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[prof-peach]

My dudes, I gotta take a break from tumblr. Probably a few days. It’s actually really getting me down, endlessly problematic, and I think mental health needs to come first.

By the time I return, there will no doubt be more hisui pages that I’ll share, if I can muster the want to do them. Thanks for understanding, I’ll get back to this all as soon as possible, just need time to get my head right, to keep making content and actually enjoy it.

#ooc #just too much right now #such a load of small insignificant things #accumulating into one large knot in the gut.

[osoreruna]

tumblr shitting itself for anyone else or....

#𝗦𝗠𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗠𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧 + [ ooc ] #i mean #this is to be expected at this point #but i was working on a draft...........and the page refreshed....... #if it is not there when this site pulls back up i am going to lose it #tbd #edit: i should post my toshinori thirst traps now while nobody can load the dash to see it #edit no. 2: nvm it's back — #y'all will have to wait for the next tumblr outage.

[madeimpact]

I am completely clearing out my inbox and drafts, with the exception of, like, one or two newer threads and anything from starter calls that I've recently liked.

I am feeling overwhelmed and guilty for not having responded to old things, while also feeling down on myself for watching all of this talent on my dash and feeling inadequate / unqualified / otherwise, somehow, not allowed to join in on it. I know that's just in my head, but it's just how I feel, and this will give me the breath of fresh air that I need to start doing things here again.

I would like to apologize to everyone who sent anything that went unanswered. I'm a chronic hoarder of replies and asks and such. My motivation is fickle. I know "the rpc is so much more insular than it used to be" is a hot topic as of late, and I feel like I have contributed to the problem by being as fickle as I am. I'm hoping that this will enable me to...not do that anymore.

Under the cut, I will list what I'm keeping. I can really only account for stuff that's either in my drafts or recently replied to. If you have an old draft from me that you'd like to keep, just let me know so I can make a mental note of it. Chances are I'm not gonna say no to continuing stuff. Alternatively, don't be shy about asking to just start something fresh.

@akashicmuses — Cid/Sora

@anger-mxnagement — with Ventus

@bloodbondcd — Riku/Sora and Aqua/Ventus

@ervaurem — ask from Sarah

@tenebriism — two threads with Ignis/Noctis (+stuff with Prompto, if you want to continue those)

@voidedgear — initial Keyblade Graveyard thread with Ventus

@wayfaringnobody — Roxas/Sora

Any starters from starter calls that I've liked that are yet to be posted

Any remaining bingo asks

I think this is a manageable list now. I would love love love to plot things with anyone whose threads I've dropped, and again, I feel like I need to apologize. I've bitten off more than I can chew and I feel like that's how I ended up the fickle, unresponsive scatterbrain that I am.

#okay. i've had a meal and a shower. i think i'm a little more clear-headed now #i don't know how i'm going to keep my load manageable. but i'll figure it out #❛ ooc: shut up neg.

[skxrbrand]

#bro youtube ads are getting ridiculous #they've got them now where you cant just mute them and go to another tab for a moment #they dont load unless you're on the tab on the video #like bro? SUPER annoying #ooc

[practicalsolutions]

Built an aluminum strap that can melt polycarbonate insulators and reach 200C. 😎

It's not supposed to do that at all, but still. 😎

#ooc #our EEs aren't calculating what our bus bars need to be in order to handle the load #and MCAD doesn't don't know how high the voltage is or what the requirements are #there making people wrap them in kapton tape to make them safer instead of replacing it with copper #'safety improvement' lmao #now they want a fixture for applying the tape #i work at fucking willy wonka's if willy wonka hated fun and sold to war criminals #i gotta get out of here

[strifeborn]

i adore him

#[ 𝙻𝙴𝚇𝚃 𝙼𝙴𝚂𝚂𝙰𝙶𝙸𝙽𝙶 :// ooc. ] #im playing bg3 but now i just wanna load up the remake and look at him again

[austerulous]

Gentle reminder that I’m very slow and inconsistent both ic and ooc, and that the speed of my replies ≠ my interest in them.

#i work part-time i'm the primary caregiver of twins i do all the housework all the cooking all the gardening #i'm in the middle of some hefty home renovations i have a dog i have depression and very likely undiagnosed and untreated adhd #mental load is real and it's insidious #( i'm actually this 🤏 close to quitting my job because i can't Do It All ) #all this is to say sometimes i'm here sometimes i'm not #sometimes I focus on ic stuff sometimes ooc convos #very often i'm just here to like posts / leave comments / reblog aesthetic stuff #this is stated in my rules and if it's something that makes me and my blog incompatible with you that's absolutely fine! #no hard feelings #some folks need consistent momentum but i can't offer that #i owe in 67 threads right now and i have 170 asks in my inbox #i'm trying to streamline things and choose a handful of threads to focus on but the fact remains i have more to do than time to do it #anyway! 99% of people understand my situation and i'm so grateful for your patience and understanding ♡ #if we're mutuals please know i like what you're doing and i'm interested in writing with you #◈ — ooc; puffin speaks

[redjaybird]

[me: trying to make a post

Browser: crashes

Ok]

#ooc #and now tumbls taking 500 years to liad again but yt is already loaded

[seaofimaginarysins]

Okay we're back

#call of the void || ooc #that was a whole big load of nothing but #least it's over now

[poppyseed799]

I feel like life series fanon jimmy is kind of mischaracterized and there’s an easy way to make sure you’re doing it right: he has a lot of unearned confidence

#the tags is where I’m going to ACTUALLY say stuff LOL!!! #but like I love life series Jimmy mkay. he’s got that curse of dying first and all. which is what I mean by fanon cuz curses aren’t real #but a lot of fans make it like Jimmy accepts the curse? or even acknowledges that it’s real. which bugs me a bit cuz No He Does Not #(side note tho. I’m not mad about it. I know ppl wanna explore the concept of someone cursed to die first and that’s what they’re doing) #but like Jimmy would just be so in denial about it okay. even if you managed to convince him he would be like ‘..BUT SURELY THIS TIME’ #and this relates to ranchers too. I love ranchers ok. mostly cuz my sister does tbh LMAOO she loves them. but ranchers fan content isn’t #what I’m looking for cuz it’s so often stuff like.. Jimmy being like ‘I’m sorry I’m cursed’ and Tango being like ‘it’s ok love u anyway’ #but it’s really more like ‘CURSED?? NO! WE WILL WIN!’ which I think is MORE fun for the aftermath of their death. meeting in the afterlife. #I NEED to see ranchers content where they keep denying that the curse is real then Jimmy dies and they’re ghosts or whatever and Jimmy’s #like ‘oh no. we didn’t break the curse. tango probably hates me now. he only liked me cuz we thought the curse wasn’t real.’ and tango to be #like upset at first as anyone would be when they die. but then he like notices the way Jimmy is acting and he’s like ‘no.. ranchers 4 life’ #???? what am I saying. hire me for writing fanfic I totally know what I’m doing. #anyways what I’m saying is Jimmy is the canary but he’s the canary that’s like ‘SURELY I can sing for the miners the whole way THIS time’ #he is NOT the canary who says ‘WELL time to eventually stop singing in this cave’ #HOWEVER I do think that although he has loads of unearned confidence and is in a constant state of denial. he does also have that crumble #sometimes. so it’s not totally ooc imo for him to act like that. but it would be rare moments and also mostly post death #ANOTHER SIDE NOTE I WANNA SAY. I HATE the way I’m saying this as if it’s fact. it’s my personal analysis and just because I think it’s right #doesn’t mean I want to present it as undeniable fact. I could be misinterpreting. if you want to interpret life!Jimmy’s character different #then go on ahead. I don’t hate fanon Jimmy I just wish I saw more like how I see him. that is all. #ok I lied I also wanna add that I’m bad at explaining things ESPECIALLY personalities so it’s possible that I didn’t convey what I wanted to #say properly too. sorry. OKAY NOW THAT IS ALL.

[vi0letnce]

*clears throat* ahem ahem ahem, @debelltio is absolutely a cinnamon roll even though i think he thinks he is more of a porcupine. who knows, maybe to other people you come off a bit prickly. but i can say that after talking to alistair for more than a year, i can count him genuinely as one of my friends and I KNOW THE TRUTH. and if you think otherwise, idk what to tell you! they have been nothing but kind and encouraging and an absolute blast to talk to. i mean, after all, i don't get to discuss historical theory or geopolitics with people on here very often. we've built so many cool stories together and our insane little ship of orson and satine will truly go down as one of my favorites of all time. i just love the effort he puts into everything and how much he pushes forward our plots. plus, like all my closest friends on this site, he is a literal ton of salt, both salt of the earth and ready to salt the earth. XD

i care about you bunches, writing buddy, and i hope this makes you smile!

#‧ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 a quiet life full of books and facts 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 「 ooc. 」 #a bit of not so random positivity for someone who deserves loads of it #and now back to TRYING to write #i swear this day has been against meeeee

[oliviaamendola]

One of my favorite things about these big group trips is getting to see people I haven't gotten to see in a while. How are you, and how are you enjoying Ireland so far?

#chat: sana m. #ooc: gifs aren't loading right now :(

[mmriesoftvat]

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#ᴮᴿᴮ ᴱˣᴾᴸᴼᴿᴵᴺᴳ ᴼᵀᴴᴱᴿ ᵂᴼᴿᴸᴰˢ / ooc #tumblr i would like you to unbreak #i want to see the blogs i'm following on my dash #why are you hiding various blogs from me #why can i see them on my phone but i can't see them HERE #on my computer #like is this a tumblr glitch #or is this a browser glitch #or some sort of addon? #i don't know #but it's been ongoing for a couple months now #i just wanna see blogs on my dash FFS #i can't even contact support #cause the report is stuck in loading and won't actually send

[troublewithvampires]

//eeeeven more relationship tags here we go. i think i'm done adding important npcs for salvatore..... for now. in the main + road trip verses.

#❝ ain't no jesus here‚ billy boy ❞ 「 ooc 」 #❝ now we're cookin' with gas‚ boss ! ❞ 「 maggie evans | finalgrrrls 」 #❝ no one protected me‚ but i won't make that mistake with you ❞ 「 izzy booth hernández 」 #❝ you‚ me‚ and eternity between us ❞ 「 cass hernández 」 #❝ he taught me everything i know about bein' a man ❞ 「 clarence o'malley 」 #❝ ma was always three bricks short of a load ❞ 「 anna burke 」 #❝ the son who never really came home ❞ 「 scott clifton 」

[esserisupremi]

Appreciation post for @jonvandernoorde who like @gretaphasmatosmartin has spent literal YEARS getting to know my main muses and stuck it out with them through thick or thin. The mun is beyond amazing and patient. Their characters are just as amazing. They’re always willing to collaborate and won’t hesitate making a plot fit the lores of both of our characters so no one has to change a thing. Biggest thank you is for not running away after finding out how uneasy my muses are to tolerate . You stuck it out with them and I just can’t thank you enough for accepting them as they are ( especially my bby Caillen ). You’re tops and I’m keeping you 5ever ❤️

#we love you loads oksy? #maybe not alt cail right now #but I do #( words from the handmaiden || ooc )

[piningprecussionist]

Oh you've heard of me? That's good to hear.

But I feel like no one showing up on your shift is better since then no one bothers you and such. :)

-✨ Anon (Sparkles Anon)

I keep an eye around. I try not to look at everyone else's blogs too much, but I see something here and there. I know there's you, a cat, a rabbit.. two actually, maybe? I think I saw a snail once? Things seem very chaotic over in their sphere. I'm taking my peace while I can.

So in a very similar sense, yeah, it is I guess! When I'm not exhausted coming in, I usually spend days like that watching a bunch of crappy old movies we have stashed in the back; there are some real gems back there if you know where to look.

Not to imply they're actually good films, by the way. I do just mean astonishingly terrible. Like a car crash where all the cars involved are clown cars or something suitably stupid like that...

#hollie beat me to the player today though so she got to make the selections. fairs fair #she's the one who had to deal with me being asleep as a result anyhow #if she doesnt want to increase her work load she should make more exciting choices. just saying #pine.txt #asks #anon #✨️ anon #rp #kim pine #spto #spvtw #scott pilgrim comic #sp comic #(ooc: just to clarify incase the response comes off that way- if any of the people who sends those anons see this- those asks are fine!) #(ooc: idk quite yet how i would have Kim respond to them? but they're still welcome) #(ooc: i just feel like she would be bracing herself and trying to take what respite she can before that starts happening) #(ooc: also i do see a fair bit of the responses from other people i t h i n k? it's possible i miss some. They're very entertaining) #(ooc: just wanted to throw that out there; I think part of my problem reaching out to people now is just that I don't think Kim would 😭) #(ooc: like I think she does pop in and check on her friends and some Big Names out there sometimes? but because she knows these people +) #(+ she feels weird about it and only ever sees like a couple of things at a time) #(ooc: she mostly glances over to make sure they're not dead. maybe occasionally has to do a double-take at something she read and just. +) #(+ Sit there for a while. process whatever the hell that was) #(ooc: by big names I mean like. todd envy and lucas. not necessarily in a given order) #(ooc: incase that wasn't clear) #(ooc: currently feel like she'd be most likely to chat with stacey. scott if she was bullying/teasing him--) #(ooc: like in a reaching out first scenario) #spvtwtg