#(which means so much to me holy fuck)

[p3terpaan]

peter pan psa tbh

#i really fucking hate this #so much #stop making them fuck #please. wendy is 12 when they first meet #if you go with the disney version (which most of you fucking creeps do) hook literally mistakes wendy's daughter FOR HER. #yes this is TECHNICALLY. all legal. but that doesnt mean its. like. okay to do???????? #thats like your mom meeting one of your friends as a kid one time. and then 20 years later dating him #thats not okay at all #but this. is apparently #sorry for autism posting on main but actually fuck some of you guys please block me holy shit #i have seen so many fucking posts EVERYWHERE of them dating or flirting or fucking or anything. it is so weird and awful please stop. #she is a child #it doesnt matter if shes aged up. hook knew her. at 12 years old. in every iteration #please please PLEASE holy FUCK stop. please. love sal xx #peter pan

[darubyprincx]

i want you to know anytime i see you tag a post as a mianite character its almost always on point, like 100% perfect. you came into this series and said "oh I know these bitches" and you're so right

#ray's tag #answered #undescribed #YES. YES. #YESSSSSSSS #i am getting a good grade in vibe checking characters which is normal to want and possible to achieve #THANK YOU #this genuinely means so much to me #holy fuck. im doing it. im doing the thing. holy shit #flashing

[hyp-fixator]

HUHH???

Oh my.. oh my god....

WAAAAAUGHHHHH

#shitposts #HOLY FUCK I DIDNT EXPECT TO WAKE UP TO THIS.... #THIS MEANS SO MUCH TO ME WAAAAAAAA #Two artists... who's art is breathtaking.. and both of which.. are massive inspirations to me... #Good golly........ I'm basically at a loss for words #All of the support from everyone has seriously made my day... #There's so many times where I feel like I flop when it comes to my designs #and you guys just come in and beat me to a pulp with your support... #It's really funny at times... #But anyways #Thank you so much for the support #Once I finish the roster and the little oc doodles I'm gonna do something a little fun to celebrate..

[yeehawbvby]

Um. A fee I didn't know I was being charged for from the service I order meds from just came out of my bank account and now I have negative money

Anyone wanna pay me to write or doodle things for them?? ;;w;; My Ko-fi is in my pinned post if so.

Just let me know exactly what you want (and who you are, so I can contact you here! Or you can DM me letting me know which request was yours) and I'll get right to it. I don't have a commission sheet or anything so just give what you can and I'll do my best to make it worth it.

I'd really appreciate any help I can get right now from those of you who can spare it!!

#when i asked for money for my volo microorganism it felt silly and i was half joking. this is serious though and i feel rly bad about it tbh #i don't mean to beg but like. PLEASE consider #seriously ANY little bit helps #just. god. #been in a depressive episode for months. can't get a job. my health is worsening. i can't eat because my throat muscles no longer work #can barely sleep lately which is making it harder to apply for jobs and stuff. just had to have my partner pay over 1k in car repairs that #were necessary but i couldn't afford myself. still have to do christmas shit. still have to schedule my wisdom tooth surgery. #this feels terrible. everything is going so wrong lately. not to bring on the pity party but like holy shit lmao #i'm in shambles lately and idk how much the overdraft fees will be but just knowing I might be fucked is already tolling on me so hard #shut up crisa

[yo9urt]

local man completely obliterated by strength of narrative and character writing in 2023 game of the year

#mine #last night after putting it off for essentially as long as i possibly could because i knew it would decimate me #i finally attacked c4z4dor and (of course) kept ast4r10n as a spawn and basically finished up his quest #FUUUUCK ME DUDE....i knew what was coming in advance but that did not make it any less impactful #i mean holy shit the writing on this guy......the fucking graveyard scene (DO NOT GET ME STARTED)... #and of course neil's performance ohhh my god he deserves every award he can possibly have #god i love asta so much i'm literally never going to be the same this game is soooo insane #the only things i have left are the house of hope and then disabling the foundry and killing gort and doing the final fight stuff #i am ... nervous lol #ive heard the raphael fight is HAAAAAAAAARD #i'll find a way... #i think in the future i may reorder my act 3 quests i think it would be interesting to tackle some (ex companion quests or raphael) #sooner in the story #shadowhearts quest was like...3rd or 4th last thing i did cause i think i did that and then ansur and then astarion #i'm actually SO excited to replay the game i think im gonna have the time of my life doing roleplay and making diff choices #plus i know i missed a TON of stuff in this run so its gonna be fun to see what else is out there #after this im planning to do my first durge run which is REALLY exciting !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i may do another regular tav run simultaneously but not totally sure.... #anyway yeah... awesome game everyone should buy it and play it its on sale right now go buy it and play it

[squishious]

list of my grievances in the tags bc this has been the most miserable week ever and the only person i could conceivably complain to is also going through it

#starting strong with at least 2 midterms/papers due every fucking day except monday #moving on to daylight savings happening when i am already sleep deprived as fuck #and then university wide power and internet outage <3 #also general malaise and sad vy the time we reach halfway through the week #fucking evil [redacted] midterm #where i study my ass of and flop so bad #in a truly unifixable way i fear #was supposed to be my fun class to goddammit #and its so fucking windy today which i actually hate #gale wind warnibg = cannot sit outside in the sun and forget abt wverything #THEN #i go to cafe for a pick me up and fi ish bibliography #and the internet will not connect no matter what i do #AND #friend is coming to visit me tmrw but its actually just to pic up an ikon pass and she isnt even gonna hang out for a bit #no fault of her own but #its annyoninh on top of all this :( #genuinly the grade thibg is fucking with me so much i had to have done TERRIBLY to go from a 100 to what i have noe #and i thought i did bad but like. not thag bad #anyways i simply want to curl up into a ball and ignore everything for a couple days but ! i cannot #bc paper due tonight and exam tmrw and then saturday i have to go see my brothers performance which #notmally would be rlly fun #but after this week i want to dissapear for a day #and then sunday rehearsal #and then wednesday midtemr again ! fuck me !! #and then friday quiz but at least its onlinr #and then stayrday holi then break which like fun but also means going home #and im already miserable #so not twlling anyone abt grade flop And generally being home = ultra misesable???? #squish speaks

[whumpy-wyrms]

basement is flooding 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥 :(((

#my most favorite magical amazing silliest place in the universe (my room) is in the basement :( #it’s not like Actually flooding but Someone (we don’t know who. might be our new neighbor.) turned on the hose outside and just. left it on #and the water leaked into our basement and into the walls and shit. there was a huge pool of water in the furnace room or whatever it’s #called and. there water literally underneath the floor. like literally water is leaking through the floor boards and i found out when i sat #on my rug and realized i was getting all wet. like i literally walked across my room and water was seeping through the cracks of the floor #water was EVERYWHERE #in like over half the basement. the floor of the main area is ruined i think and holy shit apparently like the inside of the walls or #foundation or whatever is so like wet and soggy that we might have to take out the entire wall that separates my room and the furnace room #and if we have to do that my stepdad says he’ll just remodel the entire basement while we’re at it. which means my room would basically be #gone. this is so fucking stupid #all because some idiot left the hose on. and we don’t even know who it is either. i think it’s our new neighbor because he kinda just #comes to our house a lot and talks to us or just hangs out in our yard. and sometimes he shows up when none of us are home #idk it’s stupid apparently there’s a shit ton of damage and that’s freaking me out because i literally love my room so much it’s my favorit #place to be ever and all my friends call it the autism room because it’s filled with all my favorite things #like my walls are bright neon lime green i got collections and shit i’ve got minecraft posters and like a million plushies everywhere #my room is literally so autism coded #ANYWAY. probably nothing will happen but yeah #side note i have a shit ton of asks to answer and tag games to catch up on and stories to read but i’ve had literally zero spoons lately #i’m gonna play minecrafttttt (in the process of building a pc so soon i’ll be able to get mc java!!! excited about that!!!!) #wyrms says stuff

[orcelito]

Been finishing up act 2 of bg3. It's a good thing I find the battle systems so fun bc Hoo Boy there sure do be battles

#speculation nation #im going the epic hero direction this run. mostly bc i care about saving innocents' lives as much as possible #which means Killing Necromancers...... ugh. #cloudkill my beloathed. me n my homies hate cloudkill (used against us at least) #i got my vampire kicked into a fucking CHASM i had to reload a save 😭😭😭 #he's been phenomenally unuseful in these fights bc theres so many people and so few places to hide #usually hes one of my biggest damage dealers. and sometimes he can get a good shot in #but a lot of turns hes just firing one dinky lil arrow and then hiding in the corner #...... i keep forgetting about the fancy arrows. i have so many of those. i should try to remember them when i get to the Big battle. #which. hmmm. we r gonna hope it's not Too difficult a battle. ive been able to get thru every battle so far in this game #turns out im Pretty Damn Good at this game. to the point where i'll brute force it and still end up fine. #the literal only battle i had to leave and go back for was the big spider queen thing in the bottom of the well. she was scary. #im level 9 now tho and full of so much guts n grit. and loot. holy fucking shit the loot. #im looting every body (including fallen allies. sorry guys ur gold's goin to a good cause.) #i have karlach with a like 460 carrying capacity but she STILL keeps getting encumbered. from all the armor. #im making fucking Thousands off this tower capture im gonna have so much fucking money #once i leave here and can actually. sell them all 😂 #anyways i have been having fun! had to stop for the night bc it's late. but i will be killing thorny ass tomorrow. mark my words.

[infizero]

also his drawings. make me insane. im pretty sure ive made a post about this before a while ago but i just love looking at his silly little drawings it adds so much to his character. even after everything he's been through he's still got some humor and lightheartedness in him. and he's really good at drawing too!! so it's likely something he's been doing since he was a kid

#will always believe in closeted art kid michael who became a bully so he wouldnt get bullied himself <- REAL TO ME! #anyways all his drawings are fun but i still cant get over the little hearts he scribbled in the margins of that one page #theyre just so simple and....... human. i dont know ToT #this guy is literally an undead purple zombie and he's doodling little hearts in a book #it just reminds you that michael IS a Real Guy. like canon fnaf kind of sucks ass when it comes to actually attaching any people or real #human emotion to the events of the games (very much focuses more on What Happened over actual character stuff) #(which is fine but not what i rlly look for in media usually lol.... which is why i love stuff like og fnaf vhs #which is much more character-driven) #but anyways. i think his comments and drawings in the logbook work wonders in making michael feel more real #and less like just unseen protagonist who we know about vaguely #thats why i cling so hard onto little things like his habit of chewing gum. or just him liking to draw in general #usually i dont like when fandoms make One Trait of a character super prominent/their whole personality #but with michael we know SO UNFATHOMABLY LITTLE about his character/personality that these little scraps of info are rlly all we have #in terms of his character beyond The Things That Happened To/Around Him #OH also. his love of that stupid fucking vampire show is SOOOO near and dear to my heart #another thing that makes him so painfully human. yes he is serious protagonist guy who goes thru the most unimaginable shit ever #but at the end of the day. he like many of us enjoys a stupid cartoon that he probably takes way too seriously for what it actually is #his comment about it in the logbook still makes me laugh THIS MF IS PROJECTING ONTO A FICTIONAL CHARACTER IN HIS LITTLE SHOW #HE JUST LIKE ME FR #ANYWAYS holy fucking shit i did NOT mean to go on this long of a rant #i just fucking love michael afton so much im sorry #serena.txt

[littlepetbee]

.

#yo. my sister came out to our mom yesterday which is something i NEVER thought would happen bc um. religious parents and all that #and it actually went super well???? #her response was instantly 'i love you unconditionally and god does too' #and she didn't condemn her at all and even said her most important callings are to serve god and love her children #which is like.............actual fucking christianity. holy shit. #and i really do think so much of this is due to the cancer...like it really put things into perspective for her. #she realized what's actually important in life #so my sister did this at the perfect time bc she was ready to say it and my mom was ready to hear it #and due to personal reasons i will NOT be following suit lmao but it's really nice to know #that if i ever /did/ come out my mom would still love me #i mean she ain't gonna be at the pride parade waving some bi flags around lmao but at least we know she accepts it and doesn't condemn #which is huge and totally enough for me tbh #esp after a lifetime of terror and wondering if i'd lose everything #anyways. yeah. fuck. WHO KNEW

[itwoodbeprefect]

incident: found a decade old unfinished angsty draco malfoy/OFC fic complete with dramatic black and white faded overlay cover that i don't remember abandoning let alone starting but is very much still up on the web under a username people associate with me to this day. ego dead, brain injured.

#there's also a spelling mistake in the edgy quasi-poem on the summary page of this story. cool dutch teen writers use english (badly) #fjdkfjdk i mean it's fine. it IS. i'm expressing all of this with so much love for teen me #i mayyy have been taking a real look at the entirety of my body of work in the dutch fanfic spheres for the first time in years #and finding a BUNCH of stuff i forgot existed. there are seven (7) tiny doctor who and torchwood fics of which i have zero memory #there's a whole LIST of fics i was writing towards the end of this era which never got finished #there is a fic that offhandedly mentions someone trying to feed a unicorn salad and it only licks the dressing from the leaves #which is happening in the background of the actual action of the scene. no wonder i vibed so hard with due south when i found it #i am. maybe. having an absolute ball with this. 2015 me was FUNNY holy fuck. #and more importantly she had found her niche and she was binge writing the hell out of it. no more 2013 het draco stuff! amazing #and SO MANY AUs. bad boys. kid fic. alternate meeting. exterminator AU. demon. vampire. bakery #and oh my. the comments. so many of them so sweet and so many of them just utterly totally unrelated to the story. the memorieeees #*

[ofmd-alsaurus]

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#i am crashing so hard today lmao i was up until 2am after watching the episodes and feeding the baby #then baby woke up at 4. hand to wife go back to sleep. baby woke up again at 6. and then i was up. #and then i had the worlds most boring meeting from 8 to 9. this is usually when i would be getting the kids ready for the day #so instead my wife did all of it while i was in worlds most boring meeting #then at 10am. i had to be part of a panel interview for a new engineer #someone to help ME with MY work! #but the interview was a live coding session conducted by staff+ level developers. NOT automation engineers #and they were so fucking hard on this poor guy omg. this guy whose resume is fucking perfect #he seemed so nice too. and he did his best #but even a fulltime ios engineer would struggle to implement such a data structure #its totally unreasonable to expect it of an automation engineer #and i had to be on the side in our chat trying to defend this guy like. look. i wouldnt be able to do this either #and for my interview i didnt have to! i wrote unit tests for that data structure which was already implemented #they seemed surprised and asked who did my interview. like holy shit you guys didnt even check? #you didnt even think to yourself 'i wonder if the automation engineers use different interview problems'????? omg #anyway i didnt mean to vent so much about that but #im just saying. my dopamine is all fucked up today lmao i'm struggling y'all

[moishecampbell]

is it okay to post this over half a year after we were doing these. Yes (top 4 episodes letterbox'd after maze @/clairewolf's text post<3)

#there is an actual explanation and it is that after breaking my head over choosing representative top 4 i watched the fucking. #imtod ep of the anime. and realized i actually have to have 2.01 here sjflkdsjflksd #are those my actual top 4 ? no i don't think so. except hoth #but it is pretty representative. and i had fun making it even if it looks a little lame:) #originally it had jib which i don't actually like more than faith but faith and houses of the holy go together. whereas 3.12 is more #fun action-y which is also a genre of spn episods i like:) but man imtod. #there are some bits of 5.14 that honestly freak me out too much but it is still SUCH a sick episode i love it<3 #however taking out jib means no sgriccia episode:( #want to pin this. want to keep michael dean. decisions decisions.

[spin-in-time]

If you prefer the newer seasons of ninjago over the older seasons (pilot-s5/s7) we are fundamentally different people

#kind of a neutral statement #s8 and s9 get excused to an extend but i will not for forgive them for garma/don #s6 and s7 aren't that amazing to me but they get a pass bc at least they feel like they're about the same characters as the prev seasons #and similair with 8 and 9 except yeah..... this is where it starts...... #s11+ means little to me in regards to characters. sure they have some cool stuff and the stories are neat (i love s12 SOO much for example) #but. yeah it's what i call the cardboard treatment because most characters especially when they're not the focus feel like - #- cardboard cutout versions of themselves #guys isn't zane so funny because he's a robot hahaha! what a source of comedy that is so in character! /s #and i'm not gonna say that i hate the new seasons cause that's not true #i bawled my fucking eyes out at s15 #but it's. kind of a different show to me and the characters often feel off. #also some recurring things that i'm sooooo annoyed at sigh ugh ugh ugh #also they start this thing around s6 where for some reason the police is involved?? #and the explorer's club pls fucking DIE #it's fine if you like the chicken also man but holy crap this is just NOT for me at all #the older seasons were many times more charming and if you disagree then - well we simply have differenzt tastes #which is fine #but my god it's something i do need to point out #i didn't actually mean to ramble so much but yeah......... #one of my favorite examples is the reduction of jay's and zane's characters to goofy guy and robot smart guy #the taking jay's inventing skills is the most insane thing they have done to date and they openly admit this this is literally a thing #they really only cared about tropes and archetypes at this point even though this is simply NOT where ninjago shines #i feel like someone might unfollow mr for this but you literally don't have to #it's all fine! just feel like saying this every now and then because ninjago is one of the shows that have been THE most special in my life #forgot the / for ninja/go oh wel l sorry #the reasons i like this show lie in the early seasons and not the later ones

[andthebeanstalk]

Hi there! Thanks so much for enjoying my JTTW content, I'm glad you're enjoying learning more about JTTW! But could you please not tag my post with "fuck you" to the Jade Emperor? Please keep in mind Daoism is still practiced today and thus the Jade Emperor is still a very important worshipped figure to many people, and Daoism has historically been dissed on by white people, so it's kinda inappropriate for you to say that as someone who isn't Daoist. Thank you!

Oh shit! I didn't even think of that! Goodness!

Shows what I know! I am terribly grateful to you for pointing that out! I am so used to stories being totally secular or only about dead religions that I forgot how the Jade Emperor is of course more than just someone who doesn't like Sun Wukong!

I am terribly sorry, and once again incredibly appreciative of you taking the time to let me know that! I will be more careful to be respectful in the future!

#journey to the west #monkey king #sun wukong #gods i am glad someone told me holy crap! #living cultures man - they are living! #i am learning so much about other cultures lately and this is just the sort of thing i must learn to understand so i can learn respectfully #i am so used to dissing the gods i grew up with that i forget other gods mean other things #thank you thank you thank you #also anyone reading this should check out op's blog - so much good jttw content on there! #me exhibiting peak white person behavior: OH SHIT I FORGOT ABOUT THAT WHOLE CULTURE STILL EXISTING #siiiiiggggghhhhh #at least i can learn from my mistakes when people tell me i've fucked up. which they never owe me. but i appreciate.

[pinkfey]

my pos br*ther woke me up at 6AM bc he’s playing video games so fucking loudly and our walls are made of paper and no matter how much i tell him i need to sleep he doesn’t hear me through his headset 😐😐😐 i am just sitting here fml

#straight up yelling about his fantasy life where he was enlisted in the military (he wasn’t) to make some random mfs impressed #swearing up a storm which isn’t allowed in my parents christian household #bitching about the left which also isn’t allowed in our household #but remember their rules don’t apply to their precious firstborn fuckup <33 #i hate men yelling i hate men yelling i hate men yellingggg #I AM SO ANGRYYYYYY >:(((( #i need to be up in two hours and he took that from me too lmao !! the one day i get to sleep in past six !! holy shit !! i hate him !! #*one hour now 🫠 #‘but at least he’s not drinking 🥺’ ask me if i give a fuck i actually prefer him wasted bc at least that means he’s killing himself 🤩 #like. he is such a fucking nuisance to live with. what’s funny about his pattern of abuse is how there IS no ‘good period’ where he tries t #make up for what he’s done. because that’s just his ‘sober period’ and he’s such a fucking ASSHOLE during even that that it’s like. #oh so this is you trying. this is the best you’ve got before you get pissed and continue abusing us physically and mentally. #he’s fucking pathetic oh my GOD #oh now he just pissed and didn’t wash his hands again. i am so full of venom rn i hate this man so much #27 year old grown ass man lying to teenage boys online to get male validation #can’t wash his hands after taking a piss despite the fact that he doesn’t shower for weeks on end #refusing to go to an SLE after rehab because he thinks he’s too good for it and ‘he’ll do better this time’ as if he wasn’t climbing out of #fucking windows to get wasted. as a twenty seven year old. touting about how he wants to die but don’t you dare get him help bc he doesn’t #want it. agreeing to rehab and then lying in order to be sent home bc he thinks he has control over an addiction and he in no way abuses hi #own fucking family. holy shit i’m making myself more angery but god i hate everything about him i hate EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM !!!!!! #anyways.txt #delete later