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#-and it was the fucking bomb and im so excited
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they're gym buddies :)
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prophecyofgray · 11 months
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something about tedlassoposting on tumblr dot com is so incredibly funny to me. however Holy Fucking Shit this show makes me feel the shrimp color spectrum of emotion i just watched the penultimate ep and i was hyperventilating for half of it and now i feel like theres a little hamster running around in my stomach
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volfoss · 12 days
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I really think reading the old cap stuff w both knowledge Bucky will get blown up and also be the second shooter that killed JFK is really adding a lot to my enjoyment of it. Cannot wait to see him get blown up I'm sorry
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lynxalon · 15 days
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HOLY SHITTTTTTTTTTTTT THAT CRITROLE EP WAS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!! im SO glad we had the set up of the last one so we could have the big thrills of this!!!!!!!!! this had everything!! it had ira's bad (and good!) decisions! it had sam's out of pocket wacky can shenanigans!! it had deception and sneaking! it had badass plays and some.. eye-catching talents 👀 it had gross shit that's kinda actually sad if u think about it! it had walking (running) away from explosions (NOT a sunglasses moment this was a loserfail) it had .. terrifying parents. it had imodna momence !! :D it even had some unprecedented wins for our typically fighty/flighty adventurers!!! i will ABSOLUTELY be watching that again come monday!!!!!!!!!!
#lynx speaks#cr spoilers#now to expand upon these!!! i am THRILLED that there has been a more overt notice of orym's hex 😏#thats what i've been excited for for aaaaaaages i adore orym esp when he gets a little more fucked up#what can i say im a bit of an angst fan myself :D#fcg gave ira SUCH a bad time tho like CMON BBYYYYY 1 MINUTE ?!?!?!?!?!! yall r LUCKY yalls r cool af#also tho.... ira actually saving fearne like 👀 i see it!!! i think simply everyone likes fearne and everyone would save her 😎#and team infiltrate i loooved imogen's use of that damn .. what was it called ? the damn static bomb that was sick as hell!!!#and hey!! both teams got in and out without anyone catching on that it was bells hells helping!#is that a first for bh? cause it sure feels like it TBH like the feywild malleus key stunt did NAWT go this smoothly#even with the bumps they had they did terrific frfr#esp with imogen setting up oryms badass fighter play and launda and chet setting each other up for success#and it does FEEL like imogen is more powerful on ruidus just from the plays she makes like the static spell and how it set Everyone up#to protect them all and keep their enemies in bad positions so that bh had good positions#they barely got hits and orym and chet took the brunt of it#they got out everoa and themselves without too much hassle and i'd say team mcfuckin 'splosion did pretty fucken well too#more damage on their side but. thatssss not their fault thats mainly on ira (and fcg 😂)#gosh. goshhh. what a good fucking episode. and sorrowlord zathuda. and liliana. fuck bro.#zathuda is SCARY#and liliana i meaaaaaaan. hun what did u THINK 🧐 imogen meant when she told u to run?? 🤔 'did she know' u know the answer to that.#i was definitely excited cause. we knew the volition were gonna fail in killing liliana. but i felt in my heart that she was gonna#feel betrayed by imogen. despite creating the scenario in which imogen must 'betray' her.#i LOVE fucked up mothers cant waaaaait to see what happens next !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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likedbyuarmyhope · 8 months
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i’ve really been an army for over six years huh. i’ve been an army for almost a third of my life
#i was 15 when i discovered them. jk was fucking 19 and now i’m 21 and hes turning 26 like i’ve actually grown up with them#i’m so excited and impatient for the future with them but im also sad for all the experiences i had as a baby army that i can never get back#my first year as an army was almost entirely on tumblr and the community used to be so big and social and just. so much fun#even my first couple years on army twt feel so nostalgic now. there were bad things of course but also so many great things#i just feel so lucky to have lived through these last few years with them and i never want to lose those feelings#aeron.txt#it’s so cliche but there really are so many things that you just had to be there for#the struggle of joining their fancafe (i definitely gave up after the first few tries)#the first bangtan bomb they added closed captions to (and when they took them away as punishment for spreading an exclusive fancafe video)#(i still hold that video of the tannies taking turns kissing taehyung so very close to my heart)#their first ever bbma. their first performance at the amas#the creation of bt21#the post-concert vlives during tours#bon voyage to look forward to every summer#jimin’s silent twitter videos#we’ve consistently gotten so much from them and i’m so happy for all that we’re continuing to get#i never want to seem like i think the old days were ‘better’ or like i’m not just as grateful for what they give us now#i just get so nostalgic and melancholy when i think of all the things that we don’t get to experience anymore#i was so young and going through some of my most formative years and it’s such a unique feeling to have grown up alongside bts#i’m still growing up with them. so much of what they taught me years ago is only now showing up in the decisions i make about my life#god i love them so much i love them so so so much
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daughterofsarenrae · 6 months
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fajsdlkfjslkfjsdlkfj my dad is upset with my bc he just discovered kill la kill and i told him i watched it in like high school and apparently i should've recommended it to him back then
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shvdowsdrowned · 2 years
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Okay I'm done playing br for the rest of the season, just dropped my k/d to .92 and I'll Actually cry if it gets any lower 😭😭
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woozi · 1 year
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thoughts on the highlight medley ? <3 i missed u on here
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fandomsnfluff · 2 years
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the men’s bathroom near the lgbt center at my college smells like a pineapple cocktail (the best a men’s bathroom has ever smelled to me imo) and honestly it makes me so fucking excited for summer like im so fucking excited dude. except i have to take a summer class which kinda sucks ass but hey its completely asynchronous and i get credits for it !!!!
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worfsrozhenko · 1 year
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i found out today that the cassette tape digitizer that my mom bought me for christmas functions as a regular player as well so now im finally listening to all the tapes ive accrued over the years im so happy
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writingstoraes · 9 months
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lover 🪻
pairing: charles leclerc/fem!singer!reader
type: instagram imagine, social media au
notes: this is another thing i thought of knowing i have hundreds of unattended drafts lolol lmk what u think! this is like very similar to something i've posted before but only w a slightly different ending... hehe also am using mother taylor's lyrics cause they're just too good
about: you and charles seem to be really quiet, it's either one of two things — you're over or you're about to release a masterpiece that shatters all break up rumors.
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wagsoff1 It has been 100 days since Y/N was seen in the paddock. Her last appearance was during the 2023 Australian GP. Any thoughts? 👀
leclercsainz yeah honestly the two of them have been really quiet lately... i'm scared
ynfan this is such a reach? 😬
lecsyn4eva are we forgetting that y/n has her own career, a pretty successful one at that, it's normal for her to not be at races at times?
wagsoff1 Hmm yeah but she's missed a ton of races, apparently rumors are only ever growing that they might be over... lecsyn4eva maybe we stop sticking our noses where it doesn't belong 🤨
queenyn MOTHER WE MISS YOU pls come back
sainzstappen Classic pattern of broken up F1 couples lol miss a few races then suddenly statements are out 😆
popgirlstm stop i will literally jump off a bridge
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yourusername At every table, I'll save you a seat.
My 3rd full-length album, Lover, is out tomorrow at 12 EST. Sorry for the surprise but see you at the premiere ❤️
lecsyn BITCH THIS IS WHY YOUVE BEEN QUIET
mothertay miss mam we havent heard from you in months how can you drop a bomb like this so casually
norrislaren IM CRYING I DID NOT SEE THIS COMING
midnightshouse y/n i need to know if i can shake my ass to this album or i will be destroying ice cream pints with tears on my face
ynalbums Judging from the title... it sounds like it's more on the romance side? gucciluv oh my god there's hope for charles and her after all 🙏
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charles_leclerc My lover.
Beyond excited for your album, amour. Thanks for letting me be a part of it 🤍
lecsyncharles CROWD CHEERS OH MY GOD
hamilstappen im crying they broke the streak they're alive! WAR IS OVER
charlierari part of it... y/n ft. charles????
carlossainz55 Hey this counts as your musical debut? 😆
charles_leclerc I didn't sing... carlossainz55 Yeah you shouldnt c2lovers FUCK??ABSHBHWWH
landonorris Can't believe people thought you broke up you literally won't shut up about how you're in Silverstone and she's in LA
pierregasly Don't forget the calling Y/N every 10 seconds charles_leclerc ??? Please shut up
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Now Playing: Lover (Music Video) - The Dedication
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charles_leclerc My forever lover.
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landonorris Will you save me a seat at every table?
yourusername Have my song memorized already, I see 😆 landonorris You know it!
lewishamilton Congratulations, Y/N and Charles! 🥂
danielricciardo I call taking most of the pictures 🙏
landonorris No???
ynlecs16 this is such a fucking surprise the two of you need to cool it down i'm hyperventilating
scuderiaferrari Best wishes to our favorite couple ❤️
yourusername Wait, I thought we broke up?
charles_leclerc Negative. You're stuck with me forever now 😘
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tagging: @slytherheign, @honethatty12, @siovhanroy
notes: taylor has got me wishing i was currently in love this is sick! anyway i only got this idea bc my tiktok fyp is swarmed with charles daylight edits and they are right he is so golden <33
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astrolynnworld · 4 months
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release
pairing: dom!matt x reader
summary: you were on vacation celebrating a friends birthday while matt had to sit home slowly gaining more frustration at the horniness that overwhelmed him.
warnings: smut, pent up, language, oral, missing you, lust, a few uses of the word daddy, sex, breeding, rough, praise, soft degradation?, love bombs at the end for sure
a/n: the dom matt yall requested 🫡
word count: 1,289
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matt’s pov-
I knew these three weeks without y/n would be a challenge, but I never expected it to be this hard.
y/n comes back today, and I am so excited excited to say the least.
i haven’t cum in 3 weeks.. and not all of that was by choice.
I’ve tried to touch myself on multiple occasions, but I just could never finish. It didn’t feel right.
i needed y/n. as bad as ever
but she comes back today and all of that is over.
y/n’s pov-
I grabbed my bags out of my friends car and waved goodbye as I walk up the driveway of my house.
i’m so excited to see matt. of course we video chatted a few times these past few weeks, but nothing is like seeing him in person. I miss him so much.
“matt?” i call out as i enter our home
he comes sprinting down the hallway
“BABY!!” he shouts as he gives me a million kisses and a tight hug.
“i missed you so so so so much” he says in between kisses
“okay okay” i say while laughing and pushing him off me
“i missed you too baby but i need to settle in first” i continue
“you can settle in later princess, i need you now!” he exclaims as he grabs me and tosses me over my shoulder
“matt!! what are you doing!” i say while kicking my feet trying to get him to let me go
he walks me to the bedroom and tosses me on the bed.
“you think you could leave me here alone for three weeks without any repercussions?” he states
i stay silent as i try to maintain eye contact with him as he hovers over me on the bed.
“do you know how hard it’s been not having you here at complete access?” he continues
i maintain my quietness, slowly getting turned on by his demand and neediness for me.
“when I said I missed you, I wasnu’t joking. I miss everything about you. how you look, how you smell, how you feel, how you taste.” he says slowly as he undoes my pants
“i needed you so badly.. and now I’m going to have you just the way i want you, is that okay princess?” he asks me, yet it doesn’t seem like much of an option
i slowly nod my head
“good. now get up” he demands
i sit up at the edge of the bed
“take off my pants.” he furthers
i slide him out his pants and slowly start kissing and rubbing his bulge throw his boxers.
“awe you’re such a smart puppy aren’t you? know exactly what daddy wants huh” he says in a condescending tone
he pushes my head back and lets out his cock.
his dick looked so swollen and neglected, it was already throbbing and leaking precum from only my previous teasing. i had to do something about this
I grabbed the shaft and slowly put my tongue on the tip, teasing the head.
matt threw his head back in a sigh of relief at the sensation that my mouth had only just started giving him.
I keep circling my tongue around the tip and jerking off the shaft until a dominant matthew grabs my head and pushes his cock inside my mouth
in one swift motion, I can feel his throbbing cock buried in my throat. pulsating as he pulls back and thrusts deeper each time with more lust.
I can’t help the tears that starts to flow out my eyes as I find it hard to breathe, but the only thing that kept me going, was knowing the satisfaction that matthew was having.
“fuck y/n fuck fuck fuck” he says as he keeps a steady pace
thrust after thrust after thrust, matt is relentless.
“im gonna cum baby.” he states before picking up the speed
soon after, i feel lines of thick liquid, spilling down my throat as matt releases his grip from my head and pulls his cock back.
I let out a few coughs and exasperated gasps as I try to catch my breath.
matt bends down to me, “are you okay baby?” he says with his voice laced in concern.
i chuckle at the code switch, “i just hope you planning of fucking me as as good as you just fucked my throat”
he smiles, “get on your stomach and arch your back now.” he demands
i climb on the bed and do what he says.
he slides my panties off, “look at this pretty wet pussy baby? you’re so fucking wet and beautiful”
he slaps my ass.
“is this what i’ve been missing out on these past few weeks? fuck” he furthers
bending down, matt sticks his tongue out and starts licking my pussy up and down all the way to my ass crack.
“and you taste even better than i remember.”
he starts eating at my clit while fingering me from the back.
I can’t help the noises that escape my lips I had it felt sensation in three weeks and the lust was only making him feel better.
“you sound so pretty baby, keep moaning for me just like that.” matt says before stopping this stimulation
“i need to fuck you right now before i cum again.”
he positions his cock with my hole before slowly sliding it.
I gasp at the feeling of his long cock sliding inside of me
He didn’t give me too long to adjust to his size before he starts the thrusting and deepening inside of me.
“fuck matt- omg” i say in between breaths, as the sounds of our body parts slapping together echos the room.
“mhm baby how does that feel?” he asks knowing the answer
“you feel so f- fucking good sir. s- so big and deep” i try to make a sentence while being a whimpering mess
“you missed this cock didn’t you?”
“yess daddy. of cour- course i did” i reply
calling him daddy must of set off a switch inside of him because boy did he start speeding up
i couldn’t even speak anymore. i was just making whiny moans and sounds that probably could be heard throughout the whole house.
“fu- fuck daddy please please pl- please keep going. i’m g- gonna cum.”
“cum at the same time as me baby” he says while pushing my head down into the bed and slamming his cock into me even deeper and faster as he chases his high once more.
he starts circling my clit with the hand that wasn’t holding me down into the bed and that’s when i lost every thought i had in the moment.
my orgasm comes tumbling out along with a familiar sensation of pee
“you just fucking squirted on my dick baby. you’re so fucking hot.” he says while slowing down his thrusts, trying to ride out both our highs
he lets go of my head and pulls out of me to idealize his work.
i topple over and squeeze my body to let his cum fall out of me.
he goes in the bathroom to get a wet cloth to clean us up. then comes to join me in bed
“fuck i genuinely missed you so much baby” he says kissing my forehead as he smuggles me into his chest
“don’t ever leave me alone for that long again”
i chuckle still trying to catch my breath & recover from the scene that just happened a minute ago
“i love you, sweetheart” he says as he starts playing with my hair
“i love you more bubs” i respond before closing my eyes in the comfort of his chest
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a/n: how’d you guys like the story? two in one day 😝 i’m on a roll fr!
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leejihoonownsmyheart · 8 months
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Something He Likes (M) pt. 2
The second part to the eighth and final part of the Pathetic series
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Summary: Jeonghan and y/n are finally together. But what does being together mean for them?
This part is 31k which was too much for tumblr???? Because it was over 1000 blocks??? So it's split into two parts being released at the same time IM SORRY. Alexa play Hate Rodrigo by Yena
Warnings: Dubcon as always, let’s do this one more time: dom!jeonghan, sub!y/n, masochist!jeonghan, sadist!yn, lots of public play and I mean a lot okay, Jeonghan is a tease, degradation, dacryphilia, creampies, slight teeny tiny breeding kink if you squint at one part, pet play??? Like it’s not but he calls her a bitch and makes her bark idk what you want me to call that, cunnilingus, fingering, rough sex, mean!jeonghan, references to y/n being a toy and other demeaning things in a sexual manner (but like at this point we all know this right), praise!kink if you squint, the l-bombs in this one are crazy, jealousy from both sides, possessiveness from both sides, unprotected sex as always, bimbification? (yn is fucked dumb)
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This is part TWO of the eighth part of the pathetic series make sure you read this before you read what is below:
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He was too cruel during dinner, you didn’t even try to pretend like you were interested in the conversation. You knew you looked sick to his classmate. You didn’t even remember the classmate's name. You barely touched your food. Jeonghan messed relentlessly with the vibrations (albeit when you squeezed his thighs and mumbled a soft please, he gave you a good fifteen-minute break before resuming the edging).
His classmate ended the dinner early out of concern for you. Jeonghan put on a show of looking concerned when his classmate mentioned how red you were. He touched the back of his hand to your forehead.
“Are you okay baby? You should have told me you weren’t feeling well.”
Before finally, you two were free.
When you got back to your apartment with Jeonghan, your fingers were clutching so hard at his wrist that you thought it was going to leave bruises. Your cheeks were bright red and the toy was still buzzing away inside of you at it’s lowest setting that still felt like it was going to make you explode at any second.
All you wanted to do was get inside, get this dumb toy out of you and finally be rewarded for having been so good all day. You were desperate. You needed this. And so when you finally fumbled your front door open and Jeongyeon and Jimin were standing in the living room you wanted to cry.
“Y/n!” Jeongyeon exclaimed excitedly. You gave her a tired smile.
“Jeongyeon!” You said back, trying to match her enthusiasm but failing miserably. Jeonghan nodded his greeting towards Jeongyeon and Jimin.
“Are you feeling okay?” Jeongyeon asked, her excitement turning to concern the moment that she got a good look at you. You nodded.
“I’m just… Tired. Long day,” you replied. It wasn’t in any way shape or form a lie, but you knew that Jeongyeon could tell there was more to it. You gave her a look.
“Well,” she said, turning to Jimin. “We were just going out, but we should all go on a double date soon.”
She wiggled her eyebrows excitedly and you nodded.
“Yeah, that would be fun,” you agreed, extremely relieved to hear that Jimin and Jeongyeon were leaving. The idea that they would be there all night would have made you crazy.
You thought that you all said more to each other. Were vaguely aware of Jeonghan and Jimiin exchanging some words but before you could really register any of it, the two were locking the door behind them.
You let the tears that you had been holding back freely run down your cheeks as you turned all your attention to Jeonghan.
“Please, please, please,” you begged emptily. “I can’t do it anymore Jeonghan, I’ve been so good. I n-need so badly- I-I- need you so badly.”
Jeonghan didn’t look like he really felt bad for you. Instead he cooed at you lightly.
“Are you sorry baby?” He asked you lightly. “Do you understand what being bad gets you?”
You honestly didn’t even remember why you were being punished today. You didn’t really care.
“I’m s-sorry, won’t do it again I p-promise,” you assured. Your skin was burning. “Please Jeonghan fuck me. Please really fuck me. I need you so badly. I-I need to come s-so badly.”
“I know you do,” Jeonghan replied softly. He scooped your cheeks in his hands and pressed a light kiss to your lips. “You did so perfectly for me, you know that?”
You nodded, but it was just kind of automatic. Jeonghan lowered his hands to the hem of your skirt and then turned you around, bending your body over the back of the couch. He pulled off your panties which were damp from the little bit of cum that had dripped out of your pussy around your toy. He tugged at the toy so that it was almost completely out of you and then, pushed it back in. You let out a wrecked sob.
“Pl-Please I c-can’t-“
Jeonghan cooed sympathetically and pulled the toy from out of you, causing his cum to drip down your tighs. He pressed a few fingers into you experimentally.
“You know, I really like you like this,” he said softly. “So wet, and stretched out from being used all day.”
The phrasing made your whole body arch. God why wouldn’t he just shut up and fuck you already?
Just as you were thinking that, you heard Jeonghan unzipping his pants, and then you could feel his fat tip teasing your hole. When finally Jeonghan slid his cock into you, you felt like you could cry in relief.
Okay, you did cry in relief. Your wrists were grabbed practically instantly as Jeonghan began to fuck into you, his thrusts quick and desperate. He hadn’t bothered to take his jeans off, a clear indication that he felt bad about teasing you so much all day.
You could feel the denim brushing against you with each thrust, and each thrust was so hard it had your whole body shaking. You could tell that Jeonghan was desperate for an orgasm too. The sadist in him loving the sounds of your moans mixed with sobs so much that it wasn’t long before he had tugged you up by one arm, his fingers fiddling with your clit-
“You can come, you’ve been such a good girl for me.”
You came immediately and as soon as your orgasm racked through you Jeonghan was coming too, spilling cum deep inside of you. His thrusts came to a stop as you fell limp against the couch, your heavy pants filling the living room.
Jeonghan pulled away from you and stood back, probably watching as his cum dribbled out of you. You let him stand there for a little while, but not long. You whined, loudly, garnering his attention back to you.
“I’m sorry,” he said softly. He came up behind you, pulling your body so that you were flat against him. “Let’s get you washed up.”
You didn’t protest as he showered you. Mostly because you were too tired to, and you didn’t feel truly relaxed until you two were lying in your bed, Jeonghan’s arms wrapped around your body, holding you close to him.
“Are you really okay?” He asked for what felt like the millionth time. “Sometimes it worries me that you never safe word-“ His voice was light. He knew that you would safe word if you really needed to. “You were very good for me. Don’t think anyone knew all day that I was playing with my little toy.”
He turned you around in his arms and you drearily pried your eyes open to look at him. A small smile on your lips.
“Felt good,” you whispered back. “Feels good to be good for you. Like being able to do whatever you want me to.”
“Would you do it again?” Jeonghan asked. You let your eyes flutter shut.
“Not as long,” you murmured. “Shorter.”
“Okay,” he whispered. You heard him shuffling closer to you, one of his hands coming to your hair. He brushed his fingers lightly through your strands but the attention made you whine. You turned onto your back, but he was still able to mess with your hair at that angle.
Your shoulder brushed against Jeonghan’s your chest rising and falling as you fought, still, to catch your breath. You could feel him moving closer to you, felt his fingers brushing against yours, and the feeling had your mind buzzing despite how exhausted you were.
Your eyes fluttered closed, and you tried to focus less on Jeonghan and more on your breathing. When you finally thought that you were calm. Normal. You opened your eyes and Jeonghan was staring at you with an odd expression on his face.
“Let’s break up.”
You stared at him, unsure of what to say. You hated how even now he was so difficult to read. His eyes were staring at you, wide with so many emotions that you couldn’t pinpoint in them. You couldn’t help the frown that pressed itself across your face.
“Really?” You finally said, after what was probably minutes of silence.
Jeonghan’s eyebrows furrowed a bit at your reaction.
“Yes.”
You stared at him. Again, his expression was unwavering and you should feel worried but for some reason you weren’t.
“No.”
Jeonghan hummed.
“So what? You’re just going to make me keep dating you? For however long you want to?”
His voice was serious, and yet… You could almost swear that you heard a jesting tone in it.
“I guess,” you replied pointedly. Jeonghan chuckled and rolled over to meet your gaze.
“I love you, y/n,” he mumbled. “What do you think… You love me yet?”
Your face reddened at the topic of conversation but before you could reply at all Jeonghan was tapping you on your cheek lightly.
“I’m just teasing you,” he said softly. He shrugged. “I just wanted to see how you were feeling about this relationship I guess.”
Your eyebrows furrowed.
“You were teasing me?” You blurted. “About breaking up?”
Jeonghan laughed as if that wasn’t a bit psychotic.
“Well, now I kind of want to,” you replied, but the smile on your lips was very telling at the fact that you were joking. Jeonghan hummed, and tugged you closer to him.
“And what would you do then? Would you go date someone else?”
“Oh yeah. I think that Minhyuk would love to go on a date with me. And he probably wouldn’t tease me about breaking up.”
Jeonghan made a disgruntled noise at the mention of someone who actually wanted to go on a date with you, and he pressed the palm of his hand to your face.
“What happened to the y/n who was sleepy?” He asked you. You laughed a little, but the darkness that the palm of his hand brought you reminded your body that you really were absolutely exhausted.
“I guess for now you still have a girlfriend,” you murmured. You turned on your side, burying your face into Jeonghan’s chest.
“Trust me y/n, I would never dare to let someone as perfect as you slip away.”
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It was getting to that point where waking up without Jeonghan around was weird.
You had always worried about getting into that type of relationship with someone.
Where waking up without them was more painful than anything else in that moment.
You pushed down the feeling- As far down as you could get it- And went about your morning as you usually did. You showered, got dressed. There was a slight deviation to your morning. A small good morning text that made you pause, and brought a smile to your face.
“Oh I know that look,” Jeongyeon teased, brushing past you, with a small poke to your side. You rolled your eyes at her, typing a quick good morning back before joining her in the kitchen.
“How’s school been going lover girl.”
“Don’t call me that,” you mumbled. “I’m such a bad girlfriend it’s ridiculous.”
Jeongyeon’s laugh was light, but sympathetic.
“Come on, that’s not true.”
You waved off the conversation topic.
“How are you and Jimin?” You asked.
Jeongyeon hummed.
“Going,” she replied. She rolled her eyes slightly. “We had our first big fight. But I like how we resolved it.”
The thought of fighting with Jeonghan sent a shiver through your body. You couldn’t imagine him being mad at you. You wonder what he would do. You knew how he punished you when he wasn’t mad at you. When it didn’t matter.
But then again, you weren’t always great at reading his emotions. Maybe he had been mad at you before but you just hadn’t noticed.
You thought about it again for a few seconds.
No. He was too frustratingly patient and understanding towards you. There was no way that you had angered him so early on. At least you had that going for you.
“I’m glad you two resolved it well.”
You lazily rested your cheek on the palm of your hand as you watched Jeongyeon fall into the routine of making the two of you eggs for breakfast. Watching her cook reminded you of Mingyu and his cooking. It had been a while since you stayed the night at Alpha Mu.
Without really thinking over it too much you pulled out your phone and sent Jeonghan a text.
Can I stay over tonight?
Jeonghan’s response was immediate.
You miss me?
You rolled your eyes.
I miss Mingyu’s cooking.
Jeonghan didn’t reply but you knew that the answer was a resounding yes.
Jeongyeon set a plate of food down in front of you, to which you smiled at her and thanked her.
“I think that I’m going to be staying at Jeonghan’s place tonight,” you said. Jeongyeon hummed.
“I’ll probably have Jimin over then.”
You two fell into a soft conversation after that, catching up on what you two had been up to and how class had been going. You and Jeongyeon didn’t spend as much time together now, and you almost never seemed to be home at the same times but that didn’t mean you two didn’t hang out at all. You two still caught lunch together. There were moments on the weekend. And every morning that you were both home you two had breakfast.
And that being said, your days had changed a bit too. You texted Jeonghan quite a bit during the day, given that he was a bit clingy. He always wanted to know what you were doing, and how class was going, and if you were studying with Yeongtae and if he could come join you.
It was always a phone call where you sounded like a mother chiding their toddler: You’ll see me in a few hours. Just wait until then.
And then of course the minute you came over, in front of the others, he was always so quiet. Acted as if he could care less if you were there or not.
-
Your eyebrows furrowed as you squinted at the paper in front of you, unsure of really what you could add to make this round out a bit better.
“Maybe we should add more examples,” your partner Zen suggested. You hummed at the suggestion.
“You don’t think we have too many?” You murmured. “I mean how many popular examples of bipolar disorder can we really add?”
Zen groaned at the question, letting his head drop onto the table.
“I don’t know,” he insisted. “I’m not a psychology major like you. How else are we supposed to fluff up this paper? We are just short of eight pages.”
You gnawed on your bottom lip in thought. How were you two going to add more to this paper? You were about to propose something when suddenly you felt a hand on the back of your neck, a thumb pushing at your chin to turn your head.
Your eyes were still focused on your paper as you were dragged into a kiss, and you only turned your attention fully to your boyfriend when his other hand came to your cheek, forcing your full attention to the kiss. Your face was burning red when you were finally released from the kiss, and your eyes flickered up to meet Jeonghan’s smug smile.
“Really?” You asked him, your eyes flickering over to Zen who, to his credit, was pretending to be focused on the paper again and not the full-out pornographic makeout session that he had practically had to watch. Jeonghan pouted.
“What? I missed my girlfriend. Can’t I greet you the way that I want to?”
You didn’t miss the way that his voice raised a little at my girlfriend.
You tried to control the burning of your face as Jeonghan pulled out a chair next to you.
“I thought you were going to wait outside for me,” you mumbled softly. Jeonghan sighed, his fingers tapping against the table.
“You’re late,” he replied. A quick glance at the time and you saw that he was right. How had you and Zen gone twenty minutes over what you to had originally planned. “And I won’t be distracting. I’ll just sit here.”
You looked up at Zen who was now openly watching you two closely. You could see the pain in his eyes but you knew that it stemmed from the fact that twenty minutes over meant that you two had been at this for over twenty minutes now, and the paper was due in two days.
“I wasn’t made for these kind of working conditions,” Zen insisted. “Mental disorders and their impact on societal interactions was supposed to be an easy credit.”
“Why didn’t you just take a different creative elective,” you admonished him. “Like a writing class.”
Zen’s expression turned deadly serious.
“You want me to take a class where they tell me how to write?” He asked, as if it was the most abdominal thing he had ever heard. “Writing classes are so stupid because writers don’t know how to grade based on the way you write. Like all writers write differently, but they want you to write just like them for a semester. No. Thank you.”
Zen yanked the computer over to him and his eyes scanned what you two had written.
“And yet here I am. Writing for a psychology elective.”
“Let’s focus more on the impact that it had on the people around them,” you suggested. “We talked about Carrie Fisher let’s talk about how fans took it, or if it made it harder for people to work with her on set.”
Zen’s mouth dropped into an ‘o’ and he scooted closer to you so that he could scroll back to that section of the paper. As he did Jeonghan’s hand fell onto your thigh, his head coming to a rest on your shoulder.
“My smart girl,” he mumbled softly. The praise sent warmth through you but you tried your best to ignore him.
“Add right there,” you said softly, pointing to a spot on the paper. Zen obediently added some space to the document and then immediately went to go find an article you two could read on the topic. As you two were reading, Jeonghan was getting progressively more bored. He shifted his head back and forth on your shoulder until you raised a hand to his hair and began to soothingly rub circles into his scalp.
That only sated him for about five minutes. Then he decided that he had been waiting for you for too long. His hand crept further up your thigh, and his thumb began to rub lazy circles around your clit through your underwear. You shivered under his touch, both grateful and regretting the easy access that your skirt allowed him.
“Are there any interesting words in your paper?” Jeonghan asked you, clearly asking if you needed to safe word. You pressed your lips together and shook your head.
“No words of interest. I’ll let you know if I think of one you would like,” you murmured back. He hummed back in response. Pleased.
You all fell into silence as you and Zen focused back in on your work, Jeonghan finding pleasure in playing with your clit while you two added to your paper. The teasing was thrilling, of course. You loved it when Jeonghan played with you. Especially like this. In a way that wasn’t overtly obvious in public. In a way that was easy to keep down. And you loved the way it made you feel like you were just something he could play with whenever he wanted to.
Jeonghan sunk a finger into you and you had to momentarily bite down on your bottom lip to keep yourself from making any noise.
“Do you think this sentence sounds okay?” Zen asked you softly. You forced yourself to focus on what he had just typed and then nodded.
“Yeah, that’s perfect,” you agreed softly. You two were almost done with the paper. You had hit your page goal now. All you had to do was add a little bit to finish off the thoughts you two had added and you were done. Zen had already offered to edit it before turning it in tonight since he had a lot more writing experience than you did.
You spoke out some sentences that you wanted Zen to add, surprised by how even your voice stayed. Jeonghan didn’t go easy on you as you spoke. Instead he seemed to have gotten bored of how well you were hiding the way that you were soaking his fingers. He pressed three fingers into you and his lazy pace that you accossiated with sheer boredom was replaced by something more deliberate. He curled his fingers inside of you, trying to get a rise out of you. You ignored him, but then just as you went to speak again Jeonghan had smashed his finger into your clit, forcing a gasp out of you. Zen gave you a concerned look which you waved off.
“Embarrassed by all the pda,” you said lightly. Zen seemed to take that but Jeonghan hadn’t eased up during the interaction. He pumped his fingers in and out of you fast, clearly trying (and succeeding thus far) to drag you to an orgasm. You mentally fought against it, trying to hold back but you knew that if you weren’t careful your fingers digging into your palms would give away what Jeonghan was doing.
Then Zen’s elbow accidentally brushed your warm skin and you very quickly, quietly murmured your safe word. Jeonghan’s fingers immediately stopped inside of you, and he pulled his fingers, very carefully out of you.
Your breathing turned easy as Jeonghan cleaned his fingers off and gave you a soft kiss to the corner of your lips.
“You’re so good for me,” he said softly. “Sorry baby.”
Relief flooded your body at his reaction to the scenario. It was a whole different thing to know that Jeonghan would listen to you if you safe worded and to experience him listening to you when you safe worded.
The whole thing made your body burn hotter, your fingers returning to thread calmly through Jeonghan’s hair. In that moment you felt so grateful for him. You turned your head back towards him, and just gave him a look, begging him silently to kiss you. Being in public be damned.
He pressed a very soft kiss to your lips.
“Again,” you whispered. He did as you wished.
“… Again.”
A small smile and he kissed you again.
“You’re so greedy,” he said softly. “But I’ll spoil you tonight. Don’t worry.”
Jeonghan shoved you against the wall, as soon as you two were alone in thebathroom. You were only a bit embarrassed to say that you and Jeonghan had fucked more than once in this bathroom. And only a little more embarrassed to admit that you would be doing it more.
You whined as Jeonghan fisted the collar of your shirt in his hand, and hiked up your leg so that he could push aside your underwear and push a few fingers into you.
“Love it when you’re already nice and ready for me,” he mumbled. “It’s like you’re made for me like this.”
He unzipped his pants, pulling his hard cock out of his pants.
“You want me?”
Your eyes flickered down to his cock, and if you were completely honest it was like you were drolling staring at it. You wanted so badly for him to use your mouth, but you knew that all he wanted right now was to be buried inside of you.
You got a slap across the face for staring at his cock too long.
“Stupid slut,” he chided, and you would honestly never get tired of being called that. “Can’t have my cock if you can’t tell me that you want it.”
“Jeonghan please,” you begged lightly. “I w-want it so badly. Need you to fuck me. You know how badly I want it. Would have let you take me on the table in front of Zen if it hadn’t-”
 Before you could finish speaking Jeonghan had slammed his palm over your mouth.
“Shut up, I just wanted consent,” he mumbled his voice gruff. With his other hand he guided his cock into you and wasted no time easing himself in. Once he knew his tip was in he was pushing himself all the way inside of you with one swift movement. You let out scream mixed in a moan at how suddenly he pushed himself into you and your eyes fluttered shut in relief.
Jeonghan let out a pleased groan of relief, and for a moment he just let his forehead fall against yours, enjoying the feeling of being buried inside of you. After a few minutes you couldn’t stand it anymore. You whined against the hand that was still keeping you quiet.
Jeonghan sighed.
“Such a greedy little whore.”
He kept his hand over your mouth because you’re always too loud in public. You don’t want to be caught do you?
And began to fuck you hard. Each thrust had your back bumping the wall, but at this angle it felt like he was splitting you open and fuck it if you didn’t love that feeling. Jeonghan was sloppy, obviously letting out his frustration at having to share your attention earlier and… So much recently. You could tell he was tired of all the different partners you had been having for classes.
“You’re so good for me,” Jeonghan praised, little whispers in your ear. “Just taking everything I give you like a good girl. Always so good. ‘m so proud of you, you know that?”
Your face was burning, the praise pushing you closer to an orgasm than his cock was. You raised your hands to Jeonghan’s wrists, squeezing at him just for purchase.
“I’m proud of you for safe wording,” he mumbled. “But I’m also proud of you for just taking my fingers before that. Letting me play with you like my own little toy.”
His hand slipped off of your mouth, replaced by his lips. He didn’t really kiss you, just let you pant and moan and cry against his lips.
“Didn’t even know you knew your safe word,” he teased lightly, his voice still soft. One of his hands came to your hips, and he pressed you hard into the wall, his thrusts becoming more erratic.
“Just never want to sue it,” you mumbled back, knowing he wasn’t begging you for an explanation. Jeonghan’s breath began to come more frequently.
“Gonna fill you up so full,” he mumbled. “Make you drip cum down your legs the whole way back tonight.”
Before you could respond, he was devouring your lips in a breath stealing kiss, and immediately after that you could feel his cock spraying hot cum inside of you. You cried against his lips as he lowered one of his hands to your pussy, his fingers rubbing your clit until your whole body was shaking with him.
He came down from his orgasm faster than you did. He stopped his thrusts, and slowly slipped out of you, letting his cum rush out of your pussy and soak your panties. He let your leg drop back down but with one hand he kept you pressed against the wall and with his other hand he kept you trapped in a deep kiss until your shaking had stopped.
He broke the kiss, pressing his sweaty forehead to yours.
“I love you,” he promised you softly, and the look in his eyes was so serious that you had to look away from him.
“Need a minute,” you mumbled softly. “N-need to sit down.”
Jeonghan nodded and helped you slide down the wall, burying your face in his chest in exhaustion. He murmured soft reassurances to you until you told him to shut up because it was turning you back on and you didn’t think you could take another creampie in the library bathroom.
But regardless. You were enjoying this, all of this.. Even if Jeonghan’s secrets were getting to you.
It started with the lactose intolerance. And it just few from there. Finding out from Mingyu that Jeonghan didn’t like this vegetable or finding out from Seokmin that Jeonghan hated this author. They were all things that when they came up and you didn’t know it you just… Felt bad.
You should know these things. Why wouldn’t he just tell you these things. He knew them about you. He woke up early and bought you coffee in the morning, and he bought you little things that made him think about you- like a little yellow duck statue for your bookshelf that you just couldn’t figure out the significance of.
Your biggest focus at this point in your relationship was to just… Not think about it too much. To just remember what everyone kept insisting to you. You would figure it all out eventually.
Jeonghan rolled over on the bed.
“Y/n, can you come with me tomorrow?” Jeonghan asked. You glanced at him, the hesitation clear in your eyes, but only there considering the last time that he had asked you that question.
You didn’t think you could endure a whole day of edging in public again.
Jeonghan waved away your silent concerns.
“It’s just that Jia is going to be in town and she wanted to get lunch,” Jeonghan replied. You waited for him to tell you who Jia was. “No shenanigans this time, just a lunch.” 
You supposed there wasn’t going to be an explanation. Just another guessing game on who Jia was the whole time that the three of you ate together.
“Sure, that sounds lie fun,” you said with a slight smile. Jeonghan hummed, happy, and turned your head to his, tiltingnup your chin with his index finger. A soft kiss was pressed to your lips.
“Thank you. I love you,” he whispered softly. “Good night.”
You sighed and buried your face in his chest.
“Good night.”
-
You really liked to sleep in on Sunday’s. It was the only day that you really got to yourself after all, but regardless when Jeonghan woke you up at nine in the morning to get ready gou were more than happy to oblige.
And your drowsiness practically flew out the window when Jeonghan insisted you shower together and pushed you against the wall ignoring the way your hands slipped on the shower wall tile.
“You gonna be good and take it quietly?”
He had to let you suck on his fingers while he fucked you against the wall to keep your moans down to a minimum.
Jeonghan took you to a small cafe off campus that you had never heard of. He didn’t supply you with any information about this Jia. No prepping of how long he had known her or anything of the sort.
Just a car ride with your spotify blend playing in the background.
You weren’t sure what to think really. As you walked in, your shoulder brushing his when abruptly a girl from the center of the homely cafe.
“Hannie!!”
She exclaimed, causing more than a few students in the cafe to look up in surprise. A warm smile crossed Jeonghan’s lips as the girl came rushing through the tables, colliding with him in a tight hug.
You pressed your lips together uncertainly as she jumped excitedly while hugging him. Jeonghan found it really amusing which was… Odd… Normally Jeonghan kept the touches with other people down, but he was encouraging it. He placed a hand on her head, patting her dark hair.
“Jia,” he said pleasantly, before his expression turned a little sterner. “What have I told you about not causing such a large scene places?”
Her smile turned apologetic but it was then that she noticed you. Confusion crossed her face.
“Oh, Hannie, who’s this?”
She didn’t know you were coming?
You tried to make your discomfort as unclear as you possibly could. You smiled and introduced yourself while Jeonghan just stood there and watched you two with a look you didn’t recognize in his eyes. He was up to something you could feel it in your bones, you just weren’t sure what he was up to.
“It’s nice to meet you!” Jia exclaimed. “I’m Jia but of course, I’m sure Jeonghan has told you all about me.”
She radiated certainty and her smile was so wide and pure that you just couldn’t tell her anything that was contrary to what she seemed to believe.
“He does,” you agreed lightly. “I was really hoping I would get to meet you.”
Jia gasped, that huge smile still on her lips. She pointed at you.
“You’re a liar,” she exclaimed with a laugh. “Jeonghan doesn’t talk about other people people. It’s been hell even learning about his frat brothers.”
She giggled again, covering her mouth with the back of her hand.
“But I have heard about you y/n.”
There was a mischievous look in her eyes that almost matched Jeonghan’s. You weren’t sure what to say, so you just laughed again.
“Hopefully all good things.”
You were surprised when Jia reached forward and patted your cheek affectionately. 
“Jia,” Jeonghan said, using a tone that you were only used to hearing when you had done something that he deemed to be bratty. You had never heard him use it on anyone rlse before.
Jia pulled her hand back, her brows furrowed and her lips downturned.
“You’ve always been so possessive of the things you like,” she mumbled. She looked back over at you. “He’s been like this since we were kids. Always yelled at me for being friends with his ‘other’ friends.”
“We spent enough time together as it was,” Jeonghan said with a roll of his eyes. It made Jia pout.
“It’s like you don’t even like me,” she said.
Jeonghan let out a heavy sigh.
“You know I love you Jia,” he said, but he sounded like it was a chore to say. Jia beamed.
“And I love you Jeonghan.”
A twinge of jealousy shot through your body, but you pushed it down, reminding yourself that being jealous because she was comfortable saying I love you to him and you weren’t was stupid. 
But as the lunch went on, the stupid feeling didn’t go away. Not because of her really but because of how they interacted. It was so clear to you that they knew each other really well.
Better than he knew any of his classmates, better then he knew any of the Alpha Mu boys.
“Did Jeonghan ever tell you the story about when we went out drinking for my 21st?” Jia asked, leaning forward on the table. You shook your head politely.
“Well, little Hannie used to drink like crazy,” Jia said with a large smile. “And my best friend at the time… Uh, what was her name?”
Jeonghan seemed disgruntled by the conversation.
“It was Vivia,” he provided regardless.
“Yes! Vivia!” Jia looked back at you. “Vivia was obsessed with Jeonghan. She wanted him so badly it was ridiculous. Vivia and I were friendsd with mutual friends so she showed but and spent the whole night getting Jeonghan drunk.”
Another giggle from Jia.
“He was so focused on me that he was really paying attention to how much he was drinking, so at the end of the night he was so wasted I had to take him to his place and he just had the biggest break down. We don’t spend any time together anymore. Times have changed so much.”
Jia laughed, but again the conversation was clearly annoying Jeonghan. You bumped his shoulder and tugged his hand down under the table so that you could intertwine your fingers.
“Have you ever seen Jeonghan cry?”
You shook your head, but the thought was a little amusing if it were because he was drunk.
“Jia, you act like you’ve never done something embarrassing before,” Jeonghan grumbled.
“No,” Jia denied. “I just know that y/n doesn’t want to hear my embarrassing stories. She wants to hear the ones about you.”
You didn’t deny it and Jeonghan sent you a warning look over your silence.
“Well…” You trailed off. “It’s not exactly untrue.”
You liked hearing stories about how Jeonghan was a quiet kid in elementary school who had practically no friends. Or how he actually did have a crush on this girl in middle school but she made fun of him for his long hair so that was the first time that he cut it short.
“I like the length that it is right now,” you said. “I think your hair would look good really long or really short.”
As you spoke you raised your free hand to mess with a strand of his hair. His facial expression softened under the attention.
“You think so?”
“You wouldn’t think so if you saw this picture of him from when it was longer.”
The longer the three of you spoke the more comfortable you got around Jia. But the longer the three of you spoke the more that uncomfortable feeling brewed in the pit of your stomach. That thing that had been gnawing at you for so long now that you should be immune to it.
“I have to go to the bathroom,” Jia announced. “But Hannie, I really want another Chai.”
She pushed two clasped hands forward on the table, giving Jeonghan a wide eyed expression with a small pout on her lips. Jeonghan sighed and rolled his eyes.
“Do you know how much money you owe me?”
“Thank you!” Jia exclaimed excitedly. She hopped up from the table.
“Which one do you want?” Jeonghan tried to ask her, but as she ran away she just exclaimed.
“You know me! Just surprise me.”
Once she had disappeared behind the bathroom door Jeonghan sighed, and gave you a weary look.
“Thank you for coming with me today,” he said. “I love Jia but…”
You didn’t really hear the end of the sentence. I love Jia. You just never really heard him say that about anyone but you.
“Do you want anything?” Jeonghan asked, not noticing the words that you were clinging to. Not knowing the feeling in your gut that was destroying you. The pressure that was building in your brain.
“No,” you replied, but even so when Jeonghan got up to go order the Chai for Jia you followed. You stayed right behind him, your fingers tugging at the back of his shirt. You were quiet while he ordered, but the second that you two were standing at the counter waiting for it to be prepared and he made a: “Well you know about me and Chai.” That you just couldn’t keep your thoughts to yourself.
“Jeonghan I know nothing about you,” you blurted out. Jeonghan’s eyebrows furrowed and he glanced over at you.
“Huh?”
“I know nothing about you and everyone else does,” you blurted. “It’s like everyone we meet has all this history with you. Jiheon, Kibum, Cheol. When I first met you it was like you didn’t have any friends but that’s not even true. You’re close to everyone except for me.”
You looked away from him, embarrassed that your true feelings were coming out but not embarrassed enough to get you to shut up.
“I don’t know how you like your coffee. I don’t know your favorite foods. Your favorite color. What am I supposed to do when your birthday comes around? All I know is that you like legos, what kind of girlfriend would I be if I just got you legos for your birthdays.”
Jeonghan was surprisingly calm.
“Y/n, I love legos.”
“But for your birthday? Everyone would judge me. Everyone judges me. I am the worlds worst girlfriend. Why are you dating me? Why don’t you date someone like Jiheon-“ His face said it all when you said that. “I’m just saying. She knows you. I don’t know you, what could I possibly-”
“Architecture.”
You stopped speaking, your mouth dropping a little bit.
“Sorry?”
“Architecture,” Jeonghan replied pointedly. “I’m an architecture major.”
Your mind raced to process the information but before you could Jeonghan was speaking again.
“And not that many people know everything about me,” he denied. “You’re overthinking it.”
You pointed blindly towards the room that you and Jeonghan had left Jia in.
“What about Jia?”
“Y/n-” A laugh erupted from him. “Jia is my sister.”
Shame rushed through your body faster than you had ever imagined it possibly could.
“You…” There was so much to take from this. “You have a sister?! I really don’t know anything about you.”
Jeonghan placed both of his hands on your shoulders, and gave you a very serious expression.
“Y/n, why are you still so worried about this?” He asked softly. “Do you still think that you’re not good enough for me? Really? After all this time?”
You were silent, because yes you did still think that. Even after all this time.
“I can’t tell you I love you,” you said, your voice very quiet. “Jeonghan, I can’t tell you I love you when I don’t know these things about you. I can’t tell you I love you when there are so many people that would be better for you.”
“But you do love me,” Jeonghan replied. Your frown deepened at his words.
“You don’t know that.”
“Yes, I do,” Jeonghan denied. “Do you really think that there’s any world where I don’t know how much you love me?”
You were quiet.
“I don’t think I could have gotten so lucky, to be with someone like you. Someone who cares so much about me, someone who wants so badly to be good for me that you would selfishly hold back three words that you desperately want to say all because of your insecurities.”
He sighed, and raised a hand to your cheek, his thumb swiping across your cheekbone.
 You felt so embarrassed to be under such a gaze but it was comforting nonetheless.
“Your biggest problem in this relationship is that you think you have to say all these things for me to know. You could never tell me that you loved me and I would still know.”
You were a little reassured but not that reassured.
“But I still don’t know you,” you said quietly.
“You don’t know my favorite color, and you didn’t know my major but it was mostly just because I was messing with you. Keeping those things from you cause I thought it was cute the way that you tried to figure things out.”
There was a small smile on his lips.
You were dating a psycho.
“You know me. You can tell when something is off. You can tell when I need reassuring. You know me. And that’s what matters, y/n.”
You sighed. You felt stupid. How could you have been so stressed for so long about such small things that didn’t matter at all. You had been so obsessed with figuring out what his major was, that you hadn’t even paid attention to the ways that you were being good at this whole relationship thing.
“Jeonghan,” you mumbled softly. “I love you.”
A smile tugged at Jeonghan’s lips, one that was so pure and genuine that it made you want to say those three words again, and again, and again, but you held back.
“I love you too,” Jeonghan replied softly. “More than you know.”
You rolled your eyes at the sentiment. More than you know. As if everyone didn’t know how much Jeonghan was in love with you.
“A ruby chai for Jeonghan.”
Jeonghan sighed, as if he was just now remembering where you two were. He gave your cheek a small pat and then wandered back over to the counter, thanking the barista as he picked up the drink for Jia. He tipped the cup at you.
“Do you like Jia?” He asked you. You nodded, but your face was a dark red.
In a café. You two were in a public café right now. And you had just told him that you loved him for the first time.
“She reminds me of you in a few ways,” you admitted, and you two made your way back to the table you were sharing with Jia. “I thought it was just because you had been friends since child hood but it makes sense now. I can see the resemblance in your eyes.”
“I’m sorry I do things like this to you so much,” Jeonghan said after a few moments. “I tease you a lot.”
“A lot is an understatement,” you mumbled. “But I don’t mind it. It’s how you tell me that you love me.”
Jeonghan’s smile tugged harder at his lips and you could tell that he wanted to say more but before he could Jia was joining the two of you at the table again, and you two were dragged right back into conversation with her.
-
“Okay, okay, how do I look?”
You stared at Yeongtae with a borderline bored expression.
“You look the same as you always do,” you said pointedly. His lips dropped into a frown.
“Y/n, it’s your first-time meeting Chaeryeong as my girlfriend I just want to make sure that I look good for the occasion.”
The pout in his tone was funny. A smile flickered across your face.
“You look fine,” you assured.
Now that finals were finally over you were excited to spend the summer with Jeonghan. Sure he had his internship and you had your job but you two had already planned to go on a day trip to some mountains to do some hiking, so you had a fun and eventful summer ahead of you.
He had proposed this. A party with all of your friends. All of the Alpha Mu boys, the Jiheon friend group, and even your friends.
You thought it was odd but he promised you that there was no alterior motive to the party.
“Just one last hurrah before the summer,” Jeonghan had promised. At first you thought it was strange, but the more you thought about it the more you understood. Jeonghan was sentimental and this school year he had gotten exactly what he wanted. Exactly what he had been wanting for years.
You.
When you and Yeongtae made it to the party it was mostly just catching up with people. You couldn’t really find Jeonghan, but Yeongtae was dragging you from place to place regardless. You two spoke with your friends and caught up over how exams went.
Yeongtae had become pretty close with Jiheon’s group of friends and he pretty quickly found his brand new way-too-hot for him girlfriend and settled in with that group.
You had to catch up with Seungcheol and Soonyoung for a while before finally you found yourself catching sight of Jeonghan. You sighed and stopped moving in the middle of the crowd of people. Jeonghan caught sight of you and his lips quirked up into a smile.
He slowly made his way over to you, and leaned down, giving you the smallest, sweetest kiss he had ever given you.
“What’s wrong baby? Not excited to see me?”
You just stared at him, a pout still on your lips. He sighed and pulled you up close to him, burying your face in his chest.
“What? You don’t want to spend time with our friends?”
You shook your head into his chest. You were glad he had thought of this. You thought it was nice of him to try so hard to merge your two’s worlds. Even Jeongyeon and Jimin were having a good time.
“You want me to take you upstairs and fuck you like the good little toy you are.”
Your face burned with embarrassment but you peaked up at him regardless, a smile on your lips as you gave him a small nod.
“Jeonghan, I really do love you.”
He smiled at you, and you could already see the excitement of what he was going to do to you upstairs strumming through him.
“I love you too.”
fin~
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princessbrunette · 2 months
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omg what do you think the boys’ hidden talents would be ??
i think rafe’s will be posh hobbies he learnt as a kid, like he’s amazing at the piano or knows one classical piece really well and/or he’s fluent in French ?? because of Guadalupe
jj’s maybe really good at making cocktails ?? idk
john bee’s could be origami ?🤔
pope’s probably really good at juggling (he’s the only one with a brain big enough to coordinate himself to juggle ykwim?? 😭)
anywaysss im excited to know what you think
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WHY ARE THESE ALL SO ACCURATE !!
rafe is kinda shitty at french but he can speak it enough to be able to say he speaks it to impress people yk? the piano skill never went away though. he’s the type to just be casually super good at something without trying too n it pisses u off. the two of you will be cruising round an event ward had dragged the two of you along to network and he’ll sit down at the piano in the middle of the room n just start playing and you’re like ??
i do definitely think jj is good at making cocktails. comes up with his own mixtures you’ve never heard of before. he’s the guy that approaches you eagerly at every party holding a red solo cup saying “nah, trust me okay. my special blend. tastes like juice, try it.” when it does infact taste like alcohol— but it’s still yummy n gets you fucked up. i also believe for some reason jj has a special skill for making bombs (think hazel from bottoms) he learnt how to do it as a kid n then kept implementing the skill in his life to the point where the pogues have to be like “dude. no bombs.” before each lil mission. he says fine but next thing you know somethings blowing up and everyone’s running 🙄
john b does seem to be really nifty with his hands i feel like he can do stuff like origami or even randomly crotchet 😭 origami he’ll always be doing, when he’s deep in thought about some treasure or smth he’s folding up a piece of paper so intricately and you’re just like ?? how are you doing that ?? probably learnt how to crotchet from a babysitter he’d had when he was a kid, maybe even lana grubbs— and now it’s just a skill he pushes to the side until it’s your bday n now he’s kicking u out the room to crotchet you a puppy stuffed animal :(
pope can def juggle. and whilst he juggles he explains to you the physics behind it which makes him all the more nerdy n cute. i also believe he can sing, probably super shy about it but when you’re sleepy he’ll lay you on his chest n sing to you and you’re like ?? hello you are rlly good ?? and he just waves u off !
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st4rb3rries · 9 months
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summer activities with the main 4
pairings; stan, kyle, kenny, cartman x fem!reader (aged up 18+)
summary; going to the water park/gas station with them
warnings; cussing, mention of drugs
a/n; sorry for being inactive!! i love you guys hope you enjoy<3
key colors; blue= stan green= kyle orange= kenny red= cartman pink= reader
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so i feel like you guys would go to the water park because it's so hot. kyle is the one who suggested it because cartman can't stfu. "what the fuck it's so hot" "then how about we go to the water park tubby" "DON'T CALL ME TUBBY YOU STUPID J- that's actually not a bad idea" "shiii im down it's hot as fuck" "fr" "but not as hot as hot as me😘" "who said you were hot in the first place🤨" so all of you guys walked back to your houses and to go get ready. we all know kyle is the mom friend so he brings extra towels, sunscreen, and floaties and puts it in a suitcase. once you all meet up you guys just decided to walk there. "god kyle did you not get the memo were going to the waterpark not the airport🙄" "WELL CARTMAN I WAS JUST TRYING TO LOOK OUT FOR YOU GUYS LOOK AT YOURSELVES YOU GUYS DIDN'T EVEN BRING A SINGLE TOWEL" "thanks for bringing us stuff mom ilysm🥰" "yeah yeah whatever let's just start walking" when you guys get there for some reason kenny and cartman BROUGHT A WHOLE ASS SPEAKER??? *random song playing on speaker* "AW DUDE WTH YOUR EMBARRISING US" "BITCHHH TURN THAT SHIT DOWNN😭" *kyle grabs the speaker and throws it into an "empty" pool* (rip to the kid who was in the pool) "come on stan and y/n lets go swim, but first we gotta put on sunscreen" "bro think's he's the main character💀" "im gonna fucking kill him" "bro thinks he's the villain 💀" your guys favorite thing to do at the waterpark is the slides for sure. or should i say it's you and kenny's favorite thing to do. "WOOHOOO WATER SLIDES Y/N LET'S GO" "YYASSS" "god they're so childish, real men make kids fall of slides" "CARTMAN NO-" so after you and kenny were finished with all the slides. you decided to invite stan because he hasn't done anything being the emo bitch he is🙄. "come on stan lets go next" "no" "yes" "no" he's only saying no because he's afraid he's gonna barf on you since. you guys have to hold each other tight on the slide. (it's in the rules😉) bro is not tryna get caught lacking with having a crush on you. yeah you guessed he finally said yes to you. "ARE YOU READDY STAN HOLD ON TIGHT" "oh god" *not even 5 seconds later* "BLEGHHHHH-" "EW DUDE SICK WTF" bro doesn't even say sorry cause he's too embarrassed. good thing kyle only saw you guys. cartman and kenny would've been laughing their asses off💀. "looks like someone threw a love bomb on you guys *wink*" "shut it kyle" anyways good thing kyle had his big ass suitcase prepared with towels and extra bathing suits. at the end of the day kenny is flirting with the life guards and cartman is torturing kids. but you, stan, and kyle always look foreword to the sunset each day and luckily. the water park has a perfect view for that so you guys were excited. (you guys got kicked out before the sunset)
after getting escorted out the water park you decide to go your local gas station for slushies and snacks. "you guys you guys w-wait up" "come on cartman walk faster" "CAN'T YOU SEE IM TRYING STAN WE JUST CAME FROM THE WATER PARK" "yeah like 2 mintues ago" "LAST ONE WHO GETS THERE HAS TO PAY FOR ALL OUR STUFF" all of you guys start zooming just to piss off cartman. "GODAMMIT WAIT UP" when you guys finally arrive (yes you guys waited for cartman) the cashier always has a look of terror on his face because he knows that you guys. might end up buying the whole store, or accidently set it on fire. "LOOK Y/N SOUR CANDY OUR FAVORITE" "BY THE WHOLE ROW RN" "oh no no no you guys we aren't doing this again." he's only saying this because one time you and kyle ate so much sour candy that you guys passed out. when stan saw you guys he thought y'all did c0k3 because there was white powder everywhere. in reality it was sour dust💀. so he's still traumatized from sour candy because he thought his best bud and future gf died. "stan relax we won't even eat this much this time, right kyle?" "righttt" meanwhile kenny and cartman are fucking up the slushie machine. "kenny i'll give you $5 if you pour slushie into your shoes" "alr bet"*puts slushie in shoes* "BAHAHA KENNY YK I WOULDN'T GIVE YOU $5 FOR THAT" "ik that's why im gonna drink it nothing ain't going to waste😈" "look kenny real men drink out of the slushie machine not their shoes🤓" "you guys are you ready to go🙄" "nah hold up dude lemme get my razzberry slush real quick" as stan tries to get his slush the machine literally explodes everywhere😭. "AH SHIT" "HAHA STAN YOU DUMB BITCH" "ah hell nah smurf nut exploded everywhere" "HAHAH SMURF NUT" "fuck it i say we make a run for it and never come back we can't this shit in time" "at this point yeah😭" "and you guys know damn well none of us brought cash" "NO WAY KYLE BEING A MAN FOR ONCE AND TRYNA STEAL WOAHHH😮" "SHUT IT F@T@SS THEY'RE GONNA HEAR US" "LETS GO THE CASHIER IS SLEEPING" "HELL YEAH FREE STUFF" "PURR LET'S GO😜" you guys ran out with all your snacks and never came back😭. but we all know kyle is gonna come back and repay for the damages and stealing. until he see's photos of himself and you guys on the door saying your banned. "oh fuck"
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if ur comfy doing like reader types id love to see any of the hazbin men with a metalhead!reader, im talkkng piercings, tattoos, ripped clothes, black makeup the whoke thing. but having reader be like under 5'6 but look TERRIFYING lmfao, i think a few of the men would be into that just not sure who
dearest anon, i was about to call it a quits tonight since i've written so much today... but then i got your ask and i HAD to write it! this is my first reader request, so i hope it pleases you! <3 thank you! tags: alastor x reader, female reader, vaginal sex, rough sex, choking.
With a suitcase in hand, you looked up at the vast Hotel in front of you and sighed. So this was the place Angel Dust and Cherri Bomb had told you about. It was worth a shot, you thought. Charlie, already knowing about your arrival from Angel, met you at the door, excited. 
“Oh, I’m so happy you’re here!” she squealed, pulling you into a hug. Hugs weren’t your thing; you awkwardly patted Charlie on the back until she released. Once she did, she looked you up and down and smiled. “You look totally badass, by the way! I love your piercings! And your tattoos!”
You shifted your weight foot to foot and smiled awkwardly. You always thought it was funny that the tattoos and piercings remained the same when you descended to Hell. You guessed your Bible thumping grandmother had been right.
Your throat constricted at the thought of your grandmother, because with thoughts of her came thoughts of your loving grandfather who had ascended to Heaven. This was why you were giving the Hotel a shot; for the chance of seeing your grandfather again.
“Thanks, Charlie,” you said with a small smile. Charlie squealed again and pulled you inside the Hotel. Angel was busy with Val, so he wasn’t there. She introduced you to Vaggie, Husk, and Nifty before showing you to your room. Once you were alone, you dropped your suitcase and let out a big sigh. 
“Oh, by the way!” Charlie said through the closed door. “We’re going to have a dinner party for your arrival! Everything should be ready by five. See you then!”
You listened as Charlie walked away from the door then rubbed your eyes, smudging your already smudged eyeliner. You sat down on the edge of the bed and let out a long, slow breath. Dinner at five. You could do that. You could totally do that.
“Jesus fuck,” you said to yourself, putting your hands over your face. After composing yourself, you glanced over at the clock and saw it was 3:45 PM. You shrugged, deciding to start getting ready. You could use a shower, you thought.
You showered, brushed your teeth, and did your hair before walking back into the bedroom for your suitcase. You didn’t really know what was appropriate for a dinner party, so you settled on your favorite black mini dress, ripped tights, and black boots. You got dressed slowly, appreciating how the fabric felt on your skin. Once dressed, you went back to the bathroom and did your makeup. You decided on a black smokey eye with winged eyeliner. You rubbed some eyeliner on your waterline as well; you felt like it really brought out your eyes. 
You were completely dressed and looked back over at the clock. 4:47 PM. You nodded to yourself, hyping yourself up, and exited your room. 
You headed down the stairs and took a right to the dining room, which you found was surprisingly empty given the time, except for one demon man who sat at the table, drinking tea. He was dressed to the nines, smiling, and humming to himself with closed eyes. Sensing your presence, he opened his eyes and looked you up and down, just as Charlie did, but you didn’t feel nearly as comfortable - at first, that was; when he was done looking at you, you looked at him, and couldn’t help but think he was handsome in an old-timey kind of way.
“And what, my dear, are you?” he asked. You laughed despite yourself at the ‘what’ in his sentence. You supposed you two were polar opposites. 
You told him your name. “Nice to meet you,” you added quickly, trying to remember the manners your grandfather taught you. 
“The pleasure is mine,” the demon said, standing up. He walked over to you and held out his slender hand. He practically towered over you. “My name is Alastor.”
You shook his hand. “Alastor,” you repeated. His eyebrows raised, and yours furrowed. “What?” you asked.
“I like the way you say my name,” Alastor said.
“Oh,” was all you managed to say. Grandpa didn’t teach you how to respond to a remark like that. Alastor stepped to the side, holding his arm out.
“Shall we sit?” he asked. You nodded. He pulled a chair out for you, and despite his tea being on the other side of the table, he sat directly next to you. He crossed his legs and rested his head in his hand, looking at you again.
“So, um, where is Charlie?” you asked. Alastor’s smile widened.
“She’s always late,” Alastor replied. You nodded in response. Alastor continued, “How long have you been in Hell?”
“Does anyone know the answer to that question?” you laughed. “The days blend into each other down here.”
“Fair point, darling,” Alastor said. The way he called you darling made something twitch between your legs. Embarrassed, like Alastor knew what you just felt, you crossed your legs and cleared your throat. “Why have you come to this fine Hotel?”
“I want to get to Heaven,” you said slowly, unsure. Was that a trick question? It sounded like a trick question. Alastor only nodded, seemingly satisfied with your answer. 
“How tall are you without the boots?” Alastor asked. You laughed. What kind of question was that?
“Like five-three?” you guessed, still laughing. Alastor’s eyes twinkled at the sound of your laughter, making you blush.
“Little thing, you are,” he said, amused. “The boots, though I would personally never wear them, are nice.”
“Thanks,” you replied, giggling. 
“Are the tights ripped on purpose?” he asked, tilting his head to the right. You were fully belly laughing now.
“Yes, they are,” you replied, wiping tears from your eyes. “Do you have any more questions for me, Alastor?”
“Will you go upstairs with me?” he asked bluntly, yet seductively. You stopped laughing, still smiling, and blushed.
“What about dinner?” you asked.
“Always late, the lot of them,” Alastor said, looking at his wrist. 
“Then let’s go,” you replied, heat flooding your core. Alastor stood first, pulling your chair out for you. You stood and followed him out of the dining room. He led you up the stairs and to his suite.
“Did the piercings hurt?” he asked as he closed the door once you were in the room.
“Not terribly, why?” you asked with a raised eyebrow and a wicked smile.
“If you like pain, darling, just say the word. It is my pleasure to satisfy.”
You started taking off your boots and Alastor watched you. Flat foot on the ground, Alastor really towered over you now. He walked towards you and ran a finger down your cheek. You held onto his wrist and kissed the palm of his hand. His other hand trailed down your chest and cupped your breast. You weren’t wearing a bra; your nipples immediately hardened, and, to his pleasure, Alastor felt it.
“Naughty girl,” he purred, going in for a kiss. The kiss was deep and short, Alastor pulling back first. “You have a piercing on your tongue?” You nodded and he bit his lip. “Dangerous, dangerous girl.”
You placed your arms on his shoulder, wrapping your hands behind his neck, and went in for another kiss. Alastor swirled his tongue around your piercing. The two of you continued to kiss deeply. Alastor pulled your dress down slightly, exposing your breasts. You rubbed your hand along the groin of his pants, feeling him harden beneath you. You started kissing his neck as he rubbed your breasts and pinched your nipples. With the pinch, you rolled your head back, exposing your neck, which he greedily began kissing and sucking on. 
Alastor started leading you to the bed. You kept walking backwards until the back of your legs hit the edge of the bed, and you sat down. Alastor took off his jacket and shirt and looked down at you, smiling. You smiled back, and unbuttoned his pants for him. He took them and his boxers off, tossing them to the side. You raised your arms for him and he slid your dress off over your head, leaving you in your ripped tights. You crawled backwards until your back was against the head of the bed. You went to take off your tights when Alastor stopped you.
“What’s another tear?” he purred, and you spread your legs. Alastor’s fingers hooked underneath a tear on the inner thigh, and he ripped them completely off. You giggled as Alastor positioned himself over you, erection throbbing and searching for your wet cunt. You took his cock in your hand and guided it to your hole. Alastor groaned as he slid into you. You were shocked by his size at first, but within seconds you were craving more. 
After a couple of minutes of missionary and mutual moaning, you grabbed the back of Alastor’s hair and pulled him closer to you. “I want you to choke me,” you demanded. Alastor was deep inside of you, pounding you. He nodded and you released his hair. Alastor placed his hands over the bottom of your throat and squeezed. You placed your hands on his wrists and nodded. He tightened his grip. “Harder,” you moaned. Alastor deepened his stroke and kept his hands around your neck. You were in ecstasy, and you rolled your eyes back in pleasure. Alastor squeezed tighter and you moaned. 
Alastor released one hand from your neck and put his fingers on your clit. He circled the throbbing bundle of nerves and your back arched. With his other hand, Alastor grabbed your hair and pulled you closer to him. He pulled his cock out and focused on rubbing your clit. When you were on the edge, he stopped. He brought his fingers to his mouth and sucked on them. 
Alastor then repositioned the two of you so that you were on top. You slowly descended on his cock and began moving your hips back and forth. Alastor held on to your ass, slapping it once as you rode him. You started bouncing on his cock and came close to orgasming again, when Alastor repositioned once more so that you were below him, legs bent so that your feet were by your ears, and with his hands around your throat.
“You cum when I say so, darling,” Alastor said. You nodded as he put his cock back into your cunt, pounding deep into you. You closed your eyes, and Alastor squeezed tighter. You opened your eyes and he said, “Look at me.”
You nodded and kept eye contact as Alastor fucked you. His breathing became more erratic and you knew he was close, and so were you. You watched as antlers began to form on Alastor’s head - long, large antlers. 
“Cum for me,” he breathed your name, “cum for me, darling.”
You did as he said, your body shaking with the orgasm. Alastor came as well, filling you up and practically roaring with pleasure. His eyes darkened as he fucked you through his orgasm, and you kept cumming. 
“Fuck, Alastor,” you moaned loudly. “Fuck!”
Alastor kissed you ravenously. As the kiss became more gentle, so did his strokes, until he stopped and pulled out of you. Alastor laid down beside you, and the two of you breathed heavily. Once your breathing had calmed, Alastor rolled back over and kissed you.
“Next time,” Alastor said with a smile, “you’re leaving those boots on.” 
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