#….this is very rambly i’ll stop now

[sleepgarden]

Old oc illustrations 🌺🌿 I miss drawing them so much. Mitya, the white haired one, is a werewolf!

#My writing is better now I think but hey.. #No prints of these idk if anybody would be interested lol. #But a few are pretty.. anyways #Teodoros symbolized by snakes and sweetbrier #he’s my sweetheart oc btw ^^ both are very precious to me! #Mityas character flower is a dandelion. And their couple flower is a sunflower ! #Okay I’ll stop rambling about them now. But yeah! #Art

[fumifooms]

Mickrin

Fifth entry of my “Dunmeshi rarepairs I will birth with my own hands if I have to” series. This one’s straight up embarrassing, like of course the shadow version of Chilchuck and Marcille would get me.

It suddenly grabbed me out of nowhere. What got me thinking about it is this exchange, first comic third panel, because like… Woah. He knows she has a thing for Kabru? Or something. And he has NO FEAR. Like it’s so forward and has 0 pretenses lmao. And then I thought… And oh no. Oh no.

"I can fix him" x "I can make her worse"

Very uptight and strict and rules-following and too self-aggrandizing tbh x will not hesitate to insult you to your face and sleazy and free spirit…. Kuro is involved in an ot3 of sorts in my head and basically they drag her into Situations of various moral standing aka scams or idk going to a club god forbid. I think she needs to relax and get taken down 1 peg maybe, and I think he needs like…….. Someone to teach him what is unhealthy lmao, also remind him to get work benefits, and if they can like get to feel safe and comfy with one another (and god just the road there would be a beautiful trainwreck to watch) they would be gossip besties worsties.

Kabru needs to be the epitome of morals but like, if it’s Mickbell she can lower the bar… Just for him… <3 She can fix him just a little and she’ll be like "wow! Ok I can settle for this amount of upstanding behavior from you Mickbell you get a gold star"

I never expected it ok I read this extra expecting nothing and god knows why I saw him be like "hey u like Kabru right. You’re his babysitter right. Which poor sap is being Kabru’s maid" with 0 fear and her being so casually pissed back at him and idk, how they’re so comfy being not polite with one another but they’re still coworkers-friends despite it… Crazy for how prickly they both are that they manage that much. They bicker and see each other as annoying at best but weirdly dependable and friends despite it all and……….. I am going to grow them in a lab and observe how I can make it work

MICKBELL IS A REBOUND MORE AT 9??? Maybe Rin and Mickbell have a one night stand and then the aftermath dynamic is this….. She probably regrets it. And then it gets more complex and grows into something odd as she becomes hyperaware of him and they have this little complicity thing going on….

I think cuddling with Kuro (who would be more like a platonic protective & soothing presence in his and Rin’s relationship rather than romo) would destress her actually I think she needs and deserves it. Go to a dog cafe bbygirl it’ll fix you. So what I’m saying is the three of them watch a movie and Rin and Mickbell are sitting on Kuro’s laps and everyone is so comfy. Kuro’s legs die halfway through but he’s self-sacrificing it’s fine….. Actually Mick is on his laps Rin’s just nuzzled into his side. There, fixed. I am so weirdly invested in them… They’re funky to think about. Rin seeing Mickbell and Kuro like "you guys are aware that what you two have is fucked up right" and then joining them in the messy dynamic 🤝  Put them in situations. That will be all.

The sheer amount of sass on their own, let alone together…

Make them get drunk together it’ll be glorious

#Dungeon meshi #mickbell tomas #rinsha fana #I’m sorry i see visions in my hot coco mugs #Fumi rambles #Dunmeshi rarepairs #I’ve had these two in the back of my mind for months by now i’m like. Idk if i’ll write them at one point but it’d be neat #Rin needs more love. This does it for me idk. Think of the shenanigans. Someone chasing after Mick and Kuro and they drag her through the #Alleys along. Market-going turned very wrong. Someone said since both Mick and Kuro are pretty touchy feely they’d lean on her & #I think that’s cute #Mickrin #Rinbell is also cute but eh #Everyone needs Kuro tbh he’s just so laidback and good #Kabru notices early and is like. Now what the fresh hell happened while i stopped looking at you guys for 2 secs. Good for u but also huh?? #I swear i have actual meta posts coming soon i just have demons to exorcise every so often #If you ask me for another rin ship that isn’t qpr it’d prob be Pattadol. Toshiro too I’ve heard fun ideas for it but Pattadol… #Her little ‘money~’ laugh is weird lol. One common point with Mick?

[nami-moittli]

This counts as a “meme”, right?

#that moment when you realize that basically all of his personality is based off a trauma response #ofc I do think he’s naturally optimistic and such by nature! #but pair that with his denial and childhood trauma #yeah it’s not looking good for you buddy #twisted wonderland #twst #twst meme #twst kalim #now I don’t think all of the symptoms fit him #like apparently somatic means relating to the body separately from the mind #and Kalim has been shown to be actually really observant about those kinds of details! #just. he has denial baked into him so you can’t tell as well #but you could say that Kalim’s very… #mindful #*bu dum tsss* #okay I’ll see myself out now #sorry for rambling I just sometimes start thinking about Kalim’s trauma and then #oops! #I don’t stop

[crazymecjc]

manga redraw bc I’m in a silly goofy mood

panel and version without text below the cut!

#trigun #trigun maximum #oof my art i guess #vash the stampede #nicolas d wolfwood #vashwood #spinning them around in my brain at the speed of sound #something about the two of them just Hits Different #maybe it’s the religious imagery #maybe it’s the fact that they both Know each other so so well #who knows #whatever it is in their dynamic I am biting it #I just think they’re Neat #I promise I’ll chill the fuck out with art of the two of them Eventually however I do also have like three more ideas off the top of my head #so uhhh I will be going wild on main for a bit longer sorry #anyways I’m very happy with the colors in this one they sure are color #gonna stop rambling now I need to get out of the tags if you read all this for some reason ily

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

💌 just wanted to say a quick thank you to everyone who’s left such lovely feedback on my latest chapter of four walls. it’s been a weird and emotionally draining week for me, and getting to come back after a long day and read all your kind words has been such a solace. it’s truly hard to put into words how much it means when people connect with something you’ve created (and i’m far too exhausted to even attempt it tonight), but trust me when i say nothing grounds me and keeps me writing through all the difficult stuff more than knowing that what i’m creating means something to people other than just me. thank you so much for your generosity in sharing that with me via your lovely comments and feedback 💌

#friendly reminder to leave comments on the fics you enjoy #it means the world to all of us writing them 💜 #also sorry if this is totally incoherent #i’m so exhausted and overwhelmed tonight i feel like i could fall into bed and sleep for the next 48 hours #but i just wanted to share this because it’s been something i’ve been so thankful for all week 💗 #i can’t wait to get stuck into finishing the next chapter for posting this weekend #i know there’s been a lot of slow build but… well #what it’s building to is very close now #and i’m so excited to share it with you!! #anyway i’ll stop rambling now #i’m going to drink tea and watch hannibal and try and have an early night #thank you and sorry to anyone who’s read through all of this nonsense 😅 #i need to stop posting on tumblr when i should probably just go to sleep lol #four walls #lulu posts

[impossibledial]

you hate clara in series 7? not a clara stan.

you hate clara in series 8? not a clara stan.

you hate clara in series 9? not a clara stan.

you think clara’s farewell in hell bent is bad? not a clara stan.

in conclusion, if you can’t take the time to understand her arc then you are not a clara stan.

#clara oswald #yes i’m gatekeeping #the transition from series 7 to 8 is a bit wobbly because of matt smith leaving when a plan for another series with him was being considered #but clara is still clara. #clara in series 7 has just begun travelling with the doctor. clara in series 8 is experienced in travelling with him. #that’s the difference. #and as for clara being a lot more bubbly in series 7 #she admits that’s a way of masking her bossy control freak nature in time of the doctor #AND SHES STILL VERY BUBBLY AND CUTE AND CURIOUS IN SERIES 8 #okay this isnt well thought out so excuse any typos or over dramatic use of words but #i’m tired of people acting like clara’s character did a complete 180 after series 7 when she’s still very much the same in my eyes #that’s not to say i have no problems with the transition from series 7 to 8 but that’s nothing to do with clara’s personality #i’m just disappointed we didn’t get to see her family as much and i think that’s one of my issues with danny. #i like his character but i think some scenes with him would have been better if they had been with clara’s family instead #okay i’m rambling i’ll stop now.

[designernishiki]

in a couple months im gonna be asked what I did over the summer and I’m just gonna sit there unresponsive because I don’t want to admit to playing between 250-300 hours of yakuza 0

#idk what it’ll be at by the end of the summer but almost definitely in that range #currently it’s at like. 220 or something like that #I need. a job. I know. I know this #rambling #y0 #sorry I gotta stop rambling into the void #one last note. that’s just yakuza 0. that’s not including other games #also this is my second time playing through all of yakuza 0 so this whole year? probably already well past 300 hours #but yeah uhhhhh between mid-late March and now (so like. three months?) ive played 0-4 + dead souls and I have 5 ready to go and will start #it very soon now #so that’s. something #special interest go brrrrr #I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. i am scared of yakuza 6 and part of me doesn’t want to even play it really #but I should I know I should

[ghostickle]

Love having to help hold everyone else’s lives together but the second I’m struggling and need help then I’m too needy and being a problem

#god just once I want what I put into a person given back in return #I schedule and plan everything I make meals for everyone and drive people around #my whole life it’d always be my job to clean my brothers room and even now I’m the one that keeps others shit clean instead of themselves #and I really wouldn’t mind if any of it was returned #or at the very least don’t make me feel like shit #or like I give people rides but don’t get gas money and I make meals but no help paying for the groceries to make the food #and I can’t afford to sustain myself much less someone else #and I’m so tired #I work all the fuckin time #just once I want to get off and relax and not have to go and take care of a whole ass adult who’ll throw a fit if I dare say I’m hungry #or get mad at me when I run out of energy when I’m going non stop #ghost rambles #hh I’ll have some time to myself tomorrow morning before my blood tests at least #before I have to go home after and prepare for a taco night with friends #gonna go wander target I still have a gift card and maybe get a new piercing #I am excited for tacos and games with my friends I’m just so tired and tomorrow morning is my only break for the next week #I have so many appointments coming up and I picked up extra shifts

[ezraphobicsoup]

it’s for real this time i’m gonna sort things out and i am going to end this (talking about work)

#and you could say hey ezra. what were you doing all day. why didn’t you do anything during the normal hours. ezra. #you weren’t even having fun. why do you do this to yourself. why are you like this as the gay people say. #maybe you should practice healthy sleeping patterns and stop feeling weirdly bad about sleep. #hey ezra why aren’t you listening to me. i’m saying the logical rational thing here why are you doing this it’s just not sensible #and to which i say #actually can’t think of a very good counter argument #but i’m doing one (1) thing tomorrow at 3pm that will last like 2-3 hours so that’s like all of tomorrow (today) gone #so if i don’t get this done now it’ll be too late #ezra’s real life rambles #i will fucking slaughter ecology just you wait #that sounds not very good without context internet people don’t worry about this :) #just doin my silly things #(thing is idk when i’ll even be able to hand this god forsaken hell forsaken booklet in but i still feel #i must do it in time for the due date it’s very important #re on the other hand can just go die i really do not care)

[thingscanalwaysgetworse]

So uh this blog is a mess. Basically just making this post to say that I’m going to make a new blog, and I will post the new blog name here are as soon as I get it set up.

After I set it up, I probably will not be active on this blog anymore. I say “probably” because I’m not planning on deleting this blog (at least not right now), and i will still check back once in a while, but I’m not going to be making new posts from this blog. Except for the next (and final) post on this blog which is just so I can post the new blog url

#rambles from the ether #also just fyi: #I’m not posting anymore npmd stuff on my new blogs #*blog #i just kind of had a Momeng bc my friend showed me tgwdlm back at the end of September #*Moment #and then for personal reasons that had more to do with my friend than the actual musical #hatchetverse kind of temporarily took over my brain #but anyway my next blog won’t be starkid/hatchetverse focused #like honestly I barely know anything about starkid outside of hatchetverse #(didn’t even know what starkid was until my friend showed me tgwdlm a month ago lol) #and npmd was fun but the moment’s over #idk I’m mostly just mentioning so ppl aren’t surprised when my new blog doesn’t have anything related to starkid at all #ANYWAY idk why i rambled about that for so long my point is i'm not sure what my new blog will be focused on #only thing I know is that I might make a side blog for better organization bc this blog is very disorganized right now #haven’t decided exactly what to do yet but I’ll figure that out later #also this is why I tag these rambles from the ether because I don’t know how to shut up apparently lol #I’ll stop now

[cloverpicking]

— the mind electric —

#trying very very hard to post this without thinking about it too hard #also I’m fine lol I’ve just been feeling very edgy and I’ve listened to the same song a wild amount of times in the past month #and again I’m trying not to be a hypocrite after my last rambling post lol #anyway I’ll stop talking now here it is

[padfootastic]

hey do you have any fics recs with sirius raising harry and calling him all kinds of pet names ?? bc i've read all of your fics and i honest to god can't find a single other fic where sirius calls harry baby love babe....and is all obsessed with his kid

you’ve read all my fics? 🥺🥺 anon, u sure do know the way to my heart huh

so right off the bat, @greyeyedmonster-18 is the one to go for pet names (pretty sure they’re the one who started the ‘babe’ trend in this part of the fandom)

as for fics, i can recommend a few with very cute/very intense godfather-godson relationships

pay no mind to the demons by @snufluffles (sirius comforts harry after a nightmare with hot chocolate!! tucks him in!!)

a bond of family series by daily (a lot of j&s&r friendship focus, before moving to s&h. op sirius throughout, the author i was most heavily influenced by in my younger years and still one of my favs lol)

Scars and Midnight Adventures by AnnabelleBlack20 (protective sirius, harry coming to terms with family. they have another wip too that’s pretty cool imo)

Thicker Than Blood (harry facing an identity crisis as sirius’ son and being set straight)

Da Capo by @impishtubist (deaged!harry and so many cute moments omg. light layer of angst as with dursley references & ootp sirius)

Embrace by textbookchoices (trans harry coming to terms with her gender identity and supportive sirius!)

Senses of Magic by darkseraphina (this one is an AU with sentinels and guides and has a lot of world building for a oneshot, but im reccing for one very specific scene towards the middle/end. also sirius is such a badass for the short amount of time he gets)

a few of these do have pet names, but alas, i don’t actively look for those (even if coming across them is the most pleasant surprise) but i hope u like these still!

#i personally find it criminal there’s not more deaged harry fics tbh #i’ve read a couple for postwar next gen/drarry but that’s it #it’s such a wonderful trope tbh #i think that’s the first miss imp fic i read actually #also a bond of family has a lot of oneshots!! it’s very AU but i think it’s super adorable #sirius is devoted to harry (and his loved ones) #midnight adventures has wonderful parenting moments from sirius #i would also argue that i tend to write harry & sirius as being unrealistically/unhealthily attached sometimes #and others might be writing more practical relationships which is why u don’t have a lot of pet names lol #but yeah. i’ll stop rambling now 💀 #fic recs #pen’s asks

[nico-the-overlord]

i need to know your favorite sanders sides quote, or one from each side

Gosh well first that come to mind…

Roman: I am bitterly jittery and not very glittery!

Patton: It isn’t you these thoughts you’re thinking!

Janus: You’re not stuck with a evil snake boy…you’re just stuck with a snek boi (:<

Logan: FALSEHOOD.

Remus: ah, BITCH?

And I can’t think of one for Virgil…perhaps the witching hour quote or “you tried, you failed, let’s go to sleep”? This has been sitting in my box for a while because idk and I know I am def forgetting so many good lines, hope I’m not misquoting off of memory😭

#asks #sanders sides #logan one is obvious #also like the AND THAT IS WHY I SAY IT line #roman I also like the ‘secrets secrets are no fun tell me now or else we’re done!’ #and so many nicknames he gives others like banana-conda #oh and smth abt him being the main course and not the appetizer #he is very quotable #the one for remus is mainly bc of the bloopers #and with thomas+joan joking about him having acrylic nails and such it’s just so silly #I like quoting patton’s singing line #also the great spider threat of 2017 is also funny #another good janus line is the one where he tells thomas that he needs to unlearn that selfishness is a dirty word #I put in the snek like because cmon it’s silly #but that line…the episode in general hit me HARD #anyways I’ll stop rambling knwiwkdj

[merakiui]

Mera! what was the anime that you watch back when you were still new in anime for only the characters, but when you decided to re watch it the story was actually fucked up 💀 mine was diabolik lovers (13 year old me was obsessed with shu 😭) brother conflict (...... i dont have comments in this) amnesia (the part where the dude lock the girl in the cage 💀) and danganronpa

Looking back on it now, little Mera watched all sorts of dark anime. ^^;;; I’ll put it under a cut because of potential spoilers for some of the anime discussed.

I also watched Diabolik Lovers (Kanato was my favorite) and Danganronpa. I remember feeling so depressed after what happened to Sakura. She was one of my favorite characters. I loved her friendship with Aoi. T_T I attempted to watch Brother’s Conflict, but I couldn’t get past the first episode because there were so many characters to keep up with.

I watched Watamote, which was dark in its own way. I felt terribly for Tomoko and how hard she tried to fit in. I remember feeling very satisfied with the ending, but it’s been so long since I’ve last seen it. I’ll have to watch it again to better appreciate the series and relive the nostalgia of watching it for the first time.

In my early teenage years, I watched Netflix’s Devilman Crybaby when it first came out. To this day, it’s one of my favorite anime. I rewatch it every year and each time it gives me pain, but it’s just so good.

This image is forever engraved in my mind. They really had me in the first half until I saw Akira’s lips were getting progressively dry. I also watched Japan Sinks in 2020 and that was another wave of pain and sadness. I’ve been meaning to rewatch it!

Black Butler was also really dark. Ciel makes a pact with a demon after being held captive by a cult (if I remember correctly) and he’s essentially a young boy trying to navigate adult society. Alois’s backstory was also really sad and dark. It seems no one can be happy in Black Butler. I haven’t caught up with the manga, but apparently Ciel has a twin!

Panty & Stocking wasn’t dark, but it was very explicit and it was an anime I had watched when I was first getting into anime. I probably shouldn’t have watched it at my age, but I thought the two main characters had really pretty designs and the art style was unique. Luckily, most of the sexual jokes went over my head. I just thought the premise of angels fighting demons and ghosts after getting kicked out of heaven was interesting lol.

There are probably other anime I haven’t mentioned yet, but those were a few I remembered. Amnesia has been on my to-watch list for years now. Maybe I should finally watch it soon?

#chit chat #recently i finished oddtaxi and omg it was so good!!! #the dialogue is so natural and realistic #the characters were all very unique #the plot twists!! the mystery!! the soundtrack?!?! #natsuki hanae did such a good job voicing odokawa #at first i wasn’t sure if his voice fit odokawa’s character but after the first episode i was convinced he could do it!!! #and omg he delivered orz #aaaa i’ll stop rambling about oddtaxi now LOL

[mazojo]

Carlos really carrying season 3 all by himself his back must hurt so badly

#You know what I think I like about him? He is consistent. Carlos takes no crap from Disney and has been a king from season 1 till 3 #Not like othERS *looks pointedly at like literally the entire cast #HE REALLY SAID BITCHSLAPS ON DISNEY THATS MY KING HAJAJAJJAJA #THat and the comment last ep of ah yes. Me. The known womanizer. JAJAJAJJAJAJA I LOVE HIM #Also the ouch. My face. I’ve been slapped lmaooo #HE is the entire show give him a crown #gonna ramble here for a sec don’t mind me I’ll shut up after this #Damn disney since season 2 has made it it’s absolute goal to make Ashlyn the most UNLIKEABKE ever I can’t stand her #She was one of my favorites in season 1 and now she is just kinda mean and annoying dude #Also can disney stop doing the whole jealousy plot line I am so tired…. So tired….. #Absolutely ALL the ships on this series have gone through it like pleaaaaase come up with #something else jealousy was fun like for two secs and now it’s just annoying #I love rambling about the serie because it makes me become the biggest bitch ever JAJAJJAJA I hate it but I love it but I hate it #I also love how we forgot about Nini completely like lmao Nini who?? Never heard of that one chief #Once again fuck Corbin bleu and I said that shit for ruining EJ and Gina’s perfect summer 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻 very cool #(Corbin the character btw irl Corbin slaps SKKSKSK) #Also I fucking love how bad this show is written were there’s no show they just tell. #Literally. The one girl went on a 2 min expose trip telling us all her backstory damn #hsmtmts #Carlos

[raeofgayshine]

alsksls fam !! you like sub radio too !!!!! they're one of my favorite bands now i love them sm !!!

Yeah!!! Their music is so good! I found them through their Stacy’s Dad song they did, my sister sent it to me, and then I started listening to their other stuff and it’s so good. Like their music is exactly the kind that I love and the lyrics are perfection. And it’s like, the kind of good that I like so much I can hear not only the lyrics but all the instruments and I could just listen to the music and it would be such a vibe and there’s not a lot of music I feel that way about. They are easily at the top of my favorites right now.

What are your favorite songs? I haven’t listened to a whole lot because my brain has just wanted to listen to the few I already know on repeat so I haven’t gotten around to listening to a bunch.

But I *love* Cool, Better Than That, Room For You, What You Want To Hear, Out Of My Mind, and 1990 Something.

Room For You is definitely my top one, I just love the “We’re not in love, but my heart still has room for you” vibe as an aro person.

But Cool is also so good because it is a trans song!! It went straight on my gender playlist.

#ravenpuff answers #hi Elliot is excited about music again everyone pretend to be surprised quick #i wish I had the better words to explain exactly what I love that didn’t require me to go through each song and point it out bit by but #which is tempting but also I understand there is a line #anyways Emery I’m so excited that you love Sub Radio also!!! i can see it very much being your vibes #i think I actually heard Cool because you shared it in discord at some point? maybe during pride? #fun fact about Cool: I recently realized it fit perfectly for one of my ocs #Mason Grace who changed xyr name found better friend and a place xe didn’t have to pretend #paints xyr nails and has blue hair and is fucking cool and makes it look easy #i was listening to it the other day while doing yoga and went ‘holy shit this is just Mason Grace’ #anyways I’ll stop rambling now