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t3kandson · 11 months
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Friends in Despair
Word count; 5,292
Fandom; The Boyz
Pairing; Reader X Choi Chanhee, Reader X Son Youngjae & Reader X Bae Jacob
Characters, Choi Chanhee, Son Youngjae, Bae Jacob, Lee Sangyeon, Lee Hyunjae, Ji Changmin & Kim Younghoon.
Warning; Angst, Cheating, Depression & Drowning.
Notes; Happy Birthday Chanhee 🎂❤️
Taglist; @ilovechanhee
“Y/N he’s cheating on you,” Chanhee said with tears in his own eyes. Your mind swirled over the news your best friend had broken your way. “No, No there’s no way,” you said shaking your head in denial. “You’ve got it wrong,” you demanded with a slight sharpness that made Chanhee purse his lips in your direction. “Y/N I wish I had, do you think I like this,” He said pain laced In his tone. “You got it wrong, you must have just misidentified him,” you said smiling hoping for the belief he got confused. “Do you think I don’t know what Son Youngjae looks like, it was him and Yejin that was kissing,” Chanhee said a little more annoyed with your denial. “He wouldn’t, she wouldn’t,” you snap back making him breathe in hard. “Stop refusing to accept this, because if you continue only pain is further in your future,” he adds more calmly as he placed his hand on your shoulder. “Y/N you don’t need to do this because you’re scared to be lonely, you have me,” he added smiling as you flipped his hand off you. “I’m not lonely, I have my fiancée,” you scoff with anger beginning to form through you. “A fiancée who’s cheating and who’s going to hurt you, their is no happy ending here,” he said with his arms crossed in your direction. “Is this because of your feelings for me?” you ask his way as his face paled in your direction. “Sangyeon told me your in love with me,” you add as he looked to the floor before his eyes snapped back towards you.
“How long have we been friends Y/N?” He asks more calmly once he sorted his posture out. “Since we was babies,” you whisper, knowing your family was close friends and he had been your best friend since before you could even walk. “Have I ever gone out my way to hurt you?” He questioned as you tried to hide the smile of your child life squabbles. “One when we wasn’t immature brats,” he adds knowing your thought process as always. “You can’t answer can you, that’s because I would never use your pain to have you in my arms. My emotions are my own problem. You don’t feel the same and I’ve never wanted you to force an emotion. Plus I would be your rebound, what do I have to gain from that,” he said pain returning to his face.
Silence fills the space between you hearing his emotions from his own lips for the first time. “So please believe me,” he cry’s as his hands fall to yours as he holds them tight. “I’m sorry I can’t. Your wrong, or your lying,” you bite out hearing a cry come from him. “I’m sorry you feel like that,” he said looking at the floor in pain as your heart sunk hurting him. “Chanhee please believe me he’s not cheating on me,” you said holding his shoulders with his eyes broken from your accusation. “Fine believe that, believe him over me,” he said refusing to look at you defeated. Your heart hurting not just from the allegation your fiancé of two years could be cheating on you. But also the friend who you was hurting right now because you couldn’t give him what he wanted, what he needed from you. “I’ll drive you home,” Chanhee said walking towards the car as you stood frozen still trying to adjust to everything revealed. “So now my car isn’t good enough,” Chanhee said looking back towards you looking hurt. You followed him in dead silence as he dropped you home words just failing you. Your mind a mess as you struggle to comprehend everything.
“Hi baby,” you said snuggling in to your fiancé when you returned home, Chanhee’s words deep thrown down. “Hi babe, you hungry?” He smiles your way as he made himself towards the kitchen. “Your not about to cook are you,” you smile back in fear of his direction towards the cooking appliances. “Yejin made some food for us, you just missed her. She said she’s been trying to contact you all day,” he said as he pulled the tray of food from the oven. Your heart stung a little hearing her name and how she had been here while you was gone. “Yejin was here?” You asked trying to keep your voice calm as your mind chewed on Chanhee’s words. “Yeah she said she was going to surprise you on a lunch date, she got me instead,” Youngjae said calmly at you as you tried to analyse his words. “She didn’t message me,” you said looking at your phone praying for any message that could help your paranoid mind. Your heart relaxing a little when you found the message that you had not read, busy with Chanhee.
‘Y/N where are you? I don’t think Youngjae wants a lunch date with me and I agree I miss you, let’s meet up soon’
Chanhee was wrong, Youngjae and Yejin was just friends because they adored you. It wasn’t there fault you was getting your ear chewed off by your so called best friend.
“Oh she did, oh I’m so bad, I didn’t see it,” you smiled slipping the phone on the counter as you watched Youngjae prepare you the food. “Yejin said to contact her before she goes away to Busan on her work trip,” Youngjae said as he placed your plate on the island counter. “When’s that?” You asked as you sat to consume your meal. “I don’t know I think she said Friday,” he said as you took a mouthful that felt like it burned. Youngjae was away that weekend, apparently on his business trip. “A lot of business trips going on,” you chuckled to cover your accusation that you couldn’t help but spill. “I think it’s the season,” Youngjae said as he took a spoon from the samgyetang. “You can always come with me, we could make it a dirty weekend,” he winks suggestively that makes your cheeks flush. “That sounds perfect but I’ve got work,” you pouted making him mirror pulling his bottom lip out. “Call in sick, trust me it’ll be fun,” he smirks mischievously that filled you with confidence that nothing was amiss. “I would if I could,” you smile before digging into your meal, content that your fiancée wasn’t cheating.
“Now do you believe me!” Chanhee said shoving the photo that was your worst nightmare in your face. “What’s this?” You asked despite knowing but wanting to be in denial a little longer. “Y/N stop this, do you need any more proof,” he said with more annoyance in his tone. “So you got a photo of two friends shopping that means nothing,” you said turning to walk towards your sink, in need of water to quench your sudden burning thirst. “What when one is suppose to be in Busan and the other Daegu,” Chanhee scoffs behind you as he follows. “How do we know that’s where they are, it could be from somewhere around here,” you said before taking a sip of the water you just poured. “Y/N what does it take for you to believe me,” he pleads as you close your eyes looking down at the sink with your back still turned to him. “Fine I’ll take you to see for yourself,” Chanhee said with anger as he grabbed your wrist. “Chanhee no,” you cried as he drags you towards the door. “No i can’t cope watching this no more, your denial is infuriating me,” he shouts at you as his hand slips. “Well i didn’t ask you to believe such absurd story’s. I want no part of this Bullshit,” you shout as he looks like his oxygen is ripped from him. “It’s not a story,” he whined pain returning to his features.
“Look I can’t do this,” you cry defeated at the view of his discomfort from the story’s he was believing. “Come with me then, I’ll look after you I promise,” he smiled not understanding your words. “Your so blinded by your feelings for me that you want to believe this story. I can’t deal with that,” you said as his nose scrunched with annoyance. “How many times have I said I don’t want you, not like this. You can love someone that you don’t want,” he bit out. “You just said you would look after me,” you stubbornly said as he closed his eyes frustratedly. “Y/N I meant as a friend, why do you suddenly think I have an Alternative motive all of a sudden. It’s like you don’t know me no more,” he said his eyes searching for yours once open. “Because to you I’m more then your friend, you have different emotions now that changes things,” you said hating how the words fell. “Is that what you feel now? That I’m someone you can’t trust because I’m in love with you?” He questions letting defeat fall back on his face. Words got lost in your throat you knew your words was unfair, you knew you was hurting him. But you wasn’t ready to accept that Youngjae and Yejin could do such horrible things to you. The lack of words between you swallowed the atmosphere in a icy tension. Chanhee closed his eyes as he breathed in deeply once more as you knew your lack of words was hurting him. Eyes searching for yours to force words to spill, he seemed desperate for anything. When he didn’t get them he turned to the door to leave. “Sorry that our friendship has come to this,” he cry’s as he opens and walks out.
Instead of returning to your denial, him leaving hurt, the pain hit you like a truck. You had just potentially ruined your friendship over a man that in denial you had a gut feeling was correct. As if you suddenly could accept the possibility you ran to the door, you had to catch him up. Running as fast as your feet could carry you as you made it to the lift before you waited impatiently. When it took its time you realised that the stairs was your only hope as you made the exhausting dash to him. As your heart thundered in its panic as you needed to fix your best friends heart from your cruel words, your feet seemed to not move fast enough.
But instead of finding his car parked in your reserved bay which he used, was empty. You noticed his vehicle driving away, your feet not being able to catch up. ‘It’s ok he’ll realise we need each other, he will call me later’ you told your self as you fought to catch your breath. ‘This Isn’t the end, it can’t be’ you said reassuring yourself as you turned to walk back to your apartment.
“Y/N I’m so sorry,” Sangyeon said sorrowfully when he informed you Chanhee had moved away. “But where has he gone?” You cried as your body went numb. “He refused to tell me,” he said as he passed you his mobile to avoid you contacting him. “I’ve hurt him haven’t i?” You whispered as you tried to process what was happening. “I think he doesn’t want to stay and watch you get hurt,” he said refusing to answer the question that you knew you was right with. You turned from him as your mind refused to work. “Y/N he said to look after yourself well,” Sangyeon said placing his hand on your shoulder. “I will,” you said as your voice broke before you slipped away. Chanhee had left you, how did things go so very wrong.
Everything went downhill after that, your heart hurt, his space in your life was a painful gaping hole. The signs of your fiancé’s deceit was now obvious and you had given up caring. Him and Yejin had become so comfortable with your lack of needing to ask questions that they wouldn’t hide it as much. The lingering eyes, the brush of their touches. They had even continued meeting up with there suppose separate business meetings. Youngjae even returning with love bites up his neck. Once he noticed you refused to ask the questions he returned with more. You wouldn’t even be surprised if one day they suddenly fucked each other in front of you. You didn’t care because you felt defeated, your life wasn’t the same without Chanhee, your best friend in it.
Your mother and Yejin was planning your wedding and even the knowledge that in her mind it was her own didn’t faze you. But even when Youngjae confessed putting a end to the engagement you didn’t batter an eyelid. Losing Youngjae was nothing compared to losing Chanhee. You knew in that second that you was possibly in love with him. Like the second Sangyeon had confided in you about Chanhee’s emotions, that you stopped seeing him as your friend.
“Y/N you can’t keep sitting on this,” Changmin said weeks after your moping from your heartbreak. “What you on about?” You question him despite knowing the words that is about to fall. “You know your in love with Chanhee right?” He suggests as he unwraps a sweet. “I know, but it’s too late,” you moan throwing your head back. “Says who? You just need to find the courage to search for him,” Changmin said throwing the sweet into his mouth. “It’s not that clean cut, I have no idea where he’s gone,” you said resting your arm over your eyes. “I’m sure someone knows where he is,” he said muffled by the sweet he was consuming. “I’ve tried,” you said removing your arms to look his way. “Asking Sangyeon doesn’t qualify as asking,” Changmin said sitting up to look your way. “Well who else is there I’ve asked Hyunjae and he has no idea neither,” you said thinking of his school friend who you knew would hide his whereabouts. “You didn’t ask convincingly did you,” he said as if he read your mind. “You think he’s hiding his whereabouts too?” You asked sitting up as he nodded. “Maybe you could talk to him?” You begged as his eyes widened. “What and affect my own friendship, the second Hyunjae tells me he won’t talk to me again,” Changmin said shuffling in his seat. “Sorry, I shouldn’t have asked,” you leant back in to your chair. “It’s ok to ask, but I can’t help by destroying my own friends trust,” he said with his palm resting on your thighs. “It’s ok I understand,” you smile his way before your view takes to the ceiling. “Keep fighting though, keep searching your find him I’m sure,” Changmin said laying back to rest his head by yours.
You had done just that, you spent months searching for him. Meeting with any mutual friend, prying on the hope they would drop information on Chanhee’s location. It had almost been 8 months since you had lost him when Hyunjae had let slip he wasn’t even in the country. Searching regularly on social media gave you nothing on his whereabouts. Though you imagined him some where peaceful that he could take many pictures.
As a year had approached since you lost contact, you slumped into your sofa feeling lost and lonely. You had a dead end job just to pay the bills. No best friend, though Changmin tried his best to fit the gap Chanhee left behind. Youngjae and Yejin was due to get married that left a bitter sweet bite in your falling apart life. You knew you had to stop putting your life on hold for a guy who didn’t want to be found.
Your heart skipped a beat when you found him in the most unlikely place. A work colleague posted a photo of his holiday in England. The person sat smiling in the camera with his arms around Jacob Bae was your Chanhee. The captions. ‘Great time with friends, Miss you bro see you soon’. How was they friends? Did Chanhee live in England now? Your heart was beating fast, you had to be clever and careful. If Chanhee knew you had found him he would run once more. Was Jacob unaware of the connection? If so then he could give you the fine detail without being suspicious he was betraying his friend.
Calmly meeting with Jacob after an offer of coffee once he returned, your warm friend was excited to share his Journey. You had learnt Jacob and him had met by his brother, who had taken him under his wings in LA. He had then moved to England for personal reasons that Jacob refused to spill. You couldn’t try to push for further without getting him suspicious. Asking about the things he had seen in England you joked that if he was to return to let him come with you. You had been half joking with that suggestion, so when Jacob propositioned you a couple weeks later, you jumped at joy of finally getting as close as you could to Chanhee.
So a month later you was on the plane to London. Jacob’s friend Younghoon was getting married and you was his plus one. Though you knew Chanhee would be put out having you gate crash and Jacob would be heartbroken at you using him, you needed to see him. It wasn’t as if you and Jacob was in any way romantic, the pair of you just mere friends and this journey more of a companionship.
“You ok Y/N?” Jacob asked as your mind was anxious with soon meeting Chanhee again. “Yeah, just not good with meeting new people,” you threw out which had him place his hand on your shoulder warmly. “I get that,” he smiled looking at you with that smile that made you feel comfortable and safe. “But they really are so fun cool blokes,” he said in attempt to cool your anxious emotions.
In your mind you imagined so many ways you both would meet at the wedding pre drinks. Chanhee would sometimes be excited, sometimes mad, but you’d always be back together even if it was just your friendship. But instead you was left with the bitterness in Chanhee, his complete ignorance of your past relations. “This is Y/N,” Jacob said introducing you. Chanhee smiled softly and stuck his hand out. “Oh hi Y/N how lovely to meet you,” he said letting his eyes turn back to Jacob as if you was a stranger.
“So I got your project request, I think it’s brilliant,” Chanhee said to Jacob as his smile beamed brightly. “Project?” You questioned to Jacob not being aware of a project Chanhee was taking part of at work. It meant that he was aware the possibility that you and Jacob could be colleagues. Did he know you was coming as Jacob’s plus one? “You know that TBZ project, well we need a photographer and Chanhee’s a professional,” Jacob explained as your face lit up. “Wow that’s amazing,” you said being excited at the future he had set up.
“He’s one of the best in London,” Jacob said proudly that you couldn’t hide the smile on your face at how proud you was. “I wouldn’t quite say that,” Chanhee said bashfully looking as if he was pleased that he had acknowledged his former best friends excitement in his features. “He’s so humble he pretends as if he isn’t the well known celebrity’s favourite photographer, New Choi,” Younghoon added excitedly. “New?” You question wondering the brand name. “Hey enough about me, I’m sure there are others here you will find more exciting,” Chanhee said in an attempt to cut you off from knowing more information. Younghoon changed the subject feeling the slight avoidance from Chanhee’s tone. Jacob’s arms fell around your shoulder as Chanhee’s eyes fixed on them resting there. It was the first sign he had showed since your reunion of your past. It was clear jealousy was on his mind, he must be wondering if you and Jacob was something being his plus one. You needed to find a way to communicate with him alone.
However, as much as you tried throughout the drinks he would avoid you. Each time you floated towards him when he was alone, he would make his escape to someone else so you couldn’t talk privately.
Dashing to the rest room you searched in New Choi on your mobile and found him. Though there was no picture to indicate it was your Chanhee, Younghoon wasn’t lying. He was well known as a celebrity photographer. It seems his photography was what he used to escape Korea, from you. Did he really hate you so much to need a new life. It suddenly hit you it’s why he used the name New. You needed answers, you didn’t want to bring him pain, if he didn’t want you there you needed to go home. So you typed away to him in one more attempt to not lose him.
Chanhee, sorry I shouldn’t have contacted you this way. But it seems you are doing everything to avoid me. I miss you, I miss you so very much that there’s a void in my life without you there. I know my cruel words hurt you, if I could take them back I would have. Please allow us to speak properly and if you don’t want me here I will leave.
You breathed in deeply as you pressed send, ready to face what ever happened next. But nothing did, no reply, Chanhee didn’t communicate with you. He remained his usual self, avoiding being left alone with you and pretending you was strangers.
The following morning was the wedding. Jacob woke you from your shared twin room as you blinked at him with his warmth morning smile. “Why you so happy?” you asked sleepily as he passed you a cup of coffee to help waken you. “It’s wedding fever possibly, but I’m happy because I have a beautiful young lady as my companion,” he smiles as he brings out the dress from the closet unzipping it from the bag. “I’ve run you a bath, I’ll order room service while your in there. What do you fancy for breakfast?” He asked sweetly. “Anything light, I don’t want to be bloated today,” you said self consciously. “I’m on it, come on get that morning ass up,” he teased as you throw your hands through your messy bed hair. “I’m going, I’m going,” you chuckle taking your phone with you to check if Chanhee had replied, which he hadn’t.
Walking into the foyer to meet Jacob who was waiting down stairs while you changed, you found Chanhee by his side. Both them looking at you with their mouth agape. Your cheeks heated with their response which excited you yet worried you, especially Jacob’s. Was your companionship blurring the line? “You look very beautiful,” Jacob smiled walking his way to you as you mirrored awkwardly, before your eyes took to Chanhee. He bit his lip turning away to walk off out the foyer which stung as you took your focus back to Jacob. “It’s ok you don’t have to be so anxious, it’ll be fine, you look fine, no you look perfect,” he complimented as he placed his arm around your hip to walk you to the rest of the wedding party.
You was sat between Jacob and Chanhee at the wedding, arms brushing each other as he sat awkwardly next to you. However, you noticed him tense the second Jacob’s arms fell around your waist bringing him closer. Being directly opposite to him during the wedding feast did little to diffuse the situation. Sitting across from you he avoided eye contact at every cost, minus when Jacob placed a string of hair behind your ear. Your eyes locking with each other that your breath hitched. Jacob believing it was for him chuckled before pouring you a glass of wine. By the time the evening had come you couldn’t avoid dancing with Jacob. His sweet smile, warmth hold as he pressed your head to his chest. You could easily get lost in the moment even though your intention in Jacob wasn’t romantic. As you closed your eyes as you let him rock you, you danced to the slow music, your eyes reopened to view Chanhee. His face looking tortured as it twisted to walk from the venue. “Jacob I’m so sorry I need the rest room,” you said moving to look up at him. “I won’t be gone long,” you said as he smiled your way nodding.
You dashed to find him, he was at the front entrance talking with someone. This time you wasn’t going to let him walk away, you needed to talk, you needed answers. “Chanhee,” you called out startling him. He realised that you was going to speak to him regardless who was around, bowing at his friend he made his exit. Speeding your feet to catch him up next to the venue pool, you managed to grab his wrist to twist him to face you. “I’ve had enough now, you can’t keep ignoring me,” you cried as he looked at you bitterly. “Go back to lover boy,” he growled snatching his hand back. “Chanhee their is nothing going on with me and Jacob, I am just here as his companion,” you cried as he looked at you laughing with amusement. “You can’t fool me Y/N,” he said walking away from you once more. “Why don’t you believe me,” you shouted out as he stood still turning to face you. “Are you taking the piss,” he growled out with anger towards you that you hadn’t witness since kids. “You know me, you know I wouldn’t lie,” you pleaded softer. He walked back towards you, his steps sounding louder as if his anger was travelling to the ground. “You meant like you never believed me,” he snarled as if your heart hurt remembering his pain. “Chanhee if you waited I would have had a chance to apologise but you acted childishly and ran away before I could,” you said your eyes looking for him to soften. “But you ran away from me, from our friendship, like I never meant anything. Yet you tell me you love me,” you said holding your hand to him. The simple touch was like he burnt as he moved backwards letting your hand fall.
“Loved, I came to my senses and realised there was no love, nothing,” he said hurting you with his words. “Chanhee I don’t believe you,” you said pressing your hand to his chest. “Your more stupid then you look then, because I haven’t missed you once. Your nothing to me Y/N, so leave me alone,” he said pushing your arm away from him that you lost your balance, falling into the pool.
First the shock of the cold attacked as if it was possible to burn in cold freezing water. But the panic as your head submerged was worse, splashing as you felt your body begin to sink. You couldn’t swim and you right this second was drowning. As you started to sink to the bottom you could see through the clouded water, the splash of a body jumping in. The fluid falling into your lungs burned as you struggled for breath, pain engulfing you as you fought for your life. Even as you felt arms yank around you hard pulling you back to the surface.
Thinking the air would comfort and remove your burning lung was wrong. As soon as the air hit, your lungs rebelled as it attempted to expel the fluid that you had consumed. “Y/N, Y/N,” you heard Chanhee cry as he leaned over you fear and panic on his face. Coughing and spluttering as he leaned you to your side, your lung struggled to regain its purpose. “What the hell Y/N don’t scare me like that,” he cried as he laid by your side, his hands resting on your face. “You pushed me,” you choked out coughing as his face fell. “I know I’m sorry, I didn’t think, I didn’t mean to hurt you,” he cried sitting up to pull you into his lap. “I thought we was over punishing each other when we was kids,” you said to encourage him to laugh. “It’s not funny Y/N I feel awful, your now wet and cold,” he said with concern written all over his face.
“Well at-least you don’t hate me to save me, so I can cope with it,” you smile happy despite your lungs aching.
“I could never hate you,” he smiled confessing. “You just hurt me that I couldn’t watch you live the life you was living despite knowing,” he added pushing your wet hair out your forehead. “You was right,” you said as his eyes fell not taking delight. “I know, I also know that you became a weaker person because of it, someone who didn’t care when it was painfully obvious,” Chanhee said as he breathed in. “I was so glad I wasn’t around to witness that,” he added looking in pain. “So you left me because you couldn’t witness my pain?” You questioned. “Do you know how much I loved you, to be just a friend was hard. But knowing you knew how I felt, but put a man before our friendship. I would have ended up gloating. The minute our friendship had me having those feelings it was just as dead as your relationship with Youngjae. You can’t come back from a friend loving you in a non friendly way,” he said stroking your hair as you looked up at him. “So you ran for a new life? One away from me?” You questioned despite knowing that fact. “A new choi, a new life, one where I use to miss you, one that was hard without you,” he added as you saw a tear escape from his eyes.
“Then you ran for no reason, because Chanhee it’s not a half love friendship. I didn’t care about Youngjae, not because I didn’t want to acknowledge what he was doing. But because the pain of losing you was more then caring about anything else in my life,” you added reaching your hand to cover over his. “Choi Chanhee I’m in love with you too,” you whispered as his eyes widened. “What,” he gasped in shock. “That’s why I tracked you here, to tell you. To fight for you to be with you,” you said smiling his way as he looked dumbfounded by your comments.
Before his mouth could open you heard a voice shrill Chanhee’s name out. His face looking in horror when he found the person who called him by the side looking at you half drowned in his arms. The look on his face was guilt one you recognised straight away. Many times he would get up to mischief as a kid and look with sorrow, guilt and remorse when caught out. “What’s going on?” She cried looking at you both as Jacob rushed over behind her. “She fell in the pool, she couldn’t swim I saved her,” Chanhee said with shakey breath. “Oh you poor thing you look frozen,” Jacob said going to his knee to wrap his jacket around you, removing you from Chanhee’s lap. “It’s a good thing my fiancée is a good swimmer,” she smiled pressing her hands around Chanhee’s wet shoulder. “Fiancée?” You questioned looking his way as his eyes couldn’t look at you.
He was engaged, that was why he said he loved you in past tense. It was too late, you found him too late to tell him how you felt.
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ravenshubb · 11 days
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STARTER CALL!! below the cut are the sideblog urls along with the characters on said blog. so with liking this post, i will make you a starter from the sideblog you pick, whether you just pick the sideblog or you pick a character form the sideblog.
@wclfhcwls. ( teen wolf )
ace li ; zhong chenle. beta.
allison argent ; crystal reed. human.
bang taejoon ; choi san. witch.
daire argent ; danielle rose. beta.
liam dunbar ; dylan sprayberry. beta.
lydia martin ; holland roden. banshee.
scott mccall ; tyler posey. true alpha.
stiles stilinski ; dylan o'brien. human.
@deathsvalcr. ( the walking dead )
aften blake ; katherine mcnamara. human.
caroline raleigh ; danielle rose. human.
devin park ; lee jeno. mutant.
emmett lee ; na jaemin. mutant.
evenorra jenner ; candice accola-king. human.
glenn rhee ; gong yoo. human.
jiyeon rhee ; arden cho. kumiho.
levi park ; kang hyunggu. human.
youngjae rhee ; lee chan. beta.
@bloodyvcins. ( oc gang )
daeshim ; kim hongjoong. leader. wendigo.
junseo ; jeong yunho. arms dealer. basilisk.
haru ; jung wooyoung. hacker. chimera.
saem ; song mingi. fighter. vampire.
@criminxlistic. ( criminal minds )
kieran lee ; park seonghwa. alpha.
aaron yong ; kang yeosang. alpha.
choi sangwoo ; han jisung. alpha.
choi seolhee ; seo yeji. alpha.
@dnsurs. ( jurassic world )
aiden grady ; dylan sprayberry. human.
indy ; crystal reed. hybrid.
max lockwood ; drew roy. hybrid.
robin grant ; holland roden. human.
@diistrict. ( oc wolf pack )
na dylan ; bang chan. alpha.
lang daejung ; lee minho. beta.
yim taehyun ; seo changbin. beta.
cho dongmin ; hwang hyunjin. beta.
yu minki ; han jisung. beta.
na noah ; lee felix. beta.
su kyung ; kim seungmin. beta.
im insu ; yang jeongin. beta.
@nublarsix. ( jurassic world; camp cretaceous )
ben pincus ; animated. human.
brooklynn ; animated. human.
darius bowman ; animated. human.
kenji kon ; animated. human.
sammy gutierrez ; animated. human.
yasmina fadoula ; animated. human.
@ipswitches. ( the covenant )
tyler simms ; choi yeonjun. witch.
kevyn reid ; dove cameron. witch.
peyton halliwell ; sabrina carpenter. witch.
kayelyn scott ; danielle rose. witch.
rayne collins ; jenna ortega. witch.
@wckdmaze. ( the maze runner )
minho ; seo changbin. human.
minji ; arden cho. human.
newt ; thomas brodie sangster. human.
aris jones. bang chan. human.
@theothcrs. ( miscellaneous muses )
daisy duke ; jenna ortega. fear street. human.
novalie fier ; elizabeth gillies. fear street. witch.
bae aera ; park jihyo. gossip girl. human.
bae hyunjin ; lee taeyong. gossip girl. human.
raya taylor ; dove cameron. supernatural. fallen angel.
fiona gallagher ; emmy rossum. shameless. human.
brianna marsh ; sophia, danielle, jessica. it. human.
draco malfoy ; tom felton. wizarding world. wizard.
annabelle windsor ; hwang yeji. wizarding world. witch.
lim seungmin ; lee taeyong. friday the 13th. demon.
park jaesung ; lee donghae. fandomless. human.
kang manshik ; jeon jungkook. fandomless. human.
choi sunhyeon ; lee jeno. fandomless. vampire.
athena hart ; park boyoung. fandomless. angel.
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lovesick-boyz · 1 year
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♡ cupid’s library ♡
important note: these are all written with an afab!reader in mind, unless specifically stated otherwise at the start of each individual fic. this masterlist also includes fics containing smut so please do not read if you are a minor. 18+ only.
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key: fluff (❀) | angst (✰) | smut (❦)
[WIP] = this fic is currently being written
[coming soon!] = still fleshing out the plot
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— lee sangyeon
Fix Him First [ ✰ + ❦ ] [coming soon!]
The new transfer student was definitely going to be a problem. Luckily, you have quite the reputation of being a ‘problem-solver’.
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— bae joonyoung / jacob
Good for You [ ❀ ] [coming soon!]
Your husband always knows exactly what you need, when you need it.
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— kim younghoon
A Taste of Her Own Medicine [ ❦ ]
You made Younghoon’s life a living hell. It’s only fair that you should be the one to show him heaven too.
Hopelessly Devoted [ ✰ ] [WIP]
♡ Part II [ ❦ ] [WIP]
You and Younghoon made a promise to each other when you were both younger, but you seem to have already forgotten it. He hopes that one day you'll remember. Or else he'll have to remind you himself.
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— lee jaehyun / hyunjae
I’d Hate to Love You [coming soon!]
Love is… confusing, to say the least. One thing you're completely sure of, though, is that you absolutely despise Lee Hyunjae. It's just the truth.
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— lee juyeon
Unfair [coming soon!]
“When you smile at me like that, it’s hard for me not to feel anything." Hanahaki Disease!AU
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— moon hyungseo / kevin
Last First Love [coming soon!]
Soulmate!AU
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— choi chanhee / new
Framed and Hung [coming soon!]
Ocean’s movie trilogy inspired. Criminal!AU
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— ji changmin / q
The Problem with Falling in Love [ ✰ ] [WIP]
Changmin is the perfect boyfriend. Kind, caring, loyal and thoughtful, it’s not difficult for him to make your heart flutter. Or at least he seems to be. Too bad he's not yours.
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— ju haknyeon
Ideal Type [coming soon!]
In every lifetime, it's always been you. Time Travel!AU
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— kim sunwoo
Only Lovers Left Alive [coming soon!]
For better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do us part. But even death won’t tear this love apart. Vampire!AU
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— sohn youngjae / eric
Hey, Playboy! [coming soon!]
“You knew everything from the start and yet you’re blaming it all on me?” In that moment, all you wanted to do was kiss- no, slap! Yes, slap that smirk off Eric’s face. You totally meant slap. Ugh, what’s wrong with you today?
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kkinou · 6 months
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🏆 the boyz x formula one series 🏆
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soooo… my first series!! as someone who’s kinda been obsessed with formula one the last while, i’ve decided to mix both the boyz and formula one together! each member will have a different story to do with f1, some smaller than others!
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!!note!!: there are 10 different teams in f1, each having two main drivers, which means i can’t include every team. i’ve picked 6 different teams that the members will drive for (one team will have only show the one driver because there’s 11 members in the boyz) and the other teams might be mentioned but won’t be wrote about (THIS IS CONFUSING IM SORRY). just because some teams aren’t mentioned doesn’t at all mean i don’t like those teams, i just can’t fit them all in! thank you, and enjoy!! (i also will add to this and edit it as i am somebody who changes my mind a lot!) Trigger warnings to be added but will be added as stories come out, along with word counts for each!
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team 1: 🧡mclaren🧡
driver one: lee hyunjae - on the podium
driver two: sohn youngjae -
team 2: ❤️ferrari❤️
driver one: lee juyeon - no room for mistakes
driver two: jacob bae -
team 3: 🖤red bull🖤
driver one: lee sangyeon - more than just friends
driver two: ji changmin -
team 4: 💚mercedes💚
driver one: choi chanhee -
driver two: kim younghoon -
team 5: 💙alpine💙
driver one: ju haknyeon -
driver two: kim sunwoo - just for show
team 6: 🩶aston martin🩶
driver one: kevin moon -
(he has a no name teammate)
here we go! i have some ideas for some while i’m still thinking about others, while hyunjae’s is almost finished, so look forward to them!! thank you!!🫶
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oraclekleo · 1 year
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Hello Kleo I hope you’re doing well!
May you shows us a list of the readings or work in progress? Or do you have a setlist except the masterlist of the readings in queue? 🤭💖 I’m excitedly waiting for my romance spread still hehe
Take your time and thanks for your hard work
Hello!
I'm okay, only slightly panicking over how much of work I still have. 😂
I still have many works in progress. I probably haven't updated the list here on Tumblr but I have my seperate readings tracker so I keep your requests in mind.
Baekhyun (EXO) Idols After Dark
Bang Chan (Stray Kids) + luniesaturn - Sweet Romance
Beomgyu (TXT) Relationship Role
Beomgyu (TXT) + ylilsillage - Sweet Romance
Beomgyu (TXT) + ylilsillage - Writer's wisdom
Changbin (Stray Kids) + moranastray - Sweet Romance
Huening Kai (TXT) Relationship Role
Jaehyun (NCT) Ideal Partner
Jeno (NCT) Idols After Dark
Jeonghan (Seventeen) Idols After Dark
Jungwoo (NCT) Relationship Role
Junji (OnlyOneOf) Ideal Partner
Kai (EXO) Ideal Partner
Ken (VIXX) Kinky Reading
Kihyun (MONSTA X) - Shadow of the Moon
Lee Dong Wook (Actor) Idols After Dark
Lee Min Ho (Actor) Relationship Role
Lee Soo Hyuk (Actor) - Love is a Battlefield
Lee Soo Hyuk (Actor) - Shadow of the Moon
Love (former OnlyOneOf) Ideal Partner
Luo Yunxi (Actor) Relationship Role
Mark (GOT7) Kinky* Reading
Mingi (Ateez) + venuere - Sweet Romance
Mingyu (Seventeen) Ideal Partner
N (VIXX) Kinky Reading
Rano (E’LAST) - Shadow of the Moon
Ravi (VIXX) Kinky Reading
RAVN (ONEUS) Kinky* Reading
RM (BTS) Kinky* Reading
Romin (E’LAST) Ideal Partner
saffirah666 - Romantic possbility
Sana (Twice) + taste-like-vanilla - tPotD - RPver.
Seoho (ONEUS) Idols After Dark
Seoho (ONEUS) Kinky* Reading
shadows3lf28 - Kinky* Reading
simplerash - My attribute inducing infatuation
Soobin (TXT) Relationship Role
Sunghoon (ENHYPEN) + thescorpiourge - Sweet Romance
Taehyun (TXT) Relationship Role
Won Hyuk (E’LAST) - Shadow of the Moon
Won Hyuk (E’LAST) Relationship Role
Wonjin (CRAViTY) Ideal Partner
Woodz (Solo) + kpopstan127 - Sweet Romance
xocupid - Love is a Battlefield
Youngjae (GOT7) Kinky* Reading
This time they are alphabetically sorted and include all works in progress (Single readings, Personal Readings, Idols after Dark).
If someone had sent in request, that isn't mentioned here, either it was sent in while the requests were closed already or I haven't received it.
It's 45 requests to be completed still. I counted it 😂
Wish me luck to manage these before the year end because that's a deadline I have set for myself. 😊
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okskz · 2 years
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Elsy Day.
elsy + got7
it’s elsy day! and of course the boys are there to celebrate!
hello! so I’m semi back? also a little late on elsy day since her birthday is on the 25th, hope you guys missed me LOL. anyways, I’m trying to get back into writing so let’s see how long that goes. hope you guys enjoy and so sorry for this big hiatus. I hope you guys still want to read my stuff. also my first time posting a super late at night post…
[8th member of got7/soloist]
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“oh this is definitely going to be a great song.” yugyeom complimented as the song elsy had recently finished recording came to an end. elsy couldn’t help but smile at yugyeom and then looked right in front of her, smiling at gray too. “of course it is.” elsy said. “and thank you again for being on it too.” she said to gray.
“thank you for having me. it was great working with you.” gray smiled.
“if it wasn’t for me, this collaboration wouldn’t have happened!” yugyeom chimed in. elsy playfully rolled her eyes as she chuckled. “yes, my yugyeomie, thanks to you.” yugyeom nodded, smiling as he was pleased from elsy’s words.
gray couldn’t help but laugh at the two.
elsy was soon approaching a comeback, it wasn’t announced just yet, still working on music for her mini album. this time around she wanted something different, letting herself get out of her comfort zone and trying something new. and with yugyeom’s help, she had gray on her next track, wanting her comeback song to have a feature in it.
the girl was definitely excited to say the least, she was already pleased with the song.
the three stayed in the studio a bit more before parting their ways, yugyeom and elsy still being together as they headed out the building. “noona, any plans for your birthday?”
the girl shrugged. “just hanging with my parents, they did say to come over soon since they did get a cake for me.” she said, yugyeom only smirking since he knew what was waiting for elsy as soon as she got to her parent’s house. “can’t hang with chan, he’s still in quarantine.” she pouted.
“ah, bang chan.” yugyeom said. “how is he doing?”
“he says he’s okay and doesn’t feel sick at all.” elsy answered. “he’s actually upset that he can’t spend my birthday with me. but he was the first to tell me at midnight.” she chuckled, as the two got into elsy’s car. “and looks like you’ll be coming with me to my parents house.”
“sounds good with me.” yugyeom smirked. “plus I wanted to go over and thank your mom.”
elsy turned her to look at yugyeom confused. “what? thank her for what exactly?”
“having you.”
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“ah, it always feels like home when coming to your parent’s house.” yugyeom smiled as the two walked up to the front door.
“its been awhile since you’ve been here huh?”
yugyeom nodded his head. “mhm.”
elsy went ahead and opened the door to her parent’s home, knowing they wouldn’t mind her coming right in. but she was met with the lights being off. “hm?” she said as she slowly walked inside. “anyone here?” she questioned, not noticing yugyeom was behind her, holding in his laughter. once reaching the kitchen, elsy turned the lights on and was in utter shock. she was startled from hearing “SURPRISE!” and seeing not only her parents, but the rest of got7 as well. “holy shit, you guys scared me!”
“lee jiyeon, language!” her father scolded, the girl letting out a laugh as she apologized to him. her eyes scanned the room, all of her boys being right in front of her felt surreal to say the least. and it was a great feeling to her being together with them in the same environment. “you guys.” she went in and threw her arms around youngjae and jaebeom, as well as ruffling bambam’s hair. “you guys did this for me?”
“I came for the cake.” youngjae replied. “but happy birthday elsy.”
“thanks youngjae, how sweet of you.” she rolled her eye. she let go of the two boys, greeting the rest of her group. “come on boys! let’s eat!” her mother said, setting out plates already. the ones she had greeted already making their way to a seat.
jackson and elsy made eye contact, the girl pouting just a bit as the two engulfed each other in a tight hug. jackson swayed her just a bit, the hug lasting longer than expected. “oh, jackson have I missed you.” she whispered. the last time the two were physically together being about a year ago before jackson went back to china. “can say the same to you.” he said back. of course they facetime’d, called and texted, but it wasn’t the same than being with each other in the same room. “feels good to be able to hug you again.” elsy smiled as mark came up to her. “ugh and you, I’ve missed you too, tuan.” the three shared a small group hug before elsy went up to jinyoung.
“took a break from your busy schedule just for me?” elsy teased. “you should be honored I did.” jinyoung joked back. “but my schedule has actually died down a bit. and of course I couldn’t miss your birthday.” elsy softly grinned at jinyoung before engulfing him into a tight hug. it had been awhile since she last seen him, both having pretty tight schedules. even with their friendship getting a little rough, jinyoung would always be an important person to her. the two cared for each other more than anything, and elsy could show it just by how tightly she was hugging him. and of course, jinyoung hugging her back.
“I knew you would need this.” jinyoung broke apart from the hug, reaching towards the counter to grab a wine bottle he brought just for elsy. the girl chuckled as she got ahold of it. “oh, of course. always need this.” elsy raised the wine bottle in the air as she turned on her heel. “come eat.”
“jiyeon, how’s music coming along with you?” elsy’s father asked as the girl settled down in the middle of the table. “amazing, dad.” she smiled. “yugyeom here actually helped getting me a collaboration for my next title track.”
“it’s a great song.” yugyeom said, grinning.
“hey, no fair. I want to listen to it too.” bambam raised a brow. “you’ll get your chance, bam.” elsy winked at the younger boy. “like the rest of the fans.”
everyone laughed as bambam’s mouth dropped a little. “you got jokes now, I see.”
elsy’s mother couldn’t help but smile brightly at the whole group. “aw, it’s really great seeing you all together again.” she said. “just like the old times.”
“now to think of it, I don’t think I ever said this to you guys.” elsy’s father began. “but I want to say thank you boys, for always looking out on jiyeon since she joined your group. and treating her as family.”
“all eight of you are so special together.” her mother finished.
the whole group was in awe as they all looked at each other. they knew the words elsy’s mother said was true. and to finally be in each other’s company felt even better. “ah yes, elsy was the sister I never wanted.” youngjae joked, causing more laughter from the rest. “oh admit it, you love me.” elsy squished his cheeks.
“gross.”
“-let’s have coke cake now.” elsy’s mother interrupted. she had brought out the cake, placing it right in front of elsy. “I made it with love.” she chuckled.
“oh, thank you mom.” elsy grinned. everyone knew how much elsy’s mother was a great baker.
the whole room began singing to elsy as the girl just sat in the middle, staring at everyone and even the cake. bambam was sat next to her, having one hand on her shoulder and making her move side to side.
once they finished, everyone cheered and clapped. “make a wish!” yugyeom shouted.
“actually.” elsy looked at all of her group. “I don’t need to, my wish already came true.”
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skylinesnsunshines · 5 hours
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୨⎯ "sky's masterlist" ⎯୧
hi everyone! welcome to my masterlist <3 this masterlist will continuously be updated as i release more work. please read the GUIDELINES before requesting, and please keep in mind that i am a full time university student, as well as i have a job so i will try my best to complete the request but also prioritising readings that i feel drawn to. if you are interested in a personal reading, feel free to message me and click here for prices and different readings you are interested in. thank you for your time and support <3 wishing you the best.
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KPOP READINGS
boy groups
got7
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got7 current energies reading (feb 27 2021)
bambam ideal type + as a boyfriend
hyung line ideal type + as a boyfriend
youngjae & yugyeom ideal type + as a boyfriend
exo
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coming soon
monsta x + wonho
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i.m ideal type + as a boyfriend
jooheon ideal type + as a boyfriend
tomorrow x together
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soobin current energy reading (mar 18 2021)
taehyun ideal type + as a boyfriend
yeonjun ideal type + as a boyfriend
soobin & beomgyu ideal type + as a boyfriend
the boyz
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kevin moon ideal type + as a boyfriend
q as a boyfriend
jacob as a boyfriend
stray kids
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bang chan ideal type + as a boyfriend
changbin ideal type + as a boyfriend
nct + wayv
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mark lee ideal type + as a boyfriend
taeyong ideal type
jisung ideal type
ikon + b.i
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bobby ideal type
treasure
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haruto ideal type + as a boyfriend
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girl groups
kiss of life
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current energies (mar 19 2024)
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NON KPOP READINGS
coming soon
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all works are my own, and protected under copyright laws. please remember everyone has free will and i am just reading current energies. all readings are made for entertainment purposes.
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noona96n · 2 months
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Lee Jun kinda looks like Youngjae & im losing my mind
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winter-dayz · 1 year
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F*ck. I’m so in Love with You | 62 - The Group Date
Y/N, Seungmin, and Minho relax in the sun while Y/N finally decides on what she needs to do.
Pairing: Felix Lee x Idol!Reader; BamBam x Idol!Reader; Kim Namjoon x Idol!Reader Idol AU; Slice of Life; Textfic Genre: Angst; Fluff Warnings: strong language, suggestive content
“So.. yeah.. That’s basically the gist of it,” Y/N confided, running a hand down her face and sighing heavily. Minho and Seungmin blinked at the older girl before looking at each other. “I know you both are friends with Felix, so I don’t expect unbiased opinions. I totally understand if you feel like you need to take his side, I just wanted to vent. I feel so lost and I don’t really know what to do.”
The two shared a look before Minho spoke up, “You do know what to do though…” He paused when her brows furrowed in protest. “Hear me out… You’ve talked to your members and Youngjae-hyung about it. If you want something serious, then you need to end it with one or both of them. And to do that, you need to decide who has the qualities for a relationship that you’re looking for.”
Seungmin joined in, “And for the whole Beomgyu thing, you just have to give him time. You can’t just make that better; he needs to process his emotions himself. The TXT guys might also be a little bitter because they’re protective, but it doesn’t seem like they hate you or anything. You’re both family to them. Just wait it out.”
Y/N nodded in understanding, if a little disheartened. “I guess you’re both right, it just feels like an impossible decision.” She leaned her forehead onto her arms and let out a large sigh. Seungmin leaned over to give her a sympathetic pat on the back.
“Personally, if I couldn’t immediately envision myself in a serious relationship with someone I’d been casually seeing for a while, then I would know where my heart belonged.” Minho mentioned. When Seungmin and Y/N both turned to look at him in confusion, Minho simply blinked at them and sipped his drink.
“Why are you being so cryptic? You’re so weird, hyung.”
Y/N shook her head, tilting it to think. “No, no. I get what he means… Basically, I shouldn’t choose either of them. I mean, I like them both. They’re great guys—funny, sweet, attractive—but I can’t really see anything past what we’ve had. I don’t see myself being serious with BamBam or Felix. At least not right now. And it’s not fair to continue to lead them on just in case I change my mind, I’ve known that for a while now. So I should end it with both of them.”
“You got all of that from him blinking?” Seungmin cocked an eyebrow.
Y/N shrugged, “Minho is very wise.” Minho and Y/N glanced at each other and then nodded in sync.
“I take it back,” Seungmin shook his head. “You’re both weird.”
Y/N broke into giggles, while Minho passed her a new drink. “What are you going to do about Youngjae-hyung though?” He asked.
She stopped laughing, “What do you mean?”
Seungmin and Minho shared a look. Minho finally looked away, and Seungmin chose his words carefully, “We just mean… that he’s your best friend, and you said he’s been kind of distant since you started dating.”
“I mean, yeah, but I don’t blame him… It’s weird for him that I’ve been seeing his bandmate.”
“And what was his excuse when you were seeing Namjoon?” Minho mumbled, but you still caught it.
“Hey! He wasn’t weird about that. He was just… He was hurt that I didn’t tell him myself.”
“And why would that bother him?” Seungmin pushed. They knew they should let her figure it out for herself. But it was so hard for all of her friends to watch two people who loved each other so much dance around the subject.
Minho jumped in before you could respond. “How do you think you’d feel if he started dating, say… Minnie from (G)I-DLE? They were pretty cute in that drama…”
“Minnie?!” Y/N nearly choked, eyes wide. The thought was so… odd to her. The idea that Youngjae would be someone else’s. That another girl would be his go-to. “No, I mean just… No? They wouldn’t be that cute together. He’d be cuter with someone like… With… Um…”
Seungmin grabbed her hand where she was nervously picking at her nail beds. “It’s okay, Noona. Just… think about it, okay?”
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Taglist:  @soobin-chois, @remiee
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infinitenthq · 2 years
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most wanted for the main vocal of indigo? thank you!
these fcs come to mind so just let me know if you need me to list more and you may need to use our aging system (which is just a year limit) ! but,, byun baekyun, park jimin, kim minseok (xiumin), park seonghwa, choi jongho, kang yeosang, choi soobin, lee taemin, park chanyeol, do kyungsoo, choi minho (leeknow), lee juyeon, choi chanhee, lee sangyeon, boo seungkwan, yoon jeonghan, hong jisoo (joshua), lee jihoon (woozi), wen junhui, im jaebum, park jinyoung, choi youngjae, kim yugyeom, and jackson wang !
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brokenfoolishdreams · 2 years
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Ley´s Release Corner Jun´22 - Boys Edition (2/2)
DISCLAIMER: This is all my personal opinion and most of the impressions are after first listening. So please keep in mind that my opinion can change and that I respect other opinions too. My rating is just based on how I like the song and has nothing to do with hate or anything else against an Artist. When I don't like a song it doesn't mean I don't appreciate the work and effort that are put into it.
Masterlist
Feel free to let me know what you think of the releases and now let's dive into Kpop:
Title: Move Like This (Feat. YUNA KIM)
Album: Move Like This (Feat. YUNA KIM) (Single)
Artist: KANGDANIEL, ANYUJIN (IVE), (YUNA KIM)
Release: 2022.06.20
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I´ll just add this under the boy section because I don´t have one for co-ed songs and because the girl section is already full with a lot of songs. It´s a catchy song and I like the idea of of it but I don´t really like the instrumentation of this song. The MV is pretty nice for and advertisment but doesn´t give me much just like the song.
Rating: 7/10 for Move Like This (Instrumental: 6/10; Vocals: 7,5/10; Choreography: 6/10; MV: 6/10; Overall Vibes: 7/10)
Title: WATCH OUT
Album: WATCH OUT (Single)
Artist: SUPERKIND
Release: 2022.06.20
youtube
Okay we have this AI aespa concept but just with one additional member. It´s a little bit strange but I kinda like the song and the concept of the MV overall. So it´s adecent debut.
Rating: 8/10 for WATCH OUT (Instrumental: 8/10; Vocals: 7/10; Rap: 7/10; Lyrics: 7/10; Choreography: 7,5/10; MV: 7,5/10; Overall Vibes: 8/10)
Title: SUGAR
Album: SUGAR (EP)
Artist: Youngjae (GOT7)
Release: 2022.06.21
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This is a really solid fun song I would like to here in summer. The MV is fun as well but doesn´t flash me overall.
"Focus" is a nice song to chill to. "Crema" is a really nice song with this café and or maybe elevator vibe while "Nothing" is also a solid song to chill to. Lastly we have "With You" which is a ballad that showcases his vocals very well and I kinda liked it the most.
Rating: 7/10 for SUGAR (Instrumental: 7/10; Vocals: 7,5/10; Lyrics: 6/10; MV: 7/10; Overall Vibes: 7/10)
Rating : 7/10 for the EP because he has really solid songs but they weren´t it for me
Title: LOUDER
Album: W SERIES ´2TAN´(wish ver) (EP)
Artist: TAN
Release: 2022.06.21
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I definetly like this more than their debut and this is has really it´s own vibe so it´s kinda outstanding to me. i also like their concept with raising aware to the bad things in this world. I think this is a grower.
"Adorable" is a nice track I can´t really decide if I like it or not. "My Heart" is very upbeating and I like it very much. I was very curious about "Louder (English Ver)" because last time I actully ranked the english version higher which surprised me a lot. This time they kinda in the same place.
Rating: 7,5/10 for LOUDER (Instrumental: 7/10; Vocals: 7,5/10; Rap: 7/10; Lyrics: 7/10; Choreography: 7/10; MV: 7,5/10; Overall Vibes: 7,5/10)
Rating: 7,5/10 for W SERIES ´2TAN´(wish ver) because the songs are pretty solid
Title: Ring The Alarm
Album: KARD 5th Mini Album 'Re:' (EP)
Artist: KARD
Release: 2022.06.22
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I think this might be a grower for me. I´m not sure about the chorus yet but I´m sure I will love it over time. Especially the rap parts and the vocals are always a hit for me. The MV is okay, not bad or nything but just doesn´t flash me. But I can´t stress it enough we need more Co-ed groups like this.
"Break Down" is really extrem good and I love it so much like the vocals, the instrumental and the rap is just very nice. "Good Love" is also fun and I enjoyed it a lot. Lastly "Whip!" is also very good
Rating: 7,5/10 for Ring the Alarm (Instrumental: 7/10; Vocals: 8/10; Rap: 8/10; Lyrics: 7,5/10; Choreography: 7/10; MV: 6/10; Overall Vibes: 7,5/10)
Ratng: 8,5/10 for KARD 5th Mini Album 'Re:' because I liked the b-sides so much
Title: BOOM
Album: BOOM (Album)
Artist: HUTA (Lee Minhyuk, BTOB)
Release: 2022.06.27
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I love everything about this just the "Aight" is somehow a little bit I don´t know I have to get used to it. But I like the MV and his voice so much.
"I´m Rare" is a solid start into the album and I kinda like it. I really like the beat and the vocals from "Shadow". "Dear My Spring" is actually pretty cure while "Secretly" is more an chill song. "Is It Love?" features Changsub and feels very much like an OST. I lve his vocals in "Firework" and I love "Real Game (Like Messi)". "Us Together" is pretty solid and "Red Wine" is kinda nice while "STAY" is more like a chill song again. Lastly "Hello and Bye" is also a vibey chill song.
Rating: 7,5/10 for BOOM (Instrumental: 8/10; Vocals: 7,5/10; Rap: 8/10; Lyrics: 6/10; Choreography: 7/10; MV: 7,5/10; Overall Vibes: 7,5/10)
Rating: 7/10 for the Album because I didn´t liked the songs like I wanted to
Title: begin
Album: undergrOund idOl #1 (Single)
Artist: YooJung (OnlyOneOf)
Release: 2022.06.27
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This is a really nice song with an important message and espescilly the MV just go watch it. We stan lgbtq+ representation in this house. And because of that I quote what they said under the MV : "Among the countless lovers in the world, there are also lovers that couldn’t be blessed. For whatever reasons. Religious reasons, things like parents’ disapproval. I dedicate this song to all those lovers that couldn’t be blessed."
Rating: 7,5/10 for begin (Instrumental: 7/10; Vocals: 7/10; Lyrics: 8/10; MV: 8/10; Overall Vibes: 7,5/10)
Title: Blue & Black
Album: Blue & Black (Single)
Artist: HYOJUNG & ARIN (OHMYGIRL), JANGWONYOUNG & LEESEO (IVE), SERIM & JUNGMO (CRAVITY)
Release: 2022.06.28
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For an adverstisment song I really like this and it´s pretty good in general. It´s a little bit sad it always has to be an advertisment to get these songs but it´s okay I´m fine with it. But did I knew this earlier I would have made open a co-ed section for this month.
Rating: 7,5/10 for Blue & Black (Instrumental: 7/10; Vocals: 7,5/10; Rap: 7,5/10; Choreography: 7/10; MV: 6,5/10; Overall Vibes: 7,5/10)
Title: Accent (feat Leellamarz) [prod. TOIL]
Album: DESSERT TAPE (EP)
Artist: RAVI (VIXX), Xydo, (Leellamarz)
Release: 2022.06.30
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It's a basic Ravi chill track I guess. Xydo's vocals are also very nice. But I think this doesn't go off enough for me absolutely loving it. Like I wouldn't mind if it is played but I wouldn't turn it on activly.
"Your Dream" is pretty nice while "I'm on your side (feat. Suen)" kinda reminds me of something but I really like this track and I think it's my favorite of this EP. "Calm" is really very calm and same for "PICK UP" which is really chill.
Rating: 7/10 for Accent (Instrumental: 7/10; Vocals: 7/10; Rap: 8/10; Overall Vibes: 7/10)
Rating: 6,5/10 for DESSERT TAPE because the tracks overall were a little bit too slow for me although I liked them
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The Secret Protector
Word count; 10,084
Fandom; The Boyz and a little LOONA
Pairing; Reader X Moon Kevin & a little bit of Reader X Lee Juyeon & Reader X Bae Jacob.
Characters; Moon Kevin, Lee Juyeon, Bae Jacob, Lee Sangyeon, Lee Hyunjae, Kim Younghoon, Choi Chanhee, Ji Changmin, Ju Haknyeon, Kim Sunwoo , Son Youngjae, Jeon Heejin & Kim Hyunjin.
Warning; Angst, Anxiety, Panic attacks, Porn, Jealousy, Stalking behaviour, Mild Violence during M/M fighting scene, slight Injury, Degrading comments, Oral sex (Giving & Receiving), fingering, slight public sexual acts & Unprotected Sex.
Notes; Happy Birthday Kevin ❤️🎂
Taglist; @ilovechanhee
You didn’t want your past to catch up with you, so you melted into the scenery at the uni that you joined miles away from home. You was determined to be someone who never got in to any dramatic’s. You had even used your mothers Surname to hide your true identity. If any one at the University was to find out your past, you didn’t think you would be able to finish your theatre studies degree. A few of the groups around you had tried to encourage you to join them, but you declined. Every Group but one person, Lee Juyeon. He was also like you, quiet, collective and desperate to just stay hidden. For a couple of months you both helped each other, joining duel projects when you was forced, but most the time happy to sit apart in quietness. Sometimes you enjoyed a friendship of giggles, but never once did the other delve into each other’s private life.
That wasn’t till he asked you to join him on a campus gig night. Making sure to inform you that it was not a date and just a couple of friends enjoying an evening of entertainment. It was his friend Jacob’s gig night, from what Juyeon had told you, he was a childhood friend who had his first night performing. Juyeon being a good friend to him wanted to rally him some support. Being similar to you, quiet in class you was all he mustered the courage to bring to cheer his friend on.
Meeting Jacob was very pleasant. He was easy to talk to and despite being just as shy as you and Juyeon, his voice spoke with warmth and confidence as if his wise mind covered the anxious butterfly of his inner self. Watching the way he looked out at the crowd that was getting larger with ease, every Chord of his beautiful voice, was just pure delight to experience. “He’s good right,” Juyeon nudged you with his shoulder. “Yeah he really is, I’m surprised no big company out there hasn’t snapped him up yet,” you say as goosebumps fill your skin. “He has,” Juyeon said beneath the music. “Really, wow, but why is he here and not there?” you question taking your eyes off Jacob to look Juyeon’s way. “Love,” Juyeon smiled looking down at you. “He has someone?” You question as a smile rises on Juyeon’s face. “You sound jealous Y/N,” Juyeon teases as you stiffen slightly. “No, no just I was being nosey,” you question as your eyes brush back to Jacob as Juyeon heavily focused on you. “Y/N your not the gossiping school type to be nosey, I see right through you you know,” Juyeon whispers in your ear.
A mixture of confusion attacks you. You felt a little disappointed that Jacob wasn’t single, even though you wasn’t sure if you was attracted to him. Since your last relationship you had never looked at another man romantically or sexually in any way, that this emotion right now was confusing. Did this mean that you was ready to date again? As quick as that thought came in, your memories attacked as they protected your heart.
The look on his face, one of disgust as you fell to the floor, embarrassment and fear biting as he looked down on you with pure hatred for what he figured out. “Why would any one want to be with a scummy human like you,” he growled as he crouched down to your tearful anguished face. The look of Anger and venom of his disgusted expression haunted you. You swore in that second you would never risk your heart being hurt again. Believing you was unloveable and even if you could find someone rare to love you, your past would tarnish it.
“You ok?” Juyeon said startling you as he placed his hand on your shoulder. You plastered a fake smile on your face which made him raise an eyebrow not convinced. “Yeah I’m fine, just his voice is raw emotion, isn’t it?” you smiled which seems to satisfy him. “Yeah I can get that, he really sings from his heart doesn’t he,” he said pulling you closer to him as his eyes refocus with pride on his friend. You leaned your head on Juyeon’s shoulder as your eyes refocused on the Angel on stage.
“You was Brilliant Hyung,” Juyeon said bumping his shoulder with him as there hands grasped each other. “Thanks,” he replied bashfully as you smiled at there interaction. You didn’t realise how close they was, but then you and Juyeon rarely did anything but study together. He was your closest friend, but nothing you would consider very close, despite the fact you was comfortable to rest your wearily head on him earlier.
“Can I say your so talented, I think the heavens want their Angel back,” you complimented as Jacob heavily blushed. “Thanks Y/N I appreciate those kind words,” he said Bowing humbly to your fanboying. “You both eaten?” Jacob asked as Juyeon shook his head to his hyung’s slight scolding look. “Please tell me you have?” he said as you looked at your hands. “You both came to support me with empty bellies, come on guys,” he scoffed. “Suppose i Should deal with this instantly, let’s go grab some food, on me,” he said throwing his arm around Juyeon as he looked your way with a smile on his face.
You was chewing on your food listening to them both as they chatted. You was surprised to hear that they was childhood friends when Jacob travelled from Canada. You had a sudden impulse to want to get to know especially Juyeon more. Maybe you should break from your shadows a little and get to know your closest friend. It wasn’t like you wasn’t a social butterfly before. You smiled as you remembered the confidence that once ran through your blood.
You was on your first school trip freshly 11, shy and not sure how to communicate to find close friendship like others in your class. Fresh in the group was an older girl called Stella, who was two years older, her accent was slightly different that told you she wasn’t from Korea. Yet you could tell she was wise in korean traditions. Despite being very private she brought intimidation at first. But as you got to know her over the week away from home for the first time, that she was very protective, supporting and went out her way to make you laugh. When she told you she was just as shy as you, but she never let anyone know it, it surprised you. She taught you to find the joy in the world and how to enjoy the comfort of it when the world got dark.
When you returned back to school, it was like she put a spell over you. Other kids didn’t looked down there noses and before long you was like any girl at that school. You had gone from shy, the odd acquaintance to one of the most popular girls.
“Y/N,” Jacob says clicking his fingers in your face to bring your mind back. But what startled you more was the face staring back at you. A guy with a sassy grin amused that your clearly showing signs of being lost in his view. The thought of informing him with that cat that caught the cream smirk came through your mind, but the words got stuck. “It’s ok I get lost everytime I look at this face in the mirror too,” he said as he sat by your side as Juyeon looked at you with concern. “As I was saying I got caught,” , “Save it Kevin, just next time you need me to support your assignments, don’t expect me to be there to support you,” Jacob said sulking.
Your eyes brushed between the pair wondering how long was your mind switched off with him standing there. “No this one’s really tough,” he moaned stealing the fry in Jacob’s hands as he raised an eyebrow. “I need romance, heat, sexually mature content like you can ever imagine, no one on campus wants to feature,” he scoffs chomping on the stolen fry in his hand. “Well try using someone from the drama department,” Jacob said looking at you and Juyeon. “Wait why you looking at me?” Juyeon scoffed his way. “Well you two are in the drama department are you not? You both have a close friendship that you know won’t cross any boundaries,” Jacob explained as you look at him confused at what he was suggesting. “Well Yeah Y/N knows I would never do any thing that would make her uncomfortable, but still,” Juyeon said looking not too sure of the direction of this conversation.
It was then the Penny dropped for what was being asked. “Wait you want him to feature in a pornographic movie with me?” You choked as your body numbed. Kevin threw his head back laughing with his eyes closed, before his eyes found yours once more. “Y/N he’s studying to be a director, he’s in the filmmaking department. He’s only directing a romance but a little raunchy story, not a pornographic movie,” Jacob said reassuringly.
“It’s ok I don’t think your fit the kind of image I wanted,” Kevin smiled at you as his eyes looked Juyeon’s way. “However, you’ll do,” he smirked looking at Juyeon as if he was in love. You wasn’t alien to those looks, all the girls on campus had looked at Lee Juyeon once like that. But his shy nature had soon taught them he wasn’t going to interact. It was one of the reasons he was happy to sit with you, to give an illusion that you both was somewhat romantically involved. “I don’t know,” Juyeon said swirling his straw around his milkshake. “A guy with a dream of being an actor scared of an acting role,” Kevin scoffed amused. “But I don’t know if I’m comfortable doing romance scenes,” he said wincing. “Which is why Y/N would be perfect, but hey,” Jacob said looking at you.
“She’s not what we’re looking for,” Kevin shot out making your blood boil slightly. “What do you mean I’m not what your looking for?” you growl standing up making the attention of the diner look your way. Juyeon’s eye widened as Kevin sat back slightly amused looking at you. “I was going to say because you seem timid and I need my lead to be very strong, fierce, determined,” he said with each last word more clearly and stronger. “Plus we really get our actors preferably from the drama department, not one of the guys girlfriend,” Kevin scoffed turning his attention to Juyeon. “Girlfriend, I’m not Juyeon’s girlfriend,” you scoffed sitting down making sure your body was directed at him showing venom in your expression. “Plus I am from the drama department,” you say through gritted teeth.
“Fine it’s yours,” he said smirking as he leaned back resting his arms on the booth. “What,” you scoffed not realising what you had just walked into. “Wait, you telling me that you didn’t just have that little hissy fit just to prove to me that I’m right, that it isn’t suited after all,” he said with a click of his tongue. You smalled your eyes feeling a burning rage. “No,” you said ruffling your nose as annoyance burned through you. “Thanks Cobie you saved the day,” Kevin said standing up to press a kiss on Jacob’s cheek as he brushed him off. “I’ll pass you the scripts tomorrow,” Kevin said to Juyeon as he walked off.
“That guys such an asshole,” you growled watching that ass, which you hated to admit looked good, as he left the building. “You know you let him play you right?” Jacob said smirking your way. “He played no one,” you shot back. “Sure, because he was so desperate he was willing to turn you down the first time, he said what was needed to make you beg for it,” Jacob said as your face dropped realising he had played you. “Plus that’s Kevin Moon, he knows everyone, like everyone,” Jacob said slurping on his drink.
“We have to do what?” you scoffed throwing the script down as your eyes meet the blushing ones of Juyeon after he brought the script over. “He did say he was doing a sexual romantic drama,” Juyeon said closing his eyes waiting to hear your cry. “What the fuck,” you said thumping the table that startled him. “When I thought romance, i thought the odd kiss, this is almost a full on sex scene,” you said thumping the table once more as your throat felt like it was seizing up. “Y/N I won’t let it be a sex scene, well not to us anyway,” Juyeon said pressing his hand on yours that made your eyes narrow on him. “That’s not what I meant, I mean sex scenes on TV sets aren’t actually like what, you know,” he said blushing.
You closed your eyes, you knew full well what sex set ups was like as your heart thundered uncontrollably, filling your throat with pain as you threatened to lose your breakfast. This was too much, you wasn’t sure you could do it, not sure you could trust Kevin and his production.
“It’s ok, you know you can trust me right?” He said placing his hand over yours. “I know, it’s not trust issues with you that’s my problem,” you scoff. “Kevin’s not as bad as you think,” he said smiling which cut short when you deadpanned his way. “Yes savage, sometimes manipulative but he’s not as bad as your thinking,” Juyeon said. “Your very calm for someone that has to be naked,” you said with furrowed eyebrows. “Haha what,” he laughs nervously before checking the script once more and pales slightly. “It’s ok Kevin’s the good guy here,” you smiled sarcastically his way while he had a silent meltdown.
You walked into the abandoned warehouse with bundling nerves, calmed by the burning of the hot drink in your palms and Juyeon’s equal uncomfortable emotions. “Oh you must be Y/N & Juyeon,” an older man that seemed more like a senior said as he walked up to you. “Yes we are,” Juyeon said bowing as you followed. “I’m Lee Sangyeon, I’m Kevin’s Senior, Kevin’s on his way, come take a seat I’ll introduce you to every one,” he said pointing to two crates that had been positioned up as seats. “This is Youngjae & Sunwoo, they’re the camera men,” Sangyeon said as Youngjae’s eyes lit up intrigued.
“So you two are our porno stars,” Youngjae scoffs that has your throat close off as you feel your chest tighten. You should run, you want to but you can’t, your stuck there listening to the banter that to you is a painful attack of memory hitting you.
“Knock it off Youngjae,” Kevin Growls behind you as his hand rest on your shoulder. It’s oddly comforting you despite being in this emotional fireball because of him. “It’s erotica get it right,” Kevin says sarcastically as Youngjae rolls his eyes, failing to hold the chuckle leaving his lips.
“It’s neither, those scenes need cutting down,” You growl showing some assertiveness as Kevin and the taller man by him looks your way in shock. “Honey, guess what everyone’s rules are here, actor, Director,” he says smiling pointing his fingers in yours and his direction. “Fine I’m sure there’s someone else for this role,” you said shrugging as you turned on your heel. Juyeon’s panicky face falls in to your view. You feel guilty but Jacob gave you a small insight, the least you could do was work this to your advantage. As your feet from leaving the building you hear Kevin groan before he calls out your name. “Fine go sort out the script with Younghoon,” he grumbles that you barely catch him. You walk back towards them arms folded as Sunwoo looks your way in awe. “We got two hours till the cast is here, but don’t let her change it too much, compromise but don’t fall victim,” Kevin scoff glaring you down.
After watering down the sexualised scenes that made you feel less suffocating, you made your way towards the guys as Younghoon walked beside you. “Can I ask where your from?” He asked a little intrigued. “Why?” You said as you tilted your head his way. “Just I swear I know you from somewhere, but I can’t put my finger on it,” he said biting his lip like he struggled in thought. You looked at him with fear in your eyes as you felt a little faint. Could he know your past? But he doesn’t seem the type to be in that end of the world. Though it was probably his confused mind, you was still wary of being recognised. “Just a small outskirt village, you wouldn’t have known me,” you replied forcing it to sound assertive. “I’ve been to loads of places so throw it at me,” he smiled refusing to let it go. “Trust me it’s so small, I know every person who ever visited let alone lives, you wouldn’t even know it,” you smile inwardly praying he’d give up his quizzing.
“You finished ruining my beautiful script,” Kevin interrupted as you rolled your eyes secretly being grateful for his interference. “Yes, it’s More appropriate now,” you fake smile his way as his eyes look to Younghoon. “No naked sex scene,” Younghoon says as Kevin closes his eyes. “Oh well could be worse I suppose,” he says turning around. “No humping scenes neither,” you throw out as he hissed into the air. “But I’ve added more romantic lines,” you said feeling proud of yourself as he snatches the written alterations. His eyes scanning them as you watch his brows go from annoyed to slightly relaxed. “Whatever, we need to print these out for the guys,” he shoots out at Younghoon as you make your way towards Juyeon, who’s in deep conversation with two other men by his side.
“Oh hi my names Chanhee, I’m playing your older brother,” he said smiling as he welcomed you openly. “I’m Haknyeon, I’m playing Juyeon’s best friend Jiho,” Haknyeon said dashing to your other side. Normally you would feel suffocated by so much attention, but you oddly felt rather safe and secure around them.
The weeks that followed had you all working on the production with dedication. It was like you had found an older part of yourself as you enjoyed the company of not just the cast, but the crew as well. You had made a close connection with Jeon Heejin & Kim Hyunjin, the three of you talking about everything, though the subject of boys leading you to quietness. They had presumed it was because you had a romantic interest in Juyeon, but he was simply a friend. Ok one that you was soon due to have many romantic clinches to film with soon. You had slowly got use to Kevin as a director, though he irked you often, he always seemed to be there when your anxiety attacked. His savage tongue attacking every time you felt pressured by the guys roaming eyes. Jacob would often visit, his red blushes when you found him coming out the bathroom told you that love holding him was someone here. You tried to figure out who he interacted with the most, but that seemed to be Kevin. But he seemed to want to push people to do well. The many times that he helped to direct you to give a more believable performance. You imagined Kevin being someone that would drag his lover to the company begging for their talent to be received.
You was just leaving the set after feeling the chemistry that doubted your Kevin & Jacob lover belief. Stepping outside to the fresh air, you heard your name echo towards you. As you peaked round the corner of the building you saw Youngjae Sunwoo & Younghoon in deep conversation. “I don’t know, I can’t even remember where but it was on a tv show I’m sure of it,” Younghoon scoffed. “Well I checked with Hyunjae at the student admissions and her Birth name and Given name don’t match,” Sunwoo scoffed as your heart raced. “What did he say it was?” Youngjae questioned. “He refused to say, told us he wasn’t there spy and that he said too much as it was.” Sunwoo replied. “See if you can get more on her,” Youngjae ordered as you felt your blood boil from his need to delve in to you. “Why does it bother you so much who she is?” Younghoon questions the younger. “Are you not intrigued? Kevin knows everyone on this campus but her, she’s like some shiny toy that’s mellowing him out,” Youngjae said as you stepped closer to hear him further. “That’s a good thing, it don’t warrant you to spy into her past,” Younghoon questioned. “When you said you recognised her, I realised I did too, it’s irritating me. Now I know she’s hiding her identity I need to know more,” Youngjae said as your fear calmed your anger a little. “So it’s because you want to know,” Sunwoo added with a slight irritation that brought you a little hope. “Don’t you? The more you find out about her and her secrets, the more you want to dig,” Youngjae scoffed as tears slowly began to fall from your eyes. “But it’s not our business?” Younghoon added equally sounding annoyed. “Well if she’s some sort of murderer, then we’ve let her in the lion’s den,” Youngjae said to Sunwoo’s laugh. “Y/N’s no murderer, don’t be stupid,” Sunwoo chuckled as you rolled your eyes at the accusations flowing. “I think I would have remembered if she was someone like that,” Younghoon scoffed. “Well what is the harm in asking, if it’s nothing we’re just let it go and know our friends are all safe and not being sucked up by that vixen,” Younghoon grumbled. “Vixen?” Younghoon questioned as your nails dug into your skin with fiery rage trying to attack. “The way she rolls her eyes at everyone like she’s somewhat special.” Youngjae replied. “She’s just Y/N, if she was some sort of vixen she would have done Kevin’s scenes,” Younghoon said as you was touched by him defending you. “That’s what she wanted us all to think, that’s she’s someone special and attack, like have you seen the way she melts over Jacob,” Youngjae said with bitterness in his tone. “Oh for Fuck sake, Jacob really!” Younghoon snapped that startled you. “I’m done with this conversation,” Younghoon growled as you heard his feet moving towards you. Heart in your mouth and startled by Younghoon’s reaction, you dashed inside running towards a small area that was made in the corner for those to escape hidden beneath the storage.
Initially you was Seethingly mad. Who the hell did Son Youngjae think he was to research you. But beneath you was terrified, you had made somewhat friends with these guys, opening yourself up to there disappointment when they eventually unearth the truth. From the sound of Youngjae’s desire to find your past, it was only a matter of time before it was revealed. Though Younghoon sounded very defensive you knew he was also intrigued to remember. Your life was going to crumble and you would have to run once more. You know at the very least Youngjae, Younghoon and Sunwoo would look down there noses at you. But Juyeon he was your rock, the thought of never seeing him again terrified you. Tears of fear started to pool as you sobbed quietly as the guys left the building.
Once you heard silence for a larger piece of time you let the tears flood, you didn’t care of the sound leaving from the pure break down of every fear you had.
“Y/N, is that you?” You hear a soft whisper call out to you in the dark. Your head snapped up to find Kevin coming through the storage of the set hiding you. “So this is where you got to, you got the guys worried,” Kevin said sitting by your side. “Worried when there the ones trying to bring me down,” you sobbed not meaning to let the words fall out. “Y/N what makes you think like that?” He questions as you sniffle to attempt to bring the tears to an end. “Look it don’t matter, your right I’m being silly,” you said going to stand up till he dragged you back down. “I’m not disputing your being silly but to you I can accept something really got to you, so spill,” Kevin said with a warmth smile on his usual sassy tone. “I just got emotional over something or nothing I’m sorry,” you said plastering a fake smile on your face to avoid the conversation. “So this isn’t to do with the fact you overheard Youngjae’s conversation?” Kevin asks with a raised eyebrow as your heart felt like it was going to falter. “Younghoon pulled me aside to tell me Youngjae’s been playing NIS. Then I remembered I saw you coming this way looking emotional, seconds before they walked in,” Kevin said as your throat closed up in fear for the direction of this conversation.
“It’s none of my business Y/N but what ever your hiding from, you know I won’t judge you right?” Kevin said warmly as some tears fell from your eyes. “Even if I’m a murderer,” you commented as he chuckled pulling you in. “Well I could do with someone to help me on a killing spree,” Kevin teased as he elbowed you playfully. “But i can’t imagine you would stoop that low, you haven’t killed Youngjae yet so that proves your not,” He smiles pulling you into his warm hold. “What If I’m even more worse then a murderer?” You questioned as you rested your cheek on his warm chest. “Impossible,” he chuckled. “Look you don’t have to tell me what your hiding from, just know I’m on your side,” he said as his hands played with your hair. “I did a couple of Sex films,” you whispered like he unpicked the words like a spell. Your heart thundered under the confession, not understanding how you felt safe around him to spill something that brought you hatred in the past. “Well we know that’s a lie, Mrs I need to cut your script down,” he chuckled kissing your crown. “I’m being serious,” you sat up to look at him not sure why you was feeling the need to convince him. He looked at you silence filling the air as you felt your chest tighten in fear of your disclosure.
“Wow, really?” He asked tilting your head as you nodded playing with your fingers fearing his words. “But I don’t want anyone to know,” you cried holding his arm in fear. “Your secret comes to my grave with me,” he said looking at you warmly. “But can I ask something, well more then one thing?” He asked as you nervously nodded. “How did you allow yourself to do that?” he asked as your eyes widened fearing the disappointment in his tone. “I mean, tell me i’m wrong but you don’t seem the type of character to throw yourself into that. It feels like you was goaded into it?” He asked lacing his fingers with yours for reassurance. “I had an older boyfriend who liked doing that kind of thing, he would film me, us and invite others,” you said letting tears fill your eyes with the disgust. “He would make scenerio’s, film it and,” you paused choking as you held the tears back. “It’s ok Y/N,” Kevin said smiling warmly. “Sell them, I think it’s where Younghoon and Youngjae recognise me,” you whisper. “Probably or maybe they don’t,” he smiled in an attempt to reassure you.
“I presume your ashamed of your past?” He asked surprising you. “Well obviously why wouldn’t I be?” You scoffed confused with his need to ask. “Just you know some people can be open, you lived, you experienced, you moved on,” he smiled as you looked at him with your mouth agape. “No not me, that’s not my style,” he says holding his hands out in defence. “Oh because of Jacob,” you said letting the words slip out. He raised his eyebrow your way as you wished you could take those words back.
“What do you mean?” He asked as you felt your cheeks heat. “Jacob has a lover here,” you whisper barely audible. Kevin started laughing hard as he wiped his eyes. “Yes he does but it’s not me,” Kevin says struggling for breath among the laughter. “I’m open and I love Jacob don’t get me wrong, but I don’t want to get down and dirty with him,” he adds almost calming down. “I’m so sorry,” you gasp feeling your cheeks that feel red hot. “Good I’m glad your feeling sorry,” he said playfully as you smiled his way. “Seriously though I think your right me and Jacob would make a perfect couple,” he said air puckering his lips, that made you laugh. “There you go she learnt how to smile,” he added as he smiled so widely in your view.
“Don’t go getting ideas but you look really pretty when you smile you know,” he said as he’s eyes brightened slightly. “Your not too bad yourself Kev,” you said as he posed your way. “Your so flirty right now,” he teased. “No I’m just grateful, you stolen my secrets and yet made me smile despite my life falling apart,” you said smiling. “Well I’ll send the bill in the post, I can tell you it won’t come cheep,” he said with his usual sass. “But seriously Y/N, I’ll help you keep your secrets,” he said seriously as he pulled you back into his warm comfort. “Thank you, but it’s only a matter of time before the admission guy gives them my real name,” you said feeling sorrowful. “Hey I’m just as popular as Youngjae trust me, I’ll speak with Hyunjae. I’ll remind him that he could potentially get into trouble, he’ll listen to me I promise,” He said reassuringly.
“But what If they remember where they saw me?” You asked being comforted by his beating heart under your hearing. “They can’t remember what they ate for breakfast your be fine. I’m positive you have nothing to worry about,” Kevin chuckled as his hands stroked your hair. “You sound so sure,” you said feeling a little sleepy. “Trust me what ever reaction your fearing, I won’t let it happen,” he said as his hands rested on your back. “How do you know what I’m fearing,” you asked sleepily. “That the campus will look there noses down on you, well they will, but every time they do, I’ll show you how to turn that nose up,” he said warmly. “Why are you being so nice?” You asked closing your eyes as tiredness attacked. “Because your the key to my assignment being passed,” he chuckled as you hummed not being able to find the words to reply as sleep fell upon you from the emotion evening.
You woke to Kevin’s deep breathing as you removed yourself from his sleeping frame. Grabbing your watch your eyes widened when you realised it was 6am. How had you both slept in this cold building. Eyes falling to the material that had fallen when you moved, your eyes flashed to Kevin once more. He had removed his coat to attempt to keep you warm. Thinking he must be very cold, you placed your hands on his face. His eyes shooting open the second you touched his cold skin. “Do I look like I want to be poked,” he said closing his eyes once more as you moved your hands away. “I was checking you wasn’t too cold,” you said holding your own hands. “You saying I ain’t hot?” He teased with a wink. “Now who’s flirting?” You scoffed teasingly as you passed his coat back to him. “Talking about body temperature is flirting? wow and your suppose to be a porno star,” he teased as you closed your eyes to his comment. “Y/N let it go, learn to laugh about the path you had to travel through, don’t let it consume you anymore,” he said sitting up to look at you seriously. “However, changing the subject we need to get out of these slept in clothes,” Kevin said before getting off the floor to offer you his hand. “Let’s get some breakfast and I’ll drop you off at your dorms to get washed up, busy love scenes today and everything,” he smiled as you took his hand.
You and Kevin woffed down the pajeon that he had brought for you both. “So If your not dating Jacob who are you then?” You asked feeling your cheeks heat when he snapped his head up. “Wow are you going to pursue me Y/N, I’m so flattered,” he teased as he dipped his Pajeon into the Cho-gochujang. “Hey I’ve told you the darkest part of my life what about yours?” You asked popping the food in to your mouth. “Just because I said I was open didn’t mean I had a open book myself,” he sniggered as he chewed on his meal. “However, as you asked, there’s not much of a past, no crazy girl story, well not yet anyway,” he said as his eyes beamed on you.
You felt your heart skip a beat under his gaze, never really looking at him before closely, he had such pretty strong features. “If people see you drool there get the wrong end of the stick,” he sniggers as he attacked the piece of pancake in your chopsticks, throwing it in to his mouth with a wink. “Stealing my food now are we?” You said playfully scowling. “It’s payment from all those dreamy eyes your making my way,” he said pinching the next piece you had picked up. “I don’t make dreamy eyes.” You scoffed with an eye roll. “Well then your mind and body are conflicted,” he sniggered as you continued your breakfast.
Kevin returned you home, surprised to find you lived alone in a flat in the city rather then onsite. You struggled to focus on your classes, your mind going over the last twenty four hours. Without Kevin by your side the panic and fear bit. You was terrified of Youngjae finding your past and exposing you. Though you knew Kevin would be by your side, your other friends possibly wouldn’t be the same. Looking at Juyeon deep in thought with his notes, you was scared what his reaction would be. You knew you would be heartbroken not to have him in your life. “You ok?” Juyeon whispered noticing your appearance. “Yeah,” you fake smiled as he raised an eyebrow, he looked like he wanted to comment, but thought further from it, continuing to focus on his work.
“I’m nervous too you know that right?” Juyeon said as you walked from class to the set. You looked at him puzzled as he smiled your way. “The kissing scenes,” he whispered with a thick blush. You smiled to yourself, how was this man going to make a sex scene believable when he blushed so easily. “Yeah but I’m sure it’ll be fine,” you reassured him. You couldn’t explain it but knowing Kevin would be on set was rather soothing.
Kevin seemed stressed as he was setting up the set when you arrived, that you felt a little anxious yourself. You quietly walked to the corner ignoring the guys warm conversation. “It’ll be fine remember your words,” Juyeon said walking over to you hoping to help sooth your sudden anxiety piercing through you. “Yes I’m sure it will,” you plastered a smile on your face in attempt to reassure him.
You and Juyeon hadn’t even practiced kissing and when the moment was just seconds away, you suddenly wished you did. His hands reached around the back of your neck with dominance bringing you closer to him that you almost clashed heads. His warm lips pressing against yours, was welcoming, it had been a while since you had last locked lips with someone, yet it was like a fire was built up in you. Your hands dragging his T’shirt pulling him in against the script. Biting down on his lips your hands fondled his ass as he pushed you in to the stage wall. Even though you could feel the camera in your face, it was like it was invisible. Juyeon’s lips left yours as you both looked at each other, lost in the moment of the plot before Sunwoo shouted out, “cut.”
“Oh my god that was Brilliant,” Sangyeon complimented as your eyes took to Kevin’s. He looked a little lost as he nodded. “Yes, yes both of you did very well,” Kevin said with not as much enthusiasm as you had hoped.
“Though it went against the script I think it suited it better,” Younghoon added with a smile. Your eyes found Jacob who you had realised walked in. Younghoon noticed, taking one look at Youngjae and rolled his eyes. Why did you have an inkling that Younghoon was Jacob’s man?
You took Kevin’s eyes afterwards and he looked a little absent minded. Anxiety attacked you, him knowing the truth really had him looking at you differently. Maybe he thought he could avoid those thoughts and worked out in the end he couldn’t.
You was about to get ready for the next scenes when some man walked in. He looked around till he found your eye contact as he made a beeline towards you. Your heart thundered as you tried to pierce who he could be when he walked up to you arms folded. “So this is where you decided to leave me to join,” he said with a hurt look on his face. You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion as you tilted at him. “Erm I think you got the wrong person,” you said smiling as your anxiety ripped through you.
You turned to walk away from him but he caught your wrist. “That hurts you leave me and pretend I don’t exist, do you know how long and hard it’s been to find you,” he cried with pain etched on his expression. Sunwoo & Younghoon stormed in from you to protect you from this volatile stranger. “What’s your problem mate, she said she don’t know you, so fuck off,” Youngjae said moving to hiss in his direction.
“So which one of these did you leave me for then?” He growls as Youngjae gets into his face. “Why? are you going to take it out on them are you? Go on try it,” he dares the stranger. You feel your body start to shake from the fear as Kevin wraps his arms around you comforting. As he does it’s like he’s banished any fear as you relax into his hold, the words shared between the man and the others going numb.
“Y/N is this him, is this Changmin?” Kevin said reassuring yet trying to tell you something in his words. You freeze as your eyes get lost with his, it’s as if he’s placed a spell over you. You nod as he smiles your way briefly before he places you into Juyeon and storms his way towards him. Pushing Youngjae out the way he punches Changmin that he falls to the floor. “Unless you want to dance with my fist again stay away from her,” Kevin spat out at the blood splattered Changmin on the ground. Sangyeon pulled him up and brushed the dust off his clothes. “Y/N,” he cried looking in pain as your mind went foggy. “I think nows the time to leave her be,” Sangyeon whispered. He took one last look at you as tears begins to fall. The chaos and drama just felt far too much and you couldn’t quite understand anything but that Kevin was responsible.
“You ok Y/N?” Sunwoo asks turning to you concerned the second that Sangyeon and Changmin disappeared. Your eyes took to Kevin looking at his knuckle and anger flew through you.
Instead of replying to Sunwoo you stormed towards Kevin. “What the fuck was that?” You screamed at him startling him as he looked at you with widened eyes. “I did that for you,” he said with a pleasing tone. “He only did what we wanted to do.” Sunwoo said placing his hand on your shoulder. “Is this why you have a hidden past to get away from him?” Younghoon asked as Kevin looked your way.
“I can’t do this,” you cried with tears falling down your eyes as you stormed out, confused, angry but slight sorrow for the sad look in Kevin’s eyes. “Y/N please wait up, let me at least drive you home,” Kevin pleaded. “What for you to beat someone else up,” you scream. “Are you for real, I don’t pretend to know why your hiding from that man, but it was clear your terrified of him. Kevin did what I would have done,” Youngjae snarled. “Really you my shiny man in armour now,” you fakely smiled sweetly at him. “Because just 24 hours ago you was trying to get every information on my past, what did you say, I could be a murderer,” you growl before spinning on your feet as you left him stunned.
As you made it to the cold air your body felt like it went in to shock. Tears started to fall as you leaned into the rough wall. Who was that man? Why did Kevin know his name and make out he was some ex you was running from? As you turned placing your back against the cold wall, you saw Changmin still sitting in his car as he was trying to apply some lotion to what looked like was a cut lip. Needing answers you dashed to him as he looked startled as you appeared.
“What are,”, “Pass that here.” You cut him off after getting into the passenger seat of the car. “That looks really nasty,” you said as he passed you the antiseptic bottle. “Why did you do this?” You asked as you soaked a cotton wool bud with the liquid. “I’m owed some favours,” he winced as you brushed it on his lip. “But why the ex storyline?” You questioned further as you passed him the bottle. “Kevin felt it was better suited to your situation,” Changmin explained softly. “My situation?” You asked as your heart was in your mouth. “He said that I needed to convince them I was a crazy ex who couldn’t let you go, to stop them finding out,” he said as you closed your eyes tightly.
He knew, Kevin told him, you gave him your secrets and he ran them to someone. “I’m really sorry you got caught in between this all,” you said as it started to rain. “I’ll get paid for this, plus you looked traumatised, Kevin’s right your quite a talented actress,” he said smiling. “That’s because I didn’t even know you was coming,” you said as he looked surprised and pitty at the same time. “Oh wow, sorry,” he whispered into the silence. “I’m the one that should be sorry I should have kept my secrets to myself,” you said feeling anger towards Kevin rage through you.
“He really cares about you so please don’t be too angry with him,” Changmin said smiling as the guys emerged from the building. “And what ever the secret is, I’m sure he’ll do what ever it takes to protect you,” Changmin said shocking you. “Wait he didn’t tell you?” You ask tilting your head as he smiled. “No,” he said as you looked towards Kevin, he looked like he was talking to someone you didn’t recognise. “How much is he paying you?” You ask him. ��Credit favours,” he smiles as you chuckled amused. “When he makes it big he’ll remember me for his projects,” Changmin sniggers as the rain started hammering down. You suddenly see Youngjae appear as Kevin and him argue. “Oh shit, better go and see what they’re arguing about now,” you roll your eyes as he smiles. “Nice to meet you Y/N,” he says as you nod his way. “You too Changmin,” you reply before bracing the weather emerging from the car.
You could hear raised voices as their friend got between them. Dashing as fast as you could to them before your feet froze to the ground with Youngjae’s words. “Get your head out the cloud she’s nothing but some slutty sex film actress,” Youngjae screamed out as Kevin’s face froze seeing your hurt reaction. “Y/N,” he dashed to you, the rain soaking you just as much as him. “You told him?” You cried feeling the pain return from his betrayal. “No, no I didn’t I swear,” he cried as you look at him with the rain dripping down his face. “He didn’t Y/N, I worked it out and Youngjae over heard,” the guy said as you blinked at him. “Who are you?” You cried. “That’s Hyunjae,” Kevin said muffled by the rain as you look at him. “He was trying to tell me to keep my mouth shut when Youngjae here heard,” Hyunjae added.
“Maybe if your so ashamed of your past you shouldn’t have done it,” Youngjae sneered returning your attention to him. “I swear to fucking god,” Kevin said before you cut him off standing between them. “What the hell have I done to make you hate me so much?” You cry out as he wipes his wet fringe out his eyes to stick against his forehead. “Hate, I don’t hate you, I get fed up of the guys melting over you like your special. Where If they knew what you was, they wouldn’t look twice your way as a friend let alone melt,” he screamed as your heart felt like it was being shattered. The words falling as if you hadn’t already heard similar from your ex.
He was the one man you loved more then anything and left you when he realised your past. The very reason why you never allowed yourself to even think about relationships, let alone jump into one. Though your relationship with Youngjae was barely a friendship, the look on his face stung. “See you can’t even speak about the person you are.” Youngjae seethed as your body started shaking at what you was sure wasn’t the rain. “Youngjae,” Kevin growled as his hand rested on your shoulder. Though you felt his comfort through just his touch, this time it wasn’t enough. “Why are you not bothered? This could ruin the production. Anyone who’s linked to her will be tainted she’s not worth the risk,” Youngjae pleaded with Kevin. As their words numbed you, your knees collapsed making you fall to the wet pavement. Your body not being able to take the words that Youngjae was spilling. He was right, how did you think for a second you could be an actress with the dark past you had.
You heard your name being echoed as Kevin’s voice pulled you from your silent meltdown. Your eyes found him as he cupped your face. “Y/N it’s ok, I promise I’ll fix this,” he soothed. “Is this because of the Jacob thing?” Hyunjae said to Youngjae as your head snapped up to him. “Shut up man,” he said looking a little annoyed. “What so it’s ok to have your secrets but not hers?” Hyunjae added. “Jacob?” You muttered as The rain began to sting from your eyes looking up at him. “Wait there? He’s his lover?” You said looking to Kevin. “Yeah he’s mine, and you can’t have him!” Youngjae growls as you realise he’s bitten with jealousy.
“You think I want Jacob?” You questioned him as he laughed to himself. “You melt every single time your eyes clash, it makes you look pathetic,” Youngjae said looking down at you with his face scrunched up. “Yes he’s beautiful but i don’t want to be with him,” you said looking bewildered with his hatred towards you. “Come off it you would go off with him if he had opened his arms to you,” Youngjae accused you as you stumbled up off the wet floor shaking as cold & adrenaline attacked. “I’m a lot of things, but I’m not a man stealer. Yes, when I first met him his beauty stunned me, but the second I knew he was taken I stopped looking at him like that, I swear,” you said closing the gap between you both as the rain slowed down.
“What the hell is going on?” Jacob said from behind you as Youngjae looked at him sheepishly. “Your Boyfriend’s pretty much being a Jealous asshole,” Hyunjae said as the rain came to a stop. “It’s not all Youngjae’s fault, I’ve clearly given him the wrong impression and I’m sorry for that, but I promise you I’m not going to steal your man,” you said pressing your hand to his chest. “Wait you think me and Y/N?” Jacob questioned not impressed. “No I trust you, you know I do,” Youngjae snaps like a lost boy desperate to reach his lover’s forgiveness. “It’s my fault, i did make some rather sexualised comments towards you,” you said bowing your head lying as Youngjae snaps his head your way. You caught Hyunjae and Kevin’s eyes glance at each other as Jacob looked puzzled with the situation he walked into. “I need my coat, I think it’s time I left you all be,” you said bowing & dashing from them all.
The clothes was wet soaked to your skin by the time you rescued your items from the corner of the building. “Your a very confusing woman,” you hear Kevin from behind you. “One that you should all run from,” you said smiling as tears threatened once more. “I’m the pull to your push, so give it up,” Kevin said resting his hands on your arms. “The reason we go in opposite directions is because we’re not meant to be stood together,” you say pushing the wet hair that was stuck to your face away. “Well we’re standing together now, so your logic sucks,” Kevin smirks as you smile slightly his way. “There she is, you should smile more often,” he says pulling your face to look at him with his finger under your chin. “You choosing to flirt now of all times?” You question to his amusement. “Why should I book a slot then?” he teased pulling you in as your wet body’s clash making you shiver. “Wow a hug gets that reaction?” Kevin teases as his chin rests on your collar bone. “I’m cold,” you say not too convinced yourself.
You felt warm and safe in his arms that he felt like your comfort blanket. The thought of losing him broke your heart. Your arms tightens around him holding him as tight as you can as if he preserves some energy that you could keep. “Maybe Youngjae’s right your a murderer with that tight grip you got,” Kevin laughed as you crushed him with your hug for extra effect. “Ok ok I’m sorry,” Kevin gasped as it was your turned to laugh as you looked up at him.
“Your not leaving right, you know I won’t let you,” he says with seriousness behind his eyes. “I appreciate it but I need more then one friend on my side,” you said biting your lips. “What about one boyfriend?” He questions as your eyes widen confused.
Before you have a chance to think of his words his lips crash with yours. The second they touch you melt like his lips are your everything. The kiss is heavy and passionate, yet very longing as you sink into him. Despite it being a while, even with Juyeon earlier, your body moves with his as his hands find your ass. Scrunching the cheeks he pulls you towards what you feel is his hardening member. Moans from his lips being suckled down has another shiver that you know isn’t from the cold as your nipple erects. It’s like he can sense their condition as his fingers brush along them letting some of your own moans escape. His lips leave to hear the sweet sounds your gifting as he smirks devilishly your way. “Oh Y/N your so beautiful, I’m sorry but I need you, need this,” He Pants as his hands cups your breasts. “And this,” he whispers as his hands fall to your core as he brushed his hand above your clothing. Your breathing hitches as you feel weak like your under his spell. “But more importantly this,” he says changing his tone as his hand rests over your heart, like he’s capturing your soul.
“Say something,” he whispers that makes you bite your lips to hold your thighs that’s tightening. “Has my lips stolen your voice,” he teases as you nod. “I won’t hurt you, I won’t let anyone hurt you neither,” he says almost pleadingly. His lips fall to your neck as they brush kisses up towards your ear. “Tell me you want me, tell me you want this, or just tell me your mine,” he whispers before moving his face back to look your way. As if he has control over your mind and heart you nod. “Words Baby.” He coo’s with a darkened smile that should scare you. “I’m yours,” you respond not sure how those words fall from your mouth, when your mind still hasn’t taken what’s happening in.
It’s like he’s snapped in that second and turns from angelic to fiery devil. He growls as he pulls you into his lips, much more harsher and inpatient as his tongue swirls with your own. His hands fall under the wet soaking T-shirt as it falls on your clammy skin. Fingers falling onto your spine, you feel it burn into you like he’s capturing your soul. Your lungs feel like there burning as he’s kiss suckles at your oxygen, his lips not releasing yours for even a second. When you feel as if your soul is being sucked away, he pulls on your wet T-shirt pulling it from your skin, letting your lungs burn from the oxygen your allowed to consume.
His lip attacks your collar bone, sweet gentle kisses he peppers along your skin as his hands attack the clasps of your bra. Letting it fall to the Floor he looks in your eyes. Lust fallen upon his own he looks as if he’s drunk on you which burns through your core. Lips falling to your breast he suckles on them as his fingers attack your jean buttons. Falling to his knees he lets your jeans and panties fall, while he kisses every inch of skin that’s exposed. Your hands fall to his wet hair as you hum against the feeling of his exploring lips.
However, nothing is held back when his lips fall to your folds as he kisses them gently. As his fingers part them to expose your clit, he presses his warm mouth to bring a suction against the sensitive bud. “Fuck,” you cry into the air as he enjoys torturing you with his tongue. Fingers dipping to join his torture, your cry’s become almost pleads as you feel your juices flowing. You continue to feel as if your burning under his touch as you melt into his tongue and fingers. Just as you feel your about to lose your mind he slips from your sensitive throbbing core.
But this time it’s your turn to crash and burn into him as your mouth attacks him with your own need. Hands undressing him in a desperate need as your hands explore his own perfect marbled sculptured body. Fingers wrapped around him you attacked his impressive length as you kiss down his moans. He doesn’t like his own torture as he walks back into the chair that you know is his director one.
Straddling him in a desperate need to be penetrated by the throbbing member you just had in your palm, you hover over him. Sliding down, your walls clench around him picking the most beautiful sounds to escape. His member fits in perfectly and despite your dry spell, your core attacks him with equal rushed desire. You start a slow tempo at first, but it does little to help your burning need as your greediness needs more. As you increase your pace, his hands find your hip to help you along. Your face falling against his as your eyes focus on each other. “Fuck your so beautiful,” he cry’s as he looks like he’s struggling under your body. “You can talk,” you growl nipping his neck that has his nails rake your back.
As if your lips pressed a button, his pressure on your hips increases as he manoeuvres you with strength knocking your own rhythm out of balance. The tip of his member hits your cervix as you begin chasing your own high. It’s like he senses it as nails dig into the flesh of your skin once more. Like your body racing to your climax you feel as if your about to crash and burn any second. Your walls sense it too as they clench around him hard, that has him growl at a different pitch as he goes feral underneath you. The sudden view of him struggling is enough to push you over the edge as you clench around him hard. Milking him he soon fills you up as his body tenses as he cums. His white hot seed feels as if it attacks you as you continue to convulse, all while your orgasm continues to hold you hostage. Collapsing into his chest your left fighting for air from the exhausting yet amazing session.
Kevin’s fingers rake up and down your spine causing you to moan as you become over sensitive, still convulsing on his member. “I hope your not tired, we got some more practising to do before tomorrow,” he wiggles his eyebrows earning a chuckle.
The hands laced with yours are heavy and no way of disputing that it’s Juyeon’s. But in your mind it’s Kevin that is rolling against your core, mimicking a steamy session of its own. Juyeon’s warm and muscular chest rubbing against the strapless bra that the covers are hiding, looks mouthwatering even taken you can admit. Though Juyeon’s eyes are on you for visual effect it’s your own features the camera that Sunwoo has in your face is capturing.
Youngjae apologised to you that morning, he had accepted that he was in the wrong for his perception of you. Like Hyunjae & Jacob, he promised to keep your secret. Not a single one looked at you differently having your past exposed, which filled you with hope that somewhat your life could move forward.
As soon as you place the dressing gown over yourself and emerged from the bed sheet of the set bed, your eyes found Kevin. They was slightly lost and you knew jealousy was biting him. Making your way towards him, you grabbed his hand as he called your name confused till he saw the direction you was rushing him too.
Behind the make shift storage where he first comforted you, you pushed him against the wall letting your lips tell him you was his. “Y/N what are you doing?” He whispers as you fall to your knee’s, your hand lifting his fluffy jumper as you found his jogging bottoms. “Aren’t you good helping me with easy access,” you winked up towards him. “Like I said best boyfriend material,” he smirks briefly before your lips steal it away. Hollowing your cheeks you attack his hardening shaft as you Bob up and down his throbbing cock. Your tongue sliding underneath as his hands rest behind his head as he struggles to contain his moans. “Fuck,” he growls as your hands fondles his balls. “Wow, just wow, one day already and you two are unbearable,” Younghoon shouts through the storage. Despite his rare pinked cheeks he’s throbbing cock stiffens so hard that you know being caught by his friends is driving him wild. You was both going to have fun driving each other crazy.
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kandadiff · 2 years
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BLISS - Song Choices
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Kimberly Hoodie Ahn
Really Really 
Let me Blow your mind feat Kay
Shoop feat Jessi 
Makayla Arrabah
Get right 
ME & U
Dip it low 
Cassandra Cassie Jansen
Bleeding Love 
Genie in a bottle 
Good 4 U
Naomi Jefferson
Kisses down low 
Ice 
Foolish
Arianna Adi Johnson
Bow Down / Ive been on 
Diva 
Adore 
Yekarina Katya Leskova
Fancy feat Kay
Your Love 
Bed 
Rachel Michele
On my way 
Cannonball 
Run to you 
Kara-Lina Kitty Morrose
Set Fire to the rain 
Chandelier 
Kill and Run 
Draven Patterson
Blow me (one last kiss)
I’m no good 
If I aint got you 
Kalyn Kay Snow
Don’t speak 
Always be my baby
Blue Jeans
Minho Choi
Heartbreak 
I’m home 
Stand by me 
SeungHyun top Choi
Turn it up
Bae Bae
F**K It
Youngjae taeyang Dong
Eyes, nose, lips (about Makayla)
Changkyun IM Im
Goddamn 
Love Killa 
Hero 
Jaebum JB Im
Ride 
Teenager
Sunrise
Jungkook Jeon
Still with you  (about Draven)
Falling (about Draven)
Hoseok J-hope Jung
Just dance 
Blue 
Blood sweat & tears 
Hanbin BI Kim
Love Scenario (About Makayla)
Killing me (about Makayla)
Taehyung v Kim
Singularity (about Katya)
Sweet night  (about Katya)
The truth untold (about Katya)
Yugyeom Kim
I want you around 
Falling In love 
Lullaby 
Seokjin Kim
Epiphany (about Adi)
Moon (about Adi)
Namjoon RM Kim
Ddaeng 
Expensive girl 
Love
Jiyong gd kwon
That XX 
Zutter
Crooked
Jooheon joohoney lee
Ambition 
Red Carpet 
Dramarara
Zayn Malik
Better (about Makayla)
From dusk til dawn 
Shawn Mendes
Mercy 
Queen 
Mutual
Yoongi ‘Suga’ min
The last 
Seesaw 
I need u 
Jay Park
Momae
Me like Yuh
V
Liam Payne
Strip that down 
Bedroom floor 
Sunshine 
Hoseok wonho Lee Shin
Hero 
Eye on you
Open Mind 
Hyungwon Shownu Sohn
Ill be there for you 
Goodnight 
Fantasia
Marcel styles
So sick 
Edward Styles
Without me 
On the run feat adi 
The monster feat adi 
Damien Thorne
I don't wanna fall in love
let it rock
You shook me all night long 
Jackson Wang
100 ways 
Titanic 
Oxygen 
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ava-achlys · 3 years
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The Boyz NSFW Scenarios
Lee Sangyeon - Dream Come True
single dad! Sangyeon x nanny! fem! reader
Warnings: slight voyeurism, unprotected sex, slight praise kink, panty stuffing, breeding kink
상상 그 이상 indeed. don't mind me, just some dilf! Sangyeon brainrot
You take some time for yourself while the baby's asleep, and your employer helps make your fantasies a reality.
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You open the door softly to check the toddler in his room, making sure he's fast asleep. You smile at him as he hugs his teddy tightly, before shutting the door quietly and heading over to the guest bedroom to take a rest. You plop down into bed, exhausted. Youngjae was a sweetheart but sometimes he was just too energetic for you to keep up with. It was tough getting him to take his afternoon nap but you knew he'd be sound asleep for at least 2 hours once you got him to doze off.
You figured this would be the perfect opportunity for you to have some personal time. You've been so busy the past few weeks that you've had a lot of pent up stress. Your hand drifts to your shorts as you shut your eyes. You think about your employer, Mr Lee, who has been nothing but kind and warm to you, offering a well-paying job to be his kid's live-in nanny. Living with them meant you got to watch him play with Youngjae in the mornings before work, with his scruffy bed head, stubble and loose white tee that he always wears to bed.
He would shuffle downstairs with Youngjae in his arms if you were busy making breakfast, playing little games with the boy while he helped you cook, despite you being capable of doing everything yourself. He would always give you that warm, sunny smile of his to reassure you that he just wanted to help, and you would blush at the sincerity of his actions. You slide a finger into your folds, thinking about that morning in particular. Mr Lee had trudged downstairs with his shirt off for once, his chiseled abs in full glory, sweatpants hanging lowly off his waist, looking every bit like a Greek god. You blushed heavily and quickly turned back to the stove but you couldn't help but notice the little smirk on his face when he caught you checking him out.
You sigh as you slip two fingers into yourself. You're already so wet just from the thought of him. You bite your lips as you pump your fingers faster, trying to keep your noises down so you wouldn't wake Youngjae from the next room. You take your panties off, and spread your legs wider, continuing to plunge your fingers into your tight heat, wishing it was Mr Lee's long, thick fingers instead of your own. You moan as you brush your sensitive clit, slowly threading your lacy panties into your heat, pushing the fabric deeper into you with your fingers.
The graze of the fabric inside your walls makes your toes curl, and you whimper at how full you feel. You rub your clit harder and faster, chasing your orgasm, your free hand creeping under your shirt and teasing your nipples. You pull up your bra over your breasts and stifle a moan as your nipples harden in the cold air.
"Mmmh, ahh, Mr Lee, ah I need you so bad," you whisper as you rub your clit in circles, thighs trembling. Your eyes are shut tightly and you're so lost in the pleasure that you don't notice your door opening. "Well well, is this what you get up to while I'm at work, my dear?" Sangyeon leans against the doorframe smirking at you, leather jacket hanging loosely off his shoulders. You gasp and bolt upright, grabbing the covers to hide your body, sputtering in embarrassment. Sangyeon merely chuckles, locking the door behind him and coming to sit on the edge of your bed.
He leans in close, tipping your chin up with his finger, and pulls you into a deep kiss. You whimper against his lips, tasting like coffee and mint as he takes your breath away. He pulls away, and looks at you with his dark eyes, twinkling with affection and lust. "Do you really want me? Because I can give you what you want, anything you want," he whispers, his warm hand cupping your cheek. Your pussy throbs at his deep voice, and you nod, lowering the blankets slowly. He helps you take your shirt and bra off, and he licks his lips at the sight of your body.
"You're so pretty, I've always wondered what you look like under your cute little pajamas whenever I see you at breakfast. Thought it was inappropriate but, now I know the feeling's mutual," he chuckles dryly. You stay stock-still as he leans in to press his warm, plush lips against your neck, closing your eyes as you feel them trailing upwards and pressing them against your lips, licking into your mouth when you moan shakily. The world swirls as he passionately makes out with you, the addictive taste of his lips and his large hand gripping your thigh rendering you incapable of thinking straight. He trails his callused fingers up the inside of your thighs, eventually heading to where you need him the most.
"Please don't tease me, Mr Lee," you stammer, clutching at his t-shirt as he shrugs his jacket off. "Tease? You're the one who teases me every morning, parading yourself around in those skimpy pajamas of yours," Sangyeon chides, his middle finger hovering right above your clit. He presses down, and your body jolts at the sensation, a frustrated whine escaping your lips. He settles between your thighs, and parts your slick folds with his fingers, catching a glimpse of your lacy black panties within. "Oh, what's this?" he smirks, leaning in to nose at your clit, proceeding to lick a long stripe up your folds, and your head spins again. He digs his tongue roughly into your hole until he gets the fabric between his lips.
Forcing your thighs apart, he drags your panties out with his teeth, painstakingly slowly, enjoying the way you whine and thrash around from sensitivity. Your thighs threaten to close around him but he's strong enough that your efforts are futile, looking adorably frustrated, something Sangyeon takes a mental note of. He gives one final tug and it springs out from within you, utterly soaked in your juices. Gasping in pleasure, you feel your pussy clench around nothing, and it makes you even needier for something, or rather, someone to fill you up. He eyes the soaked fabric with a mixture of incredulity and pride, that he really made you so wet and needy by barely doing anything.
"Sometimes when Youngjae's asleep, and I'm busy with housework, I'll keep myself stuffed like that till you come home," you blurt, the sudden brazen moment surprising even yourself. Sangyeon's eyebrows disappear beneath his fringe as he starts to crawl over you until you're flat on your back and he's shrouding you with his broad frame, face to face. "So you mean you're bending over in your little skirts, 'cleaning' the house with no panties on? Hoping that I'll come home and catch you in that position? And then what?"
"And then you give me what we both want," you challenge him, going with the sudden surge of boldness in your veins. He's right there, ready to give you what you want, so why not take the chance? Your body is yearning for him, and his eyes and body language tell you the same, but he's so sweet that he's practicing so much restraint just in case you feel the need to back out. His eyes are dark with lust, but there's still a certain tenderness within them when he rests his forehead against yours. "Are you sure about this?" he whispers against your lips. "Please, I've wanted you for so long, Mr Lee," you plead. His jaw tightens, his gaze turning wild as he straightens up to undo his belt, making sure your eyes follow every movement of his hands.
He chuckles breathlessly at your loud gasp, the way your eyes are transfixed on his large, throbbing member when he pulls his pants and boxers down. You can't help but stare, your mouth watering and pussy clenching at the thought of that beast going inside you. Sangyeon makes quick work of getting his clothes off and soon, he's pressing his leaking tip into your slick folds. He rubs your thighs soothingly as he eases himself inside you, his low, broken moans mingling with your high-pitched ones. Your toes curl in pleasure as you blindly grip onto his broad shoulders, scratching them up as he fills you to the brim. His hot breath dances across the sensitive skin of your neck, keening when he whispers "Doesn't that feel better than your tiny little panties?"
"Yes, yes, now fuck me, please, Mr Lee-"
"Call me Sangyeon, darling, and of course. I'll make you feel amazing beyond your imaginations," he smiles warmly, proceeding to rock his hips slowly, drawing pretty moan after pretty moan from your throat. His girth is stretching you out so deliciously, and he's pressed up against your body such that you can feel every dip and curve of his chiseled body, his strong arms caging you in his embrace. He speeds up his thrusts, clamping a hand over your mouth when you start to get too loud. "Shhh sweetheart, don't wanna wake the baby do we?" You shake your head in response, biting your lip to suppress your moans, which proves difficult because Sangyeon is jabbing into your g-spot, harder and faster with every snap of his hips.
He loves your moans, he thinks they're so pretty, like the rest of you. Melodic, sweet, enchanting. He could listen to you calling his name, moaning it for hours, and that's exactly what he does at night, picturing your mouth or pussy around his cock instead of his lube-covered fist. Sangyeon used to have a hard time getting out of bed in the mornings, until you came around, sweetly calling "Mr Lee" through his door, telling him breakfast was ready. Maybe he should hire another babysitter to take Youngjae out to play while he fucks you senseless so he can hear you whimper his name all you want; and he tells you exactly that.
"You feel so good, sweetheart, you have no idea how long I've wanted you. I'm so close, and you are too, aren't you? Gonna let me cum inside you, fill you up with my babies?" Your vision clouds, seeing stars when he says that. You love kids, that's what led you to become a nanny in the first place, and you absolutely adored Youngjae and his father. If Sangyeon wanted to have kids with you like you'd dreamt, you would be ecstatic. Sangyeon was the perfect husband and father, which initiated your infatuation with him. You cling onto him tighter, burying your face in his neck as he continues to pound into you, whimpers of "Yes, Sangyeon, yes, fill me up, make me carry all your babies," spurring Sangyeon to chase your orgasms even faster.
"We'd make such beautiful babies, you and I. Smart, talented and caring, just like their mother. Youngjae's always wanted siblings too, y'know," Sangyeon pants harshly. "G-give it to me, Sangyeon," you plead, clenching hard on his cock as he cums, painting your walls with his seed, his hips not letting up even as he spills into you. You choke on a moan as your orgasm rips through you, triggered by the pulsing of his cum deep inside you. He stifles his groans by burying his face in your neck, grinding lazily into you as your clenching pussy milks him dry. His hot breath tickles your skin when he chuckles at how adorably needy you are, wanting every last drop of his cum to not go to waste. You don't even realize you're doing it, your body subconsciously pulling him tighter around you. For too long you've yearned for his weight on top of you like this, warm and comforting, the musky scent of his cologne so delightfully dizzying.
He pulls back slightly so he can kiss you again, moving his lips slowly and purposefully, savoring your soft, cherry-flavored ones. He wants to taste them all the time, to feel them everywhere on his body, and he wants to do the same to you; but a shrill cry from the next room jolts you both upright. "What perfect timing," Sangyeon chuckles embarrassedly, the sides of his eyes crinkling up. You laugh softly, hastily pulling your clothes on to go get Youngjae. You're almost at the door when Sangyeon calls your name again. Hesitantly turning to face him, you see he's still perched on the bed, looking at you with pure adoration in his eyes. "Can we talk about this - about us - tonight?"
"Y-yes, of course, Mr L-, Sangyeon."
He grins at you, all dazzling teeth and eyes. "Great. You can sleep in my room too if you'd like."
This time, your smile matches his as you make your way out the door to go help his son. "I'd love that."
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all i want for christmas is you
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❝ the school had started to take notice of you. lee juyeon, however, had always noticed. ❞
PAIRING ▸ lee juyeon x fem!reader (ft. best friend!lee minho)
GENRES ▸ fluff, high school au, sports au, best friends to lovers au
WARNINGS ▸ mild profanity but !! lots of !! fluff !! 
SUMMARY ▸ the bet was simple: find a date to the winter ball. the only problem was that juyeon didn’t want just any girl. he wanted you.
PLAYLIST ▸ all i want for christmas is you by mariah carey
WORD COUNT ▸ 5055 words
AUTHOR’S NOTE ▸ merry christmas! this is a gift for addy @honeyju​ the biggest juyeon simp ik !! ily addy i am excited/scared/not emotionally ready to read the minho one which ! btw y’all should read here bc our stories are loosely connected! also disclaimer: i know jack shit ab football but i tried
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LEE JUYEON TENDED TO REGRET HALF THE THINGS HE SAID SOMETIMES. 
In eighth grade, Juyeon’s sense of humor was largely self-deprecating and consisted of saying he wanted to die at the slightest inconvenience. But, with his spectacular timing, he let the joke slip in front of a teacher once and froze up upon seeing her concerned expression. Juyeon later received a note from the counselor’s office and had to convince them that he was perfectly fine.
In tenth grade, Juyeon had grown past his phase of dark humor and moved onto high school football. He made the cut for the team the previous year, and managed to make it on the varsity team by the time he was a sophomore. In the beginning of the season, they asked who wanted to be captain the next year, and Juyeon boldly declared that he did. Thus, he was ridiculed and sentenced to pick up balls and clean up the gym after every practice from then on.
Now, as a high school junior in the varsity football team, Juyeon had screwed himself over by making a stupid bet with his best friend, Lee Minho.
Lee Minho was, in short, a conniving bastard. Juyeon never should have trusted him and gone along with his antics. The mere thought of what he had gotten himself into was enough to send his heart into overdrive.
The bet sounded simple enough: find a date to the Winter Ball.
Of course, it was easier said than done, but Juyeon was a star athlete and had girls sliding in his DMs left and right. He could easily find a date if he wanted to, and, honestly, Juyeon only needed to send a few texts and he would probably be secured for the dance. The problem was, however, that Juyeon only wanted you.
Minho was well aware of Juyeon’s pitiful, unrequited love towards you. It was probably the reason he suggested the bet; his best friend either wanted to see him miserable or see him score a chance with you. Either way, Juyeon wasn’t sure his heart was ready to shoot his shot.
Juyeon had crushed on you ever since you sat next to him in the seventh grade and let him borrow your pencil. It was such a silly start to his admiration for you, but his feelings grew stronger when the both of you actually became friends. You were so bright when you laughed, so sweet when you spoke, and so adorable when you smiled. Juyeon had never felt this way about anyone else and always got butterflies when he saw you. Juyeon was never one to chase after girls but he would find himself constantly thinking about what you were up to and having several internal dilemmas over whether he should ask you to hang out or not.
Five years later and Juyeon still harbored feelings for you. Now, they had matured into something deeper, but you still racked his brain nevertheless. It didn’t help that you had a major glow-up in high school and were probably the most beautiful person Juyeon had ever seen.
The school started to take notice of you.
Juyeon, on the other hand, had always noticed.
“Are you sure we can finish a medium before practice?” Minho asked Juyeon, setting a box of pizza on the table in front of him. “Also, I saw Y/N by the gym earlier.”
Juyeon perked up. “Y/N?”
“Yeah,” Minho replied, grabbing a slice of pepperoni pizza for himself. “You know what day it is, right?”
Minho took a bite out of his pizza, observing Juyeon with a raised brow. His best friend was on the baseball team but treating themselves to pizza had become a monthly ritual. Despite being on different teams, he was closer to Minho than his football teammates.
“Thursday?”
“And that means?”
Right.
Juyeon had formulated an elaborate plan to ask you out during the football game today, but, of course, it all depended on whether their team won or not. It would have been kind of ridiculous to propose after a loss. On the bright side, he knew he could count on the fact that you’d actually be present considering you were a cheerleader.
But what if you already had a date? You surely hadn’t mentioned it to him or posted about it on social media, so he was riding on an assumption that you haven’t been asked. That was bizarre to Juyeon, though, because you were the prettiest person he had ever seen. However, it was true that you were gradually getting popular, and that made Juyeon a touch nervous.
“I ask her out tomorrow,” Juyeon breathed out. “Am I ready for this?”
Minho scoffed lightly. “Are you ever?”
Juyeon frowned at his best friend, scrunching up his nose at his distasteful comment. “What about you? Have you gotten a date?”
“That’s for me to know and you to find out.”
Juyeon sighed. That was probably all he would get out of Lee Minho today. Once Minho set his mind on something, he carried it out diligently until the end. Juyeon honestly had no idea who he wanted to bring since Minho didn’t like talking about girls he was interested in, but he supposed it wasn’t that big of a deal as long as his best friend was happy.
It wasn’t like Juyeon was never going to hear about his friend’s endeavors. After all, he did pick up on Minho’s slow descent from an apathetic individual to a whipped ball of fluff. If Juyeon mentioned that to his best friend, however, he would probably be ridiculed for consistently being whipped for you since the seventh grade.
Juyeon nearly jumped out of his seat at the sound of his ringer going off. He scrambled to pull his phone out of his pocket, ignoring Minho’s teasing smirk at the sight of his frazzled self.
y/n: hey :) i’m gonna drop off some gingerbread cookies my mom made after practice so lmk when i can come over
Juyeon must have saved a country in a past life for this kind of luck.
juyeon: i love your mom’s cookies. you can come over whenever you’d like
y/n: how about we walk home together after practice?
juyeon: sounds good to me
Now, the pizza was starting to make his mouth water, but if you were walking home with him, Juyeon was ready to drop it and run to see you even though he loved pizza. But Juyeon loved you more than he loved pizza, and he believed that was true love.
“She made me cookies,” Juyeon announced.
“She made you cookies,” Minho repeated, leaning forward in surprise.
“Well, her mom did, but yeah.”
Minho turned his attention back to his pizza. “So this is about your mommy kink again.”
“I don’t have a fucking mommy—why would you say that?” Juyeon cried out, kicking his friend’s shin under the table.
“You don’t? Last time I checked, she was making dinner in the kitchen when I came over yesterday.”
“I’m talking about the kink!”
Yet, even a silly back-and-forth with Minho couldn’t get Juyeon down from his high over you. He was still processing the fact that you were going to walk home with him and, if Juyeon played his cards right, maybe he could get a feel of how comfortable you would be if he asked you out during the game tomorrow.
Minho snickered. “You look happy.”
Juyeon couldn’t even mask his lovesick smile and flushed cheeks. He folded his arms on the table in front of him and buried his face in them, his head spinning at the thought of you.
“Shut up, Minho.”
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The only problem with you being on the cheerleading team was that you were extremely distracting.
Juyeon was the star quarterback and frankly, it was kind of pathetic that the one thing that kicked him in the ass was seeing you in the knee socks and pom-poms. It didn’t help that you were a flyer so Juyeon’s stomach pitted with anxiety whenever he saw you being thrown up and whenever he heard a scream coming from the direction of the cheerleaders.
Today was different, though. Juyeon could care less about the screams and falls from the corner of the field. All he could think about was you and how he was going to ask you out. If his plan was going to work, it was going to draw a lot of attention and be quite embarrassing if it failed.
All of his confidence got knocked down with a single sweep when he saw someone asked you to the dance.
One of the cheerleaders broke into a fit of giggles at the sight, clasping a hand over her mouth. “Oh my god!”
You were frozen stiff, an awkward smile on your face as the guy walked onto the field with a sign and about a dozen roses. Juyeon could feel his heart sinking to the ground with each step the guy took, with each second his smile grew brighter.
“Is he seriously confessing during practice?” Sohn Youngjae asked, brows furrowed as he rested his arm on Juyeon’s shoulder. “That’s real brave.”
“What’s his deal doing it here? He isn’t even on the team,” Juyeon said, coming off more bitter than he had expected.
Younghoon scoffed. “It’s a bold move. He must be confident that Y/N’s going to say yes.”
Juyeon squared his shoulders. He was conflicted with the swell of anger and deflation of you possibly being taken, but nevertheless, all he could do was watch helplessly as you were being asked out. From where they were on the field, Juyeon couldn’t hear much, but he could see your reactions quite well. The wolf-whistles and cheers were pissing him off, but he was fixed on you.
He turned to look towards Minho, who was practicing on the field adjacent to theirs. His best friend met his gaze immediately like they had some form of exclusive telepathic communication. Minho nodded towards you and raised a brow, as if nudging Juyeon to go interrupt them. That, however, was something he was far too cowardly to bring himself to do.
Your voice resounded clearer than Juyeon had expected.
“I’m really sorry,” you apologized sincerely, ducking your head and keeping your hands entwined behind you. “I’m not interested, but I do appreciate the gesture.”
Juyeon felt a weight lift off of his chest. He wasn’t sure if he should’ve felt relieved that you shot him down or nervous that you rejected an attractive, confident guy who clearly liked you. However, he soon had no time to mull over that when the guy’s reaction was getting more aggressive than crestfallen.
“Y/N, I asked you out in front of all these people,” he said with a distasteful laugh. “Are you seriously rejecting me right now?”
“Sorry, I just don’t want to go with you,” you replied firmly, voice dropping as you became more conscious of your surroundings. “I’m sorry it had to be public but you didn’t really give me a choice.”
For a split second, Juyeon wondered how he could still hear you when you were practically muttering at this point, and then he realized that he started walking to you without even realizing. His feet carried him unknowingly, hand balled at his side and eyes stony and trained on the guy.
“You could’ve just accepted it and told me later that you didn’t want to go with me,” he said with a scoff. “It’s like you enjoy humiliating others publicly.”
Your teammates rushed forward to argue and fend him off while you opened your mouth to protest, but Juyeon was faster, moving in front of you so he was head-to-head with the guy.
“She said she’s not interested,” he said with a threatening undertone, wondering where he managed to muster up the courage to be this assertive.
You were visibly shocked by Juyeon’s actions, and he couldn’t even blame you because he was equally just as surprised as you were. Yet, all he could do was glare daggers down at the other guy with steely eyes and frown until he backed off.
“Thanks,” you said softly once the guy had left.
Juyeon was flustered by all the girls giggling behind you but was amazed by how cool and collected you remained despite that. He turned to you, eyes softening and shoulders relaxing. He knew he was getting an earful about this from his teammates after practice and most definitely from Minho as well.
“No problem,” Juyeon replied, cheeks red. “He was bothering you. I couldn’t just ignore it.”
“That was really sweet of you, Juyeon.” You bit back a smile and suggested, “Meet you at the front gates after practice?”
“See you then.”
Even though Juyeon could’ve spent the rest of practice talking to you, he sprinted back as fast as he could because his cheeks were only getting redder as the cheerleaders gushed about what he did for you. He could hear their gossip and whispering even as he was running back to his team. Juyeon was positive he wouldn’t escape the embarrassment, though, because Lee Jaehyun was smirking at him when he got back.
“You’re blushing, dude.”
Juyeon shoved him.
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There was a universal law that was newly decreed. It read: Lee Minho shall never text, call, or speak to Lee Juyeon whenever Y/N was around.
The reason for that being the fact that Juyeon was easily embarrassed and Minho’s texts were not helping his case. He felt it was rude enough to check his phone while he was walking with you, but every time he saw a notification flash, his eyes widened with sheer distress over Minho’s texts.
minho: like three people asked me if you and y/n are fucking bc of what you pulled during practice today
minho: wait are y’all fucking and just not telling me
minho: i knew it was sus that she was coming over to your house
juyeon: fake news!! stop making me feel shy :(
Juyeon decided he had enough Lee Minho for today and turned off his phone.
“That was honestly the coolest thing I’ve ever seen you do,” you gushed to Juyeon as you walked home with him, fingers looped around the straps of your backpack. “Way cooler than you punting footballs.”
“No need to flatter me,” Juyeon replied coolly but his shy smile and red-tipped ears said otherwise. “That guy was being unnecessarily aggressive.”
“His proposal was out of nowhere!” you exclaimed. “I don’t get what he expected me to do.”
Juyeon smiled through the pain. Lord, give me strength, he prayed to whatever divine power was out there.
“Are you not interested in having a date to the dance then?” Juyeon asked, looking down at you curiously.
You paused for a moment and Juyeon thought his heart would stop in anticipation for your answer. Come to think of it, he had never seen you go to a school dance with a date before. You were always with your friend group. It wouldn’t be out of the ordinary to see you stick with them, but Juyeon was hoping he could change that.
“Well,” you started, “if the right person asked me then I wouldn’t be opposed.”
Juyeon couldn’t exactly read your smile but it made him want to faint. The rest of the walk back home was spent talking about school and football, but Juyeon couldn’t get your answer to his question out of his head. He even walked past his house because his head was so full of you, resulting in you needing to stop him and tell him that they had already reached his place.
“Y/N! It’s so good to see you!” Juyeon’s mom chirped with a good-natured smile. “How has your mom been?”
Juyeon’s eyes widened upon the realization that they never stopped by at your place first to get the cookies. He opened his mouth to interject but you went on to answer.
“She’s been great, Mrs. Lee,” you replied, smiling just as big, and pulled out a box of cookies from your bag. “She wanted me to give these to you.”
“That’s so sweet! Give her my thanks,” his mom replied and opened the door wider once she accepted the cookies. “Come in for some tea, will you?”
Juyeon was practically frozen at the doorway while you were taking off your shoes and walking inside. If you had the cookies with you this entire time, then why didn’t you just give them to him to take home himself? Unless you were worried about the courtesy, it was a bit out of your way to take the time to walk home with Juyeon to deliver them.
“Juyeon, what are you doing out there?” his mom asked. “Come inside. It’s cold.”
“Right.”
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Having you over at his house wasn’t exactly the sparkly fantasy that Juyeon thought it would be.
He was getting quite jealous of your mom hogging all of your attention. It wasn’t like you and Juyeon drifted apart during high school, so he wasn’t sure why his mom had to pull you away from him and have her own conversation with you. The worst part was that Juyeon couldn’t even join in on the conversation. He had no idea what they were even talking about.
That is, until his mom brought up the dance.
“Do you have a date, Y/N?” Juyeon’s mom asked.
“I don’t,” she replied. “I usually just go with my friends.”
“You’re so pretty, though,” Mrs. Lee tutted. “I’m sure someone must’ve asked you out.”
“Actually, someone asked me today,” you said. There was a moment of silence as you looked over at Juyeon while his gaze bore into yours. For a moment, you were struggling for what to say, mouthing words that weren’t being processed. Juyeon rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly once you regained your composure. “Juyeon actually helped me out.”
Mrs. Lee straightened up. “My son did?” She looked amused as she turned to Juyeon.
“Yeah,” you answered, grinning. “He was really cool.”
Juyeon blushed darkly once their eyes were on him. “W-what? I couldn’t ignore it. I wasn’t even doing that much. I was just helping out. You know, being a decent person,” he rambled and stood up. “Anyways, isn’t it getting late? Mom, Y/N has to go home soon and it’s gonna be pitch black outside if you keep her here.”
“Oh, you’re right.” Mrs. Lee frowned as she peered out the window. “Juyeon, you walk her home then.”
“What?” he sputtered out, looking between you and his mom before he caved, muttering, “I’ll go get my jacket.”
After an exchange of goodbyes, you had stepped out of the house and waited while Juyeon was slipping his shoes on. There was a moment of struggle where he had tied his laces too tight and couldn’t get the shoe on but he managed to slip it on after a few seconds of internal screaming. Juyeon zipped up his jacket the moment he stepped outside, the brisk coldness making his goosebumps rise.
“You really don’t have to walk me back,” you told Juyeon. “It’s cold outside.”
“It’s really late,” Juyeon replied, rubbing his hands together in hopes that the friction would provide some heat. “You shouldn’t be walking home by yourself, and I really don’t mind.”
“Thanks,” you mumbled, ducking your face. “For this, for what you did during practice—everything.”
Juyeon was glad that you weren’t looking at him because his mouth was opening and closing over and over again like a fish. He was also thankful for the fact that he could blame the dust of pink across his cheeks on the cold winter bite. Unfortunately, you lived close by so Juyeon didn’t have time to come up with a cool response and he didn’t want to leave things like this. There was a good vibe going on and he was upset that he couldn’t act upon it; when it came to you, Lee Juyeon was a coward.
“Um, we’re here so…” Juyeon trailed off when he turned to you, sort of thrown off by how beautiful you looked with your windswept hair and flushed cheeks. Dazed, he reached forward and moved a strand of your hair out of your face. “It’s good I walked you home and you’re not like, lost or… something—I’ll shut up now.”
You laughed, and it was an octave higher as if you were rattled from him touching your hair. “Ah, yes, a few streets down can be a harrowing trek.”
Juyeon laughed with you before his eyes settled on you. Your hands were crossed, rubbing your arms that were prickled with goosebumps. A wave of guilt washed through Juyeon and led him to strip his jacket off immediately. He ignored the piercing chill and put his jacket around your shoulders, making sure they covered your bare arms.
“My house is right here,” you argued. “You’re going to be cold.”
“Keep it on. I have something to tell you after the game,” Juyeon said firmly. It was his second burst of courage for you today and he was a little too amped up for his own good. “If you don’t like it then give me back my jacket tomorrow.”
Before you could respond, Juyeon turned on his heel and bolted home, the biggest grin across his face because he was head-over-heels for you.
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Juyeon had never been so nervous in his life.
The game was underway, Juyeon’s leg bouncing as he eyeballed the scoreboard. His team was strong in the first two quarters, cutting it close by the third, but now they were neck-to-neck. They had ended with a tie and now they decided to go into overtime for the sake of choosing a winner for the game. It was a sudden death round so whoever scored first would win the game. Juyeon, however, found it difficult to concentrate.
Especially with Lee Minho breathing down his back.
“Are you ready?” his best friend asked.
“Yes—well, no, but I don’t really have a choice.”
“That’s true.”
“I already made the sign and told the team and everything,” Juyeon whined. “I really screwed myself over, Minho.”
Minho pushed at the back of his head. “Dude, I’m talking about the game.”
“Oh, that—that’s fine,” Juyeon stammered. “Fifteen minutes—we just have to win, and then I have to ask out the most amazing person I’ve ever met.”
“You could chicken out,” Minho suggested, “but that also comes with me never letting you live it down.”
“You see, I kind of already implied that I’m going to tell her something important.”
“You did?” Minho’s voice was somewhere between shocked and impressed.
“Shit, I gotta go,” Juyeon muttered, pushing himself off the bench. “Keep the poster safe for me!”
“Good luck, champ!”
Juyeon, sweaty and bangs sticking to his forehead, had to ignore every distraction and think about winning the game before his stomach threw itself into a pool of anxiety over asking you out. He got in a huddle with his team in the remaining fifteen seconds they had before they had to get in formation and lowered the facemask of his helmet. It was up to this one last play to determine whether they would win the game or not.
“Just like we practiced, alright?” Juyeon told them. “Double-wing power pass. We get them to bite thinking it’s a run play and then open up a passing lane.”
“Alright, let’s go,” Jaehyun cheered, and the rest of them put in their mouth guards and lowered their facemasks.
Juyeon took a shaky breath as he got in formation at the line of scrimmage. His heart was racing but he wasn’t sure it was about the game. Nevertheless, he steeled his nerves and held his ground. The whistle blew and the crowd was silent, observing the tension on the field carefully.
“Silver-80! Silver-80! Hut! Hut! Hike!” Juyeon yelled, and the center, Sangyeon, snapped the ball to him.
Juyeon faked a handoff to Jaehyun, the fullback, and spun around, rolling to his right. Changmin sped up in front of Juyeon to defend him. A smile tugged at Juyeon’s lips. Their plan was working just as he intended, but there was a problem: they couldn’t open up a passing lane for the running backs like he thought they would. The play was too rushed, so it wasn’t ever a guarantee.
So Juyeon had to do what he would normally deem crazy.
He spun at the sight of the other team coming to tackle him and skirted around the field, belting down the field. He dodged past another linebacker that tried to body him. His primary motivation was that he didn’t want a concussion before he confessed to you, but he assumed it was okay to admit that to himself as long as he didn’t throw the game.
Juyeon felt a hand grab him but he pushed forward, running across the goal line and into the end zone. He threw the ball down and cried out in joy as he scored a touchdown. The whistle blew and the scoreboard flipped. They won.
He did it.
Juyeon’s team ran to him, cheering at the top of their lungs. He was lifted up on Jaehyun and Younghoon’s shoulders, grinning happily before his heart sunk back down. The cheerleaders ran to the field, cheering and tossing their pom poms up. The crowd was roaring. Juyeon was realizing that he had to do the scariest thing that a heterosexual teenage boy ever had to experience.
“Jaehyun, Jaehyun,” Juyeon tapped his shoulder quickly. “We have no time. I have to do it now.”
“Oh shit.”
Jaehyun and Younghoon dropped Juyeon onto the turf. Juyeon winced at the sudden impact, gathering himself back to his feet and hoping you didn’t witness that. Jaehyun gave him a half-assed apology and pushed him forward to run and get his poster and flowers from Minho. Jaehyun then grabbed Changmin by the shoulders, urging him to go to the announcer’s booth.
Juyeon sprinted over to Minho, waving his hands dramatically. “Give, give, give,” he demanded amongst all the cheering.
Minho didn’t waste any time and pushed the poster and bouquet into Juyeon’s hands. “Break a leg, tiger.”
“Trust me, I nearly did.”
Juyeon jogged back onto the field, cheeks hot and head a little dizzy for what was about to come. He didn’t even tell his mom he was going to ask you out and she had to watch her son ask his best friend out to the dance. This was probably going to be a moment of utter humiliation but once Juyeon saw you in your high ponytail with a bright smile on your face, all that fear faded away and it was just you and him.
More importantly, you were wearing his jacket over your uniform and Juyeon felt like he was going to combust from the cuteness.
“Guys, guys,” Jaehyun called to the team. “Surround Juyeon. Make sure Y/N doesn’t see him.”
Juyeon’s heart was beating a hundred miles per second. He was glad he was running on the adrenaline from winning the game because otherwise, he would be cowering in fear and sweating buckets right now.
“Everyone, listen up!” Changmin spoke over the intercom. “First of all, the football team scored a major dub today—ow! Sunwoo, cut it out—alright, I’ll get to it!” Changmin broke from the mic and started bickering with Sunwoo.
There was a pause, and Juyeon was surprised to hear Minho’s voice fill the speakers, “Anyways, my buddy and our star quarterback, Juyeon, has something to say for a special someone.”
The crowd fell silent, a couple cheers and wolf-whistles as it was pretty obvious that a confession was about to happen.
“This is so fucking fluffy,” Sunwoo mumbled.
“Shut up, Sunwoo,” Juyeon replied, nudging him with his elbow.
The football team moved out of the way so that they weren’t huddled around Juyeon anymore. Juyeon’s breath caught in his throat as he walked forward to the middle of the field, holding up his sign, reading: Will you be my sunshine?
“Y/N,” he called out loudly, “honestly this confession is long overdue, but will you go to Winter Ball with me tonight and be my sunshine?”
The crowd started cheering and whistling again, and Juyeon wanted to die. She hadn’t even given him her answer yet and everyone was acting like she had agreed and they eloped. The cheerleaders pushed Y/N forward and she approached Juyeon, looking like a deer in headlights.
Juyeon took another shaky breath and continued, “I’ve been in love with you for so long so it would be an honor if I could take you to the dance,” he said and his voice dropped to a whisper. “I’m sorry if this is uncomfortable for you.”
You bit your lip but that wasn’t enough to contain the happiness that showed on your face. You zipped up Juyeon’s jacket and threw yourself into his arms. Everyone practically exploded but Juyeon was sure his heartbeat was louder. He wrapped his arms around you and buried his face into your shoulder.
Was this what people called a Christmas miracle?
“Oh shit!” Changmin screamed over the intercom. (“Shut up, they’re having a moment,” Minho’s faint voice was picked up in the background).
“Oh my god, you just made me the happiest man alive,” he mumbled.
You pulled back and reached forward to move his damp bangs off of his forehead. “Took you long enough.”
“Wait, did you—did you like me?” Juyeon choked out.
You laughed and cupped his face in your hands. There was a shaky inhale and exhale of breaths when his lips brushed against yours, and Juyeon closed the distance, kissing you like he was starved of your touch. His hold tightened on you as you melted into him, and then you both pulled away, smiling and dazed and lovesick.
You giggled. “Does that answer your question?”
“Yes,” he breathed out, grinning as he brushed his nose against yours.
Juyeon could care less about all the presents and holiday cheer because he had you and you were all he wanted.
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