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ametrictonofaudacity · 2 months
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...You have a horse? You work with a horse? Why am I just now knowing this? (Though possibly you mentioned this before and/or you're talking about q fictional one and I am just a moron)
Agahshs yes!!
We actually have quite a few horses!! My mom owns them, and when she adopted me, I started working with them!! I’m not super experienced yet, but I love working with horses even if it makes me anxious sometimes!!
We have four total. Jedha, Phoenix, Granata (or Granny for short), and Fanta! My mom’s worked with horses for a super long time so she has a habit of getting ‘problem’ horses and keeping them, and by fucking god do these guys have personality.
Jedha is our lead mare, and despite being in her like 20’s (ish) that is an Old Lady. She’s been used for barrel racing, and god help you if your on her and your mom decides to set up barrels while your ON her. That horse may not move for much but she will move for barrels. And treats. She will bully the other horses out of their treats. She’s an amazing horse, and honestly so desensitized to shit that you could stick a small child on her and if the kid were to try and fall off, she’d adjust her weight to keep them on.
Next up is Phoenix! He’s my sisters horse, an Arabian! We got him from an abusive/neglectful home, and when he first arrived he was scared of everything. Giving him a bath was a nightmare but he needed one. He’s been with us about a year and a half or so now, he’s 5 I think, and now he’s a big dumb idiot. He wants to know EVERYTHING you’re doing. He also gets jealous if me or my sister pet the other gelding, Granata. We have to use the buckstrap for him a lot, and recently we’ve had issues with him being buddy sour, unfortunately. (See my previous post about Granata’s dumb ass)
We move on to the dumbass in question, Granata! Previously he was our neighbors horse, who got them from another person. He’s a retired racehorse but good luck telling him that. If you so much as nudge this fucker he will go. He’s also honestly the best behaved out of the herd tbh, he stands perfectly for haltering, walks good, you don’t have to chase him, etc. He acts more like a big dumb dog than anything else, he’ll even come to his name.
Finally we have Fanta! It’s technically short for Phantom, which she got from her previous home, because she refused to let anyone touch her. She’s mine (technically a foster but my Dad doesn’t know my Mom plans on keeping her for me lmfao) and she’s a chestnut mare! She’s got two very pretty white socks on her front legs, as well as some Arabian in her. Which.. not the best idea to stick a new rider on an Arabian and a red mare, I’m aware, but she’s also super young and needs a gentler hand because she’s super young and has only been ridden a total of two times, both times by me.
I had another horse, Eloise, who was also a red mare, and I loved her to pieces before she got adopted out. She was super smart, although tbh Fanta is smarter and she’s super curious, and super sweet. To me at least. She did try to bite my Mom.
I may or may not have a weakness for red mares. They’ve just got so much personality! Granted the personality can sometimes be bitch, but it’s still personality!
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sarilolla · 1 year
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Scout's first Christmas
I technically made most of this one-shot last year, but never released it, so I changed it a bit for this year. This is set after Bee and Scout left the studio, and before Daisy left the studio (Daisy leaving around march). This is just pure fluff tbh, I wanted something nice :D (Also I got hit with a massive writer's block and tons of school now in December, so the fact this is a modified one-shot and already written is the only reason I can post this). Enjoy!
Not a request - 1856 words
No needed TW
Summary:
Christmas is magical, as they say, but Scout does not have an actual reference point for that, never being awake or alive for the holidays. Bee wanna make sure it's special for her little bestie.
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It was calm. It was Christmas eve, but none in the household had any rush. The tree was fully decorated, even after Bee had joked about putting Scout on top.
“I’m not an angel!”
“I didn’t say you were. But you’re a star!”
The fireflies almost put her up there, until they just dropped her in Bee’s arms.
“Here’s your star, you dipshit.”
“You know, with all that swearing it’s obvious you’re no angel.”
Scout just frowned at her, until Milo nudged them with the actual star going on top. With some help from the fireflies again, those who didn’t insist on putting Scout on top again, they put the star on top.
“Merry Christmas.”
Bee whispered, hugging the small puppet close.
Scout was quiet, simply staring at the tree. She looked like she was thinking hard, so Bee just kept still.
“I never thought I would experience Christmas, least of all one this good.”
“We’ve barely started the day.”
Scout hummed, turning in Bee’s arms.
“It still has been good. Great even. Very different from what I could have gotten back there…”
Back there. They knew what she was referring to, but it felt wrong to bring that up on Christmas. Sure, they talked about it almost every day, if just a sentence or two.
“Do you know how they celebrate?”
“No. I was never awake long enough to know. To be frank, I don’t think any felt puppet really knows, I don’t think they kept us alive that long, TV or not.”
“Hmmm, yeah. Any other puppet I can remember was the sock puppets. I would love to figure it out though.”
Bee hummed, moving to sit down with Scout in her lap, Milo beside them (you didn’t argue with a shadow dog if it should be on the sofa).
“Unfortunate that I can’t keep the fireflies inside the studio that long, or else we would have known. But it also feels weird spying on them, you know?”
“Guess it will be a mystery then.”
“Yeah…”
Later in the day, after watching a movie or two to get away from the conversation, they welcomed Percy, Alex, and Hector at their door.
“Good morning, pixie dust.”
“It’s afternoon, bird brain.”
Percy dragged his hand through his hair, smiling.
“Do you guys plan on coming in or not? It’s fuc-, I mean, it’s freezing.”
Hector bit his tongue, knowing not to swear, as he and his brother’s had a bet that he wouldn’t be able to not swear from Christmas to New Years.
“Ey, Scout? Rematch on Mario Kart?”
“You’re on.”
Hector and Scout moved upstairs, Milo trailing them. The actual adults stood back, idly chatting about holiday stress and gift shopping.
“And you, bird boy? You excited?”
“I am. Christmas is fun. But with a larger family, it gets a bit chaotic, plus the fact dad had to go to work today. That’s why Hector is with us as well.”
Bee raised her eyebrows, walking upstairs with the brothers following.
“What did he and his friends do now?”
“They discovered we had a vigilante phase, and wanted to try themselves. He almost broke his neck, so mom and dad gave him house arrest. Mom was supposed to keep an eye on him, but an important job thing came in the way.”
He clicked his tongue, and I was tempted to ask if she needed to send some christmas spirits to another Ebenezer Scrooge type. Not that that was her job, but spirits was part of it.
“That’s how it is having such a high position as her. I’m guessing your dad have his own stuff today?”
“Yup,” Percy said, plopping down on the opposite sofa of where Hector and Scout were sitting, “He had his own rounds to do, plus some final gift shopping. And then finally something that needed to be done at the Institute.”
With that he pulled off his bag, taking three gifts out.
“Merry Christmas.”
One for Bee, one for Milo, and one for Scout. That made Bee smile, that her closest friend thought of her new addition to her family as well.
“I won! Again!”
“How do you always win these?”
From the shouts, the Mario kart race was over, and Scout had won.
“It’s called having skills,” Scout smugly said as Hector pouted.
“I have played this longer…”
“And yet, I win, even with my small, puppet hands.”
The banter was friendly, and Hector cracked a smile as well after Alex came over and sat beside him, and he leaned into his older brother’s wing.
“Merry Christmas, guys. Open the presents now, I wanna see the reactions.”
Percy handed the presents to each of them, Milo opening his on his own after shifting to a raccoon. It was a new blanket, blue with silver stars, and he immediately shifted back to his dog form to lay on it. Bee opened hers, a small necklace falling out. It was silver, with a blue, transparent rock hanging from it.
“It’s lovely. Thank you.”
Scout opened her last, a ticket falling out. Her English was getting better, but still not good enough to read what it said. Bee was afraid that at this point it might be something more than just adjusting from the puppet language.
“I can’t read this.”
Bee moved over to her, a smile on her face.
“Should I read it?”
“Obviously.”
“Okay, so it is a ticket. A musical ticket.”
Scout looked at Bee, who was smiling from ear to ear.
“We’re going to a musical? Which one?”
“We got tickets to Matilda the musical. It’s not Broadway or West End, but still a very good one.”
Percy chimed in, both he and his brother’s smiling.
“You deserve to see more of the world, and a musical is one of the best ways to do so. The Corvus family is also joining us.”
Bee smiled down at the puppet, who was silently looking at the piece of paper.
A very small “thank you” was heard, and it was enough for Bee to scoop Scout up into her arms again.
“I hope it’s alright, not too much.”
“Are you kidding me? This is amazing. Thank you. So much.”
Hector looked over at his gaming buddy, “Glad you like it. The gift is from both us and Bee.”
A bit later the Corvus brothers had left and it was quiet once more. Lying down on the sofa, relaxing with Scout lying on top of Bee. They had put on another Christmas movie. The Muppets Christmas Carol. Not even Christmas was free from their spite-watching. They had finished all Jim Henson movies and series, at first it was just to spite the Handeemen, but it became more as well.
They both knew why they were watching the muppets now, trying to avoid the thought of how the Handeemen were celebrating if they were celebrating at all.
“Hey, Bee?”
“Yeah?”
“I have been thinking… What should we do with… you-know-who?”
Bee had been thinking as well. They had both agreed that sooner or later they would go get the Handeemen or end them. That didn’t stop the same question from popping up every day, however.
“We can’t do anything today. We’ll have to wait and see for now.”
“It still sucks. Especially knowing they aren’t fully themselves. To think a demon has control over them…”
“A demon we will get rid of.”
They had this conversation every day, in the same tired and worried voices.
“Would you want them to move in, Scout?”
“If they show they can and will change, it might work.”
She wanted an apology as well, but she didn’t want to ask them for it. It should be natural.
“You don’t have to forgive them.”
“I know. I might do if they genuinely apologize. If they show they are truly sorry. But I… I’m not sure.”
“Still, you don’t have to. And if you do, do it for yourself, not them. You’ll have me in your corner anyway.”
“Thanks.”
They continued watching the movie until Bee looked like she remembered something. Putting Scout down on the couch, she left the room.
Coming back a few moments later, she saw Scout whispering to Milo.
“Merry Christmas, Scout.”
She pulled out a gift from behind her back, giving it to the puppet.
Opening it with a smile, she found a blue hoodie with white sleeves. On the back was a white embroidery of a hand showing the middle finger, and on the wrist were marks after stitches. On the front right over where her heart would be, was some writing.
“It just says Scout, but I thought you enjoy the design as well. You know, like a “fuck you” to the Handeemen.”
Scout was stunned, before pulling it over her head.
“I love it.”
Bee sighed in relief, smiling.
“That’s good, it took me a while to get it perfect for you.”
“It’s so soft, I can’t even feel the stitches from the embroidery. Did you make it yourself?”
“Yeah, it was the secret project I was working on.”
“It’s beautiful. Thank you. I fucking love it. I am never taking it off.”
She hugged Bee, feeling so happy about the gift, almost more than the musical tickets. Sure, she was excited to see the show, but this was something handmade for her, something she didn’t even think would ever happen.
She pulled away suddenly, as she remembered something.
“I have something for you as well.”
Hurrying away, Bee couldn’t do anything but wait. Rushing back, Scout held out her gift.
“I got a bit of help from Hector and the twins to get it and the paying part as well, they said it’s fine, so don’t worry…”
“Scout, don't worry. If they said it’s fine, I believe you. Plus, I would be happy if you gave me a gift or not.”
“Are you saying I shouldn’t have gotten you a heartfelt gift like you gave me?” Scout teased, causing Bee to laugh.
“No, no. That’s not what I’m saying. I’m just saying having you here with me is a gift enough.”
She said with a warm smile, causing Scout to turn away to avoid how flustered she was.
“As if you aren’t the best thing that happened to me…” she whispered, barely letting Bee hear it, but she did with the small “aww” that came from her.
“Just open the gift.”
Finally giving it to Bee, Scout observed her carefully to see her reaction.
It was a mug.
“To the best host I’ve had, you are super rad. Our favorite color is both blue, and all in all, I love you.”
Scout watched as Bee just stared at it, and started panicking a bit when she saw she started to cry.
“Do you like it? Is it too much? I mean, it’s all true what it says on it, I got it personalized. I made it rhyme, because of the irony of how we met. And, and I know how much you like your coffee-”
“Scout, I love it.”
Setting the mug down carefully, she pulled Scout into a tight hug.
“Love you too, by the way. Thank you.”
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Notes:
Happy holidays everyone, I hope you all get something you wanted or have a nice celebration if you do celebrate! :D This year will not have a Christmas one-shot with the full family, but next year I will post something as then I am pretty sure I have gotten to that point in the au where they all live together ^^
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itheume · 3 years
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nudge and iggy Are the stars of this photo and in this essay i will
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hunni-pen · 3 years
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All the Time in the World| DEKU
Genre: Smut, nsfw, 18+ content
Content warning: Thigh highs, choking, size kink, hand kink, ruined orgasm, Dom!Deku, Praise(??)
Notes: I wanted to try writing a playful top Deku. Sorry I’m experimenting. This took WAY longer than it should’ve and I still don’t like it tbh.
Thank you to everyone who’s waited so patiently for it❤️
Any person, place, actions, or events that have been written similar to other works are purely coincidental, and not related to any fics.
Asks open
Word Count: 2.2k
Taglist: @fandomgirllover @ilikemaruchan @carrrloss @call-me-koi @galaxygoddess1412 (hope these tags work)
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— Part 1 —
Izuku ever the gentleman escorted you out of his agency, and you hoped that the rip he’d put in your tights couldn’t be seen from your skirt. You also hoped that you didn’t look too riled up. You felt too riled up.
Heat still pooling between your wet thighs, and cheeks warm with embarrassment. Midway through Izuku practically fucking you into his desk, his PR agent had knocked on his office door, stating he was needed in the meeting room.
He’d pulled out of you with a disappointed sigh. Smiling down at your fucked out face. “Guess we’ll have to wait till we get home huh?”
You’d tried to pull yourself together enough while he was finishing up his meeting. Then he was walking you down to catch your taxi back to your job.
Before he closed your door to the taxi, he kissed the top of your head, whispering, “be ready for me when I get there. I expect to see some thigh highs.”
So of course you were looking forward to getting off work, eyes glancing at the clock every so often as if that would make time speed up. Although it didn’t really matter anyways. Izuku had a small habit of working overtime so you knew you’d be home before him, and still have some time to kick back before he did.
You took your time showering and picking out a set of underwear, before covering them in some oversized sweater from the floor of your closet, and taking some time to watch your show. One hour turned to two, and before you knew it, you heard his key click into the door. You gasped, surprised that he was actually home earlier than normal.
You didn’t even think to turn the TV off as you sprang up and dashed to the room. Tearing the draws open and finding the first pair of sheer socks you saw, successfully pulling one on and starting to put in the other, when his heavy footsteps began to start down the hallways.
You threw off your sweater and jumped to sit on your knees on the bed. Smiling innocently as possible. Izuku stopped at the door to the room, shirt already balled up in his hands.
“Someone was in a rush,” he commented looking over your frazzled state.
“No, I was waiting for you,” you lied through your teeth.
“Were you?” You nodded, watching Izuku approach you with slow steady steps, his green eyes roaming your figure. “Cause I don’t think you were.”
He pushed you to lay on your back, pulling your feet out from underneath you, and looking up your legs. He tucked his fingers under the fabric of the thigh high you’d failed to pull up all the way. He slid it up your leg, slowly, maintaining his eye contact.
“I think you didn’t listen to me. Which is such a shame, cause I was gonna treat you so well tonight.”
You pouted, “no, I was listening, I really was. I just thought you were gonna be late tonight.”
“It seems we both had a misunderstanding then, cause I thought my good little girl was gonna be waiting for me all wet and ready.” You squirmed under his gaze, feeling embarrassed that you’d been so obviously caught.
Your eyes shifted to look around the room as you tried to come up with something, to prove your innocence. “I was gonna be but-“
“But you weren’t,” Izuku signed dramatically, causing you to look at him once more. “I guess, you don’t wanna have any fun then, and that’s okay. I’ll just go get started on dinner.”
You racked your brain to try and find any reasoning for him to be teasing you so rudely, finally coming to the conclusion that he was playing a mean game to mess with you, as he’d been prone to doing that before.
He pulled away and you scrambled up to grab his arm, frowning up at him. “I don’t like this game Izuku.”
You didn’t sit through the rest of your work day with an uncomfortable ache between your legs only to be denied what you’ve been waiting for cause he decided to tease you. You had no patience for games and jokes today. You were gonna be fucked and that was that.
“I’m not playing,” he laughed. You pulled him back to hover over you, looking at him with your best puppy eyes. His smile disappeared, “fine, but you gotta do everything I say.”
You nodded enthusiastically as he climbed to straddle your waist. Leaning in for a kiss, you expected Izuku's lips to press to yours. Instead you were met with a finger to your lips.
“Open up, I’m not being nice.”
You hesitated, Izuku wasn’t normally so mean, yet you couldn’t help but like it. Dropping your jaw and letting him slide his pointer finger in your mouth, gliding over your tongue.
You loved his hands. His fingers were wide and calloused, they filled you up quick, and he was so good with them. Equally, he loved the way your lips, your mouth and your pussy, wrapped around them. Clenching and soaking them. He could have you shaking and crying on them all night.
He wanted to push you to the point where you were moaning and crying from the pleasure. His plan tonight wasn’t to make you feel good. He wanted you to writhe underneath him and beg. He wanted to make you scream in frustration.
He sucked in a breath as you opened your mouth further to allow him to add a second finger. His knee pressed to your dampening core, the pressure causing a broken whine to slip through your open lips.
“Getting so wet and I’ve barely even touched you. Too bad. I said we’re taking our time now. There’s no one to interrupt me.”
You gagged around his fingers as he thrust them deeper down your throat. Your own hand wrapping around his wrist, to pull his fingers out of your mouth to direct them down in between your legs.
“At least fuck me please, just a little bit,” you whined brow furrowing.
“Begging? So soon? Lemme me hear more.” He nudged your underwater to the side, not daring to move another inch.
With hot cheeks and averted eyes, you asked again. Your voice lowered to an embarrassed whine. “Fuck me please, with your fingers please.”
He raised his eyebrows, amused at your use of please twice in one sentence. “You must really want me huh?” His index finger rubbed your clit.
You bit your lip and nodded, “yes. I lo- I love how you make me feel.”
His fingertips teased your entrance as a sickly sweet smile grew on his face. “Only I can make you feel good, right?”
You nodded again, your desperate expression made his heart squeeze; he almost couldn’t keep up his teasing act, you just looked so cute, begging for his fingers. He plunged his two fingers into your wet cunt, curling them up against your g-spot, in a way that had your legs shaking. A long drawn out moan in the sound of his name fell from your lips.
“Awww say my name again,” he cooed.
“Izuku.”
His fingers pumped in and out of you while his thumb rubbed your clit. He leaned forward, lips pressing to yours in a soft lingering kiss. He added a third finger, your jaw dropping from the stretch, nails digging into his shoulder. The hot pain from your nails scratching his skin pulled a grunt from Izuku's throat.
As your orgasm built up, your whimpers turned to moans, legs shaking from the pleasure Izuku's fingers were giving you. His fingers hit all the right places inside you with practiced precision. He didn’t stop or slow down, even as you were telling him that you were cumming.
For a second you were there. The ultimate high was within your grasp. You were spilling over the edge, slowly, bit by bit. Hot waves of arousal pushing you further over. All at once, you felt everything, then nothing.
You sucked a breath in, the lack of friction yanked you forcefully out of your daze. Izuku had pulled away completely, hands up as you reeled back down from your ruined orgasm.
“Fuck, why did you do that?” you whined.
He smiled, that stupid innocent smile. Something sinister gleaming in his eyes. “I changed my mind. I didn't want you to cum.”
Your breath shook and your eyes watered, “that’s- that’s not nice.”
“Do you know what else isn’t nice? When I tell you to be ready for me, and you're not.” He scolded and wiped your tears away. “Do you wanna cum pretty girl?”
You nodded, “please Izuku?”
“Come sit on my cock, and earn it.”
He sat back, allowing you to move on his lap, hovering over him, he brought you closer to him. Taking his thick length into his fist, and pumping it a few times, small gasps falling from his lips. He guided the tip to your entrance, teasing your wet folds.
“Do you want this?”
“Yes,” you sighed, closing your eyes in anticipation.
Your bottom lip tucked under your teeth as you expectantly awaited the painful stretch of Izuku's cock filling you up. But it never came, at least not when you were expecting it too. Right as you opened your mouth to complain, he thrust up into you, causing your grip in him to tighten and a pained squeak to fall from your lips.
Izuku threw his head back, biting back his own moans. “Fuck you’re so tight baby.” He peeked an eye open and looked down to where you took him in. “I’m not even all the way yet.”
“You’re just so big.” Your nails dug into his skin, and you tried to push yourself further down on him.
He rolled his hips up to meet yours, the rest of his length sliding into you. Your jaw dropped and you shut your eyes tight, legs shaking as you felt yourself come up on the cusp of another orgasm. He just hit you in all the right places. Even the steering pain of the head of his cock kissing your cervix was easy to ignore when you felt so good.
You began to bounce slightly, craving that friction that you so desperately needed to get off. Pulling off him entirely before sinking back on with a breath of relief. You wanted more of him. All of him. This is what you’ve been waiting for all day. For him to fuck you. You didn’t mind the pain or the stretch, you loved it.
“Yeah, fuck yourself on my dick. You take me so well baby.” His hands slid down your waist, where he’d been guiding your hips down, to grip your thighs, fingers curling into the lace of the thigh highs you wore. He pulled the band and let them snap back into place, before rubbing your skin.
“So pretty,” he murmured.
Your frantic bouncing slowed to a grind, as you tried to give your clit the attention it deserved. Izuku tucked his head into the crook of your neck, hot breath fanning against your skin.
“C’mon don’t slow down now, you were doing so well. Keep going,” he begged, his own hips rutting up into yours. His demanding facade from earlier completely depleted. Now, he just wanted you. “Or do you want me to fuck you?”
You hummed, nodding, your legs were aching, even with Izukus help, it was hard for you to keep a steady pace on top of him. You let him pull out of you, and didn’t complain or whine about how empty you felt without him filling you up. Instead letting him lay you back on the bed, lining his tip up with your entrance.
He pushed himself back into you, not taking any time to let you grow accustomed to his size before he began fucking into you. His hands on either side of your head, his green eyes bore down into yours.
“You’re so pretty underneath me. You never fail to take my breath away,” he panted.
“You make me feel so good,” you moaned, reaching up to wrap your arms around his neck. He let you pull him down and take his lips in a short kiss.
“Yeah? Well you make me feel good too,” he laughed lightly. His thrusts became sloppy and his fingers gripped the sheets, as he neared his own orgasm. “Wanna cum with me?”
“Yeah,” you gasped, reaching a hand down to circle your clit. “Let’s cum together Izuku.”
He bit his lip and nodded, eyes screwed shut to blink back tears. He was always so sensitive. With one last thrust he was spilling into you. Hot white spurts of cum coating your inner walls. The frantic twitching of his cock sending you over the edge.
Your legs wrapped around his waist in a poor attempt to pull him impossibly closer as your walls spasmed and gushed around him. His name falling from your lips in short breaths.
“Good job,” he whispered, pulling out of you.
Izuku much preferred fucking you at home than at work. Sure, there was always the thrill that came with taking you on his desk in his office. But nothing beat this. Alone with you, uninterrupted, with all the time in the world.
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Thank god I can get this out of my drafts. I hope I never have to see this fic again.
This is my longest fic
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softhourtxt · 4 years
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× au: roommates with ateez × pairing: ateez x reader × genre: fluff, maybe a dash of angst × warnings: mild swearing × word count: 1,1k
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being roommates with ateez is a whole is a mess ok??
sometimes you just think if it would be easier living homeless tbh
you actually even once joked about it out loud
but immediately got attacked by a bunch of boys
you counted at least 5 bodies on top of yours screaming they would never let you leave the house if you kept joking like that
your other friends are,,,,, quite interested in this whole situation
you’ve noticed your best friend suddenly becoming very interested in spending time at “your place”
and when you asked, they swore it had nothing to do with your attractive roommates
cough
yeah you were like “ooookaaay sure”
but the boys always welcomed your friends over
definitely not because they liked flirting with them too
and you always pointed this out to your friends in a teasing manner
they’d look at you weird and be like “??? dude they flirt with you the most”
but you insist it’s just their personality
cue your friend rolling their eyes
and the sleepless nights when you lie in your bed staring at the ceiling and thinking “do they really???”
but anyway, back to the chaos
your average day consists of:
sitting on your bed trying to do homework
sounds chill enough but noooo
the key word is “trying”
seonghwa is vacuuming somewhere in the distance
( you can’t see him but you know it’s seonghwa because he was yelling at someone for making a mess )
woosan being hella loud
someone pestering you every once in a while
a few examples:
mingi comes by asking what you’re doing
hongjoong stops by to ask if you’ve eaten
yeosang has lost an item of his and is looking for it from?? your room?? get out yeosang pls
at this point you’re annoyed so you close the door which is a clear indication you want to be left alone
you’re alone for like a second
someone opens the door and is about to speak-
“GET OUT!”
it’s yunho and he sees you sitting on your laptop with anger written all over your face so he just,,,, closes his mouth and slides out before you start a war
finally it seems like you have some privacy so you sigh
untilthedooropensagain
“are you like 100% sure my headphones aren’t here?”
“yes, yeosang. you left them in the kitchen”
“………..oh”
but it’s not always like that
believe me or not, there are moments when you’re not annoyed at them
moments where all 9 of you are gathered in one room, sitting on the floor eating takeaway and talking about your days
there was this one time you were sitting around in your bedroom
you had ordered food and everyone was starting to open their packages while chatting loudly
but when you opened your package, it was the wrong order :(
you quietly stared down at it for a few seconds just pouting
you were so rly super hungry and now :( you didn’t have any food
hongjoong who is sitting on your left notices this
he nudges you with his elbow
“did you get someone else’s order?” he asks you
and his heart almost breaks when your voice is so small and fragile
“…….i don’t know… i don’t think so”
jongho, sitting to your right is also now aware of this
“yo does everyone have what they ordered?” he speaks louder so everyone can hear
the boys quickly look at their foods and nod their heads
your shoulders slump and you almost feel like you’re about to cry
you didn’t want to be picky but what you had on your plate had some ingredients you were allergic to
“hey you like this, right?”
hongjoong offers you a piece of his food with his chopsticks
you weakly nod and accept what he’s offering to you
“aigoo our waifu didn’t get their order??? here~” wooyoung coos and offers you a piece of his food as well
before you know it seonghwa had gotten you an empty plate where everyone left pieces of their own food for you to eat
and so your smile and mood was simply restored :,)
overall your relationship is great,,,, you all get along so well
of course there are some minor disagreements here and there
sometimes even arguments, but rarely!!!
there was this one time
when you had accidentally left your sock on san’s bed
yes, one sock
he came home after a long and tiring day, ready to just slump down on his bed and fall asleep the second he closed his eyes
he was exhausted, barely said anything to anyone, just walked past everyone and went straight to his room
but not long after he entered, he already came storming out
he knew goddamn well the sock on his bed was yours, no one else had bright yellow pikachu socks in the household
you were in the kitchen enjoying some cereal with wooyoung and yunho
when an upset san storms over to you
“why is your sock on my bed, y/n?” he asks, clenching his jaw
you swallow your cereal and blink up at the boy
“oh hehe so that’s where it was..?” you nervously chuckle
steam is coming out of san’s ears ,,,, he is just SO pissed right now at you for leaving you stupid annoyingly bright yellow frigging sock-
you’re defensive bc?? “chill it’s just one sock i can take it and you can go back to-”
basically san raises his voice at you and you flinch a bit
wooyoung chokes on his cereal and yunho starts hitting his back
thankfully san comes back to his senses at your flinch as he notices the slight gloss that just appeared over your eyes
“yah, relax dude” yunho glares at san while still patting wooyoung’s back
“no it’s okay,,,,, i’m sorry i’ll go collect it” you stand up and walk past san with your head hung low
san immediately regrets his actions and rushes after you
he finds you sitting on his bed, staring down at the sock in question
he carefully sits down next to you and buries his head into your shoulder in shame
“i’m sorry i shouldn’t have raised my voice :(”
“it’s okay i understand :,) you’ve had a long day. i should let you rest now”
you get up to leave but wooyoung enters the room
he plops down on san’s bed, bringing you down with him
and just like that you got yourself in a cuddle/nap session with woosan, lucky you
i could literally write about your life living with ateez for forever but imma stop here
just overall living with 8 boys was tiring but fun!
and you couldn’t imagine your life without them :,)
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silverkoushi · 3 years
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haikyuu!! headcanons
⇢ scenario: how you’d spend the holidays with them!! pt.2 | read pt. 1 here! ⇢ feat. : tsukki (karasuno), bokuto (fukurodani) & kuroo (nekoma) x gn!reader ⇢  wc & warnings:  3.3k, slightly suggestive for kuroo
ʕ·ᴥ·ʔ not @ me having the phattest crush on kuroo as you can probably tell here... dear god that man is something edit: omo for some reason the paragraphs got messed up n i just checked it after hours of posting... i fixed it now so hopefully it makes more sense ahh my apologies!! ><
tsukishima kei
୨୧ ˻˳˯ₑ*॰¨̮  idk about you but i think tsukki secretly enjoys the holidays? like he’d think the music is overbearing, the movies are disgustingly cliche, and the amount of people gathering in places is one of his worst nightmares— those aren’t the things that he looks forward to. i think tsukki loves winter, maybe because i see him as a softie who collects sweaters, hoodies, and sweatpants that keep him comfy and cozy during cold nights and chilly mornings! WITH THAT BEING SAID, tsukki dies inside when he sees you wearing any of those following outfits of his. he might get annoyed at first that you don’t ask because he was planning on wearing them that day, but when you show up at his dorm clad in his night blue sweater with a little moon stitched on the side, there are no words coming out of his mouth. he will try to look menacing, eyes in a deadpan expression but you know he’s lying, and just stare at him with a doe-like face and put his hands in yours, swinging it back and forth as you drag him out of his room and into the snowy field. you don’t even think twice about getting matching sweaters because the boy will hate you for the rest of his life, but at least you got him to wear a reindeer headband for 2 seconds in the photobooth!! most of the time, you basically just bring him to anywhere you want to go. you guys look at the humongous christmas tree they placed in the center of the plaza, and you ask someone walking by if you can get a picture of the two of you in front of him. this way, tsukki can’t complain and will be semi-forced to pose with you hehe. you thought he’d just be standing there, arms to his side with a nonchalant expression but you actually feel him put his arm around your waist and lean his head down on top of yours. 
you can’t help the cheeky smile show on your face as you tiptoe just enough to reach his cheek, and once the guy said, “ok one more!” you steal a kiss on the side of tsukki’s small smile. “hey, what was—” “thanks, mister!! happy holidays!!” you avoid his stare, and get your phone back from the guy as you scroll through the pics he took (thank god only a few were blurry). tsukki keeps glaring at you, and you understand he’s not big into pda but uh, he started it with holding you close to him like that >:( “what?? you look so cute here, though!!” you whine to him, hoping he doesn’t ask that you delete it :( tsukki gives it a once over, a warm feeling creeping on his cheeks as he studies the picture: damn, is he whipped for you. he dismisses the overreaction on his part (for once), and takes your hand in his once more, asking where it is you wanted to go next. you’re surprised he left it like that, but you’re taking advantage of this situation and drag him to more festive stuff around the plaza <3
with your parents spending the holidays abroad and working overtime, tsukki’s mom invited you to their place instead and you’re!! more than happy and oh so grateful!! tsukki doesn’t show it but he’s actually extremely nervous,, what if you don’t like his family?? what if his brother is too annoying for you, what if this isn’t the kind of in-laws you were expecting— wait, he’s thinking too far ahead and you’re looking at him with raised eyebrows. quick! he turns away from your gaze, biting his lip at getting caught with his overthinking. “tsukki, you okay?” you ask gently, looping your arm around his as you guys near his house. “yeah…” he responds lamely, and you’re not sure if he wanted you at his house for the holidays or what… but you shake the negativity away and tell yourself that this is an opportunity to show your own personality to his family!! you’re greeted by a boisterous even taller guy at the door, and his also really tall mom waving at you from the kitchen, finishing up the grand dinner. “mom and i thought you were just pretending about your relationship, tsukki~” akiteru nudges him, and you chuckle at your boyfriend’s helpless look on his face, as if telling you this is what i dealt with during my childhood. but the holiday celebration with his family went super smooth!! his mom cooked amazing homemade dishes, and tsukki was actually smiling and laughing along the poor jokes akiteru made, it was so endearing to watch. you asked to help with the clean up as tsukki and his brother play volleyball outside in the cold. 
“i’m so glad he has you,” his mom comforts you, and you nod your head in thanks while you wipe the plates clean. “i’ve never seen him so… cheerful like this, you know?” what a heartwarming thing to say :(( and yet you thought he was just finally letting loose because he’s at home!! his mom turns in early that eve of christmas, and his brother goes out to have a nightly beer sesh with his hometown friends before christmas morning tomorrow. you and tsukki are left alone in his room as you marvel at the many dinosaur related merch, posters, and even stuffies he has in his childhood room!! “don’t say it,” he threatens you lightly, even though you’ve been well-aware of his fascination for the species. a little tired from the trip earlier and ngl you’re both full from the food, you lay down on the floor, pillows supporting your sleepy heads as tsukki shares the other side of his earphones. you listen to calming, lofi music for the night and at some point, he finds your fingers in his again. “thank you for having me, tsukki,” you whisper with a yawn, remembering the night days ago where you cried into his shoulder about missing your own family during this season. tsukki doesn’t respond as he hears your light snoring, and instead turns his body towards you as he caresses the side of your face, smiling at the beauty before him. “you’re always welcome here, dummy. you’ll always have me.”
bokuto koutarou
୨୧ ˻˳˯ₑ*॰¨̮  oof!! so many holiday parties!! gift giving exchanges!! dancing and singing, drinking and having the time of your lives! of course, bokuto asks first and foremost if you’re okay going to all of these celebrations with him as he has gathered a lot of friends from different majors, clubs, and such. you didn’t expect to come with him to all of them, tbh, but since he seems so excited to bring you along you found yourself nodding along! OOPS, what a wild ride it was to meet friends you didn’t even know he had. first, bokuto asked you to help him find some gifts for the exchange parties and you comply— you love thinking up presents for diff kinds of people! “would akaashi want this?” he points at a set of compression socks for sports “you’d want that more, bo” “oh oh!! how about this for kuroo?!” he leads you to the beauty section, hairspray littering the aisle “i think that’s more of an insult than a gift…” he’ll pout at his failure to think of the best gifts for his friends, but you cling to him with your linked arms and tell him not to worry— you kinda figured the kind of people his best friends are, so you suggest things off the bat: film roll for akaashi the photography minor, a mug with a pun-ny chem joke for kuroo, and a new case for kenma’s switch lite!! “wah! you know them better than i do,” he exclaims, eyes shining in excitement as you bring the gifts and other extra stuff to his apartment to help him wrap them. with this, bokuto came up with an idea to wrap the presents in the most creative way possible, and you just stare at him in awe as he tries to disguise the mug as.. a gingerbread man?? you don’t even know how he did it! as you tape up the finishing touches with the others, you eye a small gift wrapped box on the island counter along with a card next to it, all glittery and a name scribbled on top that you can’t make out where you were seated. 
“hey, bo, who’s that for?” you point at the suspecting box, and almost immediately bokuto body slams you on the ground, obstructing your view of the gift. “bokuto i can’t breathe—” you wheeze, laughing at the way he scrambles to get up from the position but his feet slips against the unused wrapping paper on the floor. “sorry, sorry i just— STOP LOOKING” he pleads, caging you with his arms either side your figure. the both of you pause, realizing the predicament you’re in until bokuto unleashes a sly smirk, eyes pointed at you with a mischievous glint. you know that look, so you start wiggling out of his way until he plops down on you again (mind you, he’s MANY inches taller than you and his built...whew, but that’s part of the problem right now!!) and blows raspberries on your neck, the audacity!! “tell me,” he whispers against your ear after a while, voice suddenly low in tone and your senses perk up. “have you been naughty or nice recently?” he continues hoarsely, and it doesn’t take long until you burst out laughing at his attempt of being flirty right now. he finally releases you, feigns hurt from your reaction but he knows what a goofball he is.
anyway, you put all the gifts in the car and head to the many parties he was invited to!! and honestly, you enjoyed yourself albeit it got really tiring to show up with much enthusiasm compared to the last. but bokuto on the other hand never runs out of energy for some reason!! he’s still winning the games, singing his heart out with his friends, and trying all the foods in the potluck, even shamelessly!! feeding you too! it’s embarrassing >< but in a way your heart swells with the thought of bokuto being very openly proud of his relationship with you, and how his friends seem to like you as well! pictures were taken, holiday spirits and gifts were exchanged and finally, he’s free for the night <3 you’ve been waiting for the right moment to give him your personal gift to your boyf (it’s an edited picture of the two of you at one of his winning games!! you can’t draw for sht but you are the best at adding lil stickers and cute petnames all around the photo hehe) you had it inserted in a picture frame too so the gift was relatively medium sized and rectangular. when you crash at his place, you ready yourself to give it to him, having second thoughts with how corny it must seem like… as you psych yourself up on the couch, you feel his arms suddenly wrap themselves around you as he starts peppering your neck with lazy kisses. your chest tightens, eyes closed at the warmth of his lips on your skin but— you can’t get distracted!! “bo, i have something for you—” “i saved the best gift for last—” o, you say it at the same time and so you look at each other with blank stares, and then laugh at your awkwardness!! 
he lets you go first, your nerves slowly dissipating at the excited gleam in his irises, he’s so cute!! as he unwraps it, he hitches a breath, looks at you then the picture and you again and— let’s say your face was just full on bokuto territory only ;-) as much as you were enjoying his attention all on you, his gift wasn’t opened yet!! bokuto went from confident to shy mode again, hiding his face with only one eye peeking out to watch you…. for some reason, since it was a tiny box you blurted out, “don’t tell me it’s a ring, bo.” as a joke but bokuto suddenly freezes at your words. and you had to stop unboxing to make sure he doesn’t go all pale on you, but also??? was he really???? GOING TO???-- “DID YOU WANT ME TO GET YOU A RING?? I CAN RETURN THE EARRINGS TODAY, I THINK I STILL HAVE THE RECEIPT—” “bo, it’s okay!!! omg no T_T” you take his hands off his face to look at him lovingly, a kiss on his pouty lips as you reassure him his presence is all that you can ever want, but whatever it was he gave you, you’ll cherish just the same!! so finally, once you take the lid off the box you see an adorable pair of owl earrings!! it’s so cute and it reminds you of him and thats probably why he got that for you :’)))) “i also wrote you a letter but please read it when i’m asleep or something…” aww shy bokuto!! >< you never thought you’d see the day :’)
kuroo tetsurou
୨୧ ˻˳˯ₑ*॰¨̮  man.. i just know this guy wouldn’t want to let leave… the bed… with him… on christmas day. imagine something like having to stay until he can for his duties at work which ended up til late christmas eve :( you were looking forward to spending time with him back at his hometown since you don’t necessarily celebrate the specific holiday, but being with tetsurou for almost a year now and knowing he does— you wanted it to be special and memorable for him! he felt really bad making you stay at his apartment until he finishes up work, really zooming through all the documents and stuff he needed to complete just so he can spend at least a few hours of christmas eve with you. when he got home, his heart dropped to his stomach at the sight of you falling asleep on the couch, right next to the lit up christmas tree you two decorated a week ago (thats how busy he has been! you opted to fix the tree yourself, but tetsu insisted on doing it together since it’s your first holiday with him!). your favorite blanket was wrapped around you but your feet were dangling midway with no socks on and he just >:( had to carry you to bed and tuck you in— all of you!! 
he changes to a sweater and pjs before readying himself to carry you against his chest. his own body is exhausted from working non-stop, but he doesn’t let it get to him as he passes by the hallway and plops you gently on your side of the bed. you stir groggily, eyes refusing to open but you notice your surroundings are different. the room is dimly lit but the figure walking around the place isn’t amiss; with his hair sticking up and his wide shoulders, you know it’s your tired boyfriend finally home for the holidays. you smile, still sleep-induced but you try to reach over for him. “tetsu… come to bed, please,” you mumble but he hears you, and his back is against you but he smiles at your half-awake tone. “i’ll be right there,” he lets you know softly, and true to his word you feel the dip in the mattress with his warmth slowly exuding onto your own body, his hands easily finding themselves over you. you wiggle into his grasp, head against his chest and hands holding onto his waist. he feels warm, he feels like home, and you press a kiss where his neck meets his collarbones. “mm, merry christm…” you mutter, losing consciousness but he doesn’t mind. he lets you snore your way into dreamland, watching your eyelashes tickle the surface of your skin, lips partly open as you breathe in and out. suddenly, his tense muscles relax with your presence oh so close to you, and he sleeps soundly after a few minutes of admiring your face.
as the sunlight filters thru the windows, kuroo wakes up first but knowing it’s his day off (finally), he relaxes into the bed and just observes the tiny details of your face, same as the night before but with some of the brightly shining rays of the sun hitting the right spots— you’re breathtaking to him. he feels you stir in his embrace so he pretends to snore because he knows you like to get up as soon as you feel awake. “tetsu…” you mumble, popping out your head from his grasp to peer your eyes at him pretending to not hear you. “you’re a lousy liar, i know you’re up,” you tell him, rubbing your nose against him as a form of an eskimo kiss. it takes so much out of his restraint to bite his lip in pure love for you, so he gives in and kisses you on the lips. 
you are taken aback for a split second until you comply to his request, and you spend your first christmas morning with him in bed just like that <3 he still asks if you guys can spend the whole day just tangled into each other’s embrace but you lecture him playfully, knowing that he had a christmas party to attend to in the afternoon with his closest friends (bokuto, akaashi, kenma, and others) and you have a lovely dinner planned in the evening. he wiggles his eyebrows, fingertips tracing the exposed skin on your chest, “what if we skip all of that and i just have you for dinner instead?” “KUROO TETSUROU IT IS TOO EARLY FOR YOU TO SAY THAT RIGHT NOW—” you swear to god, it is his teasing and malicious intent that will kill you one day. but the blush on your face doesn’t go unnoticed, and yet kuroo complies with your light nagging, getting up and getting ready for the day. you’re happy that he finally has the day off, and being with his friends during the party truly lightened up his mood. afterwards, he then asks where you got a reservation during the busiest time of the year, and you just winked at him and zipped your mouth. 
since you ate a bit at the party, you knew you had some time to finish prepping the food you had prepared the night before, it all just needed to bake or be cooked on the pan. and bec of his exhaustion last night, he didn’t even open the fridge at all so there were zero suspicious at your surprise dinner. urging him to take a long, hot bath, he drags you with him. “you seriously want me to take a bath by myself?” he says in shock horror, and normally you would join him hah but you tell him that your parents are calling, just wanting to say hello. a little sad, kuroo nods in understanding and so he goes about his way while you cook the food with haste. he likes to take his time in there but you know you won’t finish beforehand, so once he’s out of the bathroom, you immediately go right in front of him to hide the view of the kitchen. you played yourself, seeing kuroo only in his bathrobe with his chest exposed, you slap him right at the center to ignore the sensation in the pit of your stomach. “what?? what’d i do???” “existing right in front of me like that!!” kuroo laughs at your embarrassment, but kisses you on the forehead nonetheless. he ignores the obvious smell of pasta and chicken in the apartment, ignores the messy apron you forgot to take off because he thinks you really wanted to surprise him. so he goes to the room to change, thinking about how lucky he is to have you in his life. the rest of the night ends up with the both of you having a romantic dinner in the dining room, talking about everything you already know about each other—but it never feels repetitive. he always feels so renewed with you, falling in love every day. 
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valkyriesryde · 4 years
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Two Nerds in a Blanket
Pairing: Bucky x Rogers!Reader, Sam x Steve
Summary: In desperate need for a date to your work’s Christmas party you, reluctantly, seek the help of one Bucket Brains.
Word Count: 6,400ish lol
A/N: IT’S HERE!!! Feels like most of my fics are dedicated to @flowerymoonlight​ but tbh this wouldn’t be here without her so thank her for it. Big thanks to anyone else I rambled to about this baby you da bomb diggity. 
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A slip of the tongue. A simple bit of miscommunication was all that had gotten you into this mess. You weren’t even the one to say it. You hadn’t even confirmed anything. Now? Now you were stuck in a predicament. 
Cheryl had been talking about how she was so excited to meet everyone’s significant others and to introduce her wife to everyone. Then suddenly the four of you at your cubicle were talking about how awesome it was going to be with the eight of you. 
Not once were you even given a chance to speak, not once were you able to tell them that in fact, no, you did not have a significant other that you could bring to the Christmas party. When you left work that day with only a week until the party a plan started brewing in your head, it was too late for you to correct them, you needed a date.
Tony said no. He was too much of a public figure and a happily married man. 
Clint told you to ask Natasha. She said no. 
Now you sat next to Sam, your last option.
“Please Sam, you are my only option now!” 
“Yea I’m not your only option though, am I?” Sam smirked as he continued to avoid answering your pleas. You let out a sigh and threw your head back. “I’m pretty sure Steve wouldn’t be too happy with me doing that, why don’t you ask Bucky?”
“Ask Bucky what?” Bucky and Steve walked into the open lounge and kitchen area with the shopping as Bucky started unloading the food and Steve came to lean over the couch behind Sam. 
“Y/N needs a date to her work’s Christmas party” Sam was nonchalant about the whole thing while Steve raised an eyebrow and looked at you with narrowed eyes. 
“And you asked Sam?” you nod slightly, mumble ‘just for the night?’ but Steve’s mouth falls open and his grip on Sam’s shoulders tightened. “I’d rather not share my boyfriend with my sister.” 
Sam’s face falls and then scrunches up, “yea I’d rather not date both the Rogers.” 
In the kitchen, Bucky stifles a laugh as he continues putting away the frozen foods. 
“You could take Bucky?” Steve suggests, leaving the two of you to help Bucky.
“I’d rather not.”
“Does Bucky get a say in this?” Bucky threw up his hands as you stood from your seat. You do this all the time with Sam, talk about him right in front of him like he isn’t even there, drives him crazy. 
“It’s okay Bucket. I’d rather not go than go with you anyway,” you shrug it off but your shoulders sag, you were really looking forward to that party, maybe you can make some excuse as to why your partner couldn’t be there. 
Bucky sighs as Steve nudges his arm and gives him a pleading look, mouthing ‘please’ Bucky rolls his eyes. “Fine, Y/N. I’ll be your stupid date but you owe me!” 
“You don’t have to-“
“No, no I’ll do it. You just owe me a favour alright?” Your face lights up and you try to ignore the fact that you’ll be with Bucky, or the nagging voice in the back of your head that sounds a lot like Rebecca reminding you of that high school crush you used to have. 
~~~
Steve sat on the window sill that looked out across the street of his apartment. He had a notebook in hand and was drawing the potted plant that sat on the balcony across the way. It was a peaceful and serene moment.
“Greetings brother!” Moment over. “Is Bucket Brains here?”
“He’s in his room,” Steve nodded towards Bucky’s room and he watched you walk straight in, scream, and walk straight out. “He just got out of the shower.” Steve bit back a laugh. You shot a glare at him and Bucky came out of his room pulling a shirt over his head.
“Do you know how to knock?!” 
“I need to wash my fucking eyes out!” 
“Who gave you a key?” Bucky pulled a box of cereal out of the cupboard with a huff and slammed a bowl on the bench. “You’re here so much we should start charging you rent.”
“Oh please,” you plopped into one of the stools, Steve closed his eyes and leaned his head back ready for another battle between you two, same thing different day. “I have every right to be here, I’m family. What’s your excuse?” 
“I live here!” 
“But at what cost?” 
“Fucking hell you two bicker like an old married couple!” Sam walks over to Steve and pushes his notebook out of his lap, replacing it with himself. 
“Us?” Bucky exclaims as Steve pushes Sam to the ground and sits at the bench next to you. “You two bicker like a freaking married couple.”
“That doesn’t count,” Steve says and Sam stands and tries to push himself back onto Steve’s lap, much to his annoyance. “We basically are an old married couple.”
“Pfft. Like I’d marry you.” Steve gasps and pulls Sam closer, Bucky just ignores them. It was a common occurrence to witness Steve and Sam being sickeningly sweet.
“You take that back!” 
~~~
“Right, now that that’s out of the way I have to buy a dress.” You and Bucky, while Steve and Sam watched with amusement, had spent the past hour getting your story straight for the party that night. You had everything down to the last detail, where you met (through Steve), when you got together (two months ago), your first date (a simple dinner and a movie). In six hours, you and Bucky would be walking through the door to your to the Christmas party, for now, you needed an outfit. 
“You don’t have a dress?” 
“I don’t exactly go to many events Jameson.” Bucky bit back a growl. Those stupid fucking nicknames. 
“I wonder why. It’s the day of the event, you couldn’t buy one earlier?” 
“I’m not great at time management... and shop dressing sucks.”
“You need a babysitter.” You flipped Bucky off as you started to walk towards the door, you didn’t notice him pull his shoes on.
“Isn’t that your job now?” Bucky smacked Sam over the head as he jogged to catch up with you at the door.
“I have to go to the mall anyway,” he shrugged. 
Bucky was different when he was by himself. You noticed that as soon as the two of you got into the car. He didn’t bite back as much, his fingers tapped on the steering wheel to the beat of the radio, he was carefree. 
You dragged him into shop after shop trying to find the perfect dress for the night. Bucky didn’t seem too fazed. He followed suit, even picked out some things for you to try every now and then. There wasn’t much chat, you warned him about your coworkers.
“Stacy is a bit intense, she’ll probably question you but she means well.” 
He nodded along outside the changing room not really paying attention to what you were saying but just to the sound of your voice, it was rare he got to hear it not making snide comments towards him, he enjoyed the peace. 
“Okay this is it,” you stepped out of the changing room with dress in hand and smiled at him.
“Are you saying that because it’s good or because you’re sick of shopping?”
“Wouldn’t you like to know Bucket,” you winked. 
“Please stop calling me that.”
“You called me Inferior Rogers for a year so uh no.” 
Steve liked to describe you and Bucky’s relationship as love-hate, he wanted to tell people that you got along, that you were one big happy family but alas, that wasn’t the case. Bucky liked to say “she’s about one comment away from being as annoying as my sister”. Bucky meant by this of course, “she’s my best friend’s sister, as much as I want to kiss her stupid face I have to pretend I see her as a sister too”. 
You liked to say “Bucky is the bane of my existence”. Rebecca would follow up with “she’s in denial they’re gonna get married and she’s gonna be my actual sister one day”. You, of course, meant, “Rebecca was my only friend in high school because people used to only be friends with us to get to Bucky even though he’s a giant nerd who stole my brother...and I’m angry that I want to kiss his stupid face”. Rebecca, well, she meant what she said. 
The youngest of the Barnes clan had been rooting for the two of you since senior year when you went to a college party with the boys and got put into seven minutes in heaven with Bucky. Nothing happened, of course, at least that’s what you agreed and what you told a grinning Rebecca and tight-mouthed Steve when you walked out. The heated making out that was brought on by pent up feelings and snide comments was one of those ‘this never happened’ things. That was a long time ago. 
“I’ll pick you up at 7 then?” You sat in your car now, dropping Bucky off back at his apartment. Your shopping was in the back, Bucky’s one bag, he bought socks, was in his hand as he sat with his leg out the door.
“It’s at a gallery, like ten minutes away from here so we could walk? I can meet you here?”
“It’s at Steve’s place?” 
“Oh no, I tried but they went for the modern art one.” You shrug your shoulders, Steve was booked out for the holiday season so your work couldn’t get in to have theirs there, would have made things easier, you could have just hung out with him all night.
“Damn she’s a bitch.”
“Yea, ahh well. Don’t forget your notes! I’ll see you at 7?”
“See you at 7.”
~~~ 
“Fuck you!”
“I’m trying to help!” 
You walked into the boy’s apartment and stood in the doorway watching Bucky and Sam yell at each other from across the room. Bucky yelled over the back of the couch, his hand in his hair and dressed ready for the night except for the tie left undone around his neck. Sam stood in the doorway of his bedroom, he turned to you as soon as he noticed your presence.
“Get your boyfriend the fuck out of my apartment!” 
“Just before you were complaining that I was leaving!” Sam fumbled trying to come up with a comeback as Bucky slouched back into the couch and tried - and failed - to tie his tie.
“What the fuck guys?” you threw your hands up and slapped Bucky’s hands away, fixing the tie yourself. “One of these days someone is going to call the police claiming you guys are having a domestic dispute!” Bucky watched the concentration on your face, once again not paying attention to what you were saying, he had to sit on his hands and hold himself back from leaning in because all he wanted to do was kiss the crease on your forehead and suck your tongue as it sticks out the corner of your mouth slightly. 
“It’s not my fault Bucky can’t tie a tie!” 
“Neither can you!” he snaps out of your trance as you stand up straight and offer him your hand which he gladly takes. 
~~~
“It’s going to be fine.” The party was in full swing when you and Bucky arrived, you weren’t sure if you were talking to yourself or Bucky at this point. His hand rested on your lower back as he guided you through the gallery.
“Take a deep breath Poppet.” You bit your lip at the use of the nickname. You and Bucky weren’t strangers to nicknames, Bucket...and all of the bucket related names like Bucket Brains, Bucky-Bucket and Bucket Barnes, Buckerooster and Buckaroo, Inferior Rogers, Roger Rabbit, Stupid head, Stink for brains, Jerky McJerkface was a fan favourite and there was that one time he yelled “Abomination!” at you before storming out because you ate the last of his Nutella sandwich...you claim you thought it was Becca’s but who’s to say. 
Poppet was different. Poppet was a name of endearment. Poppet wasn’t something you’d ever heard Bucky call anyone before. Bucky had never called you anything endearing before. It’s just the deal, he’s just pretending, you told yourself cursing Becca for putting ideas in your head about the prospect of you and Bucky constantly. 
There’s no time to even think about it as your friends are coming up to you and introductions are being given out, Bucky is shaking hands, everyone is smiling and laughing and a glass of champagne is being pushed into your hand. 
It’s no time at all when Stacey is questioning Bucky about his work and his family and then the dreaded question comes up, “How did you two meet then?”
Bucky lets out a chuckle and before you can answer he’s going on about how when you were seven and him ten he came round to hang out with your brother, you wouldn’t leave them alone and Bucky ended up elbowing you “accidentally I swear” in the face. The group erupts in laughter as Bucky describes you crying and running to your mother with a chipped tooth, “wasn’t the best first impression, but her brother and I have been best friends ever since really.”
There’s a couple aww’s, you raise your eyebrows and give him a what the hell look because that wasn’t what we discussed. Bucky shrugs, it just came out. 
“You two must be high school sweethearts then! That’s so sweet!” 
“Oh no no not at all,” you try to stop her, try to tell Stacey that, no, you were not high school sweethearts at all but bucky beat you to it with a laugh. 
"No, couldn't stand her in high school. But after college she seemed to be less of a brat,” he looks at you and digs his hand in his pocket with a wink, “anyway, I moved in with her brother and we started hanging out and I started seeing her in a different light I guess." 
You stand there with your mouth slightly ajar, Bucky shifts slightly from side to side and takes a mouthful of his champagne.
"Well, how'd you get together then?"
He laughs nervously, not looking at you but you’re still looking at him, this wasn’t the plan! You don’t know what to say, your story doesn’t make sense now but Bucky speaks up, “actually have Steve to thank for that. He asked to go to the museum with the both of us, separately of course, then canceled after we were already there waiting for him.” He gives you a nervous glance, “she's a giant nerd but so am I so we decided to just go in and look around. Ended up there for what? Two hours? Something like that. I think that's when I fell for her as silly as that sounds. Something adorably intriguing about a girl you have to drag away from a sculpture because she's been admiring it for fifteen minutes. Yea, that was that." Bucky laughs again and the group aww’s and is gushing about how adorable that is and how sweet of a story it is.
You’re shocked to say the least. Shocked because that did happen, all of that. About five months ago when Steve invited you to a day out at the museum and you ran into Bucky outside. You were both shocked but thought, ya know what, fuck it. You didn’t HAVE to go around the new exhibits together but that’s what ended up happening. You moved at your own pace, sometimes reading through the information together. That was until you got to the marble statues and, well, you ended up looking at one for a good fifteen minutes before, like Bucky said, he dragged you away by the arm. Saying things like "what's so interesting about a sculpture anyway, it's the space exhibition you should really be paying attention to."
You laugh with your friends and the conversation quickly moves on to everyone else’s stories of how they met their partners. Bucky won’t look at you, he’s biting his lower lip and paying an awful lot of attention to his empty champagne glass until there’s a lull in the conversation and he pipes up and offers to get everyone another round. 
By 1am you’re both drunk and stumbling down the street with a bottle of something something each and the air is filled with laughter. The moment earlier is forgotten about, the night filled with laughter, stories from work and dancing with friends instead of awkward glances and nervous small talk.
You almost fall into Bucky’s apartment but he’s clutching your waist and your arm is slung lazily around his shoulder as you keep each other up. 
“We gotta - shh - baby we gotta be quiet” he nods towards the hallway where Sam and Steve are most likely sleeping as you sit on the couch and bring the bottle to your lips. 
“You can stop calling me baby, no one’s around,” you look around and Bucky sits on the floor next to you, his bottle sitting on the table. 
“Maybe I like it baby,” he emphasizes the word and there’s a smirk on his face as he looks at you. It’s just the alcohol you think when you see a twinkle in his eye. 
“Fuck, marry, kill Bucket!” You say sliding off the sofa onto the floor next to him. Bucky groans and throws his head back.
“Alright, you first.”
“Okay. Wanda, Nat or me?”
“That’s just all the girls but Pepper?” He taps his chin and he’s thinking as if he hasn’t already made up his mind. But he can’t tell you that.
“Well she’s married so you can’t have her.”
“Kill-”
“You have to say why!”
Bucky laughs and takes the bottle from you, taking a drink before continuing. “Kill Nat, she can’t cook. Fuck you because it’ll shut you up for a second. Marry Wanda, then she can make me plum pies for the rest of her life.” He licks his lips, glazed over eyes looking towards the tv as he thinks about Wanda’s famous pies and the fact that it’s all a lie. 
“Like you’d be good enough in bed to shut me up”
“I can show you if you want,” Bucky winks and you shove him with your elbow and snatch the bottle back, raising an eyebrow expectantly. “Alright, Sam, Clint or me?” He lists off the names on his fingers and you roll your eyes at him including himself, Pietro is an option too he didn’t HAVE to say himself.
“Oh, that’s easy. I’m killing Sam, I’d rather not have my brother’s dirty seconds.”
“He’s got some weird kinks as well.”
“How do you..never mind. Fuck Clint because Nat says he’s good in bed and marry you.” Bucky perks up at your answer, you’re picking at the label on the bottle hoping he doesn’t ask why.
“You have to say why.” Fuck.
“Having to deal with Clint’s unpredictability all day? No thanks, he and Nat have it down packed.” 
“Oh, so I’m predictable?” Bucky feigns hurt and clutches his chest like you’ve shot him, you shove him again and he almost goes tumbling to the side with laughter. 
“No stupid. I bet you’d treat your sig-nif-i-cant other like royalty.” You’re smiling at him and your worlds are spoken slowly to get them out right but you’re so sure of yourself. You’ve seen Bucky in a relationship, though they only happen rarely and he’s absolutely loyal and caring. 
“Only if it was the right person.” You’re looking at each other and Bucky starts to lean in closer. You follow, your eyes darting to his lips as his tongue pokes out quickly and he licks his bottom lip. 
“And what’s the right person,” you whisper and you think, in the corner of your eye, you see his hand starts to raise towards you. All of a sudden Bucky is on his feet and you hear the bathroom door shut and what sounds like Bucky vomiting. 
“Neat.” You take another swig of the bottle and crawl back onto the couch, sleep sounds good, bad decisions are made with alcohol. 
~~~
“Hey,” something or someONE is poking your foot and it’s awfully annoying but not as annoying as the sound of the beEPING MICROWAVE. “Hey wake up.” 
“Go away,” you swat at the noise, Steve, but he just laughs and pushes your legs off the sofa, sitting in their place. 
“Looks like you and Bucky got along.” You can hear his smirk, how is it possible to hear someone’s smirk. God your head hurts, your stomach hurts too much champagne. You groan and he laughs again.
Without warning the sound of two pans smacking together rings out through the place followed by Sam’s laughter in the hallway and Bucky’s yelling. 
“I’m gonna go throw up.” 
Steve sits on the side of the tub with a bottle of water while you empty the little contents that remain in your stomach. As annoying as brothers can be at least you know he’s always here for you, even when you’ve just vomited in his toilet. 
“Can I ask you something?”
“Advil is in the left cupboard.”
“No, but thanks. Do you remember when you canceled on going to the museum with Bucky and me?” You’re searching through his cabinet and he chucks you the water bottle when you find the Advil. 
“Yea why?” Steve shrugs and nods his head.
“Why’d you do that?” As soon as you ask he’s got that guilty look on his face. The same one he gave you when he fed your stuffed teddy to the dog next door when you were seven and the same one he gave you when he and Sam and moved in together three months after the fact (that one still stings). 
“I just want you two to get along! You both love the museum so I thought if you had a common interest…” Steve shrugs again and you have to applaud his dedication to getting you and Bucky to get along, if only. 
“Our common interest is you, you idiot.” You think about all the times you and Bucky have fought, all the times you felt annoyed by him “you’re why we don’t get along.” 
“I think if anything, that should be a reason to get along.” You’re too hungover to explain this shit to Steve and his thick, loving brain now. 
“We’re at each other’s throats for your attention Stevie, now leave me to be hungover on your bathroom floor.” The cold tile is refreshing against your cheek, Steve stands up and kicks your leg, offering you a ride home and a promise to drop the subject but not without a “I love you both.”
Bucky regrets getting out of bed. Not even the pile of apology bacon from Sam for waking him up with PANS could fix his comment.
“The most important thing I want to know about your night is did y’all FUCK?!” 
“Dude, that’s my sister?” Steve walks into the kitchen and Bucky sighs in relief that you’re not with him, he doesn’t think he can face you after last night. 
“Don’t call me dude, my name is baby to you.” Sam points his tongs at Steve who just bats them away with a finger and wraps him in a hug. 
Bucky hates feelings, romance sucks. His head is in his hands and he is still very much hungover “no we didn’t fuck, it was fine. Went smoothly, nothing scandalous.”
Sam pulls back from Steve and gives Bucky a pointed look, he’s gearing for an earful. “Is it a genetics thing?” Sam turns to Steve and smacks his chest, “Are all Rogers just really fucking dense?” 
“What did I do?” 
“It took four months for you to realize I was asking you out and taking you on dates you buffoon!” Bucky swears this conversation was about him and you for a second but fuck apparently not. Maybe he could slip out? Go back to sleep? Avoid you for a few weeks and not think about the fact he almost kissed you or let spill about the museum…
“And I apologized but what does that have to do with anything?” Bucky catches Sam’s eye and his heart drops, his eyes are begging him not to say anything.
“Sam -”
“Nah you had your shot and you missed. In fact the net was here,” he points in front of him, “and you threw the ball allllllll the way over there,” and his hand is stretched out towards the window. Steve sits down on the seat next to Bucky, his attention caught in the conversation he doesn’t quite understand. “Steve, baby, love of my life, please don’t kill the messenger here.”
“Sam.” Bucky is about to leap over the counter and throttle Sam...if only his head didn’t hurt so much.
“Bucky wants to bone your sister and I honestly CANNOT believe she hasn’t realized that. Why else would he have said yes to last night?!” 
Steve lets out a nervous laugh, he shakes his head and looks between Bucky and Sam, “what? Noo.” But when he looks at Bucky and sees his face dropped and the defeated look in his eyes Steve knows the truth and his mouth hangs open.
“It’s not like that Steve-”
“Oh no sorry, Bucky has a giant nerd crush on your sister.” Right, that’s it. Bucky leaps out of his chair and tackles Sam, his headache long forgotten about. 
“I TOLD YOU IN CONFIDENCE!” They’re scuffling on the ground muttering things like “you had your chance!” and “you fucker!” before Steve is pulling them apart and onto separate couches. 
“I was really rooting for you man.” Bucky narrows his eyes at Sam and rubs his hands down his face. This could not be a worse day. 
“Is this true?” Oh okay no Steve wants to talk about it this it could be a worse day. 
“It’s not like anything is or ever was going to happen. She’s your sister, I wouldn’t do that to you.” 
“And she hates him.”
“And she hates me yes thank you Sam.”
“She doesn’t hate you.” Steve stands up and walks into the hallway. That’s when it dawned on him. You were right. It’s him. 
Steve thinks back to all the times you and Bucky fought as kids and realizes that he was the common factor. You were fighting over him. Then as the years went by and you grew you just began fighting about everything, but it all started with having to share Steve. When you made Bucky eat sand at the playground when you were eight Steve thought it was because Bucky had stolen your toy but it was because Steve had chosen to play with Bucky. When you were twelve and you yelled at Bucky for being an asshat it was because Steve chose to ride bikes with him instead of you. Steve wondered how long Bucky had felt this way about you and how he’d missed it. His gut fell at the idea that he was the reason Bucky hadn’t done anything about his feelings. 
He turned and walked back into the lounge, determined to set right what he had caused to sit adrift for however long. “Right okay this is the weirdest fucking to happen to me and I’m friends with Clint and Tony. Is it just a crush or is it proper feelings?” 
After getting over the initial shock of Steve seeming okay with Bucky’s feelings he has to take a second to register what he’s being asked before he can answer with confidence. “Feelings?” ...or little confidence.
“You need to be sure because if you hurt her I will not hesitate to kill you.” Sam is taken aback by Steve’s outburst almost as much as Bucky but he’s also a little turned on right now…
“Okay, yea I’m sure. I want to date her I’m sorry okay. It won’t happen.” 
“That’s a lie.” Steve knows Bucky would never do anything to jeopardize their friendship, and he knows that if his feelings for you are real that he wouldn’t do anything that would risk hurting you. “Knowing Sam, he’ll make something happen.” But he also knows Sam’s meddling ass...who happened to suggest you ask Bucky in the first place… “Anyway, if you get married you’d be my actual brother and that’s pretty cool.” 
Bucky’s face lights up at the idea of marrying you. He only really thought it was a crush, maybe mixed in with some sexual tension, until last night. Having you on his arm, pretending you were his. The comments people made about you looking so good together. Bucky wanted that for the rest of his life. He didn’t love you, or at least he wasn’t sure of that yet, but fuck he could see it happening, he wanted it to happen. And you almost kissed him last night, you said you’d marry him so maybe, just maybe, there was something there.
After he’s showered, shaved and dressed Bucky is out the door and to your apartment as Sam slings his arm over Steve’s shoulder.
“I’m really proud of you, didn’t think you had that in you. Didn’t even punch him.”
“I think I’m already too emotionally invested in their relationship.” Steve sighs and leans back into Sam.
“Shit man me too she better say yes.” 
~~~
Bucky’s palms are clammy and his heart is racing when he reaches the door to your apartment. He has to count to three and take a deep breath before he knocks on the door but he’s thoroughly disappointed, and also a little relieved when Wanda opens it.
“You look almost as bad as her.” She looks Bucky up and down and gestures for him to come in, Bucky looks around the open lounge and kitchen area but there’s no sign of you.
“I feel like death is she here?” He’s frantic, he must sound like an idiot.
“She’s in her room.” 
There’s a soft knock on your door but no answer. Bucky looks over his shoulder but there’s no sight of Wanda anymore either as he slips into your room and sees you curled up and fast asleep on one side of your bed with still slightly wet hair and pajamas. 
He can’t leave, he considers it but he’s come so far. He could wake you up. But he doesn’t want you to be mad at him if you aren’t already. So Bucky sits on the side of the bed. Then after a few minutes of twiddling his thumbs, he’s scooting up to the top of your bed and laying his head on the pillow, careful not to make any sudden movements. The next thing he knows he’s fast asleep next to you.
You wake up and there’s a heavy warmth over your waist and your phone is flashing with missed messages. You peer over your shoulder and see Bucky sound asleep, turning onto your back you continue looking at him confused and pick up your phone...that has nine missed messages...one from Wanda and EIGHT from Rebecca, they state:
Wanda aka MOM: You guys are the cutest fake couple ever lmao
Betta Barnes: EXCUSE ME MA’AM!
FUCKING ANSWER YOUR PHONE!
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!
CHECK FB!!!!
I’M LOSING MY SHIT!
ARE YOU AND MY DEAR BROTHER DATING!
HE WON’T PICK UP!!!
YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD TELL ME IF YOU AND BUCKY STARTED DATING I FEEL VERY BETRAYED BUT ALSO VERY HAPPY! I’M HAVING A LOT OF CONFLICTED FEELINGS RN
Attached to Wanda’s message is a picture from the party of you and Bucky. His arm around your neck and yours around his torso, his lips pressed to your temple and you’re both laughing. You have a vague memory of the cameraman telling Bucky to show you some love and his striking the pose and then licking your cheek. That was five flutes in…oh no. Oh no Becca has seen these, this isn’t good. 
Bucky groans and grips your hip, pulling you closer until he opens his eyes and remembers where he is. His hand leaves your hip and curls under his cheek as he gives you a sheepish smile and mumbles hello.
“What are you doing here?” Your phone and the problem of Rebecca thinking you and Bucky are actually dating is put to the side the moment he smiles at you. Has it always been that nice to see him smile? 
“Wanted to talk but you were asleep...guess I fell asleep too.” Bucky rubs his eyes but he doesn’t move from his spot on his side next to you as you match his position. 
“Talk about what?” 
"I went off script last night." You suck in a breath as you remember what Bucky had said, the museum, the idea of him falling for you that day. 
"You did. Why?"
"Thought it was more believable," he’s playing with a loose string in the pillow, too scared to look at your reaction as he thinks maybe this was a mistake.
"Because you meant what you said?" You’re biting your lip hoping to god he says yes but why would he?.
"Every word." Bucky reaches out and pushes a loose strand of hair back from your face, his fingers trail down your cheek slowly.
"But you hate me? I'm Steve's annoying little sister," the whole reason you fought was because you were Steve’s sister?! Bucky hates you, Bucky thinks you’re annoying. Bucky meant every word.
"I'm not going to disagree with that second part. But I don't hate you. Disliked you a lot when were younger but never hate.” He chuckles as his fingers retreat from your cheek back under his pillow, they leave goosebumps on your skin. “Kinda like ya actually." He’s not looking you in the eye again and you’ve never seen Bucky so shy in all the years you’ve known him. 
"Does Steve know?” 
"Wouldn’t be here if he didn't. I know you don't like me much but I had to tell you. I thought it was just a stupid crush but after last night, I had so much fun and you were just you and I loved seeing you like that. You're not like that around me normally." It’s your turn to brush the hair back from his face as he tries to hide behind it and your fingers scratch through his beard until they settle on his jaw. Bucky closes his eyes momentarily feeling you against him in a way he never thought he would.
"That's because we don't get along," you have to be sure. You need to be sure this isn’t all just a game to him. You know better, you know Bucky would never do anything to intentionally hurt you but you need to be sure for your own heart’s sake. 
"Oh come on that's just banter neither of us means anything by it." He’s smiling at you and his eyes bounce between your eyes and your lips, god just kiss her he thinks, just fucking do it. 
"Maybe not. Want to know something I do mean though?" He’s nodding his head quickly and you’re leaning in and pressing your lips to his. Your hand grips his jaw and pulls him closer as his travel up your side and push you onto your back, his body shortly following as he settles with one leg between yours and his hips pressed to your side. 
Bucky is in bliss. He’s pretty sure he’s had dreams where he got to kiss you before but nothing could ever live up to the real thing. The feeling of your hands under his shirt on his shoulders, your fingers moving through his hair, your tongue. God your tongue welcoming him and drawing him in like he’s a sailor and you’re a siren in the middle of the ocean. He’d gladly follow you to the deepest depths. 
You pull away but Bucky doesn’t stray far and he’s got a giant shit-eating grin on his face which you’re sure you mirror as you lie there out of breath with him.
“Can I take you on a real date?” You nod and pull him down for another peck. Bucky rolls off of you settles down next to you with a kiss pressed to your shoulder.
“But tomorrow.” “Hmm?”
“Today I want to order McDonald’s and continue sleeping off this hangover.” You reach up and tangle your fingers back into his hair, soft and falling around your hand as Bucky laughs against your shoulder. “Are you going to join me?”
“Of course,” he sits up and kisses you again but only quickly before he pulls out his phone. “You order I need to do something.
From Bucky to Sam:
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There is an empty McDonalds bag on the floor, half empty cups on the nightstands and you’re lying in bed with your head on Bucky’s shoulder watching the IT Crowd when Bucky breaks the silence. 
"Why is Rebecca sending me angry yet very supportive messages about us? These are from this morning before I came round...wait no this one was from an hour ago." He was finally looking through the dozen missed messages from his sister, having forgotten about them after texting Sam earlier when he noticed the pattern, some favorites included
I’LL FUCKING KILL YOU IF YOU HURT HER
I’M SO HAPPY LET ME TELL MUM
BUCKY YOU LUCKY SON OF A BITCH
MY OTP I’M CRYING
And those were just the most recent ones...
"When I was 15 and drunk off cruisers I told her I was going to marry you and she has never let me forget it," better to pull off the bandaid on that little tidbit you think. You should have known she would spam him as well, you just hoped she didn’t say anything embarrassing. 
"I knew you had a crush on me.” Bucky squeezes your thigh that his hand rests on teasingly and you nudge him back telling him no you did not. “How does she already know?" 
"She made me triple pinky swear to tell her if anything even remotely romantic were to happen between..." 
"So you told her I was your fake boyfriend for a night and then that I asked you on a real date?"
"....no. but she saw the pictures from last night," you look up with a sly smile to see Bucky’s eyes go wide and his mouth drop open.
"There’s pictures?!?!"
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Title: You Got Me Word Count: 2k+ Rating: M - mature Genre: ☾smut ; maybe a little ☁︎fluff, if you squint; ✓slice of life-ish Warnings: fingering (female receiving); shower sex; unprotected (stay safe!); adult language  Pairings: Boyfriend!Namjoon x female!reader Summary: None needed. this is straight smut 😂 Written by: Chubs☽ Author’s Note: Okay hahaha sooo...we decided to drop a little something to break up all the aaannnggsstt we’ve been dishing out lately. This was a one-shot or drabble (tbh, don't really know the difference between the two) that started from a dream featuring the one and only, Kim Namjoon. It was originally written in a really rough, play by play format but then we decided it might be a nice smut worthy one shot for all the thirsty Joonie stans out there so here it is! As always we hope you enjoy it! Love you! 💜💜💜-Chubs☽
***Disclaimer: the content of this fic contains mature content and is therefore rated M for mature and therefore not suitable for children or teens under the age of 16 but to be honest, I’d say, under the age of 18. Please be advised. Thank you!
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It’d been a long day to say the least. Your muscles were sore, and you could feel the headache forming just behind your eyes. All you could think about was getting home, stripping out of your work clothes and taking a long hot shower in the hopes that it’d be enough to wash the day away. You hadn’t heard from Namjoon since earlier, but you figured he was busy and when you thought about it, that was probably best, with the way you were feeling, all you wanted to do was sleep. Still, you missed him as much as you did whenever your schedules didn’t link up.
The only thing that would make a long nap after a long day any more worthwhile would be curling up in Namjoon’s arms. It had started to really surprise you, how much you missed him when you weren’t together. You missed things that to most would be inconsequential, but when it came to Namjoon, meant the most to you. Things like feeling the rise and fall of his chest against yours or hearing him speak low and sleepy about his day. You relished in the chances you got, however infrequent, to really enjoy Namjoon’s company. You could get lost in late night talks or sharing his earphones and listening to a new playlist, even something as simple as running your fingers over his hands while he told you, in detail, about something that’d just been on his mind recently.
And just like that you’d talked yourself into missing him more than you already did. As tired as you were, the ache in your stomach to see him seemed to outweigh it. Still, you wouldn’t call. Namjoon had been particularly busy lately and as much as you loved his company, he didn’t have to tell you that when you were together, sometimes distractions couldn’t be helped. Instead, you breathed a heavy sigh and reserved yourself to a shower, something warm in your belly and maybe an episode or two of one of the many shows you needed to finish until you completely checked out for the night.
When you step into your apartment, you pull your shoes off at the door, making your way to the living room to eventually make your way to the shower. You step up into the space and to your surprise you’re met with the top of Namjoon’s broad shoulders and the back of his head, sitting on the couch, headphones on, bobbing along to the music while his thumbs thrummed out lyrics in a note on his phone. Immediately a sense of relief washes over you just to see him sitting there not doing anything particularly special. Having him in your space made it warmer somehow, fuller and as tired as you were you were more excited to see him than anything else.
You drop your bags where you stand and drag yourself over to him on the couch. You lean down and slip one of his headphones from his ear, wrapping your other arm gently around him. He startles a bit and jumps at the sudden touch and you can’t help but laugh at how cute he is, stuttering out, eyes blowing wide in shock.
“Yaa—you scared me! I guess I really can’t hear anything with these on,” You smile and nod.
“What if I were a burglar? Or a serial killer?” you joke, nudging him playfully.
Namjoon looks at you over his shoulder, a raised brow and smug look on his face, “I could take you,”
You raise a brow back at him, taking his words as a challenge, “Oh really?”
He nods, “You don’t look so tough to me,”
“Huh,” you concede. Walking around the couch to stand in front of him. He’s gone back to looking at his phone, smug smile still on his lips pretending not to acknowledge you standing there. “See that’s where you’re thinking is all wrong,” you gently pull the phone of out of his hands and replace it by straddling his lap, “it’s not all about looks,”
Now, you’ve got his full attention, “Interesting…enlighten me,” and he’s quick to play along.
“I don’t have to look threatening to be a threat,” your voice is soft and sly. You reinforce your words by settling down in his lap, purposely adjusting to tease. “You said I don’t look so tough,” He nods, and you can already tell he’s losing focus. His hands fall to your hips and squeeze a bit because of all your moving.
“I don’t have to look tough to take you out,” He nods again, his eyes falling from your face to you set in his lap. You can tell he’s trying hard not to rock his hips up into yours and you know you’ve got him right where you want him when you feel him beginning to harden beneath you. The teasing of his length pressing itself against your clothed core has the fire in your belly burning low but you remain focused, “I don’t even have to be tough,” You lean forward, closer to his face, close enough that your noses are almost touching. Your eyes drift shamelessly from his eyes to his lips, “I just have to know your weaknesses,”
You rock your hips into his and his grip on your hips immediately tightens. So, you take that as an invitation to rock forward more, laying your hands on his shoulders to steady yourself. The closer your chests get you can feel your breasts brush against him. Your body is lighting up, your skin is sensitive, and your clit is throbbing, soaking into your panties and eliciting soft moans that slip near his ear. His body tingles; he’s becoming desperate and you can feel yourself getting impatient too. You begin trailing kisses down his neck, pulling soft patches of warm flesh between your lips to nip and suck. It’s not long before he’s matching your rhythm and his moans are mixing with yours in the open space. “See?” you say, breathy and a bit lightheaded as you lean back and cup his chin. You meet his eyes, offering a smug smile similar to the one he’d given you earlier, “got you,”
You peck his lips and quickly stand from his lap. Namjoon is obviously flustered. His brows furrow and his chest rises and falls quicker than before. He leans his head to the back of the couch to collect himself, taking deep, steadying breaths.
“I’m gonna go take a shower,” you announce cheerfully, grabbing your things from where you’d dropped them and walking past the back of the couch, planting a kiss on his forehead as you do. Namjoon, however, is quick to his feet and following after you down the hall. You hear his bare feet padding the hardwood floors from behind but don’t turn back to acknowledge him. Instead you head straight for your bedroom and continue on as usual, pretending to pay him no attention at all. You put your things away just as you normally would, even humming a tune before grabbing your towel and heading for the bathroom. You can still feel him behind you, tracing your steps; you can even feel his hungry eyes sweeping over your frame. Once you’re in the bathroom you turn on the shower and continue on with your routine, pulling your face stuff out of the cabinet and placing it out on the counter while the shower heats up.
You lean on the edge of your stand-alone tub and pull off your socks. When you go to stand and unbutton your bottoms, Namjoon steps up in front of you and places his hands on your hips. He dips his hands beneath the band of your pants and pulls them down, letting them pool at your ankles. You follow his lead and step out and to the side, kicking them out of your way. Namjoon smiles at this and you immediately move to help him out of his shirt, running your hands down his bare arms. He lifts your shirt off too, tossing it to the side. Namjoon tilts your chin up and nips at your neck. The tickle of his full lips and warm breath coupled with the almost lewd sound of him sucking at your skin sends shivers down your spine. You decide to help him out of his sweats while he’s busy, only to find he isn’t wearing anything beneath them. Namjoon leans away from your neck at the feeling of his hard length slapping into his abdomen, pulling a hiss from his lips. You raise a brow and give him a knowing look to which he smiles shyly, covering his face, trying not to laugh.
You place a hand in his and pull him over and into the shower with you. At first, you stand there as if you’re not as eager as you are to feel him fill you and press you against the wall, ass up while he makes work of your body. You stand under the flow of warm water and let it run over you for a while instead. Namjoon, growing impatient, steps up from behind and presses into you; his hands slip from your neck, down past your collarbones, grazing your nipples and, following the flow of water down, down and between your legs. He wraps an arm around your body to support your weight as he pulls your bare ass back and into his length. You can feel him slipping between you and stifle a moan. His hand comes to cup your dripping heat before sliding two fingers inside. As much as you try you can’t hold yourself back and you moan out at the feeling, leaning back into him more and bringing his free hand up to cup your breast. You’re craving him everywhere; every inch of your body has his name written on it.
His fingers pump in and out of you slowly at first, as if he’s building a slow and steady momentum. Your legs are weakening with each stroke and you bring a thumb down to press against your swollen clit. At the sensation of his fingers pumping you, his sloppy kisses and moans, the feeling of your nipple being rolled between his thumb and forefinger and the heavenly pressure placed on your clit you could feel yourself getting close. The band on your belly was winding tighter and tighter. As if he could sense it, Namjoon beings to pump harder, faster, finally working up to the punishing pace he was setting from the start. Namjoon was desperate to have you begging him to let you finish over his fingers. “I thought you were in control,” he teases, voice low and rough. You could hear his intention laced on his tone. He was coming undone watching you come undone and it only pushed you closer to the edge.
Still, you manage to respond despite how fast your heart is beating with a little chuckle, “You think I’m not still in control baby?”
Namjoon takes the challenge, redirecting you to face the shower wall, laying his body weight into you and pressing you into the tile. He slips his fingers from you and you can’t help but whine at the loss. He pulls your hips back and you readjust, using the wall for support, feeling Namjoon spreading your legs a bit with a large hand and sliding his two fingers back into your heat. Your body lurches forward more with each thrust. Your legs are beginning to shake as he trails kisses over your shoulders and down your back, thrusting into your throbbing, dripping sex. He doesn’t relent, pumping into you further, faster and you moan out; your words almost cut off completely. When he removes his fingers, you feel your body relax a bit from the tension of his punishment. Your walls are hungry and clenching around the space where his fingers were.
He grips your hip with one hand, and you anticipate what’s coming next. Namjoon lines himself up with the other hand and slides in only a bit, just dipping the tip of his length between your sopping wet folds, letting out the most amazing, guttural moan you’d ever heard. “Shiit baby, you’re so tight...mmm so wet,” His words has your body standing at attention; only making you more desperate to feel him. You lay your hand over his hand on your hip,
“Wait, Joonie,” you breathe out, “I want to see you,” You gently push his hand away and turn around to face him. The second your eyes meet, the neediness present, your eyes heavy lidded and desperate, his lips come crashing down to meet yours. Namjoon cups your face in both hands to deepen the kiss, pressing your bare ass and back to the wall before bringing a hand up at the side of your head to steady himself over you. “Fuuck,” he drawls, “what are you doing?” he asks between kisses, voice shaky. You gently grip his length and line it up with your core. You need to feel him now, like this, while he’s hungry for you. Namjoon picks up on your hint quickly and pushes forward into you, stretching you until you’re completely full of him; your back arching off the shower wall. “Ahhhh, fuck, Namjoon,” you moan and Namjoon wastes no time rocking his hips into yours. You feel his strong hand slide down the back of your thigh, lifting one to wrap around him. You rest a hand on the arm he’s using to hold your leg up, feeling his muscles tense under your fingertips. “mmm,” “ah shit”, “yeah baby,” commingled between deep moans and the sound of your warm, wet skin meeting was all you could hear over the sound of the shower water hitting the ground. It was cathartic. Your heart was racing, and your body was reaching exhaustion, but you didn’t care. If it were possible you would have drifted away on the sounds of you and Namjoon making love.
“Joonie?” you moan, bringing your mouth to bite down gently on his shoulder, absorbing the shock of his thrusts “is it good?” you sound desperate and needy for his praise, even to your ears. Although, just by the way his body reacted to your touch, just by the way he sounded nearly fucked out, chest heaving, moans brimming from his gut to his throat to your ear, you could tell how much he was enjoying himself, still, you wanted to hear him say it. “Fuuck yeah baby, so good,” his voice, low and gravelly.
“I’m doing good?” you ask, feigning innocence.
Namjoon slowed his thrusts, dragging them out. His eyes met yours and he dipped down to kiss you, pressing all the way into you, dragging moan and after long, whiny moan out of you, before pulling back and pressing into you slowly all over again. His kisses, deliberate and purposeful, lingered on your lips.
“My baby,” he praised between kisses. As if he were drinking in every ounce of you. His kisses soon dipped to your neck, becoming hungrier the lower they travelled and soon he was back to slamming into you at a punishing speed, his hips snapping sloppier and sloppier with each thrust.
“I’m close, ah shit, I’m gonna cum,”
“Cum for me Joonie, ah, I want you to, please,” and with that Namjoon moaned into his high. Just the sound, the way his torso tightened up, his head falling forward into your shoulder, you gave into your own release, finally feeling the snap and letting it wash over you and pull you under. He dropped the leg he’d been holding and you both stood there under the water, absorbing the aftershock. You brought your hand up to the back of his neck, stroking his hair gently until you caught your breaths. Namjoon pecked your lips, offering you a full-dimpled, satisfied smile. Then a peck to your nose and another to your lips, his smile getting bigger and bigger and his dimples deeper. “Well…you got me,” he confessed with a laugh and unable to hold back you burst into laughter with him, smacking his chest, your cheeks flushing red. You step under the water again and let Namjoon wrap his arms around you, pulling you back into him, laying sweet kisses down the slope of your neck. “Let’s get cleaned up and take a nap before I have to get back to work,”
You nod. THE END.  
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jiminisnotavirgin · 5 years
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Sweeter than Peaches
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Pairing: Kim Taehyung | Reader
Genre: Smut, Slight Angst
Word Count: 2.7k
Warnings: pregnancy sex, lactation kink, fingering, penetrative sex, domestic ROMANTIC au, married couple and all that cute shit tbh
Note: Heavily inspired by stories by @dovechim and @hobiwonder, thanks to y’all for exposing me to my FAVORITE kind of smut. Please check them out if you haven’t yet! Classes just ended for me for the semester and I managed to get this together. I hope you enjoy it (I’m almost tempted to write another part about this couple) but lemme know what you think! I really value what each and every one of you has to say about my works! Thanks again for being patient and sticking it out till I released this fic :) love y’all. ALSO, the pic is NOT mine.
     The sweet scent of fresh peaches drifts into your bedroom window from the fruit garden outside. The summer air blows in small uneven gusts, tangling itself in the strands of Taehyung’s brown curls. The curtains along the window frame spin and twist in an endless tango with the breeze.      He lazily slings his arm across the sheets, expecting the warmth of your waist. His eyelids flutter from the depths of sleep when he’s met with your cold, empty side of the bed instead. His sleepy state makes him more vulnerable to the emotions running through his mind, amplifying his confusion because you’re nowhere to be found.      As he tries to make sense of your absence, he finds his answer in the sliver of light spilling into your shared bedroom from the bathroom across the hall. He doesn’t call your name, opting instead to watch silently as you flutter around the room. Your husband’s endearing eyes remain focused on you—the love of his life and like always, you are oblivious to his gaze. At times, he believes he couldn’t possibly love you any more than he already does but you always find a way to prove him wrong. It is very ordinary moments like these that truly take his breath away.      Your long eyelashes graze the tops of your cheeks as you brush your teeth and stare into the running faucet. Taehyung’s eyes drift lower and lower to your lusciously curvy body, supple breasts, and round stomach which steadily grows with the weight of his child inside. Your pregnancy has brought on more than a few changes and Taehyung’s hunger for you is more urgent than water for a man in the blazing heat of a desert. It takes all the control he has not to kiss you and your stomach all the damn time.      The doctor insisted that an increased sex drive is common in pregnant women and sexual activities are encouraged but you haven’t displayed much of an interest in intimacy, at least to him. He doesn’t know the real reason why you haven’t brought it up despite your growing and constant state of arousal. As you sit on the toilet and pee for what feels like twenty minutes, you’re reminded of exactly why you’ve remained silent on the matter. From this angle, you’ve got a crystal clear view of your puffy, swollen feet. Not even a pedicure could save them now. They were so pretty before.      You know your insecurities are ridiculous and superficial but that doesn’t change the fact that these thoughts resurface on the forefront of your mind like a wrecking ball when you feel happiest. With each passing day, your confidence dwindles. You’ve already spent seven months with the angel in your stomach and you’re grateful for that time but still, you don’t feel confident and it isn’t because you’ve gained weight—it’s because you don’t recognize the woman looking back at you in the mirror with her flushed cheeks, baggy t-shirt, and messy bun.      On top of it all, concealing these feelings from Taehyung is extremely difficult since you confide in him about almost everything. This is the one thing you’re too embarrassed to reveal and honestly, it’s more about your own fears coming to life than his.      “Jagi, come back to bed,” Taehyung’s voice is faint from the bedroom, low and groggy from sleep. “I miss you.”      Flipping off the light switch in the bathroom, you tiptoe into the bedroom and settle into the cool sheets beside Taehyung. Taehyung’s head is already perched on his hand, his body angled towards yours as he rests on his side. “Duty calls?”      “You know it. Like sixty times a night,” you answer with a dry laugh while digging through the top drawer of your nightstand for a pair of fuzzy socks.      “It’s your fault for drinking orange juice like the world’s gonna end tomorrow.”      “Shh, you know I can’t help it.”      “Maybe the baby’s gotta pee, too.” He places the palm of his large hand on the side of your stomach, leaning forward to press his lips on your neck. You tilt your head up, allowing him easier access. Breathing in the scent of your natural aroma, Taehyung lightly drags the tip of his nose over your skin. “Why do you always smell so damn good, hmm?”      “Mr. Kim, it is two—“ you pause to take a glance at the clock on your nightstand before continuing, “—thirty. Two-thirty in the morning. Are you seriously trying to seduce me right now?”      “Of course I am, Mrs. Kim,” he hums, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear with his index finger. “I’ve been trying to seduce you for weeks—months—but I think my charms have worn off.”      “What are you talking about?”      “I mean you’ve barely even kissed me since baby Peaches joined us. Did I do something wrong?”      His playful expression shifts, revealing the concern lingering in his heart. His brown irises dart back and forth between your shoulder and face as he tries to gauge your reaction. Even in the dark of the night, the tiny moles decorating his face stand out like a stream of stars connected as a constellation. You long to kiss each one, eager for a taste of the stardust that comes with Taehyung’s pure soul.      His question echoes in your head. ‘Did I do something wrong?’      Of course not. It isn’t him—it’s you, truly. You’ve allowed your own insecurities to intrude on your relationship and now he’s suffering the brunt of it. He’s perfect. Not literally perfect but close enough to have snatched your stubborn heart in a matter of days when you first met. If you haven’t treated him that way lately, now’s the time to show him.      “Come here, you,” you whisper, closing your eyes and allowing your lips to lead the way to Taehyung. His plump lips greet you gladly, molding against yours with subtle yet hungry determination. His tongue glides over your bottom lips and nudges into your mouth with a light tug. His lips are comforting. Home. And you’ve been gone for too long. You pull back, fiddling with the collar of his shirt before teasing at the warm skin of his chest with your fingertips. “I’m sorry.”      “For what?” A haze of desire still glazes over his eyes but his hand halts its ministrations over your thigh. “For what, jagi?”      “I haven’t been myself. Hell, I don’t know who I’ve been lately but I promise, it has nothing to do with you, Tae. I’m sorry for being so confusing, I just feel so overwhelmed with my job and the baby coming soon and my body, I can’t seem to figure—“      “Your body? Jagi, where is all this coming from?” he interrupts, worry occupying his handsome features. You hike the sheet over both of your bodies, hoping to cushion the intensity of your previous statements. You know better, though. Taehyung won’t let a comment like that slide without investigating and although you’re supportive of his logical side that solves problems through discussion, you’re still so ashamed for having these feelings in the first place. Talking about them will only make them more real.      “It’s nothing,” you sigh. “Really.”      “Talk to me.”      “I just don’t look like myself so I don’t feel like myself.”      “But this is you,” he speaks softly, choosing his words carefully. “It’s another side of you, sure, but it’s still you and it’s not a bad thing because change is good. Change is growth.”      “I know.” Your response is quiet as you begin to get lost in your own thoughts. “I’m just afraid. You know how I feel about change, it scares the shit out of me. Every day I get closer to having this baby and every day we get closer to our lives changing forever. I… I want things to go right.”      “I’m scared too, you know,” he murmurs. “But everything’s going to be great and it’s been great so far. The same way you took a chance on me, we’re taking this chance together. We’re gonna raise this baby and guide them through this crazy life together and I can’t think of anyone I’d rather do that with than you. I love you, jagi, you’re not alone and you never will be.”      The pressure of his lips against yours is featherlight, devoid of sexual lust but oozing pure love and affection. His words are so soft and sweet, warming you up from the inside. Taehyung sighs as your sleepy face floods with relief. Sometimes, all you want is someone to hold you and tell you that everything’s going to be okay and Taehyung understands that more than anyone.      “I love you,” you breathe. Taehyung’s hand rests over your hip as you sit up and fluff your pillow, desperate to feel his strong arms around you. You nestle against his chest, curling to mold against his body. His hand falls neatly in the valley below your breasts and above your stomach but his fingertips begin to draw tiny patterns over the bare skin of your chest, where the loose collar of your t-shirt hangs over.      He peppers tiny kisses on your shoulder blades, allowing his hand to sink underneath the fabric of your shirt and roam across the expanse of your chest. He’s tempted to tweak your round, perky nipples that stand tall against the incoming breeze, however, he proceeds to cup as much of your swollen, milk-engorged breast in his hand as he can. A tiny moan flies from your lips as he squeezes, following the speed of your shallow, eager breaths. Milk begins to soak through the fabric, creating two very obvious damp spots on your shirt. Once the surface of his fingers are soaked with the sweet liquid flowing from your breasts, he brings his hand to his nose and inhales before letting out a low groan.
     “This shirt’s gotta go,” he insists, gently lifting the hem with a light tug. You toss it to the side and sit up, keeping your legs spread to provide space for Taehyung.
     “Could you…” you begin, too shy to finish the rest of your request. It’s something you haven’t asked of him yet.
     “Say it. I want to hear you say it.” His locked gaze has already answered the question and his eyes reveal nothing but desperation to taste you. You can’t deny that this has secretly been one of your desires since you began lactating. The thought of Taehyung’s tongue as well as him greedily sucking your juices stirs up many, many feelings inside.      “Suck.”      Burning desire shoots straight to his cock but he manages to utter a quiet, “Say no more,” before lunging at your chest with a mischievous smile.      The feeling is light at first. Euphoric. He teases you with his tongue, poking at the center of the tender bud with delicate taps before fully latching on. Weaving your hands into his locks, you urge him forward with a few gentle pulls. He whimpers as the sugary liquid flows into his mouth, unprepared for the burst of flavor gracing his mouth. Your head falls back as goosebumps begin to cover your entire body. His mouth triggers a wave of heat and tingly sensations you haven’t felt in a while and suddenly, your core is seeking any form of friction against Taehyung.      “So sweet.” He pushes your panties to the side, groaning when his fingers are met with the arousal of your desire for him. “So wet for me, Jagi, what if I—“ he slips the tip of his index fingers into your clenching entrance, grinning as your breath hitches in your throat, “—Shit. I fucked a baby into you—how are you so tight, jagi?”      “Put them in, Tae,” you beg. “Stop teasing me, I’m gonna lose it—“ Without warning, he thrusts two fingers inside until your heat sucks them up with one push. You bite your bottom lip as he pulls out, only to go back in with three fingers. You squirm with the pressure but welcome each twist of his digits as you find yourself grinding against his hand. Each of his thrusts increases the pleasure reaching your limbs and just when you think you’re close enough to reach the moment, he pulls out and slathers his tongue over his hand before stripping himself of his pants.      “God, you’re gonna kill me. Sit on my cock.” Sweat glistens over his forehead, reflecting the pale streetlights guarding the roads outside. He lays down beside you, smiling as you straddle him, clutching onto your round stomach to balance your weight.      “Baby Peaches was kicking before,” you admit breathlessly, settling yourself over his legs. Over time, you finally grew to love the strange nickname Taehyung used for your baby.      “Wait, what?” he asked seriously, squinting in disbelief. “Why didn’t you tell me? C’mon, jagi, I miss it every damn time.”      You smile and wipe the dampness off his forehead. “There are more important things at hand.” His hard, long cock lays flat over his pelvis, red and twitching with the desire to be touched. Rubbing yourself over his length, you grind forward and backward, creating a rhythm that prepares you for when he’s inside. His panting grows more sporadic, stomach clenching with the urge to plunge into your sopping wet heat each time you get close to the head of his length.      Rather than riding him the way you used to, you lean your weight backward, grabbing onto his thighs for extra support. Your extended stomach rises and falls with your own desperate breaths before you finally sink onto the bulbous head of his slick cock. Although he took the time to warm you up beforehand, the burning stretch of his cock against your soft inside still manages to catch you off guard every time. As you slide in and out, every ridge, vein, and crevice of his length presses against your hot walls, coating his hard cock in your nectar.      “Harder, Tae.”      “Not too hard,” he warns. “Remember what the doctor—“      “I’m not gonna break, Tae, come on! I’m so close to cumming.”      “Alright, jagi,” he decides, willing to go only a smidge deeper. He refuses to risk it when it comes to baby Peaches. He shifts gears, thrusting up into you as you lower yourself onto him. He hits that soft, spongy spot deep inside you and just when you think that’s enough, his thumb pokes at your clit, rolling in smooth spirals until heat pools in your pelvis.      “Oh, god, keep going.”      Taehyung’s moaning too now, his peak approaching with each of your clenches around his dick. The squelching sounds of his skin slapping against yours echo across your bedroom, mixed in with the melody of your deep breaths blended into one. He thrusts into you until he easily slides in and out, picking up the pace as your whimpering increases.      “Touch my clit again,” you ask, too focused on chasing your high to open your eyes. Taehyung stares at you and joy floods through his bones. Your long brown locks, red cheeks, and large breasts bounce with each lift and fall. He loves seeing you crumble with pleasure. He rubs the pad of his finger against your swollen bud until your entrance clenches uncontrollably around him, milking him of all the come he can hold.      “Fuck, fuck, fuck,” he sputters, watching as your wet cunt swallows his dick and releases it, only to pull it back in again.      “Cum on my stomach,” you groan, too dizzy to look at anything but Taehyung in his cloud of physical ecstasy.      “Wh-What?”      “Do it.” He gets on his knees and strokes the last bit of himself on your stomach, painting the round surface in messy strings of white. You lay back, accepting the fuzzy warmth flowing through your blood and brain. It’s hazy and you know Taehyung’s feeling the same thing but he kisses you, relieved to feel your touch on his skin once again.      A small smile makes its way to your face. “I love you. I’m sorry I didn’t say anything before.”      “Don’t apologize. I want you to know that you can always talk to me about anything, jagi—anything. It’s okay if you’re confused or angry or upset. You don’t have to feel one hundred percent all the time—no one does, you know?”      “Except baby Peaches. Always kicking all the freaking time.” He groans and smacks his forehead with the palm of his hand. “Don’t remind me because I always fucking miss it!”
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jungshookz · 6 years
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ceo!yoongi - the wedding
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→ pairing: min yoongi x reader
→ genre: ceo!au, the fluffiest fluff, humour, you look like a pRINCESS, a lil bit of n s f w, jungkook is a brat no surprise there
→ wordcount: 7.7k
→ notes: it’s hERE the big day!!!!!! i’m so happy that you guys like ceo!yoongi you blew my expectations for the response to this fic out of the water!!!! i had,,, such a good time writing this i fckin love weddings as you can tell i got a little carried away because this ‘“”””drabble”””’’ is nearly 8000 words long?? whoops ALSO i used google translate for the korean part so,,,,,,, if it’s not an accurate translation please don’t come for me i am SORRY 
if u wanna ask yoongs or y/n anything u know what to do ;-)
you’re getting married to min yoongi today. holy shit. 
(gif isn’t mine!) 
(((and the read more function iS there but most of the time it doesn’t work on mobile :// i am sorry don’t attack me by sending passive-aggressive anon messages)))
you’ve never felt more like a princess than in this moment
“not half bad” you mutter to yourself, turning a little and checking yourself out in the mirror
your gown is beaUtiful you got it custom made and everything and it even came with a VEIL
“oh my god,,,, i’m going to cry” jimin appears behind you in the mirror and he presses a hand to his chest “you don’t even look like yourself whERE are your mismatched socks”
“i couldn’t find a pair of socks to go with the heels” you joke and turn your head a little but the makeup artists turns your head back so she can dab a little more lipstick on your lips
yoongi hired like a miLLion stylists because he didn’t trust jimin to do your makeup and hair (and tbh jimin doesn’t trust himself to do your makeup and hair either lol)
a minute goes by before she decides you’re good to go but she fixes your veil a little and then dusts some glittery powered on your exposed chest and your shoulders
wow
you really are a disney princess now
“could you guys give us a second?” you give the many stylists a polite smile and they all agree and eventually file out of the room
you lift the dress up a little so you can step off the mini podium and jimin immediately rushes over to grab onto your shoulders
“…you’RE GETTING MARRIED TODAY”
“…I’M GETTING MARRIED TODAY”
“i can’t believe you’re getting married before me”
“i know!!! crazy stuff” you smile
“i’m so happy for you” jimin sniffles and you coo before leaning in to give him a hug but he stops you before you can hug him and you pull away clearly hurt
“you’re going to get glitter all over my suit and i dO not want that” but he leans in to kiss your cheek very very gently
“i miss yoongi” you pout and turn to look at yourself in the mirror (wat u look rly good okay)
you haven’t seen yoongi in like 24 hours because both of you had your bachelorette/bachelor parties and then it’s the whole ‘the bride and groom can’t see each other before the wedding’ thing so you and yoongi had your own hotel rooms :-(
of course jimin shared a room with you so it wasn’t that bad
“yoongi looks really good in his suit” jimin grins and stands next to you in the mirror “just to let you know”
“i-“ suddenly your phone vibrates on the table and you click-clack over in your heels to grab it
your face immediately lights up in a smile when you see who’s calling
“hey boss” you pick up the call and you hear yoongi’s raspy laugh on the other end
“hi, baby.”
“i miss u”
“i miss you too. i can’t wait to see you.”
you glance over your shoulder and jimin’s preoccupied with fixing the rose in his suit pocket
“i’m wearing the thigh garters and the lacy white panties you bought for me under my dress” you lower your voice a little so jimin can’t hear you
“oh yeah? quit trying to lure me out of my room - you’re the one who said we weren’t allowed to see each other” yoongi teases
you hear some commotion from yoongi’s end and you check the time on the clock
yep
it’s time
“i think that’s my cue. i’ll see you soon. i love you.”
“love you more” you whisper and then yoongi hangs up and you put your phone on the table
“i can’t believe you’re making me walk down the aisle with jungkook” jimin grumbles and fixes a strand of his hair
“we didn’t have enough bridesmaids!!” you giggle and jimin rolls his eyes before giving you a quick hug and another kiss on the cheek
“i’ll see you out there?” he raises his fist and you fist bump him gently and nod
once jimin leaves a second later your parents enter the room and your mom coos at how gorgeous her daughter looks on this wonderful day
“look at you!” she gasps and wraps you up in a hug and you laugh lightly
“never thought i’d see the day where you actually put in effort with how you look” your dad jokes and your mom smacks his arm in warning “you ready, champ?”
“as ready as i’ll ever be” you grab your bouquet off the chair and link arms with your mom
it’s only once you’re standing in front of the closed double doors that you realise you are noT as ready as you’ll ever be
your heart is going like a million miles per hour
and you didn’t think it would happen to you
but you have cold feet
what if you’re too young to get married?
maybe you and yoongi are diving into this relationship too quickly
like you’ve only been dating a couple months and that iS a pretty short time to date and then suddenly decide to get married
what if you turn into those couples who get married young and then eventually the spark disappears from the marriage and you guys turn into a bitter old couple stuck with each other forever
oh god
if you and yoongi divorce you’ll have to find another job and you don’t wANT to find another job
there was an opening at the damn sandwich station
you don’t want to spend the rest of your life making sandwiches with too much mayo and too little tuRKEY
you don’t want to be a LISA
lol shady
oH GOD
you are 110% not prepared when the wooden doors open slowly  
but the first thing you see is yoongi waiting for you at the end of the aisle
and oH
he looks so handsome in his crisp tux
and he has a red rose in his suit pocket
his hair is styled perfectly and he’s positively glowing
the venue itself is gorgeous too
fairy lights twinkling everywhere the rose gold and white go reaLLy well together 
the lights are the perfect level of dim and everything just looks so romantic and well put together 
everything is perfect
and this is the part where you’re supposed to start walking
okay
thIS is the part where you’re supposed to start walking
okay nOW
uh-oh
your feet feel like they’ve been glued to the ground and everyone’s just… staring at you
“you okay, honey?” your mom nudges your side gently and you’re snapped out of your thoughts
your mouth is all dry and you can’t open your mouth to say anything but you nod quickly
your heart is like exploding in your chest
of course your mother knows best and she can tell you’re like suPer nervous
“you know, i was pretty nervous before my wedding too.”
you immediately turn to look at her and you’re like …go on
“i thought i was too young to be getting married. thought i was ruining my life. i had so many things i wanted to do, so many things i wanted to see, and i thought getting married was going to hold me back. but… i loved your father so, so much. all those things that i wanted to do and all the things i wanted to see? i ended up doing those things with him right by my side. it’s your wedding - of course you’re nervous. but tell me - you see that man at the end of the aisle?”
you turn to look at yoongi and he’s staring at you with worry in his eyes because you stILL haven’t started walking and the crowd is getting a little antsy
“do you love him?”
“of course i love yoongi” you breathe out
you love yoongi with your entire heart
you love how sweet and caring he is like when you stay late with him and end up falling asleep at your desk and you always wake up with yoongi’s suit jacket around you to keep you warm
sometimes he carries you to the car and he’s sO gentle with you to make sure he doesn’t wake you up
you love how thoughtful he is like when he knows you’re having a bad day and surprises you with cookies or a pint of ice cream even though that’s the last thing he wants you to eat
you love how considerate he is like when you tell him an awful joke and he laughs anyway even though you’re like the least funny person in the entire world
and hello?? he’s so snuggly in the morning you loVe that
you love min yoongi.
“and you want to marry him?”
“more than anything else in the entire world”
“then what’s the problem?”
“...i don’t wanna trip down the aisle” you squeak out and your dad stifles a laugh before patting your arm gently
“c’mon, y/n. can’t keep your fiancé waiting.”
there seems to be this collective sense of relief in the crowd when you start walking and jimin reaches up to dab the bead of sweat lining his forehead before shooting yoongi a thumbs up
both you and yoongi are just staring at each other as you make your way down the aisle and yoongi can’t help but think about how fuckign lucky he is to be marrying you
you give your parents a hug and a kiss before they’re handing you over to yoongi
you wobble a little on your heels but yoongi grabs your hand before you can topple over thAnk god
yoongi lifts the veil up over your head and his heart flutters when he sees you smiling at him with rosy cheeks
“hi” you whisper quietly and yoongi smiles in response before brushing some of your hair back
the crowd takes a second to settle in and yoongi takes advantage of the rustling
“hi. you okay?”
you nod quickly and squeeze his hand “i love you”
his cheeks immediately warm and a smile tugs at the corner of his lips “love you more”
the two of you turn to face the priest
“dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to celebrate the marriage of min yoongi and y/n y/l/n…”
the priest goes on and on and the entire time you and yoongs are just staring at each other and giving each other knowing looks like ‘good god, this is boring’
yoongi pinches your hand hard when it looks like you’re about to let out a yawn and you quickly suppress it when he gives you a warning look
finally it’s time to exchange vows and noW you know what you forgot this morning
your cue cards
you were never really good at improvisation so this… is going to be interesting
luckily the priest invites yoongi to go first so that gives you some time to come up with soMEthing  
“y/n. when we first met, i have to be honest - i did not like you. like at all.”
wow
it doesn’t get much better than that lol
“whA-“
“you insulted me in the elevator, you spilt coffee all over me, you kept forgetting to remind me when my meetings were scheduled, you nEver threw away your cookie wrappers-“
“okAy i think we get it” you scowl and everyone in the audience can’t help but laugh
how the hell are you getting roasted even at your own damn weDDing
yoongi smiles and squeezes your hand
“but even after all of this, somehow, someway, i fell in love with you.  i fell in love with the way you stumbled into my office every morning with a half-ass made cup of coffee, the way you were willing to stay late with me even though i know you would much rather go home and watch TV, the way your face lights up whenever i bought cookies for you... i knew you were the one for me the night that we kissed, and i wouldn’t want to have anyone else in the world help me tie my ties. y/n y/l/n, i loved you then, i love you now, and i’ll love you forever.”
aW that’s so cUTE you didn’t know yoongi had it in himself to say something that cheesy without puking
“i actually left my cue cards in the office. so. there’s that.” you clear your throat and give yoongi an apologetic look “i…” for a second you blank because you actually forgot what you had planned to say
bits and pieces are coming back to you but daNg it you spent like a week’s worth of lunch breaks writing them out
“yoongi. i also wasn’t a huge fan of you when we first met. no matter what i did, you’d always give me a look of disappointment and scold me for being a bad secretary. all i know is…”
fuck it
time to improvise
you clear your throat and stand up a little straighter
“all i know is that you’re the one i want to spend the rest of my life with. your beauty, heart, and mind inspire me to be the best person i can be. i feel truly blessed that out of all the people in the world - you chose me. you chose me, and i get to share my life with you, and you’ve chosen to share yours with me. you make me happier than i ever could imagine and more loved than i ever thought possible.” you clear your throat because you feel a lil lump growing in there
you’re not usually this emotional but
there’s just something about weddings
“…min yoongi, you are my person. you are my love and my life - today, and always.”
everyone bursts into applause when you finish and you can’t help but feel a sense of pride because everyone’s tearing up and also yOONgi’s eyes are gLASSY
and yoongi nEVer cries
and now it’s time to make it ~official~
“Min Yoongi. Do you take Y/N Y/L/N as your lawful wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and cherish until death do you part?”
yoongi’s never been so sure of anything in his entire life
“I do.” he slips a ring onto your trembling hand and you try your best to calm your nerves but you’re just sO happy
“Y/N Y/L/N. Do you take Min Yoongi as your lawful husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better or-“
“yES i dO” you reply a little too enthusiastically and the crowd bursts into a murmur of giggles
the priest smiles before gesturing for you to slip the ring onto yoongi’s finger
and…
“i now pronounce you man and wife. you may now kiss the bride.” yoongi immediately swoops down and plants his lips on yours and you instinctively wrap your arms around his neck when he places his hands on your hips to pull you closer
everyone’s cheering around you but all you can focus on is yoongi
it feels like you guys are the only ones in the room
“aLright you two save it for the honeymoon” jimin smacks you with your bouquet and you blush before pulling away but you still cling to yoongi
“i love you” you beam and yoongi leans down to give you another kiss
“love you more”
you and yoongi are all over each other at the reception
not like thAT but like in a more romantic lovey dove ooey gooey way
“we’re married” you giggle and nuzzle against yoongi’s neck and he reaches over to yank your chair closer to him
“we’re married” he repeats and holds your hand out so he can look at the twinkling ring on your finger
you pull away and look at him
“i made you cry”
“you did no such thing”
“i maDE you tear up” you tease and jab at his chest and yoongi swats your hand away
“there was dust in my eyes”
“there was nO dust anywh-“
clink clink clink
jimin’s suddenly standing up from his seat next to you and he’s clinking the side of his flute of champagne
“everyone! i’d like to make a toast.”
you turn your attention to jimin and woW your best friend looks especially handsome tonight!!!!
this lighting makes his skin look greAT
“first of all - congratulations to the newlyweds.” everyone applauds you and yoongi and the two of you give nods and smiles of acknowledgements “y/n and i have been friends for as long as i can remember. i’ve always been the one y/n goes to in times of need, i’ve always been her pizza/movie night buddy… but everything’s different now. boss, please take care of my girl for me, okay?”
“of course i will.” yoongi nods and you push your bottom lip out in a pout when you see jimin’s eyes glimmering
omg
your eyes are getting watery too
“okay. that’s all i have to say.” jimin’s voice wavers and then he sets down the microphone and you immediately get up and coo and wrap your best friend up in a big fat hUG
“mY babY!!!!!” you sniffle and press a kiss to jimin’s cheek and basically cling to him and you and jimin are off in your own little world and yoongi’s like ahEm i am your husband pls pay attention to me
“i wanna make a toast too!!!!” jungkook stands up and nearly knocks his chair over
clink clink CLONK
he clinks the side of his flute and it immediately shatters into a trillion pieces
“whoops” he blinks down at the shards of glass and then sets his flute down and picks up the microphone
“i’d just like to let everyone know that y/n herself said that if yoongi wasn’t in the picture she would’ve definitely ended up with me. yoongi - i can still steal your girl, so don’t piss me off”
“excuse me?” yoongi’s glare immediately makes the smile drop from jungkook’s face
in that moment he knew he fucked up
“nothingi’msorrysir”
so yeah everyone’s having a pretty good time
you break away from all the socialising to get yourself a drink
and the next thing you know you’re hearing jungkook over the loudspeakers and you’re like oh nO what is this punk what up to
“everyone! please help me welcome mr and mrs min for their first official dance as a married couple!”
o god
o gOD you forgot the first dance was a thing
obviously you like the part where you dance with yoongi but not the part where everyone like staRes at you dancing with yoongi
yoongi knows how much you hate crowds buT also he wants to show you off as his wife so u better get ur ass over here or he’ll literally drag you over
you end up getting nudged back to the dance floor by everyone and you whine quietly when yoongi takes your hand and pulls you in
“this is so embarrassing” you groan and yoongi laughs before wrapping his arms around your waist
“only you would be embarrassed at your own damn wedding”
you peek over yoongi’s shoulders and see literally evERyone staring at you and your cheeks flush instantly
“hey, look at me. it’s just you and me, hm?” yoongi presses his forehead against yours and you crinkle your nose in responsethe two of you dance for a little while longer and you want to stay in the moment forever because yoongi’s whispering sweet nothings in your ear and you are just so so SO in love with him
he has his arms wrapped tightly around your waist and your arms are dangling loosely around your waist
occasionally he’ll swoop down to give you a small kiss but he keeps it PG because you do have an audience after all and he’s not about to make out with you in front of ur parents lol
finaLLy the slow song switches back to a pop song and everyone floods the dance floor once again and you’re like phEw but also kinda bummed out at the same time because you wanted to slow dance with ur mans for a little while longer you felt like you were at prom lol
cutting the cake had to be the most fun part because you got to smash it into yoongi’s face
“y/n, i swear to god, this suit was sO expensive if you get onE dollop of cream-“ yoongi doesn’t get a chance to finish his sentence because you’re suddenly pushing the slice of cake right into his face and everyone bursts into laughter at the sight
yoongi staggers back and is like :0000000!!!!!!!!!! and he wipes the chunks of cake off his face and off his precious suit before glaring at you and you’re like uh-oh
and then you realise he’s not actually mad because he’s lunging for you grabbing your face and pulling you in for a FAT kiss
you squeal because cake is getting all over your face but you kiss yoongi back anyway and giggle against his lips
and of course yoongi gets his revenge because he digs his gruBBy hand into the cake and you’re like N O   W A IT
anyways you end up getting cake all over your chest and yoongi gets it all over his suit but you both clean up to the best of your abilities
the party finALLY gets started and all you have to say is that your friends and family get wild sOoo quickly
everyone here has obviously taken advantage of the endless cocktails
people are jamming out on the dance floor
some people are enjoying drinks by the bar
jimin dragged yoongi off somewhere so you’ve kind of just been hopping from table to table thanking people for coming
“joon you look so handsome tonight!!!! thank u for coming!!” you bend down and wrap an arm around him to give him a hug from behind before pinching his cheek and sitting down in the empty seat next to him
“of course i had to come to my favourite coffee-thief’s wedding” he teases and takes a sip of his champagne “also this champagne is like reALLy good”
“right??? it’s the really bougie stuff i almost picked the one with real gold flakes in it but i resisted because i don’t want to completely destroy yoongi’s wallet”
the two of you end up chatting for a little while longer before suddenly jimin appears out of nowhere and drags you out of your chair
“wOah where are you taking me???” before you know it you’re being plopped down on a chair in the middle of the rOOm and there’s a crowd around you
and when you turn to face the front you see your husband walking over to you
you immEdiately feel warmth ziP down to your nether regions
he’s taken off his suit jacket and his tie and he’s unbuttoned a couple buttons on his shirt anD he has his sleeves rolled up and holy shit did it suddenly just get warm in here or what
you can tell he’s a little tipsy because he has a lazy smirk on his face and his eyes are kind of cloudy
“hi baby” yoongi cups your jaw before bending down and pressing his lips against yours
he tastes faintly of beer and mint
“how much did jimin give you to drink?” you giggle and push at his chest gently then watch as he drops to his knees in front of you
and the way he looks up at you with dark eyes makes your insides melt
it takes a second for you to realise what’s actually happening
the thigh garter
the crowd goes wild when yoongi’s head suddenly disappears under your dress and you feel his hands grip at your knees before pushing them apart so he can wiggle himself in between them
“yOongi!” you gasp quietly when you feel him nip at your inner thigh
he’s definitely noT supposed to go this far up
your face is on fire at this point but yoongi’s having the time of his life and everyone else seems to be into it
you feel him press a trail of warm kisses from the inside of your knee all the way to your inner thigh
and then he’s taking your garter in between his teeth and slowly pulling it down your leg
a bunch of cheers and whoops echo around the room when yoongi crawls out from under your dress with the lacy garter in his mouth
he smirks up at you and your cheeks heat up and you quickly shuT your legs
he ruffles his hair quickly to fix it before getting up off his knees and immediately tossing the garter into the eager crowd of mEN
you’re not surprised that jimin is the one who catches it (he shoved like three other guys out of the way) and you’re like alREADY planning his bachelor party for him in your head
yoongi’s like the last person you think of when you think of ’dance floor’ so when he suddenly drags you towards it while you’re in the middle of getting another glass of champagne you’re like genuinely shook
jungkook and jimin and all ya friends are all bopping on the dance floor and you feel yoongi grab your wrist before he’s twirling you around in a circle
you stumble into his chest and giggle before wrapping your arms around his neck loosely
“what has gotten into you!!!!” you’re not complaining at all you’re a huGE fan of this loosey-goosey yoongi
“i’m just really happy that’s all” he murmurs and leans down a little to give you a kiss
“yeah? you’re just really happy?” you giggle when yoongi abandons your lips and instead decides to begin planting kisses down your neck before biting down playfully on your shoulder
“i think we should go and consummate our marriage as soon as possible” yoongi purrs into your ear as he sways the two of you back and forth “our suite is ready for us”
the whole thigh garter thing put him in a certain mood
“we can’t just leave our own party” as muCh as you want to leave it would just be rude!!
“it’s not like anyone’s going to notice with jungkook dancing on the bar like a madman” you look over and sure enough there’s jungkook jumping up and down on the bar while the poor bartender’s just trying to do his job
of course
because he’s min frickin yoongi
a Professional Businessman Who Is Good At Convincing People To Do Things For Him
he convinces you to leave your own damn party
the two of you manage to sneak out but not before jimin rushes over with yoongi’s suit jacket and tie and your phone and tells the two of you to have fun wink wonk
yoongi slips into his suit jacket and leaves his tie hanging around his neck and then he’s grabbing your hand and the two of you are slipping out the back door
and now it’s just the sound of your heels and yoongi’s dress shoes clicking against the marble floor while the two of you practically sprint down the hallway in a fit of giggles
“can’t you move any faster?? you’re wasting my time here woman” yoongi groans playfully and you’re like this dress is like fiVe pounds and these heels are like six inches what do you expect me to dO
“take your heels off then”
“u know what that is a very good idea yoongs” you bend down and step out of your heels before picking them up
and the next thing you know you’re being swept off your feet and thrown over yoongi’s shoulder like a sack of damn potatoes
“jEsUs-“ you shriek in surprise and yoongi smacks your bum over your dress as he walks the two of you into the elevator “u know there are more romantic versions of doing this”
you’re getting red from all the blood rushing to your head and yoongi chuckles before bending over to let you get back onto your feet
“alright, fine. i’ll try to be more romantic just for you.” yoongi grabs your arm and wraps it around his neck before he’s lifting you up and carrying you bridal style just like how u wanted
you coo and lean in to kiss his cheek before you’re holding your left hand out and admiring the glimmering wedding ring on your finger
“i’m married” you beam and watch the ring reflect under the light
“wow, me too. what a coincidence!” yoongi replies sarcastically and you pinch his cheek before taking the room key out of his breast pocket
yoongi lets you back down onto your feet after the elevator door opens and he’s not surprised that the first thing you do is basically scream rACE U TO THE ROOM and you zip down the hall
yoongi laughs when he sees you stumble a little and then chases after you
unsurprisingly he catches up to you right as you reach the doors
it’s hard to unlock the door to the suite with yoongi nipping at your shoulder and very subtly grinding into your bum and you giggle and swat his wandering hands away before finally pushing the door open and wOW
how did they fit a damn chandelier in here??
your heels fall to the floor with a clatter and you walk in even further and there’s a golden cart sitting by the couch with chocolate covered strawberries and champagne with goLD flakes in them and um??? ARE THOSE
ARE THOSE YOUR VENDING MACHINE COOKIES
you gasp and nearly trip over your dress as you stumble over to the cart and yoongi’s like i should’ve hID the food cart damnit because it’s pretty obvious you’re not in the fuck me mood you’re in the fuck me uP WITH THIS FOOD mood
you plop down on the couch and it bounces underneath your weight and yoongi can’t help but laugh because you’re like drowning in your dress you kinda look like a cupcake
he sits down next to you and pulls the food cart towards him
“what a perfect way to end the night” you sigh happily and yoongi turns and is like what do u mean end the night pls tell me we’re not ending our night like thIS
you reach over to nab a cookie while yoongi pops the cork off the champagne
some of it flows out from the top and yoongi shakes it off his hand before pouring some into the two flutes
he hands you a glass and you take a sip and your eyes roll to the back of your head because that is sO good
you watch yoongi underneath the dim light of the chandelier and watch as his adam’s apple bobs after he takes a sip
fuck
he looks good
you snap yourself out of it and your attention turns to the food
“gimme a strawberry” you poke yoongi’s side before shuffling a little closer to your husband
yoongi rolls his eyes playfully and sets his flute down before bending forward a little and choosing the biggest strawberry for you
“here you go, you big baby” you giggle and as yoongi raises the strawberry to your mouth  
you take a bite of it and he pops the other half into his mouth
he raises his hand and his fingertips are stained with melted chocolate and he turns to look for a napkin because he is not about to stain his suit with chocolate
and what he’s definitely nOt expecting is for you to take his hand and bring it to your mouth
o,,,,,oh m,.,my
you wrap your lips around yoongi’s pointer finger and pull away with a pop
and then you’re taking his thumb into your mouth and sucking gently before you pull away and wipe the corner of your mouth and yoongi swallows thickly
“there you go, all clean” you murmur shyly and that,,,, was.,.,. the hottest thing he thinks he’s ever seen in his entire life “gimme another one”
yoongi raises another one to your mouth and when you go to bite it he pulls it away and smirks
you see the playful glint in his eyes and you go for the bite again and he pulls it away aGain
“yoongi!!!” you whine and pout and yoongi grins at you with his gummy smile and cocks his head
“what? come and get it” yoongi holds the berry in between his teeth and points to it and you immediately scramble over to take a bite
before you get the chance to do that yoongi spits the berry out quickly so you end up kissing him instead
and you could technically pull away and grab a berry from the plate yourself but like
making out with yoongi is always nice
“that was sneaky” you mutter into the kiss and yoongi hums in response
his hands are starting to wander
you feel one hand disappear under your dress and the other moves to your back to tug at the zipper of the dress
you jump when you feel yoongi’s hand give your ass a good squeeze and dang now your dress is fully unzipped and is starting to slide off your shoulders
“waiT wait” you pant and push yourself away from yoongi
“what’s the matter?”
“i wanna go to the bedroom i’m not letting u fuck me on a couch on our first night as a married couple r u kidding me”
touché
yoongi groans impatiently and flops onto his back on the plush bed because once you get the bedroom ur like okay give me a minute i need to pee
what!!! he’s a man with simPLE neeDS
he just wants to make love to his wife okay!!!!!!!!
yoongi doesn’t know how he forgot this detail but when you emerge from the bathroom dressed in a very vERy sexy pair of lacy bra and panties that he bought for you to wear especially for tonight he’s suddenly like lol the wait was woRth it omg
“like it?”
it came with this short silky robe that’s slipping off one of your shoulders as you approach him
yoongi swears his mouth is watering
“like it? i fucking love it.”
holy fuck
you are
so
sO
hot
you giggle because you’ve never seen yoongi so flustered before
you straddle him and his hands are like hovering over your hips
you’ve worn lingerie for him before but tonight you look extra ravishing
you look at him and his eyes flicker up to from your boobs (he can’t help it they’re like right in his face okay) to your face
his eyes are all dark and blown out and he places his hands on your hips before giving you a squeeze and taking his bottom lip in between his teeth
“fuck, look at you...” even after all this time you have to admit you still get blushy when yoongi sees you wearing lingerie just for him
now you’RE the one who’s flustered  
once he gets the flimsy robe off of you and tosses it to the ground you instinctively cover yourself up but yoongi grabs your wrists before you can do that and he holds them behind your back with one hand
“c’mere” yoongi rasps, hooking a finger under your chin and pulling you down towards him so he can kiss you
when he lets go of your wrists you immediately reach up and start undoing his buttons as he peels his suit jacket off and tosses it somewhere
“you gonna make love to me now?” you feel yoongi unclasp your bra before he’s helping you take his shirt off
“cheesy,” he teases “but yes, i’m going to make love to you now”
you never know why yoongi buys so much lingerie for you because they all end up on the floor like -5 seconds after you show it to him
“fuck, fuck, that’s it, you’re so good for me” yoongi pants and tilts his head up in pleasure because you feel sO tight and soft and warm around him “you’re a-all mine,” he grunts and thrusts into you again and it hits thAt spot inside of you making you cry out
“yours, i’m yours,” you moan and yoongi wants to fall apart when he hears you whimper an ‘i belong to you’ into his ear
he intertwines his fingers with yours before leaning down to plant his lips on yours
it’s reminiscent of the night he proposed to you because he feels your ring biting into the sides of his fingers when you squeeze his hand
the only difference is that now it’s a wedding ring instead of an engagement ring
yoongi wraps his fingers under your thigh and hitches it up against his waist
and he can’t help but look down at where the two of you are connected and he watches himself disappear into you as he thrusts
“shit, baby, don’t squeeze like that” yoongi warns you and you apologise quietly before you nudge your nose against his and kiss him
it only takes another minute or so before you start feeling warmth bubbling inside of you
“yOon- ’m not gonna- please let me c-cum i’m so close”  
yoongi bites down on your shoulder hard when he feels you dig your nails into his back
the bed starts to creak underneath the two of you but yoongi literally does not give a shit because all he can focus on is getting you to cum
his fingers are rubbing figure-8s on your clit while he’s hitting the sweet spot inside of you over and over and ovEr again and you think your soul actually leaves your body when you finally are pushed over the edge
it’s just the sound of your guys’ moans and groans and skin on skin echoing around the room
“i- ah! i love you i l-love youiloveyouiloveyou” you’re crying out yoongi’s name and he just wants to hear you cry out his name on loop for the rest of his liFE
“love you- fuck - love you m-more” yoongi lets out the most guttural groan when he cums and you feel him spurt inside of you as he rides out both of your orgasms
yoongi leans back on his heels and pulls out of you slowly and you immediately clench around nothing
“pretty little pussy n it’s all mine” yoongi mutters more to himself than to you and you immediately blush and clamp your legs shut because you never know what to say when yoongi says something like thAt
“nuh-uh, don’t get shy on me now, you minx” yoongi pries your legs apart with a grin and slots himself in between them again before leaning down to give you a sweet kiss
anyways you and yoongi end up having sex like three more times that night because you guys can’t get enough of each other and each time you finish your hormones are like lol nopE let’s do this AGAIN
thank god the walls here are thick otherwise you’d get many many noise complaints
you wake up early the next morning and find yourself snuggled up to yoongi
you unravel his arm from around your waist and sit up before stretching out your limbs
you pull the sheets up so that it’s covering your chest and you turn to look at your snoozing husband
he’s still glowing from last night and his lips look so soft and pouty
his eyelashes cast a shadow over his cheeks
he looks so beautiful in the soft glow of the morning light
you’ve never been more in love with him than at this moment
your eyes trail down his face to his bare chest until they reach his left hand and your heart warms at the sight of a silver ring wrapped around his ring finger
your heart flutters in your chest because you are no longer ms y/l/n you are now mrs min
wow
you guys are married
you’re his wife
he’s your husband
holy shit
he stirs underneath you and you wait for him to open his pretty brown eyes
“good morning, mr min” you have your chin propped up on your folded hands and yoongi wraps his arm tighter around you before yawning and stretching his limbs out
“good morning, mrs min” his voice is low and raspy from just waking up but he reaches down to poke your nose gently “…how long have you been watching me sleep, you creep?”  
ah
who says romance is dead?
next week you guys are flying to yoongi’s hometown daegu for a traditional korean wedding
which you’re reALLy excited for because you’ve always loved learning about different cultures and traditions
and hello??? the hanbok you’re going to be wearing is a deep purple colour and you love that
plus you’ve been brushing up on your korean lately and you’re preTTY much fluent at this point
(not rly)
you know what though you realised that you can pretty much get away with anything as long as you keep saying 네 [yes]
“shouldn’t you be working right now? i’m not your tutor” yoongi snorts when you stumble into his room with a bunch of korean textbooks clutched to your chest
“listen liSten i’m like basically fluent now okay just have a conversation with me i promise u i will be able to hold a basic conversation” you sit down across from him and yoongi leans forward on his folded arms on the desk
“okay, fine. 안녕하세요.” [hello.]
“안녕하세요!!!!!!!!!!!” [hello!!!!!!!!!!!] you say hello a little too enthusiastically and yoongi chuckles at how cute you are
you have a slight accent (obviously) and he thinks it’s just the cuTEST thing ever
“잘지냈어요?” [how are you?]
“좋은. 그리고 너?” [good. and yourself?]
yoongi figures maybE he can have a little fun with this
“좋은, 고맙습니다. 너 쿠키를 가져간거야?” [good, thank you. are you okay with me taking your cookies away?]
your eyes widen a little in surprise because whaT did he just say,,,.,,,
okay don’t panic
“…네”
“오! 좋은. 또한 점심 시간을 없애고 있습니다.” [oh! good. also, i’m taking your lunch break away.]
“…네…”
“너는 더 이상 지민을 볼 수 없다.” [you’re not allowed to see jimin anymore.]
um
okay you heard jimin in there somewhere
maybe he’s asking you if you like jimin???
“네!”
“나는 리사와 결혼하고 너와 이혼하고있어..” [i’m marrying lisa and divorcing you]
your brows immediately furrow because did he just mention,,, liSA
you don’t know what he said but if lisa’s in there it can’t be good
“아니!” [no!]
“i think you might need to brush up on your korean a little more” yoongi smirks and tilts his head before gesturing to the door “go back to work, jagi”
“why!!!!!!!!!!! my korean’s like noT half bad”
“really? because you just agreed for me to take your cookies away, take your lunch break away, and you’re no longer allowed to see jimin. at least you said no to me marrying lisa and divorcing you. i have a conference call, you gotta get outta here” yoongi gets up from his chair before placing a hand on the small of your back and nudging you towards the door
“wha- that’s SO unfair you know i only know the basics you can’t just do that!!!!!“ yoongi opens the door for you
“sure i can! you agreed to all of it. 키스 [kis-su], please.”
okay at least you know what that means
you cup yoongi’s jaw and pull him down to give him a lil kiss and he taps your bum
“waiT wait i have something else to say” you turn around before yoongi can push you out
“what is it noW”
he’s expecting you to swear at him or say something dumb but instead you wrap your arms around his waist and prop your chin up on his chest to look up at him
“사랑해~” [i love you]
and yoongi’s heart grows like a triLLION TIMES BIGGER YOU ARE SO CUTE
“너를 더 사랑해.” [love you more]
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after watching the new episode i was wondering if it possible for TodoBaku or is there moment that show Bakugou doesn't really mind about Todoroki in the later chapter ? and what's your opinion in TodoBaku ? how do you see their relationship ? Thanx :)
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh what a good great unexpected question - personally, I don’t ship it romantically one bit, but it is one of my favorite dekusquad/bakusquad relationships - I guess you might consider it something similar to an accidental sort-of-friendship neither of them seem to actually have noticed yet? It’s definitely a unique relationship for either of them, at least… they make it clear more than once that they Do Not Give A Fuck about the other’s personal struggles, I just can’t see them talking and finding sympathy in each other, but that just ends up giving them a kind of blunt and no-bullshit relationship that doesn’t stop them from working together when needed. I don’t know how to properly explain it, honestly, but they’re fun! 
I don’t know how much spoilers you want so I’ll keep this as vague as I can, but they do happen together more than either of them would like, and their relationship is a really amusing one for me - Todoroki actually cracks jokes with Bakugou around, though always with his neutral face and making fun of Bakugou himself when he does, and the way he has of just straight out ignoring Bakugou’s insults and fire-spitting and answering as if they were having a civil conversation is weirdly entertaining tbh
I wouldn’t say that Bakugou “doesn’t mind Todoroki”, but he does end up having way more important things to think about than his one-sided rivalry with him, and once he starts settling things with Deku the narrative mostly moves to push in that direction, which means that every interaction he has with Todoroki is either on neutral grounds or in the middle of forced cooperation, pushing any antagonism they might have to the background, really - also, the more the story goes on the more Bakugou becomes civil with the rest of the class, so there’s that too! Anyway, they’re fun to me, I wish to draw more of them in the future tbh
Anon said:I do laugh at Bakugou’s reaction on the podium bc visually its animated funny. But u r right that the whole thing is fucked. How is that even appropriate to do to him? And it takes until after his fight with deku many arcs later for All Might to say “we maybe sort of neglected this kid’s mental health.” Like wtf. It upsets me sometimes to think just how much All Might just doesn’t even *see* Bakugou. So much is wrong about this, from putting Bakugou on display to forcing the medal on him.
Blessed words all of them - it’s why I’m such a fan of the idea of Bakugou without even noticing switching his role model to Aizawa, actually? Aizawa’s the only adult figure in the whole manga who’s constantly been there for Bakugou, he has his future and mental health and reputation constantly in mind and works his ass off to try and help him along as much as possible, he takes note of everything Bakugou goes through, every switch in mood and worsening in personality and interpersonal relationships, and he’s always incredibly fast in nudging him towards the right path again - and Bakugou noticed. He trusts Aizawa to know him, follows his directions and accepts his advices, believes he’ll have his back without an ounce of doubt, that’s the tutor/student relationship Bakugou deserves 
I understand that All Might has a lot of problems of his own and he’s just learning to be a teacher anyway, but he found it in himself to be there for Deku, while Bakugou has been obviously staring at his back for the whole length of the manga and it took All Might 120 chapters to notice, that’s just plain sad
Anon said:What’s your favorite Bakugou headcannon?
BOI I have a lot! One is mentioned in the ask up there, actually haha but generally you can see most of them in my art? I like the idea of him being an artist a lot, given how both his parents are into it, I like to think he’s a rock-music type of kid, I have weird headcanons about his dorm room all including too fancy-looking designer furniture and one too many hero figures stuffed under his bed - he might have a fire extinguisher or two in there as well. Also, he’s a restless sleeper (more like a fighter sleeper) and never wears socks ever
I like to think most of his clothes are black because it’s the color on which the soot from his explosions is the least noticeable, and that he unironically honest to god thinks skulls are the coolest thing ever and can’t stop himself from buying every piece of clothing with them on it (first time he entered Tokoyami’s room he died what a cool place he never wanted to leave ever again); that he really doesn’t like the sea - or taking long baths/showers - because water washes his sweat away and he feels defenceless and it’s horrible, and that rain makes him useless like it does to Mustang from FMA (haha)
He names everything after fire arms (has an extensive, nearly to the point of being uselessly detailed knowledge of those) be it his special moves or his pets or his toys when he was a kid or every and each of the pokemon he’s ever had in any game he’s ever played - he’s a gamer! Mostly into fighting games, though they frustrate him because now and again he blows the controller up without realizing and he’s forced to stop playing, but he also likes strategy-based rpgs a lot (all his characters are called King Of Explodo-kills. All of them)
He talks in hyperboles most of the times, means a thing but uses a word fifty times stronger than necessary to express it instead, and he’s so not used to positive emotions that the first time he feels them it takes him a while to figure out exactly what it is that he’s feeling - he’s an affectionate friend, though he has weird ass ways of showing it, and this part of him is new to him as well since it’s just coming out now that he’s got the squad (he was nearly sure the kids in middle school were his friends, but what kind of friend leaves you to be saved by Deku when a villain attacks?) (meeting the squad made him realize he’d never actually had friends before, it was a bittersweet feeling)
………..okay enough, you asked for my fave and I just blabbered half an hour. I don’t even know which one’s my fave tbh hahaha
Anon said:as much as I like the anime, seeing the sports festivals always makes me sad because bakugou is still an angry kid, but at that time thats pretty much the only thing people see, while after in the manga, yes hes still angry but hes softer? in a way? idk he grew up so seeing him back at the first point makes me sad (sorry for the rant I have a lot of feelings abt this lmao)
He HAS grown, hasn’t he! I hadn’t realized just how much until I saw him back at the beginning of this season yelling at Todoroki the he should stop thinking about Deku and start worrying about him - it’s? Painful? He’s in a constant fight against the whole world, while now you see him way more with his guard down and just… existing. I’m so proud of him and all the good great amazing relationships he’s built ;u;
Anon said:What episode 12 needs is the bakusquad getting angry at how Bakugou was treated because you can’t convince me they were okay with that.
Hmmmmmmmmmm boy I would love that, but all things considered at that point, given how Kaminari and Mina and Sero reacted to Bakugou’s fight with Uraraka, I can kind of safely assume they didn’t think much of it cause they honestly thought Bakugou would flip and destroy the world if not restrained - Kirishima might have found it eccessive, possibly, but in that case too his relationship with Bakugou was just being formed, he didn’t know Bakugou enough to be sure he wouldn’t just lounch himself at Todoroki as soon as he was free
What I can imagine is all four of them some months in the future thinking back on it and going, man, fuck, that really was messed up, what the hell, and for a whole week Bakugou’s highly confused and kinda creeped out by how nice they’re being to him (at some point he starts thinking it’s a quirk) (they stop and go back to normal once they realize he’s honestly trying to figure out a way to unmake it)
Anon said:have you ever thought about…. ojinari (denki and ojirou) beings best buds or just hanging out? and i always liked the idea that baku and kiri get a little jealous whenever denki fawns over ojirou’s soft tail
I have!! It’s also pretty much canon, they’re seen interacting a lot - I don’t know about jealousy tho, mostly because I like to think Baku and Kiri enjoy Ojiro’s friendship a whole damn lot too haha Ojiro’s probably the only one who trains just as much as they do, really, he must be a great gym partner
Anon said:Holy mother of–the medal around Bakugou’s neck is just–I have no words but it’s such a really thoughtful and beautiful way to represent just *waves hands* I can’t explain it but it was really perfect and you’re such a great artist aND BAKU DESERVES BETTER
Holy smokes thank you!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my god!!!!!!!!!!! ;;;A;;; I’m so glad you liked it, oh b o i and yessssss at least he deserves a lot more respect than he ever gets from anyone that isn’t his friends ;~;
Anon said:I know the chains and muzzle were probably(?) for comedic effect like “hahaha he’s so angry we had to restrain him” but dang I’m with you that was just wayyy too far. Crossing into inhumane territory there
;-; I’m so glad I’m not the only one that feels like this about that
Anon said:Okay…. but have you considered in the recent chapters….. platonic kirideku….. (please, I need more of their pure friendship)
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I have, they’re pretty cute and pure and Kirishima’s a ball of excitement and fighting spirit as usual and Deku is kinda there trying to keep up all wobbly smiles and good intentions (he’s not used to the hype people poor child *pats his head*) which is amusing, I don’t mind their relationship at all! But as of now I still haven’t found anything about it unique and interesting enough to make me want to draw it? They’re cute! But they feel… sorta superficial? Like, Kirishima’s friends with everyone, and Deku’s friends with everyone, so of course they’re gonna be friends with each other too! But that’s about it right now. I dunno, maybe it’ll develop more in the future and I’ll decide I want to draw it, who knows!
Anon said:Have you seen that vine with the drunk guys recording singing backstreet’s back? The guy recording is kiri the guy angrily carrying the other drunk guy is baku and the guy being carried is kami
Oh my god this is the best thing I’ve thought about all day, bless you anon hahaha I can’t stop laughing send h e l p the angry look is just so Baku how did they even get him to carry Kami rip
Anon said:I’m sorry if this is annoying of something (mostly bc it’s not a question really) but I REALLY needed to tell you your art is awesome and you made me giggle like a little girl (especially at your kiribaku stuff), and I spent hours at it. You’re amazing!!
It’s not annoying at all!!!! Oh my god, thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anon said:Sero giving Bakugo some kind of tape corset is just… omg Fran.
It’s not easy keeping the explosive friend at bay, but someone gotta do it (usually it’s Kirishima) (Sero works well enough when the target of Baku’s yelling is Kiri himself, tho)
Anon said:I just wanted to let you know that bnha has been all over my dash forever but the only reason i’m watching it is you. I found you through your haikyuu art (the bokuku.roteru comic to be specific) and I was sad that you don’t post much hq anymore, so I figured I would watch bnha so that I could enjoy your art to the fullest 😅 I’m only 8 episodes in but i like it so far!
I’m!!!!!! So happy you’re liking it, holy smokes!!!!!!!!! *O* thank you so much for deciding to try it out only for my art, oh myyyyyy ;u;
Anon said:Okay so… This is going to sound honestly terrible but… If Suneater needs to eat something to get his abilities, what would happen if he ate a human with a quirk? Would he be able to use it too?? Gosh. This is so morbid. Sorry for the ask.
DON’T!!!!!!!!!! worry anon this is a home open to every and each speculation as far as quirks go I live for this shit - also I might or might not have thought about this too (I have) and I guess as long as quirks are classified as physical attributes then he would gain the quirk? Mutations, for sure, but stuff like Bakugou’s sweat works too (he can use the venom in the animals he eats so nitroglycerin sweat is fair game) and probably body-shifting like Kirishima would work as well… I’m not sure about stuff like Shinsou’s quirk, but if there’s a gene or an actual mutated part of his body that can make him control people, then probably it’s be okay too
Please Jiki don’t ever eat anyone, tho lol
Anon said:I also am weak for the need vs want. I’ve actually said that to people. Don’t need you, I want you hahaha love you, Fran!!
Anon said:OMG Fran the comic !!! the soft kiribaku !!! and i love that Bakugou can still live without Kirishima but his live will be colourless, just LOVE IT !!!!!!
THANK YOU BOTH SO MUCH OH MY GOD!!!! I’m super glad you liked it!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Today was an eventful day 1. sorry I'm Doing this on tumblr. Idk why but it feel easier to keep up with if I think someone might read it . Any way you can block (tr)ash talking or diary entry if you don't want to see this 2. MY flight was delayed 2 hours 3. I spent money on a really dumb shirt and I'm pretty ashamed /embarrassed that I did? But also I think it will be fun to wear to parties and stuff and it's really good quality and was pretty cheap 4. When I went to buy the shirt I knew it was half price cause I had seen it online but the guy tried to charge me full price so I was like excuse me. And then he was like nope it's not on sale so I was thought I was wrong and I left. Then I went back and realized it had a blue dot which means half price so I argued with him and he was like nah that's wrong so I bought the shirt online for half price when I got home. I'm really pissed about it and I'm not sure why he would do that? 5. I am wondering if it is because his friend wanted the shirt or because I am brown or because it was an MENS shirt and I don't look or sound like a man or because I am dressed like a lesbian today 6. Sunny comes out in two days 7. I'm writing this on the plane back to school after winter break idk I'm half excited to see everyone like the iasip boy and my director friend who has been snap chatting me recently (he convinced me to buy the shirt tbh and my friend who likes rpdr and my friend who is going to be my assistant this quarter and my friend who is really good about not misgendering me, but I'm half really really anxious 8. A girl from my hall at school is sitting a few rows ahead of me on the plane. We are friends on Facebook. I wave to her As I pass. She waves back. Her friend who is next to her says who is that. I don't know she responds. 9. I'm reading This Is How You Lose Her by Junot Diaz right now and it's really really incredible. I don't think I know of anyone who writes about the immigrant experience better than Junot Diaz. 10. A choice quotations from This is How You Lose Her are listed below 11. "As we walk over to the courtesy golf cart, I say, I feel like you rejected my whole country, Magda" I have had so many Magdas in my life it's painful. Every time someone says something about Iran or makes a comment about Indian doctors not being as good as American doctors, it goes straight to my heart. Every time one of my American friends opens their mouth about one of my countries-- something they experienced when they went to the Taj Mahal, something they read in an article online because no one reads the newspaper anymore--they become a Magda. And it hurts. 12. It's a good book. The girl on the plane next to me is reading the back cover as it sits turned upside down on my lap, spine pressed open. 13. I am wondering how long until we land. 14. I am picking at my cuticles 15. I do not want to Uber home from the airport but I am thinking that it is going to be too late to take public transportation alone right now 16. I don't actually think that Uber is much safer but I've never hearted of Anyone I know getting h mugged in one and That at least provides some sense of comfort. 17. I wrap my ring finger around my little finger and press the pad of my pinky against that of my thumb. The plane roars as it begins its descent. My fingers quicken. With my middle finger I rub rapidly at the tiny piece of skin that pokes out from between my nail and the nail bed it hurts. There is a cuticle on my thumb that is not so close to the nail. It would hurt less I know. I keep rubbing my pinky. The plane hits ground with a sharp thud and my hand, ring finger still wrapped around my pinky, shoots out to the chair in front, unsuccessfully trying to absorb the shock. I will be back at school soon. Things will start moving again soon. I am worried. I am scared. I still do not know what I am doing there. The plane slows to a stop and my middle finger goes back to rubbing my pinky. The girl next to me straightens her back as if to nudge me out of my seat. I settle back and continue to rub my pinky. We're the very last row on the plane, we'll be waiting anyway. I can't tell if my pinky has stopped stinging or by now I am just used to the pain. 18. I am eating dried mangoes (the unsweetened kind like I like) as I wait for the crowd around my baggage claim carousel to disperse. People swarm toward the silver roundabout trying to grab there bags and get out of here. It's okay that I can't push forward. I have time. People breathe down each others necks standing on tip toes , eyes trained on the little hole that vomits up bags searching for that purple ribbon or orange tag that distinguishes their bag from everyone else's. Its okay. Im in no rush. 19. An old man in a thick red coat sits next to me flanked on the other side by a young girl in a hoodie. He is telling her that everyone else is dressed much more warmly. Is she sure she will be okay. She rolls her eyes and says she is fine. My chest swells up no one is fine for our winters. They're the kind of winters that make your bones feel cold. They're the kind of cold that seeps through woolen socks and pinches at any inch of bare skin. I'm proud of my ability to sustain these winters. I'm an immigrant. I'm not used to this weather. 20. I decide to take the bus home. It'll take lo ref but I've got time plus last time I ran into a friend on the bus. 21. I watched a little boy on the bus draw a peace sign in the condensation on window. I smiled as he slid his little finger back and forth
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