#2am things

[beyond-borderline-x]

#bpd #actually bpd #bpd feels #bpd thoughts #bpdrelate #mentalhealth #mental health #overthinking #bpd vent #depression #meme #anxiety #borderline personality disorder #ptsd #mental illness #bodydysmorphia #bpdthings #2am things #2amconfessions #being borderline #dark poetry

[glkr-xo]

“I’m so tired of being here,

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave,

I wish that you would just leave

Cause your presence still lingers here, and it won’t leave me alone.

These wounds won’t seem to heal.

This pain is just too real.

There’s just too much that time cannot erase.”

— Evanescence 🖤

#evanescence #2am things #confessions #2amconfessions #bpd feels #depression #heartache #heartbreak #love #quotes #bpd #bpdrelate #pain #actually bpd #anxiety #mental health #positivity #self love #i love you #hurt #music #lyrics

[satsuma-saturn]

i like knights, especially narukami, a normal amount (im lying)

#ensemble stars #enstars #ensemble stars knights #enstars knights #knightsp #enstars knightsp #tsukasa suou #leo tsukinaga #arashi narukami #ritsu sakuma #izumi sena #admin #2am thoughts #2am things #listens to silent oath for the one billionth time #just to hear narukami's solos

[so-tired-of-dying]

How long, has it been?

Since we last spoke?

A year, or maybe

Two?

Try three on for size.

And so much has happened,

Since we last spoke

My dear,

I have seen both heaven

And hell,

Since we last spoke.

I have lost

Some of those

Important to me.

My birthday buddy

And my best furry

Friend.

I’ve been bruised,

And even scarred in

Invisible ways.

I got passed through

The lost

And found.

And yet

Though you abandoned me,

I have thought of you. At the end

Of the night.

When I let out my heavy sigh,

And finally breathe.

I think of you.

Warm and gentle,

It’s soothing.

And then only

The worst.

The words

And feelings.

The empty left inside,

As with you,

Went my trust.

That was so

Slowly built.

And then

I make a choice,

Of letting down a wall.

Maybe, you are safe?

But what if,

The kindness and warmth.

The words?

are only scrapes left behind.

Caution

Remains.

Words tickling the brain.

Promises,

But could be false.

A new feeling,

With reservation, hesitation.

But excited.

Heat rises through me,

A warm desire.

What if,

I let you in more?

Give in a little

To the pressure.

Meet you,

Halfway even when you don’t

Understand my pain.

Why is it,

Like no time

Has even passed?

Like you

Never hurt me?

Like you

Have always been there?

Like we

Never paused?

Like I

Never cried

Over you?

Like we

Spoke last week?

#anxitey #anxienty #writers and poets #death mention tw #tw ed thoughts #tw selfhate #tw triggers #naptime #nightlife #texts from last night #this came to me at 2am #2am things #2 am poetry #poemsbyme #original poem

[broccolitown]

"Don't be oversensitive, don't overthink" they'll say

Internally it's soul crushing, heart breaking

You wait for the catharsis, but it never comes

You wish the pain will go away but it deepens

You want to run away but you're too afraid

"Cut them away" you'll say

But every word is like a knife deep in your chest, salt to your wounds

When will this ever heal, you wonder

Tired, exhausted, thinking it'll never end

Asking yourself why you were born if they wanted to abandon you

"This path is what I'm meant to walk" I'll say

To learn to love others as I've never been loved

To see beyond the forced laughters

Embrace the struggling and unloved

And when you have children you'll know gender does not matter

"I am loved, I am secure" They'll say

As you embrace them

As you see their identity grow with each birthday

You'll know you were meant to experience this

To never make the same mistakes they did

#2am things

[lazylittledragon]

'i'll just do a couple of doodles of mombin™/platonic stobin parents' nevermind, borderline graphic novel

#stranger things #platonic stobin #mombin™ #robin buckley #steve harrington #i blacked out at 2am last night and wrote like 25 pages #i don't write fic so i do this instead and get to call it my job #incredible #i have No excuse to not finish this one bc i'm not at school anymore #there has to be an existing gay club called passionfruit right #cw pregnancy

[pencilscratchins]

atla renaissance pt 3 calls to me like a siren

#back to my roots #atla #zuko #sokka #toph #avatar the last airbender #avatar #to everyone arguing whether or not it’s accurate to say they do have ODS consider a few things #a) it’s a joke i made while high #b) toph wouldn’t care she would just say shit to piss them off because she’s 12 #c) maybe welcome joy into your life. consider taking even a second of a break from whatever compels you to ruin my desire to post #and just chill. because this is and has never been that deep #art #my art #my fan art #fan art #is this the last thing i ever post on tumblr? who knows #im high and its 2am lets get wild

[half-asleep-artist]

2am doodle of ranboo eye reveal

#ranboo #2am things #doodle

[anarchythephoenix]

NO ONE needs to call me out THAT SPECIFICALLY

#fanfic #2am things #i've been called out in the most EGREGIOUS manner andi will not stand for this #why did you have to put auto-rotate turned off? #whhhhyyyyyy #the amount of memeories i have of doing this EXACT THING is ridiculous #i need help

[zillychu]

assorted brainrot from like 2 months ago

#danny phantom #everlasting trio #owari no seraph au #yes i know SHUT UP #do not ask me for specifics i dont even know #more things kei is responsible for enabling #zilly art #posting this at 2am hoping no one notices

[beyond-borderline-x]

I feel… exposed 👀

#bpd #actually bpd #bpd feels #bpd thoughts #bpdrelate #mentalhealth #mental health #overthinking #bpd vent #depression #meme #anxiety #borderline personality disorder #ptsd #mental illness #bodydysmorphia #bpdthings #being borderline #2am things #2amconfessions #attachment #rejection #fear

[glkr-xo]

I hate that I betrayed myself for you

#heartache #pain #hurt #abuse #2am things #confessions #2amconfessions #bpd feels #depression #heartbreak #sad #betrayal #gutted

[heartorbit]

holy quintet looks kind of different

#project sekai #emu otori #nene kusanagi #tsukasa tenma #mizuki akiyama #rui kamishiro #pjsk #prsk #proseka #pmmm #i tag then i scream #UAUUUGUUUUU im tired. smifnfile. I didnt mean to draw finish this i kind of just did and now its 2am. and i have #9am lifedrawing class. sniflfmelfle. Goodnight. IM TIRED. #this is my way of practicing rui i think i finally got him down. ambrose im coming to get you #here comes emunene doomed yaoi and mizurui doomed yuri and tsukasa doomed in general #fun little things: emus hair bows r based on her kirapipi card #mizukis hair bow is the one from the ribbon event and tsukasa hat is torpe card #nenes soul gem is a shell for her mermaid card and ruis is an hourglass for his curtaincall card. and i thought it was funny #and i couldnt draw the balloon nice. LOL. he gets ramune candy for compensation #didnt draw it yet but like when homura takes out her braids i thought nene could take out her front hairties. cg/o hair style. you know. #I got my cat a laser pointer and im so glad it fucking tired her OUT chasing it she sleeps like a rock. me next. OK FUCKING GOODNIGHT. #STUPID 9AM CLASS. EXPLODES. #i know its kind of funny to just have mizuki be there but im a wxs oshi and nenerobo wasnt going to be here sorry. cant draw her a mech. L #but to me they arent just there. thats MIZUKI. theyre a celebrity to me. wxs is just next to them.

[lils-cards]

making my friend guess my current milf crush is SO funny

#2am things

[broccolitown]

Good for you but

Cringe for me

Consistently, ugh

Continously, pretentious

#2am things

[bootlegatem]

Life's Insights #1

Life is about many things, that's what I've come to understand about it. Among those things is learning when to walk on your own and when to walk among others. I see my teen years as a trial period for that, a trial period to help you find... well, to navigate the crowds that identity more as you. But even trial periods have their ups and downs, sometimes they end early or start late, sometimes you have to say screw it to the trial period and start on your own.

A good example would be both families and parents. There are a crowd willing to help/assist us during this trial period, but sometimes the make you unsure about a lot of things; things about yourselves, things about them, and things about others. That's why we sometimes try to go at it alone, because there's always a 50% chance that we can figure out more by ourselves. And another 40% chance that we can always return to our family crowds for the assistance and sometimes the love we crave and need. But the other 10% stands for the chance that they will abandon us because we chose our own paths, the paths that fit us more.

#2am things #Inspiration finally made a moove