#1. lying 2. victimizing myself 3. overreacting 4. being dramatic 5. being a baby

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#personal #sorry for venting again but i’m just </3 #depression is getting worse #or if i didn’t have it at first i definitely do now #anything i do apparently makes me #1. lying 2. victimizing myself 3. overreacting 4. being dramatic 5. being a baby #i was almost having a breakdown on the way home from a nightly walk #where i had to walk alone with my brother #and my dog tripped and my brother blamed me #and wouldn’t stop until i admitted it was my fault #and so i said “i cant even do that right” “i’m sorry” #and he said “stop victimizing yourself!!! your being a baby! oH LoOk At mE mY LifE iS sO hArD iM so SaD #stop lying.” #and i honestly feel like he doesn’t want me alive anymore. #i told my parents about it and guess what? #“your being overdramatic and waaaaay overreacting. stop your fine” #they don’t do anything and i can’t do anything and i don’t know what to do #sometimes i really wish i didn’t exist