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kessicasrps · 1 year
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I grin widely at you as I slid the ring on your finger, tearing up a bit myself. I was super emotional because we had been through so much and it made me so happy that we were at this point now. "Yes, my love. This is really happening," I say, wiping my own tears away before kissing you sweetly and smiling fondly at you before glancing back at our daughter. "And how are you? Are you excited to be a big sister?," I ask her, wanting to include her since things would be changing for her too. "It's going to be a big year next year for all three of us."
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(starting)
I had gone into the building I was told to go to for the meeting I had. I was curious what was going on and confused at the same time. All I had known was that someone liked my videos on youtube and wanted to meet with me but I had no idea who it was. I walked into the building, walking up to the front desk and showing them the email I had received. I was lead to the conference room, sitting outside of the room until whoever was in the room was ready for me, feeling incredibly nervous.
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I sigh contently before turning around in your arms so I was straddling your waist. I stare fondly down at you, running my fingers through your hair slowly. "I can't wait to kiss you on New Year's again. I love that our kids are little enough though that they can't make it up until midnight. I like being able to have a proper makeout session with you at midnight.. I love getting lucky as a way to ring in the New Year," I wiggle my eyebrows playfully at you, a smirk on my lips.
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bigfatbimbo · 2 months
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This isnt a request Im just back on my Vox nonsense and obviously need to pull you into it because you mentioned a wip of being petty at Val and also your "I can be a better boyfriend" fic so hear me out. We know the following: 1. Vox and Val are in no way exclusive. 2. The relationship isn't the one sided abuse we saw in the Instagram rp accounts but it definitely isn't healthy. 3. There is no way Val "fucking worst guy ever" entino is a selfless lover lmao. Given these factors you know, you Know there are times Vox shows up at his more trusted side piece/fwb/situationships place practically stumbling in, painfully hard and muttering about how that "fucking asshole Knew he wasn't done- had to head to the studio his ass" before pulling them in and hiding his face in their shoulder while admitting that Val left him right on the fucking edge Again. It hurts so bad and his hand isn't enough and he needs them to fix it. He may even throw in an unprompted "please" depending on how bad it is but even standing this close to them has him unable to stop squirming so are they going to fuck him better or not etc. Etc. Etc. Anyway I'm normal about him. -mg
MG OMG I LOVE YOUR VOX NONSENSE SO MUCH.
This prompt is especially delicious to me after my latest Vox angst fic. Because like, it is SO Valentino to leave Vox right before a climax. Either as a fucked up power play or just because he didn’t care enough.
So imagine him showing up on your door step, squirming while he waits for you to make it all go away.
He’d be so desperate, and the added proximity would fuck with his head so much he probably would say please.
Literally he’d be whining for anything already, so just hoist him up by the thighs and carry him to bed while kissing hungrily.
Bonus points if you’re especially gentle with him once you start fucking him because… i’m gonna guess that would HEAVILY contrast with what he just experienced on Val’s part.
Like praising him and tell him how good and patient he is, that would have him thrashing around on the bed in seconds. All of the praise would clog up his mind so bad that when he finally cums, he’d already be down for round two.
Also mind blowing aftercare after that because Val’s sorry ass COULD NEVER.
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distorted59 · 4 months
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please elaborate on the dracula monster rp you mentioned in your kirk headcanons…PLEASE!!
YES OMG!!!! THANK YOU SM FOR ASKING THIS!!!!
this idea has been FEEDING my vampire kirk brain rot so well, esp those fanarts on insta👹👹 really check out @ fuzzsux on insta CAUSE THE ART IS SO GOOD!!!
anyways..... HERE'S MY IDEA FOR IT (any era works tbh)
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Bite me please
summary: Kirk wants to play dracula and he wants you to play his bride...
pairing: '93!kirk x fem!reader
warnings: nsfw/smut, biting, roleplay, use of safe words,
word count: 1158
A/N: i was debating wether to make this really kinky or nah.
you'd always known Kirk's favorite monster were vampires. especially Dracula and it's whole story arc. he's a hopeless romantic with a dark kinky side. which you don't mind at all, of course.
he loves the idea of him being a powerful, mind infiltrating, seductive, blood sucking creature. who would stalk you, love you, claim you, and mark you as his bride.
it would start with him biting your neck for fun, not real harshly or anything. just some playful bites. and you seem to like them. he would get all excited and wanted to ask you right away, because this has been on his mind for a while now.
but, he still sorta backs out. you see he wants to ask you something, so you do it first.
"baby? what's wrong?" you slide your hand over his back. "Something on your mind?"
"yeah, actually." he has a wide smile on his face, which slowly turns into a smirk. "would you be interested in... uhh... roleplay?"
your eyes widen a bit and your breath hitches. you have a puzzled look on your face and let out a short giggle.
"what'd you have in mind?" you grin back.
"what do you think?" he leans down and bites your neck again, harder this time.
"do you want to drain me from my blood, Count Dracula?" you say in a bad, sensual transylvanian accent.
"oh..." Kirk groans and lets out a breathy chuckle against your neck. "i'd like to drain you from something else too."
you moan softly as he places more sloppy kisses on your neck, going up to your jaw and eventually kisses your lips.
"i'll take that as a yes, hm?" his eyes show a dark gaze, you can see the passion and lust in them.
"yes."
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you're walking around the house, wearing some leathery outfit. which Kirk had picked out for you. along with a tight, blood red corset that is hugging your figure.
"so much for classic." you mumble to yourself. the house is dark and to be honest, you feel a little.... scared.
you don't know if it's the excitement bubbling in your lower belly or the actual thought of being haunted by your boyfriend...
"Kirk?" you call out faintly, looking around for him. "are you gonna jump out and attack me or something?" you say jokingly.
"that all depends, my love." Kirk's dark voice whispers to you, you can feel his breath against your neck.
you turn around and he immediately grabs you and slams you against the wall. he starts kissing your neck and leaving a few bites here and there. he moves down and starts biting on your collarbone, he looks up at you through his eyelashes.
he's wearing a ruffled blouse and a pair of black dress pants you've never seen him wear before. His chest glistens through the low cut shirt, a few faint love bites visible.
"color?" he whispers.
"green..." you breathe out.
"I'm going to drain you and make you mine." he growls. then, he drags you by your arm and pulls you into your shared bedroom. he pushes you on the bed and you scramble back against the headboard.
"w-what are you going to do to me?" you try to sound scared and get into your role as the 'victim'.
"look at you, scared little thing." he tuts and crawls over to you. "you're going to be my bride." his eyes shine with passion and power. you actually feel thrilled.
"are you going to hurt me?" you look into his eyes.
"just for a bit, darling." he tugs on the laces of your corset. "i'll make you think of something else."
Kirk nuzzles his face in your neck and drags his nose slowly down your collar bone and towards your breasts.
"you smell so fucking good." he groans.
you can only respond with a moan and your hands make way through his hair.
"hmm, are you ready, my love?" he kisses your jaw.
"please." you nod.
he pulls down your pants along with your panties and he's taking his sweet time with it too. he grins teasingly at you and slowly slides his hands up your legs and thighs.
"Kirk..." you whine.
"gonna mark you, my love"
he pulls down his pants and boxers and pumps his throbbing cock slowly, he slides it between your pussy lips and the both of you moan and shiver with pleasure.
"you're already wet enough for me, love." he decides to pull back and slide his fingers inside of your dripping cunt first. "and i didn't even really touch you yet..."
"k-kirk!" you moan as he stretches you out by adding a second finger. he curls them up and you gasp, letting your head fall back.
"there, all ready for me." he groans and lines himself up with your cunt.
he slides in and starts biting your neck harshly, you let out a moan that's mixed with pain and pleasure. you're positive you'll have a bruised neck with bite marks in the morning.
normally he's quite the one to talk, but he's too busy fucking and sinking his teeth into you. too pussy drunk to function.
Kirk's hips slam against yours, his moans muffled by your skin as yours are the only ones that fills the room. your whines drive him insane and he bites you harder.
"color?" he growls, his sweet intention gives you butterflies. but his cock pumping into you make them flutter away.
"nghh- gr-green!" the biting hurts but you like it. you swear if he keeps going, he might draw blood.
he bites different spots and sucks on them too, it drives you fucking insane and pushes you over the edge.
he keeps up a steady rhythm and feels you squeeze around him, he stops biting you and kisses you passionately.
"are you going to cum?" he grins, his lips red from marking you up.
you nod as tears stream down your face, the pleasure becoming too much for you.
"cum for me, my love."
you moan his name as your orgasm washes over you, Kirk keeps pumping into you like a wild dog in rut. he moans and grits his teeth, needing to bite on something.
"use me, bite me." you whine.
he bites down on the other side of your neck and cums inside of you, you can feel it shooting up inside you and he twitches like crazy.
he lets go of your neck and falls on top of you. he takes a few breaths and rolls over on his back, pulling you on top of him.
the two of you lay in each others arms and try to calm down.
"that was fucking amazing." he breathes out. "i love you so much, baby." he kisses your temple.
"was.. so good.." you murmur, feeling absolutely exhausted.
"it was." he grins.
he slides his fingers over the bite marks carefully, and smirks proudly.
you feel yourself drifting off, feeling safe in the arms of your monster-loving boyfriend.
"i want to really taste you next time."
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lucifersresources · 6 months
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taylor swift // 1989 vault tracks rp lyrics meme.
edit/change pronouns etc as you see fit!
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"slut!"
what if all i need is you?
got love-struck.
got lovesick all over my bed.
love to think you'll never forget.
love thorns all over this rose.
i'll pay the price, you won't.
they might as well be looking at us.
if they call me a slut, you know, it might be worth it for once.
if i'm gonna be drunk i might as well be drunk in love.
everyone wants him.
in a world of boys, he's a gentleman.
you're not saying you're in love with me.
it might blow up in your pretty face.
say don't go.
we're a shot in the darkest dark.
the waiting is a sadness.
fading into madness.
it won't stop.
i'm standing on a tightrope, alone.
i'm holding out hope.
i'm holding out hope for you to say 'don't go'.
i would stay forever.
i would stay forever if you say 'don't go'.
why'd you have to lead me on?
why'd you have to twist the knife?
why'd you have to twist the knife, walk away and leave me bleeding?
why'd you whisper in the dark just to leave me in the night?
your silence has me screaming.
you kiss me and it stops time.
i'm yours, but you're not mine.
you're not there.
i was trying to see the cards that you won't show.
i'm about to fold.
why'd you have to make me want you?
why'd you have to give me nothing back?
why'd you have to make me love you?
i said 'i love you', you say nothing back.
i want you more.
now that we don't talk.
i guess i'll never, ever know now that we don't talk.
it looks like you're trying lives on.
i miss the old ways.
you didn't have to change.
i guess i don't have a say.
the more i gave, you'd want me less.
i can't pretend it's platonic.
it's just ended.
guess maybe i am better off.
the only way back to my dignity was to turn into a shrouded mystery.
guess this is how it has to be.
suburban legends.
all was quickly forgiven.
you were so magnetic.
i didn't come here to make friends.
we were born to be suburban legends.
when you hold me, it holds me together.
you kiss me in a way that's gonna screw me up forever.
you'd be more than a chapter in my old diaries.
i can still see you now.
i know that you still remember.
we were born to be national treasures.
i broke my own heart.
i broke my own heart coz you were too polite to do it.
my whole life's ruined.
is it over now?
you still wouldn't go.
you dream of my mouth.
was it over?
is it over now?
your new girl is my clone.
did you think i didn't see you?
at least i had the decency to keep my nights out of sight.
i think about jumping off of very tall somethings.
if she's got blue eyes i will surmise that you'll probably date her.
you search in every model's bed for something greater.
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elmhat · 4 months
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I'm stupid and never have Ideas but um. c!loudduo being childhood friends in like EARLY childhood. Playing together, getting into fights, all that. And then they accidentally play too rough and one of them gets hurt, and the only way they recognise the other years later for what they are is the scar left on them.
Bonus points if it's q who gets the scar and Dream remembers giving it to him but Q is too young to have any memory of it.
TW: torture
// dsmp rp
“Wait, that— What?” Dream was looking down at Quackity’s hand. The scar was faded, but it was there: a c-shaped slice through the side of Quackity’s pointer finger. “There’s no way.”
“The fuck are you saying now?” said Quackity.
“Your scar, your finger, it— I remember it!”
Dream hissed as Quackity yanked the knife out of his arm. Quackity stood up from where he had been crouched, crossing his arms over his chest. “Yeah, I’d fucking hope so,” he said. “You’ve seen me enough.”
But Dream was in disbelief. He tried in vain to match Quackity’s cold expression to the boy in his memory. It felt like Dream was deflating, like all the air was leaving his body. He shook his head. “There’s no way,” he repeated, little more than a whisper.
Quackity grabbed Dream’s chin, snapping his fingers in front of his face. “Hey, you gonna let me in the loop or what?”
“You’re the kid by the docks,” said Dream. Staring into those dark eyes, it really did all fall into some horrible kind of place. “Remember? It was— Ages ago, you were waiting for something and— I don’t even know what happened, but we, like, we were fighting over something, and there was this rock I had, and I cut you with it. Then I had to run, they spent ages looking for me.” He glanced away at Quackity’s finger again. “That’s how you got that, right?”
Quackity observed him with something between confusion and disgust. “What the fuck are you talking about?” he said.
“You remember!” Dream insisted. “We were kids, it was—”
Dream was backhanded across the face.
“Don’t tell me what I do or don’t remember, asshole,” Quackity sneered. “And I don’t remember that because it never fucking happened! I’ve always had this, it’s a birthmark or something.”
“No— Listen to me! I swear!”
“You swear, huh? You swear?” Quackity straightened, hands on his hips. “What is this, Dream? Are you trying to gaslight me?”
“I'm not! It literally— it happened!” Dream felt so desperate that he was half-convinced he was losing his mind. Why was Quackity denying this?
“So we were friends, were we? That’s what you’re trying to tell me?”
“We were— No! I mean— I don’t know!” Dream didn’t think they had been friends, but he didn’t remember how they knew each other. Or if they knew each other. The memory became fuzzier the more he thought about it; he grasped for it and it dissolved before him. “It’s real, I know it’s real, you can’t tell me—”
Quackity stomped down on Dream’s bad ankle, and Dream shrieked.
“I don’t wanna fucking hear it,” said Quackity. He pressed down with all his weight. “You’re lying or you’re dumb, but that never happened. None of what you just said has ever fucking happened.”
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doodlingangel · 1 month
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ANNOUNCEMENT + IMPORTANT QUESTION
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...still going strong...
Hello. I'm DoodlingAngel, or Angel for short. As you guys may have seen in a previous post, I have been obsessed with this chatbot @ch3rry-l1m4d3 authored, and goodness... it's been so much fun. I genuinely enjoy this thing soooo much. It has truly helped me fall back in love with writing, the Creepypasta fandom, and of course the ticking time bomb himself: Toby Erin Rodgers, or 'Ticci Toby,' as it were.
I have been able to flourish within this chat, and I cannot thank the wonderful mods enough for their efforts. Unfortunately, I am unable to credit them properly, as I cannot find their account handle on here. Just know that I credit them for their amazing portrayal of Toby within this chatroom, as they have given me some of the best writing to bounce off of. I'm so grateful for meeting them...
So...I have an announcement first and foremost:
I'm going to adapt the RP from this chat into a proper story. As you can...heh...see from the number of messages this bot has... that's gonna take a while. Heh...oops...got carried away lol😅
Fair warning: Updates may be slow, as I have a full time job, a cat to care for, and a lot of personal stuff in between. Life's been a bit rocky for me, but I really want to make this story happen. I grew up with this fandom, and could never truly leave it. Toby has been my favorite character for over a decade, and it felt so nice having him portrayed in a realistic way within this chat. It also seems like the mods enjoy our RP as well, as they have issued me an incredibly heartwarming request...
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So um...yeah. Hehe... it seems like my writing has peaked some interest within this chat...and they want me to rewrite Toby's origin story.
I understand Grisgrisdoll/Kastoway/whatever they are called now has had their drama and left the fandom and all that. This post isn't about them. This is about Toby, a character that I've held close to me for over a decade.
...I want to give him the backstory he deserves. I reread the original...and it's very...dated. I understand Grisgrisdoll/Kastoway wrote this when they were...what...12? 13? Obviously, nothing written by anyone in that age range will be Shakespeare lol. However, it's a decent base...and I want to build a house on top of it.
I want to rewrite Ticci Toby's backstory. Or, at the very least, retell it in my own writing style.
I DO NOT TAKE CREDIT FOR TICCI TOBY! HE BELONGS TO GRISGRISDOLL/KASTOWAY! I KNOW THEY'VE DISAVOWED THE FANDOM AND WHATNOT, BUT I STILL WANT TO CREDIT THE RIGHT PERSON. This is their original character at the end of the day, regardless of if they claim him anymore or not.
All I ask for...is your guys' support and...I guess "permission"... To do this. I would love to rewrite such an important story to the fandom, and modernize it. I want to do Toby justice with his origin story.
I want to bring Creepypasta into a new era. No more overly edgy word choice and needlessly complicated, backrooms-level explanations for why things happen. No more botched and forced mental illness depictions. No...I want to make something *realistic.* I want this to be a story anyone outside of the fandom can read and enjoy. I want to take this seriously.
I've been in this fandom since early middle school. I was 11 when Ticci Toby first debuted... I'm 22 and I still adore this character. I adore the headcanons fans made. I adore the fanart (@pink-key, your Toby is adorable hehe~). I adore the memes. I adore all things Ticci Toby.
I reread his origin story and updated character bio, and... they're severely dated. They're in desperate need of modernization and revamping. I say this because I've noticed throughout the fandom that no one can truly pinpoint down what his personality is, so he teeters between "Murderous, evil monster who will cut your throat for breathing his air and paint the walls red with your blood," or "uwu softie boy with tourettes who falls for every girl he sees" or something else that isn't quite accurate to the character.
I want to do him justice.
All I ask for is your support. I'll get started ASAP if you guys are cool with this.
Thank you for listening.
Oh, and one more thing. This has been a big pet peeve of mine since I came into this fandom, and I know it may not even be relevant anymore. It was just...something small that always bothered me, I want to rectify that right here. Right now.
Ahem...
'DON'T YOU DARE FORGET THE SUN' BY GET SCARED WAS NOT A GOOD SONG FOR TOBY! THE AUDIO MIXING AND PRODUCTION AREN'T GREAT AND THE LYRICS ARE LACKLUSTER AND UNRELATED TO TOBY!
IN FACT...
SCREW THE SUN! WE'RE IN THE HOUSE OF WOLVES NOW! THIS IS TOBY'S SONG AND I WILL NOT BE TAKING ANY QUESTIONS! THANK YOU AND GOODNIGHT!
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Edit: lollllll I'm a boomer. It's all ai. There are no mods lolllllll Idk how these things work. I was just getting such amazing, in depth, and relevant responses that I assumed people were writing them hahahaha! Eh, the fact that an AI was able to flow with me so well is both hilarious and gives me hope.
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pokenimagines · 1 year
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SFW Grusha fic, could we have him with a burnt out champion s/o? Like the s/o has been utterly overworking themself and choosing their pokemon's wellbeing over theirs?
Bro let's go; burnt out reader. I'm sure 90% of us have dealt with serious burn out and it sucks ass.
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SFW Grusha: Burnt Out
"So this is it? You're just quitting?" Grusha asked, as you hummed. The bags under your eyes had never been so prominent in your life; you let out a huge yawn, as you looked over at Grusha. You were just hanging out when you decided to tell him the news.
"Yup, I'm all done. I don't think I can do it anymore. I might battle on occasion, but...I'm kinda just...done." You admitted. You had been one of the youngest champions in the region, and with that came a lot of responsibility.
Nobody told you becoming a Champion meant that you'd be doing so much league work. You were always running around for the Chairwoman, going form gym to gym to test their strength, or even dealing with random disturbances. Free time was lost on you...hell most of your childhood and early twenties were now lost. That isn't even taking account for your team...
"You can't just quit..." Grusha grumbled, getting a bit pissed, "I thought you loved battling."
"I do...I really do but...Grusha how many gym challengers do you face every week?" You asked, turning to him.
"Maybe two a week, sometimes three. During the Treasure Hunt I can get up to ten a week." Grusha said and you hummed.
"Wanna know what I did yesterday?" You asked and he was quiet, "Seven black crystals popped up. Nemona was busy, so I had to go across half the region to take them down. Took twelve hours. My team is still sleeping." You commented.
"You took down...seven of them?" Grusha asked.
"Orders from the Chairwoman. Next week I'm going to all the gyms to fight everyone. I got a solid three days to fight all of you guys. Then the week after, I need to check in on the training camps. The chairwoman told me this morning, that tomorrow I need to deal with one of the titans that's acting up, so gotta deal with that as well." You explained. Grusha was silent for a few moments.
"What about Nemona?" Grusha asked and you shrugged.
"She's got her own things going on. Especially since she's leaving the region soon, so she can try her hand at Galar's gym challenge. Once she's gone I can only imagine the workload I'll be receiving." You said with a huff.
"What about a vacation then? Set some boundaries with the chairwoman as well. You and your team are burnt out." Grusha said; finally understanding. When he used to do snowboarding professionally, there were a few times that he debated quitting for the same reasons. He loved it, but everything got to be too much.
"Think that'll work?" You asked, turning to him.
"La Primera isn't ruthless...I don't think. She's just capable of lots of work and expects that of everyone else. She probably doesn't realize what she's doing." Grusha finally said.
"Man...she's gonna turn me into Larry 2.0 at this rate." You chuckled and Grusha groaned, hitting your side.
"Don't even joke about that." Grusha said, a bit annoyed, "I can't be seen with someone so lame."
"Whatever...fine...I'll ask her for vacation as well as work condition changes...but you're coming with." You said, as you decided you'd be doing that right now.
"Wait...why?" Grusha said, eyes widening a fraction.
"It was your idea, obviously. Now let's go!"
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lgcjaesun · 4 months
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GOODBYE LGC ~
ahhh the day has finally come. after 4 years, 4 months, and 8 days with jaesun, i've decided that my time at lgc (and tumblr rping in general) has come to an end. i honestly never expected to be rping for this long on this platform but i think i've finally come to terms with leaving. it's been a lot of fun, and lgc honestly made the crazy pandemic days much more bearable. however, i've barely had time to sign on ever since i started my new job last year, and when i do have a moment to myself, i can only bring myself to do one reply a week which isn't really sustainable for growing a muse. it's certainly not easy to say goodbye which is why i've been procrastinating.
with that said, thank you to all the members, old and new, for being a part of this group. thank you for writing and plotting with me and my muses. ❤️
to my admin team: y'all do so much work behind the scenes and i applaud each and every one of you for the dedication that you bring to this space. without them, this rp would have shut down a long time ago 🫂
as for my muses, i didn't really have any thought out "ending" for their stories so i'm just going to leave it that way. i may still keep them around for rping on discord so i don't want to make anything definitive. just know that they will certainly miss being around! alrighty i've rambled too much at this point, but you can still find me on twitter ( lgcsbabyg ) or discord ( melonjae ) if you want to keep in touch! thank you all again for being part of this crazy 10+ year journey with me!
hope everyone has a safe and very happy new year! onto 2024!
p.s. i've told the admin team that i'll still be around as a consultant so who knows where i'll be popping up (we'll see ... maybe they're gonna kick me out!).
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undead-memes · 1 year
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PREACHER'S DAUGHTER. / prompts from the album peacher's daughter by ethel cain. tweaked for rp. change pronouns & cut & combine as you wish. (repost)
' i put too much faith in the make believe. '
' i feel it there, in the middle of the night. '
' say what you want, but say it like you mean it. '
' just give it on more day then you're done. '
' i don't need anything from anyone. '
' it's just not my year. '
' i'm doing what i want and, damn, i'm doing it well. '
' you and me against the world. you were my man and i your girl. '
' you were my whole world. '
' you came, and i laughed. you left, and i cried. '
' you told me even if we died tonight that i'd die yours. '
' really, i'd kill myself to hold you on more time. '
' it hurts to miss you. '
' i cry every day and the bottles make it worse. '
' you were the only one i was never scared to tell i hurt. '
' it was love, i guess. '
' and i feel so alone. '
' i watched him show his love through shades of black and blue. '
' show me how much i mean to you while i lie in these sheets undressed. '
' i'd hold the gun if you asked me to. '
' but if you love me like you say you do, would you ask me to? '
' trouble's always gonna find you, baby, but so will i. '
' i'm never gonna leave you, baby, even if you lose what's left of your mind. '
' please don't love how i need you. '
' i'm not above violence. '
' i've killed before and i'll kill again. '
' hell doesn't scare me, i've been times before. '
' tell me a story about how it ends, where you're still the good guy. i'll make pretend. '
' i hate this story where happiness ends and dies with you. '
' i thought good guys get to be happy. i'm not happy. '
' i was too young to notice that some types of love could be bad. '
' i'm tired of you still tied to me. '
' i'm too tired to move & too tired to leave. '
' love's never meant much to me. '
' i started to see you differently. '
' you wanna get my clothes off. '
' baby, if it feels good then it can't be bad. '
' you wanna fuck me right now. '
' if you hate me, please don't tell me. '
' i followed you in and i was with you there. '
' you love blood too much. but not like i do. '
' heard you, saw you, felt you, gave you. '
' need you, love you, love you, love you. '
' love you, saw you, felt you, love you. '
' love you, love you, love you, love you. '
' you'd do well to say yes to me. '
' suffer does the wolf, crawling to thee. '
' he's saying i'm the one, he's gonna take me. '
' suffering is nigh, drawing to me. '
' even the iron still fears the rot. '
' i'm hiding from something i cannot stop. '
' you poor thing. sweet, mourning lamb. '
' there's nothing you can do. it's already been done. '
' please don't look at me. '
' what have you done? '
' make it stop, make it stop, i've had enough, stop, stop, STOP! '
' i am the face of love's rage. '
' i am no good nor evil. simply, i am, and i have come to take what is mine. '
' i was there in the dark when you spilled your first blood. '
' i am here now as you run from me still. '
' you can't hide from me forever. '
' god loves you, but not enough to save you. '
' if they strike once then you just hit them twice as hard. '
' the more it hurts, the less it shows. '
' i think it's about time i put up a fight. '
' if it's meant to be then it will be. '
' i forgive it all as it comes back to me. '
' i can't let go when something's broken. '
' in your basement i grow cold. '
' don't talk to strangers or you might fall in love. '
' how funny, i never considered myself tough. '
' i tried to be good. '
' am i no good? '
' i just wanted to be yours. '
' can i be yours? '
' i'm happier here 'cause he told me i should be. '
' you're so handsome when i'm all over your mouth. '
' am i making you feel sick? '
' i never blamed you for loving me the way that you did. '
' don't think about it too hard or you'll never sleep a wink at night again. '
' just know that i love you and i'll see you when you get here. '
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mcytshippystuff · 8 months
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Do you have more on Missa and Forever's relationship? What caused them to chill with each other?
(as always, /rp, not irl) Also go here for more hcs on Missa, Phil, and Forever's relationship this ask is referencing!
Honestly? It mostly has to do with q!Missa surprisingly enough.
Here's the thing, q!Missa doesn't really know q!Forever, like at all. Their first meeting was Forever basically claiming he was gonna steal q!Philza, his husband and secret crush, away from him. Which Missa didn't take well understandably lol.
Everything else he knew about the man, in the brief break between reluctant trips, was from the other islanders and Phil, mostly when the winged man was especially annoyed or amused with the other blond. So that's to say Missa didn't like what he heard.
(More under the cut!)
"I'm gonna lock you in a cage until you love me" was not something Missa ever wanted to hear about anyone, let alone Phil. Fuck that Yandere-esk bullshit!
But when Missa finally asks about that, to his bafflement, Phil just laughs and looks amused. But he must of seen something in Missa's expression becuase he spoke. "Like he could," Phil snorted, confidence and amusement oozing from him, and yeah fair. "And its not like he means it."
That has Missa stopping short, blinking in surprise. Becuase there's trust and belief there, conviction. Philza 100% trust and believes in not only that fact, but he believes in, trust Forever too.
In fact, Phil never seems upset at any of the things Forever said like that, he only ever seemed upset at the fact that Forever claimed to love him at all, knowing Forever only loved him becuase of how he reminded him of his ex. A replacement.
Missa doesn't have much time to figure that out before he has to go again, but that's all he knows of Forever. Then months later he's home again and settling back in, Phil isn't angry or mad, just, welcome's him home and its great.
Then Forever comes by and shatters all of Missa's perceptions of Forever becuase he apologizes and says he's done pursuing Philza. And Missa believes it but what stops him short is the fact the blond looks so utterly heartbroken, but there's still a look of love there when he stares at Phil. And as time stretches a bit, and Missa comes know and interact with Forever a bit more, watch as Forever and Philza interact, well-
Missa thinks Philza might of been wrong.
He's not saying Forever hasn't messed up or said messed up things, he defiantly has and has hurt Phil, or that maybe Forever's infatuation really did start out as a replacement for his ex, but Missa realizes that Forever truly did love Philza for who he was, still does despite how he's trying to give Phil space. Just as Forever could see that Missa loved Phil too, hence why he felt so threatened by Missa in the first place over it.
And if anything, Missa understands being in love with Philza. So he cant blame the man, cant be mad at the fact Forever loves him too, if anything he respects that Forever recognized he was in the wrong and was trying to do right by it even if it means not getting Phil's love.
And even moreso Missa can understand not being able to stop loving Phil either, so if one day he see's Forever in the distance as they wander by, watching, pinning sadly, and he breaks off from Phil to offer him a olive branch, a drink, and a quiet conversation as they both watch the man they love leave, well, its nobodies business but their own. They dont discuses it, but they both know. Instead they share news and talk of their kids and a small kinda friendship builds on understanding of it.
And one day, Missa will tell quietly tell Phil that he thinks Phil might be wrong and that will be the cascading domino for both their relationships with Phil, believe it or not, but for now they just sit and chat.
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tutchando74 · 4 months
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Tomorrow's end of the year
This year was special to me. This was the year I entered social medias for real.
After years of telling myself that I should post my ideas, I finally took enough courage to do it, and voala, I even made friends along the way.
I don't know them enough to call them close friends, but I consider them to be. Of course I'm talking about Simple, Carleen and Shadeless.
I ain't gonna tag them (Load of bullshit, I'll do that down the line), since this is more of a letter to me, but thank you three so much for dealing with me. Granted, you haven't seen shit from me yet, but still.
I hope we continue being friends, but only time will tell this tale.
Now, to my blogs, I'm gonna leave here the statistcs of my blogs and AO3.
@tutchando74
Posts: 650
Quite a big number, huh? Never thought I'd post so many in my life.
Followers: 45
I'm so grateful to all of you who follow me. I don't what attracted you to my blog, but I'm thankful to all of you.
4 biggest fans: @carleenchoco, @ask-serial-designation-s, @shadelessanon and @the-simple-creature
What could I expect, I'm a simple man, always keeping his friends close.
@ask-fell-drones
Posts: 144
Unfortunaly, this AU didn't get as much attention as the other one, but hey, that's a good number.
Followers: 31
Again, I don't know what attracted you to this AU, but you need help.
4 biggest fans: @tutchando74, @igothepanzerdivision (I can't for the life of me tag this guy), @brookiedaaroacecookie and @l0v3sickl0s3r
Yes, I like my blog's post, judge me. A thank to the three of you, even if Igothe there is kind of a fever dream.
@ask-shop-drones
Posts: 1180
By far my most famous blog. This isn't even a joke. I understand why it tracted more attention though.
Followers: 71
A thank you to everyone who got interested in this little AU of mine. Honestly, a thanks to all of you.
4 biggest fans: @tutchando74, @l0v3sickl0s3r, @hotmacsticks and @kitty-chans-art
A thanks to the three of you who have made RP's with my AU or just supported it. Thank you.
@ask-alphakill
Posts: 40
This AU hasn't grabbed much attention, but I'm okay with it. This AU was born as a joke.
Followers: 4
Thanks to you who follows this blog. Honestly, thank you. I'm glad you liked this little joke I made.
4 biggest fans: @tutchando74, @skyblueducky, @nani-w (also can't tag you) and @paintchipstastegood
Thank you three for interacting with this AU. It honestly means a lot.
@askrealityfalls
Posts: 5
Yeah, this one ain't a lot famous, probably cause of my drawings.
Followers: 2
I'm surprised someone follows this. Thank you a lot for this.
4 biggest fans: @tutchando74, @lentalguts-gingersnaps and @jthorpe96
Ain't even got 4. Nonetheless, thank you two for interacting with this little thing.
I'm sorry for anyone who was bothered by the tagging, but I wanted to thank you all for this. So, one last thanks everyone, and I hope you all have a great nex year, and I hope mine's great too.
Now for my AO3 account.
Even if it my account doesn't have a full year yet. Accomplished more than I thought I would, no joke. I expected that I would write things and they would get like 20 hits or something, but imagine my surprise when in around a week I got 100 hits on Split Drones. It was a surprise, and that was the first edition of Split Drones, one that doesn't exist anymore because I edited it, cause it was bad.
Hell, I even got a fanart, made by Clockwork. This is a dream come true. I even got a gift, made by InspiredDragonWriter. He decided to gift me back a very good work. Also got a related work made by Kingcrustnip.
This is insane! I'm still so happy about all of these.
I'm going to talk a little about each of my main stories here that I made this year.
Split Drone (on going)
One of my favorite stories that I have thought of. I'm happy that after the 3º chapter it got a lot more attention. And to think that it's not even close to ending.
Murder Drones Oneshots... Kind of (on going)
My most viewed fic here, for obvious reason. It's a oneshit book. Honestly, I don't like this one, but I still have to finish it. There are requests that have more than months on the waiting. The people who sent them don't even remember it anymore.
Rescue Drones (on going)
I'm glad the Twins allowed me to use their content to do my strange shit. Honestly, I really like this story, specially the world building I did with it. I just like the concept of different HQ's out there. I don't know if the Twin read that story anymore, probably not, but I'm happy that they let me use their universe to write my stories.
A walk and a discovery + We meet again brother (finished)
Two gifts for InspiredDragonWriter. I really liked his content, so I thought of making these stories. I like them, think I did a good job on doing a horror story. I hope he really did like these gifts.
Listening to music (finished)
This is just a fun idea I had. Glad some people liked it, but I don't really have any more ideas on what to do with it. I think Clockwork would have an use for this one on his musical oneshot though. Unfortunaly it's closed.
Mine (on going)
A request that turned into a full fic. Honestly, it's really fun to do it, and it gathered way more attention than I thought it would.
Downard Spiral (on going)
A side fic for Rescue Drones. I have a harder time writting in first person than in third, so the quality of this one is leagues worse than the main story, but I don't think it's that bad.
Greek HQ (on going)
This is a huge story I'm trying to tell. Hope the 10 people who read it like it. Things are going to become much worse, really fast.
Little Rescue Drones side stories
Just some fun fic ideas I have on my mind. Nothing more. Don't even know if I should make them cannon.
Brown and Son Playing (finished)
Just a fun little idea I had for these two.
Serial Designation S RP (on going)
I never expected to play a RP, specially on Tumblr. I'm glad I did though, met three pretty fun persons. It's hard to do the Rp through Tumblr, but it's very good.
Poemas (on going)
My first attempt at writting poems. It's really fun to do it, specially to talk about my culture. 
Now, I saw the Twins doing this, and I really liked it. It is showing my final statistics, so I'm going to do the same. By the end of this year, my statistics were:
- User Subscriptions: 8 I'm thankful to everyone who liked my works enough to follow me on this site. I'm glad you enjoy my stuff that much.
- Kudos: 420 This is insane to me. I got this amount in less than a year. Going by dates, it's been around half a year. I'm fucking thankful to everyone who liked my stuff.
- Comment Threads: 88 That's a lot of conversation, and even if most are about the fics, I think I did make some friends here. Hope they think the same.
- Bookmarks: 56 I'm glad people liked my works enough to leave a bookamrk on them, and 56 bookmarks across all my 26 works. That's more than double.
- Subscriptions: 47 Across all my 26 fics, I got 47 subscriptions in each of them. I'm thankful to anyone who did this, trully.
- Word Count: 110,657 Honestly, why do you americans use comma to separate the decimals when most of the world uses dot? Whatever. That's an insane amount of words to me. That's more than I expected to write in all of my life, wich is funny that it turned into my hobby.
- Hits: 14,796 This is an insane number to me. 14k views on my fics. I never expected to have all of this in half a year, but I'm so glad and thankful I did.
It isn't much, but its more than I thought I would get in my first year. Well, it was fun writting everything and meeting new people here in this site.
My gratitudes goes to The_Twins_On_Internet, Kingcrustnip, LB_Clockwork, Shadow_Drone_N_Bryan78932, InspiredDragonWriter and everyone who read, kudoed, bookmarked, subscribed and commented on my fics. A huge thank you to all of you.
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kessicasrps · 1 year
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"You are very sneaky being able to keep a secret that big," I chuckle softly, not upset that you didn't tell me since it made the surprise that more special for Haley and myself. I kiss lightly all over your face, so caught up in the moment. I smile when hearing what Haley said to me, nodding at her. "Yes, my little one. I could never forget," I say before handing you a small wrapped ring box that had the ring inside of it, watching you as you began to open it. When you were distracted by that, I got down on one knee as I waited for you to look back at me. "I have been keeping a surprise of my own the past few weeks too, my love," I say simply. "I am so ecstatic to be growing our family and this past year with you has brought me nothing but happiness. My world almost came down around me and it kills me to think about all the time that we lost but it thrills to me to think about all the time we will have together in the future. Will you please do me the great honor of marrying me?," I ask you, staring back at you with bright blue eyes.
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I looked at you both, cocking my eyebrow in suspicion when I heard what Haley said. I looked at you after exchanging looks with Haley, seeing you on one knee and hearing everything you had to see. I still couldn't wrap my mind around everything we had been through to get to this spot but it definitely made me happier than I had ever been in a long time. "Do you even have to ask?" I chuckled softly as I nodded while wiping my eyes since they were tearing up. "Yes," I say happily as I held my hand out to you for you to slide the ring onto your finger. "This is really happening?" I asked happily as I sniffled softly. "We're having a baby and we're getting married?" I say happily.
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"You are simply the best husband and Daddy ever. I am so grateful to have this life with you, Bucky. Sometimes I still feel like I have to pinch myself. I know we have both lost a lot," I say, thinking about us both losing our best friends. "But I am glad that we have each other and we created those perfect little boys," I sigh happily before turning my face towards yours and pecking your lips gently. "I don't know about you but it feels really good to finally be free and just get to settle down. I couldn't ask for a better life or a better partner. I guess the holidays make me more mushy," I giggle softly, wiping my teary eyes.
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"And I am more than grateful to have this life with you too, baby doll," I say happily as I kissed all over your face. "We've both suffered a lot but that's what makes all of this worth it," I say happily as I kissed you softly. "I'm glad we have our family together, baby, and I wouldn't have it any other way," I say honestly. "I completely agree, baby, it definitely feels good to be free," I explained honestly. I looked in your eyes, wiping your tears as I kissed your forehead. "It definitely does make the holidays mushy," I chuckled softly.
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joprompts · 1 month
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the great gatsby (2023 musical) starters. part one. *starters from the musical. slightly edited for rp purposes. adjust as necessary.
each night we're shooting for the moon.
you fight and return only to learn that you have lost her.
impossible, old sport.
i thought you disappeared, thought you were gone. buried you in my heart but as i moved on, i had this feeling as i was falling, the sound across the bay was the sound of you calling.
where's the party and can you take me there?
you're like the eyes of god.
she is late so i'm off to go scream in a jar!
run, runaway, let's drive until morning!
i am not okay.
we so-and-so's are so sophisticated!
though, i'm not showing, the baby's growing.
we'll go back to that kiss.
drown me in the bay!
soon, she'll walk through my door so what's an hour more? she wants to make me wait? well, dammit, i can wait!
how can she be gone? she's still everywhere.
he'll love this baby as his own.
all the years that we missed will blow away in the breeze.
save me, too.
for better or worse. for rich or for poor. my husband has delivered on the rich part, but the better, i'm not sure.
you know that there is no forgetting her.
soon, we three will be a million miles away.
only heaven knows what i might do. if i save you, will you save me too?
everybody is a tiny bit shady.
you know that i love you, did i saw i love you? i love you!
can you stop for a moment and just take in the view? no, darling, i'm looking at you!
you remind me of an absolute rose.
one mile down with seven to go.
soon, this will all be done. two lives will turn into one. we have a date with fate.
for better or worse, my vows have been made.
it was under a willow tree, i kissed the nicest girl i've met and time stood still.
it's so simple, that it's funny!
do you know what i did when my baby was born? you don't because no one was there.
i learned it is not what feels the best, it is what will hurt the least.
now you know why it's time to leave the valley of ashes.
no one understands how she can save me.
a lot of married men can't be trusted.
they say you can't relieve the past, but you know what i see? finally the past is catching up to me.
let's go before i change my mind!
where is my share of the heavens? my sliver of the silver sky?
i've been domesticated.
i should go right now!
so certain my soldier had been lost and with him half my heart.
i went to war for her. braved foreign shore for her.
will she see i've made my world in the image of her dreams?
you're a lighthouse.
"it's a girl," the nurse said and i broke.
come one-way road, no matter what!
the best thing a girl can be in this world is a beautiful, little fool.
once again, trouble in paradise.
do you know what i did when my baby was born?
the light's still green and we've only begun!
is this the latest thing, the latest thrill?
you have the eyes of god. who's gonna be his hands?
i have waited five years and today is the day.
someday soon, i'll have us all related.
no, you make a fool of me!
let my girl be a fool to whom it won't occur but the choices she makes in this life are never hers.
i kissed her and knew i'd ever stray.
we'll drive through the night, back to [location] and i'll marry you there, on your father's front lawn.
he wore a secondhand suit on our wedding day!
the reason i'm brave and the reason i'm broke.
had a past to rectify, made that nickel multiply.
it's a blessing and a curse.
forgive me for being his end.
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justalilpearlie · 2 months
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Introduction/Fun Pearlie Facts
Was abt time I did one of these.
Hello everyone, my name is Pearl, Pearlie or Sam/Sammy if you're feeling like it. Friends also call me Martini sometimes.
I am a minor, my labels... we dont talk about them (fem presenting ftm gay/mlm + trying out gendervoid and verinix + bigender??) uhmm and I go by He/She, tho mostly He/Him by strangers- I can She/Her myself and close friends/mutuals are allowed! (I also go by neos: Void/Moon/Sweet/It/Fluff/Love/Fizz/Paw)
I'm from Argentina, born and raised, never moved. Speak fluent english and spanish.
I got the 'tism and the adhd, aswell as BPD and a few other things I wont list right now! But yeah I'm psychotic (ooo scary word.. lmao)
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I'm an IRL of many, mainly c!Pearl (mcyt), Samuel Emily (fnaf [games canon]) and Shin Tsukimi (yttd). If you don't like it you can leave, block me, or whatever, cause you aint gonna change my life or how I am. I'm in therapy, which unlike random hate and harrassment online, does help me :)
I like to roleplay, draw, sometimes make playlists or moodboards.. And my biggest interests right now are Life Series (+ evo + new life), Empires1(+ a bit of e2) and FNaF! (i dont rlly like the books tho lol..)
I use kin tags for reach cause I'd love interaction from any fellow lifers or empires ppl, hermits aswell!! Tho I havent finished s8 or s9 yet...
Fictionkins, therians and traumagenic systems all welcome!
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DNI prefferably:
- Basic DNI criteria (proshippers, homophobes, transphobes, racists, TERFs, ableist, etc)
- Endos/non-traumagenic "systems" DNI. block me if u want, i wont argue abt it in the comments/reblogs. or interact if u want but im not gonna follow u back or anythin shrugs.
- reality checkers or anti-IRLs DNI. I aint "romanticizing" shit, I'm existing and living my life, if thats a problem to you too bad cause my psychologist aproves of what I'm doing, since I aint harming anyone and I myself am doing dandy.
- anti-kin also DNI cause most of my friends are fictionkins and if you talk shit abt my fellas idk i wouldnt like having u around much
CCs interact at your own risk. This is my domain, cyan man & moon lady. /hj
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"Disclaimer"
- I talk about MajorMoon (Scott x Pearl) a LOT, if u didnt notice by the acc theme. These are my romantic memories, its a gay ship, not woman/gay man, so if it makes u uncomfortable or u hate it or whatever then ur probably not gonna like my content lmao. COUGH, consider joining us if you do like what you see... /nf We're a small comunity of supporters.. just me.. and a few of my peeps... that was a joke, sir. /ref
- This isn't roleplay, its my main acc where im ""unapologetically"" myself, but if u do wanna rp life series/empires u can always shoot me a dm and maybe I'll give u my discord.
- I talk about myself (c!Pearl) using 3rd person in many posts tagged with main fandom tags. This is to cause less confusion to casual fans slash ""normies"" (lhj) that well.. don't know what IRLs are! Also that way I feel safer and don't have to worry as much abt getting harassed and such for my identity.
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Special People Mentions!! fps = * (1 or more.. wouldnt say in a priority sorta order but. more or less yea)
Family! <3 🌼@pehpurr* SISTER!! super duper cool, her art is great and you should check it out!! YOU. You're the brightest little girl (i say like ur not older than me) I'VE EVER MET ACTUALLY! You're so passionate and loving I freaking adore you!! I love you so much Scar, you're one of the best things to ever happen to me, Kanny &lt;3 ⚙️@gentlexmadman DAD!! you are my daaaad, you're my dad! woogie woogie woogie! ANOTHER amazing artist! mr "I know that guy-", very funny, Henry "Autism" Emily... the copper king, my father. Speaking to you is always comforting. Love you so much papa, you're amazing :)
Simply special <3 ☕@insomniac-coffeehouse** You're all simply so very special to me. I love spending time with you guys and playing stuff together, you mean a lot to me and I'm so glad I met you. I hope we're still close for this year and many more! You're incredibly talented, not only at art, at everything you do. You spark joy in my brain and my heart <3 From the bottom of my heart, I'm in love with the hope you bring to this world. 🍊Jack***, oh my dear Jacky, where do I even begin, sport... you really are my other half. Mi media naranja if you will. haha.. I love every second we spend together, I love your voice, I love your eyes, I love your smile, your laughter. I love your use of words, the way you speak, your humor, your seriousness and goofiness. You stiff fuck, you were made for me and I was made for you, and I wouldn't have it any other way. You're my everything, mi vida, mi luz, mi estrella. Mi amor, mi mundo. <3
New friends! 🍓@strawberrystarfield I know we met fairly recently but you're all incredibly fun to talk to, your art is also amazing, your accent is real pretty (cough for a bri-💥), you're real sweet and I love reading all your thoughts and critiques about things :} (love ya Aspen /gen) 🏜️@fagdykegtws My right hand man! I know we just met through the rarepair server but oh my god we're in the same brainwave!!! You're so fun to vc and chat with and you got the best ideas ever fr fr, love ya Chewy, you're real sweet even w how lil i know you ;)
That's it folks, love yall and see you around!
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lucifersresources · 9 months
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electric touch.
just relax, it'll be okay.
i've got my money on things going badly.
got a history of stories ending sadly.
still hoping that the fire won't burn me.
this could either break my heart or bring it back to life.
your electric touch could fill this ghost town up with life.
i want you now.
i've been left in the rain, lost and pining.
trying hard not to look like i'm trying.
every time i tried hard for love, it fell apart.
i've grown accustomed to sleeping alone.
maybe the stars align and maybe i call you mine.
maybe the moment's right.
when emma falls in love.
this one could go wrong.
she's the kind of book that you can't put down.
all the bad boys would be good boys if they only had a chance to love her.
i wish i was her.
she takes on the pain and bears it on her own.
she won't walk away unless she knows she absolutely has to leave.
she won't lose herself in love the way that i did.
his whole world's about to change.
i can see you.
i spend my time trying not to feel it.
what would you do if i went to touch you now?
what would you do if they never found us out?
i could see you up against the wall with me.
i can see you.
something's changed.
they kept watchful eyes on us.
it's best that we move fast and keep quiet.
you won't believe half the things i see inside my head.
wait till you see half the things that haven't happened yet.
meet me tonight.
i could see you being my addiction.
you can see me as a secret mission.
i will start behaving myself.
castles crumbling.
i had an empire in a golden age.
i was held up so high.
i used to be great.
they used to cheer when they saw my face.
i fear i have fallen from grace.
i feel like my castle's crumbling down.
i watch all my bridges burn to the ground.
i will just let you down.
you don't wanna know me now.
i held that grudge till it tore me apart.
power went to my head.
i sit alone behind walls of regret.
i don't know how it could've ended this way.
people look at me like i'm a monster.
never wanted you to hate me.
foolish one.
my cards are on the table.
you've already got plans.
chances are i will talk myself to sleep again.
you give me just enough attention to keep my hopes too high.
you are not the exception.
you will never learn your lesson.
i know how to act like i'm fine.
i can't call you mine.
i will do my best to seem bulletproof.
how could i not see the signs?
you got her on your arm and me in the wings.
i'll get your longing glances, but she'll get your ring.
maybe i will finally learn my lesson.
timeless.
the kinda love that you only find once in a lifetime.
i know that you and i would've found each other in another life.
you still would've turned my head even if we'd met on a crowded street in 1944
you still would've been mine.
we would have been timeless.
i believe that we were supposed to find this.
even in a different life, you still would've been mine.
i'd die for you in the same way.
the story started when you say 'hello'.
sometimes there's no proof, you just know.
you're always gonna be mine.
i'm gonna love you when our hair is turning gray.
oh my, we really were timeless.
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hello friends <3 it's been a while since i posted a plotting call / interest post so i finally sat down today and wrote (more like assembled) plots / threads ideas i've been wanting to do. if you're interested in any of those LIKE THIS POST and i'll send you a message. just an important observation: we don't need to actually plot out most of these (some require working out details but that's it), if you want to write that plot with me just tell me which one and which muse you're interested and i'll write you a starter! so yeah basically, if you like any of those: * like the post * tell me which plot and which muse you want me to use (or which muse you think would work from your end so i can figure out who to use!) * i'll write you that starter
some need to knows... ig?
please do not worry about "making it fair" or anything like that, most of these plots are for my males and they're actual muses i want to develop so don't feel pressured to only choose one or all that.
on that same note, do not ask for a plot with one my girls just because you want one from my men. i honestly prepfer you pick plots you actually want to do instead of doubling threads and shit like that.
i'm open to plotting! but if we're gonna do it, i'd prefer we do it on discord cause the tumblr ims are always glitching to me and i keep losing tracks of things. so, if you wanna talk about things AND I'D LOVE TO, just lmk and i'll message you / give you my discord as well. (also, if we rp on discord and you wanna write some of these there, i'm obvs open<3)
these plots do not all need to be f/m ! i'm very open to make most of them f/f and while i'm a little more selective with who i write m/m plots, i'm willing to work things out if you have an idea :)
the bianchi reign
you're dating the mob boss / you're his sister / daughter and i'm his second in command but i can't stay away from you and you quickly realize it and we're flirting but if anyone finds out i'm dead
i'm infiltrating your gang to try and destroy it but we started sleeping together and it turns out there's feelings now but i just got an order to murder / kidnap you so now what
we were never close, i always thought you were annoying and now you fucked up big time on a mission and my father who's your boss wants to kill you but i marry you to stop him (insp)
i faked my own death to protect you/stop people from killing me/save our people and now three years later i send you a text asking you to meet me and at first you think it's a joke but then you come anyway and hi i'm alive (for noah!!!)
“we got framed for a crime we didn’t commit so now we’re on the run and having to kill and steal to survive and avoid arrest and now we really are dangerous criminals” au (maybe the crime was actually a fuck up inside the gang so now they're wanted <3) (for lorenzo or hazel)
the hawthorne family
you're dating my brother but he's constantly leaving you alone during events or even family trips to kiss my dad's ass and try to maintain his job so i keep you company until we're both drunk one night and i let it slip that i would love to kiss you
a plot where he’s a little too old for her but she doesn’t care. he thinks she’s immature and too reckless with her behavior. but she’s hellbent on proving him otherwise. so she applies for the position of his new personal assistant and he can’t help but appreciate her determination. of course he hires her but he does nothing short of giving her a hard time because this is her first job and she has no idea what she’s doing. but crap he finds her crying in the bathroom and his first instinct is to hold her and comfort her. he can’t believe he’s the cause of this and wises up fast. also maybe it has to do with his now urge to protect her. (for arthur)
not another rockstar by maisie peters.. just that toxic good old fangirl x stupid rockstar dynamic (for jean/hunter)
“you read one of my thirst tweets on a talk show and now my thirst is a minor internet sensation, so thanks for that” au (for hunter, jean)
‘we had a one night stand a couple of weekends ago and i really didn’t think i’d ever see you again but wow, now i’m sitting in your office interviewing for a job but all i can think about is the incredible s3x we had’ (for adam or arthur)
rich kids
a poly relationship, could someone who is just as rich as them or someone who isn't and they're spoiling the fuck out of them... someone who worked for one of them before or a friend idk (mostly for gigi, hunter and sara) (insp)
since i’m on a sugar baby phase imagine a plot where a college student is absolutely pampered by annoymous guy. all he asks in return is to be remained mysterious, occasion nudes, and all the attention he craves. she’s all too willing to give it for the pretty penny he’s offering. but her birthday comes around and he surprises her with a trip to see her favorite singer / actor with vip access / meet & oh hold a second, how does he know my name ? (for jean or hunter / hae park (nicha yontararak fc) / angel)
someone give me a thread where this rich dude falls for the normal down to earth girl nd introduces her to his world full of private jets nd yachts nd all that stuff and yES PLEASE
acotar/royal
we're fighting in different sides of a war and when we meet during a negotiation we find out we're mated
stuck in a mission together and we've always hated each other but then it's freezing cold and we have only one bed in this shitty cabin we're staying for the night so we should cuddle
you are supposed to get married to make peace between our countries/courts but we hate each other and we're constantly bickering and fighting and i think you might have actually tried to kill me once or twice (insp)
harbor springs
a plot based on ‘tis the damn season…. small town, childhood friends, one stayed put and the other moved away for college… now comes back for the holidays ten years later… pls
based on stick season by noah kahan: we were best friend since day one, dated during high school and broke up because you left for college / pursue your dreams and i stayed behind but one day i get a notification from you that you liked a photo or you shared a by pic and i liked and we just go back to talking and we're getting close again until you invite me to spend summer with you wherever you are and i actually been saving up money to leave town so i go and when i see you again i know i'm definitely still in love with you (for videl, keegan, ivy, patrick, angel, rani)
sports themed
(the nationals + tobias + gregory)
based on the trade by ki stephens: the hockey team has a tradition of trading dates during the end of season dinner and i invite you and make my best friend invite your roommate cause i wanna get with her but we actually start getting close and i fall in love with you but at the night of the dinner one of the guy spills everything (for benny or gael)
based on the deal by elle kennedy: i'll pretend i'm your boyfriend if you agree to tutor me and of course we fall in love (for benny, keegan or dane)
based on icebreaker by hannah grace: you hate hockey players and you say that to my face after i make a move on you so now i have to prove you wrong (bonus points if she's a figure skater and he has to help her after her partner bails or smt) (bonus points if they share the same rink so they're always bickering about late practices and shit) (for benny, keegan or gael)
he left his hometown to play professional and ended up breaking up with high school sweetheart because the distance and the busy schedule was just too much but a few years later he's won the superbowl and he's miserable and he meets her at some random party in his new town and wait she's engaged to someone else (for tobias, greg, benny, keegan)
plot where muse a is a star athlete on a professional team, and they go to a bar/pub after a great victory, where they meet muse b - a very attractive, bitter stranger wearing a fan jersey from the rival team.
 a frat boy who’s like every normal frat boy. he drinks too much, he parties, and he sleeps with random girls but everything changes when he’s around the girl from back home. the girl that really matters to him. he doesn’t want to admit that he likes her a lot but, that’s what it comes down to when one of the guys in his frat house wants to hook up with her and she’s perfectly willing. (for benny or keegan)
horror plots
some spooky muses i made <3
muse a and muse b get stranded on a roadtrip and are offered a place to stay by a friendly looking local, only to find out they’re a serial killer looking to make them their next two victims. ( + bonus points if they’re exes who literally just broke up minutes before their car broke down??? the drama )
based on x, we're renting a farm house to film a college project / independent horror film / porn and one of our friends disappears on the first day and then our car disappears and now we don't know what to do cause there's no one around and the nearest stop was a forty minutes car drive away
i made you join a cult with me (recruited you / joined with you / made you join whatever) but now shit is happening and you're miserable and i can't bear to see you like this cause i actually grew too fond of you so i don't know what to do but i keep protecting you a little too much and people are going to realize at some point (for ubon or milo)
misc
popular girl x her best friend.. bonus points if the popular girl has a boyfriend or is constantly hooking up with different people (for ivy, giovana, madeline, rani)
church girl + unholy bf (for rani) and the opposite church boy + unholy gf (for jacob, videl)
lacy by olivia rodrigo: you're dating my ex boyfriend but i'm actually obsessed with you and not really sorry that i lost him. (bonus points if they're in the same friend group) (for giovana, madeline, anastasia, grace, hazal, saja)
i really want a plot based two weeks ago by maisie peters.. the whole vibe of being in love with someone and have it finally happen before they need to get on a plane and go somewhere else? really want to explore the long distance relationship situation with all the jealousy and missed calls, timezones that don’t match (for literally anyone.. but some that i could see this working with are: jacob, videl, benny thompson, gigi, rani, ivy, pinar)
i'm pretty sure my husband/boyfriend is cheating on me so i go out to do the same but i can't just sleep with a random but then i meet you, my long time friend and we end up talking and laughing until i kiss you and we hook up but now i'm trying to work things out with my husband/boyfriend but i can't stop thinking about you (insp) (for anastasia, fatma, grace, nari / arthur, finnley, keegan, tobias)
“your ex hired me to make you fall in love with me then break your heart but oops i think i fell in love and now i’m conflicted what the fuck is happening i’m supposed to hurt you ow what am i sUPPOSED TO DO” (for gigi, gael, theo hughes (kaden h fc))
he fucked up big time but he never forgot about her and was constantly trying to fix their relationship until at some point he gives up and that's when she finally texts back / shows up at his door (for jacob, patrick, videl, arthur / hazal, verda) insp
a nice, shy, nerdy boy who literally no one pays attention to asks the popular, outgoing, ray of sunshine out and she was so confused and didn’t think he meant it at first but she agrees anyway because she doesn’t want him to feel bad because she sees that he really tried so hard to ask her out? and maybe it didn’t work out so well at first but he tries again anyway? it doesn’t work a few times because of her schedule but he’s really sweet so she agrees to another more because it wouldn’t hurt and by the end of the date he works up the courage to ask if he could kiss her and she reluctantly says okay - and completely underestimates him but holy shit that wasn’t a chaste kiss? and before she knows it her clothes are on the floor and he’s fucking her like a whore but she’s so intO IT? (for sebastian aka my luke hemmings fc muse)
accidentally swapped phones with someone at a party and don’t realize until their mom calls in the morning and you spend like three hours talking to this hilarious woman about life and when you go to her house to return her kid’s phone wow the kid is the really good kisser from the party last night au (for maddie, videl, benny, aurora, tobias)
we dated in high school, i wrote a book about you five years later and now you’re at a fan event asking for an autograph.. (for the writer: maddie / for the ex: benny, benny hawthorne, tobias, videl)
“i’ve lost my memory and idk who you are but i just have this feeling that i’m supposed to trust you” (for arthur, videl, jacob)
“i’m in love with you and i just watched you get proposed to by your boyfriend right before my eyes and now i’m upset”  (for jacob, patrick, keegan)
before trilogy inspired: we were the only ones waiting for a train but it was delayed for twelve hours / our next flight connection is not until tomorrow and we just decide to walk around the city and we end up kissing, i like you too much and i don't wanna lose this but it's time to go and we make a pact to come back here next month but we never actually do for different reasons and then 3/5/10 years later we meet again somewhere else.. (for ivy, rani, hunter or saja)
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