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flusteredmoonn ยท 1 month
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all of the girls you've loved before
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summary: "but i love you more," in which the song provides insight into how their previous experiences with love have shaped the way they are in a relationship.
tags: (SFW), fluff, drabble?, headcanons?, slightly canon divergent, mentions of abuse; no descriptions, ooc!marauders, afab!reader, x reader.
words: 1.0k+
discography. request.
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james potter
james grew up surrounded by love, particularly from his parents. for him, this was a fundamental part in shaping the way he views romantic love, and the way he approaches romance through the duration of his time at hogwarts. the boy was so loved growing up that he doesn't quite understand when his friends don't experience the same thing or feel the same way towards love, at first, but then quickly comes to the realisation that he can step into the roll his parents served in loving him as he grew up. this makes him fill in the emotional roll of a parent within his friend group, which is why he becomes so full on toward lily in their second year.
he becomes persistent in his want to impress her and have her validation. in his second year of schooling, she teaches him to validate himself, even if that lesson came from her lack of attention toward him and her friendship with severus snape.
however, over the course of the next four years, for better or for worse, he wore lily down, eventually getting into a relationship with her. their relationship was the definition of healthy, until it wasn't. in the beginning, they were inseparable, they could be mistaken for almost the same person. though that was very quick to fade out as the intensity of their final exams began to weigh on them.
this breakup hit him hard, because of the idea of her he had in his head for almost the entirety of his schooling. he was forced to let that go, and so he grieved the relationship and his attachment to her. though, she did teach him lots about love, and the importance of communication in relationships, especially romantically, which he carried later into his life. this is why his next relationship is probably one of the healthiest relationships that anyone around him had ever seen.
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sirius black
on the entirely opposite end of the spectrum, sirius never had a good role model of a relationship in his youth. his parents' marriage was one of convenience, it was loveless, which was expected because they were cousins. as a child, it was the kind of relationship he expected to find himself in when he became an adult. he expected to be married off, probably to one of his cousins, before he had even finished his schooling at hogwarts.
he hated the idea of being in a relationship just like his parents' one. they seemed to loathe each other, but because of their allegiance to voldemort, they had to constantly be in each other's corner. they had taken their indifference and dislike for one another out on both sirius and regulus, which was formative to their perception of a healthy relationship. though, this was until sirius had met james, and then had met his parents. his world was flipped upside down, his perception of what love looked like was completely changed.
so, in his aspiration for rebellion, he had decided to become a heartbreaker. and he did. part of him felt bad about the girl's he had lead on. but he knew it made his parents upset. he absolutely didn't, he just hoped when he returned during half term that he had reeked of mischief. although, he was changed when he had his first serious something with mary macdonald. she had taught him to be patient, and that not all relationships are as upsetting and distressing as his parents. that love can be something exciting and that is isn't meant to be heart wrenching.
unfortunately, as the war began to rage on, they were dawn apart. the order's agenda was rigorous, they were more frequently than not sent on opposing missions, especially because sirius was promised to voldemort by his parents, and eventually it drove them apart. and he descended into madness, suddenly he had no one he could trust. trust had become so important to him, but when he loves next, he loves ten times as hard. because he doesn't want to feel so alone again.
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remus lupin
similarly to sirius, remus never had a solid example of what a healthy relationship looked like. especially not with his condition. and as a result of this, his relationship with his parents was strained, to say the least. though he never outwardly said it, from a young age, remus had known that his father feared him. he grew up surrounded by people in relationships, but none of them seemed truly happy. and he could feel the contempt both of his parents had for him, of course, his mother did love him, before the attack, and he held on to that, it's what got him through his years prior to hogwarts.
at hogwarts, this boy was very quickly loved, and frankly adored, by those around him. particularly, from james and sirius, these two boys showed remus, for the first time in a long time, what it was to be loved. and he cherished the feeling that the knowledge provided. they had taught him how to be a regular kid, a revealing revelation for remus. james and sirius taught remus the joy of causing mischief, how he felt like a normal kid after watching his friends at quidditch practice, and then they'd play fight and roll through the mud.
romantically, this boy had only observed that sort of love. he saw the admiration in his friend's eyes when someone they fancied walked past, or the hushed whispers of some of the girl's in the common room gushing over which boys they found the most attractive. he knew that love was delicate, but ultimately, in a romantic sense, he never had someone to directly show him how to feel it. though, he supposed it wasn't all that different to the love he felt for his friends, or when he thought he fancied one of his classmates.
this man loves in such a wise, and committed sense. truly beyond his years with how mature of a relationship he desires, and in the way he loves.
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#*เฉˆโœฉโ€งโ‚Šหš ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐Ÿฉท#*เฉˆโœฉโ€งโ‚Šหš ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ#*เฉˆโœฉโ€งโ‚Šหš ๐Ÿ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐๐ฆ๐จ๐จ๐ง๐ง'๐ฌ ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐œ๐จ๐ ๐ซ๐š๐ฉ๐ก๐ฒ#*เฉˆโœฉโ€งโ‚Šหš ๐ก๐š๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž#*เฉˆโœฉโ€งโ‚Šหš ๐ฆ๐š๐ซ๐š๐ฎ๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ž๐ซ๐š#*เฉˆโœฉโ€งโ‚Šหš ๐ฃ๐š๐ฆ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ#*เฉˆโœฉโ€งโ‚Šหš ๐ฌ๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐›๐ฅ๐š๐œ๐ค#*เฉˆโœฉโ€งโ‚Šหš ๐ซ๐ž๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง#harry potter universe#hpcu#marauders era#hp marauders#marauders fanfic#speak now taylor swift#taylor swift#james potter x reader#sirius black x reader#remus lupin x reader#all of the girls you loved before#all of the girls you loved before taylor swift#lover taylor swift#lover#valentines day#marauders headcanon
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steadfastspeed ยท 2 years
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tag dump 01.
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โœชย ยป ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐š ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ฌ ๐š๐๐ฏ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ž! ( ic )
โœช ยป ๐œ๐ก๐š๐จ ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ก๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ข๐š๐ฌ๐ญ! ( ooc )
โœช ยป ๐Ÿ๐š๐ง ๐ฆ๐š๐ข๐ฅ! ( asks )
โœช ยป ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ž๐œ๐ข๐š๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ ๐ž! ( prompts )
โœช ยป ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ง๐ž๐ฑ๐ญ ๐š๐๐ฏ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ž ๐š๐ฐ๐š๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ฌ! ( queue )
โœช ยป ๐ง๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐Ÿ๐ž๐š๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ! ( study )
โœช ยป ๐š ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐š๐๐Ÿ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ ๐จ๐ฅ๐! ( headcanon )
โœช ยป ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐ข๐œ ๐ฌ๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ! ( psa & reference )
โœช ยป ๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž ๐ง๐จ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ž! ( dash comm )
โœช ยป ๐ง๐จ ๐œ๐จ๐ฉ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ฅ๐š๐ฐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ฆ๐ž! ( crack )
โœช ยป ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ! ( audio )
โœช ยป ๐ฉ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐จ ๐š๐ฅ๐›๐ฎ๐ฆ! ( gallery )
โœช ยป ๐›๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ž ๐›๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ซ! ( self )
โœช ยป ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฐ๐ž๐ซ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ž๐š๐ฆ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค! ( promo )
โœช ยป ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐ž๐ญ! ( self promo )
โœช ยป ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐จ๐ญ ๐š ๐œ๐ก๐š๐จ๐ฌ ๐ž๐ฆ๐ž๐ซ๐š๐ฅ๐! ( saved )
โœช ยป ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐๐จ ๐š๐ง๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ! ( zone: classic )
โœช ยป ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐œ๐ก ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ฌ! ( zone: modern )
โœช ยป ๐ž๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐›๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ! ( zone: crossover )
โœช ยป ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ! ( zone: smash bros / world of light )
#โœช ยป ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐š ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ฌ ๐š๐๐ฏ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ž! ( ic )#โœช ยป ๐œ๐ก๐š๐จ ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ก๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ข๐š๐ฌ๐ญ! ( ooc )#โœช ยป ๐Ÿ๐š๐ง ๐ฆ๐š๐ข๐ฅ! ( asks )#โœช ยป ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ž๐œ๐ข๐š๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ ๐ž! ( prompts )#โœช ยป ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ง๐ž๐ฑ๐ญ ๐š๐๐ฏ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ž ๐š๐ฐ๐š๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ฌ! ( queue )#โœช ยป ๐ง๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐Ÿ๐ž๐š๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ! ( study )#โœช ยป ๐š ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐š๐๐Ÿ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ ๐จ๐ฅ๐! ( headcanon )#โœช ยป ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐ข๐œ ๐ฌ๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ! ( psa & reference )#โœช ยป ๐ง๐จ ๐œ๐จ๐ฉ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ฅ๐š๐ฐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ฆ๐ž! ( crack )#โœช ยป ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ! ( audio )#โœช ยป ๐ฉ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐จ ๐š๐ฅ๐›๐ฎ๐ฆ! ( gallery )#โœช ยป ๐›๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ž ๐›๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ซ! ( self )#โœช ยป ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฐ๐ž๐ซ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ž๐š๐ฆ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค! ( promo )#โœช ยป ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐ž๐ญ! ( self promo )#โœช ยป ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐จ๐ญ ๐š ๐œ๐ก๐š๐จ๐ฌ ๐ž๐ฆ๐ž๐ซ๐š๐ฅ๐! ( saved )#โœช ยป ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐๐จ ๐š๐ง๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ! ( zone: classic )#โœช ยป ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐œ๐ก ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ฌ! ( zone: modern )#โœช ยป ๐ž๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐›๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ! ( zone: crossover )#โœช ยป ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ! ( zone: smash bros / world of light )#โœช ยป ๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž ๐ง๐จ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ž! ( dash comm )
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tigerockk ยท 2 years
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MJ's mom was a huge believer in fate and destiny and soulmates, and MJ always made fun of her for it. As MJ's gotten older though (and met Peter), she's begun to wonder if her mother was right in some way.
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minkmousesworld ยท 2 years
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request: If youโ€™ll write for him, can you do A/B/O hcs for Hotaru Haganezuka (the swordsmith), w nsfw plz ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’ž
Hello hello! Thank you for your requestโ™ก
โŒž fireflies โŒ
drabble + sfw headcanons + nsfw headcanons + drabble for alpha reader. more than 1000 words. mention of hard practices.
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๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž: omegaverse au
๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: pet names, courtship, dommale elements, animal behaviour (nesting, purring, light scent kink, marking), mention of male pregnancy, dommy buff omega likes to be taken by the hand and from behind.
nsfw under 'nsfw'
๐๐š๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ฯ‰! hotaru haganezuka x reader; ฮฑ! reader implied
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You have never seen a wilder omega than him; and sometimes you doubt if there is even a person who can compete with him in this.
Everyone knows โ€” Hotaru is hot-tempered, loud, easily coming to emotions, but at the same time sometimes ignoring others to amazement, as if he lived only in his own world, ignoring any logic and surrendering only to the passion in his heart. He preferred to stay at home, was passionately devoted to his hobbies and looked eternally dissatisfied โ€” not that he could be judged for this, of course, but even if he were not an omega, these would not be attractive qualities.
And, unfortunately, Hotaru was exactly omega โ€” although very attractive, but too hot and burning, clearly aggressive and "problematic", and this, willingly or unwittingly, repelled the alphas and betas. Like a time bomb (although for you he was more like a cat), ready to explode if mishandled โ€” not at all an obedient and affectionate stereotypical omega. And it's not that he suffered because of it โ€” at least he never looked like he was suffering from a lack of interest from the alphas, rather enjoying those who are willing to tolerate him and understand him.
Was it a kind of subconscious "check"? You didn't know. In the same way, from where pretty stones appeared next to your door, shimmering with various colors, along with deliberately carelessly well-groomed flowers, as if someone very diligently made them beautiful, but tried to pretend that this was not the case. And you knew, you knew who brought you this gift. Because only one person smelled like that.
It was such an obvious way of saying that he liked you that the only even more obvious way was to come straight up to you and say. But, apparently, he planned to play these "I found you" games for now, waiting for your reaction โ€” and definitely expecting you to accept gifts, even if they are from omega, to whom you are supposed to bring gifts.
He's always been like that, after all. Eccentric, but living his passion.
(it's almost amazing how Hotaru managed to become like this, considering that omegas are usually taught to be patient and waiting)
(but when you see his gifts again, for some reason you feel warm, but wrong...)
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ใ€„ At the beginning of his courtship, even if you are a little wary or apprehensive, Hotaru pretends that everything is normal, unwittingly making you feel like everything is normal too. He becomes more restrained if he notices that you don't really tolerate his behavior at the moment, or, conversely, becomes more persistent if he understands that you are fine โ€” as if you are playing some fancy games like "catch me" or "take care of me".
And although at first Hotaru tries to behave like the one who started, he does not mind at all if then you take the initiative, pushing him into a more accepting position or even fighting a little for the right to be "courting", where, of course, he gives up in the end โ€” not at all because he likes when for he is being courted and sought after, but because you won a fair victory, understand?
... He would rather 'die' than let you know that he likes to feel wanted and loved in a more omega-ish way.
ใ€„ Yes, "more omega-ish" is all these 'stupid and annoying' things like giving up a seat, giving a hand, helping when crossing something or opening a door in front of him, pushing a chair, insisting that you take care of everything, you don't want to make your omega feel tired, he should to be surrounded by care and attention โ€” he blushes and is silent, looking with a complex expression anywhere but at you, but you feel that he is happy, although very confused. Giving gifts, praise, attention to small details, the desire to make him happy โ€” his heart is so easy to melt, much easier than you think.
Hotaru is so unaccustomed to caring and tenderness, especially romantic, that he gets lost and does not know how to react, except to grumble a little or be silent, thinking how to thank you and not look obviously excited.
When you take his hand politely for the first time, he wants to pull it away from shyness and a feeling of strange warmth, but you pretend that everything is fine, even if you then catch almost guilty glances. He eventually apologizes in a confused way โ€” probably not with words, but with deeds, trying to behave more gently, knowing that you are not trying to harm him; calls on dates, tries to behave less hot-tempered, getting used to you, but still leaves gifts at your door.
ใ€„ ... But the bouquet and candy period does not last forever. Although Hotaru is shy and slow to reveal his feelings, he is open in demonstrating that he has a partner and he is serious, so you start living together and, mmm, spending time alone together before exchanging 'mating bites' or rings โ€” he is not one of those who does something thoughtlessly, even if he often allows his passion to prevail over other things.
"You to him" or "he to you" depends on how ready you are for his hobby of sharpening sharp objects, and by "ready" means your ability to provide a place for his things. It is not so important to him where exactly he will live, since in any case Hotaru will change everything to suit his needs, but if you are more sensitive to unfamiliar things, then this may be important for you. Do you bring your things? Cool, he'll help you find a place. Are you building a nest? Well, he agrees that you find a place in the closet, or connect it and your nest together โ€” or he can build a general one. Are you buying new things? Yes, he lacked a refreshing environment. Are you throwing something away? He... was also thinking about throwing it away, so it's okay, do it!
In turn, if Hotaru moves in with you, he expects the same acceptance and understanding on your part, since his house is primarily a place of comfort, and you will have to give up some things here and there and engage in general restructuring until he can start building a nest.
ใ€„ His nest? Looks sloppy and too big, but surprisingly soft and comfortable. He often built nests as a child when he wanted to relax and ease the burning feeling of anger, so he is very skillful and quick to build it.
Consists of very soft and light blankets, but sometimes there are lush and very warm ones (the number of which can grow if you are rather a 'cold body', because Hotaru is rather hot and prefers less warm blankets); under the blankets here and there there are bells that you can easily detect, even if Hotaru definitely tries to hide them as far as possible.
Even if you may have a feeling that Hotaru is "too much", which makes it difficult to determine whether he himself is in the nest or not, for some reason it does not irritate you and does not cause a desire to go out. Maybe because you are already used to his smell, maybe because it doesn't bother you too much โ€” however, you still spend a lot of time in it. Perhaps after a while you will be haunted by the smell of your omega... while his nest will smell of you, so it's a fair deal.
ใ€„ Home life with him is as chaotic as you might expect. Although Hotaru knows how to cook and do household chores, he often ignores the need to take care of himself, believing that he will be able to live anyway, as if his body itself is made of metal, and physical care only reaches the necessary minimum so as not to die. And it's not that he is lazy or inept โ€” he just has more important things to do, spending nights with what has captured his heart and giving himself to passion, which is why he can stay up all night just talking to you (if you share the same passion) or giving himself to a hobby (if you are on more thoughtful side).
However, when you unexpectedly remind him that it is necessary to do this, or even insist that it is time to take care of the house and about himself, Hotaru behaves obediently, even if grumbles โ€” because he understands that you care about him, but still retains his personality of a disgruntled puppy who yaps but does without telling you that he doesn't think it's necessary.
But, at other times, Hotaru still remains a good husband, even if his ignoring the instinct of self-preservation for the sake of a sense of intensity can sometimes amaze both positively and negatively. He cooks vegetables and roasts meat well, and is not picky about food, easily adjusting to your preferences, and even allowing you to persuade him to co-manage the household contrary to his initial discontent โ€” he doesn't really resist your requests and orders very well, although can grumble and turn his nose for a long time; but then he agrees that your idea was good and he even begins to like it (although he also continues to ignore what did not arouse his interest). Maybe it's a bit like 'brainwashing', where you make him love housework, but it ended well, so-
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๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: sex during mating season + sex marathon, unprotected sex / breeding, rough treatment, dommale elements / power exchange, penetration giving + deep penetration, knotting, brat taming, sex toys, oral sex (r.)
mention of hard practices (CNC, knife play)
mention of tickling, gaping, semi-public sex, sex after drinking alcohol, outdoor sex, oral knotting, throatfucking, crying, degradation praise / degradation / praise, rimming, jealous sex
positions: from behind (doggy), cowboy, mating press
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ใ€„ His libido is definitely high, especially when the mating period comes โ€” and if outside of estrus he can give his passion to other things, giving you the opportunity to rest and the lack of feeling that your omega is too thirsty and greedy for you, then during estrus you do not get out of the nest not because your omega is territorial or wants to cuddle, but because the five-minute break is over, dear, get back in.
At the beginning of your relationship, he prefers to be on top in order to independently adjust the depth and speed. Although Hotaru will never say it explicitly without teasing-provocations, he is actually excited and worried when you are inside him, since his only experience was with toys during heat and some books โ€” either he was too wild and intense for potential partners, or they failed to attract him and if he is not too skilled in romance, he is not shy, then he cannot calm his anxiety about control. Being able to see your face and know how you feel, while maintaining a more controlling role, calms him down.
As the relationship progresses, Hotaru is more willing to lean towards less controlling processes, like mating press and from behind, when you allow him to surrender to what is happening and trust you, already knowing how to make his body feel good and it trembled with pleasure. When he lies on his side, clinging to the pillow while you drive inside him, making him moan loudly and mumble something hoarsely, squeezing the fabric from the sensations, allowing you to fully control and choose exactly how you want to make him, aggressive and independent to the point of savagery, feel โ€” it's heavenly.
ใ€„ His heat doesn't last long, but it's usually quite draining โ€” rather because of his initially high sex drive, which only gets worse when his body thinks it's time to make cubs, and pushes him to saddle you anyway if you can't take him and bury him in the pillow while pounding from behind. Preparation for estrus is usually slow and calm, so that one night Hotaru suddenly became very hot and you started to smell even more arouse... oh, have you always smelled like this?
Why is his head so empty...
... Usually it all starts with his constant fatigue and desire to sleep, but no matter how long he stays in bed or nest, it does not go away. Constant hunger, a sharp decline in activity, pain in the body, the desire to snuggle up to you and discontent when there is nothing with your smell next to him โ€” you already know what will happen soon, even if you have not remembered his cycle. When he grumbles something into the pillow, not even being able to get up, you always have two options: either illness or the onset of estrus; but when he becomes clingy to your presence and smell and shows obvious dissatisfaction with the appearance of unfamiliar smells, you understand that this is the second.
And it's not so bad... until the heat itself begins, and you don't find yourself captured until the very end, when he can't take any more. Hotaru is not too prepared, preferring to experience "as is", but after starting a relationship with you and experiencing the first joint estrus, he becomes more thoughtful, preparing a lot of water in advance and lubricants โ€” just in case you realize that your body can't cope any longer and you need more than a few minutes, however, Hotaru will still need to feel full. Toys, mouth, fingers โ€” he is not picky, as long as he feels your smell and his body is satisfied.
ใ€„ Hotaru, like most omegas, is low fertile outside of estrus โ€” but even if he were the 'perfect parent material', he would still not be able to refuse raw breeding when you cum deep into him, not taking out for a moment until you're done with him. He is not interested in children and pregnancy, but often indulges his desires, even if it involves risk. Bondage? Knife play? Semi-public sex? Under alcohol? In nature? When others are around? Consensual nonconsensual?
You name it โ€” he agrees; even if Hotaru has an assumption that he won't like it, he thinks he should try everything, especially if you suggest it. Probably, you quickly have a safe word and an understanding of what you might like in the future, studying each other's preferences to the smallest detail. That's how you found out that your mate likes it when you grab him by the hair, talk dirty to him and "force" him with knives.
Degrading praise is better than praise, but praise is better than degradation and humiliation. Brat taming, tagging and spanking, bondage, denial of orgasm, taking light tickling, gaping, rimming, throatfucking and oral knotting โ€” the more you study, the more about your mate you will learn, although how cute he makes a facial expression when he is close to orgasm or coughs while you stretch his throat is impossible describe.
ใ€„ And although you may have a huge desire to call him absolutely submissive, this is not entirely true โ€” yes, Hotaru takes the dominant side only when he feels nervous, but he also shows up in teasing you when you are close to just pushing him โ€” especially if you are smaller/weaker than him and can't be too aggressive, because he doesn't want aggression, but the knowledge that you want him so much that you can't be responsible for yourself.
Maybe his love of giving you oral sex and CNC comes out of this โ€” to know that he gives you pleasure, for which you can be rude, desperate, or gently asking for a continuation in an excited voice? Amazing โ€” and a great way to find something new to do for his mouth besides grumbling.
The more openly you behave about the fact that you consider him exciting and do not want him to stop, the more excited and diligent he becomes, although he refuses to call it "praise kink" โ€” he does not want praise, he wants confirmation of his experience and knowledge that he understands how your body works.
ใ€„ Hotaru is very vocal, especially when he feels good โ€” you will probably have to find ways to shut him up if you don't want others to know how you breed him; or, conversely, it will be a good way to remind 'who he belongs to' - Hotaru is not shy, so he will easily 'survive' such details, but other alphas and betas will definitely remember not to go to him if the next morning after the sounds from your room there are marks on his neck and shoulders that he is not trying too hard to hide โ€” or nail marks on your shoulder blades.
"If you didn't want them to stay, you shouldn't have pushed so deep and left his hands free," he grumbles as he pours a drink for you, but that's what you wanted, so that's all right (although you certainly won't say that out loud).
bonus: alpha!reader, knotting
You're probably worried that your omega will have a hard time accepting your knot โ€” after all, Hotaru wasn't too keen on alphas before, although he used small knot-dildos from time to time when his body felt too empty, but if the knot on the toy can be easily removed or made smaller, then in reality he doesn't will be able to do the same, even if the omega body, in theory, should be able to accept any.
But Hotaru is self-confident that, of course, he will be able to accept you, stop underestimating him, his body can accept you even if you were even bigger, he is not some fragile gentle omega who faints from one look at alpha's dick! You- stop making that face! Give him this knot and he will show you that you are talking complete nonsense!
But when you push inside, it's obvious that he's too tight, even after petting, although Hotaru growls at you to stop worrying, and moans hoarsely into the pillow, squeezing it, when you stretch his hole completely, filling his stomach. And even when you slowly push, trying to behave as carefully as possible, ignoring Hotaru's words that he can do more โ€” because once you start moving harder, he almost suffocates, shaking, feeling how deep you fuck him, making his head spin.
But, although Hotaru cums several times before you knot him, he only whines very softly when you fill his stomach, and in fact turns out to be right โ€” his body easily accepts your knot.
... Yes, he's the size king.
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somnophilia โ‹† #tw:somnophilia
dacryphilia โ‹† #tw:dacryphilia
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daddy kink (sometimes with a ddlg type dynamic; aka a condescending caregiver type vibe) โ‹† #tw:daddy kink
spanking โ‹† #tw:spanking
marking (bruises, hickeys, scratches, bites) โ‹† #tw:marking
size kink/size difference โ‹† #tw:size kink
rough sex โ‹† #tw:rough sex
minimal prep โ‹† #tw:minimal prep
cum playย โ‹† #tw:cumplay
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yandere โ‹† #tw:yandere
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abuseย โ‹† #tw:abuse
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self harmย (rarely)ย โ‹† #tw:self harm
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age gaps between consenting adults โ‹† #tw:age gap
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๐ฆ๐š๐ ๐ข๐œ ย ย  ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ž๐ง๐ฌ ย ย  ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ง ย ย  ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ย ย  ๐๐จ ย ย  ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ย ย  ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ย ย  ๐ฎ๐ฉ. ย ย  ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง ย ย  ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ย ย  ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ย ย  ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ ย ย  ๐ญ๐จ. ย ย  ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ย ย  ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž ย ย  ๐š๐ฅ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ ย ย  ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฌ ย ย  ๐ข๐ง ย ย  ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ย ย  ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ย ย  ๐š ย ย  ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐›๐›๐จ๐ซ๐ง ย ย  ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ญ.
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independent, ย ย  semi-selective ย ย  and ย ย  mutually ย ย  exclusive ย ย  bonnie ย ย  bennett ย ย  from ย ย  l.j. ย ย  smithโ€™s ย ย  the ย ย  vampire ย ย  diaries, ย ย  loosely ย ย  based ย ย  off ย ย  the ย ย  novels. ย ย  headcanon ย ย  based. ย ย  bewitched ย ย  by ย ย  athena ย ย  (20 ย ย  + ย ย  she/her)
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MJ had several odd jobs growing up and into college, including bartending, animal care, and art
It took her years to really figure out what she wanted so she just kinda did it all while she tried to figure shit out
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mj, having just gone through a major stint with her own grief and dealing with, seeing how it effected her father, running into peter and befriending him and realizing just how much heโ€™s grieving and struggling
and instead of judging or freaking out or anything, sheโ€™s there for him
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mj likes to buy beat up motorcycles, and fix them up or use their spare parts for other bikes in her spare time
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MJ was the girl with all the weird pets growing up. Snakes, rats, dragonflies, she had em all. The tattoo on her shoulder is actually of her childhood pet snake, a red and white corn snake she affectionately named slither, and had for ten years before it passed away.ย 
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Omega!Zenitsu headcanons with smut?
for my anxiety beloved and my omegaverse-loving pies. mostly smut. we are still breeding omegaverse in the fandom.
Take responsibility
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๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž: omegaverse au, canon timeline
๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: pet names, mention of abusive relationship (past); sex during heat, unprotected sex + breeding, dirty talk, rough sex (biting g., scratching r.), penetration giving (knotting), hyperstimulation, degradation (g.), praise (g.), oral sex (r.), mention of outdoor sex
๐๐š๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ฯ‰! Zenitsu Agatsuma x Reader (alpha implied)
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Zenitsu's flowering happened earlier than that of other omegas, although it is not quite correct to call him "omeganine", since, despite long, intense estruses, he does not have the features of a "real procreator" or similar things in his appearance or behavior. He is rather frightened by thoughts of childbirth, does not consider himself a good father for future cubs and is afraid of having many puppies; in fact, if he had a choice, two pups would be enough for him.
Zenitsu feels nervous around children and has no "instinct" or experience that could help him; the only experience he had was when he lived on the street and took a little care of a larger, probably domestic cat that often came to sleep next to him. Perhaps this was the longest experience of caring for a small creature, since later he was afraid to touch anything fragile and had no opportunity to take pets, even if he wanted to.
There was even less experience with alphas โ€” even when he had "close friends" who were much older than him and did not consider him something important, he did not have any good treatment even with them; their treatment of him was the same, "consisting of cold gentleness and manipulation" to attract and retain Zenitsu. And this left a mark in Zenitsu's mind, as if the only thing he is good for, if he wants attention, is to try his best to be given a little tenderness.
And that if he wants to get attention, he must be obsessive, clingy and loud in order to be noticed. After all, would anyone notice him if he was quiet and unobtrusive?
But no one likes anxious and loud.
Perhaps that's why when his future mate takes him into their pack, despite the fact that Zenitsu is never strong, brave or supportive, Zenitsu can only cling even tighter to their haori to follow them. If they want to have him by their side, does that mean they need him? So he hadn't waited so long for nothing?
So, someone else can see the potential in him besides Grandpa?
Zenitsu was neither a picky follower nor a hard-to-fall-in-love omega. So when he curls up under your side, clinging to your clothes, you already know what will happen "next".
โ€œ[Y/n], please, marry me!!!โ€
โ€œOh...โ€
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โ€ If Zenitsu had a way to choose his death, he would have died from too much sex. All the best things that could have happened to him from this life have already happened, it can't be better.
Or maybe it's better when it's your third time, and Zenitsu is amazed that he is still conscious, although his body is so painfully sensitive, and when you bite his shoulders full of marks again, leaving a few more, he whines, trying to snuggle even closer and give more places for new bites. His short nails leave streaks on your skin, but you don't feel it when you press your omega again, squeezing his body and hearing only the purr of your mate trembling under you.
But if you asked who he belongs to when he makes you jealous again with his provocatively flirtatious behavior, he would not be able to answer you, too overwhelmed by feelings.
โ€œGood boy.โ€
Zenitsu responds only by purring; but sweetly whines when you leave a bite on his chest again.
โ€ He creates a lot of nests before estrous; of course, he constantly creates a nest to relax, but before estrus almost everything around him becomes a nest, as if his life depends on their number. Zeniths also stock up on food and water, and tries to put you in one of the nests or take some used clothes from you as material, since your smell makes him less anxious.
So whenever you're looking for him, he probably hiding in some of the nest.
He also spends estrus in the nest, allowing you to climb up to him, but refusing to get out, since, in addition to smells, the nest protects his hearing, which becomes even stronger during heat. And, of course, the opportunity to hide under your clothes and lure you inside so that Zenitsu can comfortably lie on top of you and mate until you lose consciousness from overwork, snuggling up to each other.
โ€ He is very hypersexual and is ready to have sex anywhere and at any time, regardless of whether his estrus is close or not (although you sometimes think that it may not just be a high libido, but also a way to relieve stress, at least by the way he tries to snuggle even closer).
And despite the stereotypical understanding of omegas as shy and quiet, Zenitsu easily clings to your hip and begs you (if that makes sense) until he gets what he wants or feels that if he continues, he will only worsen the relationship (although you expect your mate to be a little eccentric and obsessive, but he still respects you and your desires).
Zenitsu is not an easily confused omega when it comes to mating, but will definitely be shy if you initiate sexual contact or tease him for how provocative he is or how much he wants to be filled; a little dirty talk or even biting his ears is enough to make him ready again โ€” including kneeling in front of you in a doorway, being taken and marked in the woods, or or cum, biting his sleeve so as not to be too loud, in the house of the person who agreed to give you a bed for the night.
โ€ Zenitsu is worried about a possible pregnancy and definitely whines so that you don't breed him, but makes the happiest sounds when he gets a knot. And even if he likes to be bred several times a night, especially if he can't control the thrusts himself, in the end, he's still a complainer.
If he rides you, he prefers when you hold his hips while he fucks you; yes, strong hugs and mutual purring with praise of what a good boy he is and how good he feels with your knot inside are necessary.
But if it's mating press, then Zenitsu purrs from start to finish, doesn't let you move away and probably falls asleep listening to your heartbeat while you warm him up. The deeper the knot, the better, while the lack of extra space and heat for a normally cold Zenitsu seems ideal.
โ€ Zenitsu definitely has a special relationship to the topic of care and protection, and is delighted if you tenderly take care of him, but humiliate or dirty talk while gently fucking him with your fingers or stroking his hair while he gives you oral sex. A little dirty talk and sweet degradation, especially with the words that the only thing his mouth should do is to please you, along with the affectionate brushing of his hair makes him so excited. Whispering in his ear that if he is such a slut, then he should constantly be filled while you gently jerk him off, makes him cum right away.
Or vice versa, when you roughly fuck him and spank him, plugging his mouth with your hand, but whisper what a good boy he is and how it suits him to be so sensitive and tender, so cute and adorable, you are so lucky to have such a wonderful omega โ€” and he immediately shivers under you in a new orgasm, purring while his body trembles enthusiastically.
Dirty talk is hot, but when your words and actions contradict each other at the same time? Zenitsu is delighted.
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โœฎ โ€” angry
[1600 words]
series โ€” angry | format โ€” headcanons + drabbles
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Although your irritability sometimes complicates things a little, it's not that it's hard to cope with it โ€” in various ways.
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๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž: modern au (implied)
๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: pet names, fight (+ the state of affect after), established relationship, comforting (including sex as a comfort), mention of slightly unhealthy relationship (mild yandere? just light love obsession?)
finger sucking, begging + drooling, dub-con, CNC, rough treatment, dirty talk, deep penetration / belly bulge, mating press (โ™‚) / riding position (โ™€), degradation (g.), hyperstimulation (g.), light bondage (g.), light slut-shaming (g.)
penetration giving (โ™‚) / penetration receiving (โ™€)
๐๐š๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: Tanjirou Kamado x Reader; easily angry + jealous (implied)! Reader
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โ€ Sweet summer baby. Happy to take care of you and reassures you if you feel that you are losing control of yourself. It seems as if any of your irritation, having the form of whims or random aggressive attacks, is perceived by him as nothing more than small sweet things with which you try to attract attention and show that you do not feel satisfied, and he will be happy to mess with it. After all, he has had experience dealing with aggressive and emotional siblings, so he is not at all burdened when you behave irritably โ€” even if it happens regularly.
It's just another trait he loves about you.
From time to time he wakes up with amazement at the thought that he can now hold your hand without having to ask permission and kiss you โ€” your cute aggressive whims are nothing more than little precious features. Of course, Tanjirou will fight back if he feels that you are unhealthy 'overreacting', and he will insist on help if he feels that your aggression is something serious, but if it's just your character trait, then his patience will perfectly cover it.
โ€ Your whims are his orders โ€” but, hhh, he is so helpful and gentle that it can annoy you even more. Does he even have a clue that he shouldn't be so serviceable? Yes, it's nice when he behaves like this in everyday life โ€” it's actually nice for you, but it's so annoying when he's just as calm even when you expect him to be different.
It's even worse when others allow themselves to make comments about it, and Tanjirou smiles shyly at them, causing you even more irritation โ€” and maybe it's immature, but it's not fucking right when he makes that facial expression again, and you know how others react to it. โ€œHoney, I don't understand what you're talking aboutโ€ โ€” of course, you don't understand when more than half of your friends have a crush on you, huh?
You don't pay attention to it โ€” and trust him, this is your Tanjirou, this is your cute faithful cupcake who will always look into your eyes and with whom you go through the most terrible times, but it doesn't matter when he flirts with others again, and again, and again, and again, without even realizing it.
"Just communicates well with them"?
"I do not know why this is happening!"?!
Well, you know why this happens โ€” and it blows your head off when Tanjirou starts making excuses again, saying that he doesn't do anything, and... and, in fact, you do exactly the same! Unlike him, you are constantly nice and pleasant with others, and spend more time with others than with him!
You're jealous of him because you did... something โ€” because he definitely didn't do anything and doesn't deserve you to suspect him!
After all, you just start loving him less and he starts annoying you more, right?..
And you don't know why โ€” you really don't know why, but instead of apologizing, or crying, or shutting up, or going the other way โ€” anything, anything, because you definitely don't expect such words from him โ€” but instead of all this, you can't restrain yourself from grabbing him and knocking him down.
And he's so surprised and almost shocked when you kiss him, getting under his t-shirt with this silly cupcake image that he likes so much.
When you kiss him so desperately and hard that it almost hurts, but he only moans wantonly, allowing you to scratch him and squeeze him like your cute disenfranchised toy โ€” as if you are sure that he will like everything you do with him. And he shouldn't get excited, he definitely shouldn't, but you hurriedly tie his hands with his belt, hissing when he opens his mouth โ€” shut up, shut up, or I'll fuck you to such a state that you can't even think.
You are suffocating, you are almost suffocating, you are hot and heavy, as if if you don't do anything right now, this ball inside you will burst - and you are almost ready to lose consciousness, feeling so bitter, irritated and excited for the first time. Is this your aggression? Is this your excitement? You're really not okay โ€” you're definitely not okay when you hurriedly and carelessly undress Tanjirou, who is whimpering under you โ€” please, please, he can't anymore, touch him.
His body trembles under you, and his heart beats so fast, but when you lightly press on his mouth, he obediently accepts your fingers, even when tears appear in his eyes due to his carelessly hasty movements.
โ€œYou look so needy right now, like you're going to cum just because of finger fucking.โ€
When he looks into your eyes, excited and rosy, but with this sparkles, you realize that you are not so far from the truth.
Are you all right?
Definitely not.
He's wet, hot, puffing hard, and looks amazing when looks at you like that, not realizing anything, except that he has to be a good boy if he wants to get a reward โ€” and if he's a bad boy, he'll get punished.
Not that he understands anything of what you said, except that he no longer feels your touch โ€” and in response he only whimpers for you.
โ€ It happens by accident, but it turns out to be much more enjoyable and relaxing. Whether it was 'right' or not, neither you nor he knows, but when you wake up the next day, ruddy and covered in marks and bites, you realize that you don't feel as bad or tired as usual. Tanjirou is so covered, but almost purrs when snuggles closer to you, like a pet cat looking for affection... Of course, he gets praise for how well he handled everything.
Good boy.
And for some reason you feel happy when you see him so contented and satisfied, even if he looks as if there is not a single uncovered place on him. Maybe yesterday you were a little rougher than usual, but he definitely doesn't mind โ€” and even yesterday's quarrel is calmly discussed by you in bed while you lazily kiss. Almost like heaven.
It becomes habitual when you discuss that rough sex turns out to be a more appropriate way for you to express your emotions than storing them and accidentally spilling out.
And at first it's more awkward: that casual sex that appeared under the influence of emotions turns out to be not so passionate when you consciously try to make love. And even if Tanjirou tells you that 'everything is fine', whenever you are rude, you immediately cool down, as if something inside you is bothering you.
... this is easily solved when he begins to provoke you by reminding you of his 'friends' โ€” or again starting to overprotect you, which makes you even more annoyed. To the point that you tie him up again, fucking him until he forgets about all this.
[โ™‚]
Fuck him until he loses consciousness. Maybe it's not as soft as he's used to โ€” but not that Tanjirou has any choice when you bend him again, biting the edge of his T-shirt, and push all the way into him, which makes him sigh sharply, almost choking and feeling his belly bulge.
But even if he whines and shivers, clinging to you, you know where he is looking, too excited about what is happening.
Too much? Too fill? Too little? โ€” you can't understand anything of his sweet babble while you make him moan and tremble, feeling how he tries to grab you and get even more, but can only shamelessly whine and drool while he fills up.
(His body accepts so well, as if it was created to be roughly fucked and used by you for its intended purpose.)
Good boys perfectly fulfill their task of being filled and fucked to unconsciousness โ€” look into eyes while you are being used, and do not dare not accept everything that is given to you.
โ€œGood boy.โ€
โ€œHhh...โ€
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He's so cute almost purring and whimpering when you ride him again, making his sensitive cock throbbing. It's so unbearable โ€” but when you squeeze his cheek again, teasing him for the kind of face he makes, Tanjirou blushes even more, slightly sticking out his tongue. Hot and wet, his heart beats so fast under your palm, but so pathetic, almost crying and panting when you move, making him get excited again and want more.
When his shoulders and neck are littered with traces of your marks, but the only thing he can do is drool and tremble, looking at you with an unconscious look โ€” too much, too rough, too deep, not enough โ€” and you squeeze his neck and his dick tightly again.
You're such a slut, sunshine. Maybe I should have fucked you like that earlier if I'd known you enjoyed being treated like that so much.
It's not that he needs a lot of time to come again, whining and trembling uncontrollably, almost choking, while you continue to fuck him through his orgasm, squeezing hard and forcing his empty cock to cum again and again; and although you understand that he is trying to tell you something, probably even begging you, it's not that important to you.
Didn't you promise to be a good boy? Good boys should just lie down obediently and serve.
His cock is much cuter - red and throbbing, and Tanjirou trembles from every touch, but whenever you look at his pathetic, ruddy face, for some reason you want more.
โ€œIf... you weren't so damn cute, you... haaa, wouldn't be in this situation, honey.โ€
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Oh! Oh! I've been thinking about this for so long and since I'm rewatching demon slayer rn I thought about finally sharing!
So, Tanjiro doesn't have any parents now, right? So poor omega has no one he can turn to when in doubt about anything regarding his dynamic. His still hasn't had his first heat. Is that normal?? There's this alpha he reaaaallly likes, how should he approach them??? What should he do whenever some alpha or beta doesn't take him as a demon slayer serious just because he's an omega!?
So, Tanjiro starts seeing Giyu as some sort of parental figure! He is an omega amongst the pillars after all, and Tanjiro does admire him a whole lot
Tomioka feels very awkward when Tanjiro runs to him with all sorts of questions, though his alpha seems to enjoy the youngster quite a bit. Giyu can't even prevent a blush when his mate jokes about Tanjiro being great pup-practice.
AWWWWWW
I'M SO SOFT RIGHT NOW
small drabble + headcanons for my pies,,,,
Pup
[1000 words]
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๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž: omegaverse au, canon timeline
๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: parental relationship (found family vibes?), mention of blood, mention of heat / rut + courtship
๐๐š๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ฯ‰! Giyuu Tomioka x Reader, ฯ‰! Tanjirou Kamado
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Tanjirou had so little knowledge about courtship/social nesting since he grew up in a closed environment with his father omega and mother alpha; but when Tanjirou himself became old enough to learn more about the outside world, estrous and pregnancy, his father died.
And although Kie wanted to help him, she knew only the basics, so for a long time he had no idea what to do with the 'changes' that were not happening, and how to behave with a potential mate in order to attract them. After all, he probably has to use his scent somehow, right? Or give them something? Or should he protect them? Or, on the contrary, should he somehow attract their attention without putting pressure on them?
And even if Nezuko tells him that everything is fine, 'you can attract anyone, brother!', Tanjirou only pats her on the head, gently smiling. Because yes, he wants to believe and hope that she is right, and he just needs to be himself to find a couple โ€” but another part of him worries that everything is not so simple, he also has to take responsibility for attracting! But how?...
He didn't even have his first "bloom" and still perceived as a puppy...
But such mundane problems soon become unimportant โ€” not as important as the life of him and his family, who are killed by a monster, miraculously leaving only little Nezuko alive, who was about to become an alpha and celebrate her first maturation.
They even prepared for it, not only giving her her own room apart from the others with a comfortable nest, but also preparing wonderful dishes when she passes her first maturation. Nezuko had to experience the first rut and become the beautiful and majestic alpha that anyone dreams of.
She had to.
She should have been happy.
She shouldn't.
When Tanjirou carries his almost living sister with a blunted, reflexive hope that everything will be fine, that this is just a bad dream, that they will have time to reach the village and Nezuko will be cured โ€” he does not even realize what is happening to him around, and that Nezuko, sweet and gentle Nezuko, who creates the best color crowns and wants him to stop overworking for the sake of the family, ignoring himself โ€” his warm and kind Nezuko
attacks him.
... Tanjirou is not used to seeing strong and aggressive omegas โ€” he has always been taught that an omega should take care of the family and keep weapons only for the sake of protecting the family and hunting. Only betas and alphas should hold weapons like warriors.
But the omega in front of him looked like a defender of the forest, a spirit from ancient fairy tales who helps the lost and wounded, and looks at him with icy eyes.
Giyuu Tomioka.
So he must also be strong and take up arms if he wants to protect himself and Nezuko?
Maybe Tanjirou is too impressionable, but he does not forget about the omega who fights and protects others, even after two years.
You will learn about an interesting puppy and his sister only after a couple of days, when Giyuu, ceasing to rethink the correctness of what is happening alone with himself, will tell you that he not only could not kill the demon and save people, but also did not kill the child from the murdered family, who turned into a demon, and allowed the puppy to take her away... and even gave him a chance to become a slayer.
And he doesn't know why, but he felt he had to. As if there is power in this tiny, little omega, and that Giyuu is obliged to help him and not let him lose his landmark; after all, this demon was the only thing left of the boy's family.
Did he do the right thing by giving in to emotions?
You can only purr, stroking his head as he snuggles against your chest, lost and seeking understanding. Maybe his hidden weakness for any kind of affection, even between other people, was very sweet.
Others will not appreciate his gentleness and courage to take responsibility if this demon kills someone, but you understand that your omega has always been like this โ€” a little wild and doing what seems right to him, as if deliberately ignoring other people's thoughts or feelings until he is pushed by them.
But you still love him and want his puppies, even if they are just as clamped and socially awkward, but sensitive.
And you really, really, really hope that everything will be fine โ€” Giyuu is not one of those people who will act so eccentrically if it is not some deep impulse.
Because if his feeling turns out to be wrong, and the demon attacks a civilian, you will be forced to kill the demon yourself. Giyuu simply will not be able to do it.
But now you can only believe in Urokodaki and hope that what you don't feel anxious about is not your desire to deny reality, but intuition.
Giyuu falls asleep peacefully in your arms, like a puppy, but you need more time.
Sometimes he can be so careless and emotional...
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แฅซแญก You personally meet a brave pup for the first time only during the meeting of the pillars. And although you didn't have time to talk to him up close, you couldn't deny that he had the eyes of a puppy and the spirit of a brave person, and that you are grateful to him for carefully looking after his sister.
And for some reason you feel that you will still get to know the cute puppy and his sister closer.
Giyuu seems calm, as if relieved; you gently purr, cooing and kissing his face when you are alone, and although he blushes and does not respond with an answering cooing, but shyly intertwines his fingers with yours, without moving away from your touch. So sweet.
It's like something melts inside you every time you look at your reserved, gentle mate...
แฅซแญก The second time you and the cute puppy, Tanjirou, meet very soon โ€” when he walks behind your mate with a happy and curious expression on his face, chirping something, while Giyuu looks with confusion and incomprehension, definitely not understanding what the little thing wants to achieve. Tanjirou has an admiring expression on his face, as if he is communicating with his idol, and an amazing carelessness that confuses your clueless partner even more.
Cuties.
But when Giyuu notices you, he hurriedly moves towards you, definitely looking for protection and support in you โ€” however, this does not stop Tanjirou; he only cautiously approaches you, sniffing to see if you are angry and if you do not mind his presence. But you don't mind, even if your omega seems a little confused by his persistence.
Tanjirou turns out to be an ordinary village omega โ€” not in a bad way, but he is as sunny and soft as a puppy, even if he tries to be adult and responsible; in the end, he even smells slightly like milk, like a puppy, so any of his attempts to look like an adult cause you to gently purr and want to squeeze his cheeks.
Maybe it's just a reaction of your parental instinct to the presence of a milk puppy, but you can't help but pat him on the head. Tanjirou looks surprised and confused, but then smiles happily, purring slightly and blushing.
แฅซแญก The next time you meet your mate in the company of Tanjirou, when Tanjirou looks in amazement while Giyuu tells him something. And although you can't hear what's going on, you're sure it's something like those omega's things that omegas talk about in whispers and in the dark.
At least when Giyuu pauses before continuing, and Tanjirou nods, looking at him with shining eyes, you doubt that they are talking about breathing or how to cut off the head of demons. Most likely, things like estrus or courtship, maybe clarification about medications or what to do. Or maybe Tanjirou came over to ask how best to let the other person know that he likes them.
Or what to do if he goes into heat โ€” how did Giyuu cope with heat before you became his mate?
... Giyuu did not use too many anti-estrus medications before your meeting, as he had a very slow and melancholic flowering โ€” after your meeting, the medications did not help, not even stopping the high temperature and vague thinking.
He may also have shared some of this with Tanjirou โ€” as far as you could tell, pup never had his first heat. Still too young, or having too much stress, which is why his body has not decided to give the opportunity to get a cub.
But even so, he is still a cute milk puppy that makes you want to pinch his cheeks. And when you gently tease Giyuu that after getting closer to Tanjirou, he has become more thoughtful and creates nests more often, Giyuu blushes.
It seems that he also fell under the influence of a cute puppy, that he became so a little obsessive?
He doesn't say anything, but his ears turn a little red.
... Maybe one day, when the situation gets better, or when you do your best and can live for yourself, you will be able to have puppies. At least now you know for sure that Giyuu is ready for them.
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