sPOILERS AND I MEAN IT DONT READ IT UNLESS YOU WANT TO KNOW IM WARNING YA
iM BAWLING MY FOKIN EYES OUTTT
do tHOSE BANTERS AND DEVELOPMENT MEANT NOTHING???FUCKKASJDHAKSDJHKJAD
im cOPING AND YOU WILL FUCKING SEE ANGST ART AND WRITINGS FROM ME I AM SORRY AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
here's some draft
the glass kept breaking
the shards kept slipping
the pieces once made me whole
now only serve to pierce my soul
cutting and slicing
even as I beg for it stop
even as I scream for it to halt
for there was nothing left inside me
that can break beyond this
I AM IN SO MUCH PAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
I’ve replayed the song Absolute Territory 11 times now my brain will not let me stop imagining phyco purple leader Matt losing his husband and going on a revenge rampage to this song it’s not getting a single bit boring and it’s been like an hour of this someone help me
@aristarchos asked: ❝ no— they weren’t lying. i do. i love you. but i didn’t want you to find out like that. i didn’t want you find out at all, actually. ❞ // from kuroh
he knows what it’s like, that chilled, hollow feeling. when you lay your emotions bare, but they come up short. wangji feels...a sort of guilt for it. how the circumstances have forced the man to confess. to admit to the rumors other guests have so shamelessly spread. it is against the rules-- and they will most certainly be punished for bitter gossip.
wangji does not reply at first, doesn’t know how to. the loss of wei ying is still nestled deep in his heart. it doesn’t hurt as bad, but it’s there. it’s ache dull and softened, pulling like a sore muscle every once in a while. when he sees, or hears something tha reminds him of the man he fell in love with. so he knows, without a doubt, that he does not have room for anyone else. and it is this which his guilt derives. because he cannot return these feelings-- does not think he could even if he tried. kuroh was good, kind, he deserved someone who would love him-- honestly.
“ i... ” he does not reach out, does not move. instead tucking one hand behind his back, the other at his side. “ i am sorry. ” he dips his head. “ that it came to light this way. and that i can not return your feelings. not in truth. ”
whenever i remember she has the same potential to rival shadow in terms of chaos prowess i get emo because i just think about her using her chaos powers to heal and protect...