Has everyone else been feeling stressed and really dragging the past few days? Feeling all the things that havenβt been done, I tried my best every day this year. It still feels like Iβm so far behind like with cleaning and music. I didnβt realize that creating and releasing a complete and (to the best of my ability) mastered/produced song was so intense. I wanted to release it in October. Iβve worked on it every day consistently until the holidays and then I sort of collapsed because of the year. To be fair though, I at first thought I wanted to do 50% visual art and make a manga, and 50% music, and it took time to sort through those emotions and be at peace with music wanting to be the main focus. At least for now. It was quite a year, 2022. A lot of release and clarity, Iβm grateful for the opportunities and the lessons. I have some work to do next year and Iβd like to shift the energy from worry/fear to inspiration and excitement about what 2023 will bring because after all, itβs another chance to try. Right now I feel just tired though. Iβll try to find some ways to introduce inspiration and curiosity, and Iβll put a priority on cleaning and organizing. I do feel that a very heavy chapter in my life is closing and maybe thereβs some grief there for all the pain. But thatβs a blessing and peace, to open a new page and take a breath, and be open to the next chapter. Hereβs to a 2023 full of peace, renewal, play, recovery, things coming together, and inspiration.πβ¨π³βοΈπ―π»π²π§πΉπ₯³πβ₯οΈ
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