#💙.txt

[t4tdanvis]

Nana :3 I am so proud of my design for her!! I love her!!!

#💙.txt #mystreet #nana ashida #i got bored and drew her and ended up finishing my design for her. whoopsies! #love her <3333 she's my silly little guy!!! #cat nana in the middle :33

[bluetenderness]

face reveal <333

#Snoopy #💙.txt

[fuckyeaht4tyuinardo]

*Anything to do with a Bunny and a turtle*

Me: Ah yes Leosagi-

#💙.txt #💙.posts #leosagi tmnt #transfem leosagi #katanashipping #katana shipping #sliderbunny #leoichi

[withered--s0uls]

I was only gonna post this on our system account but fuck it.

This is me rambling about how shitty our BPD is and how bad it is to gain a FP like GENUINELY NO IT'S NOT FUN.

(I switch back and fourth between singular and plural pronouns for us, idk it's just how most of us talk when referring to the system as a whole.)

Like you wake up so excited to see and talk to this person. Every message you get, every time the vc join sound happens you look up all excited to look if its them. You smile.

Then you see it isnt them. You sigh and your smile falls. You feel empty. You keep waiting and waiting, get fidgety and nervous etc.

You know they don't owe you their time, you KNOW they have their real life and own things to deal with. But you still feel empty.

Borderline isn't fucking fun.

Having a favorite person isn't fucking fun.

Your emotional stability relying on seeing even a single text from one specific person IS NOT FUN.

If the person sees this and GOD KNOWS HOW figures out this is about them;

I'm not mad. You do not owe us jack shit. We are grateful for whatever time we do get to talk and interact /gen

Please don't feel obligated to talk to us. Don't feel like it's somehow your job to keep us happy. It isn't.

I just wish my BPD actually understood that the same way I do.

Bpd fucking sucks and I wish I could turn it off. I would not wish BPD upon my worst enemy. I project it on fictional characters to cope, but I would never actually wish it upon a real person.

It's terrible to deal with. That's not me demonizing it, that is me saying that BPD isn't cutesy or rainbows, that having obsessive tendencies towards people that make you happy should NOT be romanticized (stares at yandere trope).

Idk where I'm getting at. Its half an hour past midnight, I feel empty.

I should probably try to get some sleep idk.

Edit: Ok no I'm pissed bc I was looking through the "bpd favorite person" tag after posting this to maybe find informative posts for our mutuals. DNI if you tag/label yourself as ""bpd yandere"" and genuinely think that the obsession that comes with bpd is "cute" or in any way "quirky". It fucking sucks and I wish I didn't fucking suffer from it bc believe me I speak from experience when I say; that obsession WILL hurt your FP sooner or later. Stop fucking romanticizing it you weirdos.

#rambling #mental health #tw vent #vent post #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd vent #bpd fp #bpd favorite person #system stuff #idk #ill use that tag whenever we talk about ourselves as plural #system rambles #that one too #💙 #💙Mae #yay signing off shit #do i have to tag this as DID/OSDD/UDD too bc i mentioned the system? #i dont talk about that in here #actually traumagenic #will use that tag tho #actually bpd #diagnosed bpd #💙Mae.txt #mae.txt #💙.txt

[into--madness]

♠♥♣♦

✧ welcome !!

hello <3 i'm a fictionkin of alice from the tim burton's alice in wonderland movies ❣

quick info: i am 18 & neurodivergent. this is a sideblog- main is @fallen--starlight, feel free to check that one out / give it a follow (it also has my straw page & my other kintypes !). im perfectly fine with (& would LOVE) media/canonmates & doubles ♥

intro down below ↓

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↳ “over the bend, entirely bonkers„

→ name: alice kingsleigh → nickname(s): al, ali → pronouns: she/they → gender: nonbinary → sexuality: bi → species: human

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→ media - alice in wonderland / alice through the looking glass (2010 + 2016) → mediamates - yes ! → canonmates - yes !! → media talk - sure c: → memory talk - ok :] → id level - ★★★★☆

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→ roleplay - no → pda / nicknames - ask / yes → 18+ talk - just dont be weird → tone indicators - appreciated → slander - jokingly → doubles/duplicates - fine by me → flirting - ask

“so what if i'm crazy? the best people are„ ↲

[]———[✨]———[]

#💙.txt #fictionkin #alice in wonderland #alice in wonderland kin #aliceinwonderlandkin #alicekin

[spider-lily-collective]

Fire emblem enjoyer??? :0

Ofc!! We adore fire emblem and finally got the warriors version of three houses lol

#asks #💙.txt

[t4tdanvis]

she travis on my valkrum til i demon warlock

#💙.txt #aaaand hit post

[bluetenderness]

#Snoopy #My entire personality btw #💙.txt

[fuckyeaht4tyuinardo]

(I just I want to share this angst-ish idea I had.)

Alright, I remember when I created this au, which is that Tsukino is a vampire (it wasn't really fleshed out). Either Leo was a witch or a vampire hunter. Leo was like this good vampire hunter, but her vampire hunting friends and family don't know that she's been freeing the vampires to somewhere much more safe for them. During his hunting," she meets Tsukino, and they hit it off. They started dating secretly, with Leo having the excuse that he will be at that vampire castle (Tsukino resides at that said castle) to check any remaining vampires (those vampires have a really good hiding spot that the hunters don't know except Leo). But one date night, Tsukino really needed some blood, so Leo without a second thought said she could take his blood. After all that happened, Leo turns into a vampire because of this. I then remember that Leo's siblings got killed, and it made him so mad that she wanted Tsukino and her to break up, then I added this reincarnation move because I made it so sad, then reincarnated Tuskino remembers what happened but not Leo, wait hold on I remembered that Leo and Tsukino are both immortal and Tsukino spent all their entire looking for Leo so she can apologize but it ends up Leo being dead but she forgives Tsukino.

#💙.txt #💙.12'leosagi #transfem leosagi #leosagi #tmnt 2012 #tmnt leo #teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt usagi #tmnt 2012 leo #teenage mutant ninja turtles 2012 #transfem yuinardo #yuinardo #2012 yuinardo #transfem 2012 yuinardo #Yuichi Tsukino

[bluecrusadearcade]

@skyfull0fstories @allegras-sunflower @dans-exposed-ankle @gryffindordaughterofathena @mysticalgalaxysstuff @jamespotterthefirst @rookiemartin @terrm9 @anotheridoit @angelicwasp @mazhaiyil-kaadhal

#bluecrusadearcade #:) #i love you all<3 #💙.txt

[abyssal-amour]

i think that if rock ‘n’ roll - gary glitter, was replaced by personal jesus - depeche mode during the staircase sequence, it would be taken to a whole level of ascension. send tweet.

#💙.txt #jokebook #joker #arthur fleck #joker 2019

[withered--s0uls]

Idk if any other alters other than me & N ever signed off on this account uh

Anyways, we'll start tagging posts as (emoji).txt, (alter name).txt & (emoji & alter name).txt whenever we do decide to reveal who is fronting👍 probably will start using that tagging-system on our system account too going forward.

I went back and added it to my vent & to a post i recalled N signing off on as themselves. Idk of any other posts we might've signed off on in the past.

#rambling #system rambles #💙 #💙Mae #💙.txt #mae.txt #💙Mae.txt #they/xe/he/it/star/void #idk ig i might as well add those whilst im here #actually traumagenic #endos dni

[starlit-gardens]

...the midnight compulsion demons won. Welcome to my f/o sideblog.

☆▪︎☆▪︎☆

Enty/Apple/Mae/Mael

Dumbass who can't get a bitch irl so I turn to self shipping instead

Minors proceed with caution; there will be sex mentions/generally horny things here (because fuck you it's my blog)

May or may not double as a comfort blog we'll see where it goes

It's a bit empty here, currently my main f/o is Ishmael LCB; might make a list if my brain decides it wants more girls people to kiss

Minor update the impulse demons proposed being queeplatonic with Don Quixote lcb so she may or may not pop up somewhere down the line :]

Update 2 i don't think my f/o list will be anything solid just sit back and watch me post my beloveds ok? <3

Update 3 guess who decided to make a list anyway

#tags are here for shortcuts #because tumblr search hates me #💖.txt #💙.txt #💜.txt

[babyblueily]

thinking about getting a bunch of soft cheap baby blankets and sewing them together to make one big cozy blanket 🤔

#💙.txt #something soft and comfy I can cover up with or play on when I'm super small bc big soft blankets are expensive 🥺