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#β˜€οΈ ─ ● fear not πŸ•― ❝ open ❞
lavenderspiritart Β· 1 year
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Has everyone else been feeling stressed and really dragging the past few days? Feeling all the things that haven’t been done, I tried my best every day this year. It still feels like I’m so far behind like with cleaning and music. I didn’t realize that creating and releasing a complete and (to the best of my ability) mastered/produced song was so intense. I wanted to release it in October. I’ve worked on it every day consistently until the holidays and then I sort of collapsed because of the year. To be fair though, I at first thought I wanted to do 50% visual art and make a manga, and 50% music, and it took time to sort through those emotions and be at peace with music wanting to be the main focus. At least for now. It was quite a year, 2022. A lot of release and clarity, I’m grateful for the opportunities and the lessons. I have some work to do next year and I’d like to shift the energy from worry/fear to inspiration and excitement about what 2023 will bring because after all, it’s another chance to try. Right now I feel just tired though. I’ll try to find some ways to introduce inspiration and curiosity, and I’ll put a priority on cleaning and organizing. I do feel that a very heavy chapter in my life is closing and maybe there’s some grief there for all the pain. But that’s a blessing and peace, to open a new page and take a breath, and be open to the next chapter. Here’s to a 2023 full of peace, renewal, play, recovery, things coming together, and inspiration.πŸ•Šβœ¨πŸŒ³β˜€οΈπŸ•―πŸŒ»πŸŒ²πŸŽ§πŸŽΉπŸ₯³πŸŒŒβ™₯️
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