#(its so good i wanna go and finish it now)

[cloudysarts]

this show would be good if literally everything about it was different

#read these tags please(unless ur an HH fan in which case please ignore them) >>> I DO NOT LIKE THIS SHOW #i hate viv///ziepop so fucking much its actually unreal. every time i think about her i seethe #been hatewatching it ('legally') nd its awful. like i mean i knew it would be going into it but goddamn. so much worse than i expected #you may be like 'whyd you draw this then'. i wanted to make a finished piece with my redesigns #for funsies me and my boyf have been rewriting/redesigning the whole show . thats been our fun little craft #i feel similar about this that i do about fnaf and miraculous ladybug even tho this is objectively worse in every way #theres this eternal feeling of like. man. if the writers were competent then this concept would be interesting #but theyre not so. here we are #anyway. im gona try not to put hate in the tags lol #but i like how this turned out too much NOT to post it #anyways mutuals please dont unfollow me for this i promise im normal JDSFHJKDFHJDFKHJK #Hazbin Hotel Redesigns #Hazbin Hotel Critical #Angel Dust #Husk #Huskerdust #I guess. #genuinely a little scared to post this ones. im scared ill lose mutuals over this AND/OR fans will harass me for those tags JHKSDFHJKJK #im posting it and then immediately going to sleep. might delete later if even 1 thing goes wrong #EDIT RL QUICK i wanna add: i dont care if you like the show <33 good for you!!! i respect it!! i liked it when i was 14. i just dont now. <

[b4kuch1n]

fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head #hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got #blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well #these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol #hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!! #its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed #u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell #hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best #if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand #I'll be normal now I prommy (lying) #well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again #eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife #hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart #have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative

[synthshenanigans]

Finally has been a full year since I started listening

Fuckin hate that guy eugh

#/j #but anyway I've finally been jashing for a year #i wasn't fully kidnapped into it yet but by like dec 20th-23rd i had his VoaC cover on loop #which was annoying to do cos there was no spotify & the youtube app wouldn't let me loop videos #so everytime i finished the song i had to reset the vid myself #my sanity was truly saved by these songs being on Spotify #same goes for his moss cover too #bro of i had last.fm then i would have SO much more counts for those two songs #the bidding too #oh fun fact. i made a very rough sketch of an OC of mine using his TME video & HMS ideas in general #but i was stupid apparently an swapped heart & souls colors which looks cursed now to me #also whats funny is that ibis paint says i started the art on Mar 1st. Which is literally the day before TfaR & TMR an the rest came out #good timing me lol #i need to stop ranting sm in these tags i swear #chonny jash #moss post #hey jash what if you like. post the next power hour today. gift for listening for like 82000 minutes or whatever my Spotify wrapped was /j #don't actually i wanna sleep #speaking of. I should go do that. its like 3am rn

[maddymoreau]

#I can’t go through the Bioshock tags until I finish the other two games </3 so I’m just vibrating with excitement. #I NEED TO KNOW HOW OTHERS FEEL!!! #I wanna hold himmmm ԅ (˵ᵕ̴᷄ ˶̫ ˶ᵕ̴᷅˵ ԅ)!!!! #I think Big Daddy has one of the sexiest video game designs ESPECIALLY PAIRED WITH ITS DEEP VOICE!!! #I was too young to play Bioshock when it came out but I remember being (⸝⸝⸝⚆_⚆⸝⸝⸝)♡ OBSESSED with the Big Daddy design!! #Despite not playing shooters I was DETERMINED to actually one day play it myself. So I always avoided letsplays/spoilers. #I kept pushing playing it off though because (〃^_^)ゞ I suck at Xbox/PlayStation/PC games which is why I’m so happy it’s out on switch!!! #And I was scared it wouldn’t live up to the hype BUT IT HAS (⸝⸝⸝> ·̮ <)◞IT’S SO GOOD AND WAS WORTH THE WAIT!!!! #I played so much my hand is cramped ( - A - |||) so now I have to wait. #Bioshock #Big Daddy #Polls

[schoenht]

Thank you so much man! Move in day is already on the 9th and I have to leave my job soon. I feel really bad because we’re short staffed and with me leaving until holidays it’ll be worse. ~ 🍩

OH WOW that's so close !!! idk if you're rooming or wtv but i'm so excited for you !!! mannnn that sucks like the guilt for that :( but i'm sure they're gonna be so excited when you return i'm sure you're a rlly good worker !!!

#💜.answers #🍩.anon!!! #i cannot give you any advice if you're having a roommate #bc me personally i jump through HOOPS so i would never get a roommate #LISTEN MAN. I LIKE TO GO HOME AND SCREAM INTO A PILLOW. AND WATCH BAD MOVIES UNTIL ASS O CLOCK IN THE MORNING #off topic does anyone know a good website to read manga #i want to read soichi and no longer human by junji ito before i buy them #bc i made the mistake of not finishing tomie online and bought it and now i kinda regret it #its not rlly my favorite but i'm biased bc of uzumaki #but yeah i wanna know before i make an i n v e s t m e n t happy early bday to ME

[radio-sepia]

god my current theatre classes at the local centre turned out to be kind of a bummer. I cannot back out now since I have a role but I'd really want to... fortunately in less than few months it should be done

#txt #euuuugghhh #idk im tired i dont wanna go there this week but like i have to cause everyone is frustrated and wants to just get this play that we've #been dragging around for far too long to finish #just get it over with #good thing that there wont ba any lessons during the winter break hehe #but like. my exams are also a thing and i hope they dont expect me to be there every week. as callous as this sounds #like i see many problems which result in this situation #but if people arent coming regularly which tbh i understand why #and im there every week #then yeah #let this be a lesson for the future: we need to go into theatre of movement and dance more. the classical old type method #that we are taught with #is so fucking exhausting to me beyond comprehension #damn. now thats a rant amirite #it did give me some good things too so its not all bad and im glad i got to have this shitty experience #the only way out is. painfully through the fucking thing

[fancymuffinparty]

😐🥲

#i... #i went back and read some of the comments on 'One More Tomorrow' #ya know the long multi chapter pokkopiku fic i wrote back in 2018/2019 #and there's surprisingly a good amount of readers who... want me to continue it.. 🥲🫨🤕 #i really want to continue it!!!!! #but its been sooooo long!!!! 😭 #would there be enough readership for it now?? #idk like I'm conflicted 😭😭😭 #i mean... i guess if enough people really reallly reallyyy want me to finish it... #like if enough peeps rally behind me continuing it... 😭😭 #then... i suppose i oughtta 🫨 #I've finished multi chapter fics before... so i know i have it in me!!! #took me like 3 years to finish my valeveira fic lmao but the readers were supportive and patient 🥲 #i just need time!! im SORRY!!!! #believe me i wanna give porco closure and give pieck all the orgasms lmaoooo 😭😭😭 #well porco gives her the sex #ya know what i mean :/ #should i make a poll? take a vote??? #are we doing this old school like signing a petition?? #idk sometimes i go back and forth with it lol #is OMT even any good??😭😭 #idk i gotta lotta pkpk feels with snk ending soon #and my love for the ship and the characters and the fic has never wavered!!!! #its late lol too many thoughts abt this 🤕

[ria-starstruck]

nymeve! based on fire ants!

she actually knew halesia when they were both younger, but both parted ways and haven't seen each other for many years. nym has since integrated herself into noble society under a pseudonym and a carefully constructed backstory that is always just a breath away from going up in flames. She'd thought that her noble lady con would allow her greater resources to find her sister with, but no such luck....(yet!)

#bug_world #character ref #character design #nym #briars_ocs #my_ocs #cannot for the life of me find the images that inspired the plating of her corsetdecorativearmorthingy but pretend i added images of ants w #their segments all circled n separated out so u can understand my thoughts and nod at them thanks #nyms also into chemistry n poisons i Didnt know how to fit that into the blurb i did up there tho #more adept at chemistry but u cant just go exploding or acidbathing stuff all the time if u wanna espionage ur way around noble society so. #nym and lyssy get along...he def suspects Something is up w her but he isnt prying #theyre more like good acquaintances. to the point where nym tests her poisons out on him (its a whole thing) #not linking hal bc thats her OLD ref and shes got a NEW ref now and im vibin w her redesign now and i havent finished her new ref actually #jermasparkleonpose #nym and ori are so funny. yes let me look for my sibling in exactly the places they aren't im sure i'll find them if i try hard enough

[b4kuch1n]

you’re created with hands circling your wrists. there’s never any offense meant, you must understand - it’s simply that you’re a story, and someone’s come by this desperate need to learn how to let the hell go.

#the zone rpg #bakuspecial #:] hi. I think the game's in print now. so I can post this #heheheheh. total number came to six. very good number. very happy with the cards I did!! #gonna have to learn how to draw like this on a graphic tablet tho... no matter what the screen tablet was. bad. for my wrists #and my back too tbh. bowing over my lap to draw isnt great #but! my time with it has been beautiful. it was very good for my understanding art brain. its taught me a lot #I just need to. translate all that. to a different kinda kinetic scheme #well! that wont be a thing I think about too much for at least the next week. I am Out Of Da City Babeyy #okay. I go finish my drink. this place I am in slaps Ive already been swindled once #the coconut they sold me was good tho miles better than what we got out north. so I'll take it. for triple the price apparently #oh well! thats for the cab I refused to take. it all balances out #have a good day lads! check out the zone rpg! it owns! there's a free browser version if u wanna play!

[nerdie-faerie]

Sometimes the horrors are just grocery shopping and laundry

#adulting #i have finished moving and cleaning flats now i just need to do my weekly grocery shop >:( #its too hot tho and groceries are heavy its a half hour walk and i wanna rest on my day off but i gotta eat so i need to go #its really not that difficult and yet my brain is determined to make it the most difficult task imaginable every week #me and dishes are on good terms weve got a routine down so theyrr not generally one of my adult horrors i be fighting #but going outside for groceries and laundry? and the many many steps involved in laundry? die.

[the-kipsabian]

i do really miss writing immortal fears tho

#theres just. a lot of things that mentally prevent me from going back to it right now #which i know is okay. its a three arc long ass multiparter its okay if it takes time and whatever #but like. yeah #i have a stupid mental block about continuing it. i dont want to throw it out cause i love the story and everything i have planned for it #but its just. hard. and then i see the extremely low numbers on the single bits i post within the au and its like. oh. :') #i dont know. i know i love this and i wanna do it but the hurdles feel so big and it sucks cause its been like a year since i started it #and its only five chapters in. and it just sucks cause i want to work on it and finish it and hope people like it as much as i do #which i know they wont cause again its niche and my work so like... #mental hurdles #i just wish i could be happy with this stuff. i mean i am. but also im not. i dont know #im not in a really good headspace today again and its bleeding over and everything sucks :') #night is an absolute mess on main

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#theres a special kind of agony in tryinf to find an apartment in an college town with a housing shortage #everythings expensive as fuck and im sure its frustrating for everyone but i feel like its especially frustrating for me #bc it takes me so much fucking time to understand the information right in front of me and then i doubt myself so i have to check and check #and double check and triple check that im on the right website. that im inputting the right info #and its like. what if theres a better place i could b looking? like i found a management place to apply to thats expensive but less #expensive than another place but the building looks like its kinda on the edge of town like 15min drive from school #which i hate bc im an anxious freak and its gonna b worse than driving here bc itll get icey as fuck there #like proper inches of snow all winter. negative negative cold. so its like. do i take a nice apartment thats kinda far away #or a slightly more expensive apartment thats like 10min from school and more in town #and then theres the application stuff. and i cant fill anything out without having a full on like sobbing breakdown #but im that way abt everything. i do that all the time when i have to buy plane tickets #its exhausting. and i cant plan my exit until i know when i can move into a place. whatever. it doesnt help that my hormones r fucked rn #or i hope its the hormones. ive been so tired. so so tired. like sleeping 9hrs and still tired when usually im wired after only 7hrs sleep #i hate it. and super brain foggy. and this week i have to finish taking measurements for the last time #so i gotta decide if im gonna go in tomorrow or Monday to start it. its gonna suck so bad bc im gonna try to do it in 6 days. which will b #agony. but after that ill never have to do it ever again. ugh. im just so tired and i dont wanna limp my way into a new project feeling #like damaged goods. which is exactly what it feels like now. ive just done a very good job of making my job difficult #cant go into the lab without feeling physically ill. drained away all my joy. now theres only a sad distant recognition of how far ive #allowed myself to fall. i kno ill feel better once i have a place to stay and i can quit my job just getting there is taking an eternity #unrelated

[foulbearobservation]

it's paste where he shouldn't be o'clock. sir you had to parkour to the top of the fridge and then across all my cabinets to get there. why.

#also just gonna use the tags to vent for a second but good GOD is this currnt bit of writers block incredibly poorly timed #I mean there's never really a good time to have writers block but I need to finish a piece for the fe3h femslash exchange by next week #and I'm only a few hundred words into it #and I dont wanna let this person down but I feel like nothing I've written for it has been very good so!!!! AHHHHH!! #and my dad's coming this weekend and my cats probabaly have fuckin fleas #I have to edit 2 podcast episodes this week each nearly 2 hours long #like this is not a good week to be me #and like I want to create!!! very badly!!! I feel like a tiger stalking its cage #and I cannot do everything I need to do right now. so instead I will walk to the kitchen and get some water #then I am going to sit down and complete one work task that is purely word vomit #then I am going to go to sleep and try again tomorrow #because that is what tomorrow is for

[edgarallanpoestan]

me writing emduo fics: theyre all in the same universe, this is the same techno and phil every single goddamn time. obviously.

me writing tntduo fics: why the fuck would these be the same characters?? obviously these are different universes for every fic, why would i write them any other way

#bee buzzes #anyway currently working on an emduo fic that is prob gonna be more emduo fluff #also have some plans for qsmp tntduo #im not fully caught up but i know whats happening very generally #so #thats good enough for me #ive been watching the vods while crocheting and now that neverafters ending ill have nothing else to watch while i work #i also have a sewing project i need to work on so im ready to get fully caught up #also i swear im working on my wips #the karlnapity one should be done. soon. #its just a fucking beast and im not sure where i wanna end it so it just keeps going #the one abt everyones time before the dsmp will also be updated soon #honestly i just forgot abt her and only remember when i ask myself what wips i have #as for the time travel fic. itll happen #i swear i know where im going with it its just taking a while ahaha #also i wanna fulfill some more of the times challenge prompts still #and some of the pinch hits from the void prompts #im gonna finish everything i promiseeee #oh also working on a techno-centric fic #maybe emduo maybe twinsduo maybe bedrock bros maybe just general sbi #idk yet #im just key smashing and hoping for the best lmao #anyway thats my lineup. bon appetit