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Luka Mochizuki, via Japanese Gravure: [FLASH] 2021.04.27
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┊ CoC ⌇ 燐光の夜間学級
┊ HO1押花の栞
┊ 三廻部初音 ⌇ みくるべはつね
Age // 30歳※
Job // 絵本作家
Birthday // 2/29
Stature // 162cm
Color // #B47157
Scenario //
2021.04.27「燐光の夜間学級」
2021.09.05「花葬列車」(KPC)
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2021.04.27 Tuesday
新しい環境になって日々慌ただしく過ぎて行きます。
...なんて言ってたら東京や大阪にまたもや緊急事態宣言が。
他の店舗が休業になった分、頑張らないとなんて思ったり(思わなかったり)。
こちらは毎日通常営業でございます。(仕事も仕事以外も)。
そして今日は母の誕生日(と同時にくるりの岸田さんの誕生日でもあり)。
先程見上げた満月は妖しく美しかったです。
高齢の両親の代わりにコロナワクチンの予防接種の予約が出来たことが
今日の私の親孝行かも。笑。
いやでもこれ、高齢の方にネット予約はなかなか難しいと思うのです。
だからみんな電話掛けちゃって、繋がらないんだろうなあ。
(代わりに予約しましょうか、位のサービスとか出来てしまうのでは...）
昨日のお休みは名城公園へピクニック。
朝、近所のおいしいパン屋さんへバゲットを買いに行ってサンドイッチ作って
(ハム&チーズとキャロットラペサンド)
ポテサラも作って持って行きました。
あゆちゃんがお茶セットとポテチを持って来てくれました。
お茶は私も大好きKUSMI TEA。ポテチも水玉模様のかわいい子です。
(私も一瞬同じポットを持って行こうとしたんだ。考えること同じで嬉しいなあ)
木陰の下にあるベンチに座ってのんびり平和な時間を過ごせました。
この時期の公園いいね。
最近カゴバッグを購入したので早速それを持って行きました。
ピクニックと言えばカゴですよね。
中の布バッグも黄色と青で私好みなのです。
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そんなこんなで今くるりを聴きながらこれを書いております。
久々に聴いた「ばらの花」にキュンとしちゃった。
(明日はアルバム発売日！)
21時からは「大豆田とわ子と三人の元夫」がやるよ！
今一番好きなドラマです。
では皆さま、引き続き健やかにお過ごし下さいませ。
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コラム：第93回アカデミー賞
第93回アカデミー賞についてのコラムをリアルサウンド映画部に寄稿しました。
記事：第93回アカデミー賞が最低視聴率を更新 その背景と課題について考える
2021.04.27
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ネガイボシ(2021.04.27)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V10jM1RxoFw
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ENHYPEN의 멋진 세계 (2021.04.27)
https://magazine.weverse.io/article/view?lang=ko&colca=5&artist=&searchword=&num=140
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2021.04.27. AM02:31
青が澄んだ朝、少し篭るような蒸し暑さに季節を感じる。今年は夏を受け入れてみようと決めている、海にも山にも行く気はさらさらないけど、夏の美味しいところは全ていただくつもりで春をやり過ごしている。花粉症は誰にも良いことがないので滅びるなら今。人間のほうが順応して進化しろよ、な件が多すぎる。テクノロジーは一旦置いておいて弱点の克服に努めてほしい。アレルギー剤を処方する製薬会社には利潤があるんだった、花粉症、経済を回していた件。俺より経済回復に貢献するなんて絶対に許してはならない。アレジオン派です。
「あるべき論」で語るのは簡単だけど、君の所感が聞きたい、それが言葉じゃなくたって到底かまわない。真夜中に漏れ出す海水で君の建前を溶かせたらいいのに。問題はおれが時々目を疑うほど早寝である点、二人の夜更けにいつまで経っても到達できない。パンデミックで浸透したマスクも君の建前を助長している気がするし、夏はカラッとあるべきなのにまるで嬉しいおまけみたいな顔した湿気がついて回る。君たちとならそんなことも簡単に愛して退けることができたりするんだろうか。ここまで書いて、自分は変わったな、と痛感しています。いつからこんな人間らしくなったんだか。全然眠くないのに眠眠打破をデスクに置かれます、何の当てつけだろうと思いつつ文句は言わず飲み干しますが。俺は眠くないですよ、事務のお姉さん。ドヤ顔で置いていかれますけど。
「無関心なその眼差しが僕を愛してると言う瞬間を、」 「哀に触れて程よく踊り、未来に歌いニヤッとしたい。恥ずかしげもなく君を浮かべて、」 「出口のない痛みに向き合い藻掻いてしまう君が誇らしい、ずるの仕方を一緒に覚えよう。」
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Hey, Journal.
It’s April 27, 2021.
I’m here with another entry, so I can tell you one good thing that happened to me today. So here is my daily log, in an effort to see the good in my life and put out some good vibes along the way.
I’ve been buying a lot of string on eBay. I mean a lot of embroidery floss. I won this auction a few days ago, and the total came out to $84(ish). It was a huge lot of string, and it was like $0.13 per bobbin (or thing of string). But that $84 was, like, 45% actual cost and 55% shipping, which is crazy. But, today, the seller sent me back, like 45% of the shipping!! They said the shipping company had a good deal on the shipping cost, and gave me back the savings. That’s so awesome of them. They legit could have just pocketed the money. Kudos to that guy, for reals. And now, it’s like $0.07 per thing of string!! A super deal!!
Talk to you tomorrow!
#positivity#positivity journal#personal journal#plumpiestdumpling#one dumpling a day#entry#2021#2021.04.27#https://anchor.fm/plumpiestdumpling/episodes/Entry-117---20210427-evo5c6#send me your daily dumpling news!#https://anchor.fm/plumpiestdumpling/message
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2021.04.27. Tyr's day
So, as you know, I started to work with Loki and somehow the rest of the Norse gods are sort of just... crashed in... our cat was very old and sick and I brought her to the vet with the thought that I do not want her to suffer. This was a hard decision I had to make, but I always kept her condition first on the list and she was suffering so much I knew this was not the way.
So I had to do this. And the doctor was honest with me: we would just prolong her suffering and she visibly had enough. I couldn't bear the thought of watching her in pain for one more day.
While I was at the vet I admit I kept begging to Thor and to Tyr for strength. I mean I don't wear two Mjöl-Mjöls for nothing... and I didn't know why I instinctively picked Tyr as well, but it felt so right at the time.
I didn't feel abandoned, which is a big thing. I've always felt abandoned when I tried to connect to a popular religion before.
So, every day after I get up, I pull a rune for the day and also pull three runes after for 'past, present, future', which is 'yesterday, today and tomorrow'. And my rune of the day today?
Tiwaz. Tyr's rune.
Rune pulling is a wonderful way for me to connect to the old ways, I'm sensitive enough to pick up little things and my gut always tells me the truth. And when I pulled Tyr's rune the first thing I felt was it was his way of telling me I'm not alone. It felt like he heard, stayed and helped - because despite the fact I was crying the whole time, I could properly tell the doctor what I was thinking, I could stomach what she said, and I could stay there the whole time, I could be with our cat and I could keep stroking her as she fell asleep. It required a lot of strength on my part.
I'm not saying this works for everyone. But in the past I had so many attempts at connecting to God who did not give any sort of sign he was listening.
Tyr listened. And stayed.
And even after, he gave another sign that he's there if I need him.
In my eyes, this is the best thing that happened to me. I'm heartbroken, but I don't feel alone.
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Yokono Sumire 横野すみれ, FLASH 2021.04.27
歳/Age: 20
身長/Height: 159cm
B? - W? - H?
Twitter: @suchan_nmb48
Instagram: @yokono_sumire
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drabbles masterpost
☆ click here for main masterpost
☆ click here for ‘dionysus’ masterpost
☆ click here for thoughts and asks
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18+. I hit the max number of links in one post on 2022.01.01 (it rendered all links inactive). Relocated some of my older short stories here. All drabbles with smut are labeled.
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you’re so creepy.
seven creepy girls meet seven normal guys
— 2k — notes: university!BTS
kim namjoon — the kiss >> hello again
kim seokjin — the kiss >> hello again
min yoongi — the kiss >> hello again
jung hoseok — the kiss >> hello again
park jimin — the kiss >> hello again
kim taehyung — the kiss >> hello again
jeon jungkook — the kiss >> hello again
seven sins series.
one deadly sin and one main kink for each member
— 1k-2k — notes: PWP smut
kim namjoon — envy, exhibitionism.
kim seokjin — pride. role play.
min yoongi — sloth. submission.
jung hoseok — greed. overstimulation.
park jimin — lust. petplay.
kim taehyung — wrath. dominance.
jeon jungkook — gluttony. oral fixation.
bite.
you’re reluctant to eat. you can’t stop once you start.
— vampire!reader; member's POV
notes: fluff; vaguely suggestive themes; mentions of blood
knj — ksj — myg — jhs — pjm — kth — jjk
far to go.
drabbles inspired by TXT’s album minisode 2: thursday’s child, starring BTS
— based on the five stages of grief | angst
01 opening sequence — myg
03 trust fund baby — ksj
04 lonely boy (the tattoo on my ring finger) — kth, ft pjm
05 thursday’s child has far to go — knj, ft jhs
02 good boy gone bad — jjk, ft myg (collar!AU) | smut
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ot7.
2020.05.31 — ot7 — morning after — each 1k
— notes: mentions of drunk sex | fluff
2021.10.02 — ot7 — namjoon's birthday
— notes: journey (OT8) au
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kim namjoon.
2021.04.22 — lemon
2021.04.27 — you don't love me
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kim seokjin.
2020.06.06 — smut — the trim
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min yoongi.
2020.11.01 — smut — happy halloween
— notes: enemies-to-lovers
2020.12.13 — smut — pendulum — 3k
— notes: hate/make-up sex
2021.02.18 — slow blink — 3k
— notes: angst | recovering after a breakup
2021.04.13 — absolutely not
2021.04. 20 — remedy
— notes: cheating accusation
2021.04.28 — smut — what look?
— notes: thigh riding, handjob
2021.04.29 — don't get turned on
2021.06.05 — almost strangers
2021.11.12 — red
— notes: fall heartbreak
2021.12.04 — tiny waist
2021.12.12 — smut — casual
— notes: fwb (?)
2021.12.18 — vacuum
2022.01.26 — whiskey
— notes: tuxedo aka cat-man!yoongi
2022.04.14 — life was so, so cruel
2022.05.07 — joker
— notes: twist on DC Comics Joker / psychiatrist
2022.07.22 — not tonight
— cat owners, married couple au —
2022.08.15 — nyangnyang
2023.05.26 — smut — shower
— notes: handjob, fingering
2023.05.26 — smut — pheromones
— notes: blowjob, fingering, penetrative sex
2024.02.24 — (we need to) talk
2022.08.26 — smut — the romantic hunger
— notes: blowjob
2022.10.01 — smut — freaky
— notes: fingering
2022.11.05 — smut — that lavender haze
— notes: blowjob, handjob
2023.03.09 — smut — the good stuff
— notes: mutual masturbation
2023.04.14 — dedication
2023.05.14 — pictures of you
—notes: fingering, mentions of jk x reader, _thehornedsin!AU
2023.07.01 — smut — and I just can’t get enough
— notes: blowjob, pwp
2023.10.29 — smut — nothing but 0.03
— notes: fingering, penetrative sex
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jung hoseok.
2021.04.17 — your most troublesome tenant
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park jimin.
2021.01.06 — smut — after midnight
— notes: idol!BTS | same au as ‘good boy’
2021.05.11 — the third time this month
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kim taehyung.
2021.07.05 — golden hour
2021.07.18 — smut — original idea — 3.2k
— notes: est. relationship | period, unprotected, shower sex
2021.11.17 — bite me
2021.12.15 — bsod
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jeon jungkook.
2020.07.22 — why did i fall in love with you
— notes: unrequited love
2021.01.08 — never be
2021.01.30 — smut — lollipop — 3.1k
— notes: est. relationship | sex in a movie theater
2021.04.05 — smut — kaleidoscope — 3.2k
— notes: exes-to-lovers | angst
2021.04.17 — closeted — 3k
— notes: enemies-to-lovers
2021.05.21 — how much did you see?
— 2021.08.10 — who are they?
— notes: 'bullseye' couple
2021.05.31 — that you last night?
— notes: 'ruined' couple
2021.07.19 — a kiss from the moon — 3.8k
— notes: childhood friends-to-lovers
2021.08.23 — then, terror
2021.09.01 — birthday drabbles
— notes: mango, best laid plans, journey (OT8)
2021.09.01 — smut — birthday drabbles, m
— notes: exclamation mark, customer service, calculated
2021.11.20 — decalcomania
2021.12.11 — smut — dirty
— notes: after a (shower) blowjob
2022.01.11 — boxing
2022.03.20 — heart-shaped glasses
2022.03.27 — deep breath
2022.04.01 — late night — 3k
— notes: feels + fluff
2022.06.24 — every corner of my mind
2023.02.03 — smut — the devil said — 3k
— notes: pwp | sub!jk
2023.07.05 — smut — touchin’
— notes: standing doggy with clothes on
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multiple pairings.
2021.06.12 — myg, jjk — happy birthday
— notes: head!jjk + heart!myg
2021.12.08 — myg, jjk — scold him
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'not allowed' au
idol!BTS | poly relationship (myg, jjk)
2021.04.19 — myg, jjk — this is not allowed, you two
2021.04.20 — myg — smut — you’re not allowed to touch me
— notes: blowjob
2021.04.28 — myg — not allowed but
2021.06.29 — jjk — smut — that's not allowed
— notes: handcuff usage, thigh riding, handjob
2021.06.30 — myg — smut — most likely not allowed
— notes: handcuff usage, m-receiving oral
2021.11.26 — myg — smut — not allowed, min yoongi!
— notes: phone sex, mutual masturbation
2022.01.04 — myg — smut— you were not allowed
— notes: slight D/s themes, cowgirl, handjob
2022.03.12 — jjk, myg — *towel smack*
2022.04.07 — jjk — smut — "that's not allowed, noona!"
— notes: m-masturbation, phone sex
2022.04.16 — jjk — smut— *post-concert workout*
— notes: standing doggy, voyeurism
2022.04.18 — myg — “YOONGI, MARRY ME!”
2022.06.15 — myg, jjk — thoughts about resting
2022.06.17 — jjk — "secret ○○ is not allowed, noona.”
2022.06.29 — myg, jjk — puzzle games
2022.09.18 — myg, jjk — “you took this photo?”
2022.10.08 — myg, jjk — after the award show
— notes: threesome smut, m+f-oral, fingering, doggy
2023.03.10 — myg — smut — before the solo tour
— notes: minor mention of penetrative sex
2023.06.05 — myg — during the solo tour, japan dates
2023.07.14 — jjk — ‘seven’ days a week is about... who?
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slice-of-life zombie au
main pairing: myg x reader
2021.06.05 — you got my back?
2021.06.06 — hyung, where are you?
2021.06.07 — can't sleep
— working through it, what are you guys doing?
2021.06.08 — big, hefty nuts
2021.06.11 — choking on a carrot
2021.06.19 — fight me, you cowards
2021.08.09 — you want to do what?
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#bts fanfction#bts drabble#bts masterlist#bts masterpost#jungkook#bts jimin#bts taehyung#bts jhope#bts jungkook#bts yoongi#bts suga#bts jin#bts seokjin#bts namjoon#bts rm#rm#suga#jin#jhope#jimin#v#bts
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[2021.03.20]
You know this "need to take a break from each other"
But even after a single normal vacation of only a month long
I missed so much
I didn't have enough noise
I didn't not enough you
I was once again like "huh, this is really my house"
The only one who will definitely never betray me
The only one who will listen to me
The only one who, even if doesn't understand - will always accept
Will accept me for who I am
The only one who knows all my labour and my sufferings
After all, passed and passes the same
(I can't look at your pain,
but glad and grateful that we can get through this together)
I know that I will always be comfortable here,
And that will always be waiting for me here,
After all, we are more than just a family
More than anyone can imagine
[2021.03.30]
«love for you is my spring breath,
which I have been waiting for for so long
and although I'm still in dark, now I'm shining here not lonely»
[2021.04.01]
«She's the only one
That makes my heart beat at full strength
It was only thanks to her that I was able to "breathe" here
Only thanks to her can I feel truly alive»
(* her - music)
[2021.04.02]
«Oh, I'm waiting for darkness around me
To be interrupted by a golden glow again,
And I won't be so lonely anymore
Because your music, your voice will be with me».
<>
«I want that, looking at this light
That swirls around me and dances like snow,
My heart will continue to bloom with the same golden
And warm flower as these "golden snowflakes"».
[2021.04.02]
«Under night sky and the light of lanterns,
When I do a slow dance with snowflakes,
And periodically jump a little to break snowdrifts with my foot,
I feel how something gets tight in my chest,
And I think it's love?»
[2021.04.03]
«Someone says that this is a path strewn with flowers
But never thinks that petals of these same flowers
Are Always splattered with blood
After all, the bigger the dream,
The more difficult path to it is».
<>
«It's like a disease that clouds mind and affect heart
To be above fear and above doubt
Like asthma, because without this 'dream' It becomes difficult to breathe».
[2021.04.10]
«How life is change and struggle,
I want my heart to always fight tirelessly and change for better, too.
I want to be like all those young shoots
That break through various layers and reach for sun.
So that my soul also breaks through all barriers of this unjust world
And stretches upward for sake of light in this darkness».
[2021.04.11]
«Like waves of the ocean that always come back,
I want you to know tat you will never be alone,
Because I will always come back to you,
Because, now, you're my home.
You are my everything».
°°° °°° °°° °°°
«And like noise that appears and subsides over these waves,
I want you to know
That in the same way I will always be here
To be silent when need to listen, and to talk to when need it».
[2021.04.27]
«Gradually, my "heart began to stop"
More and more often and longer
And the only thing that could help
To "launch heartbeat" again - this was become music»
[2021.05.07]
«When all the stars turn off, I want you to consider me your star.
When the wind of change blows, I want you not to be afraid,
Because my breath will be here, which will warm your hands».
[2021.06.11]
«those days when I was suddenly attacked by that sudden panic fear -
I remember them as if it was yesterday..
(remember crying, remember fear)
"herophobia is a phobia in which a person experiences
an irrational aversion to happiness"
a disorder I've never had, but..
now, being in one of darkest as pitch-black periods of life,
(ight really can't get in here)
I am attacked again (even if for other reasons)..
scared as hell that despite all moments when something bad ends,
my life will continue to be enveloped in this negative color..»
[2021.08.29]
«thought got rid of it, but it seems that one side of heart really died.
after that day, until now, it all comes back to me:
"everything has lost its meaning and taste, even happiness itself".
it doesn't matter what I do, it doesn't matter even if I don't think about anything -
every time it all comes to this vile feeling that turns every day into one continuous torment.
"want to live? need to live?"
pulse clearly draws "no".
and things that have become like drugs just help to kill time more pleasantly/painlessly.
(if I lose this, I will lose the other half of my heart too)
void, filled only by its own echo, will become completely empty.
my "I" will cease to exist.
(the rest? not sure, but possibility can't be ruled out either)»
[2021.09.01]
«Previously, all I did was want to get rid of them,
And now I'm afraid of losing them forever:
No matter how heavy my wings are,
No matter how many times they break,
I want to keep growing them again and again
(to feel them even with pain and hatred, than not to have them at all)
After all, they are all I have
After all, they are all why I can survive here
If I lose them forever, I will cease to be myself,
I will stop living and I don't know if I can exist..
ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ×××××××
"Being cursed blessing"
This is my destiny - the power that no one asked for,
But what became scary to lose, because without it I am nothing»
[2021.11.28]
«Someone will say that I am crazy,
Choosing a path where I have to burn myself every day,
But what if this is only way I can breathe,
What if this is only way I can see stars»
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岐阜の桜の名所
最初は旦那さんを撮ってたけど、やっぱりモデル力は無く笑
素敵なお２人が居たので、勇気をだして声をかけて撮らせてもらいました♬｡.
ちょっとピントが迷子のもあるけど笑
とっても気に入ってるお写真ෆ
若いっていいなぁ笑
2021.04.27
#桜#さくら#サクラ#菜の花#桜並木#portrait#ポートレート#ポートレイト#フィルムに恋してる#フィルム写真#nikonf3#nikon photography#nikon#フィルム写真普及委員会#ファインダー越しの私の世界#film#filmphotography#Hasselblad#ましかく写真#ハッセルブラッド#hasselblad500cm#エビプリ#オールドレンズ#オールドレンズ部#オールドレンズに恋をした#35mm film#120mm film#35mm photography#花#Flower
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một ngày bực mình là bỗng dưng một vài thói quen bị ngoại cảnh bên ngoài tác động không theo ý muốn của mình, và nhiều khi mình muốn mặc kệ rồi để đó tính sau,
nhớ câu nói của cái ông gì quên tên ổng rồi, ổng viết, nếu bạn sống tới ngày mai thì mọi chuyện ... quên luôn,
nhớ thời mình còn đi làm ơ�� trong Sài Gòn, ở phòng trọ mà quần áo mình mang theo ít quá, mặc đồ ẩm ướt sẽ bị bệnh ngoài da, mà còn hôi rình hôi rĩnh nữa, mình nghĩ ra cách là dùng quạt để cả ngày cho quạt quần áo, mai lại khô, không nhất thiết phải có nắng, chỉ cần gió là đủ, thời đó mình không có bàn là, cũng không nhớ tới khái niệm máy sấy... nói chung quên rất là nhiều, chỉ nhớ mỗi cô ấy, và đám bạn của cô ấy,
hai câu cuối của khổ thứ tư, bắt đầu bằng,
別有，別走
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