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grimgrinnrs · 2 days
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Y'know. I had plans on being here. I really did. And then the front half of this week suddenly became busy before I knew it so now I'm just. Tired. Instead of willing to right lmao
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eraba-reta-unmei · 5 months
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send me random funny asks to chase the intrusive thoughts away, go. /j?
i sometimes get caught in thoughts of thinking people actually don't like me (or my characters/writing) very much even though i know it's dumb. nothing in particular triggered this the dopamine just isn't quite hitting my brain the way it should.
i am a helpless potato that chases validation and im working on it.
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manjushake · 10 months
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my heart aches
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inseparableduo · 8 months
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In conclusion: Please don't tell me you want to be friends only to ignore me whenever I try to talk to you about anything not ic related. If all you want to do is talk ooc to plot stuff or chat about muses and that only. Just tell me that. I don't want to waste my time and energy on people who don't want to get to know me. It won't upset me, I promise. In fact, I really appreciate it as I am a very straight forward person and I don't like beating around the bush or passive aggressive behavior.
At the same time, I am not a therapist. Please don't just come to me to vent then ignore me when it comes to legit anything else. Also don't harass me or try to guilt trip me into responding faster. I'm just gonna block you
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grimgrinnr · 2 years
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Life is not being very kind to me lately guys and I am, so, so sorry about it. I’m just. Things are not steady, I’ve got some anxiety over it, I’m tired, things just aren’t going well for me and I still can’t be here and I am not happy about it.
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hecatcd-archived · 2 years
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//I will never understand people who make hating ‘Lore Olympus’/Rachel Smythe their entire personality online. Doubly so if they treat not reading/dropping the comic as some sort of moral high ground in whatever imaginary game of 4D chess they’re playing. 
Like, no one cares but you?? If I don’t like a series, I just ignore it and go on with my life. Dunno why this seems like a herculean task to so many antis. Just get over yourselves and do something more productive with your life than shrieking hatred over an ultimately harmless webcomc.
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lastoneout · 4 months
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Ya know when people told me "when you're finally safe enough that you can leave survival mode and start to let go of and process your c-ptsd/trauma things are probably going to get really, really bad before they slowly start to get better" I thought that was reasonable. I did not understand that by "things are going to get bad" they meant "you're going to find yourself in the worst mental state of your entire life, but dw, that means it's working" and tbh I simply wish someone had been more clear.
Edit: If everyone could please take a minute and think about what it must feel like to be struggling and then have multiple strangers say to your face that they find the prospect of going through what you're going through so horrifying that they'd rather kill themselves and then stop leaving comments like that I would greatly appreciate it.
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kuchipatch1 · 3 months
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yall have got to be more normal about Southern people and I'm not kidding. enough of the Sweet Home Alabama incest jokes, enough of the idea that all Southerners are bigots and rednecks, and enough of the idea that the South has bad food. shut up about "trailer trash" and our accents and our hobbies!
do yall know how fucking nauseating it is to hear people only bring up my state to make jokes about people in poverty and incestuous relationships? how much shame I feel that I wasn't born up north like the Good Queers and Good Leftists with all the Civilised Folk with actual houses instead of small cramped trailers that have paper thin walls that I know won't protect me in a bad enough storm?
do yall know how frustrating it is to be trans in a place that wants to kill you and whenever you bring it up to people they say "well just move out" instead of sympathizing with you or offering help?
do yall understand how alienating it is to see huge masterposts of queer and mental health resources but none of them are in your state because theyre all up north? and nobody seems to want to fix this glaring issue because "they're all hicks anyways"
Southern people deserve better. we deserve to be taken seriously and given a voice in the queer community and the mental health space and leftist talks in general.
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kawaii-pigeon · 13 days
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So p/atreon is amping up its lockdown on nsfw material, gumroads is amping up its nsfw material-
Pornhub is currently not available in texas.
KOSA keeps coming closer to getting actually passed-
Can people please just admit that nsfw is being driven underground? That adult artists are being banned and pushed out of their spaces?
And dont start saying "oh just the yucky stuff." No, this is *ALL* Nsfw.
We are losing spaces left and right...
Not only that, it feels like we creatives are being killed. And that isnt exactly hyperbolic.
Paypal implemented taxes not that long ago, a hit to those who use it. Artists especially. Midjourney and other ai, stealing artworks, having people think less of artists.
Platforms kicking and banning artists left and right.
It feels like being an indie creator is being choked out of possibility. That you have to be born rich and lucky for your creative dreams to come true.
"oh you're just a porn addict its not that bad"
Its not that bad until your stuff is banned.
We had ROE VS FUCKING WADE thrown out the window. You dont think we could have LGBTQA+ rights thrown out too!?
The internet is becoming SO HOSTILE to creatives of all sorts. Its fucking heartbreaking.
Its like we're entering nsfw prohibition of the internet, buy a 160 dollar keychain for a 'free' picture of a dragon fucking a Volkswagen 😭
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worthless-mess · 6 months
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"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired
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gayvampyr · 9 months
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no offense but you guys need to learn the difference between someone implying their experience is universal and a post simply just not being about you
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st-dionysus · 6 months
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We've had strap ons since at least 400 BC, and people still have the nerve to go on gay hook up apps and ask "how can an FTM be a top?"
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reikacchan · 1 year
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don't give up
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manjushake · 10 months
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I feel sick kinda..and tired. Maybe I'll nap again
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variksel · 1 year
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i hate you ai art i hate you "unalive" i hate you youtube premium i hate you twitter 8$ checkmark i hate you nfts i hate you therapy app advertisements i hate you non-chronological timelines i hate you instagram reels i hate you subtle tiktok filters that cant be turned off i hate you family bloggers i hate you ads on true crime episodes i hate you facebook i hate you vr glasses on chickens i hate you dystopian social media
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grimgrinnr · 2 years
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So I dunno if y’all have been able to see this of late or not, but I’ve recently been having an interesting, and admittedly involuntary, time with my mental health, thoughts, and anxiety.
Generally, I’m fine. I’ve still got relatively high spirits about myself, I’m just struggling with not dwelling on the thoughts that are causing me trouble. It’s absolutely 100% has nothing to do with writing, so I won’t be bringing it onto the dash, but I will say that I’m slowly but surely doing better with it.
I’ve medicated when I’ve had too much anxiety in me, I’ve talked to other people about it, and I’m trying to push through it. I’m simply just tired from it, and as such have little muse of late as I’m going through this. I wanna write, I wanna have fun with it, but I’m just not at the right energy level for it just yet
I might do small things that strike my fancy, and that’s a hefty might, but for the most part I can’t do drafts no matter how much I’d like to. Consider this a minor hiatus if you’d like, but I’ll always be lurking until I have the ability to rock up and kick the door in of this blog and get back to writing lol
With all of that out of the way, I hope you all have a great time tonight, or that your night improves from here on if you aren’t already. If you’d like to talk, hell, even plot possibly, Discord will be a great place for that. It’s open to mutuals, so if you don’t have me yet, feel free to hmu on here and we can fix that
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