#* &. lydia.

[argentisms]

well, me & my ghosts, wе had a hell of a time YES, I'M HAUNTED — but i'm feeling just fine.

ALLISON + lydia. @girlwaiiled.

#lydia. #edit. #aesthetic. #char study.

[unveiled-if]

❝ — You have to understand that the one I killed is me, changing what I was for what you wanted me to be.  ❞

Alec Benjamin - If I Killed Someone For You

TW: Kidnapping, torture.

In her hands she held wrath, a spark of hatred fueling her life. Closed eyes paint a vivid image of bloodshed and rotten teeth behind smirking lips. From an artistic child grew a monster, prodded and poked with pain and harsh words to school a killer out of a human divided wolf. In time, lines blurred between beast and human; only victory mattered. From steel bars sizzling with static charge to the barrels pointed through them, a girl learned to survive by any means necessary.

Although her spirit lay broken, her instinct to protect other children that came after never diminished. She was the one to lunge, snap, and snarl whenever one of them was to be brought out, only so her captors would turn their ire on her, and not the others. She took the pain of others until one day the darkened basement flooded with flickering lights through the thick metal door. A barrel of a gun that pointed towards her captors instead of her was a change, and a brain so trained to be numb never realized she had been saved.

Ten years of dark rooms and pain ended. Lydia was brought to the light, eyes squinting at the daylight. Around her, a swarm of people, voices she never heard before, whispering. Kind eyes looked at her with worry, not malice. No rotten teeth or electric prods, but a blanket on her scarred shoulders.

Only thirteen, but already jaded to the world; that’s what she had overheard in the institute she was to stay in. White walls and white coats slowly coaxed her mind back and eased the rabid wolf still lingering beneath the surface. She slowly learned how to be an individual and stopped snapping at those trying to get close.

At eighteen, they released her. While others would think she was tossed aside once she was old enough, she was tentatively curious about the outside world. After traversing without a goal for a while, she found her way to the military, and joined a division for her kind. A place where her past actions of violence could be used for something. Many said it was misguided and a risky enlistment; still, she stayed.

Yet, if not for this decision, she wouldn’t have found the man who treated her as a sister, an equal, and never flinched at her history. Through him, she found a pack, a purpose, and those people around her slowly thawed a petrified heart and taught her that sometimes there are better things to fight for than just survival.

On the Agent:

Lydia has never met them. Then again, Lydia hasn’t met many of the denizens of Voit City, and many of the residents and species there are new to her now that her mind is her own and not clouded by a blind fighting instinct. She will be cold and indifferent to begin with, but there’s a spark of curiosity there, too; she never fought a Fae, and the magic around them smells... Safe.

Connections

BEAU

Her and Beau have known each other since she joined the army. Although he was older, and higher in rank, he didn’t look down on her and had no idea about her turbulent past. Although her aloof nature kept everyone else at bay, he never gave up on her. Slowly, she started speaking back, and such openness lead to a friendship that could weather anything the world was to throw at them. Once Beau was required to stay in the city, for his pack, she made the decision to stay as well, fully integrating into the pack as one of their own.

Character sheet:

#character profile: Lydia #Lydia. #i love her your honor #sorry it took so long #some details changed and songs weren't vibing right #but here she is! #two to go <3

[devilscherubs]

#lydia. #no i'm fr fr in lovethhhhh #unclejessiie

[marinecanary]

Kristen "the greatest cleric of our age" Chilis Applebees

#this scene was so damn good #ally with that nat 20 #dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #dnd #dimension20 #kristen applebees #fabian seacaster #lydia barkrock

[anistarrose]

you're headcanoning villains as aromantic because you've equated love with morality. I'm headcanoning villains as aromantic to make them more nuanced and sympathetic, expanding upon the original text of them being tragic characters who were failed by society from a relatively young age. we are not the same

#you are welcomed & encouraged to tag this as whatever blorbos you like but to me. to ME. edward and lydia adventurezone. #aromantic

[eliotbaum]

Beloved ☀

(Lydia Petrovna from Curse of Strahd and my cleric PC Kasper)

#illustration #art #artists on tumblr #character art #curse of strahd #dnd 5e #curse of strahd art #dnd art #lydia petrovna #kasper dunant #miss my sweet babygirl it's been forever since Vallaki

[el-im]

#library #lydia davis. #in the word precarious is prayer.

[rars]

ive gotta mission for you. you're gonna watch a series with a primarily male cast.and you're going to find a woman character that nobody else gives a fuck about and you are going to be insane about her, okay? you're going to watch her collective 1 hour of screentime total and you're going to pretend she was the focus of every episode ever, okay? it's called respecting women. your mission starts now

#this is about me and my wife lydia breakingbad btw #1k

[operationslipperypuppet]

you’ve been raging for a decade. at least. and your friends died because of the thing that requires you to rage for a decade. your son worries you. and he made some friends, and you’re living better for it. they ask you about your rage, and you can talk about it normally for the first time ever. they heal you, and you feel a bit better. then they name the god of the guy in your chest and suddenly you almost die again. but they talk to him. and then, miracle of miracles, they get him out. they save you. your quest is over. he’s contained.

your friends didn’t die for nothing. and you don’t have to rage anymore.

you’re lydia barkrock. and you can finally rest.

#i’m. dying. #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year spoilers #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high #fhjy #lydia barkrock

[dogfennel]

calm after a storm

#lydia barkrock #ragh barkrock #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high #d20

[rrat-king]

the milfs of fantasy high are something that can be so so deeply personal

#hallariel seacaster #sklonda gukgak #lydia barkrock #sandra lynn faeth #d20 #fantasy high #fhjy #dimension 20

[argentisms]

ALLISON'S INSTAGRAM, march/april 2024.

BONUS:

#edit. #instagram. #lydia. #stiles. #obv had to make a post for the bday pics :/

[ecoamerica]

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[unveiled-if]

Can you rank from least jealous to most jealous among ROs?

Can do!

The least jealous is MOIRA, which might come as a surprise! She really doesn't get jealous easily, and that's just how she is. Envious, perhaps, but that's a whole different thing.

Then we have GRIM, unsurprisingly. Again, jealousy is a forgotten emotion that he hasn't experienced in some odd centuries, but that can change when he learns complex emotions again.

LYDIA is next. She has her brief moments of jealousy from time to time, but those moments are few and far between. She's more prone to envy, but that's also a very controlled emotion.

Someone who does get jealous is BEAU, and it's no secret. It's mostly him being protective to a fault, but there's a dash of fear of abandonment in there too. Gets a bit snarly in worst cases.

And the biggest culprit is ADIV! Angels are a big reason for this since anything Adiv has ever had, achieved, or even remotely liked, the Angels have taken as their own. He does reign it in, but there's deeply imbedded insecurity when it comes to holding on to anything he receives as solely his.

Thanks for another fun question 💜

#ask #beau. #lydia. #grim. #adiv. #moira. #jealousy #interactive fiction

[devilscherubs]

#lydia. #pity party. #1 of 4 #but ill prob be too lazy to do them all #template used in source

[bubblebounceboobs]

Lydia gh0st

#lydia ghost #cutie w a bootie #great breasts #perfect breast #amazing breasts #huge titts #big tiddy committee #big tiddy wife #huge natural melons #huge tiddies

[maybebi47]

imagine you're lydia barkrock, you're this single mother who's been fighting a chronic illness for years, every day is a battle but you push through, and you tell the story of your battle to some kids you're...co-parenting? who knows, and one of them who looks extremely bad, like she's maybe had the worst day of her life yesterday, as soon she hears about your battles, reaches out and gives you the help action.

#i cried alot at that ngl #brennas face? he looks so touched #fantasy high #fhjy #d20 #dimension 20 #kristen applebees #lydia barkrock