#2 hours of me suffering pain

[hyakunana]

Surfing the vibes of my most recent work to participate in my first @D2ArtEvents Solar Embrace Vol3 zine!! Because they still deserve some good time of quality

#destiny #destiny 2 #destiny the game #destiny art #bungie #ana bray #anastasia bray #elisabeth bray #elsie bray #exo stranger #banshee 44 #fanart #solar embrace #GUESS WHO FORGOT TO SCHEDULE MY ART TO POST HERE TOO? YOURS TRULY #did this art in about 24 hours im still a lil stressed but happy and relieved i managed to do it in time #the only valid members of the bray family having some vacation from pain and suffering #hoping this art redeems me from that one dark future angst art i did last year kjxcvbcxvn #ana and elsie deserve the world - i say as i still have df as my fav lore book

[frogcroaks]

imagining your frog people being able to taste their topical patch medicine through their skin like we can taste that salty water doctors use in our blood

I DIDNT EVEN THINK OF THAT!! Since patches and pressure pads would force larger absorption than natural they'd absolutely feel the taste of them... Now im thinking of cute flavor themed patches for the medicine that'd be viable to put artificial flavor on. Which is unfortunately not that many I assume

#hanasei #koegama #not art #me when i have bad tasting medicine stuck on my back for 2 hours (pain) (suffering)

[nabaath-areng]

Hey so if anyone got any suggestions on what to do when you're stuck to liquid food only when liquid food is super tricky with eating disorder (and soup is THE hardest food to eat ever), I'm all ears cause I got two of my wisdom teeth extracted and I wasn't prepared for how hellish this would be <3

#literally google reddit etc gives me conflicting answers #and i cant tell how soon im allowed to eat the soft foods i CAN stomach #the only thing ive had for like the last 24 hours is yoghurt and i know ill suffer for it later #but my shitty body makes healing horrible!!!! i dread risking dragging this out!!!!! #ugughghhhhh #at least im not in as bad pain as i was 2 weeks ago #its surprisingly manageable all things considered especially in comparison #but the food thing stresses me out immensely #as food and eating in general are already things that stress and upset me easily #so being unable to eat anything thats safe makes this feel even worse than is probably rational really #dont mind me im juggling mental and physical bullshitc

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

new vision for kinktober: lesbians

#maybe i want to draw lesbians #maybe i love women #maybe i love women and want to draw lesbians #so far i've got uhhhh 3 fully-finished pieces and 2 are L and one is Light and i got a bunch w multiple people that i haven't even inked ye #so so behind #but i have motivation: lesbians #i hope to do some rarepairs #rn i'm doing kiyomisa #i def want to do mikalight #and i'm doing beyondlawlight (is that their name? idk) #remisa is totally happening i just have to remember how to draw rem #def meronia & nearlymellodramattic but i haven't started either yet :/ #thinkin about doing terratio too but ryuk is hard to draw #i also wanted to write a fic for one prompt but it's coming too soon and i am slow at writing fiction #i'll write you a whole 5 page essay in one sitting but fiction? pain and suffering. give me half a year #though tbh i have so much shit to do and i've been feeling very lay-in-the-floor-and-make-decisions-that-make-everything-worse atm #so i probably won't get to do all that i've planned #my head just feels so full rn. too full. i just want to go in the sun and dance around and look at cool bugs #but alas it is nighttime and i am feeling too ugh to dance about and there are no cool bugs #my top list of things that make life better are being withheld i am going to resort to going to sleep for 12 hours i think #after drawing lesbians obvi

[transgenderboobs]

thinking about it and honestly it's so bogus the way they treat pain patients in hospitals. like they find a pain medication that actually works, and then because you're not screaming in agony anymore they decide your pain is managed and immediately start weaning u off the medication. and if u report a pain number too low, which, again, is only happening because of the meds working, they refuse to give u that dosage again. like, no, the only reason i'm normal right now is because you're giving me this dose of pain meds. if you take that away, i'm going to be in pain again

#personal #hospital mention #like theyre so terrified of a drug user getting a fix that they make Everyone suffer! great! now everyone loses. #i experienced actual relief for 2 glorious hours in the hospital #before they decided my pain was ''managed'' and bumped me back down to a lower dosage

[lazaruspiss]

me? making a dumb post bc i needed to expell my thoughts before i could fall asleep? yeah

Dick - doesnt game often, but when he does its weird janky shit the average person would deem unplayable for some reason or another. (the path, pathological, fear & hunger, probably a random soulsbourne game) unrelated but i don't think he would know which one is link and which one is zelda.

Jason - phone games. the type of games that have 50 different clones by a dozen companies. and disco elysium.

Tim - gamer. fps and pvp games. idk i don't go there. Probably some mystery games and platformers too, and whatever game is being talked about in that "might as well see what the fuss is about" way. the type of person you see online/in-game way too often for how busy they are.

Damian - only stardew valley.

#was watching a 2 hour vid on pathological and thought. pain and suffering? thats perfect for dick #anyways. brain demons let me sleep pls and thnx

[chaoswillcalmusdown]

i have my follow up endo appointment this morning and i woke up at 5 am with nearly as much pain as that time when i went to the ER thinking my appendix had broken

#so i'm in pain right now but not like BAD pain #and in 2 hours i'm gonna suffer through an ultrasound exam where she's gonna poke at the fucking cyst which is causing me pain #while already starting out in pain #wow how fun for me #i will noT be going to work later as planned........ i will be curled up in tears probably

[tsireyqs]

naur but it’s the way my stress levels would be so much lower if i just owned a damn vibrator but i live in a college dorm with 2 roommates

#GET OUTTHAJANJh!!!!!!!ajjeakjd #i get no privacy #ANDBAND #The Boy lives like 2 hours away #me oversharing on the tl #pain and suffering #ari speaks ♡

[deus-ex-mona]

my day in two pictures:

#very very long and incoherent and whiny rant incoming sorryyyyyy #i hate this. so. sooooo. sooooooooooo much #i could tell that this day was gonna go badly bc of just how well yesterday went (my lxl fan novels and curry meshi deliveries came in) #so anyway. i woke up late bc i slept late (thanks lxl event story lmaoo) and stuff happened so i left my place later than usual #but surpriseeeee it rained the moment i stepped out of the elevator. and the bus was coming in 3 minutes!!!! #so i ran across the carpark in the rain to take a shortcut. that was fine. whatever. but then i saw the bus turn in and— #for some reason my legs just. stopped moving. i couldn’t run anymore :( battery? depleted. bus? left right in front of my very eyes :( #and the next bus was set to come in 10 minutes ಥ‿ಥ so that was freakin’ fantastic. #anyways the bus came and took me to the interchange where the dumb train station was. and when i got to the platform… the train just left. #and the next train was set to come in 5 minutes. which was great news for me who had an hour to get to work #so the train came. the hour-long journey went. and when i reached the bus stop to transfer to the bus to get to work… the bus had just left #so with some time (read: 10 minutes) to spare i decided to get some bread for dinner… #unfortunately the bakery place thing i went to did not accept card payments ಥ‿ಥ so i decided to rely on qr code payments instead #big. mistake. (ʘ‿ʘ) my payment was rejected 4 times before i gave up and decided to use cash #unfortunatelyyyyyyy i had no $10 notes left for a quick and easy payment (i only had 2 $2 notes and a $50 note along with some coins) so i. #cue a panicked small change counting as i desperately tried to count as quickly as possible while the customer after me pressured me :( #and did i mention that a lady cut my queue while i was waiting to pay???? (ʘ‿ʘ) pain and suffering #thankfully i barely managed to catch the bus after that tizzy but i was already late for work by then :( #anyways i arrived at work late and decided to check my email app for the lolz. biiiiiig mistake!!!!!!! #i noticed that i had a new email from my father (derogatory) whom i had ghosted years ago. like??? why did he have to email today??? #my day was bad enough without him pls gimme a break. i just. suffering??????????? #so i get to my workstation (the worst workstation ever istg) and note that there actually aren’t many samples today! yay! #…then they freakin’ brought in like 200+ more samples and i realised that the morning shift had yet to finish weighing the morning samples— #pain. and. suffering. (ʘ‿ʘ) looks like i’ll have to work till 3am again. #ughhhhh why did today’s happenings have to happen this week??????? this isn’t a biologically good week for me i’m gonna. throw someone istg #i’m exhausted and annoyed and hating everything and anything sooooo hard rn and i think i need anger management classes bc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa— #ok rant over time to cry ig. idk. i s w e a r i’m gonna smacc the morning shift people tomorrow if i don’t call out sick first— #it is suiyoubi my dudes

[reformedmercymain]

I have no desire to put this person on blast but my god it really shows when people didn’t play high elo overwatch pre role lock (not to mention how hard it was to have a completely stagnant meta for pro teams who weren’t the kings of it like titans and shock, which I wouldn’t bring up unless this person wasn’t mainly talking about OWL, which they were)

#like goats at the highest level (shock v titans) matches were incredible #but being subjected to ladder goats for that long? and seeing lower tier teams players like emotionally suffering because they can’t even #play the role they like and even within that comp the only change that can be made is to put a sombra in #also I don’t follow this person nor have I seen them before but I follow the owl tag so it just showed up on my dash #obviously don’t harass them just because it’s easy to disagree with their takes #(there’s a… lot of interesting takes because they stopped watching years ago) #c talks #ALSO DONT GET ME WRONG. DOUBLE SHIELD WAS IMMEDIATELY PAINFUL TOO. #but I personally still enjoyed it more than goats in terms of it being finally changed #I lovedddd playing zarya especially if I had a great rein (playing d.va wasn’t too bad but I didn’t enjoy her as much) #but still. I played it for so long that I felt stagnant in improving #in order to avoid purely playing goats I had to use an alt to not damage my highest ranking account #you could still get away with forcing some team comp shifts but you had play your ass off and have a team capable of adapting a bit #I have literally so many hours on mei and reaper bc I can’t fucking play doomfist #they also were afraid of 1-2-2 and as much as I miss some incredible tank duo synergy now that I’ve played a lot of ow2 I can say it’s the #best damn thing they could’ve done for the game #ALSO it’s completely fine to take such a long break and have… odd… takes because of it but it’s kinda funny to see it condensed in one long #post that drifts across your dashboard lmao

[bonetrousledbones]

lately i’ve discovered that there’s a special kind of hell in most likely not being able to go to a concert you really really really wanna go to right before the person goes on an indefinite hiatus

#trousled rants #YES this is about will wood leave me alone #all his shows are 18+ and i'm not gonna be 18 until like 2 weeks AFTER his last show. pain and suffering and hell and blood #i'm starting to really really consider just trying to buy a ticket anyway and seeing how it goes ... my mom would Not be happy abt it tho #particularly because the closest show is 2 hours away and also on the 25th #i've NEVER had issues with FOMO before but now.......................i understand. for the love of god please help me #delete later probably

[avephelis]

WHY'S MY REGION GOTTA WAIT SO LONG C'MON MANNNN

#pain and suffering LET ME INN #still a 2 hour wait helpme im rattling my cage getme out out out

[alliluyevas]

when you’re at a social event and you become extremely tired but sadly you are currently in Baltimore

#i live in northern Virginia it’s going to take me 2 hours to get home #and I have to wait for my friend and her gf who are driving me back to dc to also be ready to leave #and then I gotta go from dc to my place. pain and suffering in the dmv

[whorenerdking]

mom: what do you mean you don’t wanna hang out with me?

me: would you like the list to be alphabetized or ranked on a scale of how much damage you’ve caused to my mental health?

#I’m in actual pain #and not the fun kind #(—3-) #now I have to suffer through a 2 hour movie #with her constantly looking over at me like #are you even watching it? #when she knows damn well that my ADHD ass can’t function without 30 different stimuli #also for some reason this movie doesn’t have subtitles #in spain without the a

[mxdotpng]

ive been playing tales of arise lately and hmmm im not sure how i feel about the game. i think i could summarize my thoughts as "just okay" but i dont think thatd be right either

#.text #tales #its like ummm. the first few hours of the game are rlly boring to me ❤️ #i got out of calaglia and the game felt a lot better to play. i tended to play abt 90 minutes at a time while still in calaglia and #it took forever to get out of there bc it was just ummm. boring. #and i cant say cyslodia is much better tbh i feel like its generally the same but also no its not? it feels more fluid and #i think the characters feel better in this part. its weird. im not sure how to describe it #when i looked up the game to see how people thought of it it was more or less just a lot of 'has anyone even played this game' and 'no' #which isnt bad u know but i think its RLLY fuckin funny. ive seen some people say it gets rlly good but also i just dont see it yet #i mean i bought it so ofc im GONNA finish it. like the idea they have seems rlly cool... a guy who's memories are seemingly #sealed away inside the indestructable mask hes forced to wear and who can feel no pain. & a girl who inflicts pain upon everyone #she touches. i think shionne suffers a bit from her character writing but she has moments that make her really shine so #im not gonna judge her too hard for it yet. emotions also might be tied to her curse so u know. like i said. not judging yet. #and tbh i think id say the exact same for alphen. sometimes hes really interesting and fun and other times he feels really #stagnant and emotionless. ray chase is doomed to play the exact same character for every role hes in #he was at his best when he played brother nier in replicant and i can see pieces of that in alphens character as the game goes on so #im willing to wait for him as well. rinwell is really cute even if her and shionne's relationship is annoying. i see where its coming #from but i also just hate it when women in media Hate Eachother. what i have against those 2 is literally JUST me so u know #like i said 'just okay' isnt. Accurate but it also ISNT accurate. i dont know how to describe it. #i feel like what they wanted to go for in terms of story and themes was missed for the first part of the story by like a lot #not sure what my feelings are for that one but they arent positive. but like i just think calaglia overall sucked #its weird. like the writing REALLY feels like they just started Actually Caring once we got to cyslodia. its strange #but like whatever. ill See. ill see. eventually. probably. #summary: noctis lucis caelum is in this game.

[chisatowo]

So what I've learned today is that pmd randomizers are fucking hell

#rat rambles #I DIDNT THINK ITD BE THIS HARD..... PAIN AND SUFFERING #makes me regret not picking the legendaries I had available for my starters lol #although tbf that probablg wouldbt do that much when you consider move learning levels #anyways you dont realise how few healing items there are in the game until youve been playing for 2 hours and have found literally none #also because of how the randomiser works sunny and rainy orbs are my best friends now fucking life savers #I started with such a good moveset man I thought Id be ok but damn is this thing kicking my ass #doesnt help that my partner started with a dogshit movepool but hey its a bit better now at least #we both have full room attacks now which rly helps with the all too frequent monster rooms #oh btw my player is a flaffy and my partner is a gabite #and this flaffy has draco meteor lol #his name is crocker and by partner is betty because idk I decided baking theme this time #so when I eventually get acsess to more team mates Ill be sticking with that naming theme if I dong forget #well more like if I get to that point like I mean it this shit is brutal