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I don’t know what happened to me.
Like I do, but I don’t.
I used to be such a happy, outgoing kid who was always first to the playground and the last one to go back inside. I made friends like drinking water and didn’t worry about what the future had in store.
But at some point that all changed. I started questioning if those who loved me actually did, I started being last to the slide and first to leave. I started to lose friends and didn’t know how to make new ones. I let the thought of the future consume me until I couldn’t focus on the present anymore. The sun in my eyes went behind a cloud and it hasn’t come back.
But would knowing why change how I feel about it? Would giving a name or a face to reason for the darkness make it easier to deal with?
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feel like I haven't seen dahyun in 500 years.... where is she... 💔
#also i thought the mv came out at 3:58am today not pm and wo#the way i jolted up from my slumber only to find out it wont be out for another 11 hours oml#and also haopy birthday hyo!!!!!! and miyeon!!!!!!!!!!!!!! even though im late!!!!! my loves my everythings 🫂🫂🫂
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I really need a nap
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73.4Kg
💪筋肉: 58.627 Kg
🐷脂肪: 14.8 Kg
📊脂肪率: 20.16 %
📅 March 11, 2024 at 06:58AM
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You're not funny, you're not a joy to be around, you're just a horrible, boring person. I don't like you and I doubt anyone actually does no matter how much they tell you.
COME UP WITH SOMETHING ORIGINAL! ITS NOT HARD! Ugh.
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saw a magpie chasing a squirrel this morning. lil asshole (affectionate)
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Shader使ったアートとかに興味ある人向けの明日のsessionsの配信のざっくりしたスケジュール https://t.co/66ZWyCYerw 16:30～ レイマーチング講座 17:00～ Shaderのライブコーディングイベント！ 18:00～ Shaderだけで絵を書くすごい作品の上映会(コンペ) ShaderとかGLSL興味ある人是非見てください！ https://t.co/1KatnN7Yqb
— ブタジエン (@butadiene121) Apr 28, 2023
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Igt4ADlrDqE July, 10, 2022, at, 11:58AM July 10, 2022 at 11:58AMFound on YouTube: Resumo de Filosofia do Direito Capa comum – Edição padrão, 28 fevereiro 2020 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Igt4ADlrDqE
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Babysitter - Matthew Sturniolo x Y/n Oneshot
warnings - fluff, kissing, swearing,
also read ‼️‼️: name change on the daughter just because this fic is not where y/n is the biological mother, but i am going to keep estrella and mailo for when y/n and matt are biological parents.
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7:39am
I wake up to my phone blaring from a call, contact name says ‘The dad of the kid i start babysitting’
Hoping i’m not late i check the time, it’s only 7:40, my job wasn’t supposed to start till 11.
I pick up the phone, “Hello?” I asked in the most not tired voice possible.
“Hey, uh this is y/n right?” Matt asks.
"Yeah, you're Mr.Sturniolo right?"
Matt chuckles, "Please call me Matt, i'm not old."
"Of course, Matt. So what's up?” I rub my eyes and get out of bed as i keep my phone against my ear.
“I’m sorry this is such late notice but do you think you would be able to get here before eight?” He asks.
I let out a small sigh.
“Okay that’s okay i can just be late-”
“Wait what? No! Sorry i’m trying to find a shirt to wear.” I laugh in embarrassment.
“Oh okay great, see you at eight?” Matt confirms.
“See you at eight.” I hang up the phone.
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7:58am
I ended up picking grey cargo pants with a plain white sweatshirt.
I walked up to the given address, nice ass house by the way. I walk up to the font door and knock, the door opens and it reveals a brown haired man, bright blue eyes and stubble on his cheeks, covering his jaw, he was wearing black jeans and a black t shirt. He looked like he was really young so i thought there was no way he could be a whole ass dad
I look at the number again, it said 434.
“Sorry, i might have the wrong ho-” The man cuts me off.
“Wait you’re y/n?” He asks, sort of in disbelief, looking me up and down.
“Yeah, uh- babysitting?” I laugh.
“Oh okay, i’m sorry you look young.” He says, opening the door for me to walk in as i do so.
“Says the teenager.” I joke.
He looks down and laughs, “You’re totally right. Flora!? Come down here please!” Matt yells, a little girl that looks almost exactly like Matt runs down the stairs.
“What did I say about running down the stairs?” Matt scolds as the little girl, presumably Flora hugs his leg.
She had brown fluffy hair that went all the way down to her belly button.
She had blue eyes and was milk white like Matt.
“Sorry daddy.” She hugs his leg as he ruffles her hair.
“I’m gonna ignore it just because we have a guest and daddys running late. This is y/n, she will be hanging out with you for the day while daddy works.” He tells her, i give a small wave and she smiles at me but continues holding onto his leg.
“She’s usually shy at first, actually she might be shy the whole time, she gave my last babysitter a really hard time so i’m so sorry if today is trouble, and what time is it?” He glances at the clock, “Shit. I mean- Flora don’t say that word i really gotta-”
“Okay, Matt you can go, i’m sure we will be fine.” I smile.
Matt takes a break, “Uhm- Right, right. I’m so sorry, y/n. I really didn’t think they were gonna call me in this early-” I cut matt off as he apologizes again.
“Matt seriously, it’s fine. I don’t mind at all. Go ahead.” I laugh.
“Right, right. Okay,” Matt bends down and puts his arms out for Flora, she wraps her arms around his neck.
“Okay, daddy will see you later okay? Love you baby.” He kisses her cheek and quickly leaves the house.
Flora walked towards the window, watching Matt pull out of the driveway.
“It must be hard when dad leaves.” I start, “I know what that’s like, it must hurt, huh?” I ask.
She just nods and stares at the now empty driveway with just my car now.
“Daddy said I was born really early, while he was still in school. But then Mama left so he said he had to quit.” She says, her voice quiet.
“Yeah, it must be tough. How old are you, Flora?” I ask her.
She puts up a five on one hand and a three on the other.
“eight years old? Wow!” I fake gasp.
“So when do you start highschool? Next year maybe?” I ask her, she looks at me and giggles but shakes her head.
“Nooooo!” Flora drags out.
“Really? So you’re already in highschool?” I ask as she giggles some more.
“No silly! I’m in 3rd grade!” She says.
“Oh no way!” I laugh too.
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6:24pm
I look at our two drawings.
“What is that?” Flora points to mine.
I hesitate for a second, “I thought we were drawing dogs..”
“We were supposed too. But that’s not a dog.” She shakes her head, almost disappointed.
I gasp, “Okay one more round, now let’s do cats.”
Matt’s Pov
I walk inside and take my jacket off. Sighing as i rub my forehead. Expecting the house to be trashed and the babysitter to be gone, (that’s happened before) but instead I hear laughs and giggles come from the kitchen.
“That’s not a cat!” I hear Flora yell.
“I promise it is!” I hear Y/n speak now.
I hear Flora giggle at Y/n’s response.
I walk into the kitchen and look at a bunch of papers and crayons scattered everywhere on the kitchen table.
Flora looks up first, “Daddy!” She yells, running up and hugging me.
“Hey baby!” I smile, leaning down and kissing her head while hugging her.
She hugs me tightly before letting go.
“I had lots of fun daddy!” Flora yells.
“That’s great! why don’t you go play while i talk to y/n?” I suggest.
“Okay.” She sighs before running to her play room.
Y/n smiles at me as she starts to put away the crayons. She was actually really pretty.
“So how’d today go?” I ask her, helping her clean up the papers.
“It was great actually, i think she likes me but im not gonna jinx it.” She laughs.
“she seems like she loves you.” I smile, “Does that mean you’ll stick around?” I half joke, half serious.
She looks up at me, stopping her movements. “Of course, i’m not going anywhere.” She continues to put the crayons away as she finishes.
“See you saturday, Mr. Sturniolo.” She says, saying bye to flora before leaving.
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1 month later
9:35pm sunday
I was cleaning up after i made dinner for alora and i, Matt had a party for influencers to go to. I didn’t mind staying longer, in fact i liked it. Made me feel less lonely.
I put Flora asleep about an hour ago, she insisted to wait up for matt but i stroked her hair a little and she fell right asleep.
Honestly i had a fat crush on matt, he was 25, and im 23, thats perfect, he is a beautiful man anyway.
I was in the kitchen when i heard the front door open. I was wiping down the counters and i see Matt.
“Hey, how was your night?” I asked him.
He nodded and put his keys down on the table, “it was good.. good..” He trails off, “what about you?” He asks as he watches my movements as i wipe the counters.
“It was great. Flora is asleep now, i told her that if she went to bed you’d be here to see her in the morning.” I smile at him as he continues staring at me, i throw the now dirty paper towel away.
“Okay, so i made pasta which i put in a container for you, it’s in the fridge, and i also packed Floras lunch for school tomorrow because i figured you would be too tired to pack it.” I told him, he just stared at me.
“Are you okay matt?” I asked him.
He clears his throat and looks down, fiddling with his fingers, “Um, yeah yeah, of course. thank you so much you do a lot and have done a lot this past month, so thank you for that.”
“I mean of course, i love flora and y- i love taking care of her.” I catch myself.
“Right.” Matt nods, looking around the room in awkwardness, which has never happened before.
“Yeah, right so i’m gonna go now.” I smile.
“Or maybe you don’t have too…” Matt trails off, i give him a confused look, but he walks up to me, and gets real close. “You should stay..” Matt breathes out, he got so close to where his lips were almost hovering over mine.
“I can..” I swallow harshly and nod. “I can stay..” I whisper.
“Good.” He mutters before he leans in and kisses me, it catches me by surprise but i immediately kiss back, my hands going around his neck as his go around my waist.
He hums into the kiss and bites my lip, making me let out a soft gasp and matt takes his chance in sticking his tongue in my mouth. I moan against his lips as he presses me against the counter.
“Daddy?” We pull away from the kiss to see flora.
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i know this is such a bad ending but this is probably the last i’m posting till the weekend so i just wanted to get it done because i feel bad for like disappointing you guys.
taglist: @sturniolosmind
#matt sturniolo#chris sturniolo#nick sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#christopher sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#spotify#sturniolo#matt sturniolo x reader#matt sturniolo x you
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When I first met Jackalynn, she was very confused about her place in the world.
The silly little girl was going by Jaden, had cut all her beautiful hair off, was wearing a binder to hide her beautiful hourglass figure, and was outwardly militant about ‘becoming’ a ‘man’.
She messaged me - seemingly furious that I would run a blog that openly advocated for female disempowerment, misgendering, and ‘transphobia’, but I could tell there was something deeper going on, and before long, she said something that gave away far more than she’d wanted me to know.
jadensjourney [11:24PM]
I just can’t believe that you would knowingly post such filth. It boggles the mind that anyone would think it’s okay in the slightest to make such a toxically degrading concept so arousing. And you defend it without the slightest thought?!
trad-dominant [11:25PM]
I post it because it’s filth that people enjoy, and I defend it for that reason and because it’s my artistic right to do so.
trad-dominant [11:25PM]
So it’s filth that you enjoy, too?
jadensjourney [11:26PM]
Our definitions of the word ‘artist’ are very different
jadensjourney [11:27PM]
No, no, NO. I didn’t say that, you psycho
jadensjourney [11:27PM]
What is WRONG with you?!
trad-dominant [11:29PM]
You said it “boggles the mind that anyone would think it’s okay in the slightest to make such a toxically degrading concept so arousing,” which certainly implies that you found it arousing.
jadensjourney [11:30PM]
No!!
jadensjourney [11:31PM]
Okay, but, that wasn’t what I meant and you know it
jadensjourney [11:32PM]
What I ACTUALLY MEANT was that you’re a degenerate for even trying to make such disgusting topics into erotica
trad-dominant [11:34PM]
Maybe I am a degenerate, but at least I’m honest with myself about what I like. I could help you with that, if you’d lose the attitude and admit it.
jadensjourney [11:37PM]
Fuck you.
It wasn’t the first time I’d had readers reach out to berate me, and it wouldn’t be the last. I thought that was the end of it, and went back to writing. I felt like I was making good progress, so I stayed up later than usual, until another chat notification interrupted me.
jadensjourney [1:17AM]
I admit it
jadensjourney [1:19AM]
now what?!
trad-dominant [1:21AM]
What?
jadensjourney [1:23AM]
I thought it was a little erotic. Your story. So what?
trad-dominant [1:25AM]
So you’re starting to be honest with yourself, that’s all that means
jadensjourney [1:26AM]
Shut up, fuck you
trad-dominant [1:27AM]
You don’t need to be aggressive, you’re judging yourself for liking it far more than I am.
trad-dominant [1:29AM]
So, which part of the Little Miss Thought-She-Was-A-Boy story turned you on most?
jadensjourney [1:33AM]
no I’m not
jadensjourney [1:34AM]
judging myself
jadensjourney [1:36AM]
stop it
trad-dominant [1:37AM]
It took you all that time for just seven words? You must be typing one-handed, were you reading the story again?
jadensjourney [1:41AM]
yes
jadensjourney [1:43AM]
the part where he’s cockwarming ryan and they’re doing anatomy
jadensjourney [1:44AM]
That’s the best part
trad-dominant [1:47AM]
I have to point out that Sam is a girl, I know you and her both struggle with that
trad-dominant [1:48AM]
But, I agree, that is a great scene.
jadensjourney [1:50AM]
fine
jadensjourney [1:51AM]
the part where SHE’s cockwarming ryan.
jadensjourney [1:53AM]
where’d you come up with the paintbrush thing?
trad-dominant [1:54AM]
Personal experience.
trad-dominant [1:54AM]
Holding a girl down and slowly tracing through all her erogenous zones with a brush is something that never gets old.
jadensjourney [1:55AM]
crazy
jadensjourney [1:56AM]
It’s only a tease?
trad-dominant [1:57AM]
It is, although you have to be careful brushing around her clit, just in case
jadensjourney [1:58AM]
i liked that most
jadensjourney [1:58AM]
i mean
trad-dominant [1:59AM]
Is that the part you were imagining happening to you?
trad-dominant [2:01AM]
Having a stranger who picked you up at a bar overpower you, tease you mercilessly, and correct your gender?
I didn’t hear from her more that night; I assume she’d gotten embarrassed and deleted the chat. Most of the interactions ended like that - a confused girl reached out full of anger, then admitted how hot it was, then vanished. It didn’t bother me, but I was surprised when the next day I found a message waiting when I logged in.
jadensjourney [6:52AM]
hey so fuck you but that last messsage you sent made me cum harder than I ever have in my human life and i passed out. sorry
It actually made me laugh aloud, between the reckless honesty and the charming turn of phrase. Few people had enough creativity or enough of a way with words to arouse my attention, but there was still the lingering combativeness from our earlier interaction. I sent the reply and assumed I’d never hear back.
trad-dominant [7:26AM]
Fine, I suppose we can let that slide. If you keep cumming to my stories, though, you owe me your deadname real name.
I didn’t hear anything from her that night, or the one after, or the next. I expected to see her icon vanish one day, blog deleted. It was only after I published the next story, this time about a lesbian ruining her gold stars, that another two messages came through.
jadensjourney [9:52PM]
three times. I hate you.
jadensjourney [9:54PM]
and it’s jackalynn.
From then on, whenever I posted a new story, Jackalynn and I talked. It started with her telling me how many orgasms she’d had while reading, but then we started talking more with each story. Over the following months, she confided that she was liking my stories more and more, and I told her if she sent a selfie of her all femme’d out that I’d write one with her as a main character. The story of ‘Jessie’s Fall Back to Femininity’ took a few days to finish, but when I posted it I saw that it had vanished.
Then -
jackalynnsjourneyback [10:56PM]
it’s me new blog.
jackalynnsjourneyback [10:56PM]
spent the last three days reading and re-reading jessica’s fall. i can’t think about anything else
jackalynnsjourneyback [10:57PM]
so when i tell people i’m officially detransitioning do i blame it all on you, or?
trad-dominant [11:02PM]
What a pleasant surprise! I thought you’d gotten cold feet, I guess I couldn’t have been more wrong.
jackalynnsjourneyback [11:04PM]
yeah you brainwashed me back into being a girl or something
trad-dominant [11:06AM]
We both know I only reminded you that your clit exists, it did the rest.
jackalynnsjourneyback [11:07PM]
uh, i think you did a little more than that!
trad-dominant [11:08PM]
Not really, all I had to do was help your clit show you who you really wanted to be.
jackalynnsjourneyback [11:11PM]
thanks for saying that, now i’m soaked again.
jackalynnsjourneyback [11:11PM]
but you’re right, of course
jackalynnsjourneyback [11:12PM]
i just can’t believe how hot jessie’s fall was, especially when she got fully corrected at the end
trad-dominant [11:13PM]
You’re welcome. I thought you’d like it ending with her cumming from being impregnated.
jackalynnsjourneyback [11:14PM]
and her repeating ‘this...is…what..i’m…for” is going to stick in my head forever
jackalynnsjourneyback [11:16PM]
so are you gonna make me beg, or
trad-dominant [11:17PM]
Probably, on principle, but I don’t know what you mean.
jackalynnsjourneyback [11:19PM]
do it all to me
jackalynnsjourneyback [11:19PM]
treat me like the professor treats jessica. tattoos and all
trad-dominant [11:20PM]
For that, you’re definitely going to have to beg.
jackalynnsjourneyback [11:22PM]
fuck
jackalynnsjourneyback [11:22PM]
please
trad-dominant [11:25PM]
You told me that in the last three and a half weeks you’ve edged for hundreds of hours, a lot of it to pretty misogynistic porn. We both know you know how to beg.
jackalynnsjourneyback [11:29PM]
i deserve to have my silly gender fantasies corrected by someone who is going to take every advantage of me, i know i’m just holes and tits. please use me, sir
jackalynnsjourneyback [11:29PM]
pierce my nipples, tattoo a qr code over my clit because i’m just property, and decide what else you want done to my body.
jackalynnsjourneyback [11:30PM]
please make me your jessica. take me in, break me down, make it so i lose my mind when you breed me
trad-dominant [11:36PM]
That is better. Hmm.
Three weeks later, Jackalynn stepped off the plane; we talked the whole way back, her mind was made up. She wanted nothing less than to be reeducated, corrected, improved.
She’s getting her wish. Sometimes she still gets confused, but she’ll come and talk to me and a few minutes of intense anatomy practice always sorts out her delusions. Edging afterwards is helping her feel a lot better, and this will be her tenth straight day plugged - between that and the daily maintenance spankings, she says she’s never felt more feminine.
Now all that’s left is to breed her, and she’ll be the perfect woman she never dreamed she’d be.
#based on a real conversation#detrans kink#ftm detrans kink#misgender kink#fakeboy#forced detrans#misgenderingkink#detransitionkink#ftm misgendering#ftmtf kink#ftmtf breeding#patriarchy kink#dykebreaking#daddy's good girl#fr33use#cvmdump#bitchmaker#corruption kink#sluttraining
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playlist two , enhypen :
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ꕤ lee heeseung ,
movie date
movie date two ( angst ending )
movie date two ( fluff ending )
fever
my heart will love you
[ 5:10am ]
[ 11:54pm ]
[ 7:37pm ]
[ 8:44pm ]
[ 2:21pm ]
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ꕤ park jongseong ,
alkanet ( smau , hiatus )
cinderella's dead ( smau , hiatus )
unexpected
good girl ( ft. jungwon )
like hot summer
hide & kiss
summer is not over
[ 8:12am ]
[ 3:02pm ]
[ 3:45pm ]
[ 3:34pm ]
[ 2:58am ]
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ꕤ sim jaeyun ,
ticklish
6, 9, 7
we're both single
almost
attention
[ 5:23pm ]
[ 3:45pm ]
[ 5:32pm ]
[ 6:45pm ]
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ꕤ park sunghoon ,
face painting
the bookseller
friends
[ 11:22pm ]
[ 3:06pm ]
[ 7:54pm ]
[ 4:22pm ]
[ 5:33pm ]
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ꕤ kim sunoo ,
quarantine video game
so mad
sunshine
back to you
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ꕤ yang jungwon ,
cinderella's dead ( smau , hiatus )
night talk
a to z being your boyfriend
good girl ( ft. jay )
that one rainy day
[ 6:03pm ]
[ 10:02pm ]
[ 8:02am ]
[ 12:34am ]
[ 12:58pm ]
[ 3:22pm ]
[ 3:47pm ]
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ꕤ nishimura niki ,
teach me
[ 3:12pm ]
[ 12:33pm ]
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ꕤ ot-seven ,
physical touch with you
october 19 : international kiss your crush day
their s/o being mad at them
their s/o crying non-stop during an argument
their s/o wanting to hold hands
having a chubbier s/o
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#enhypen imagines#enhypen scenarios#enhypen drabbles#enhypen timestamps#enhypen#enhypen x reader#enhypen reactions#enhypen fanfic#enhypen smau#enha imagines#enha scenarios#enha drabble#enha x reader#enha#enha fluff#enha angst#enha timestamps#enha smau#enha reactions#enhypen social media au#heeseung imagines#sunghoon imagines#park jay imagines#jake imagines#niki imagines#jungwon imagines#sunoo imagines
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