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annmariethrush · 11 days
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Rooting for characters to be good for good’s sake is boring. I’m real so I have to be good for good’s sake which is okay, but fuck if I need my characters in made up realities that don’t exist to be good even when the world is bad to them or they have the opportunity to be more interesting as monsters or tyrants or just straight up assholes. Ship people who are toxic. Fuck monsters. Kill people. Have fun. It’s fiction, that’s the point. Do what you have to do to be a good person in the real world who doesn’t do shitty things to other people or support people who do shitty things.
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dykeredhood · 20 days
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I retrieved my Strategic Scientific Reserve pin from the cabinet
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It’s totally normal to tear up over your own writing, right?
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Anyway, Steve’s plan has finally come together, and I couldn’t let it go by without a solid dose of angst! Thank you so much for your love on this story, guys, it means so much!
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tothosewhoshall · 1 year
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There is so much about this
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Steve Rogers, in the 40's, in front of a fellow army man, openly saying that he loves bucky
Obviously when Steve think of love he thinks of bucky.
I can't imagine losing him, ouch!
"he loved that kid, i can't imagine losing Bucky" HE SAID "that man loved another man, i love bucky"
[ID. A comic panel of Steve Rogers from the shoulders up, looking down slightly. He is in the captain America suit. He's expression is sad and distraught. The speach bubbles say "... Tommy. God, Tommy..." "Have you seen NAMOR at all? He LOVED that kid. I can't imagine losing Bucky..." He is talking to a man who is out of frame.]
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zimniyxprizrak · 5 months
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TAG DUMP!!!
below are all the tags that will be featured on this blog. tags will be added as they are made. IF YOU NEED HYDRA CONTENT BLOCKED PLEASE BLOG THE HYDRA VERSE TAG BELOW!
IN CHARACTER: • ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙻𝙴𝚃 𝙼𝙴 𝚆𝙰𝙻𝙺 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝚃𝙷𝚁𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷 𝙰 𝙷𝚈𝙿𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚃𝙸𝙲𝙰𝙻 ⋘ answered ⋙
CHARACTER STUDY: • ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙲𝚈𝙱𝙾𝚁𝙶 𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷 𝙰 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙱𝙻𝙴𝙼 ⋘ visage ⋙ • ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙱𝙻𝚄𝙴 𝙹𝙴𝙰𝙽𝚂 𝚆𝙷𝙸𝚃𝙴 𝚂𝙷𝙸𝚁𝚃 ⋘ aesthetic ⋙ • ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙸𝚃 𝙼𝙴𝙰𝙽𝚂 𝙰 𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃 𝙾𝙵 𝙼𝙴'𝚂 𝚂𝚃𝙸𝙻𝙻 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴 ⋘ musing ⋙ • ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙸 𝙹𝚄𝚂𝚃 𝚆𝙴𝙽𝚃 𝙵𝚁𝙾𝙼 𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝙵𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃 𝚃𝙾 𝙰𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁 ⋘ headcanons ⋙ • ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙸 𝙻𝙸𝙺𝙴 40'S 𝙼𝚄𝚂𝙸𝙲 𝚂𝙾 ⋘ playlist ⋙ • ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙷𝙴'𝚂 𝙵𝙰𝚂𝚃 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝚂𝚃𝚁𝙾𝙽𝙶 ⋘ training ⋙ • ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝚂𝙾𝚅𝙸𝙴𝚃 𝚂𝙻𝚄𝙶 𝙽𝙾 𝚁𝙸𝙵𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙶 ⋘ arsenal ⋙ • ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙵𝚁𝙴𝙴 𝚃𝙾 𝙳𝙾 𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 ⋘ longings ⋙
VERSE TAGS: • ˖˙✪ ⫶𝙸𝙵 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙺𝙽𝙴𝚆 𝚆𝙷𝙾 𝙸 𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙻𝙻𝚈 𝚆𝙰𝚂...𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙸'𝚅𝙴 𝙳𝙾𝙽𝙴 ⋘ main ⋙ • ˖˙✪ ⫶𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙽𝙴𝚆 𝙵𝙸𝚂𝚃 𝙾𝙵 𝙷𝚈𝙳𝚁𝙰 ⋘ hydra verse ⋙
SHIP TAGS: • ˖˙✪ ⫶𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝚆𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝙶𝙾𝙾𝙳 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙸𝙽 𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝙾𝙵 𝙸𝚃 ⋘ winterwidow ⋙ • ˖˙✪ ⫶𝙱𝚄𝚃 𝙸 𝙺𝙽𝙴𝚆 𝙷𝙸𝙼 ⋘ stucky ⋙
#• ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙻𝙴𝚃 𝙼𝙴 𝚆𝙰𝙻𝙺 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝚃𝙷𝚁𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷 𝙰 𝙷𝚈𝙿𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚃𝙸𝙲𝙰𝙻 ⋘ answered ⋙#• ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙲𝚈𝙱𝙾𝚁𝙶 𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷 𝙰 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙱𝙻𝙴𝙼 ⋘ visage ⋙#• ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙱𝙻𝚄𝙴 𝙹𝙴𝙰𝙽𝚂 𝚆𝙷𝙸𝚃𝙴 𝚂𝙷𝙸𝚁𝚃 ⋘ aesthetic ⋙#• ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙸𝚃 𝙼𝙴𝙰𝙽𝚂 𝙰 𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃 𝙾𝙵 𝙼𝙴'𝚂 𝚂𝚃𝙸𝙻𝙻 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴 ⋘ musing ⋙#• ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙸 𝙹𝚄𝚂𝚃 𝚆𝙴𝙽𝚃 𝙵𝚁𝙾𝙼 𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝙵𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃 𝚃𝙾 𝙰𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁 ⋘ headcanons ⋙#• ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙸 𝙻𝙸𝙺𝙴 40'S 𝙼𝚄𝚂𝙸𝙲 𝚂𝙾 ⋘ playlist ⋙#• ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙷𝙴'𝚂 𝙵𝙰𝚂𝚃 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝚂𝚃𝚁𝙾𝙽𝙶 ⋘ training ⋙#• ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝚂𝙾𝚅𝙸𝙴𝚃 𝚂𝙻𝚄𝙶 𝙽𝙾 𝚁𝙸𝙵𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙶 ⋘ arsenal ⋙#• ˖˙✪ ⫶ 𝙵𝚁𝙴𝙴 𝚃𝙾 𝙳𝙾 𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 ⋘ longings ⋙#• ˖˙✪ ⫶𝙸𝙵 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙺𝙽𝙴𝚆 𝚆𝙷𝙾 𝙸 𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙻𝙻𝚈 𝚆𝙰𝚂...𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙸'𝚅𝙴 𝙳𝙾𝙽𝙴 ⋘ main ⋙#• ˖˙✪ ⫶𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙽𝙴𝚆 𝙵𝙸𝚂𝚃 𝙾𝙵 𝙷𝚈𝙳𝚁𝙰 ⋘ hydra verse ⋙#• ˖˙✪ ⫶𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝚆𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝙶𝙾𝙾𝙳 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙸𝙽 𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝙾𝙵 𝙸𝚃 ⋘ winterwidow ⋙#• ˖˙✪ ⫶𝙱𝚄𝚃 𝙸 𝙺𝙽𝙴𝚆 𝙷𝙸𝙼 ⋘ stucky ⋙#tag dumps
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riricitaa · 4 months
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A stucky au in which Steve is Steve and Bucky is Bucky, the only difference is: they weren't friends, they briefly met in the 40's during ww2 and of course the catws and cacw events never happened. Now Steve is assigned to train Bucky after he was rescued by S.H.I.E.L.D and recovered from the winter soldier programming with the help of the avengers, and now he is trying to figure it out in this new world as the avenger's new recruit. inspired by this old anonymous request that I accidentally found while I was cleaning my inbox and I do apologise if it is very old and whoever requested it probably thought I ignored it or forgot about it but I didn't tumblr sometimes doesn't notify me...
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saiyanprincessswanie · 8 months
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SaiyanPrincessSwanie - Reading List Weeks 161 -162
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Welcome to Weeks 161 & 162
A/N: I just want to thank everyone who gave me recommendations for new authors and mutual authors fanfics. I found so many authors that I already have a list for next week! 💜
As always these will be listed in no particular order. None of these stories are mine. I’m just signal-boosting them. The author is listed next to the title. My goal is to signal boost writers and spread positivity in the community.  💜💜
Click HERE to see what I will or won’t read. This is very important.
Click HERE for past reading lists.
For my Masterlist click HERE
Please make sure you’re reading the warnings on every story. They range from dark to fluff. Do Not Read if you are under 18 years old. These stories are meant for adults only. You’re responsible for your own media consumption.
Page-break by @whimsicalrogers​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
Header by @fictional-affairs
If you can, please reblog these lists so they can reach more people on Tumblr.
I love you 3000 💜 Missy
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Inferno - (Andy x Reader) - @saiyanprincessswanie
Bucky Oneshot - @angrythingstarlight
Ari Oneshot - @biteofcherry
Opening the heart - (Wanda x Victor Von Doom) - @nekoannie-chan
Real Life Tasks With Ransom - Day 16 - @wiypt-writes @sweater-daddiesdumbdork
The Root of all Ransom - Part 4 - (Ransom x Reader) - @ronearoundblindly
Though I Have Never Read It - Part 3 - (Bucky x Reader) - @tuiccim
Threadbare - Part 3 - (Steve x Reader) - @ronearoundblindly
The Barracuda - (Andy x Reader) - @stargazingfangirl18
Love in Lace - (Bucky x Reader) - @jobean12-blog
Light It Up - (Curtis x Reader) - @navybrat817
What Happens in Vegas - (Bucky x Reader) - @navybrat817
Before you - Normal ending - (Steve x Reader) - @holylulusworld
A (not) good cake slice - (Wanda x Steve) - @nekoannie-chan
Taking It All - (Nick x Reader) - @jobean12-blog
Love, Love, Love - (Ari x Reader) - @flordeamatista
Want you to want me - (Ari x Reader) - @sunshinebuckybarnes
Under the Clouds - (Lee x Reader) - @tumblin-theworldaway
Ari Drabble - @late-to-the-party-81
Ex-factor - (Curtis x Reader) - @syntheticavenger
Lee Bodecker Oneshot - @lunarbuck
Close Quarters - (Jake x Reader) - @stargazingfangirl18
Playing With Fire - (Ari x Reader) - @flordeamatista
On My Mind - (Bucky x Reader) - @targaryenvampireslayer
"Are we friends?" "I don't think so" - @nekoannie-chan
No One, But Me - (Lloyd x Reader) - @georgiapeach30513
Bathtime - (Curtis x Reader) - @boxofbonesfic
Meet Me at Our Spot - (Andy x Reader) - @geniedetails
Open Up - (Ari x Black! Reader) - @galatially
Shades of Gray - @spectre-posts @what-is-your-plan-today
3 Billion Divorce - Part 5 - (Lloyd x Reader) - @deliciousangelfestival
Collared part 18 - @spnexploration
Fresh Fallen Snow, Part 5 - (Curtis x Reader) - @georgiapeach30513
Hands off - Part 5 - (Stucky x Reader) - @darsynia
Twice (Nick x Reader) - @andydrysdalerogers
And Mine You Shall Be - (Steve x Reader) - @wint3r-h3art
No One Special - (Lee x Reader) - @springdandelixn
Should've - (Lee x Reader) - @shadeysprings
Breakfast in Bed - @fluffyprettykitty
Sign the Dotted Line - (Andy x Reader) - @navybrat817
Special Delivery - (Mr Freezy x Reader) - @xxindiglow
staying in - (Bucky x Reader) - @bucky-bucket-barnes
Destroyer!Chris drabble - @biteofcherry
Midnight Surprise - (Bucky x Reader) - @theimaginesyouneveraskedfor
40’s!Bucky Drabble - @pellucid-constellations
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the-queen-of-hell-666 · 7 months
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2023 Kinktober Masterlist
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I'm so sorry for not posting like at all this year but it's been a very long and rough year and I will do my best to continue this month but if I miss a day it's because of writer's block or work but anyway here is my Kinktober masterlist and what I have planned for you all, my wonderful amazing readers! I hope you like the thigh clenching, panty soaking, jean tightening thrill of smut! I hope you enjoy!
Banners by: @vase-of-lilies​
Key: Fluff; 🌙 // Angst;  👿 // Smut; 🔥 // Dark; 🕸️
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Day 1: Semi-Public (Rockstar!Eddie Munson x Drummer!Steve Harrington x Groupie!Fem!Reader) 🔥 Day 2: Stepcest (Stepbrother!Ransom Drysdale x Stepsister!Fem!Reader)🔥🌙👿 Day 3: Size Difference (Beefy!Bucky Barnes x Petite!Fem!Reader) 🌙🔥 Day 4: S&M (Masochist!Eddie Munson x Sadist!Fem!Reader) 🌙🔥 Day 5: Fucking Machine (Mr. Freezy(Robert Pronge) x Fem!Reader) 🔥🕸️ Day 6: Body Worship (Robin Buckley x Fem!Reader) 🔥🌙 Day 7: Stripping (Shy!Jake Jensen x Stripper!Fem!Reader) Day 8: Hate Sex (Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader) Day 9: DP in One Hole (Married!Steddie x Babysitter!Fem!Reader) Day 10: Fisting (Lee Bodecker x Fem!Reader) Day 11: Pregnancy (Steve Harrington x Pregnant!Fem!Reader) Day 12: Deepthroating or Facesitting (Sub!Jake Jensen x Dom!Fem!Reader) Day 13: Orgasm Denial (Dean Winchester x Fem!Reader) Day 14: Rimming (Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader) Day 15: Glory Hole (Post TFAWS!Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader) Day 16: Breeding (Dad!Thor Odinson x Mom!Fem!Reader) Day 17: Masturbation (Jim Hopper x Secretary!Fem!Reader) Day 18: Spanking (Sam Winchester x Fem!Reader) Day 19: Humiliation (Mob!Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader) Day 20: Tentacles (Part-Kraken!Lee Bodecker x Pirate!Fem!Reader) Day 21: Sex Toys (Natasha Romanoff x Fem!Reader) Day 22: Pegging (Human!Castiel x Fem!Reader) Day 23: Costumes (Robin Buckley x Fem!Reader) Day 24: Shotgunning (Eddie Munson x Fem!Reader) Day 25: Daddy Kink (Ari Levinson x Fem!Reader) Day 26: Virginity (Virgin!40s!Stucky x Experienced!Fem!Reader) Day 27: Titfucking (Wade Wilson x Plus-sized!Fem!Reader) Day 28: Body Worship (Geralt of Rivia x Fem!Reader) Day 29: Breathplay (Eddie Munson x Fem!Reader) Day 30: Squirting (Ari Levinson x Fem!Reader) Day 31: Bondage (Ransom Drysdale x Fem!Reader)
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marvelgirlstories · 7 months
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Hey my lovelies, ❤️
I don't know how good this is as I didn't proofread.❤️🫶🏻 Anyways I present to you...
Stucky Fluff Alphabet
Warnings: One small hint of sex
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They love everything about you, but they love seeing you train. They love how focused you get.
A = Attractive (What do they find attractive about the other?)
B = Baby (Do they want a family? Why/Why not?)
They would love to, but it could be a bit hard with missions.
C = Cuddle (How do they cuddle?)
I think Steve would normally face you and Bucky would big spoon you. It would change from time to time.
D = Dates (What are dates with them like?)
Old fashioned. Restaurant dates. Picnics on rooftops. But also little things like making dinner together and walks in the park. (Does that count as a date?)
E = Everything (You are my___ (e.g. my life, my world)
Bucky: My light
Steve: My angel
F = Feelings (When did they know they were in love?)
Well the both liked you from the day they met you. They talked about you together and realized that they both had feelings.
G = Gentle (Are they gentle? If so, how?)
Steve is normally more gentle than Bucky. They try to be, but it doesn't all ways stay that way.
H = Hands (How do they like to hold hands?)
Bucky will hold hands with you tightly whenever possible. Steve would lightly hold and/or run circles on your hand for comfort.
I = Impression (What was their first impression?)
They were impressed. You shocked them in the best possible way.
J = Jealousy (Do they get jealous?)
Yes. They both do, even though they know you would never leave them. But normally it happens when a stranger tries to flirt with you.
K = Kiss (How do they kiss? Who initiated the first kiss?)
How:
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You almost always had your arms around each other.
First kiss:
They took you out and explained that they both like you. And then you kissed whoever was nearer to you, before moving on to whoever was next.
L = Love (Who says ‘I love you’ first?)
Why do I feel like Steve said it first? Like on a date he would suddenly say and surprise Bucky because they hadn't talked about it before. But he would follow soon after and then you would too.
M = Memory (What’s their favourite memory together?)
Your first date, it was overly romantic and old-fashioned (in a good way). A picnic, fun, the sunset, jokes, a evening walk, paddling in a river.
N = Nickel (Do they spoil? Do they buy the person they love everything?)
They don't normally, but if they feel like it ... be prepared.
O = Orange (What colour reminds them of their other half?)
Blue 💙🩵💙
P = Pet names (What pet names do they use?)
Bucky: Doll
Steve: Sweetheart
Sometimes Love or Darling, but not very often.
They still call each other Punk and Buck.
Q = Quaint (What is their favourite non-modern thing?)
Heh. What can I say. They still live with that 40s feeling. (Don't really know the right word to express it) You would sometimes add 40s things to your relationship to change it up a little.
R = Rainy Day (What do they like to do on a rainy day?)
Hear me out... picnic in the rain. (I know, a lot of picnics) But it's so much fun. You can watch the rain and eat your favorite foods. If you don't feel like it, you bake and/or cuddle in bed.
S = Sad (How do they cheer themselves/others up?)
They will do anything and everything to make you feel better.
If you want to cheer them up, cuddles is always an answer. They don't like to show when they are sad, but you learned the signs.
T = Talking (What do they like to talk about?)
If you wanted to talk, there was loads of things and you would never run out of words. But silence is nice too.
U = Unencumbered (What helps them relax?)
After a mission a bath is always nice. Bath bombs, bath salts, the whole ordeal. Sometimes it would become something more... Cuddles afterwards. At least it was relaxing.
V = Vaunt (What do they like to show off? What are they proud of?)
They like to show you off to the public, and say you're theirs. PDA!!! Even as small as a forehead kiss.
W = Wedding (When, how, where do they propose?)
After a date, alone somewhere you all love. They will each have a ring and take turns with a speech.
X = Xylophone (What’s their song?)
They love 40s music, but when you showed them this one they were in love...
All of me by John Legend
Y = Yes (Do they ever think of getting married/proposing?)
All the time! They both see the three of you living happily together. If they were alone, it will be a topic of discussion.
Z = Zebra (If they wanted a pet, what would they get?)
You don't really need one, because you are perfectly happy. It would be a problem when you went on missions.
My first non Stole my heart Stucky fic. I would think this could be linked to the later parts of Stole my heart. (I didn't mean to write it for that, but it kinda fits) 😂
Bye 😘❤️
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cinnamoncascadian · 4 months
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Posted with @lokewolf82’s permission from:
https://x.com/little_wolf82/status/1608403654662582272?s=20
Quick 40s stucky sketch
2022-12-29
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sarahowritesostucky · 4 months
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Re-uploading my library with only the fluffier🌺 pieces, because fiction⛔reality, but nobody told the 🧌🧌 that
If you used to follow me at sarah-writes-stucky, this is the reboot of that blog, so please give a follow and a re-blog! I miss y'all!
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📖"Wet Dream" - Rated E
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(gorgeous manip in the banner made by the amazingly talented @kocuria)
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Pairing: Bucky x Steve
Tags: Dom/sub au, dom Bucky, sub Steve, post-serum Steve, age gap (20's/40's) , cock cages, Orgasm delay/denial, m! rec. oral, submissive release, teasing, domestic, light humiliation, tiny!dick Steve, size kink, dumbification, subspace, biological D/s
Summary: Bucky's teased him for twelve days, and Steve's taken it beautifully, going down easier each night that he's denied and tucked away into his cage. It's no wonder he's started having wet dreams, humping the bedding without any self-control.
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Bucky is drawn from sleep by a cadence of soft, breathy sounds. At first, he doesn’t realize what it is that’s woken him. He’s too busy yawning and shuddering through a big stretch, eyelids fluttering from the assault of sunlight streaming in through his east-facing bedroom windows. It isn’t until he’s lying there, rubbing the phantom ache from his left shoulder and reconsidering the purchase of blackout curtains like he does every morning, that he hears it:
A soft, pleasured little “oghn,” from Steve’s side of the bed.
Bucky’s eyes shoot open and he turns his head with an incredulous expression, thinking that Steve’s over there touching himself. But he isn’t awake, and Bucky feels his cock stir as he realizes that Steve isn’t touching himself.
Steve’s never been the type to brat in obvious ways—emphasis on “obvious,” because he does have his ways. And those behaviors usually get worse the more stressed out over something he is. These past few weeks have been busy and fast-paced. Steve’s work keeps loading new patients onto his already overfull plate, and Bucky’s got his three (soon to be four) businesses to run. That means a lot of time spent apart. But Bucky’s not neglectful. He’s been domming Steve in one of the only ways he has available to him when they get less than a single waking hour to spend together each day, for day after day after day: Denial.
Steve had accepted another tease and tuck last night with nothing more than a whimper and a sniffled, ‘yessir’, that’d made Bucky’s dick attempt a second coming, even after he’d already fucked a load between Steve’s tightly-clamped and oiled thighs.
No, Bucky thinks, watching his boy in the morning’s mote-specked sunshine. Steve isn’t touching himself; he’s dreaming.
He’s on his front, face turned towards Bucky on the pillow, pretty lashes fanned out against his cheeks while he dreams. He’s breathing open mouthed and moaning quietly, a concentrated little pinch lodged firmly between his eyebrows. It looks like he’s struggling to find completion even in his dreams.
“Mmm … nnn, unngh, mmm—”
Bucky chuckles. “Poor baby,” he murmurs, turning on his empty side to watch.
He’s always had a bit of a thing for touching his subs when they’re unable to resist, and sleep is no different than a bunch of well-tied jute, in that regard. In a lot of ways it’s even better, even more of a surrender. You can’t safeword when you’re unconscious, after all. It’s something you have to consent to while knowing full well how vulnerable you’ll be. How helpless. The sheer intimacy inherent in that level of trust is breathtakingly seductive to someone like Bucky.
Bucky wore an old Army tee shirt and some boxers to bed last night, but as a matter of protocol, Steve always sleeps naked. Bucky reaches over and trails a single finger down the muscled slope of his back, warm and firm, all the way down to his absolute peach of an ass. Not squeezing it is almost painful, but Bucky refrains anyway, not wanting the moment to end quite yet.
“My little blanket hog,” he whispers fondly. “What do you think you’re doing?”
Steve’s been humping the mattress, the blankets and sheets pulled over and bunched under his hips from a night’s worth of fitful sleeping. He’s squirming and moaning out the cutest, most helpless little noises, making Bucky want to eat him right up.
He turns away, because he’s gonna need arms for this.
He moves carefully to avoid waking Steve, reaching over the side of the bed to grab his prosthesis off the floor. It hums in recognition when he holds it up at the anchor site, snapping into place and all the plates giving a synchronized shiver as the system recalibrates.
He scoots over and puts his face right by Steve’s so that he can watch him wake, retracing with his flesh hand: down the slope of his back, across his sacrum, and between his cheeks. He traces over his hole and further down, to stroke fingertips absently against the plump stretch of his taint. Even that part of him is a little swollen, which makes Bucky’s heart squeeze and his dick ache at how much he knows his boy has taken from him in the past few days.
Willingly taken, Jesus. The thought of it just about does Bucky in.
He circles his fingers, using only the barest amount of pressure. Steve makes another quiet sound in his sleep, the touch obviously finding its way into whatever dream he’s having. Bucky smiles and reaches further between his legs to cup the velvety skin of his sac. His balls are warm and full, and Bucky tuts in sympathy. He lies next to him and kisses at his slack mouth while he wakes up. When Steve’s eyes finally flutter open, he looks lost for a moment.
Bucky hums. “Hey, Sugar. Looked like you were having some real sweet dreams, there.”
“Mmmh?” Steve shivers and sticks his ass back for more as he registers the hand between his legs. “M’yeah.” He sighs. “I was.” He starts moving his hips again, thrusting into the bunched sheets with more coordination and intent. “Nnn, fuck.”
Bucky pinches his inner thigh. “None of that, now. Only what I give you.”
Steve groans miserably, but after a second’s hesitation he does obey, rolling over to avoid the temptation of humping the bed any further.
Bucky slides one hand up to paw at the swell of his chest—massive, muscled, hairless—and nuzzles into his neck, inhaling the scent of Steve that’s so present after a night’s sleep. God, he loves it. “What were you dreaming about?” he asks between kisses to his neck. He hears Steve hum, feels one of his hands appear on his forearm to play along the dusting of hair there. Steve mumbles something unintelligible and lazy, probably having already let his eyes slip closed again. “Ah ah,” Bucky purrs. “Tell me.” It’s light, playful, laced with a hint of his Command to get Steve flustered.
“Mmm. Um …” Steve shudders as Bucky captures a nipple and rolls it between his fingers. “Buck, oh. Y-you.”
“Me?” Bucky chuckles. “What about me, huh?”
“Oh, I … unh, I dunno.”
He nips Steve’s neck, fingers pulse-pinching his nipple to the cadence of his words: “Uh-uh, Sleepy-head. Tell-me.”
“Mmm, was fuckin’ you,” Steve says, lazy smile playing at the edges of his mouth like he’s still dreaming it. “Only … you had a pussy?” He frowns and then giggles. “I dunno. Makes no sense. Like when you dream your dog as a cat, you know? And like, in the dream it’s a cat, but dream-you still knows it’s your dog?”
Bucky snorts. “I don’t know which is worse: the thought of you secretly being a cat person, or you secretly being straight.”
“Buck, you’re a cat pers—”
“Watch your mouth, boy,” he says, in his best Dom growl, eliciting another giggle from Steve.
“But you’ve got Alpine—"
“She’s a roommate, you little smartass.”
“Still uses a litterbox,” Steve grumbles.
Bucky ignores that and goes back to mouthing at his neck. “Anyway, now that I know how you really feel about pussies … and pussies—” Steve whines and smacks at his forearm, and Bucky grins against his skin. “Settle down, you. I’m just teasin’. Tell me more.”
“Mmn.” Steve pouts. “No.”
“‘No’?” Bucky says it warningly, letting his voice dip down into that dark and viscous register where it carries the extra weight needed to make Steve shiver pleasantly. He kisses the shell of his ear. “Want to try that again, sweetheart?”
“Nnn. I don’ remember anything else. Jus’ felt good.”
“And you were fucking me. And I had a pussy.” He lets his nail dig in at Steve’s nipple, grinning when it elicits another shiver. “Only pussy I see around here is between your legs, honey. Right behind that little thing you call a penis.”
“S’a dream,” Steve complains, blushing prettily at the jab to his cock (Bucky knows what his boy likes). “Doesn’t have’ta make sense.”
“Hm, you’re right. It sure doesn’t. But dreams can be telling sometimes.” Bucky stretches out alongside Steve’s big body, one foot hooked over his shin to keep his legs spread apart. “Look down and watch,” he murmurs. He waits until Steve has obeyed before he starts to slide his flesh hand down over that drool-worthy chest, those hardened abs, that flat belly framed by those thick obliques. All the way down to the place where silicon meets skin.
Steve’s still wearing the sweet mint green he went to bed in, though he’s got a whole slew of colors to choose from. A lot of internet shopping had happened, back when Bucky first became Steve’s keyholder. He’d found a site that would custom make any cage, any type, sized to fit; and then had a field day picking out all the pretty, soft pastel colors that the company offered. Just the fitting and the shopping and the trying-on had been exercises in the sort of delicate humiliation that Bucky knows Steve thrives on.
They’re not twenty-four-seven people, but when they do cage, they use rubber—some soft enough to give a good fondle through, others so sturdy that Bucky knows there’s no way Steve could ever dream about rubbing one out while locked. The custom fit is important, too. Most metal varieties of cock cages tend to be sized for more … endowed men, and Steve—to Bucky’s eternal delight—requires no such accommodation.
He closes his hand over Steve’s cock. “Whose is this?” he asks sweetly. “Mm?”
“Y-yours,” Steve breathes, licking his lips and staring down at Bucky’s hand. “Oh, ss’yours.”
“That’s right. And why did we decide that, hm? Can you remember that for me, big guy?”
It takes Steve several tries before he manages to stutter out a breathy, “I–I–I touch it. I t-touch it too much.”
Bucky hums in approval. “And I give you your pretty cages to help you with that, don’t I?”
“Yessir.”
“Help keep this sweet prick from getting too excited. Cause that’s when it starts getting big ideas, getting confused about what it’s for.”
Again, Steve nods distractedly, all of his attention down at the place where Bucky’s cradling his junk. “Th-thank you, Sir,” he whispers unprompted, grateful to Bucky, even after night after night of teasing and denial.
Bucky’s lips curl and his heart pretty much melts. Fuck, does he ever love this kid. “You’re welcome, baby. But then, are you supposed to be stimulating yourself in your cage?”
Steve sniffles and shakes his head. “Mm mn.”
Bucky tuts sympathetically. “It’s my fault. I thought you could handle the softer cage for bedtime. But that just lets you feel too good when you start squirming around in your sleep, huh? And once you get going, it’s real hard for you to stop.” Between Steve’s legs, he gives his handful a jostle. “S’okay. You know I don’t blame you for any of that. This big, dumb body’s got a lot of urges, that’s all.” He pecks a kiss to Steve’s ear and whispers, “You were humping the bed so much, puppy.” He snickers when this gets a mortified whine out of Steve. He tries to close his legs, but Bucky’s foot hooked over his shin prevents it. “Ah ah. Shhh. No need for that, pup. It was real pretty, I promise. I love watching you have wet dreams.” When he says the words ‘wet dreams’, he presses against the soft tip of the cage, dipping inside the hole with the edge of his thumb.
Steve’s breath hitches as it touches his slit. “Oh …”
“Mm. And it was a wet dream, wasn’t it?” Bucky draws his thumb away, a glistening thread of precum connecting it to the cage. “Lookit you. You’re leaking, honey.”
“Bucky.”
He lets go, sliding his hand up to rub over Steve’s pubic bone, just above where he knows he really wants it. His hips jump and shudder, a sad noise escaping him at the loss of the touch on his caged dick. “So,” Bucky says, amused. “You’re dreaming about fucking your Sir’s pussy. That’s an interesting one, especially since we both know you haven’t wormed that bitty clitty into a pussy in so long. Are you sure it even remembers how?”
“Oh.” Steve’s obvious embarrassment makes him beautiful. The pink flush that began on his face is now creeping steadily down his neck. Soon it’ll be to his shoulders, then his chest, and Bucky loves when Steve gives him a full-tit blush.
He trails his fingers lazily over the space between Steve’s belly button and his cock, watching the way all the fine muscles in his lower belly quiver as he tries to hold still. Inside the cage, his cock gives a noticeable twitch. “You’re real worked up this morning, huh?”
“S-sir,” Steve agrees, nodding, wetting his lips and glancing at Bucky’s face hopefully. “Please. Please.”
Bucky chuckles. He loves to see Steve so frustrated, and deep down, Steve loves to feel that way. It’s one of the best ways to help him go down. He’s on his way now. The lack of language is one hint, but if Bucky needed another, it’s right there on his face. One good look in his eyes, and Bucky knows they’re getting close. All that blue, thinned down to nothing but slivers, pupils eating up his irises as his brain prepares for the dump. He just needs more of a push.
Bucky turns further into him, giving him a bit more of his weight, more of his leg slotted between his thighs. Steve tries to hump him, but Bucky pulls back each time until Steve whimpers and the behavior stops. “Shhh,” he soothes, dipping down to kiss him. He’s soft but insistent, inviting himself inside and taking his own sweet time about it, really relishing the feel of their mouths slotted together, the press and play of their lips. And Steve’s like a goddamn stick of butter: melts at body temp, spreads like a dream.
“I wanna take you down, sweetheart,” Bucky tells him quietly. “That sound good to you?” Steve gives a dumb little ‘uh huh’ of a moan, nodding eagerly. Bucky smiles and nips his lip. “Hey now, I might keep you there for a while, maybe all afternoon.” He’s not asking so much as informing, but he knows that Steve is capable of speaking up for himself when needed—even when he’s on the precipice of losing his few remaining brain cells like he’s about to do right now.
Today is Steve’s first day off in almost fourteen, and even though Bucky has opinions on that, he’s still gonna grab some iota of consent, because he doesn’t want to hear his sub bitching about a wasted Sunday six hours down the line. “Not gonna make you do anything but feel,” he promises softly, brushing their lips together. “Alright sweetheart? Does that sound like fun?”
Steve exhales shakily, nodding. “Yes Sir.”
“Ooh, ‘Sir’. Somebody’s tryin’ to start the day out in my good graces.”
“Mmyeah.”
Bucky chuckles and goes back to kissing his neck and playing with his nipples. He pinches and rolls them, one and then the other, until they’re drawn into tight, sensitive peaks. “Do you need to cum, Stevie?” He hears Steve’s heavy swallow pass through his throat and feels him nodding his head.
“Uh huh.”
“Hmm. Yeah, you must be aching by now. This big ol’ body of yours. It just needs to cum all the time, doesn’t it?”
Steve whimpers and nods again, sighing out a shaky little ‘yeah’ that Bucky absolutely loves.
He loves everything about Steve, of course, but there’s just something so special about how he gets when he’s been denied for a while. He gets so desperate for it, so helpless in his need for physical release. Ultra-focused and yet dumbed down by it at the very same time. There’s nothing in the world like a six. Someone who actually needs what Bucky has to give. At this point, he’s quite sure that Steve’s ruined him for anyone else in the future.
That doesn’t exactly matter though, because—unbeknownst to Steve—Bucky’s got about sixty thousand dollars worth of forever hiding in the back of his watch drawer, just waiting for the right time.
He hovers over Steve and gives him a kiss, slow and coaxing, licking at the seam of his lips to get into the heat of him. Steve lets him in, of course, and Bucky curls his fingers into the give of his waist in an approving squeeze. He pulls back and looks down. Steve’s dazed, blue eyes blink upwards, his lips still parted, a flush high up on his cheeks. He looks made of sunlight, so precious. Bucky smiles softly. “Alright, Angel. How many days has it been?”
“... Since?” Steve keys into his tone of voice and perks up. He starts to look hopeful, and when Bucky waggles his eyebrows at him, he exhales in a rush, a smile breaking out over his face. “Twelve,” he says. “Fuck, thank you. Twelve!”
Bucky snickers and rolls over to grab the key from its spot on the bedside table. When he comes back, he sits between Steve’s spread legs and pulls him down in the bed, until his thighs are draped over Bucky’s knees and his ass is all but in his lap. He unlocks the cage and removes it gently, setting the pieces aside. Steve’s dick is already reacting, soft but thickened, the head fattening up underneath the foreskin.
Bucky pushes it up against his belly, thumb dipping down to trace along the seam of his heavy balls. “Look at these puppies,” he murmurs. “So full. Are they full, baby?”
The muscles in Steve’s thighs keep flexing as he fights not to squirm. “Y-yeah.”
“Mmm.” Bucky holds one testicle between his fingers and rolls it, massaging gently and teasing, “More balls than cock on you—ain’t that just perfectly fitting for a stubborn little hothead like you?”
“Buck,”
“Tell me how they feel,” he purrs, his Command laced through the words just enough to help Steve sink a little more.
“Th-they feel … heavy,” Steve whispers. “Hot n’ … n’ tight.”
“I’ll bet. Twelve whole days since you’ve busted a nut.” Steve whimpers and Bucky tickles the plump stretch of skin behind his balls. “And how long since I really wrang out your prostate good and proper?”
“Oh. Uh, um …” his throat bobs and his eyes slip shut as Bucky pets him. “Uhm … m-maybe three?”
“Three weeks.” Bucky whistles lowly and cups his taint. “No wonder you look swollen back here, boy.”
He can’t deny that he isn’t a complete letch of an old man, because he loves to see Steve blush (or in this case, blush harder) at being called “boy”—as if Bucky’s a full fledged man and Steve is only halfway there. It’s a stretch, but there are things that’ve been further from the truth.
“Aand,” he angles his fingers in. “What about release?”
A little wrinkle of concentration appears between Steve’s eyebrows as he tries to generate useful thought in his brain. It’s adorable. “I … I don’t kno—oh!”
“Don’t know?” Bucky simpers. He’s curled his fingers in behind Steve’s balls, pressing to get at that vulnerable spot that can sometimes trigger his releases. It won’t right now. He hasn't sunk enough for it yet. “Don’t lie to your Dom, Sweetiepie. You’re really tryin’ to tell me you don’t remember the last time you went all soft n’ useless for me? The last time you went ass up n’ wet all over yourself?” He hushes Steve’s embarrassed keen, leaning over to give him a quick kiss. “That’s okay, Stevie. I remember. I remember all of ‘em.”
Release isn’t something Bucky’d encountered in a partner before Steve. Not every sub has them, and it’s not something they can control. A rush of spasms and body fluids, dump of brain chemicals twice as strong as those brought on by typical subdrop. Such a deep response only really happens for sixes—Maybe some fives, if they’re with the right dom. It is … intensely private; something people tend to either fetishize, or else weirdly disdain.
Steve’s always been embarrassed of his, but that’s something Bucky’s been working to break him of. There is nothing more arousing, more primal, more flattering, than having a sub’s body signal submission in that way. Bucky had shot up to the freakin’ stratosphere of domspace the first time it’d happened, unused to the stimulus. He’d been useless for a bit, and it was just lucky that they’d been in a club at the time. The DM had stepped in and taken care of Steve until Bucky was capable again.
“It’s been just about five weeks since you gave me one,” he says, anticipating the distressed whimper that comes out of Steve. He rubs over his lower belly soothingly. “I know, I know. S’been too long, huh big guy? All that pressure building up. You know what the doctor said.”
“Buck,”
“But you’re always at work, Sweetheart. Hell, I feel like I haven’t seen you in days. I barely have.”
“M’right here, jerk.”
Bucky pinches his inner thigh, but there’s little heat to it, just the familiar griping of their relationship. He’s been on Steve for months to find a less demanding job. Steve doesn’t get paid enough and the people at his work take advantage of his good nature. (Bucky had figured out, very early on in their contract, that Steve was one of those subs who pushed themselves too hard in their professional endeavors, and then needed to have the resultant stress dommed out of them.)
Bucky grumps, “You don’t listen to your Sir when he tells you to set boundaries, to clock out on time, to come home.” He plays idly with Steve’s cock and balls as he scolds him, pinching lightly here and there. “How am I s’posed to take care of you proper?”
“Mmn … n-not my fault,” Steve slurs. His eyes are closed and the curl of his mouth looks none too chastised. “S’still work. Somebody’s gotta help the patients, n’ I still gotta—”
Bucky flicks his balls. “It’s still bratting. Don’t think I don’t see right through you, Rogers. Like you don’t have twenty coworkers who could pick up that slack if you refused to.Excuses.”
Steve’s insistence on doing the right thing has always been his own little way of shirking authority, of misbehaving until it gets him what he really needs: someone to step up and put him in his place. Bucky has—exasperatedly but enthusiastically—been filling that role for the past eighteen months. He knows Steve’s needs like he knows his own, and he knows his body almost better than his own.
That’s why he’s let him out of the cage and why he’s all but got Steve’s ass in his lap right now. It’s not so much that Steve needs an orgasm, but that he needs to be dropped good and thorough, a milking, maybe even a full release, if Bucky can manage to work one out of him. Steve’s body doesn’t like to give those up, and it’s less predictable.
“I miss you, honey,” Bucky coos at him. Other than some shallow bossing around at bedtime, he hasn’t had any opportunity to care for his boy these past few weeks (and seriously: fuck the underfunded and stretched thin structure of the V.A.). “Here’s what’s going to happen,” he says quietly, squeezing Steve’s inner thigh muscles deeply. “You listening?”
“Yes Sir,” Steve whispers.
“I’m gonna touch you, play with you a bit. Make you feel good.”
“Cum?” Steve asks hopefully, and Bucky snickers.
“Edge,” he says, giving Steve another pinch when he wiggles and whines. “Hush, now. I told you: I want to play with you for a while. I’m gonna get you so worked up, baby.”
“Hurts,” Steve whimpers, moping over it. “Bucky.”
“Shh.” Bucky tickles his sac. “Yeah, it’ll ache, but I’ll drop you so good that you won’t even be in your body to feel it, after a while.” Though there’s a great deal of intersection, the things that bring the best sexual climaxes aren’t always the same as the things that bring the best sexual submissions. Bucky watches as a pleased shiver runs through Steve’s body at the promise of a good drop. They both know which of the two is more important for someone like Steve. On the bed in front of him, Steve visibly starts to relax a little more. Bucky smiles and massages his thighs. “Mmhm, that’s it. It’s been hard for you lately, hasn’t it?”
“Mmm. Buck. Yeah. … Been so—mmm—so stressed.”
Bucky coos and rubs up along either side of his pelvis, digging his thumbs in at the crease of his groin. “You gonna try and go down easy for me this time?”
“Please,” Steve whimpers sadly. “Buck, I do. I’m … I want to.”
“Shh sh sh. I know, honey. I know you do. And you know you’re my good boy. Always.”
It’s often hard for Steve to get past the barrier of his natural stubbornness, to let himself go soft enough to shed that shallow, false dominance he wears around like a shield. It’s people like Steve that Bucky designed his clubs for: high level doms and subs who aren’t partnered and want to get their kicks met somewhere safe, sexy, and affordable.
Steve was assessed high needs in middle school, and while general designation is socially common knowledge after puberty, one’s level within that designation is not. One through six, or switch. Your doctor knows, your parents know, you tell your boyfriend or girlfriend, maybe a few close platonic friends—more people, if you’re typical. But people who are high needs don’t tend to go around bragging about it. Bucky knows firsthand the awkwardness of having to explain to someone new that you fall on the far end of the spectrum, just like he knows that he’s one of only a few people with whom Steve has ever entrusted his status as a six.
Bucky pets his skin and feeds him quiet rumbles and purrs, compliments and directions, calling him beautiful and giving him easily obtainable goals, most of them simple orders to hold still in one way or another. “Keep your eyes closed,” he murmurs. “Just focus on me touching you. Isn’t that nice? Yeah Sweetheart, I know, I know.”
Steve is a gorgeous human being who tends to turn heads wherever he goes. He’s young (27) and beautiful, and if Bucky weren’t so confident in his own masculinity at his advancing age (41), he might actually be in danger of developing a complex. Because Steve is the one whom most people notice first when the two of them walk into a room together. His size draws the eye and his features keep the interest, with his Botticelli face and the type of body that few people are willing to work hard enough for. He really does look cut from marble, muscular and strong and textbook attractive. Steve’s is a beauty that pretty much smacks you in the face. And the absolute sweetest part of it all, is that he really doesn’t seem to be aware of it. A big, sweet, dumb blond.
Now how was Bucky ever supposed to not eat a boy like that up?
And then there’s the pièce de résistance: the fact that between his legs, Steve is small. Not tragically so, but compared to the rest of him it’s a striking difference. He’s got this surprisingly little dick nestled between his beefy thighs, hooded and delicate, propped against the generous pillow of his balls. Whenever Bucky sees his gorgeous juxtaposition of a body all laid out on a bed like this, he can’t help but feel like the man was made just for him.
Especially that sweet little cock.
He groans under his breath as he touches it, letting his fingertips drag over the soft skin. “Spread those legs a little wider for me, doll.”
Steve complies, hips flexing and scooching his butt down the bed another inch.
Under Bucky’s scrutiny and his glancing touches, Steve’s little dick twitches and jerks with interest. “Heere it comes,” Bucky murmurs, taking it between his fingers and stroking at the tip, working the little wrinkle of foreskin where it still covers the head. He dips his thumb inside and swirls it around, circling the tip of the glans. It’s all slick and gliding from the precum he’s already giving up, and Bucky rumbles, pleased. “Well lookit that. You always wet up so easy for me, dontcha baby?”
“Fuhh-ck,” Steve slurs. “Buckee.”
He’s been going down easier with each day that Bucky continues to deny him, the surrender of giving up his sexual pleasure turning him into the kind of soft and pliant sub that Bucky’s always known he could be. It just takes a little extra coaxing for Steve, a little extra time, his big body and stubborn brain fighting the process harder (and needing it more) than most people Bucky’s dated in the past. Being with Steve has, without doubt, made Bucky a better dom.
Steve’s prick slowly thickens in Bucky’s hand, even though Bucky’s barely touching him. “Well look at you, big guy,” he purrs. “Fattening up real nice for me, aren’t you?”
Steve whines and squirms in pleasure, and Bucky teases him a little more with his words and his hands, telling him how pretty his little dick is, how cute. Bucky loves humiliating Steve over his size—both his “big dumb body” and his “pretty little prick.” Of course, it’s always that special brand of sweet and tender humiliation that they have between them, anything rougher than that being outside of Steve’s limits. Bucky’s boy is so sensitive, needs to be handled so gently. Gently, but firmly. And even with all the teasing, Bucky’s always gone to great lengths to make sure Steve knows what an absolute dream he is.
“Thought I told you to close your eyes,” he chides, when he looks up and sees Steve peeking at him. Steve makes a cute little squeak of a sound and his eyes slip shut, and Bucky smiles. “Thatta boy.” He starts to stroke him off lightly, only using his two fingers and thumb to work the foreskin in a gentle motion. Steve inhales deeply and his cock fills out the rest of the way. “There you go,” Bucky murmurs. Completely hard like this, Steve’s a little more than half Bucky’s size. “So pretty, honey.”
Underneath his boxers, Bucky’s own dick is chubbed up and eager for more, but he ignores it. He’s got plans for himself later. Smoothing his metal hand over Steve’s belly, he jerks him off slowly but steadily, until the foreskin is drawn down and the shiny pink head of him peeks through on each stroke, precum getting on Bucky’s fingers and making everything nice and wet. “Tell me when you’re close,” he whispers, and a few minutes later Steve’s whispering back,
“Close—oh,”
“Shhh.” Bucky lets go of his dick and rubs his inner thighs to get him to calm down, watching the bob of his Adam’s apple and the shine of those lips that he’s licked and bitten pink. His blond hair is all rumpled from sleep and his skin is golden in the stream of morning sunlight coming through the bedroom windows. He’s so incredibly, painfully beautiful; looks like a flipping Greek god, an Adonic youth, a spoil of war. Steve arouses in Bucky every instinct he’s ever had to take and dominate and own. Sometimes he really wonders what an old asshole like him did to earn such a perfect boy.
“Love you, Stevie,” he murmurs, going back to stroking him. “Being so good. Remember, you just tell me when. That’s your only job right now. That’s all you have to do. Don’t gotta think or worry about aanything else.” Steve seems to melt into the bedcovers at hearing this, which is, of course, the entire point. Bucky knows exactly how to talk to his boy to bring him down into the absolute best headspace. “Good,” he praises lowly. “So good for your Dom, sweetheart. So sweet to let me play with this little cock however I want.”
The second peak comes quickly, and even Steve seems surprised by it when he manages to choke out a quiet little “... close,” after only a few seconds.
He lasts a little bit longer on the third. Bucky keeps his grip very light and gets a few full minutes of stroking in before Steve’s breathing picks up and he gasps out another “close!”
Bucky lets go, humming his approval for Steve to hear and rubbing the crest of his groin on either side, all over his waxed-smooth pubic mound and the place where his thighs meet his body. “Suuch a good boy.” He watches Steve recover, face pinked after the difficulty of that third edge, the swell of his chest rising and falling as he regains his breath.
And fuck, those tits. They’re big and beefy, heaving and flushed and just barely starting to shine from perspiration. Bucky can’t keep himself from touching, leaning forward to grope each thick pec, and then pinch and pluck at his nipples. He’s so swollen and puffy there, looks like he just came from benching two-fifty at the gym. Bucky lets his nails drag down the right side as he pulls back. “You’re doing beautifully,” he praises, even though they’ve barely started the edging. It isn’t uncommon for Bucky to bring Steve close and back him off from orgasm dozens of times in one session. He doesn’t plan to keep this going too much longer, though. He just wants to get him to cry a little before they get up to start their day.
He starts stroking again, still using those same, easy touches; gentle and gliding. When Steve utters his next, “close,” Bucky stops stroking but doesn’t remove his hand, letting Steve’s cock rest, wet and throbbing, inside the loose curl of his fist. He tuts and fondles him while they wait. “Ooh, honey. I could feel that one.” He gently traces the vein on the underside, up to the frenulum and his drawn down foreskin. He eases it back up over the head, and even hard like this, it almost covers him. Bucky thumbs over it, smearing the next blurt of precum around. “So pretty,” he murmurs.
“Please, Sir.” Steve’s voice sticks a little bit in his mouth, like he needs a drink of water, and he licks his lips before he says again, “Please, lemme cum.”
Bucky hums as if he’s actually considering it (he isn’t). “Maybe,” he purrs. He lets go of his cock and strokes his balls instead, one hand holding the full weight of his sac while the other feathers light touches over the delicate skin. Steve’s got big, tight balls that always look plump and pulled up close to his body, but especially so when he’s been deprived of an orgasm for a few days. And right now, they’re coming up on twelve days. “Just think,” Bucky murmurs, “think of all the cum that’s backed up in here right now. Cause you cum a lot, Stevie, don’t you?”
Steve whimpers and gives a sad little nod.
Bucky grins and makes a mocking sound of pity. “Yeah, poor baby. They must be sore, huh? So full, so hot and tight. Are they, Honey? All hot n’ tight?”
“Please, yes, please.”
“Just aching to get some release.” He circles lazily around the shape of his balls underneath the skin, one side and then the other. “And you want to cum so bad. I don’t blame you.” He titters and lets go of his sac, because that’s a major erogenous zone for Steve, and Bucky knows he can’t handle having his dick stroked and his balls played with at the same time without going off. “It’s not healthy,” he teases, mock sympathy in his voice as he starts gently stroking him off again. “A boy your age not not gettin’ a good nut out on the regular. If not a couple times a day, then at least once every other day.” Steve whimpers and Bucky grins evilly and pretends to forget. “How many days has it been, again?”
“Twuh–twelve, ssir,”
Bucky sucks his teeth sympathetically. “Oh, that’s right. Twelve. Hmm.” Abruptly, he starts to jerk him off a little harder than he has been doing, giving him more pressure, rubbing at the underside of the head on each upstroke. Steve’s breathing hitches and he tenses up like he thinks this is going to be it: he’s finally going to get to come.
Bucky slows back down to almost nothing, grip loose once again, and Steve makes a sound like a dying cat. Bucky, who lives for getting sounds like that out of Steve, all but purrs in pleasure, feeling high. “I want you to know,” he says, slowly and delicately, making the words into hushed, sweet and deadly things, “that I’m not gonna let you cum this morning.”
He soaks up the devastated little shudder that travels throughout Steve’s body as he processes that, the way his brow gets a disbelieving little pinch in it and then smoothes out with dawning realization that Bucky means what he says. The fight his body wages with his mind to accept it. “Nngh,” he whimpers pitifully. “Puh–please.”
“No, baby.”
“Please, please. Please …” He’s not really begging, is the thing. He tosses his head and fists the sheets, repeating the ‘please’ several times over, helpless and mournful. It’s his way of surrendering to it, his way of accepting what his dominant wants for him, what his dominant is doing to him. The second that Steve accepts that he’s feeling so good and that he’s not going to be given the relief he wants, that Bucky is going to be the one to decide, is the second he really, visibly tips into subspace. “Ohhgn …”
Bucky’s cock throbs angrily as he watches it happen. One second Steve is tense, and the next second he’s just … not. Goosebumps pop up all along his arms and legs, his body going unnaturally still for a few seconds, before it shivers loose into a pile of molten Steve on the bed. Bucky leans forward to cup his cheek, smiling when Steve presses his face into it. “That’s a good boy,” he murmurs fondly. “Juust like that.”
Steve sobs—just once, just a tiny hitch in his breath—and tears well up at the corners of his eyes. One of them breaks and rolls down and hits Bucky’s metal finger, and that’s about the exact moment when Bucky hits domspace.
People say you shouldn’t compare domspace to doing drugs, but Bucky’s done some drugs, and he knows it is exactly like being high. The best high you ever had, but sexual, and focused. Bucky feels charged and euphoric, completely zeroed into his sub and his reactions. He thumbs away Steve’s tears and gets his flesh hand back on his dick, feeling elated. “Okay sweetheart,” he murmurs. “Tell me when you’re ready for another.”
Steve whimpers, and they get back to it.
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Steve is a useless mess by the time ten rolls around, and after number fifteen Bucky starts to worry that Steve won’t remember to verbalize when he’s close. Not because he’s trying to disobey, but because he’s just so far under. Wanting to end things on a good note, Bucky stops edging him after they narrowly avert crisis at sixteen, Steve’s face red and covered in tears, his body shaking while he cries. Bucky lies out on top of him and kisses him all over his face and neck and shoulders until he’s calmed down some.
Steve is still in his head, very dumb and pliant and happy, even once his cock goes soft. Bucky, buzzing with his own high, proceeds to take care of his boy in all the other ways that also matter. He feeds Steve water and a piece of chocolate straight from his tongue, puts him in the shower and washes him. He bends him over the bed and lubes him up and plugs him with the big, squishy day plug.
He has Steve lie on his back with his head out over the edge of the mattress and softly feeds him his cock. "Take it ... there you go ... jus' like that, oh ... good boy." Steve's gag reflex, normally just as stubborn as the rest of him, always goes dormant when he's down; his mind turning into soft, sticky molasses, and his body following suit. He goes lax and soft, easily accepting Bucky's thick cockhead past his parted lips, over his tongue and soft palate. His throat even feels relaxed when Bucky presses all the way in, his balls smushing against Steve's face and his hand gently massaging the front of his neck. "Takin' me so good, doll," Bucky praises, and he softly fucks his face in measured thrusts until he feels his orgasm coalesce at the base of his spine, down into his balls, pulling up into his core, electric and hot. "Oh yeah," he groans quietly, sighing as he comes down his boy's throat. Steve takes it like a champ, and Bucky pulls out and holds his jaw shut, petting him soothingly. “Shhh. Swallow it now, baby. Lemme see that throat working.”
Steve does. Bucky collapses onto the bed next to him and lies there, toying with Steve’s tight and full balls until he feels himself come back down a bit from domspace. “How you doing, babe?” he says from down by Steve’s shins.
“Mmm.”
“Still down?”
“Hhhn.”
Bucky chuckles and pats the top of Steve’s thigh. “Okay big guy. Okay.” He heaves himself up to go and find some sweats to throw on. They've got a nice, long, relaxing day ahead of them, and he's really looking forward to it.
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some of your posts actually got me thinking about these questions! i'm very curious how people feel about this sort of stuff, since my own fandom opinions are relatively mild and it got me wondering how other people's experiences compare...
so how about #'s 2 (for stony), #9 and #27 (other than frostshield??😉)
Thank you for the ask (and for creating the game)! Lol, I'm glad me and my inability to keep an opinion to myself was a part of the inspo <3 And sorry for the long wait!!!
2) What's your biggest stony pet peeve?
BIGGEST? Oh man, I'm not sure...Teenification of Tony Stark. He's written so...infantile and emotionally weak (I love vulnerability, but my word choice of him being written as weak is my gripe) in many Stony fics. It genuinely gets on my last nerve. He's damn near 40 in AV1. And he only gets older. And sure, maybe there's some arrested development there, but he isn't a damn child. He knows this. And actually conducts himself well enough in canon (in a way that matches his issues) but it's the fanon portrayal I don't like.
WAIT...I think I have something that's popular for the ship itself. Not very fan of the lengths that misunderstandings go for Steve and Tony...Like, I understand they aren't great at communication, but sometimes it gets to the point where I'm like, "It's passed dense and shot straight into pure asshole territory". I know a lot of people write like this because of CACW, but hot take, I don't think CW was so much of a communication or misunderstandings problem. I'll elaborate on this in a separate post, maybe. But the way misunderstandings are drawn out with seemingly no reason gets on my nerves, but it really depends. I can love misunderstandings, but it can't be something that's contrived for drama's sake.
Oh! Another one is in AUs where Steve was still Captain America, and Tony is still Iron Man, and Howard was still lovesick after Steve died and Tony knew all about Steve as a child....and then the AU has Steve undercover or something and Tony doesn't recognize Steve's face. LOL. This sounds specific, but this exact set up has happened enough to where it bothers me. Like, it's kind of funny though, how annoyed I get over it lmao.
9) What's something that bugs you in fanfiction that you encounter often but isn't necessarily a dealbreaker for you as a reader?
I have a lot of not-dealbreakers. Primarily because if I were to strictly stick to my vision of every possible portrayal, I'd have like 3 fics to read. I'm picky in theory, not so much in practice because I'm also extremely greedy. I'll give one each for Stucky and Stony.
Stucky: That Steve crashed the Valkyrie because he was so sad about Bucky dying. I talk a little about how much I generally dislike this trope here. I think it's a huge disservice to this character, I will never take it seriously, and I will never write it. But, it's not a dealbreaker as long as it's not repeatedly more than....let's say 3 times in a fic. Looking back, I already gave this answer, so an additional one - Bucky being community dick and then getting upset that Steve doesn't realize that Bucky wants him and the tone of the fic also supporting that Bucky has a right to be mad lol. It's a weirdly common narrative point in a lot of fics and I just don't care for it. It's actually one of the reasons I tend to stay away from pre-CATFA fics. This trope also happens in Stony too, now that I'm thinking about it. What's up with that?
Stony: I (unsurprisingly) have a few to choose from, but I'll say - when it's written like Steve was horrifically out of line or the aggressor in AV1. It's super common (from throwaway lines to paragraphs about how Steve was an asshole) and there is a fine line that this has to walk for me not to dip. Usually, it's a couple of line about it, which I can ignore.
27) What's something that you think [insert fandom/pairing] doesn't have nearly enough of that you're starving for?
I have an embarrassing amount of rare pairs that I ship and I've been itching for a chance to let them out (/ = romantic or sexual, & = platonic).
Steve & Wanda. Oh my goodness, I am absolutely starving for more fics that show their growing bond from AOU to CACW. I would eat it up. Even in AUs, honestly. I said in another ask that I dislike kidfics, but guess what I'm outlining right now involving kid!Wanda...I just think there is something to explore there with Steve's care towards Wanda in canon. I feel like he understands her, to an extent, and anything he doesn't understand, he tries to sympathize with. He reaches out to her and that's so, so important to me. Because I adore Wanda. So much.
Rumlow/Steve. I want to clarify, not so much as a romance pairing (though I have read a couple like that), but more so as a one-sided creepfest on Rumlow's end. Something about him feeling an erotized violence/hatred towards Steve is so delicious to me. In my mind, it's not even love/hate - it's obsession. Maybe even coupled with a childhood admiration morphing into a disturbed/twisted fixation on Steve. I think this Rumlow likes to see Steve hurt. I also think he hates to be kept away from him. He's not deluded enough to think that Steve loves him back, he in fact, probably loves how much Steve hates him after the Hydra reveal. Yum.
Carol & Steve. Nothing much to say here, but I'm sure it's not too surprising. Captain Marvel is my 2nd most-watched MCU movie after CATFA. And I think their stories and journeys and experiences are so, so amazingly similar that I cannot resist the temptation of wanting them to be in every scene together. The squeal I let out when she first met Steve probably broke a few records.
Can I get a little more obscure? I have Steve-ships with characters who aren't in the MCU. Here's a speedrun, no elaboration:
Din Djarin (The Mandalorian)/Steve Rogers
Kushina (Naruto) & Steve Rogers
Sesshomaru (Inuyasha) /Steve Rogers
Ginko (Mushishi) & Steve Rogers
Epsilon (Pluto) & Steve Rogers
Kurenai/Steve/Asuma (Naruto).
Izaya Orihara (Durarara) & Steve....or Izaya/Steve...Izaya would hate him so much haha.
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A Love Like Ours
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Pairing: Stucky x female reader 
Summary: 40s fic: Steve, Bucky and you – there was barely a moment when the three of you weren’t together. A friendship like that was rare and you were all looking out for each other. But with ups came downs and then Bucky had to leave for the war – and Steve followed.  
Word Count:  ~4.2k
Warnings: angst to fluff with a happy ending, mentions of war and possible death, mentions of losing weight (its not described how the reader looks though, just that the clothes are a little bit more lose) due to side effects of war and me not having a clue how it really has been 
A/N: This is for @motsdouxdejanie Forget-Me-Not creative challenge. When I saw the prompts I knew immediately that it had to be a 40s fic and then I couldn’t decide if it should be a Steve or Bucky fic, so this happened. Thank you sooo much for beta reading this @jenniweaslee and the prompts I used were: 
Snowdrop = friend(s) in need / consolation / “I promise I’m always here for you.” 
Heath = healing from within / “Wish me luck.” / wishes coming true 
Holly = “Don’t tell me you’ve forgotten?” 
Ivy Geranium = “May I have the next dance?” 
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Having a friendship with Steve Rogers and James “Bucky” Barnes was one of the best things that could have ever happened to you – even though it was hard sometimes. Like right in that moment. “Steve, open up!” your fist hammered against the door. You were sure that Steve’s neighbour would come out and complain soon, but you hadn’t seen Steve in two days and his spare key wasn’t where it used to be.
After a phone call with your other friend who also had not seen the young blonde in days, you were on your way to check in on him. Both of you were concerned with Steve’s health, especially now that Steve was living on his own. “Steve Rogers, you open the door right now, or else!” You stopped, as you didn’t know what to do then. You would have to call Bucky so that he  could break open the door, but that would mean that you had to either bike home or to Bucky’s place. Which would mean that your plans for the evening would be ruined. Asking Steve’s neighbour if you could use her phone was out of question, as she didn’t like you. She was old and she was a firm believer about women not going unchaperoned into a man’s apartment.Your family didn’t share the same opinion and it was even less of a problem with them, since you have been friends with the two guys since you were little. “Steve,” you tried for the last time and then you heard the faint sound of footsteps and the clicking before the door was opened. “Oh Steve,” you said, once you got a good look at him. “Why didn’t you call us?” You pushed him softly out of the way, so you could enter the apartment. 
“It’s not that bad,” Steve croaked as you closed the door and pushed him towards the small living room with the kitchen. 
“It is freezing in here, Steve.” 
“I’m out of coals,” he mumbled and you pushed him towards the couch. 
“Okay, we’ll work on that. Bucky will bring some and I’ll make you something warm to eat,” you promised and went into his bedroom to grab a blanket and an extra pair of socks. After wrapping him in two blankets and struggling to get the socks on his feet, you went over to the phone. Steve couldn’t make out what you were saying, as sleep was taking over. 
The next thing he knew was that he felt warm and he smelled something nice. He could also hear hushed voices. “He should move in with one of us. He is sick and no one knew! It was freezing in here and I just don’t know why he didn’t call for help,” he heard your voice say. 
“Come here,” that must have been Bucky. “We’ll figure something out, but first we need to get Stevie back to health. I’ll check in on him, see if he can eat some of your soup.” 
“Hey punk,” he heard Bucky’s voice before he saw his head in front of him. “You scared us. Want some soup?” 
“I’m sorry,” Steve’s voice was quiet and so he just nodded to show he was up for something warm. Not long after that he was squeezed between his two best friends, sharing their blanket and body warmth. “Did you came from work?” he asked Bucky when he took in his attire. 
“Yup, I brought some coals on the way,” he confirmed and slurped his soup loudly. 
He looked at his other side and only noticed then the styled hair and the make-up on your face. “Oh no, your date,” Steve said, ashamed. 
“Don’t worry, Steve,” you patted his leg over the blanket. “I cancelled. I’d rather be here anyway.” He saw you shrugging but he remembered how excited you were when you were asked out. And that was exactly why Steve felt guilty. He kept his best friends from living their life. 
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“I don’t want to be your pity date,” Steve grumbled and you threw your hands in the air. This man would be the reason for you to get your first grey hairs! 
“Okay, good. I’ll ask someone else then,” you huffed and walked away. You were annoyed! Steve’s mood was bad. Since Bucky got his orders and he wasn’t accepted, Steve kept trying and it was exhausting. Doubling that with the worry and fear you had for Bucky, made you miserable as well. But this was Bucky’s last night here and even if you could do nothing else, you wanted him to have a nice memory to look back on. 
You and Bucky had begged Steve to move in with you when Bucky’s letter came. Even your tears hadn’t helped. Why did both of your friends have to be so stubborn? That night had ended with a sleepover with the three of you, everyone touching, afraid that it would never be the same again. 
“Is the punk causing trouble?” An arm was slung around your shoulder. 
“He is in a mood. Don’t know how I will keep him in check without you here,” you admitted. “You better come back to help me out,” you added and slung your arm around his waist and squeezed before you let go again. 
“You’ll manage, you always do. Will you bring someone tonight?” he asked. 
“I asked Steve, he said he didn’t want a pity date,” you answered and he picked up the sad tone in your voice. “I’ll find someone. If not, I’ll come alone, it won’t be a problem.” 
“Okay, I could always,” he started to offer to come alone too, but you interrupted him immediately, telling him he shouldn’t have to do that and that you’d see him later in the day. 
And so a few hours later, you were at the Stark Expo with your two best friends. You didn’t ask anyone to come with you, simply because it was Bucky’s last night and you didn’t want to divide your attention. While Steve didn’t want to be your pity date, he sure didn’t have a problem with the extra girl that Bucky brought along. Although she did not seem as excited as Bucky’s date. You were walking with the four of them and when you saw a photo booth, you immediately got excited! And while the girl on Bucky’s arm seemed excited too, her smile faded once her date grabbed you and Steve by the arm and pulled you along. You actually never really saw the picture that was taken as Bucky pocketed it once he was handed it. He offered to take one with his date afterwards and she seemed pleased at that.  You noticed though that this time he handed her the picture, but the one of the three of you was still safely in his new military uniform. 
You had a good night – until you came across the military propaganda. Then the usual fight broke out again, but this time you didn’t hold back. 
“Why are you so determined to get killed?” you yelled at Steve when he wanted to try to get into the army again. 
“I know I am sick, you don’t have to remind me every chance you get. That’s why I want to do it, I want to give something back. I want to help! I am useless here, I can’t provide for anyone.” 
“So getting killed is better? It’s okay that Bucky has to leave? And you’re so set on leaving me too? What do you think will happen there, Stevie? What will you do when it gets cold? Your body can’t handle the cold here, how will it handle it in a war?” You were so angry, tears started to gather in your eyes. “What is so wrong with staying here and staying safe? We help from here too! This,” you pointed at the stupid sign that you hated so much “will be your death. Whether you want to hear it or not. And I simply don’t want to lose you!”  
When you looked into Steve’s eyes, you saw that his opinion hadn’t changed and it was your cue to leave. You needed to get away for a while. 
You never went to bed angry at each other. If you had a fight, you would apologize and so you expected to see Steve that night. But when only Bucky stood in front of your door, you started to cry again. Your tears soaked Bucky’s new uniform. “He’ll come around. I told him to keep an eye out for you. You have to promise me that you’ll look out for each other!” 
“I will, if you promise to take care of yourself.” He promised and when he left, you saw tears in his eyes too.  You knew that he would shed them once you were out of view. You didn’t really sleep that night and Bucky told you not to send him off, so you made your way over to Steve to clear the air and suffer together. Before you could go inside or knock, you spotted an envelope with your name on it at the door. 
You don’t have any idea how hard it is for me to write this letter. You might think that I don’t care about you, but that couldn’t be further from the truth! That’s why I’m writing to you – because I know if I looked into your eyes, I wouldn’t be able to go. I need to do this, I need to do it for myself. I know you say all the time that we look out for each other, but it always feels like just you and Bucky are looking out for me. I have an opportunity to prove myself now – for you, for Buck, for me. Please don’t cry, I promise I’ll come back to you. I promise I’m always here for you.  I’ll write you as soon as I can. 
Yours always, 
Steve 
You came to talk to your friend, hug it out and be there for each other. Now your heart was breaking even more because you’ve also lost Steve. For over a decade, it was always Bucky, Steve and you. And now without them there with you, you felt lost. Letters started to arrive from both of them. Bucky’s letters were more about your wellbeing and advice and telling you to not take the job at the factory. Then suddenly his letters took a turn. They were full of memories that the three of you shared and your heart ached, because you couldn’t be there for him. You were sure that he wasn’t feeling his best, as he never mentioned anything going on over there. 
Steve’s letters were something else. Mostly because Steve was different in some aspects. He told you all about what he went through.  You had to read the letter at least four times before you could comprehend that that stupid punk had let himself injected with something to make him stronger without thinking twice about it. But his letters were more optimistic and at least he was happy that he could finally do what he had always wanted.  
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You haven’t gone dancing in ages. Simply because there hadn’t been a reason for you to go. However, with the men slowly returning from war, the dance halls were getting more attention. And so you hadn’t found a reason to say no to your coworker when she begged you to accompany her that night. 
Your shoes were uncomfortable as you hadn’t worn them in ages. Your dress was a little bit more loose than it should be, but that was a problem most people had these days. Looking in the mirror reminded you of Steve and how you and Bucky were always determined to bring back home more food, so that his clothes would not be that loose anymore. Your thoughts went to your best friends and your heart ached, but that wasn’t unusual. You hadn’t heard from them in a while. Before you could suffer more, you grabbed your coat and went to pick up your coworker. 
The dance hall was pretty crowded when you arrived. The men were doing rounds to dance with as many women as they could. After two dances you went over to the bar to grab a drink. It was also crowded there, but suddenly most of them left and went in the direction of the door. You quickly ordered a drink since you now had the attention of the bartender. 
“May I have the next dance?” a voice next to you asked. You were about to decline when you turned around and saw the face of the man asking you. “Don’t tell me you’ve forgotten that you promised me a dance before I left?” He smirked and you threw yourself at him. 
“Are you for real?” you asked. You stepped back without letting go of him just so you could get a closer look at him. “Are you really here?” Maybe your eyes were playing a joke on you – it wasn’t the first time you daydreamed that your guys would come back but this felt so real. 
“I’m here, doll. I came back to you,” he confirmed. “I brought Steve too.” 
A breath of relief left your lips. “Where is he?” You looked around. The group of people were blocking your view, but you couldn’t spot Steve. 
“He may look a bit different now.” Bucky turned you around so you were facing the crowd without his arm leaving your waist. “Maybe a bit taller too,” he pointed at a tall guy looking overwhelmed until his eyes met yours. 
“No way,” you said, but the smile that grew on the blonde’s face told you that it was really your Stevie. The crowd parted as he walked directly towards you. Your name left his lips and suddenly you were in an unfamiliar hug. 
“I missed you. I missed you so much,” Steve repeated and didn’t let go of you, not even when someone cleared his throat repeatedly next to him. 
“Excuse me,” someone said. 
“No, I’m sorry. Can’t you see that there's a reunion happening here? You’re interrupting.” You heard Bucky’s voice, but Steve didn’t seem to care and neither did you as you couldn’t process that both of them were really here. When Bucky is about to shoo another person away, you finally let go of each other. 
“What is going on?” you asked Steve and put a hand on his face that was oddly familiar and still strange at the same time. “What do they want?” Your eyes wandered from Steve’s face to Bucky’s and you noticed the crowd that had gathered around you. 
“Can you tell us the story how your saved the life of almost a whole garrison?” someone asked. 
“Imagine we get to hear the story from Captain America himself!” someone whisper yelled. 
“Captain America?” you asked confused. Of course you had heard about him, the placards were everywhere but you didn’t really look at them. You tried to ignore everything, especially the stuff that tried to get even more people to join the war. 
“Can we get out of here?” Steve asked you and you nodded. You told them you had to use the bathroom before you could leave and you promised to see them outside. There were two women already in the bathroom as you went into an empty stall. 
“It’s not fair,” you heard their voices over the faint music that was coming from the hall. “They didn’t even look at anyone else.” 
“They’ve been friends forever. Of course they would stop to see her first. You better get on her good side, they won’t even look at someone who can’t get along with her. Kind of annoying, but if that’s what I have to do, I will. I would have never thought that Steve would get more attractive than Bucky, can you…” the second voice cut off as they left the room. You were confused what you had heard. Is this what people thought about? You quickly finished your business and washed your hands and went outside to find your friends. 
“You ready to go?” Bucky asked you as soon as you stepped outside and fastened the belt of your coat. Just to your right were two women touching Steve’s arm. You nodded towards Bucky. “You coming, punk?” He yelled and put your arm through his as if he never went away. You started walking in the direction of your apartment and only a few steps later, you felt an unfamiliar hand on your back. You turned around to take a look and saw Steve – the new Steve with that strange but oddly familiar face. 
“Do you still live above Mrs. Hudson's place?” Steve asked and you nodded. At least his voice hadn’t changed at all. 
“She will be glad to see that you both made it back. She was always fond of you,” you replied. The walk to your apartment wasn’t long and it was filled with a silence that was unusual, but somehow you felt that the talk the three of you had to have would be better suited to be held inside. And you were all well past the part where you would do small talk, but it still felt good to have both of your guys touching you. 
The guys followed you into the flat and pulled of their shoes immediately and put them next to yours. You didn’t know what it was, but the sight of their shoes next to you was your breaking point. Suddenly you started to sob and two arms wrapped around you before you could even realize what was going on. 
“We’re here. We’re okay,” Steve’s voice said into your ear and he mumbled promises and assured you that they were both back until you calmed down. You almost apologized, but then thought better of it. There was nothing that you needed to apologize for. Steve guided you towards your living room where your old couch stood. Bucky had already filled a glass with water and held it out to you while Steve dabbed your tears away with a tissue. 
Suddenly there was knocking on your door. Bucky and Steve shared a glance that you missed, as you were wiping the last tears away with your hands when you stood up to open the door. It was kind of late, that meant it could only be one person. It was confirmed when you heard your name through the door. 
“Hi Mrs. Hudson,” you greeted your landlady at the door. 
“I heard some noises and wanted to make sure that you’re okay,” the little lady said but stopped when she saw your face. You knew that she wanted to ask, but was afraid to do so. There had been too many tears lately, but then her eyes grew wide when she looked behind you. “Your boys are back? Oh, this must be happy tears then.” She made a motion for them to come nearer, but when they took too long, she stepped around you and hugged first Bucky and then Steve. She didn’t comment on their appearances. “I’m happy you guys made it back! I tried to look out for your girl, but she’s a stubborn one. Oh, I forgot who I’m talking to – I'm getting old and I tend to forget things, but you both know her way better than I do. She helped a lot around here and I hope that I will see her smiling again soon.” She patted both of their hands. “I will let you alone now, I bet you have a lot to catch up on.” 
Before she walked through the door she turned towards you again. “See I told you these two would come back to you. Not even a war can break a love like that.” Then she walked down the stairs and you stood at the door with your mouth wide open. A love like that? 
“What’s with that expression?” Bucky asked and closed the door as you were still standing there. “Don’t tell me you only realized it now?” he laughed, but when you didn’t reply, he turned serious. 
“This isn’t a talk we should have in the hallway,” Steve’s voice came from the background. And so you found yourself again on your couch with the two of them. 
“This is a lot,” you finally said and closed your eyes for a second. “Where are you guys staying? They gave away your flat,” you patted Steve’s leg and stood up to disappear in your bedroom. Under your bed was a box that you took out. You tried to blew the dust of the cover but gave up soon. “I managed to sneak in and rescued a few things.” You placed the box on his lap and stared expectantly at him. Slowly he opened the lid. Inside were a few things: A small bottle with perfume, almost empty, but it still smelled like his mom, his mom's book with recipes, a sketchbook from him and a few pictures. 
“I had to take them out of their frames because it got so heavy and I didn’t have as much time as I wish I had. But I thought it was important to save these,” you apologized. Slowly, Steve put the box between him and Bucky on the couch.  He then got up, closed the gap between the two of you with one step, grabbed your shoulders and pressed his lips to yours. 
“Steve,” you heard a complaint, but you didn’t really care. “Come on, we talked about this.” 
Steve’s lips left yours and instead his forehead pressed against yours. “I love you,” he said without an ounce of a doubt. 
“Now you’re throwing the whole plan away,” you heard Bucky and this time you didn’t ignore him. 
“What plan?” you asked confused. 
Bucky came closer and put his hand on your back and his other on Steve’s. “Oh, we had a plan how to tell you that we’re in love with you. We actually wanted to go easy on you and not kiss you without a warning,” he was looking at Steve now, who didn’t look guilty at all. 
“You’ve already kissed her,” Steve retorted. 
“Punk, we were nine and it didn’t even count. We were just jealous that you had your first kiss already and we didn’t.” 
“And now you’re jealous, because I kissed her and you didn’t.” 
“Guys!” you interrupted them. Both of them looked sheepishly at you. “You love me?” 
“So much!” Bucky affirmed. “We just didn’t really realize what it was. We had time, so many long nights when we were away and we talked and asked ourselves why we were so blind. It has always been you and Stevie for me.” 
“I always thought you would end up with Bucky. I didn’t think you’d want me, but now that I am healthy…I hope…,” Steve added. 
“Steve Rogers, you stop there right now! You always had a chance, you donkey.” You could hear Bucky snicker. “In fact, I asked you to go on a date with me and you refused. Whatever this is,” you stepped away to point up and down his body, “doesn’t change who you are. I don’t care about your body, I care about the caring, stubborn human inside. You broke my heart when you left. Bucky had to go, but you had a chance to stay and you decided to leave me.” You stopped for a moment and looked at both of them. While you had stepped away from them, they had stayed close together with Bucky’s hand wrapped around the taller one’s back. “Did you... did you leave so you could look after Bucky? I can’t believe you’re doing it again! Every time you’re do something reckless, you give me a reason to not stay mad at you.” 
“He wouldn’t be Steve, if he didn’t,” Bucky confirmed. He came closer. “Can I kiss you too?” He asked and you nodded. How could you not? Bucky’s kiss was softer, more like he treasured the moment, while Steve’s felt like he would burst if he didn’t get the contact he wanted. “I love you too, so much,” Bucky mumbled against your lips, not ready to lose the contact yet. 
“And I love you,” you grabbed his face and stroked his cheeks with your thumbs. 
“So, about where we’ll stay… We would have crashed at my mom’s place, but it’s already late. So maybe we could stay here?” You hit his chest, as you knew that was his plan all along. 
“Hey careful,” he said and you stopped, afraid that you had hurt him. “There’s something important there.” He pulled out a photo. Bucky had told you that he had carried it everywhere and handed it to you. It was the photo you had taken on your last night together. While you smiled at the camera, Bucky looked at you full of love and Steve was looking at Bucky as if he had hung the moon. 
“Yeah sure, it might be a bit tight, but you can stay here,” you said, your gaze not leaving the picture and missing the relieved look the both of them shared. 
When Steve said your name, you finally looked up and saw the two of them holding each other while facing you. “We won’t leave you again, we promise,” he said and you placed the photo carefully on the table before joining them in their embrace. You could talk about everything else tomorrow, or the day after that, because now you were finally together again and you felt whole. 
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lokiandbuckysdoll · 2 years
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Paring: Stucky x reader.
Summary: What happens when your in a secret relationship with Steve and Bucky.
Waring: Angsts (i guess) w/ fluffy ending :) Word count: 1153
A/N: MY FIRST STUCKY FIC!! this should’ve been posted last week :( but i kept re writting it but here is the finshed product hope you like it.
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It was no surprise that Steve and Bucky deeply loved each other. It was common knowledge to everyone. They showed affection to each other every chance they got. 
They are technically attached to the hip, Holding hands in meetings, soft  touches here and there. The only time they seem to not show affection to one another was on a mission but as soon as they step off the quinjet they couldn’t keep their hands off each other. 
It was obvious their relationship was no secret to the public's knowledge, however there was one other person involved in their relationship that the public didn’t know about which was you.Y/n Y/l/n, one of Tony Stark’s many assistants. 
Both men automatically were interested in you the moment you walked into one of the meetings, handing Tony some files. It didn’t take long before the super soldiers started flirting with you and complimenting you every chance they got. After a while you soon began going on a few dates that transpired to them wanting  you to join their relationship. You were hesitant at first thinking what people might say or think, especially the public. 
However Steve and Bucky assured you that they didn’t have to tell the public about you, they knew once it went public it would put you in danger with HYDRA, or another enemy.  
While having a private relationship was fun in the beginning, it began to take a toll on you. You started to feel insecure and exhausted, all the sneaking and running around making sure they leave earlier before you or vice versa when they wanted to take you on a date or a small getaway. It was starting to catch up with you. 
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Your insecurities went away when they would get you alone and shower you with all the affection they had. Now even when they do that you can’t help but feel like you’re just someone they can use to spice up their relationship and nothing more. You hated how you felt, you really tried to suppress your feelings but it got harder. You wanted to tell Steve and Bucky but you didn’t know how to, they were always busy lately with missions.   
What finally made you think that you were just a placeholder was when you started to notice little changes in their behavior towards you. Normally when they would get back from long and exhausting missions they’d always go straight to your room in the tower. With their last couple of  missions they didn’t bother to stop by, that was what you noticed first.  
The second thing you notice was the slight lack of affection. They wouldn’t kiss you on the cheek or show pda when others were around, you thought it was odd but you’d let it go.  Slowly you felt that they were withdrawing from you. They started showing less affection each day, you were lucky If you even got cuddles from them.  
Which leads to where you are right now starting at the two positive lines on the test. You were pregnant. At first you didn’t know how to feel,you went through 5 different emotions.
You didn’t know whether you should tell Bucky and Steve they had the right to know yet with the way they were acting, would they even want a baby especially with you.
They had confessed in the past how they had dreams of family in the 40’s before everything happened, but with everything they had been through that dream was never talked much about. You did the only logical thing you could think of,  you went to find Bucky and Steve. 
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You knew they got back from a mission no to long ago, you knew they were probably getting ready for bed. You finally reached their room and knocked Steve opened the door “Sunshine what’s wrong?” He can see your eyes slightly red still from you crying earlier. “ We need to talk” that’s all you say before panic sets in and he knows something is wrong. You see Bucky coming out of the bedroom and he can automatically sense the tension in the room. 
“ There’s no easy way to say this so I’m going to cut straight to the point… i'm pregnant” you place the two tests you took on the table. They froze for a moment to process what you said. “ Bunny, are you being serious?” Bucky questions. You simply nod, not wanting to cry. “Ohhh sunshine!” Steve picks you up and spins you around. “ I’m going to be a dad!” He puts you down. “ We’re gonna be dad's punk!” Bucky gave you a big bear hug and placed a kiss on your head.  You pull back from Bucky. “ Wait, so you're not mad?” If it weren’t for their super hearing they would have never heard your mink voice. 
“Mad?” They said in sync. “ Why would we be mad at you for being pregnant?” you shrug “ I just thought you wouldn’t want this anymore ” you point between the three of you  “ you guys have been really distant lately and I hate to admit it but it’s made me feel insecure especially with our relationship not being public and now that I’m pregnant I just feel scared” you let out a breath of air and both their faces soften and they pull you into their arms.
“ Baby it was never our intention to make you feel like that, but trust us when we say we are madly in love with you” Steve kisses your temple and Bucky nods in agreement. “ And you being pregnant only adds to that love we have for you bunny” Bucky moves his hands to your  waist  and  kisses your neck which causes you to let out a giggle. “ there’s a reason we were distant” Bucky gives Steve a look And he nods and leaves for the bedroom and returns. 
“What’s going on?'' You question as Bucky pulls you closer to him. “ this Sunshine'' you turn around and gasp as you see Steve on one knee. ''Y/n y/m/n y/l/n every since the day Bucky and I laid eyes on you we knew you were the missing piece in our relationship the glue that keeps us together, without you there is no us, you turn our worst days to great days. You are meant to be in our lives.”
“ Don’t get me stared on how beautiful,loving and carefree you are, you made us feel what it’s like to love again, and now with you being pregnant it only makes us crazier for you, So bunny, would you do us the honor in marrying us and becoming Mrs. Rogers-Barnes?” you stood there for second taken back by what you just heard and witnessed , Bucky is now in front of you on one knee as well. Steve holds the box with the diamond wedding band and Bucky holds the box with the Ring. “ YES! yes I will marry you” 
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Murphy's 500 Followers Celebration!!
masterlist.
in honour of this very exciting milestone, I thought I'd have a little celebration. i'm going to be writing short drabbles of your choosing!! i've created a prompt list, but I am absolutely encouraging your own ideas x
how to request -
pick a category - fluff, angst or smut
pick a character - there is a list below, but I am open to more suggestions!!
pick a dialogue prompt and/or a scenario prompt - there is a list below - feel free to choose multiple!!
then, send it in to me!! use the button at the top of my page, or request here !!
I'm gonna start writing next week, on 22/04. maybe earlier if I have the time. feel free to request multiple drabbles- the more I get sent, the more fun we'll have!!
Categories -
☀️ Fluff
🌧️ Angst
🔥 Smut
Characters -
Top Gun Maverick
Jake "Hangman" Seresin
Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw
Mickey "Fanboy" Garcia
Robert "Bob" Floyd
The Last of Us
Joel Miller
Tommy Miller
Marvel
Steve Rogers
Bucky Barnes
Stucky
Sam Wilson
Matt Murdock
Frank Castle
Succession
Stewy Hosseini
Kendall Roy
Triple Frontier
Will Miller
Frankie Morales
Benny Miller
Santiago Garcia
Narcos
Javier Peña
Steve Murphy
Colonel Carrillo
The Bear
Carmen Berzatto
Sons of Anarchy
Jax Teller
9-1-1
Eddie Diaz
Evan Buckley
Criminal Minds
Spencer Reid
Luke Alvez
Derek Morgan
Dialogue Prompts -
1. "You love me?"
2. "Don't go on that date."
3. "Will you let me cut your hair?"
4. "Marry me."
5. "It's always been you."
6. "You're my best friend."
7. "You were my first love."
8. "I had a dream about you."
9. "I saw this and it reminded me of you."
10. "I have something to tell you."
11. "I thought you hated me."
12. "Is that all you got?"
13. "In your dreams."
14. "I don't deserve you."
15. "Talk to me."
16. "Is that my shirt?"
17. "I would choose you over anyone."
18. "You look so pretty like this."
19. "Most beautiful sound I've ever heard."
20. "You're killing me." / "You're gonna be the death of me."
21. "Just like that."
22. "Use your words."
23. "Good girl." / "Perfect girl."
24. "You like it when I'm mean to you?"
25. "Let's get out of here."
26. "You don't want them to hear, do you?"
27. "I need you."
28. "Let me see those eyes." / "Keep your eyes on me."
29. "Tell me what you want."
30. "I can't get enough of you."
31. "Wanted this for so long."
32. "Can I touch you?"
33. "Been thinking about you all day."
34. "You look so pretty on your knees."
35. "Better than I ever imagined."
36. "Let him watch."
37. "Let me hear you."
38. "Tell me you're mine."
39. "I'm yours."
40. "I love you."
41. "Don't you dare walk away from me."
42. "I can't do this anymore."
43. "You don't deserve me." / "I deserve better."
44. "Was any of this even real?"
45. "How stupid do you think I am?"
46. "Please don't leave me."
47. "I wish you were here."
48. "Do not raise your voice at me."
49. "Stay. Please."
50. "Don't tell me to calm down."
Scenario Prompts -
a. Kissing in the rain
b. First kiss
c. Electricity blackout
d. Camping
e. Heatwave
f. Childhood best friends
g. Grumpy / sunshine
h. Fake dating
i. Only one bed
j. Moving in together
k. Finding out you're pregnant
l. Catching eyes in a crowded room
m. Keeping the relationship a secret
n. Blind date
o. Reunion
p. Meet cute
q. Cheesy pick up lines
r. Exes
s. College friends / lovers
t. Roommates
u. Coming home drunk
v. Singing together / dancing together
w. An accidental kiss
x. A bet
y. Brothers best friend / best friends brother
z. Reading to each other
these are just suggestions / jumping off points!! if you have an idea you'd like me to write a drabble for, just send it over. can't wait to see what you lovely people come up with. excited!! as always, so much love x
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rookthorne · 2 years
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I am apologising in advance for the heartbreak I present you all with during this Bucky-centric month in the following universes/pairings; canon-divergent, modern, Stucky, Shrinkyclinks, Shrunkyclunks, B&B!Bucky (Brotherhood & Bullets), and WS!Bucky.
If it is of any comfort, I am offering free hugs and tissues.
I also just wanted to say a big thank you to all the mods and organisers over at @whumptober for all the work they put into this event - it's my first ever one and they've been so helpful with resources and support both on their blog and in the discord server. You guys are the best. ❤️
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1/31 | AMANDLA
Stucky + Unconventional Restraints
2/31 | BLUE
WS!Bucky + Cornered & Caged
3/31 | CALL TO ARMS
B&B!Bucky x F!Reader + Gun To Temple & “Say goodbye.”
4/31 | ONE LAST EMBRACE
40's Stucky + DEAD ON YOUR FEET & Hidden Injury
5/31 | BATTLE WORN
Stucky + EVERY WHUMPEE’S NEEDS
6/31 | A PROMISE
B&B!Bucky x F!Reader + Screams from Across the Hall
7/31 | WARMTH
post!TWS Stucky + Shaking Hands & Silent Panic Attack
8/31 | BROKEN & SHATTERED
B&B!Bucky x F!Reader + EVERYTHING HURTS AND I'M DYING
9/31 | SAFE HAVEN
Modern!Bucky x F!Reader + THE VERY NOISY NIGHT
10/31 | ANIMAL
WS!Bucky + Taser
11/31 | UNSUNG HERO
B&B!Bucky x F!Reader + "911, WHAT'S YOUR EMERGENCY?" & ALT. Adrenaline Crash
12/31 | I'VE GOT YOU
Pre-war Stucky + ALT. Dazed and Confused
13/31 | NO MAN'S LAND
Shrinkyclinks + Dislocation
14/31 | NO WAY OUT
TFAWS!Bucky x F!Agent!Reader + Failed Escape
15/31 | THE QUEEN'S FURY
B&B!Bucky x F!Reader + Breathing through the Pain
16/31 | IT LAY IN VAIN
WS!Bucky / Implied Stucky + Mind Control
17/31 | BIDING TIME
Shrinkyclinks / WS!Bucky + HANGING BY A THREAT & Stress Positions
18/31 | GENTLE HANDS, GENTLE HEARTS
40's Stucky + "Just get it over with."
19/31 | VICTORIOUS
Stucky + ENOUGH IS ENOUGH, Knees Buckling & Head Lolling
20/31 | 'TILL THE SUN RISES
Shrinkyclinks + Fetal Position & ALT. Whimpering
21/31 | THROUGH A SOLDIER'S EYES
Stucky + FAMOUS LAST WORDS & Coughing up Blood
22/31 | THE WAY HOME
post!TWS Stucky + Withdrawal
23/31 | THE KING'S WRATH
B&B!Bucky x F!Reader + AT THE END OF THEIR ROPE, Forced to Kneel & "Hold them down."
24/31 | LUCIDITY
WS!Bucky + Blood Covered Hands
25/31 | LOVE YOUR ENEMY
Shrinkyclinks + Lost Voice & ALT. Touch Starved
26/31 | NOT WITHOUT YOU
40's Stucky + NO ONE LEFT BEHIND & ALT. Carried to Safety
27/31 | A GRAVE PRICE
WS!Bucky + PUSHED TO THE LIMIT, Stumbling, ALT. Stabbed & ALT. Tears
28/31 | LULLABY FOR A SOLDIER
B&B!Bucky x F!Reader + Anger Born of Worry & Headache
29/31 | FATAL MISTAKE
Winter Soldier x Undercover!F!Reader + Sleep Deprivation
30/31 | MAY GOD HAVE MERCY ON YOU, BECAUSE I WON'T
Shrunkyclunks + NOTE TO SELF: DON'T GET KIDNAPPED, Hair Grabbing & "Please don't touch me."
31/31 | IN THE ARMS OF AN ANGEL
B&B!Bucky x F!Reader + Comfort & Bedside Vigil
CONCLUSION AND FINAL THOUGHTS
COMPLETIONIST LIST
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