his tongue, the hot steamy kiss exchanged your saliva and cum with one another. Once you felt his warm hands softly cup your cheeks you got up to once more move his face to your cunt. Gus' hands went to grab your ass as you roughly rode his eager mouth already feeling a huge wave of pleasure hitting your insides making you cry out. Your walls squeezed his tongue, your legs shook and suddenly your cunt gushed his face with squirt. You had no words as he eagerly licked the fountain of your cunt as your hand muffled your loud orgasm. He massaged your back and cheeks lovingly drowning himself in the water falls of your juices now mixed with your squirt.
"W-... Fuck.."
Your legs gave out but your love reacted fast enough to take you on his arms. Gus maneuvers your exhausted body to rest on his chest as he turned you both to lay across the trashy couch, his legs were dangling on the side since he was too big for it. Your chests heaved, your shaky breaths soon evened, the exhaustion of what you just did hitting you both like a punch. Everything ached so wonderfully...
"I think you need a new couch, mi vida." He huffed.
"Don't worry... Just..." You groaned when you felt his fingers run through your sweaty locks and scratch your back in random shapes lovingly. Gus kisses your temple softly, your hand weakly reached up to clean his wet facial hair and finally cup his cheek.
"I wasn't to harsh on you was I?" You sighed.
Gus smiled softly "You were perfect, I loved it, darling."
His loving eyes and cooing squeezed your heart. "I missed you, Gus." Your big bear widened his smile nuzzling his nose against yours. "I did too. I was worried sick. Heard things went south..."
Actually the mission went as smoothly as it could go until Soap decided to place the explosives on the wrong wall almost causing the rest of the squad you were supposed to save, die. All due to a miscalculated move.
You sighed. "I'm here aren't I?"
"(Y/n)..." He whined.
"I will always come back to you, Gustavo."
He stared at you seeking something in your eyes. There was hesitation within him, his expressive eyes uncovering his worry. Gus' voice dropped a whole octave "Do you promise?" It sounded so sensual you could have mistaken it for a purr of desire until you saw how he was pouting, his jaw tensed awaiting your answer even though you two had talked about this a million times.
Promises like this having this line of work... Could be dangerous.
But you loved him too much to try and fool you both with a lie. The lie that wherever you went you wouldn't be thinking about coming back to the base as soon as posible just to find comfort in those big bear arms and warm chest, soft kisses, lingering looks, loving gestures that you never thought you'd find anywhere even less on a military base.
He was something else, your dreamer, your cuddly bear, your Gus. And you thanked the gods for sharing a base with SpecGru for the time being and feared the day you had to walk away when help was needed somewhere else leaving him here.
But to love is sometimes to let go. For now you had to make the best of what you two had in the time given.
"I will try."
You felt his moustache press against your naked shoulder planting a soft kiss followed by a hum, his understanding nature made the boy slowly nod swallowing your answer with a speckle of salt.
"As long as I'm able, (y/n). I will try as well."
A powerful warmth invaded your chest with his affection making you lower yourself to press your forehead against his.
"I love you."
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moonjxsung · 1 month
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STAAARRR I NEED UR ADvice . PLZ
ok so theres this concert happening next thursday that i may or may not already have bought tickeys for without asking my parents and my parents are VERY STRICT AND WILL NEVER ALLOW ME TO GO TO A CONCERT AT ALL. ESP AT THE TIME ITSBAT (8-10 PM SO ITS LATE) AND SO . I was being a little devious and thought of some excuses. that it was a dinner conference for my internship which i had to go to bcs i didnt go to the one during the winter. which came off well to my mom but her only response was “ohhj thays late…its ok ur dad can wait outside the venue” UMMMMMMMMMMMmzzzzzzUELP . I did research and the venue is literally ONE HUGE ROOM. LIKE THE EXITS LEAD STRAIGHT TO THE STAGE AND THE FLOOR SO I CANT EVEN BE LIKE “oh there was a concert and a conference happening at the same time” AGH! AND THEN MY FRIEND DID RESEARCH ONLINE THRU GOOGLE IMAGES AND SAW THAT EVEN THO THE VENUE IS INT HE CITY, THERE MIGHT ACTUALLY BE PARKING RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE VENUE BCS OF HOW WIDE THE STREETS ARE. SO MY DAD CANT EVEN WAIT LIKE 5 BLOCKS AWAY IM CRURITKEKEJTKJFKEJ. AND ALSO ITS LIKE…IN THE CITY. WHOSE ACTUALLY DRIVING TO THE CITY PEOPLE USUALLY USE PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION. IM GOING TO SOB. THERES NO GUARANTEE THAT THE STREETS WILL BE FULL OF CARS BCS OF THAT.
so we made another plan. i think she forgot abt the conference for now bcsssaaa i mentioned it sometime last week but like. now my excuse is that my boss gave me a ticket to bring a friend and so im gonna “bring” my girlfriend. and then ill say that my gf has to do smth w her family the next day so its more convenient for her dad to pick us up and drop us off bcs he was gonna come do that anyway.
on monday, my friends and i r literally going to the venue to scout the area out im being so fr 😭😭💀
do u think itll work be honest. im also terrified of even bringing up the “conference” again bcs idk im jist SCARED 😭😭😭 But i wanna go to the concert so bad plslslsl WHAT DONU THINK. I need multipple BRAINS ON THIS. HOW DO I BRING UP THE CONFERENCE AGAIN TO MY MOM
- a very desperate and malding 💫
HELDPXPSOLEKRKRKFMEKRKKTNT THIS STRESSED ME OUT SO BAD JUST READING IT OH MY GOD 😭😭😭😭 idk if you’ve ever seen the movie New York Minute w Mary Kate & Ashley Olsen but this literally sounds like that movie JSKDKLDSKWOEKKRRK ANYWAYS my first thought before I finished even reading this was that you need to get a ride home from ur FRIENDDDD there is literally no way around it I’m almost 100% sure that if your dad waits outside the “conference” for you he’s going to know what’s going on 😭😭 but I think it makes total sense to say that your friend has something the next day so you need to get picked up by your friends’ family! Don’t even phrase it as a suggestion or a question just straight up be like “yeah her parents are picking me up so I’ll let you know when we’re all on the way home” and be as casual about it as possible! Don’t say anything that might invite more questions 😭 AND if worse case scenario you do get caught, just say there was a change of plans (keep it very vague) but don’t pile on more lies, just be mostly honest w them. Like “yeah there was a change of plans so my friends and I opted to go to this event instead but I didn’t think it’d be a big deal because I already told you guys I’d be busy that day” and if they scold you then just let it happen and don’t argue more! Parents just want you to be safe at the end of the day so you can’t blame them too much but also I don’t see an issue going to a concert if you already said you’d be out, I change plans all the time and as long as I get home safely and answer the phone when my parents call they’re usually okay w it. GOOD LUCK BESTIE LMK HOW IT GOES……… also have fun at the concert wtaf that sounds so exciting!!!! Be safe please!!!!! 🩷💘💝💓💞💖💕🫶👼✨
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comvi · 2 months
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OK BET! Lucky (now being a big fucking lizard thats in the WRONG REGION (or as chief calls it, contraband.) has a pretty bias to everything and everyone. He like chief and licks him a ton. Because unlike his dad, chief isn't afraid of his muzzle. Lucky of course loves his dad. (He has no idea that his dad is both genders so its just always dad.) Lucky finds anything smaller then him either: Tiny friend, or yummy looking. despite having thoughts (and.being very fucking open about it.) he does not eat anyone or anything without his dads permission. (sept if its small prey as he knows hes allowed to eat those) ^ despite this in chapter 9 "Autodidact" he bites his dad and *really* likes the taste. Lucky sees his dad "spacing out a lot" (talking to the voice.) but does not ask about it Even though he KNOWs his dad is scared he will still be nuzzley whenever their in a den. cause whats he gonna do? run? Lucky knows his dad is starved (err whisperer has not eatan for like 6 days by the way.) and heavily wants him to take a break as the bleed wounds are stacking up and he has a feeling his dad cant take it much longer. Lucky learnt from chief to tap the ground with his claws if he wants something. Lucky does not care about his "actual mom and dad" and wants to stay with whisperer. In chapter 9 after he sees that his dad physically start freaking out when lucky gets a minor injury, he starts to feel really bad for all the stress he thinks hes causing. Lucky loves hugging, tackling, and any physical affection Lucky uses his antennas to "call his dad", but really he just wants to play. Lucky messed with whisperer when lucky was a baby by pointing his antennas up to make them think they were horns. Lucky is the one who said the quote for chapter 9 "I know you dont want to die here, and i know your not going to let me die." Anyway who you wantFUNFACT on nect? (theres like 3 other peoplelool)
AGH SO WONDERFUL…. Gosh i love lucky so much i know i say this a ton but ITS TRUE!!! IT HASNT CHANGED,,,, ITS ONLY GROWING!!!!!
Also something i never actually thought about that u said here was yeah oh lucky actually has parents outside of whisperer, his biological ones. IDK i guess in the past i must’ve thought he just popped into existence one day LOL
Im starting to feel a bit bad for the relationship lucky and whisperer have now. You said that whisperer is afraid of his muzzle & gets scared/nervous when they cuddle in a den together, and there must also be more stuff too. But Despite their fear whisperer still manages to form & hold onto that bond they have, and even though thats really sweet to me, its all in a really melancholic way. Bcause in reality nomatter the connection they form there will always be atleast a small essence of luckys prey drive (EG, lucky enjoying the taste of whisperers blood) and whisperers fight or flight (mainly flight) instincts. It makes me sad, huff….,,,,
Also im very nervous for the day lucky fully finds out/is completely and utterly aware of voice. Lucky’s already been tense since whisperers not eaten at all, been getting hurt, been scared of lucky getting hurt, etc etc. current thoughts are lucky will either go into an aggression spiral, or a freak out will happen when this just adds on to the pile of luckys concerns. ALSO SPEAKING OF VOICE i reallt need somebody up in here like chief to give whisperer a slap in the face and tell him that This Is Not Normal™. Please communicate ur feelings & problems.
+ next character id like to see funs-of-facts about is,,sssilver of course!!!!
+ X2 BEFORE I FORGET, what are each characters pronouns… i know some like silver get referred to with “it”, and lucky “he”, etc etc but would just like to know official sets for future/present reference !!!!!
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aeiroki · 9 months
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i love when my sleep med kicks in so good and just knocks me the hell out, And i dont wake up feeling like a trainwreck
anyway my twitter app finally updated to the new X icon so hi tumblr. i couldnt stand seeing it in my quick panel on my phone omfg like its so ugly. everything happening on the web lately makes me feel miserable. and my jeep broke down so i gotta pay $1k for the repair as soon as the part comes in. i miss my fucking jeep
the dryer belt broke too but im less worried about that because drying clothing outside in a breeze makes them smell so so so good :') makes me wanna air my blankets outside on my next day off... didnt need a laundromat!!
i still havent been drawing because of so many reasons but i would like to. its the worst feeling. like i really would like to.. :'( its been a combo burnout. of course i have no savings left because of shit breaking down. stress. gotta renew my registration too 😑 i need to stop having monetary things happen, instead i just want silly art things to happen to me again
like, hopefully soon i get things happening again? ive been thinking abt how i need my pokemon emerald copy to get a new battery in it because its the original from ~2004 probably. Screaming
and in terms of art i do just want to draw my pokemon trainer all grown up.. thinking abt it i was 10/11 when i first played emerald (my very own pkmn game, tho my older sib had blue but we didnt live together so i didnt get what he handed me one day, so i gave it back immediately lol) and my sillyass loves team magma. me, 28, almost 29 now, revisiting hoenn dressed like a cut up magma grunt with my charizard, mightyena, swellow... my one (or two) water type so i dont drown!! hoenn has a lot of water too.
agh im like inspired n whatever but i jsut cant get myself to draw yet and it feels like shit. soon maybe?? maybe after my jeep is repaired 😭 im so miserable
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i had such a shite day im so tired and stressed oh my GOD agh i can't wait to get home and sleep
anyway who wants to Talk about one k/az b/rekker with me 🫶🏻🫶🏻 i need a distraction from the Absolute Shitshow that my day is
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novieight · 1 year
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bad self insert writing to cope small fic whatever
i need to cheer myself up so im going to write dont even interact with this or do i dont care i just want comfort from callie so i shall write and also its gonna be bad and random whatever i just need to write
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Nova opened the door, finally home.
"Hello, lov-" Callie began as she walked over to greet her lover, but got cut off as Nova brushed by her. Nova seemed very quiet. Sure, they were definitely the quiet and shy type; but today they seemed.. quieter than usual. Instead of stopping by the kitchen for a snack, they went right up the stairs and slammed their door shut.
Callie was getting really concerned for Nova. She scaled the stairs to Nova's door and knocked.
"Go away," Nova gave a short response.
"Nov, what's wrong?" Callie asked, sweetening her voice in an attempt to get Nova to let her in.
There was an audible sigh from the short, purple octoling before they pushed the door open. Callie entered the room, seeing Nova sit on their bed with their chin in hands.
Instead of their usual inkfall polo along with their goggles and white boots, they had on a simple white tank top and black shorts.
Nova's backpack lay open on the floor, papers flooding out. Incomplete assignments, assignments marked with bad grades, red pen writing covering one of their major writing pieces.
Callie's eyes drifted over it all, and she made a pretty good inference on the problem. "School stresses?" The idol questioned.
Nova groaned, indicating that Callie's assumption was correct. They pulled out a specific paper with their schedule on it, along with their current grades. Handing it to Callie begrudgingly, Nova pulled out their phone.
Callie read the schedule and grades. Four "C"s, one "A" and one "B". "That's not too bad!" Callie smiled. "To you," Nova retorted.
Looking over Nova's shoulder, Callie watched Nova scroll through notifications. They were swiping through them quickly with a tight frown on their face. Upon asking about the notifications, Nova told Callie about how at school everyone made fun of them for their cosplay account. They felt like they should hide themselves more.
"It's so unfair. These kids in my English class found my fucking Instagram and decided it would be funny to repost my shit and put my face on Tiktok. And now I can't walk into the school without hearing someone say 'renthesushigod!' Or random boys walking up to me and claiming to be my boyfriend. They're so fucking annoying, they just- AGH!!" Nova angrily threw their phone at the wall. They let themselves fall backwards on the bed and covered their eyes with their arms.
"And the most fucked up thing is I've been being bullied for my body since LAST YEAR!!! And I told admin; what did they say? 'Oh, that sucks. We can't do anything about it, sorry.' And they shrugged their shoulders."
Callie was unsure of what to respond with, so she wrapped her arms around the stressed octo. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. You deserve so much better."
"This school is such shit that when I had to tell about my trauma and be on call with my abusers, the counselors promised I wouldn't need to talk. Then we actually get on the call and they start asking me questions and say I have to respond!! They fucking manipulated me, after trapping me in that damn ocean blue office for three whole periods!! The school underfeeds us and gives us crap for doing literally anything even slightly wrong, and they're a bunch of pedos and sexists!!"
Nova couldn't hold back their frustration any longer. They burst into tears in Callie's arms, Callie holding them tighter. "That's it. Cry it all out, Nov." Hearing Callie allow them to cry only made them sob more.
"I'm so terrified." Nova got out between hiccups and sniffles and coughs. "I feel unsafe there."
Callie knew she couldn't do much to help, so she decided to simply stick with the comfort approach. She pulled Nova into her lap and rubbed circles on their back. Callie knew this would help, even just a little bit.
Nova was shaking and coughing as they sobbed. Callie was beyond worried for her partner: she didn't know what to do. So, while still holding them close, she used her finger to draw little hearts and shapes on Nova's back. She also resorted to peppering kisses all over them.
Cracking an instant smile at this, Nova pushed her away and reclaimed their frustrated and tear-stained face. Knowing them all too well, Callie immediately guessed the reason for that reaction.
"What? Did that tick-"
"NO." Nova cut Callie off before she could finish the sentence. Callie rolled her eyes. "Sure, Moonlove. You keep on thinking that." She giggled.
Brushing off the ticklish sensation that finally subsided, Nova began picking up the papers and stuffing them back into their backpack. They picked up their phone. Another lucky deal, it wasn't cracked in the slightest.
"What are you doing now?" Callie asked, watching Nova bustle about the room. "Cleaning up one of the many messes I've made," Nova quietly responded.
"Hm... how about 'No'." Callie walked over and picked Nova up, returning to sit on the bed with them. Nova squirmed in their girlfriend's grip, mumbling "Callie, I really gotta get this cleaned up and organized."
"Or you could, y'know, relax. Take a breather. Seriously, you need one."
Looking up at Callie, Nova sighed. "Fine." They curled up against Callie, wiping the dark tear trails off of their face. Callie petted Nova, both of them closing their eyes. Callie began to hum Maritime Memory.
A few minutes later, Callie opened her eyes again. She looked down to see Nova, still curled up, now fast asleep. She plants a soft kiss on Nova's lips, earning a smile in their sleep.
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the end i got lazy at the end and its kinda late i should probably be getting to sleep but i feel a bit better now and yeah this is a little taste of my shitty late night writing and yeah it was really spontaneous sorry about that and i do change moods kinda fast so um yeah im gonna shut up and go to bed now goodnight honk mimimi honk mimimi
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