I’ve got 2 groups of ATHF designs, one is non-human the other is human. Here’s some doodles of my still some kinda fucked up cup version of Shake lol. First two are from April 2021 last one is October 2021
Title: sorry you had to endure
rewind the clock and face it head on
seeing your face light up
is the best thing in my life
you’re capable of happiness
please endure more
you rewind yourself and
taste the freedom of expression
head on, fixed attention
desire, drive, force
the time is now
feelings swirl all over
please tell me you’re here to stay
i’m sorry for bad negativity
i’m sorry…
Humss was my shs strand of choice because of what it has in store for me . I’ve known for a long time that this is the path ill take , however prior to this I had no idea what this strand was all about . After doing some research I realized that this strand is the one for me . I know that it will benefit and develop me not just as a student as well as a person , it has a lot to offer to an individual like me . People advise choosing a strand that is related to your dream path.
And for me, Psychology has always been a fascinating and engrossing topic for me. I like to learn more about society, the people around me and particularly myself. I am curious as to what they believe, how they think. When my friends ask me for support or advice when they are having issues, it makes me happy that they want to know about my opinion. Sometimes when I am unable to provide them with answers, I get frustrated with myself.
Some would wonder why I didn’t just choose stem if I wanted to study psychology since it is also related to medicine. Let’s admit it, stem is the safest strand due to its subject and the benefits it provides, especially on college entrance exams. They emphasize and place a greater emphasis on stem subject than on other strands. But I decided to take the risk rather than place it safe. It is also because I am aware that humss will be more beneficial. I know that this strand will help me develop my communication skills, which I am aware that I lack. I also know that humss will help me boost my self-esteem.
As Humss als discusses politics, history and other topics about which I'd like to learn more. I'm impressed with how this strand addresses and discusses current events in our society. As It also includes public speaking, debates as well as essay writing, all of which I'd like to build on. I am aware that I am not the best at writing essays and that I struggle with writing poems and stories, but I am confident and hopeful that I will improve.
Mygrammar, vocabulary and writing skills are also things I'd like to improve. In fact, I was torn between abm and humss because I wanted to learn about business management, and starting my own business is one of my dreams.However, I realize that I can still accomplish that goal, but in a different way. I know that this journey I am about to begin will be my first in every way. I am looking forward to begin this journey...
Humss was my shs strand of choice because of what it has in store for me . I’ve known for a long time that this is the path ill take , however prior to this I had no idea what this strand was all about . After doing some research I realized that this strand is the one for me . I know that it will benefit and develop me not just as a student as well as a person , it has a lot to offer to an individual like me .
People advise choosing a strand that is related to your dream path.
And for me, Psychology has always been a fascinating and engrossing topic for me. I like to learn more about society, the people around me and particularly myself. I am curious as to what they believe, how they think. When my friends ask me for support or advice when they are having issues, it makes me happy that they want to know about my opinion. Sometimes when I am unable to provide them with answers, I get frustrated with myself.
Some would wonder why I didn’t just choose stem if I wanted to study psychology since it is also related to medicine. Let’s admit it, stem is the safest strand due to its subject and the benefits it provides, especially on college entrance exams. They emphasize and place a greater emphasis on stem subject than on other strands. But I decided to take the risk rather than place it safe. It is also because I am aware that humss will be more beneficial. I know that this strand will help me develop my communication skills, which I am aware that I lack. I also know that humss will help me boost my self-esteem.
As Humss als discusses politics, history and other topics about which I'd like to learn more. I'm impressed with how this strand addresses and discusses current events in our society. As It also includes public speaking, debates as well as essay writing, all of which I'd like to build on. I am aware that I am not the best at writing essays and that I struggle with writing poems and stories, but I am confident and hopeful that I will improve.
Mygrammar, vocabulary and writing skills are also things I'd like to improve. In fact, I was torn between abm and humss because I wanted to learn about business management, and starting my own business is one of my dreams.However, I realize that I can still accomplish that goal, but in a different way.
I know that this journey I am about to begin will be my first in every way. I am looking forward to begin this journey...
SUN 10:09 AM
*written on 042021
Sebanyak yang bisa aku ingat, aku selalu bisa memaafkan orang lain (bukan pernyataan menyombongkan diri :D ). Tanpa permintaan maaf, atau dengan sedikit penyesalan. Mudah saja melupakan kesalahan orang lain.
Tapi belakangan aku baru saja menyadari satu hal. Selama ini aku justru lupa belajar untuk memaafkan diriku sendiri. Ternyata tidak sederhana. Mungkin karena kita merasa diri ini sepenuhnya dalam kendali kita; yang sudah pasti tahu yang seharusnya dipilih; yang sudah seharusnya tahu yang terbaik untuk diri sendiri. Padahal tidak ada yang tahu tentang masa depan kan? Diri sendiri pun tidak.
Kalau hari ini kamu masih sulit memaafkan dirimu sendiri, maka belajar saja lagi. Belajar saja terus. Dalam proses belajar itu kamu akan menemukan bahwa sebanyak apapun kamu belajar, sebanyak apapun buku Self Improvement yang kamu baca; sebanyak apapun kamu berpikir sebelum memutuskan, kamu tetap punya peluang untuk melukai dirimu sendiri. Tapi dari belajar yang banyak itu suatu hari nanti kamu akan menjadi lebih lembut pada dirimu sendiri ketika salah; akan lebih memaklumi hal yang kamu sesali; hatimu akan semakin luas. Pada akhirnya kamu bisa lebih cepat menerima kesalahanmu dan memaafkan dirimu. Dan kamu bisa segera melanjutkan hidupmu dengan pelajaran yang baru lagi.