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rynnaaurelius · 3 years

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Just Pirated Loki’s First Episode: The Reactions of a Comics Nerd and No-Fun MCU Hater

-Fair warning, I am a Loki fan, but not in the way, um. Pretty much everyone else on this website is

-Bless Tom Hiddleston for being such a fucking delight as Loki but the MCU straight- and cis-washes its Loki so much that I really am exhausted.

-That being said, the shout-out to the Kid Loki comics, also known as the best Loki comics, with the “your role is this” stuff was. . .well. Watch that space.

-Interesting characterization in the MCU! Can’t wait for them to fuck it all up when it threatens to get too interesting!

-God I checked the tags for the show/characters and I remembered why I stay out of the MCU fandom.

-”They killed people!”/”They enslaved a whole town!”/”They tried to take over the world!”/”He told my favorite to shut up!” This is comics, Susan, everyone’s a terrible person on some level. Pick your emotional support war criminal and go. Also, get a sense of humor.

-Lotta people bitching about the time travel logic and TVA logic need to read more comics. Fair warning: this shit’s par for the course. Like, a lot. Marvel’s getting very comics-y with its treatment of the TVA, MCU!Carol Danvers, and the Eternals (re: The whole “They were secretly there the whole time!” thing).

-I’ve seen a lot of yelling over Loki’s characterization/the morality of the TVA and Mobius and IMO it was. . .fine?

-Like, yes, the script wasn’t amazing, but it’s nothing we haven’t seen before. Honestly, it’s better than I was expecting, and the actors did their best.

-Loki seemed fairly in-line from what I remember from 2012.

-The MCU retcons itself about everything every three years, but it looks like they’re going with the theory of Loki having major autonomy during the events of The Avengers. Probably.

-My unpopular opinion on this is that while Thanos certainly did a number on Loki to push him over the edge, supplied him with the army, and gave him this particular plan--none of which is exactly small beans--some version of this was always coming from MCU!Loki, barring major intervention.

-After the first Thor, he was always going to make a play for Earth the second Thor and Odin decided humans were all right. Thanos just happened to set the timetable.

-I mean, he’s been villain material for most of his MCU run, and it’s frankly hilarious how Marvel keeps being forced to bring him back because they can’t do villains for shit and how you can tell when they have to with each shift of his arc trajectory.

-Like everyone else in this godforsaken cinematic universe, his lines suffer from being post-Joss Whedon’s directorial and writing contributions as well as Marvel Main Character-itis, which is not unique to this series.

-Mobius is surprisingly interesting compared with his comics-self.

-*Ducks and hides from the Loki fans*

-He’s clearly working towards something with Loki maybe beyond the whole stopping someone who’s clearly not just your common garden Tom Hiddleston!Loki thing

-What with the interesting mix of de-radicalization techniques and interrogation techniques that probably aren’t completely copacetic under the Geneva Convention, anyway.

-He’s not a Loki fanboy in the comics, but after having to sit through MCU!Wanda, I’m just bracing myself here for the changes. It’s not like Mobius is much of a character in the comics, anyway.

-Like, his morality is of the TVA, but his priorities in keeping Loki alive and un-reset go a bit beyond what his comics self would, probably.

-Anyway, Owen Wilson remains as charismatic as ever and is doing a great job as him, so I like him right now, but jury’s definitely still out on his trajectory.

-So, the TVA.

-Despite the whole fan theory mess with WandaVision, I’m not unconvinced the Time Keepers aren’t secretly the Time-Twisters or something. The organization is more or less like this in the comics, but the emphasis on “Sacred Timeline” is. . .hmph.

-They monitor the multiverse in the comics. They’re not trying to avert its creation, and the Time-Twisters destroy realities as their schtick.

-Also, the multi-verse is coming, so I’m assuming that there’s going to be a twist that acts as an impetus for Loki plus Mobius and friends to blow the organization wide open and cause the multiverse (Probably re-forming the organization and giving Mobius the same surprise promotion as the comics, along with an excuse to bring Gugu Mbatha-Raw back).

-*chanting intensifies* mutants mutants mutants

-They’re gonna fuck up Magneto so bad lmao

Ending Conclusions

-. . .The Big Bad of this phase is absolutely either Mephisto or Kang, right?

-I don’t see how they do Secret Invasion at this point as a feasible Big Bad without a lot of changes, Deviants were Thanos, basically, Doctor Doom can’t happen without the Fantastic Four, and anything directly tied to the mutants is out until they’re brought in.

-Think a decent dark horse candidate for the Phase 4 is also Scarlet Witch/Chthon since she’s confirmed to be reading the Darkhold--which is pretty much No. 1 on the list of Stupid Shit To Never Ever Do In Marvel Comics--upholding the fine comics tradition of Wanda being manipulated by someone evil into doing world-breaking shit.

-I can’t wait for them to straightwash Wiccan and for me to die inside, unrelated news

-It’s episode 1, so there’s a lotta ballgame left, but this is now the second show to bait the MCU Devil, which I honestly want to see if only so I can watch the world burn over it.

-Then again, they might simplify things and just make the being behind the Darkhold Mephisto instead of Chthon, which would. . .track with some things mentioned by the WandaVision showrunners about removing important scenes because stop listening to fans theorize online, dammit. It’s the Hamlet written by monkeys hypothesis played out.

-Ahem.

-Anyway. The music was nice, the actors did a great job, production value looked good, and while this episode was 95% info-dump, they made it pretty digestible.

-Also, the ‘70s-style matte painting used for one scene instead of CGI was a nice surprise and the animation was delightful.

Recommendations:

-If you’re a Loki fan convinced the MCU hasn’t done right by him since Dark World and think Taika Waititi destroyed his character, this show is probably not going to make you especially happy.

-*Checks Tumblr tags again*

-*Winces* I’m so sorry, guys.

-If you’re someone like me, who’s not the biggest MCU fan but still loves the characters and wants to see what ditch this drives into, I think the show is promising.

-If you’re an MCU casual, ditto, but without the ditch part.

-Overall: 8/10 blue-teethed French kids

#marvel #loki #loki series #loki spoilers???#mcu #me bitching about fandom #they should end well #yeah #loki spoilers #loki laufeyson #mobius #agent mobius #loki tv show #time variance authority #tva #marvel cinematic universe #i procrastinate by theorizing

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loveaningenue · 7 years

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Taylor Swift’s 2005-2006 MySpace Comments

Taylor’s alleged MySpace comments in a chronological order from 2005 to 2006. (Time of posts on 24h). Pictures of the comments were too blurry, so I didn’t add, but if needed, I have them saved in a file if anyone needs proof.

NB: All the comments are replies to unknown posts by her friends, so the context is unknown.

Sep 3, 2005 13:08

I am obsessed with you.

If you look out your window and down the street about 200 yards, you may see a big white van parked on the street. I am inside the van with a telescope and computer. Just trying to catch a glimpse of kelsey dammmnnn morris.

haha. end of story.

Sep 5, 2005 1:37

AWWWW brittany I miss you so much. And yes, I can verify that you do know every word to that song. I love you for it. :-) . Prom was incredible and thankyou so much for everything you’re ever done in the past to make me feel welcome into that whole group. You have always been so nice to me. Thankyou for everything. You may not have noticed but it really meant a lot to me.

Sep 6, 2005 3:26

LACEY LACEY LACEY

I’m in love with you.

There’s no other way around it.

hehe

Sep 10, 2005 2:01

Pretty girl.

I could away twenty and knock on your door and ask you how you’ve been...

But I think I’ll just sit here and type it. Tell me how you’ve been, child. taylor

Sep 11, 2005 21:09

I have the same name as your boyfriend.

Therefore I am better than everyone and you should like me more.

taylor

Sep 14, 2005 20:43

HOMECOMINGQUEENHOMECOMINGQUEENHOMECOMINGQUEENHOMECOMINGQUEEN

{haha i love you and your pretty crown}

taylor

Sep 18, 2005 11:56

Kelsey’s awesome. And got best smile. And should have gotten everything else. Hahah iloveyou

Sep 17, 2005 11:30

uhhh..

“I shot some guy with a flare gun” -sahara

best line ever.

Sep 21, 2005 23:26

WE NEED ONE MORE SCANTRON

Sep 30, 2005 17:06

I have one word for you.

Chorttle.

{bitch}

Oct 11, 2005 23:13

Everybody watch Kelsey’s scrolling pictures of her friends until you get the one of shelby.

Her boobs look AMAZING.

hahahahahahaha

Oct 18, 2006 16:36

RELINQUISH THIS TOME FOOLERY YOU ELFISH KNAVE.

- a prime example of the shit we OUGHT to learn in English class.

Oct 31 2005 8:12

i read your complaining comment about how your not abigails tip 8. well, how could you be? I’M THERE. TAKING YOUR SPOT HAHAhAHAHA. (evil laugh, you know the drill). Well, anyway, listen my queer fellow. I thinketh we shall hangeth out sometime soon, eh? yes, i do believe i am growing fond of this idea. drive over in your sex van and come pick me up. farewell knave. -T-

Nov 6, 2005 0:03

If you were a guy I’d probably date you.

Just a friendly reminder

Nov 26, 2005 17:54

My darling.

18 days till I get my license and I think we’ll gave to go out in the hummer and shoot people we hate with a paintball gun out the passenger side window.

Abigail and I have been planning this for a while.

You should totally come.

We hear you have good aim.

lovelovelove -T-

Nov 26, 2005 21:50

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

{i like your headline}

and yes, I do.

lovelovelove -T-

Dec 4, 2005 22:07

Here’s a little limerick for you to solve while I waste my life away on the couch with a godforsaken migraine that is threatening my life eating ice cream out of the gallon container watching war of worlds wondering why I was fat as a 10-year-old and not cute like dakota fanning and thinking, “hey, this wouldn’t’t be so bad, everything getting blown to shit and half the world dying.. Life pretty much sucks anyway.”

I don’t want what I can get.

I fuck up what i had so i shouldn’t want it

I want what doesn’t want me Therefore I can’t get it Therefore I can’t be happy Therefore I sit in class writing notes t my equally psychotic redheaded best friend about how to achieve ultimate happiness when honestly we’re just dreamers because no one is ever permanently happy.

I have blonde hair and my name rhymes with sailor.

What am I?

Oh, fuck. It’s me.

Have an equally joyous night fa la la i love christmas

-T-

Dec 16, 2005 2:59

I’m Grant Motherfucking Wood.

I do what I want

and say the word “durr”.

iloveyoubutnotsomuchgrantwood hehehe -T-

Dec 21, 2005 0:17

I’m in England and this whole country is weird.

They’re all weird. Except for me. Who, as you know, is completely normal.

Hey man we need to hang out when I get back. How about we combine me, my car, grant wood’s house, shelby, ally, some boys, lily and perhaps whitley, some drinks because you might get thirsty, and new year’s eve.

yeeeaahhhhhh

-T-

Dec 28, 2005 14:57

Just a little reminder to you that, even though the semester may be over..

I’m still quite obsessed with you.

haha fuck sewing machines.

lovelovelove -T-

Dec 28, 2005

WOW I LOVE YOUR PICTURES

( i haven’t been on here in a while and technology alone fascinates me)

Hey I love you and now I know exactly where your house is, and also that Grant Wood plays guitar? Yes, he does.

Why?

Because he’s Grant Motherfucking Wood, That’s why.

We’re hanging out New Years and I’m driving the Hummer and it will be amazing.

-T-

PS: Hi, Kelsey’s mom!

Dec 29, 2005 2:44

Lil’ Kels.

hahahhaha

I looove love love your new pictures. You are pretty,

You’re right.. you better watch out.

Because I do what I want.

-T-

Jan 4, 2006 22:37

IM ONE OF KELSEYS BEST FRIENDS HA HA HA HA HA HA.

I’m sorry. Now that I said that I’m probably going to get kicked off the list for disorderly conduct or just simply being a loser in a public place such as the internet.

But just to let you know. That’s pretty freakin awesome. lovelovelove -T-

Jan 8, 2006 8:53

My name is Taylor. I am not clingy. I do not want a boyfriend.

I do not show signs of wanting a boyfriend.

I do not make hints leading on to the fact that I may want a boyfriend.

So how, tell me, on EARTH is it possible for someone confuse this issue and IGNORE me because they don’t want a girlfriend.

(%(* ..)%([IOJENTI..OWI$...]WO -T-

Jan 10, 2006 0:30

Umm how about DONT listen to addie.

That’s like the most amusing picture I’ve ever seen.

Take it down?

I think not.

Jan 18, 2006 0:14

JORDAN YOU IDIOT.

The term is quite obviously FEM-bots.

Not THEM-bots..

I don’t know what goes in your clouded mind sometimes..

maybe I’m just too sexy and it distracts you. mmm i think i am correct. -T-

Jan 18, 2006 0:16

Oh P.S.

Boys with your name are not exactly as great as you.

I have had much experience with them lately.

hahaha and their girlfriends get mad ;-)

Feb 4, 2006 21:01

THAT PICTURE OF ME UP AT THE TOP IS GROSS.

THAT IS SICK TAKE IT DOWN.

It serves NO purpose other than to make me look FUGLY.

I want it off NOW.

but i loove you

Feb 5, 2006 8:14

Guess who as a thing for you.

The hottest guy in the world.

Whats the mixture of a tiger and a lion?

A WHORE.

think about it.

Feb 28, 2006 5:30

“I definitely just deep-throated the lollipop.”

Hey little girl.. do you want to know a seeker-ett?

hahaha thanks for helping me with my computer troubles. I know you bend many way for me. i like dat.

Mar 21, 2006 7:54

“Kelsey y dont u just LEAVE US ALONE.

WE R TRYIN 2B HAPPY. OMGGGGGG.��

hahahah. See, I had to write the original message with punctuations and vowels-- but I had to translate into the way SHE would write it.

But she’s not immature. She’s just not fond of correct spelling.

i love you -T-

Apr 5, 2006 7:51

LoL i KnOw!!

ExcLamAtiOn PoIntS aRe THIRD GrAdErS !! !! !!

(also notice this super cool signature I’m going to add in to the ending of this comment)

::sWiFt::

hahahah

Apr 22, 2006 18:39

PUT UP PROM PICTURES!!!!!!!!!!

And as soon as I get my laptop back, I’ll be leaving you a certain picture that I think you’ll like.

Because a certain girl might see it. lovelovelove -T-

Apr 23, 2006 14:19

(Picture)

(This is you quite obviously staring at my boobs)

Apr 24, 2006 17:56

Lyrics we live by:

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time I want what’s your and I want what’s mine

I want YOU, but I’m not giving giving in this time.

haha i love you you’re really pretty. -T-

Apr 30, 2006 19:33

Kelsey.

I love you and I’m sorry about all the “distance”.

Distance = stupid and unnecessary.

Dude. The truth us, i miss you. Starbucks tomorrow?

May 2, 2006 22:10

Yeah, I remember I have that photoshoot today and tomorrow. Well, its good to know I was missed. haha. Speaking of missed, I really wish you didn’t work so much because I wanted to hang out today.

lovelovelove -T-

Call me.

May 27, 2006 1:44

Dude.

The scrolling picture of your car is mad cool mannnnnn.

sweeeeet.

I stared at it for like an hour. hahaha

no really. the sad thing is, I did.

Jun 9, 2006 20:30

I CANT FIND MY PHONE.

errrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Kelsey. My lovely best friend. YOU CAME TO MY SHOWWWWWW! I didn’t know if you or ally actually came or not because I didn’t see you, thank you so much for coming. That means the world to me, you know that. I love you.

lovelovelove -T-

Jun 19, 2006 10:52

I MISS YOU AND I WANT TO SEE YOU.

I leave again tonight for north carolina but i wont be gone as long this time, and I want my best friendddd backkkkk.

I love you and ally.

lovelovelove

-T-

Jul 31, 2006 19:24

You know you’ve been away too long when your best friend doesn’t have any trace of you on her myspace anymore. Kelsey. I missss you.

I’m going over to Ally’s house tonight and if you’re not there I’m going to walk over to your house and abduct you.

lovelovelove -T-

Here’s a LINK to the pictures of the alleged MySpace comments.

BONUS:

#Gaylor #Timeline

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tayegi · 7 years

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Equilibrium Ch. 10

Previous Chapters: Prologue Ch 1 Ch 2 Ch 3 Ch 4 Ch 5 Ch 6 Ch 7 Ch 8 Ch 9

Next Chapter: Ch 11

Word Count: 3,752

As the days pass, your feelings of insecurity grow and fester until it nearly consumes your mind. Jimin and Jungkook are always together. Always. When you come home at night, you find them sprawled out on the couch together playing videogames. When you wake up in the morning, you find Jimin curled around Jungkook, holding him like he’s never held you before. They eat together, play together, even shower together. You’re positive that they’ve been having sex behind your back.

You don’t think you’ve gotten even an hour alone with Jimin since before he went to Daegu. Of course, Jungkook is always accessible, both physically and emotionally, but you don’t want him. How can you even look at him when Jimin is within an arm’s length in front of you?

To try to tamper your paranoia, you meticulously plan a night out with the boys. You’re usually the more conservative one in the relationship, too shy to voice your needs, but this time, you’re so frustrated that you sit them down one morning and straight up inform them that you need sex. It’s been weeks since you’ve done anything (besides a handful of measly morning quickies with Jungkook while Jimin was at work), and you need to end this godforsaken dry spell.

Luckily, they happily agree with you and the three of you set a date for Friday night.

You’re giddy for the entirety of that day. Even though you have to work overtime at the office, you don’t mind. You’re wearing your favorite set of lingerie under your work clothes and you��ve spent extra time with your makeup. You can’t wait to see the expression on Jimin’s face when he sees you tonight.

There’s a bounce to your step as you transverse the length of the long hallway to the apartment you share with your two boyfriends. Your heart is thundering with excitement and you can’t keep the smile off of your face.

“I’m home!” You cry out in excitement when you finally get the door open. You expect to see the smiling faces of your anxiously waiting boys. Instead, you’re met with ominous silence. There is no sign of either man in the empty apartment. You frown for a second before you place down your bag and venture in deeper to explore the bedroom.

You’re shocked to find both of them curled up in bed, Jungkook aimlessly flipping through his phone, and Jimin sound asleep under the covers. Even from your distance in the hallway, you can see the way his chest rises and falls from the depth of his sleep.

You open your mouth to call out in utter confusion, but at that moment, Jungkook looks up to catch your eye and quickly presses a finger to his lips to gesture for you to stay quiet. Your jaw snaps shut again as he climbs out of bed and hurriedly grabs your arm to drag you out of the room.

“Jungkook, what the hell is going on?” You hiss at him.

He carefully closes the bedroom door before answering you, “I don’t want to wake him.”

“But it’s not even nine o’clock!” you exclaim, “Why is he asleep?”

Jungkook winces at the volume of your voice. He takes your hand and leads you outside of the apartment, into the hallway, before he speaks again, “Sorry,” he says, his voice at a normal pitch now.

Your eyes narrow, “Sorry… For what?”

He uncomfortable rubs the back of his neck, “We might’ve gotten a bit excited… And started early.”

Your worst suspicions have been confirmed. Pain shoots through you, only to be quickly consumed by rage. “You what?!”

“Sorry, jagi,” he apologizes again, “I know you were looking forward to this. But don’t worry. Even though Jimin’s exhausted, I would be more than happy to—”

“Why did you do this?” You ask, interrupting him mid-sentence.

“What?” Jungkook’s brow furrows in confusion, “I said I was sorry. It was a bit unexpected, but don’t worry. You said that you need sex and baby, you know I’m always ready to go.”

You watch as his lips curl into a smirk as his dark eyes peruse the length of your body. You know the obvious course of action is to simply laugh off your needless delusions and give into his advances. If you’re lucky, maybe he’ll demonstrate just how sorry he is like that time he ate you out until sunrise. But for some reason, you can’t bring yourself to move.

You feel like you’re waking from a dream as you stare at him in the somber silence of the murky hallway. The last six months have been an elaborate story, with your role written against your will by some cruel, omniscient god. You’ve worked so hard to pretend that your relationship was as perfect as its shiny exterior might indicate. And any potential flaws were quickly brushed under the rug. It was as though if you didn’t speak about them, they wouldn’t exist. But clearly that didn’t work out. And now it’s time for you to walk off the pages of this grotesque fairytale.

“You did this on purpose,” you say, your voice cutting through the tense silence like a knife.

Jungkook blinks in surprise at the sudden heat in your tone, “What are you talking about?”

“You fucking did this on purpose,” you repeat, your voice trembling from barely contained fury. It’s over. There’s no going back to your delusional golden little life after this. But you can’t bring yourself to care.

“What the hell are you even saying right now?” Jungkook asks in confusion, but you catch onto his nervousness at once.

You bark a humorless laugh, “Do you think I’m stupid, Jungkook? I see right through you. You’re always getting in-between Jimin and I. You’re trying to steal him away from me, aren’t you?!”

Jungkook looks at you in utter bewilderment, “Are you okay? What kind of nonsense is this?”

“And now you won’t even let me fucking touch him?!” you continue your rant, undeterred, “What the hell is your problem?! Jimin does not fucking belong to you!” You’re practically shouting now. You know this, but you can’t calm yourself. All the anger and jealousy for the last half year that has been simmering inside of you is now at its boiling point.

“You’re crazy,” Jungkook snorts, trying to turn away from you.

You grab him by the sleeve before he can walk away, “I’m not crazy! You’re a fucking asshole, trying to take Jimin away from me! Why are you doing this?”

“I just…” He bites his lip and runs a hand through his hair in frustration, “Fuck. I can’t do this anymore.”

Your eyes narrow, “Do what?”

“Live this fucking lie.”

You bristle at once, like you do at any reminder that your intricate illusion of a perfect relationship is anything but. “What the hell does that mean? I’m just asking you to stop being so damn greedy and just share Jimin with me!”

“I can’t do that,” he says in a strangled tone.

“You greedy jerk! Why the hell not?!”

“Because I can’t let him touch you.”

“Why not?!”

“Because I’m in love with you!”

At first you don’t process his words. Your brow furrows in confusion, and you open your mouth to yell at him again. Then, out of nowhere, realization dawns on you and the force of his confession knocks the air out of your body, out of the whole hallway, until you’re practically hunched over gasping for breath. Not once, in your one thousand and one paranoid suspicions did it ever even cross your mind that this could be the reason for Jungkook’s strange behavior. To say that you are surprised would be the understatement of the century.

You can’t speak, can’t even breathe as you gape at him like a fish out of water, “Y-you’re joking,” you finally manage to stutter out.

Jungkook’s teeth sink down in his bottom lip as his face crumples in misery, clearly regretting his sudden slip of tongue. But it’s too late to take it back, so he lurches forward to grab your shoulders, as though to hold you in place, “I’m not,” his voice has lost all heat in exchange for earnest sincerity, “I love you.”

His confession is worse the second time around and it takes all of your strength to keep from flinching back. You examine him wildly as you consider your answer, but his wide, clear brown eyes contain no hint of deception. “I…” you stutter, “I… don’t understand. When did this happen?”

“I don’t know,” he admits, “Maybe when Jimin was in Daegu? Or maybe I’ve always loved you… Maybe I’ve loved you since the first I met you in that coffee shop…”

You’re in shock. You don’t know what to do, or what to say. Could this possibly be real…? When are you going to wake up from this nightmare? “Oh god,” you groan, your legs threatening to give out from under you if not for Jungkook’s firm grip on your shoulders.

“It’s okay if you don’t love me back,” Jungkook carries on, his words coming out in a rapid, nervous jumble, “These things take time, I understand.”

Your brow furrows in sympathy, “Jungkook, I—”

“It’s okay, you don’t have to explain it,” he says, shaking off your excuses, “All that matters is that you care about me… I know you like me… and maybe one day… I really think you could love me back.”

You don’t have the heart to crush the hope that lights up his eyes. Instead you turn to lean your cheek against the hand still possessively gripping your shoulder.

Something within Jungkook seems to click at that simple action and he lurches forward to press you against the wall, trapping you in with his broad, hulking body, “Run away with me.”

“What?”

“Screw this fucked up relationship. Baby, it’s always only been you.”

“Jungkook… I… I—”

“Just say the word, jagiya,” he hastily interrupts, “Just say the word, and I swear to god, I will follow you to the ends of the earth. Please. I love you so much that it hurts.”

That snaps you out of it. Cold fear settles into your stomach, “Jungkook… Hold up, wait a minute… What about Jimin?”

“Forget him,” he irritably snaps, “Come on, baby girl. The two of us belong together.”

Your mind races with ways to fix this whole mess. All you want to do is break the truth to him. Reject him lightly so that he can move on. But you can’t risk losing him. You’re nothing without Jungkook—you have no bait to keep Jimin otherwise. As fucking awful as it sounds, you need him.

“Jungkook,” you mutter, reaching up to cup his cheek. He practically preens into your touch, eyes shut briefly to savor every brush of your fingers. You bite your lip at this ominous sign, but don’t comment on it. “I can’t do that to Jimin… I care about both of you. And I like the way our relationship is going.”

Jungkook crumbles under the weight of your words. He possessively presses his face into your hand and kisses the palm, “I don’t know if I can bear this any longer,” he croaks out.

Panic flashes through you, “What do you mean?” you ask, anxiously stroking your thumb over his cheekbones, “Come on, Kookie-ah. I care about you so much. I want to be with you.”

He whimpers at your words and closes his eyes to fully relish your touch, “I’ve been dying to hear that from you for so long.”

You hum softly in response, “I know. And I’m sorry for not being expressive before. But I will start. Now why don’t we go back inside and get cleaned up, hmm?

Jungkook jerks forward as soon as you begin to pull away and selfishly pins you in against the wall, so that your body is flush against every inch of his own, “____... I don’t know if I can continue things like this… It kills me to even think about him touching you… I feel like I’m dying inside.”

“Oh, Kookie,” you sigh, bringing your other hand up so you can cup his face fully.

He turns to press his mouth fervently against your other palm, “Please don’t let him touch you,” he begs, “I can’t stand it anymore.”

Your eyes widen at this request. Not allowing Jimin to touch you sounds as appetizing as cutting off your right leg. You frantically search for a way out of this disaster, but come up with a blank. There’s no other option but to agree to Jungkook’s terms. Otherwise, you will lose Jimin. And you can’t allow that to ever happen. “Okay,” you hesitantly agree.

“Okay?” Jungkook repeats, a hint of hope crowding the misery in his tone.

You nod, “Whatever it takes for things to get back to normal. For you to stay with me.”

The pain on his handsome face lightens a fraction, “Do you mean… you promise that you’ll never let him touch you again?”

You swallow back the disgust filling the back of your throat and force a smile, “I promise, Jungkook. You are the only one who can touch me.”

He pauses for a moment to stare at you with shimmering eyes, “Yes. You’re mine.” Then he jerks forward to slam his lips to yours. You immediately wind your arms around his neck to pull him closer. Dread fills your stomach and his kisses taste so bitter on your tongue.

The little droplets of water crowd the heavy surface of the coin, creating a tenuous film that shudders under the weight.

You know that Jimin is starting his tutoring session any minute now as you pound on the door of his office, but you can’t bring yourself to care. You’re here on a mission, and if you back out now, you’ll never muster the courage to ever try again. And you need to do this. Your feelings have been consuming you alive for over a year. You need to get this off your chest. You need to tell Jimin how you feel. Then you need him to reject you already so you can finally start to move on with your life and heal.

Jimin looks surprised to see you when he finally answers the door, “____-ah? What are you doing here? I thought you were Jung—”

“We need to talk,” you rudely interrupt.

Taken aback by your uncharacteristic aggression, he instinctively steps back to allow you through the door, “Ok…” He pulls up a chair for you near his desk, but when it’s apparent that you’re not going to sit, he awkwardly clears his throat and turns to you, “Is there something wrong, ___?”

You stare at him, taking in his appearance from head to toe and savoring his beauty for what might be the last time. Tears prick at your eyes, but you forcibly choke them down. You take a deep breath to try to collect your scrambling thoughts. Every limb is trembling, sweat is forming on your temples, and your heart pounds hard enough to burst from your chest. It feels like your hazy vision has narrowed in until all you can see is Jimin’s concerned face. He’s so beautiful.

You exhale deeply, then—

“Do you want to date?”

Jimin’s eyes widen in surprise, “D-date? Wait, what are you talking about?”

Here’s the moment of truth. You bite down on your bottom lip and it takes everything in your power to remain standing and not to turn and run for your life. Maybe you’ll drop out of school and live in the jungle for a few years to recover from this utter humiliation.

“I’ve liked you as more than a friend for a while now… And I think… I think I would like to date you, oppa.” You know that Jimin doesn’t care much for that honorific. But you do. And if this is the last time you’re going to see the older man… Then you’ll let yourself savor the word.

Both consciously and subconsciously, you are perfectly aware that you stood no chance with him. But you’re mortified to realize that deep down inside, a tiny flicker of hope resided in your chest. That light is instantly extinguished when faced with the sheer distress on Jimin’s face.

He takes his time awkwardly shifting his weight from foot to foot and avoiding eye contact. Then he sighs deeply and rakes his hands through his hair, “Listen, ____-ah. You are one of my closest friends and one of my favorite people in this world. I genuinely really care about you. But you’re my friend, and I don’t want to risk ruining that.”

You had been expecting this response. Hell, you’d be shocked if he said anything other than this. Still, you can’t help the way your fragile heart crumbles to bits. It feels like he’s slapped you in the face. You can barely breathe from the aftershock of the blow.

“I-I understand,” you stammer, “You’re right. We… we shouldn’t date because that’s too—”

“Dull!” Someone calls out, making both of you jump in surprise. You turn and your eyes nearly bulge from your head when a tall man steps out from behind the ajar door. As if the humiliation of this utter rejection wasn’t enough... Jeon Jungkook had to witness it as well.

There’s a smirk on his handsome face as he saunters out from his hiding place, “It’s too dull,” he repeats, “No one dates just one person anymore,” he says with a wrinkle of his nose, “How old fashioned are you two?”

“Jungkook...” Jimin uneasily says, “How much did you hear?”

“All of it. You were stealing my tutoring time, ____,” he jokes, “That’s not cheap.”

Your face flushes with heat, “I’m leaving.” Forget the jungle. Antarctica would be a more suitable location for your exile.

“Wait,” he calls out, but you’re too embarrassed to listen. You hastily swing your bag over your shoulder and try to make your way out. He snorts at your insubordination, “Don’t be like that just because you’ve been rejected, ____-ah. Hell, I’ll date you instead.”

That makes you stop in your tracks. You turn slowly on your heels to stare at him with wide eyes. Across the room, Jimin looked just as surprised. “Wh-what?”

Jungkook turns to wink at the dumbfounded older man, “Don’t worry, hyung. I’ll date you too.”

The meaning behind Jungkook’s strange words suddenly comes crashing down on the older man. His eyes widen comically, “Wh-what?” he stammers, “But just a few months ago, when I asked you… You said you didn’t want to. That it was too—”

“Boring,” Jungkook interrupts with a roll of his eyes, “Wouldn’t that be so lacking, hyung? But this on the other hand…” A wicked smile unfurls across his handsome face, “This would be so much more fun.”

You stand there, utterly immobile as though your whole body has been weighed down with stones, as you gape at the younger man. This cannot be real. In what universe could this possibly be happening? He can’t be serious. This must be another disgusting joke of his. But from the corner of your vision, you examine the way Jimin bites down on his lower lip and gazes at Jungkook with a strange glint in his eyes.

Your heart clenches painfully. You recognize that glint all too well. Obviously the two of them have hooked up before. And Jimin asked the younger man out? Which means that he—

You suddenly jerk forward to grab Jungkook’s hand as the dangerous revelation washes over you.

He flinches in surprise, but stills at the sight of your hand gripping his tightly. It’s the first time you’ve ever willingly touched him, and he can’t look away.

“Let’s do this,” your words stream out in one hard exhale.

Jungkook doesn’t say anything in response and the intensity of his dark gaze bores holes in your skull, making you sweat and shiver with fear as you wait for his reaction. As time stretches on, you become more and more certain that this was just a joke and that he’ll laugh in your face for believing such blatant lies. You’ve obviously mistaken the situation. Stupid, naïve little you—falling for the tricks of these flagrant bullies once again.

Your hand trembles too hard to hold his any longer, but before you can let go, Jungkook’s eyes flash and he suddenly yanks you forward.

A beat.

Then Jungkook’s lips are on yours, stealing your very first kiss. You’re so startled by the unexpected action that you can’t move. You can’t even remember to close your eyes, causing you to go cross-eyed as you stare at his perfect features up close. There’s no denying it—Jeon Jungkook is kissing you.

It’s not unpleasant, necessarily, but it’s just so disconcerting of an experience that you can’t process. Before you can get used to the sensation of another pair of lips against your own, Jungkook pulls back. You blink a few times, and your heart lurches to your throat when you realize that Jimin is now holding Jungkook’s other hand.

The older man seems to be struggling for words as he anxiously strokes his fingers over the inside of Jungkook’s wrist and gnaws his lip, “O-okay,” he says in a shuddery voice. His eyes flutter shut briefly before he opens them again, instantly locking with Jungkook’s curious brown ones, “I’m down.”

Jungkook blinks once, then a self-satisfied smirk spreads across his face, “Okay,” he repeats. Almost imperceptibly, his hand tightens around yours.

You stare at the way Jimin’s hand grips Jungkook’s larger one. He’s holding onto the younger man just as hard as Jungkook holds onto you. There’s no fucking way this is going to work out. You can’t help but wonder what the hell you’ve gotten yourself into.

But then you glance over at Jimin and how his beautiful features seem to glow even under the artificial illumination of the florescent lights. Your jaw tightens and you hold onto Jungkook’s hand with more resolve.

It doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter how fucked up this situation is, how pain and utter disaster loom at the finish line. It doesn’t matter one smidgen to you, because you’d do it all for Park Jimin. If this is what it takes to just keep him in your life, then it’s all worth it.

Author’s Note: So the mystery’s finally been revealed. As always, please do not ask me about updates. Thanks for reading and respecting my wishes ^^

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