[ID: Spanner has chill look on his face with lolipop sticking out of his mouth and he wears his usual mechanic suit. Shoichi smiles awkardly, he's in T-shirt with cubes print and has headphones on his neck (or shoulders... not on the head). Around them are sparkly stars, everything is shining a little and colors are in pink-violet tones. End ID]
49! Kim Dokja likely doesn't have the memories of his past life before the scenarios. Or at least, most of it. Seeing how he doesn't remember Christmas, doesn't remember his dislike for tomatoes, and knowing how he's the fraction of himself Kim Dokja thought his companions loved (And he was that, but he wasn't the only part,) Kim Dokja probably tried to remove the traces of the trauma he experienced from 49! Kim Dokja. Like how he killed his father, how he was abused by his relatives, being bombarded by reporters, ending up in a third-rate university, being sent to the frontlines, eking out a living in a no-name game company while eating store-bought food everyday alone and living on through consuming and devouring the tragedies, misery, and suffering of one single man. Because, how could his companions ever love that part of him? Instead, he left those memories to 51! Kim Dokja, so that he could understand the weight of his responsibility and guilt. To make himself understand how he must atone for the creation of this world and its suffering. (ORV, the story, starts with reminding the reader of this Kim Dokja - the reader, the pathetic and lonely man with a common story of misfortune. Of the part of himself that he didn't think that anybody could love and at the end of the story, it tells him this; This story is just for you. 'Why?' The story's chapters, made up from paragraphs of sentences born from words that were carefully built by each painstaking letter, whispers - because we love you.)