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nozoroomie · 1 year

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I'm exhausted. Everyone here is exhausted. I always hated the holiday season for personal reasons but I can't believe I hate it even more now. The Christmas music everywhere is just gunna be this painful reminder for me that my girlfriend died right smack at the beginning of the holiday season for the next I don't know how many years.

nothing is comforting. I try to do things out of normalcy, but I don't want to do anything. I force myself to fucking eat cause food doesn't taste good anymore and -shocker- I have no appetite.

My top surgery had to be postponed to who knows when, I spent half of November sick with the flu first and then shortly after covid, my girlfriend fucking DIED and my sisters keep asking me what I fucking want for fucking CHRISTMAS when all I can think about is how I;m gunna get through the next fucking day.

I want my tits gone and my girlfriend to be alive and to never celebrate this god forsaken capitalistic hell holiday for the rest of my fucking life. FUCK CHRISTMAS. Get that Holiday spirit shit out of my face. Like oh!! be kind to people this time of year and show your compassion and love to one another!

MAYBE DO THAT ALL YEAR FFS.

Yes, it's likely I'm speaking out of grief and YES I'm aware my opinions can change with time and healing and blah blah fucking blah but I'm so god damn tired of being so fucking tired and depressed and this world is hell and everything fucking sucks.

Thanks for reading if you did, sorry if it upsets you or not. idk. Idek why im apologizing for having an opinion but whatever. felt like I had to since it feels like a fucking crime to hate christmas or something.

#roomie speaks #grief tw #grief posting #the anger stage is clearly starting here #also sorta like shitting on christmas so if christmas is ur favourite thing ever like it is for half the people in my life please don't rea #*dont read #fucking tags cutting off my sentence #anyway yeah I'm a grinch or whatefver the fuck #bah humbug and shit

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star-girl69 · 3 months

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Cherry Blossom

Clarisse La Rue x Fem!Demigod!Reader

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synopsis: headcanons about you and clarisse and your new adopted kid

a/n: idk inspiration strikes randomly but enjoy

Cherry Blossom - Lana Del Rey

warnings: not proofread, probs ooc clarisse but I DONT CARE I DO WHAT I WANT, swearing, mentions of violence and weapons, idk pretty chill, tell me if i missed anything!!

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clarisse never really felt anything towards kids

sure some of them are cute

she likes her younger siblings, bc she gets a real kick out of being able to teach someone who ACTUALLY has talent

she wants a mini army of ares kids w her skill

she would DESTROY in capture the flag

but then along comes your little sibling ivy

even clarisse admits that that’s a cute kid

and you just LOVE this little baby

she has the same hair color and skin as you and yours just like omg my baby

she comes to camp when she’s like 10

bc her mortal parent has a new family and doesn’t rly want her anymore

she never really talks about it but you know that it hurts her

and then it’s like omg this adorable little baby needs a mom EYE will be her mom

clarisse is so confused as to why you love ivy so much

but you are DETERMINED

clarisse is trying to have a nice little date with you and then you walk over with ivy on your hip

she’s about to like explode

but one day you’re helping ivy get used to holding a sword and clarisse watches you from afar and she’s like OH MY GOD bc you are teaching her WRONG

so she marches over even tho she’s supposed to be doing something

“oh my god y/n y/n please i love you so much but STOP”

“what ☹️☹️”

“you are teaching her wrong just move over again i love you but MOVE OVER”

so then she teaches ivy just like the basic stances and ivy is like GOOD

you’re both impressed

but she just has a natural talent

and then all of a sudden clarisse is like oh yeah so this is my child and i would kill for her

ivy is the most spoiled camper at camp

like she always gets little baubles and things from the hephaestus kids you ask them to make and clarisse threatens them to make

you get her the BIGGEST piece of dessert every day

clarisse is a bit more bad cop tho

she’s not afraid to tell ivy to go do 20 push ups if she does smth wrong

and you’re just like “WHY ARE YOU TORTURING THE PRECIOUS BABY????”

it’s so funny bc you and clarisse will just be like tucking ivy in every night and it’s SO jarring bc clarisse is like “ok my little warrior have sweet dreams” and kissing her forehead

all of your siblings are confused but very happy!!!! ivy deserves loving parents even if they are two teenage girls

ivy is also the most popular and influential 10 year old at camp

like everyone knows her name and everyone knows to give her what she wants

there was this one day when some older camper accidentally bumped into her and bc she’s just a baby and so tiny (☹️❤️❤️) she got KNOCKED to the ground

and you’re like “OH MY GOD MY BABY”

and clarisse is like “WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?” about to punch the guy and then ivy starts crying bc she skinned her knee and then clarisse is like WHAT

she throws the kid to the ground and she’s like freaking out

overprotective clarisse you can never escape her

so then you’re all like running off the infirmary and ivy is FINE like you and clarisse are just insane

and then one time another younger kid was being mean to ivy and you actually had to hold clarisse back from attacking this 12 year old

ivy definitely picks up her habits from the two of you

someone pisses her off and she will just start attacking them

clarisse is trying so hard not to be proud while you tell ivy that violence is not the answer

but then clarisse is like “OH WHO CARES Y/N THAT WAS SUCH A GREAT KICK AND AN EVEN BETTER PUNCH”

“CLARISSE NO”

the ONLY two people clarisse is affectionate with are you and ivy like ivy is always climbing her like a jungle gym bc clarisse is just so strong and can like do all these crazy things w her

clarisse will literally throw her up into the air really high and catch her

ivy fucking loves it

you have a heart attack

and now they have to do it in secret 💔

you always tuck ivy in together but let’s be real most nights ivy ends up in your bed

and clarisse is all pissed off

so she ends up sneaking into your cabin and your bed every night

like just a huge tangle of limbs and blankets and ivy snores but it’s not that loud and it’s adorable

like the ONE night clarisse didn’t sneak into your bed ivy had a nightmare and you were like oh no way

bc most nights clarisse comes in at like 11pm and you’re already asleep but you know she’s there and you wake up next to her so

but you wake up to comfort ivy and you’re like WHERE THE FUCK IS CLARISSE

and then ivy realizes CLARISSE IS NOT THERE

it’s like some super dramatic scene in a movie you wrap up ivy in a blanket and come into the area cabin and start berating clarisse

“do you just hate us? bc it is ONE THIRTY THREE in the morning and you are NOT in my bed and poor ivy had a nightmare and you WERE NOT THERE”

clarisse is like looking at you like what

half of her siblings are awake and just watching this crying child you’re holding cross her arms and shake her head disapprovingly and clarisse is not even awake yet

“baby idek what you’re saying just come lay down”

“yes but we’re talking about this in the morning”

“…okay”

of course all is forgiven the next morning after a nice sleep

there was this one night you were at the campfire and then ivy just found some random person’s dagger? and she’s like

“y/n!!! clarisse!!! look what i found!!!!”

“what do you have?”

“a knife!!!!”

“NO”

like that one meme y’all know

and then you have to chase her down

clarisse gives her a very blunt sort of dagger thing to play with and ivy is very happy

it’s so weird bc clarisse is like yk being all grumpy and mean and then ivy or you walks around and she’s like AHHHHHH MY LOVES

also when percy shows up he’s so confused

like the scene where she pushes him over you walk over with ivy and then ivy literally JUMPS from your arms to clarisse’s bc she knows she’ll catch her

and then clarisse is like “omg hi my little warrior how is your day?”

“OH MY GOD I THREW A ROCK REALLY HIGH I’M SO STRONG”

you’re like “no seriously it was like 10 feet high”

“omg baby that’s so amazing i’m so proud of you”

then everyone around you is like “oh wow ivy that’s so amazing you are so strong”

bc ivy is just an adorable baby and also bc they don’t want to incur clarisse’s wrath

she don’t PLAY about ivy’s happiness

percy is ????

then clarisse is like “oh isn’t that so funny my 10 year old baby can throw a rock higher than you probably can”

PERCY IS ??????

that’s all i got y’all

in conclusion ivy is just your perfect little angel princess

and you and ivy are the lights of clarisse’s life

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#clarisse la rue #clarisse la rue x reader #clarisse la rue x y/n #clarisse la rue x you #pjo tv show #pjo x reader #clarisse and ivy and y/n: the perfect family

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gwinaifen · 6 months

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gojo is possibly the prettiest jjk man ive ever laid my eyes on

while this post is going viral, please read below! (ps; it would help so much if you were to reblog this, not because of gojo, but just read below please!)

thanks for liking and reblogging this post, but what i think should be more important is this post:

its a link to my other post containing a few palestine fundraiser/donation links. if you can, please tip even a small amount of money to help people in need! any amount is a blessing to victims, children, refugees and families seeking for food and water in gaza. if you cant, please reblog or copy and share the links to your friends or anyone that can tip a donation! you dont have to share my whole blog, dont worry. but do take your time in showing your utmost support for palestine. its not war or conflict, its ethnic cleansing. and your help will be able to save thousands. keep that in mind. thanks!

#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu gojo #jjk gojo #gojo x reader #gojo satoru

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mrswint3rs · 1 month

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Hello , i hope you're doing well . Can i request a step dad kakashi x reader non con with degradation please. Have a good day and dont feel pressure to write my request

𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐚𝐲 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐂𝐚𝐧’𝐭 𝐒𝐚𝐲 𝐍𝐨 ( drabble )

pairings- step-dad kakashi x fem! reader

content/warnings: non consensual somnophilia, slut shaming, degrading language, obv age gap but reader is always of legal age. hinted corruption kink, daddy kink, pure smut, breeding kink, very brief oral sex (r! recieving), unprotected sex, baby trapping…

a/n: title ib ’figured you out’ - nickleback! thanks for requesting anon!! hope you enjoy ^.^ also sorry this came before the boyfriend’s dad fic because it’s not flowing how i want it to atm!!tried a new style kinda?? but as always not proofread so lmk!

Hands roam across your body, feeling your every curve. You couldn’t deny him anything now. Not while you were fast asleep, as usual wearing nothing. Blankets were barely even covering you and the door was left wide open. He had every right, didn’t he?

Constantly you teased him. Teased everyone with your skimpy little outfits, frilly little skirts and the shortest, tightest tops. You’d prance around, flaunting all you had to show. You’d go out of your way to draw attention to yourself. So obviously wanted his eyes on you. But the second he gave in? Shut down. Called him the pervert because he was your stepfather.

Clearly, you were just confused. Needed some guidance and he’s more than happy to oblige…

Wet as he imagined, even when you’re unconscious you react to his touch. Needy little thing. Why did you bother trying to conceal your true intentions? During the daytime it’s almost like you get embarrassed when your eyes meet. Yet you clearly wanted them to. There was no denying the way you craved him, and he craved you just as much. Only you can’t put up a barrier now. Can’t tell him ‘no.’

His hands pry your thighs apart, revealing his goal. Too bad it’s dark and he won’t get the chance to see it bare. All the times you’ve bent over in front of him were more than enough for him to get a relative idea. But he wants you in full. He deserves you, not his overworked palm.

Lips trail up your legs, starting at your calves and beyond, towards your inner thigh to your dripping cunt. His tongue drags in your slick, just getting a taste of what’s rightfully his. He groans as you flood his senses, like the sweetest honey.

He dives back in, sloppily lapping you up without worrying about waking you. Even if you were to wake up, nothing was pulling him off of you. Every part of him needed this.

His fingers fish around your inner walls, scissoring you open and prepping you for him. May not feel it now, but you would in the morning. He sucks and licks through your folds until he’s gasping. Until his dick is so hard it hurts.

He aligns with your entrance, plunging his cock all the way into you with no remorse. He didn’t have to control himself.

“Nasty little slut,” he groans, pummeling into your tight canal with fervor. “So fucking wet for me. Making such a mess on daddy’s cock.”

Obviously you can’t hear him. But it makes him feel good imagining that you can. He wishes you could hear and feel all the ways he’s violating you.

He ruts into your depths, racing to finish. He had to sneak away from your mother and into your room for this, he’d rather not deal with the repercussions of getting caught screwing his stepdaughter. He’d never get to see you again. To feel you again.

He wouldn’t dare risk that.

“Gonna stuff you full with my babies,” his hands grip your hips bruisingly tight, using them to support his movements. “Such a whore no one’s gonna know it’s mine.” Not even you.

Each roll of his hips, the bed creaks and your body moves in delay. Your face is buried in your pillow, soft whimpers escaping you every now and then. The small reactions he did get out of you sent him over the edge. You whined like you were having a bad dream, so oblivious to what was really happening.

“Take daddy’s cum, baby. Making me feel so good,” he groans out, breathing staggered and his jaw slacking as it all pours out. He lets out a deep groan, feeling the way your insides throb around his length.

He stays buried inside, making sure to fuck every last drop of cum into you. Not letting anything go to waste before pulling out with a sigh.

His eyes peer down at you, looking at the result of his actions. Only then does he notice your hands desperately gripping the bed sheets. Face flushed and looking right back at him.

#tw.dark content #kakashi x reader #kakashi hatake #kakashi smut #naruto smut #naruto x reader #kakashi hatake x reader #kakashi hatake smut

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katsukikoi · 4 months

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Hi Atlas, can I request a headcanon of how the Jujutsu Kaisen boys would react when you stand up for them when someone's talking bad about them.

If it's possible, can you do Gojo, Toji and Choso? I feel like they would be the type of people who usually don't care about what people say about them, but when their partner stands up for them and defends them, they just feel really nice and wondered what they did to deserve someone like you. Thank you! 🥹

Hi sweetheart, ill try my best!

Characters; Gojo, Toji and Choso

warnings; non.

y/n so is sweet, so sweet.

So when she get over protective with Gojo, he gets so swooned.

Gojo, wouldn't think about how others care, in fact he would just take it as a joke and his ego would grow, smirking and smiling.

But, when his little girlfriend gets all protective all because of someone talking shit about him, he wouldn't stop teasing her about it.

"The only reason why your girlfriend is with you is because you have looks and money, you lack a personality. Gojo Satoru." They sneered, Dragging out his name in hate, making gojo only smirk, with a shrug waving them off. It hurt a bit, they weren't wrong, he has the looks and money. He knows that, its engraved in his brain since he was a teen. Spoilt, cocky and dam good looking.

It wasn't different, everyday was like this, it wasn't new to him.

y/n heard them, she glared. Hard. Making the attacker shudder.

"well, i have never heard something so incorrect. Toru' has personality, more than you do. Your only a 2nd grade sorcerer, and your older. Please, do tell me about that? wasn't toru' the one who saved you from a low graded curse the other day? are you really insecure? " y/n calmly spoke, side eying them the whole time as she basically dismissed them

"how embarrassing." she spat out, with a sickeningly sweet smile her hands crossed in a traditional kimono. She wore white, with beautiful blue to match Satoru’s eyes.

The other sorcerer shamefully looked down as they scampered away tail inbetween their legs.

"huphm" she huffed, she turned to look at Satoru, not realising he was already looking at her with a awe struck face.

"baby.." he spoke, whispering as he felt a new emotion he hasnt felt since geto. y/n looked up, blinking as she watched his face, he giggled, picking her up and spinning.

"gojo! what the hell are you doing?" she laughed, putting her forehead with his. Letting him peppering her face. making her giggle more at his antics. She tried to push him off, but couldnt. "i love you" was blabbered out of his mouth as he kissed her face.

Satoru Gojo, would never do that to anyone, but now that he has y/n. He would never let her go, he felt so loved and warm on the inside.

Toji doesn't care about how people talk about him, having been around it everyday even before his girlfriend, and son.

Toji was a strong, very strong man, but he is so weak with his women. It was no surprise that he was flabbergasted and weak to his knees. The way she would carry herself and his son; megumi. God, he was so in love.

"Toji Zenin, you have grown weak, that women has made you weak." the higher ups would nag and nag, toji would just shrug them off as he made them no mind.

"soon your lover, will leave you and your son." The higher up spoke, smugly as if he knew his family. This would make Toji's mind click, and think. "really?" he said, in this mind, he would never say it has he laughed it off.

It wasn't until the said women came in holding young megumi's hand, " oi! stop terrorising my husband huh? you stupid old man. Im surprised that you dont have family with your age." she spoke, now picking up little megumi as he giggled, holding his step mother as he did so. y/n walked pass as she tapped her boyfriends chest, kissing his bicep as she passed.

She looked back at the stuttering and gawking man. "can i help you?" she asked, sassily. Popping her hip as Toji, slowly wrapped a hand around her hip, he wouldn't stop looking at her, smirking as he realised that he wants to marry this women. His gaze shifted from her to megumi who was crawled up on her.

The higher up now long gone as he huffed and walked off.

"Toji, dear are you--" she started as she quickly got pulled into a messy kiss. "Toji..?" she spoke, pulling away as she batted her half-lidded eyes.

Toji laughed as he pulled this family with him, his whole world. " didn't needa' do that sweets." he spoke, pulling her closer. As close as he can as she fitted into his hip, molding with his own body. Fitting nicely.

"well, i didnt like how they were talking about you, s'all." she spoke, shyly as she bopped megumi's nose and kissed it.

"husband huh?" his smile, turning into a wide smirk.

Choso never cared about what the other curses said, only caring about his little brother Yuji and his women y/n.

Choso never recognised anyone else words but y/n's.

He was swooning when he first saw her talking to his little brother, he was shy at first. But as they grew together, he now doesn't stop, grabbing, kissing, touching, talking. Wherever she was, he close by. Watching out for his clumsy women.

“watch where your going you stupid curse.” a teenager spat at the man who looked at him then back at his women, he moved past him as he went to embrace his girl. Who was talking with yuji, smiling as she did so.

“oi! im talking to you!” The teen used 3rd grade jujutsu, ready to attack the man. Not before y/n used her own jujutsu to shield the weak attack. “your an idiot, go back to class.” she spoke, glaring down as she did so. She flicked his head rolling her eyes, “fucking waste of time. Im surpised gojo-sensei saw something in you, beacuse i surely dont.” she mocked, makimg the teen frown. But he listened, running back to his friends embarrassed.

Choso, blinked. Looking back and forth at the scene. He felt his heart flutter, smiling softly at the women.

He turned her by the loop of her belt, He leaned in to give her a peck on the lips. “choso?” she whispered on his lips.

“thank you, you didnt need to baby girl.” he smiled.

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i hope you enjoyed and i pray that was your liking, ots not really a hc, its more of a imagine type thing! if you don’t like it, i can redo it!

( requests are open! look at my page for the rules <3 )

much love, atlas. 💣✨

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cissyenthusiast010155 · 1 year

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36 w larissa. But i have an idea which you dont have to use. Maybe reader is at the coffee shop ot smt and sees her, then she accidentally said it out loud. Or maybe the same but like a new job, like she just got the job for a teaching position and obvs has to meet her boss and it slipped out. Or go completely free style cause your writing is amazing

Hey hey hey anon! Thanks so much for your kind words and request! I would love to write this, thanks for the detail ☺️😉 Imma go with the new job idea, and roll from there.

Why Me? ~Larissa Weems xFem telepath &teacher!Reader

Mommy…Master List

Prompt-List

#36. “I’d fuck you.”

Warnings: fluff, bits of angst, confessions of feelings, implied smut…?, etc.

A longer Blurb

Enjoy (;

You had relocated up to Jericho for a teaching position at the outcast school of Nevermore.

You moved to the town about a week before the start of the school semester, in order to get acquainted with the area.

Eventually, the day that you were going to meet Principal Weems at the school came around. It was a few days before the start of the semester, which would give you a few days to adjust to your new job.

You had only emailed with Principal Weems, but she had immediately liked you and your resume and hired you.

Before you were set to meet the principal, you made a early morning stop at the Weathervane, the local coffee shop.

You walked in you were flooded with everyone’s inner dialogue. You were a telepath.

You took and a deep breath and claimed your and everyone else’s thoughts down.

It was hard for you to drown out people’s thoughts when you were nervous…

You got up to the register and ordered your regular coffee.

You waited for a while, and your anxiety got the best of you… You began to hear the thoughts of a tall, blonde woman sitting in a booth across from the counter.

How could you be so stupid…?

The comment peaked your interest. You didn’t like eavesdropping into the heads of others without permission, but her voice was ringing in your ear.

You picked up your coffee, and walked through the shop, bee-lining to the door.

Of course, they stood you up Larissa.

Who would ever fuck you?

It was terrible timing really.

Right as the elegant, poised woman degraded herself, you walked by her booth.

Without thinking you stopped and blurted out, “I’d fuck you.”

Oh Shit…

Your mind turned upside down at what you had just uttered out loud.

“Uh… umm…” you stuttered, your face turning red, “I’m so sorry, have a good day!”

And then you ran out of the coffee shop in embarrassment, leaving a stunned Larissa Weems in the coffee shop.

You tried to clear your mind of your early morning slip of the tongue, as you made your way up the stairs of Nevermore to meet Principal Weems.

You took a deep breath, as you reached her office.

You knocked on the door, and received a “Come in…” from the woman on the other side of the door.

You entered the room and looked up to greet the Principal.

You froze in place as your eyes met hers… instantly, your blush from the early morning came back hard…

Larissa’s eyes widened a bit at the sight of you. The same woman who had admitted to wanting to fuck her just a few hours ago…

“Professor L/N, I presume?” Larissa smiled, extending her hand.

You stumbled, grasping her soft, manicured hand, “Um… Yes. Principal Weems?” Your dry throat managed to say.

Your face was turning reeder by the second…

“Please, sit.” Larissa said, indicating to an empty chair across from her and her desk.

You gulped and sat down.

Then silence ensued…

Painful, torturous silence…

Neither of you knew what to say…

It was Larissa who broke it with her silky voice, “So… your a telepath?”

You nodded sheepishly.

Embarrassment flooded your body again at the thought of how you had read her mind without her consent.

“Please understand that I usually only do it with the consent of others. I was just really anxious this morning and I can’t control it as well when—” you rambled on, but Larissa cut you off,

“So your not reading my mind right now?”

“No.”

Larisss hummed in response, fiddling with a pen on her desk, “That’s a shame…”

What…?

You didn’t know what to say.

“Did you mean it?” Larissa interrupted your spiraling thoughts.

“What?”

“Did you mean what you said earlier this morning?” Larissa asked, her voice growing meeker.

You shifted in your seat.

“Yes…” you confessed in a whisper.

“Why?” Larissa quipped back.

You looked up in confusion, “Why?”

Larissa’s eyes began to gloss over and her voice twitched the tiniest bit, “Yes, why? Why would you want me?”

Your heart broke at her words.

She was so harsh on herself…

You got up from your seat and moved over to her side of the desk.

You cupped her check and whispered, “Is this alright?”

“I guess…” Larissa’s voice trembled.

You began to slowly kiss Larissa’s cheeks and neck.

While doing so you purred, “Why? Because your the most stunning woman I’ve ever laid my eyes on… Your so beautiful inside and out… You made my knees weak… You’re a fucking goddess, that’s why…”

A single tear fell from Larissa’s eye.

You gently wiped it away.

Larissa was the one who closed the gap, colliding her lips to yours in a caring, passionate kiss.

You pulled away after a while, in need of some air, eliciting a whimper from Larissa’s lips.

You chuckled at this, “Would it be alright if I took you out on a date?”

Larissa’s eyes lit up, and she nodded.

“Use your words, darling…” you purred.

“Yes please… I would love that…” Larissa said, breathless from the kiss.

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oshsaysstuff · 3 months

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i love rareshipping

close up for "icons" in rea d more!!!! or er keep reading idfk guys

i dont knao guyz

i know loud bob looks like a twink but hes a chubby man i hate him /aff 😓

ididnt put watermarks for this please dont steal ‼️ or somethinh

#eddsworld #eddsworld fanart #eddsworld mark #ew mark #eddsworld loud bob #ew loud bob #rarepair #rare ship #im fucking dea d hi guys

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ashes-unknown · 10 months

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Title : Tusk Love

[ Tengen x Suma ]

[ modern AU ]

(might be a bit ooc!)

outline : Suma goes out with some friends, coming back home to a pissed off Tengen. ( smut. )

Tengen hadn’t paid Suma the slighest bit of attention since she got home, desperate for him to say something, anything.

She begged and pleaded for him to even look in her direction.

“Ten? Tengen? please respond to me… or atleast look at me and I’ll leave you alone.” she pleaded wanting him to acknowledge her presence in the slighest.

she thought she had done something wrong at this point, but she didnt know what?

“So, you went out with your friends right?” Tengen asked clenching his jaw.

she furrowed her eyebrows, “Um yes, you already knew this though, what are you getting at?” she questioned.

Tengen got up moving around her. “So whos this Guy you were giggling at all night with mhm?”

She blushed, “Oh that’s Goro from work, he came by to hang out with me & the girls!” she explained partially truthful.

“Mhm, so what where you guys giggling about.” he said, she could feel the smirk forming on his lips as he gripped her tighter, now infront of Suma.

“Um, I don’t really r-remember, it wasn’t important” She said backing up into the wall.

Tengen puts his hand above her trapping her in between the wall and him, “You know I dont like liars, Suma.”

“ I-I am not lying, I swear!” she defends quickly.

“I think… you are.” he whispers in her ear grinning.

His kisses Consume Suma’s entire body, dominating her mouth as he moans against her lips, “ i’ll show you… what liars get.”

his hands travel down to her skirt lifting it up, “ no underwear, ready to be touched like the dirty whore you are? he said letting his hands roam down curling in tighter, asserting his dominance as Suma held back her moans.

He was always forceful getting what he wants when hes aroused. something Suma has been trying to get him to do, she knew he wouldn’t like her mindlessly flirting with someone.

the whispers of promises & dirty talking, Suma knew how to stir him up, and she did it well.

“Who’s my dirty slut?” he questions.

“me.” Tengen grins at the answer, kissing her hungrily, desire flowing through him.

“Since you wanted my attention so much, show me how much you want daddy.” His demands causes Suma to sink instantly to crouch down before him, her fingers jumbled to unzip his fly, Pulling out his hardness.

sinking his cock into her mouth made her joyful.

He tastes musky yet cozy, the body wash had made a noticeable taste.

Suma took his cock as far back as she could sucking him off at a good pace, fluttering her eyes at him.

licking and flicking her toungue made him go wild, and she loved it.

the head glides across Suma’s toungue, a slightly salty liquid forms as he grips her hair in between his fingers & fucks her throat faster, watching his cock slide in and out.

His cock strokes Suma , to look up and lock eyes with him. to know how much he desires Her , how it arouses him so aggressively when he watches Suma sucking his dick. He pants deeply, hand starting to fist the roots of her Head shoving his dick down even harder, as ters well up in her eyes, growling with desire as she pops his hardness from her mouth and licks the head like a lollipop.

"Fuck, that feels amazing. Do you like it? Tell me how much you like sucking my cock slut," he questions, another demand for verbal gratification from her which she does not leave him waiting for.

“I love it. I love when you fuck my mouth like the little slut i am.” Suma Purrs, running the tip of her toungue down his shaft & then over the head, flicking her toungue along the slit making him twitch in pleasure.

“Good Girl…Fuck Baby, Your so slutty for daddy huh?” he pants out locking eyes with Suma.

Suma continues, satisfying him with every trick of her routine, sucking, licking, gently grazing her teeth down his shaft, having him so turned on she’d expect her throat to be coated with the offering of his release, yet when he does reach that point, he prefers her face.

"You look so hot, covered in cum baby," he tells her , watching her wipe up the trails of semen from her cheeks and licking her fingers clean.

“You won’t lie to me again will you baby?” he smirks.

“No baby , I promise.” Suma replied fluttering her eyelashes.

THE END .YAYAAYYAAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYATAYAYATATAYATATATATATATAYATAT

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legacydevice · 9 months

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Do you know what old pc I should get for retro gaming?

Thanks for the question! Keep in mind that this is written from the assumption that you have no/very basic knowledge of older computers, so I apologize if this comes off a bit patronizing! Even if you know quite a bit, other people reading may not and I want to make sure people are knowledgeable before making a purchase!

If you dont care about hardware, and your current pc can handle it, I'd recommend setting up a VM with the operating system of your choice (windows xp would probably have the most flexibility). Look up a tutorial on how to set up a VM with VirtualBox, and you can easily find .iso files of your operating system of choice online. (Obviously be careful of what you download). This is also convenient because if you dont own physical copies of your games it's pretty easy to get the files from the internet archive and transfer them to the VM! If you need any more help with this, feel free to send me an ask and I can help you out!

If you're a hardware lover like me though, I definitely understand wanting to have the experience of the real thing! Please keep in mind im not totally educated about specs and technical stuff, so take my opinion with a grain of salt and look for others input as well (followers please add on / correct me)!

A lot of it depends on the kind of games you want to run, if you're fine with only 2d games you should be fine with most computers that have an appropriate cpu/ram for the year it was made! However, running 3d games will definitely need a good gpu. There are plenty of people on ebay who sell custom built computers geared towards retro gaming, I'd recommend looking into listings of those even if you do not want to buy on eBay just to get an idea of what you would like!

I personally use Facebook marketplace to look for old computers that I want to buy. A lot of times you can get pretty good deals on there! While not a gaming oriented computer, I got my micron millennia, including the crt monitor, keyboard, mouse, and speakers all for $80! It also runs pretty much any games I want to play on there, but I haven't tried any beefier 3d games yet so I'm not sure how it will do with those. You can also check local thrift stores around you as well, I've been able to find a Dell optiplex for $40 once before. I would recommend local shops rather than goodwills since most goodwills usually sell their good stuff online for auction, but it doesn't hurt to check if you're feeling lucky!

Keep in mind that buying locally very much depends on if you can drive/have access to a car, so I totally understand if this isn't an option for you. I also have only ever lived in the US so your buying options will probably be different if you are in another country. If you know of any local retro tech enthusiast groups, they could probably help you out specific to your location! Again, Facebook is a good resource to find local groups.

The other option is buying from eBay. It will be more expensive because of shipping but you can at least get something more geared to your specifics and it's more convenient if you do not have access to transportation. Searching up something like "custom retro gaming pc" or "vintage gaming pc" should help you out!

Also, if this is your first time buying an old computer, or you do not have any experience with technology repair, you may want to buy from someone who has that experience and has already refurbished the computer for you. Blown capacitors and shitty power supplies are no joke, they can be very dangerous! If you absolutely need a computer that is advertised as not working/not tested, take it to someone who knows what they're doing before plugging it in. Again, I apologize if this comes off as patronizing but I want to make sure everyone is safe and no one has any bad experiences that may turn away people from this hobby!

Another recommendation I'd give is to get something you like! I know this might be a bit obvious, but I really like windows 98 because of nostalgia reasons, and my roommate would often ask me why I didn't get a pc with windows XP. Personally all the games I want to play run fine on 98, and i'm willing to use a VM for games that need XP. Get something that makes you happy if it is within your budget and convenient for you!

I apologize if this is a bit rambly! I'm waiting for an oil change and im bored lol. Other people feel free to add on and im willing to answer more questions if needed :)

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usergyumoved · 1 year

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♡ hello everyone. apologies for interrupting the usual scheduled programming, but here i am... once again; for the past month or so, i've been debating if i should write this or not. the results are in, so let's go!

i don’t know where i’m really going with this nor if anyone really cares to read these next few words, but i’m doing this anyway in hopes at least one of you can get something good out of it. this is an open letter specially directed at the people listed btw. apologies for how long it turned out. ♡

do you ever get hit by this overwhelming wave of love? sometimes, when i think of you guys and this place, that's what usually goes down. not so long ago i used to wonder "what if no one really enjoys me around? what if they just tolerate me at best?"; you can never be 100% sure if feelings are mutual and that can lead to anxiety and stress. this mindset often made me feel like even though i am here with so many great people, i don't belong with them. has anyone ever felt like that? i’ve been working on a couple of things as of lately; learning about them too. so far, i’ve figured that it's okay to feel lonely sometimes. it's okay to feel like you don't belong even in a room full of people you love so dearly. at the end of the day, the ones who truly love and care for you, they won’t stop loving you, they won’t care any less for you. people love you even when you aren’t around to experience it. time really plays a small role in these circumstances. people love you, regardless!

our minds will play evil tricks on us every now and then, but we should never go down that path. it makes no sense to keep people you dislike, around... right? so maybe, you guys actually do enjoy me. these stressful and anxious moments, are just that. split seconds that shouldn’t really matter. i know i love each one of you, even if love means one thing to someone, but another thing to someone else; even when i’m not vocal about it, i know i love you guys! ♡

to anyone who might be emotionally dealing with the worst at the moment: these bad thoughts will come and go, inevitably so, but they're not you. i hope there will come a day where they are not in control of your every moment. they are not you. i figured that, somewhere down the line, things are not always easy. we see people talking about the positive side, the bright side, the golden hours, the sun shining, “tomorrow is a brand new day”, and to some of you, it’s not that easy. it leaves you with this unsettling feeling that you might be different then... bad different. maybe you think you can never get better. maybe you got used to being in the dark, you don’t even want to bother finding a beam of light — hi friend, i’m here to let you know that: it’s okay, please take it easy. of all the given possibilities, you chose here! it takes so much courage to just be, when there’s always something trying to crush us from the inside out. time looks different for each person, not being able to keep up with everyone else’s, does not equal not being worthy of changes. your time will come, so let go of comparison for a while, you will be able to understand what all the positive fuzz is about. for now, thank you for being here! remember that you dont have to be at war with yourself all the time. you dont have to take yourself as the great enemy who must be defeated in order for the big victory of a lifetime to come. maybe you’ve learned that in order to be worthy of something, you have to carry this burden as a personal never ending battle, as punishment for something. sometimes you forget that you are just a person. i hope one day you will learn to work through whatever you’ve been through. and as you go through your days remember that every moment is just a moment, when you can’t take it one day at a time, try to just take it one breath at a time. ♡

to anyone who might have felt this way too, who somehow have felt like you are just existing with no purpose whatsoever: i saw someone once say that we don't really matter to this universe given the countless galaxies there are out there and how small we are compared to everything. they might have a point, but from the very small humanly perspective, we are actually so wonderful. as i’m thinking of each one of you... how can we not matter? existing itself is already a big deal. we don’t need to fill up the same space as the constellations to mean something bigger than ourselves. to everyone on this list: people do love you, people will love you! you play an essential part, even when you don’t really see it. when it comes to giving out the love you have, don't forget to keep some of it to yourself too. emptying yourself just to keep others whole can lead to unbearable outcomes. don’t lose yourself! love people like it’s the last thing you can do, even if you get nothing in return. love the people you care for; love the people you don't personally know; love the people who are yet to come; but above all, love yourself the most. and to those you can’t love at all, for whatever reasons, let them go. ♡

"you’re going to realize it one day — that happiness was never about your job, or your degree, or being in a relationship. happiness was never about following in the footsteps of all of those who came before you, it was never about being like the others. one day, you’re going to see it — that happiness was always about the discovery, the hope, the listening to your heart and following it wherever it chose to go. happiness was always about being kinder to yourself, it was always about embracing the person you were becoming. one day, you will understand. that happiness was always about learning how to live with yourself, that happiness was never in the hands of other people. it was always about you. it was always about you."

to anyone who might be feeling alone or hurt or lost or just tired in these trying times, here's what i know: there's a whole life ahead of you, and even if we don’t have a forever line, we still have time. if we must go through it, then i hope you find the strength to keep going forward, despite it all, despite all the possibilities... what if it all does work out? i hope you find the right path for yourself, the one that will make all your past selves so proud. i hope you grow to understand that some places might just not be right for you, and that it’s okay. not every house you visit, ends up being a home anyway. sometimes the only thing we can do, is to wait for the rain to pass just so we can take a look at the clear blue sky again. i hope you can learn how to let some things go, i hope that the people and those places who ended up being a lesson, don't stop you from keep looking around. ♡

"above all else, i hope you give yourself permission to believe that you are not defined by a person's inability to love you, or by a person's inability to choose you. i hope you do not abandon who you are. i hope you do not neglect or question yourself. i hope you remember to love yourself better than anyone ever could, i hope you learn how to give yourself that kind of strength. i hope you remind yourself that you are rare, that you hold value here. i hope seasons of being misunderstood, of being unappreciated, do not cause you to see yourself through the eyes of those who could not celebrate you or support you. above all else, i hope you connect with just how worthy you have always been. i hope you give yourself permission to be all that you are."

hold onto yourself with kindness and love during this long season of strangeness and hurt and let go of everything that weighs heavy in your heart, that does not allow you to be who you are meant to become. ♡

i know once you finish reading this, the world out there will still hold such ugly parts to itself, and most people will still take pride in being evil for fun, but for a few minutes i just wanted to let out some good into your lives, i hope you can feel a little better. know that i really mean everything i just said, even if i still wish i could’ve said more. to all of you, who i consider my dear friends, come back to these words every now and then if you wish. in case we don’t get to see each other in the future, my wish is for future you to be having fun everywhere they go. to keep finding kindness and beauty and hope and genuine love, no matter what. to learn new things and meet the right people. to find all the places you are meant to find. to never question if the good moments are coming to an end soon. to never question if you truly deserve it all. you know you do.

i hope you can heal from all the things you don’t talk about anymore. i hope the happiness you never thought would come, will become a constant in your life as a reminder that you finally made it. i hope you will learn how to take good care of your heart. i hope you can look after and at yourself with pride and never go back from that. when the time comes, i hope you can forgive yourself too. thank you for making it this far, hope this message finds you all well! ♡

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mushroom-for-art · 2 months

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First image transcript: Welcome to my blog! I'm Mush! I'm an adult artist currently hyperfixated on Pokémon (specifically mewtwo) I have Autism & Anxiety & I'm doing my best! He/She/They

Second image transcript: Currently I'm (Slowly) working on:

Art and start for my PKMN blog

Crackship babies (Requests still open)

I.Pokemon (Requests still open)

Inbox invasion asks

Espetwo comic

Free to use bases

Adopts

Au art & stories

& Other side projects & designs

Third image transcript: If you like my stuff please [Heart/like] + [Reblog symbol]! Tags + comments make this all the more worth it! My inbox/Asks are open (with anon on!) But please be nice, rude/out of context remarks are seen and they hurt. Please don't steal or use my designs/ideas or concepts! Cause that really sucks!!

#Official greetings card #Official meet the artist #Meet the artist #Pinned post #Will be updated as necessary #Under the read more is links to posts I've reblogged or made that are still in affect/open for asks/comments #Cause I know they'll get buried otherwise once I pin this #If I find new ones the links will be added to this post #Any questions feel free to ask!#Thank you for reading!#my art #my oc #Artsona Mush #Mushroom sona Mush #Anything not specifically mentioned on what I'm working on hasn't been abandoned I just couldn't fit it/forgor #Tw eye contact #Tw mushroom #When tumblr posts your post all FCUKED for no reason

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thewhorekiller-hangherself · 11 months

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You don't consciously know who I am, & doubtedly unconsciously too. I, who write this, love you beyond infinice. I think about you all the time, how this world would be a better place If you loved me as I do you. I know what you're thinking: "(some psycho wrote me this harassing letter)" I hoped we could have been together... you seem a lot like me. Pensive, quiet, an observer, not wanting what is offered here (school, life, etc.) You almost seem lonely, like me. You probably have a boyfriend, though, & might have not given this note another thought. I have thought you my true love for a long time now, but... well... there was hesitation. You see I can't tell if you think of anyone as I do you, & if you did who that would be. Fate put me in need of you, yet this Earth blocked that with uncertainties. I will go away soon, but I just had to write this to you, the the one I truly loved. Please, for my sake, dont tell anyone about this, as it was only meant for you. Also, please don't feel any guilt about my soon-to-be "absense" of this world. [arrow points to a note in the margin that reads: "It is solely my decision: nobody else's."] Oh... the the thoughts of w us... doing everything together, not necessarily anything, just to be together would have been pure heaven heaven. I guess it's Time time to tell you who I am. I was in a class with you 1st semester, & was blessed w. being with you in a report. I still remember your laugh. Innocent, beautiful, pure. This semester I still see you rarely. I am entranced during 5th period, as we both have it off. To most people, I appear.. well... almost scary, but that's who I appear to be as people are afraid of what they don't understand. I denied who I was for a long time. until high school...

Anyway, you have noticed me a few times, I catch every one of these gazes w. an open heart. I think you know who I am by now. Unfortunately... you even if you did like me even the slightest bit, you would hate hate me if you knew who I was. I am a criminal, I have done things that almost nobody would even think about condoning. The reas reason that I'm writing you now is that I have been caught for the crimes I comitted, & I went want to go to a new existence. You know what I mean. (Suicide) I have have nothing to live for, & I won't be able to survive in this world after this legal conviction. However However, if it was true that you loved me as I do you,... I would find a way to survive. Anything to be with you. [arrow points to margin where Dylan writes: I would enjoy life knowing that you loved me.] 99/100 chances you prob. think I'm crazy, & want to stay as far away as possible. If that's the case, then I'm very sorry for involving an innocent person in my problems, & please don't think twice. However, If you are are who I hoped for in my dreams dreams & realities realities, then do me this a favor: Leave Leave a piece of paper in my locker, [arrow to margin note reading: "Locker #837 -- combo=19-37-9 --near the library"] saying anything that comes to you. Well, I guees guess this is it-- goodbye & I love(d) you.

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