#🌲 ❝ he did not teach me how to love myself ; but he was the bridge that helped me get here ❞ ⸢ charlie swan ⸥

[iguessweallcrazyithinktho]

𝐁𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐢 • 𝐉𝐮𝐝𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐚𝐦

🕯️𝙎𝙪𝙢𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙮: for a date Jude takes you ice skating. You don't know how to skate so Jude teaches you... Kinda

🕯️𝙂𝙚𝙣𝙧𝙚: fluff

🕯️𝙒𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜: none

🕯️𝙋𝙖𝙞𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜: Jude Bellingham x reader

🕯️𝘼𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙧 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙚: this is a blurb. I didn't really try here

Jude Bellingham masterlist

🕯️❄️💍🦭🌲☃️

“I can’t believe you don’t know how to skate.”

Jude pulled into the skating rink Parking lot, parking the car in the far back. “You just seem like someone who knows how to skate.”

“My parent never taught me.” I whined. I unbuckled my seatbelt ready to get out. “I wish they did because I know I’m going to embarrass myself out there.”

“well I’m going to have to teach you.” Jude unbuckled his seat belt smiling at me.

I opened the door rolling my eyes at him. I know he’s going to have a field day watching me embarrass myself.

-

Me and Jude go out of the car and walked to the rink. Once in, we put on our ice skates.

“I’m ready.” I tried to stand up, but failed to do miserably resulting in me falling back onto the bench

“ok maybe I need help getting up.” I turned to Jude to see his eyebrows raised.

“ already off to a bad start.”

Jude stood up with a sigh putting out his hands for me to grab. I grabbed onto him standing up the best I could.

A bit of scooting later and we were finally on the ice. I could barely hold myself up right, but luckily Jude was holding me up.

“baby, you need to stand up right.” Jude tried so hard not to laugh as said that.

“I’m trying but I feel like Im going fall .” I said, full of embarrassment.

“I won’t let you fall. I promise.”

I believed Jude’s words, slowly standing up straight. After a million years and a few wobbles I was finally standing up straight.

“See I promised I wouldn’t let you fall.” Jude leaned over placing a kiss on my cheek making me smile.

Maybe this won’t be so bad.

I was very wrong. I kept trying and trying but simply couldn’t get it right. Everyone time I tried to skate I ended up on my ass.

Jude was no help despite saying he would be. Instead of teaching me He laughed every time I fell onto the ice. Everyone passing by us gave us weird looks from his laughing.

After 30 minutes I was done trying. Out of air, I scouted back over to the bench and plopped myself on it. Jude sat beside me with a smirk on his face

“You did very good. You were like Bambi out there.”

My mouth fell open. “Bambi?”

Jude nodded while he untied his skates. “Yep! You were exactly like Bambi. Falling on your ass every few seconds.”

I sucked my teeth trying my best to hide my smirk. "you’re an asshole.”

Jude laughed. He leaned over and kissed my temple. “It’s ok. You’re my Bambi though I love that.”

I smiled starting to untie my own skates. "I love it too."

#jude bellingham #jude bellingham x reader #jude bellingham x you #jude bellingham blurb #jude bellingham one shot #jude bellingham x black reader

[judgementdaysunshine]

🌲 Hi. I hope you're feeling well whenever this reaches you. I was hoping you could ship me with a DC character.

To describe myself, I'm 5'10" and kinda chubby. I like to read and write in my free time, both fanfic and 'proper literature'. In High School, I was an honor student, and I study computer science. I'm kind of insecure about my physical appearance, which is why I'm kind of sparse with describing that part of myself.

More personality info: I want to cosplay, though I have yet to work up the confidence to do so. I'm a self-described nerd. Despite no known diagnosis, everyone I know calls me autistic. I pride myself mainly on intelligence and I tend to degrade myself when it comes to everything else.

On my college campus, I try to dress somewhat professionally, wearing a solid color t-shirt and khaki pants. Everywhere else, I tend to stick to a graphic tee and shorts.

I'm not really too attached to my family except for my two youngest brothers. I would do almost anything for them. My parents split when I was really young. I've had small bouts with depression ever since I was really young.

Hopefully that description of me was well written. Thanks for reading and replying if you end up doing either.

Absolutely hon for the first one I ship with you Dick Grayson! 💙

He loved the fact that you studied computer science slowly teaching you how to hack not too long after you joined the team and became friends

He was immersed in your writing after accidentally reading a part of a story you were writing and soon after you finished it he read it all over the next few days and hoped that in the future you would publish the story as a book

He learns how insecure over your body and looks after the two of you started dating and always told you and showed you how beautiful you were no matter what you said about yourself

He would be in awe of how much smarts you had and always showed how much you valued your smarts and were never afraid to teach anyone you knew what they didn't know no matter what it is

He would always try to make you laugh and smile whenever you were depressed to try and keep your mind off of whatever your depressive thoughts tried to make you feel

He loved how much you loved your brothers making him think of his own brothers every time you talked about them and whenever he would see the three of you together he would always smile at how much love would be shared just by being there for the other

He absolutely didn't mind when you told him that you were bisexual telling you he was also considering the fact that he had a long crush on his best friend Wally until the redhead started dating Artemis and he met you so the fact that you would jokingly flirt with Kaldur or Megan didn't bother him knowing that it was apart of how you joked with others sometimes

The second one I ship you with Kara zor el! ♥️

She is always ready with food and funny movies to make you feel better when you are depressed and especially with her funny faces that always make you laugh

She doesn't have a care in the world of you being bisexual at all it's a part of who you are and you cannot change it at all always planning and taking you with her to superhero pride festivals with matching makeup looks and bi flags around your shoulders and doesn't mind you jokingly flirting with one of her or your friends

She would always hold you in her arms and fly in the sky showing you the sun setting and the clouds colored pink,orange and purple or pure white when you would try to hide away in your room when you were overwhelmed and anxious

The two of you would slow dance in the kitchen to the playlist for the two of you while she told you how much you changed her life and how much she truly loved you and how she wants to marry you in the future

She always loves watching you with your brothers always imagining you playing with and holding your future children making her want to spend the rest of her life with you much more than she already did

#dc comics #kara zor el #dick grayson x reader #dc comics x reader #kara zor el x reader #judgementdaysunshine #judgementdaysunshine's birthday celebration

[mtnkat3]

6.13pm

Yeah did I break the ice jam? Did I make you ..... feel like some days are the sh*t to be gotten thru because I'm scared of being wrong here? Perhaps hungry for me ...?

Or something like that... or are you . . . . .

proud of me? Exasperated?

Or are you . . . . .

Is it all that & more.....?

Chewing my lips.

How the... wtfh..

how should I feel!?!?!?!?!?

Yes I need to learn. & grow.

But this..... is new to me.

Heck, I've never had any good love connections. So I don't know how to walk this path right. There are some things that being a woman I just rely on you . . . . . Especially when it's how you.....feel. But more..

I need Guidance to make this right.

From God.

From you . . . . .

& just fyi.. when my counselor explained why not really getting into emdr further is because concerned about me being not in a safe environment to do so.. it hit hard.

I cannot even heal right because monstrous leech won't let me go.

I'm terrified of dying here.

Of not living my life that I was meant for.

So after a day of hell...

That he was screaming at me good, I'm glad your hurting.

As I'm barely able to shower.

Wailing my soul out.

[Me getting mail in my name.. triggers h anger.]

My septic system is gurgling almost like my gut. Something is.. amiss. Sigh.

Then when h lied about enough gas in truck. I had to get 2 gallons to get me there. But yet I never pay. 🤨🤔🙄🤐

Yes. It has been one of those days... I need to cleanse my soul. My warrior spirit needs to protect me. [Think.. me.. but a bit like Joan of Arc. Armored. Shielded. God's warrior queen. ]

You.....know whys & the answers. I am certain of that. God knows. Has shown me. I have written so many times that, & different scenarios......

I need out of this hellhole house.

I need God.. & you . . . . .

To support me. Guide me. Teach me.

Understand me.

I know God gets me.

I feel like you do too?????

Chewing my lips.

.

I really wanna not be having such days. That I can maintain some semblance of control of myself. Not be buffeted by the whims of the adversary.

But I believe that it comes from my deep & abiding love for you that I cannot stand idly by. I cannot be silent when it comes to you.....

💡🤔🤓

God & you . . . . . Know this. Know me.

& it's how & why you..... are protecting me silently.

And it takes me to my knees.

Sobbing. Whimpering.

Wanting to run into your arms.....

I love you . . . . .

I just... astonished.

Butt meet floor.

I really do find my Peace, Grace, Mercy, Wisdom, Guidance, Perseverance.....

From God.

From you . . . . .

Because He means us to be together.

That.

That.

I am holding on.

I love you . . . . .

Yours . . . . .

Blushing beet red bowing my head chewing lips

~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. ✝️🌺🐾🐯☸⚓🙇‍♀️🙏🤲🌂🔗⛓🧰🧣🥾🏔🌱🌳🌲🧶🧵🔐🏰⌚⚡🌟🌠🚀🗝🔱⚜💝🐻🦌🧩♠️♾🕯🧭

W.12.21.2022 7.00pm est.